Taylor's Depersonalization Recovery Story (2023)

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Depersonalization Manual

Depersonalization Manual

Жыл бұрын

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00:50 Introduction
02:02 All About Taylor
03:15 How Did The Depersonalization Start?
08:15 Weed Was The Trigger
11:05 The Strongest DPDR Symptoms
13:32 Seeing a Therapist
14:10 Intrusive Thoughts
19:15 Depersonalization on TikTok
22:48 DPDR for Years
23:46 The Lowest Point
29:15 Depression and DPDR
31:08 Sleep Issues and Nightmares
32:29 Recovering from DPDR
39:00 A Whole New Person
40:30 How was The DP Manual helpful?
43:35 How Other People See Your Recovery
46:35 Life After Depersonalization
49:04 Glad That I Went Through it!
50:38 Being Stronger For The Experience
51:35 Taylor's Advice For People With DPDR
Check out my website and recovery program at:
www.dpmanual.com/
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Disclaimer: Please note that the medical information contained within this video is not intended as a substitute for consultation with a professional physician and is not a recommendation of specific therapies

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@Nhileishere
@Nhileishere Жыл бұрын
Havent seen this channel in months just wanna say thanks to you I was able to properly recover from dp/dr. You saved me man. I wouldn't mind doing a discussion with you about my recovery! Albeit im a stage freight freak.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
So good to hear you've fully recovered! 😊 And yes absolutely, would be delighted to have you on the channel, drop me a line and we can arrange! 😊
@ariyanyk1059
@ariyanyk1059 Жыл бұрын
How did u do it and how long did it take
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual I wanna recover I could use your help so bad I'm so confused . I can't even work . I have goals I want a family . If you can help me recover I'm willing to work hard and do what I need to do . I have feelings of hate and these weird emotions is this normal ? Cuz these aren't my feelings .. and I feel dpdr changes so much on me I'm confused on how many sensations it has. Can you send me link to the manual? I would love to speak one on one .
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual I read on the internet that bi polar and schizophrenia have dpdr too is that true or is it an anxiety based condition?
@markgeczi45
@markgeczi45 Жыл бұрын
@@mattrinehart9348 yo man calm down its all going to be fine im going through dp/dr right now and i did have intrusive thoughts like oh no im having the same symptoms as schizophrenia and bipolar and yes it is such a scary thought but all dp is is just anxiety. You dont have to worry about having this forever or having like something else its dp and nothing else. The key to overcoming dp is to accept the feelings and it does seem hard like oh my god i cant do this for any longer if you want to recover the best tips i can give you is stop researching it if you get a symptom then dont search it up just think okay im feeling not normal but this wont last forever and it will go soon your life will get back on track, dont think of dp as an enemy its not gonna harm you it cant harm but do not worry man it cant last forever and you will snap out of it :)
@caitlyndiann285
@caitlyndiann285 Жыл бұрын
This is amazing. I’m so happy to hear someone on the channel talk about intrusive dark thoughts. I’ve been through several inner struggles and DP led me to have the intrusive thought “what if this gets so bad I want to end it all” and it TERRIFIED me. I didn’t even wanna be by myself for fear I might act on it. When I realized that the fear was literally there to protect me, to prevent me from ever actually doing something like that- I felt so relieved. Fear is your friend, guys! Fear is there to protect you, always. If you have an intrusive thought like, “what if I harm myself or other people?” And you react with fear of that thought, it is proof that the thought is unwanted and definitely not something you want. Accept that the fear is there, and that the thoughts require no attention because they are meaningless. They will pass ❤
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much for your comment Caitlyn and I'm very happy to hear you liked the video 😊 And yes, intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR (and all anxiety-based conditions). I know they can be frightening but they will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
@deirdreoconnor8281
@deirdreoconnor8281 Жыл бұрын
Taylor's openness and candour about her DP journey is reassuring. The DP Manual is truly life changing..
