The Girl Inside - Autism Song

A Song I Wrote To Explain To People What It's Like To Live With Autism And How Lonely It Can Be Sometimes...
I Hope You Like It

[@thealmightywilf2378]

This song genuinely made me tear up. This is so beautifully relatable.

[@jacksonstell7755]

Yes I was nearly crying it was so good😢

[@RulerLizIII]

Tear up?! My guy, I could’ve permanently solved droughts with the amount I was crying

[@SophiaMayflower]

Same ;-;

[@raysmalley8308]

My daughter is showing signs of autism and I just cried listening to this.

[@ithinkradioheadisgood]

I have autism and its sad to hear other haves it

[@georgiapacker1133]

What type of autism does she have cause I have autism. I have PDA, if you need help on PDA My YT channel is Gigi PDAer Life.

[@jakeandmaisy173]

“I only want to make you proud, can’t you see how hard I try” 😭 that’s how I feel in school 24/7

[@wolfbloodalite]

Absolutely completely utterly same.

[@30ratsstackedinatrenchcoat91]

we have to work twice as hard just to reach half as far

[@MarissaEchelberry]

I have Asperger's syndrome and ADHD and I have never told anyone except my Bff's and they accepted me as me... I hate how ppl act like disabled ppl have to be treated differently...

[@thedemon9066]

I have almost 30 disorders, maybe more

[@tzunamie]

It’s ok if you have Aspergers. You should read Rain Reign. By Ann M Martin. Hope it helps ♡

[@dandyqueer]

I completely understand , once 1 of my teachers found out I had autism and started baby talking to me and it really just made me feel like punching her

[@wolfdonlivebroadcastgaming991]

Same adhd and asberger s?

[@danieygameplays3231]

@@thedemon9066 my god their more 5 that go together

[@LkShed]

I just wanted to say that I've read every single one of your comments and i'm just as grateful to all of you as you are to me for writing this song. The thought that this song that helped me through my difficulties is now helping other people is overwhelming. I will be posting more songs again soon but I just wanted to say a massive thank you to everyone who's taken the time to sit and watch/listen to this. Autism isn't a disability, it's a gift. You just have to see it that way...

[@deannaheath1779]

I did not see it as a gift when my son was 1st dx. All I know is he banged his head and would get so angry. But he’s beautiful and brilliant and has a way of seeing things that no one else does. Like the way that the light shined in one day and he’s sits on the floor playing a xylophone or a tattoo that I have he saw a bird when I saw a butterfly. He’s definitely a gift and so are all of you 💜

[@staceykennedy3289]

Beautiful

[@marleylowe2526]

I do understand because I'm going through the very same structure, Autism is nothing to joke about, it's serious

[@NellieKAdaba]

I agree, because I'm experiencing it too, being on the spectrum, diagnosed with it.

[@marleylowe2526]

Nellie K. Adaba Autism also interrupts my relationships with many people i meet at school, church and family. I feel this song has a true inspirational girl behind it.

[@thequitegame1717]

Marley Lowe I have autism

[@-Cobratate23]

Marley Lowe meh too

[@nopenotthatguy8678]

Balistictrain. same

[@LkShed]

Never give up hope. I can communicate much more fluently through a computer and song than I can through speech, as you might be able to tell. People with Autism are capable of everything, everyone else is...It's just about having the people around them to help them get there. It's a communication and expression barrier, nothing more.

[@ozlemylmaz7382]

I only want to make you proud, can't you see how hard i try

[@naomiboswell9051]

This expresses exactly how I feel.

[@syrendsong]

+Naomi Boswell same c':

[@justanothersimp4120]

Im autistic and this made me cry..... And its hard to make me cry

[@heatherglover5499]

10 years later, and this song is just as true now than is was then.

[@suazooooo]

My baby sister is 3 and got diagnosed with autism and I saw a video of her matching colors. I never imagined that she would do that. I love this song so much💜🙏🏻

[@LkShed]

Thank you guys again for your wonderful comments. Its so amazing to see how many people this song has helped and how many people have related to it 🥰. I wrote this song when I was around 13 years old and I still relate to it now at 28. Keep being you 😘😘😘😘

[@alyssavermette]

Have you ever thought of rerecording it and actually producing it on Spotify or some other streaming platform? I really think it could reach more people that way !

