the edge of 19: writing a letter to my pen pal, cleaning, and contemplating early 20s

very long video plz dont get bored of me
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[@everythingsydn3y]

always love your vlogs!!!!

[@takeheartmyfr1end]

you’re literally the coolest!! i love this video sm, you’re one of my comfort channels and i adore your personality and style :,)

[@annabelle.rose.slay.]

your videos are so peaceful 🤍 i rly loved this one!!

[@esmiumiu]

loved this video. I'm also turning 20 this year and it freaks me out. Nice to see I'm not the only one :')

[@kimchieri7960]

I'm so happy to see you're making progress with your bass. I was just about to ask about it. I'm finally going to get mine soon can't wait

[@realrebelli0n]

After a long day it’s nice to find a new upload from you and just relaxing in bed while watching. You seem very chill, just as myself, but some of the things you do and buy are very foreign to me, so watching you is both relaxing and exciting which is nice 😊

[@emmasmith3823]

Can't wait to borrow some of those new clothes you got 🤪

[@flowlotl]

$20 an hour actually

[@stargirl_lee]

I wrote a comment but then KZbin flagged me lol,, probably under "held for review"

[@flowlotl]

I just checked and I didn't see anything ☹️ maybe it will pop up soon tho

[@stargirl_lee]

@@flowlotl aw well I wrote abt how I love shin spicy noodles but they hurt my tummy,, , also that I was happy to see HEB because I assumed you were from so-cal based on your vibe! I have a couple vlogs on my channel in atx and satx ("thrifting at 7 am") and said we should go thrifting sometime

[@stargirl_lee]

@@flowlotl also, the stamps you bought were expensive because people resell older stamp designs for collectors! The book of 20 stamps you got are $13.60 on the usps website,, but designs are usually up for less than a year so people resell for profit. they have a lot of cool designs, and even international stamps for mailing to other countries (or you can use 3 forever stamps like the ones you bought). I have been penpalling for going on 9 years- letters and mail is def my love language

[@flowlotl]

@stargirl_lee OMG didn't realize u made videos too I'm sending u a dm on insta rn!!!! 💓💓💓

[@sidrahsyed8321]

🤍slay my special appearance 🤍

[@flowlotl]

The guest star ❤❤

[@sincerelyhafsa]

finally got to watch this video yAY 💗🫂

[@flowlotl]

heheheheh 🤭