@saphiro9929
@saphiro9929 Жыл бұрын
found this channel about two years ago it helped me a lot with my depersonalization and anxiety issues looking back i’m thankful for having found this channel it helped me so much and now that i’ve overcame dp i came back to say thank you for helping people around the globe that suffer with depersonalization seriously thank you so much.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Thanks for your comment and I'm delighted to hear you've recovered! 😊
@mrderp8227
@mrderp8227 Жыл бұрын
You're so kind and reassuring, Shaun
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Happy to help 😊
@juliajas._
@juliajas._ Жыл бұрын
My experience and symptoms are very similar to Taylor's. Thank you Taylor for sharing this. It helps me knowing I'm not alone. Mine started in 2019. Just recently, I have been feeling better because I made some changes to my life and I'm happier.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Thanks for your comment Julia, I'm delighted that you found the video helpful and that you're feeling better 😊
@itskenz1448
@itskenz1448 Жыл бұрын
the dp manual helped my recovery so much! I still have my days but your videos motivated me to not be afraid and to get my life back i thank you so much! It does get better to anyone going through it, i promise!
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Delighted to hear you're doing so well! 😊
@crookedrain771
@crookedrain771 Жыл бұрын
Love this girls attitude. Recovering myself and you guys are right, cannot rush this.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
😊😊
@DivisionOne_Dalton615
@DivisionOne_Dalton615 Жыл бұрын
I'm from Nashville also! Going through this now but this is encouraging. Thank you
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Glad it was helpful! 😊
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521 Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you recovered it makes me feel like there really is hope to be the same person I was
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry, DPDR is not permanent and you can and will get 100% back to normal 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
@nikitaaaron7781
@nikitaaaron7781 Жыл бұрын
Wow she is amazing to be going through all if this and still studying
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
She's pretty impressive! 👏
@josecardoza7189
@josecardoza7189 Жыл бұрын
Good! Is the worst. Thats me right now. Thanks god the semester is over. Hopefully I feel better before next semester starts.
@dk_rules5505
@dk_rules5505 Жыл бұрын
Your a good person you have helped me the first time I had a dp attack I felt like I was not real I had to ensure myself that what I did was actually real it was sad and scary.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Happy to help 😊
@antaripkataki6491
@antaripkataki6491 Жыл бұрын
Hey just to let you know,thanks man I am almost recovered ,sometimes it comes back but it's totally fine now....just when you said it was a anxiety based condition and nothing was wrong with me ,it solved 50% of my problem and by constantly doing exercise,pranyam, talking long walks cured me too a lot of extent,thanks man ,keep on sharing the positivity...
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Thanks for your comment and I'm delighted to hear you're doing so well! 😊😊
@QueenEsstha
@QueenEsstha Жыл бұрын
hey. can u describe your symptoms for me and how long did you have it ? (i am in pain man) nothing seems to be working
@antaripkataki6491
@antaripkataki6491 Жыл бұрын
@@QueenEsstha whatever he wrote in his manual ,most of them like the question of existential thoughts and anxiety and all kind of stuff ,I had it for 50 days most probably don't worry just believe the fact its just the anxiety that's causing it all and you will be ok,go on a long walk and daily physical activity and do meditation, search yoga by swami ramdev and follow those for anxiety you will be cured have faith , take someone if you are afraid to go on a long walk alone, and think positive that you will recover and it shall be...just keep the faith man listen to soft music...it's a normal thing..I too thought that I will never be cured but deep inside I wanna be good to and today I am free ,so shall you be...don't look at social media for a few day's just engage in books and physical activity you will be alright, God will bless you...
@antaripkataki6491
@antaripkataki6491 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual and one more thing don't try to solve the questions that arises out of anxiety to solve one by one ,just focus on your anxiety by saying that it's just because of anxiety and you will be cured ,if it's too severe consult a doctor and watch your blood pressure too it might spike too, it's another reason you fell bad at all time
@ciphersage93
@ciphersage93 Жыл бұрын
ADHD medication gets me out of the bed, then I have to force myself to do the things. Going out of my house feels like a huge steps even is the most normal thing, but gosh just going outside or going to school and listening to people voices is so weird when I used to be a super social person and now it’s the opposite, this is so frustrating but listening to this gives me light at the end of the tunnel.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Thanks for your comment and I'm glad to hear the video was helpful 😊 And there is definitely light at the end of the tunnel -- You can and will get 100% back to normal: www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
@miked5487
@miked5487 Жыл бұрын
Man I can so relate to Taylors experiences. Im 6months in and developed DPDR quite later in my late 30s after a bad drug reaction. It sucks.. im DPDR 24/7.. wish I could get my life back... its hard.. Great to hear she recovered fully.. I hope one day I can feel the same.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry Mike, it doesn't matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/how-long-does-depersonalization-last/
@AfghanFTW
@AfghanFTW Жыл бұрын
Have you recovered?