[@LkShed]

@@alyssavermette I'd love to but I'd have no idea where to even do that

[@alyssavermette]

@@LkShed well the obvious places are from like in the u.s like L.A ,New York,Nashville, but there are other studios that may be closer to you if you don't live in those places but you'd have to research places probably and probably have to get like a manager or something like that but I know there are ways you can learn to self record and produce if you could figure out how but something else is if you have social media platforms the autism communities are huge and I've seen people from the community blow up before and if music is your passion maybe if you get lucky you could get recognized by people who work in the music industry! I know it sounds like a long shot but something else you could also do is like audition for like agt or the voice or if you're in a different country i do know they have TV shows like Bgt or other shows like that.

[@katiesilversides7742]

This describes me

[@katiesilversides7742]

This describes me and what I feel and think

[@laurasalisbury9714]

i've been struggling with my autism recently... i really needed this song.. a song where you feel understood when you listen to it.. thank you

[@fuchsadler]

I cried listening to that 'cause it's so relatable. I'm autistic myself and have a really accepting and supporting family but I just see how the world is rude, disrespecting and mean to those who don't mach up with their idea of 'normal'.

[@kerenzabaily3246]

I have autism and I know what's it like. every line in this song took the words out of my mouth. No one understands and though I have lots of laughs and fun with my friends, they don't know what goes on Inside. I may only have autism as not that bad but it's still bad enough that I need support and help at school. As well as my anxieties that can get majorly high. This song owns me

[@dennisharmon902]

I think she did a good job. After watching my granddaughter do all she has accomplished now she teaches children who are autism.

[@emilywood2651]

This song is amazing. I have autism as well, but I am very low on the spectrum. I have 3 close friends and it took me 2 years to tell them about my disability. I was afraid to tell them because I didn’t want to be treated differently, but once I told them, they said they would never treat me differently and they have kept their word.

[@emilywood2651]

@Luke's baking channel That’s true. I’m the only one in my family that can play a musical instrument,

[@nicolejohnson6587]

Thank you for this song. Our daughter is autistic also. She cannot speak (yet) so this is a beautiful way to speak/sing for those who can't!

[@daws70]

After 20 years I finally gotten diagnosed with autism. It’s been hard and I just found this song, this song has to be the most relatable song ever. I cried.

[@F4FireAndSecurity]

I was diagnosed with autism during my childhood, and I've never learned how to accept that. This song is stuck in me, as I can relate to it completely. It's a brilliant song.

[@budderkupp1282]

My son has autism. When he was in school, he was really depressed at times. He used to mumble to himself about being "no good & stupid". When he was a senior in high school, one of his teachers overheard him bad mouthing himself. His teacher turned to him & said, "Are you serious? Autism is a gift, with usually great talents. You can be anything you want". Today, my 26 yr old son is a successful on air radio personality for 4 radio stations, a mobile DJ, a PA announcer for a semi pro baseball league, a videographer for a local TV station & many other jobs. My son's teacher was right when he told him, "Autism is a GIFT"!! Accept and have whatever life you want. Take care!!

[@rogershealy4908]

Thanks for this I was asking my daughter is she ok and she put me on to this song very emotional for me and my family she is 11 but still knew to show me this song to explain herself so thanks

[@gachablaze4098]

This needs to be on Spotify! I want to be able to listen to this every day.

[@filthy_remus_kinnie4030]

EXACTLY!!!

[@LkShed]

Thanks so much! If I knew how to do that, I'd be more than happy to!

[@Mighty_Artist04]

I have Autism and Asperger and this makes me know Im not the only one who going through this... thank you so much

[@Niamhy1314]

I am autistic, I love this song, it’s very relatable. It’s difficult but you can live with it

[@Aloszka7]

This is just beautiful ♥️ I was just recently diagnosed...and I'm 24...it really made me cry to hear this song

[@LkShed]

I was diagnosed late too, its a shock but a relief to finally have those answers but my life is better knowing 🥰

[@Brianna-jf8fr]

This song is beautiful. I have autism my self so this really speaks to me, and I’ve listened to this about 20 times already

[@julianfletcher5092]

;-) give this lady a Oscar this is truly amazing I have autism myself and this is just makeing me want to tear up

[@grannymeemaw]

I do show some signs of autism and for me it's harder to remember stuff,if I dont know a math problem I will cry a bit,I cant find the right words to say sometimes so I will say something wrong and get in trouble for it,I tend to find more stuff interesting that most people hate.ive been bullied for being weird and lesbian and transgender since 4-6 grade and I've cut myself with a pencil so people couldn't see it I never tell people my problems any more cause it's harder for me to cope with.i hate having people ask me what's wrong cause it just makes me mad and I can't speak without crying.