@makhomoovervoorde8988
@makhomoovervoorde8988 Жыл бұрын
Watching this while hurdled up in my bed because I can't even recognize my family faces today, every day is different but it does get better
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey, thanks for your comment 😊 I know DPDR can be scary but just remember that it’s a natural reaction to stress and anxiety, and people experience it all the time. The National Institute on Mental Illness estimates that up to 75% of people experience at least one depersonalization / derealization episode in their lives. It's part of your brain's natural defence mechanism and usually it only lasts a few seconds or minutes at a time. It's only when it's focused on as a separate problem (feeling like you're going crazy / in a dream etc) that it can turn into a feedback loop with the anxiety that caused it in the first place. But no matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch it off completely by stopping that anxious feedback loop. Make sure to carefully read through all the articles and info on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
I feel like everyday is different too. I feel like DPDR switches up symptoms is that possible? And can I have dpdr without existential thoughts ? I don't have many of them . I just mainly breakdown from it and have guilt and shame and think to myself how the hell can I recover and forget about all this .
@Brokenlance
@Brokenlance Жыл бұрын
Glad to see she is doing much better! Right now I’m having a bit of a relapse of symptoms, I’m doing okay but I have a question. Reading the chapter on the “nonsense illusion”, you mention that it works of the same predication as depression, that it hijacks your thoughts and makes you think all you are doing is worthless. My question is are the thoughts of feeling stuck in a rut and worrying you’re losing purpose part of the nonsense illusion? Or is that actual depression? I’m just feeling confused about my emotions and I can’t tell if I’m actually depressed and should seek help, or if this is just a fear of being depressed and I just need to follow the manuals guidelines?
@leticiafroes5811
@leticiafroes5811 10 ай бұрын
I am dealing with the same thing. Have you improved or discovered the answer?
@melotics
@melotics Жыл бұрын
i have it so severe that its affected my ability to do good in school, talk to family and friends and affected relationships with them. this video has been the only relief in weeks that it will be okay. i really hope to recover sooner or later
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey, thanks for your comment. Firstly, please make sure that you’re speaking to your parents about what’s happening. It’s very important that they know what’s going on. Secondly, I know DPDR can be frightening but remember that it's just your body and brain's natural response to stress and anxiety. It's not permanent and it can't hurt you. You can and will recover. Make sure to read through all the info and articles on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
@melotics
@melotics Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you, and my parents are aware of it but ive just been managing it on my own. i will be sure to keep reading your website for more information on derealization
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@melotics Glad to hear it, keep up the good work! 😊
@twilliams4880
@twilliams4880 3 ай бұрын
@@meloticshow u doing now
@itshaz5105
@itshaz5105 Жыл бұрын
I bought your manual and am starting my recovery now thankfully 🙏, however your manuals golden rules contradict that seeing a therapist or psychiatrist is needed, as i should completely live normally? Also I need to know however that if you know of or yourself experienced every time you look at or think of your friends or family your brain tells you their not real, because I’m scared I’m going to never forget these solipsism thoughts. Like im constantly having to battle my mind about everything in reality being unreal. And finally would you suggest tiktok as a good distracting tool when thoughts do arise?
@isaacgonzales4584
@isaacgonzales4584 Жыл бұрын
dealing with this sucks it just got harder im pushing through day by day i cant work cause scared to have panic attack just had my first ever bad panic attack like two weeks ago and it changed me never been the same since then,
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry Isaac, it doesn't matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/how-long-does-depersonalization-last/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@joespinelli3604
@joespinelli3604 Жыл бұрын
Hello! Ever since I saw the top 10 symptoms vid I’ve been feeling better and I got the DP manual to make sure I have a nice audiobook to listen to on my road to recovery. Although I’ve found my biggest struggle currently isn’t really addressed which is a lack of sleep. I just spent a whole night not falling asleep at all. I didn’t just stay in bed the whole night, I would get out of bed and do things then try again but that didn’t work. I even took 3mg of Melatonin before bed and that used to help but didn’t do anything last night. Any recommendations for this? Not being able to sleep is scaring me.
@michellesuarez9975
@michellesuarez9975 Жыл бұрын
I’m dealing with not being able to sleep also.
@v.n5622
@v.n5622 Жыл бұрын
Hi Shaun, how are you? I buy your book years a go, and read it for the second time. I never fully recovered. Is there an option that I can talk to you by chat? I can imagine that you are very busy. But I hope you can help me. I suffer with dpdr for almost 7 years. And it will not clicking in my brain like... I know how it works and I know what it is but I still get panick atacks from dpdr. Some months it is on the background and I don't even think about it, and with stress the first thing I feld is dpdr and it is after good months so much more overwhelming. I hope I can talk to you. Keep up the good work. Greetings V
@maxwellianman
@maxwellianman Жыл бұрын
did anyone not even have a bad experience on weed but still got it, like me for me my friends told me that you get derealrealisation for a day afterwards after smoking and sure enough when i woke up the next morning i got it but didn’t panic and it went away. but a couple weeks later i had been feeling bad but not DPDR just feeling down and i was sitting there and the thought came into my head that maybe i’ve been feeling down after the weed and then suddenly all the DPDR came back and then i actually started panicking and stressing about it and i’m on my way to recovery now but still struggling
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey Max, thanks for your comment and I'm sorry to hear you've been having a difficult time. But don't worry, it doesn't matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/how-long-does-depersonalization-last/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@bigmac6068
@bigmac6068 Жыл бұрын
he shaun i have a question i’ve been doing rlly good with this whole thing lately but i have this new though that cause me a lot of anxiety and it’s just the i have borderline personality disorder and i have this cus i have been talking with this girl and she’s perfect but for some reason my feelings always mixed abt her like one second i think she’s my everything and the next it’s like i don’t care as much i’m not sure if this is cus dp numbs emotions or whatever but i just wanna know what u think abt it if u respond to this thank you it means a lot
@mre7744
@mre7744 Жыл бұрын
would there be any chance that i could message you personably about my problems
@LlamaM2288
@LlamaM2288 Жыл бұрын
Think of it this way guys, before dpdr, you werent always thinking sbout or stressing about having dpdr right.
@denisfisic9292
@denisfisic9292 Жыл бұрын
Hey ethan was wondering if you ever dealt with solipsism something i kinda have been feeling the last couple of days if so what broke it for you?
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry, solipsistic / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be frightening but they will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
@janjuracka1
@janjuracka1 Жыл бұрын
Hello Shaun, i want to ask you if it is normal with dpdr that i feel that my hands and feet are not mine and i also feel that my hands are verry light. Thank you so much for helping us! ❤️
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry Jan, feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating but they will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@jerrycoronado7493
@jerrycoronado7493 Жыл бұрын
Sssaaaammmeee... I feel like I'm thinking about how my body is walking on its own without me thinking about it.. like how I have to keep my body alive.. super hyperawareness..
@janjuracka1
@janjuracka1 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you so much :D
@beckhyniazi2939
@beckhyniazi2939 10 ай бұрын
Its been 6 years almost Shaun when i hVe anxiety due to health my dp dr symptoms get intense then they give more anxiety and panic to me / well i krep telling doctors i feel lost and absent again / when they change my medicine or increase dose i feel better / than again anxiety comes i grt again dp dr intense / i do get happy better and normal it does fade away but still i feel cloudy cloudy un real unreal its been 6 years like hope u gettint it ? Is it the way that it completly goes away ? I mean when im anxious its intense and it makes me more intense as i doubt if i have DP DR or somthint else when i ignore i do gett happy n better but still it subsides but not filly intensity of it gets less / so when i listen people they say complete recovered is it like 100% they get ok ore some percentage is still there ?
@griffin__sutek4958
@griffin__sutek4958 Жыл бұрын
Shaun I have emailed you but I thought I would comment. I feel like no matter what I do and try to focus on I still have the thoughts running in the background. Any thoughts on this?
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry Griffin, racing / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be frightening but they will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@shannonconneely8953
@shannonconneely8953 Жыл бұрын
i need your help, i’ve always had anxiety ever since i was about 10, but it’s gotten to the point i’ve had DP for about 4 months now and most times im convinced that i died of a heart attack over a bad trip in july when i smoked too much weed, i know it sounds stupid but that’s what i genuinely think, that i died and im not actually here. I always look at other people and think how they are living normally, because everything seems so pointless and not enjoyable, im constantly im my head and for the few seconds im distracted i think “u were distraxted from ur DP” and then i fall back into the cycle of thinking about it too much and it’s driving me insane, im on antidepressants for anxiety and im hoping DP will fade away soon.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey Shannon, thanks for your comment 😊 I know DPDR can be scary but just remember that it’s a natural reaction to stress and anxiety, and people experience it all the time. The National Institute on Mental Illness estimates that up to 75% of people experience at least one depersonalization / derealization episode in their lives. It's part of your brain's natural defence mechanism and usually it only lasts a few seconds or minutes at a time. It's only when it's focused on as a separate problem (feeling like you're going crazy / in a dream etc) that it can turn into a feedback loop with the anxiety that caused it in the first place. But no matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch it off completely by stopping that anxious feedback loop. Make sure to carefully read through all the articles and info on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
@beckhyniazi2939
@beckhyniazi2939 10 ай бұрын
Shaun man plzzz can u just give me a session and listen to my issues / and i want to try the manual but i wana ask and talk man on few things / i would be really thankful to u man :( im suffering badly
@tristenbrown4762
@tristenbrown4762 Жыл бұрын
How can I reach out and talk to you?