[@amberb.6395]

Me too. I’m seeking a therapist to see if that’s what is up with me. I’ve always been different for everyone else and when I saw the things autistic people have for symptoms, it made so much sense. I hope I can find out soon. I especially cry when I’m frustrated and I don’t really do the whole people thing. Talking isn’t my strong suit and never has been. I love math, coding, art, and science. I’m really bad at history though. I really relate to the not being able to speak without crying part too. It’s been a problem for as long as I can remember. When I’m angry, sad, happy, frustrated, I just cry without being able to stop it. It’s the worst honestly. It’s hard to have actual conversations

[@katrinawright790]

i was diagnosed autistic at the age of 5 and i am now 25 this song has me crying because this song relates so well to me

[@LkShed]

Thank you for all the comments. I forgot i even uploaded this video and realy made me feel good to see all the people that can relate. Stay strong guys

[@nancykayvanderford6940]

Thank you. It's a beautiful song. I have Asperger's Syndrome and work with children that have special needs....several have sensory processing needs. This songs makes me think of them and cherish the beauty inside of them. I can think of nothing more rewarding than sitting and waiting with them to see their inner beauty shine.

[@jayjones2454]

I don't have autism but my little brother does and we are basically the same person I'm his protection and he makes me feel better when our parents fight, since he only understands when people are sad but he doesn't understand what fighting is, sometimes it really kills me so I'm starting a group at my school to support this and hopefully spread love and support to all the families that deal with autism on the daily.

[@haleysongtopaz]

This song definitely represents me I have autism and I feel like many people are making things for me.

[@karuymaru]

This song is so beautiful! My niece has autism and I want to learn more so I can understand her. And this song made me cry so much.

[@dayangerry]

You did an amazing job singing this beautifully written song expressing what you feel inside . Living with autism is hard I can not experience it the same way but I do imagine the difficulty you suffer from . other than that you are a star !!!

[@xxfluffymoonxxmsp3261]

This song made me cry so much. I have autism and this really touched my heart.

[@kyoukaizumi7168]

The girl inside is beautiful and unique..😊💖

[@sunnyblue7800]

I am not diagnosed with autism, but with adhd and dont want to take away from the people with autism at all. But still being on the neurodivergent spectrum, I related so hard to this. Thank you for making this, sending lots of love💕

[@aftertalebeth3774]

Now I know that I'm not alone with my Autism, this song about you is the same way with me

[@ediann]

such a beautiful song from a beautiful and special girl. love, emily

[@fp1912]

This song is amazing! Thank you so much for sharing it

[@HannahTeets]

For my little sister in everything but blood, I truly thank you. This song brought tears to my eyes. We, she, me, and our friends, weren't well liked in middle school for being nothing more than different. If I could somehow play this song for everyone in my middle school I really would. She tried to explain to me what being her felt like once and I really didn't get it then. After listening to this...Just. Thank you. So, so much. Thank you.

[@maisievicary3007]

I have autism as well it is a weight on your shoulders sometimes but this song is so great that I wish I could do a comic of it

[@alexanderbrighton6059]

I am in the process of being diagnosed with autism. Going undiagnosed my whole life has been hard and taken a toll in more ways than one. I love your song. It's a good song for autism awareness and acceptance.

[@lukedelaharpe6760]

This hit me so hard. I have aspergers and this expresses exactly all the things I want to tell my loved ones but dont know how

[@Svarifaxx]

I have Aspergers, and this song made me cry a bit. Around 25 yo today. Have had 7 serious suicide attempts in the past. living with Anxiety that makes me feel like im going to die almost everyday, but however I won't give up now as ive managed to come this far. In my life things that i Never even could dream of as a kid has happened to me. Ive had multiple Jobs within the 2 areas that i love wich is music and IT. Now im working at a record company, both making my own music and helping other artist. Life is tough, and having Aspergers is just the worst thing that i could imagine, but I have decided to Keep on going, as you Never know where life will take you. I really hope that someone will develope a cure for Autism Spectrum Disorders soon.