@yannah4008
@yannah4008 Жыл бұрын
The first time i got high it was very traumatic then i got high again then it was very traumatic also i don't know if it added up and now i think i have derealization and intrusive thoughts please respond🥺💗
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey, thanks for your comment 😊 Don’t worry, that all sounds like a very typical case of weed-induced DP to me. I know it can be frightening but remember that it's just your body and brain's natural response to stress and anxiety. It's not permanent and it can't hurt you 😊 You can and will recover. Make sure to read through all the info and articles on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@acid.9178
@acid.9178 Жыл бұрын
I've had this thing for a year now. It's easier in the morning, worse in the evening. why is that?
@1298blaster
@1298blaster Жыл бұрын
Only thing that triggers an episode now is either bad sleep (sleeping too much or too little) or some big change in environment (driving test, days before vacation) but other than that I more or less recovered. It feels good knowing it’s not there 24/7. I should be exercising more though 😂. There’s a medication called lamictal and it has amazing reviews for dpdr. It doesn’t make you high or anything (you don’t even notice you’re taking a medication) but it just slowly helps you return to normality. I came here because I got bored and to just recommend this medication as it is a life saver.
@joespinelli3604
@joespinelli3604 Жыл бұрын
Hi! I’ve struggled with falling asleep, I didn’t sleep at all last night. Would you recommend that medication for that?
@1298blaster
@1298blaster Жыл бұрын
@@joespinelli3604 No. lamictal is a mood stabilizer. Doesn’t help with sleep. I take something called Remeron for sleep. You should get in contact with a psychiatrist. Forgot to mention, but showers work amazing for me. Just a nice hot steamy shower lifts my mood if I’m ever experiencing a dpdr episode
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
I have lamictal. Doesn't it cause a rash ? Does dpdr make you feel like your either coming or going ? I have so many symptoms of it idk what's what . And isn't lamictal for bi polar ?
@1298blaster
@1298blaster Жыл бұрын
@@mattrinehart9348 You are correct as to lamictal can cause a very dangerous rash. However the rash usually happens if you tilter up the dose it’s quickly (which is why it’s important to have a psychiatrist help you get to the desired dose) the rash (known as Steven Johnson syndrome) is also incredibly rare; happening in about 0.08% of people. Lamictal was originally prescribed for epilepsy, but it’s been shown to have promising results for the depressive symptoms of bipolar. It’s also prescribed off label for major depressive disorder, and even DPDR. It’s one of the few medications that work for dpdr, as its believed to primarily work on the GABA receptors in the brain. Just to note, I’m not a doctor, but I’m simply regurgitating what I’ve read online, and what my own psychiatrist has told me. I can also provide my own anecdotal advice since I’ve been taking lamictal for a little over 2 years now.
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
Lamictal didn't make you feel flat ? Does it make the world more clear and the way it's suppose to look ?
@joemac1671
@joemac1671 Жыл бұрын
Hi Sean, does DPDR cause broken sleep? Some of my symptoms are fading but I keep having broken sleep EVERY night, no matter how tired I am. I woke up 3 to 4 times a night. Can you confirm if this is a symptom, does anyone else have this?
@joespinelli3604
@joespinelli3604 Жыл бұрын
Happens to me:/ last night I couldn’t fall asleep at all, really scary to not get any sleep
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry Joe, issues with sleeping and dreaming are very common with DP and all anxiety-based conditions 😊 I know it can be frustrating but they are temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recover continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/why-does-depersonalization-affect-sleep-and-dreams/
@speediskey2150
@speediskey2150 Жыл бұрын
My main symptom is the off feeling vision and I noticed you said it had to do with dilated pupils but mine are never dilated. (Bad weed experience) Do you think it can be related to something like hppd and my eye symptoms could be permanent?
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry, as with all anxiety-based conditions you don't necessarily need to be experiencing all the symptoms at once, they will typically vary and come and go over time. And no, none of the symptoms are permanent 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/is-depersonalization-permanent/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@speediskey2150
@speediskey2150 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you 😁😁 I already beat it once so I should know I can get through it again but it’s back again and I’m in my panic phase
@jamesnielsen8133
@jamesnielsen8133 Жыл бұрын
When you look at something is your surrounding very blury ?
@speediskey2150
@speediskey2150 Жыл бұрын
@@jamesnielsen8133 no not really
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@jamesnielsen8133 Don’t worry, visual symptoms like that are super common with DPDR and will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/does-depersonalization-affect-vision/
@TheWolimorb
@TheWolimorb Жыл бұрын
Does this affect perception on memory. Time. I feel like what I did yesterday was weeks ago. I can’t remember my whole week or recall days atall
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry, worries about loss of memory or time are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be scary but they will fade away and stop completely as you recover: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-and-memory-loss/
@TheWolimorb
@TheWolimorb Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual really. So it’s normal for me to not remember my week jsut gone or last week? I used to have an amazing memory. It’s all foggy and dreamy if that makes sense. Something I did yesterday or even this morning feels like days or even weeks ago 😔
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@TheWolimorb Absolutely, it's very common: www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/anxiety-and-memory-loss And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@TheWolimorb
@TheWolimorb Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you 🙏
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@TheWolimorb Happy to help! 😊
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521 Жыл бұрын
I hope I recover soon I woke up feeling terrible feeling like I’m not myself I feel like I don’t no who my wife is every were I go it feels like I don’t no we’re I am but I do no we’re I am I do no who my wife is smh pls lord help me 🙏
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey, thanks for your comment 😊 I know DPDR can be scary but just remember that it’s a natural reaction to stress and anxiety, and people experience it all the time. The National Institute on Mental Illness estimates that up to 75% of people experience at least one depersonalization / derealization episode in their lives. It's part of your brain's natural defence mechanism and usually it only lasts a few seconds or minutes at a time. It's only when it's focused on as a separate problem (feeling like you're going crazy / in a dream etc) that it can turn into a feedback loop with the anxiety that caused it in the first place. But no matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch it off completely by stopping that anxious feedback loop. Make sure to carefully read through all the articles and info on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
@melotics
@melotics Жыл бұрын
hey man, im feeling the same things. my vision is very off feeling, i don’t know who i am or where i am, even my body language can feel very distorted and weird i’m currently trying my hardest to recover from depersonalization/derealization and the tips on this channel have been a huge relief that everything will go back to normal soon. you are not alone it will pass keep pushing though it my man
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521
@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521 Жыл бұрын
@@melotics yea it sucks but the channel does really help me and I hope it helps u also bro I always feel better knowing I’m not going crazy like he says on one video and everything he says I’ve been going threw but it does make it pretty clear that we’re basically just overthinking it and that turns it up a lot I try just keeping my mind of it and it usually goes away but it returns I have bad days and good day today was a terrible day usually if I get a really good night sleep i feel like it goes away but it comes back when I’m tired for some odd reason any ways I hope you recover buddy and I hope everyone going threw this does peace and much love keep believing that one day we’ll be back to normal and it’ll come 🙏
@melotics
@melotics Жыл бұрын
@@elgordolagordayelflacoguer7521 yes we will recover one day but i hope you recover very soon bro. what i do is to try and tell myself it will pass and this feeling is only temporary sometimes it will go for a while but sometimes it will lower it and i’m stable again, it also is better to tell yourself you aren’t going crazy. for me it comes around the evening or the morning. i really hope everyone out there recovers from this experience
@MrCjchamp2001
@MrCjchamp2001 Жыл бұрын
How do all these people who recover do it without medication? I’m on medication and know if I came off it I’d be dead man walking. These natural things do not work for me. As soon as I hear they did it without meds, I tune out bc I know we’re not in the same situation. My symptoms never match either. I’m on a lonely island of my own. I feel inside out. Like I’m completely turned inside out. No reality issues, no movie, no dream, no intrusive thoughts.