[@thequitegame1717]

Svarifaxx I got told when I was 9 that I had asd and adhd

[@maisyilar2318]

i was diagnosed at 8

[@alexhowes8778]

Hey, there won't be a cure for autism. Ever. You learn to live with it don't you? Apparently it's part of the brain and why should we dislike ourselves for something we can't help? We should embrace who we are right?

[@brynbreakerofrules8058]

I don’t want to be cured

[@jeanpierrelemoine4929]

This song makes me sad too but only inside.

[@alexandramoore7790]

This song is absolutely amazing!! I actually cried!

[@SWAK1774]

THIS SONG HAD ME IN TEARS. IF MY DAUGHTER WAS ABLE TO SPEAK SHE'D SING THIS. ♥

[@bumblebeemaiden]

My 2 year old has autism and hearing you sing this and reading the posts from everyone really gives me hope. Thank you so much for this song sweetie. so many parts of it I use to remind myself to be patient with my little one. I love him more then life not in spite of his quarks but because of them. He amazes me everyday. I am sure your parents feel the same way.

[@kevinkilby3799]

i am a man with autism and even though it was about a women with autism it showed me not to be afriaid when im alone even when my autistic self shows the most thank you

[@alihayman3834]

Great job!!! Love this! I was late diagnosed autistic at 26 last year September

[@argentb2452]

I meet a aspie girl. And she can do all the things that I do, better. She's awesome and I wish the best for her, even when sometimes I don't know what it is.

[@bacchetta5]

Very nice! I work with Autistic children, and really try to understand and have compassion for people with this gift.

[@demirmuratovic8263]

I have son he was 4 when he was diagnosed with autism level 3 and is hard to live knowing that looking at your child live with autism he is 7 now and he still not talking he is different from other kids he is But he is my life so who ever have autistic child just don't give up fight for him because autism is strog then them help your child never give up show him or her right way help them to fight autism because are kids need as 😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@livsephton9]

Don’t give up hope. I was diagnosed at age 16 and in school I wasn’t given the right support as my school didn’t care to help me and put me in bottom set for every subject even the ones I found easy and I was behind my peers in certain subjects. And now I’m in university and I am getting the right support and I am passing everything. Also my cousin is 10 and she was non verbal and she started talking last year

[@deadgodsneverdie]

You have no idea what this song means to me thank you so much for this

[@HitItBitch1]

3 dislikes? They have not Fuc*ing soul. How can anyone dislike this? I don't get it. Babe your amazing! Your a strong person keep fighting! You'll help many people I know you will!

[@NASASpace-Nerd]

"The times that I am being bad, I'm not trying to make you mad." I couldn't relate to that anymore then I already do. 😭

[@NikkiDrawsStuff]

I have autism Awareness I love being able to have this thing that makes me happy. Different is awesome!

[@H1ana2digital]

That is so beautiful! I am an autistic woman and I thoroughly relate to your beautiful lyrics! Keep going, you’ve got a beautiful voice!

[@Sotkai11]

beautiful! Thank you for writing this. It totally explians how girls like us feel when our diabilities get in the way of what we want to say. Thank you.

[@dandyqueer]

This says alot about people with autism , tbh this relates to me alot , thank you for making this song :3

[@Dontstopbelievingman]

You have such a sweet voice. Lovely song.

[@horses4ever625]

I have Asperger's and this means so much to me. Thank you so much for doing this. I'm doing a project for school and I am showing this to them. This is what people need to understand that we are a lot like the rest of the world but we are just a little slower and sometimes we need that extra time to find out what to do better for others.

[@nancytje87]

I love this song.

[@dancook4371]

Keep up your strength and keep the songs coming they mean alot to people just like you

[@dezmondpool1637]

Inspiration you are, my son was diagnosed a few days ago feel so lost but will fight for him with him till the day i die

[@ireneliras1970]

God bless you beautiful girl . Keep shinning inside and out because you were made pure by God without all the nastiness of the world . You are an EARTH ANGEL blessed for eternity

[@elouisehousden8001]

I have autisum and this song is so calming ♥ :)

[@starlite369]

Beautiful voice

[@SpeedBoltz]

This hits hard. I’m smiling. :3

[@modernskillzz9569]

I've recently been diagnosed with Autism spectrum disorder. Music always helps so I'm looking for songs that can help me get my head around the fact I've always been autistic.. I can't believe it took 17 years to find this out..