@mattrinehart9348
@mattrinehart9348 Жыл бұрын
My symptoms don't match either makes me think something else
@LlamaM2288
@LlamaM2288 Жыл бұрын
It's okay some people need medication and some don't
@michael5089
@michael5089 Жыл бұрын
Hi is Hazy still out there? They always had great advice as well but their channel has gone 🙏😐
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
I'm not familiar with that channel 🤔
@7memento7mori7
@7memento7mori7 11 ай бұрын
Is it normal to have convinced yourself you are in purgatory or Hell? How do I know if it's just a fear or if that I really believe it? I purchased the DP manual but I've slipped on the rules. I'm having a hard time accepting that it's DPDR. But I had it twice before in my teen years but it was more derealization than depersonalization and now its both. I just need someone to talk to me 😢
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual 11 ай бұрын
Don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
@CharbelPHabib
@CharbelPHabib Жыл бұрын
All people around me feel unreal, they feel like their faces are not their real face, like they are like me having detachment from their body, like their is another person inside them, i know it's only thoughts but i don't know if it's normal for depersonalization help me
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry, thoughts and feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
@AndrogenReceptor01
@AndrogenReceptor01 Жыл бұрын
My face and feet and toes are a little numb. Can I recover from this? I’m terrified to death that I cannot complete my engineering degree now and become an engineer. Please help.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry Barry, it doesn't matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it. You can and will get 100% back to normal 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@AndrogenReceptor01
@AndrogenReceptor01 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual God bless you. I will definitely speak to a specialist.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@AndrogenReceptor01 Happy to help 😊
@ACD1994
@ACD1994 Жыл бұрын
If your vision (tested by an optometrist) is normal, but it feels, like, your vision part of the brain isn't working properly, is that a sign of derealization/dissociation??
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry, visual symptoms like that are super common with DPDR and will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/does-depersonalization-affect-vision/
@brandylove6642
@brandylove6642 8 ай бұрын
Am I the only person that is obsessed at the fact that I can’t see my own face without a mirror or taking a picture. I feel like I’m going insane & I haven’t heard of this symptom . Please let me know . & use my comment to talk about your strange symptoms that nobody talks about to spread awareness on symptoms nobody talks about
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual 8 ай бұрын
Don’t worry Brandy, thoughts + feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating but they will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
@tristanmarko3898
@tristanmarko3898 Жыл бұрын
Please help me Shaun my wife is getting suicidal from this I bought your manual but she won't hear me out about it can we please have a consultation I emailed for one I know your a busy guy but I just wanna help my wife please help me
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hi Tristan, I'm very sorry to hear that -- FIrstly, if your wife is experiencing any thoughts of self-harm, please do speak to a medical professional as soon as possible. And I have replied to your email, if you can't see it please check your junk mail folder
@jakesteele7069
@jakesteele7069 Жыл бұрын
What’s the total cost of this manual. Really looking for help but moneys tight. I hope it’s truly truly worth it
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hi Jake, you can find all the details here 😊 www.dpmanual.com/purchase/
@jakesteele7069
@jakesteele7069 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you, I’ve gone through this once when I was younger. Happened again after an argument with my old man. And has lingered for over a year I had to put my new career on hold till I get it handled once again. Thank you
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@jakesteele7069 Don't worry Jake, it doesn't matter what caused it or how long you've had it, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/how-long-does-depersonalization-last/
@DanielGarcia-346
@DanielGarcia-346 Жыл бұрын
Is it normal for me as a high schooler I’m only 16 years old I feel scared,and will DP effect me when it comes to military career
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Hey, thanks for your comment. Firstly, please make sure that you’re speaking to your parents about what’s happening. It’s very important that they know what’s going on. Secondly, I know DPDR can be frightening but remember that it's just your body and brain's natural response to stress and anxiety. It's not permanent and it can't hurt you. You can and will recover. Make sure to read through all the info and articles on my website at www.dpmanual.com And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
@DanielGarcia-346
@DanielGarcia-346 Жыл бұрын
Yeah I mean I feel like ok, I inhaled some weed smoke from sitting in a car with someone who smokes weeed from the electric pen,and now I don’t feeel the same everywhere I got I feel like I’m in 2d, and when I look at my family I know who they are I just am scared to look at them from the sides because all I see is them in 2D. This is so scary please help me. I don’t know what to do I went to an ER they put me on a IV, blood and pee tested me and cat scanned me all my vitals are normal so now I think it’s in my head and I can’t eat I’ve been laying in my living room all day since 6 am. I am a baseballl player and the season is around the corner. I don’t think I can live like this for a long time. Please I beg of you can we please talk or something please
@DanielGarcia-346
@DanielGarcia-346 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual and will this effect me when I try to join the military when I’m cured of this
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@DanielGarcia-346 When you're recovered, you're 100% back to normal 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
@yannah4008
@yannah4008 Жыл бұрын
How much does it cost to talk to you?