[@zeaappletigerxx601]

I love this song! many people don't understand that some people need a bit more time I have a mild case of autism as well as a few other disabilities, this song helps.

[@Drygal1337]

Such a beautiful song, as a guy with autism I can relate to every single word in your song. Great job, sweetie!

[@robmurphy597]

i love this song, i have a little girl with autism and i work hard for her every day to get her anything that will help thank you.

[@karynbrash-kurrle2113]

I'm glad that I'm not the only one struggling with Asperger's Syndrome out there. This song has inspired me. Thank you

[@emilyna-roseholme]

Relatable I’m autistic and only just found out the other week it’s always been hard

[@bumblebeemaiden]

I have been fighting for my son so he wont have to go so long without help. You are a very strong person.

[@TinyMinaNina]

I have Aspergers and I listen to this to calm me down when I have a melt down. Thanks..

[@zeynepmerve1912]

I really like the song, the words of it lighetend me a lot. So much emotions in it 💕 Hello from İstanbul

[@teapeasea]

Thanks so much for sharing this. I have a nephew who is one of the MOST loving people in my entire family. It is such a privilege and honor to know him. He's off to college now, and already one of the most friended people on campus. It's so good you give people who don't know about autism a chance to see inside.

[@yuna6109]

I was recently diagnosed myself within the last year and this song describes exactly how I am

[@oliviamcdonagh9816]

I have autism. I see it as a superpower, because I feel special. I go to a mainstream school and I get bullied for my autism because I'm not 'normal'. I can't do it any longer. I have tried explaining it to them but they still don't listen.

[@charathedemon5939]

I love this song. I was diagnosed with autism at 8 years old. I love listening to this song. I have a hard time explaining it to my friends, so now I can show them this song. I hope you are having an amazing day. Happy Early Thanksgiving or Happy day (in case you don't celebrate thanksgiving).

[@dragonfly72676]

So true! Beautiful!

[@doctorhypnodeeptrance5981]

Emily there r ppl who say they want to touch the lives of others and there r those who just go and do it. U r a member of the latter and should b ever so proud of urself. Ur maturity of the ignorance of others is amazing and anyone u call a friend is beyond lucky to hav u by their side :) don't ever change :) ur one of the few who hav the perfect mentality :) bravo :)

[@KristyNalesnik]

Love this...God bless you.

[@btjsmith04]

Thank you so much for sharing this with us.. My son have Asperger and my cousin have it too.. And I can watch them seeing what they are going through and being patience with them and they all shine through! :)

[@duistercool2630]

Its so hard i remember when i was still in school and i would get mistreated by teachers and not get the attention i needed and that resulted in intense stress that led to me being suicidal and stuff even now it still affects me i cant go outside and i isolate myself i cant communicate like i used to anymore i cant do most stuff i used to be able to. And my autistic traits have gotten sm worse like a while back my friend got hospitalisized with a srs head injury but i just couldnt get myself to care and i felt so bad i feel bad i cant show my feelings like that it makes me feel ungrateful even if i know it isnt like that but alr also if ur kind of thr same as me and like comics/manga u should totally read asper girl its so good and i relate to her sm

[@KirstyFinlay]

This is a beautiful song. Thank you for the insight. x

[@doctorhypnodeeptrance5981]

I hafta commend u on doing this :) it brings a smile to my face cuz I hav asperger syndrome also and it took me a long time to fit in and I'm 29 so I've been there where I felt alone. It takes guys and true confidence in urself to do this and it deserves the utmost recognition. U hav my full and utter respect. The 3 that disliked this video need to go get a life cuz it's hard being a person growing up with our disorder. Sumtimes harder than it should b

[@darksecretmansion1292]

Thank you for making this song!

[@evacameron6288]

This should be on iTunes or a CD

[@JesseKuiper]

Beautiful song and lyrics I can relate to! I have PDD-NOS. Thanks for sharing!

[@chidoy27]

Beautiful song....

[@marsie53]

Wow, what a truly powerful song .. thank you so much for sharing! Good luck with all you do in life :)

[@kof0rules]

Beautiful song!!!!!!

[@thedemon9066]

So beautiful...

[@thatoneelfnamedaiko4737]

Thank you, this song describes my life better than any words I can share

[@AutisticWhoLives4God]

Excellent. Really good song. I love it!