@TheWolimorb
@TheWolimorb Жыл бұрын
My worry is my dp/dr is cause by a physical brain issue does that mean it can be permanent. I’m beyond petrified of this being possible
@joespinelli3604
@joespinelli3604 Жыл бұрын
No dp/dr is rooted and only caused by anxiety. You will be okay, I’m struggling with it too but we will get through it
@TheWolimorb
@TheWolimorb Жыл бұрын
@@joespinelli3604 thank you so much. 🙏 good luck to you
@joespinelli3604
@joespinelli3604 Жыл бұрын
@@TheWolimorb you’re welcome! Feel free to reach out anytime, it’s nice to keep in contact with someone going through the same thing
@ACD1994
@ACD1994 Жыл бұрын
It could be worth consulting with a neurologist, get blood work etc. But it's most likely, a by product of mental illness, DP dr is apparently pretty common, many of us going thru it- yeah it sucks
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don't worry, DPDR is a common symptom of anxiety. It's harmless and it's absolutely not permanent 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/is-depersonalization-permanent/
@rejaulkarim180
@rejaulkarim180 Жыл бұрын
So many people suffer from this why new medication does no come ?? It needs huge funding research on dpdr
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Check out this article, I think you'll find it useful 😊www.dpmanual.com/articles/can-medication-cure-depersonalization/
@michellesuarez9975
@michellesuarez9975 Жыл бұрын
Did you feel irritable and agitated with DP towards people close to you sometimes?
@asgolar1176
@asgolar1176 Жыл бұрын
Is the Dp the Same For everyone?
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
As with any anxiety-based condition everyone's experience will be slightly different, but the range of symptoms are very common: www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
@brandylove6642
@brandylove6642 7 ай бұрын
Is it a normal symptom to forget what your face looks like? I feel so alone
@janetchambers5199
@janetchambers5199 Жыл бұрын
Am i the only one who get headaches and hot and cold sensations in my head?
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Read this Janet, I think you'll find it useful 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-exhaustion-and-muscle-pain/
@raheemwilliamson8255
@raheemwilliamson8255 Жыл бұрын
Please guys help me
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Head over to my website at www.dpmanual.com, there’s tons of info and tips on DPDR recovery there 😊 And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557 Жыл бұрын
I dont Get why dpdr in ITself is that scary when u can find out What it is thru internet quick
@jessicaashton9861
@jessicaashton9861 Жыл бұрын
Because the thoughts make you catastrophize
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557 Жыл бұрын
@@jessicaashton9861 yup fck that just accept it, it is What it is and sure its shit but its not THAT bad
@jessicaashton9861
@jessicaashton9861 Жыл бұрын
@@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557 well mine is it’s convinced me I’m dead so it is pretty bad actually
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557
@iwillloveyoursoulifyourepl5557 Жыл бұрын
@@jessicaashton9861 Ignore it and it will pass for 1 yr i thght i was going psychotic ignorance is key
@cardonadarlene4650
@cardonadarlene4650 Жыл бұрын
🤢 I had intrusive thought with my newborn grandbaby thank God it left I be scare that it happene again it hurt me made me sick I told my daughter don't come around me I dint even want the baby alone ..thank God he help me and now it's happening with my dog ...i feel like I hate hem thoe is a lots of different emotions I pray this leave Is not of God
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
Don’t worry Darlene, intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR 😊 I know they can be frightening but they will fade away and stop as your recovery continues: www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/ And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@cardonadarlene4650
@cardonadarlene4650 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual thank you 😊 🙏
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@cardonadarlene4650 Happy to help 😊
@cardonadarlene4650
@cardonadarlene4650 Жыл бұрын
@@Dpmanual whats your books name please 🙏 were I get it
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
@@cardonadarlene4650 You can purchase it here 😊 www.dpmanual.com/purchase/
@alphakhan7450
@alphakhan7450 Жыл бұрын
Are you married? Please give me answer.
@Dpmanual
@Dpmanual Жыл бұрын
You have to at least buy me dinner first 😉
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