The sadness in his eyes haunts me 😢 .....

[@marilyncatron3060]

I've been watching your channel for some time now. I have become attached to Emily, Bambi and Breeze. Emily is the best mother raising 2 babies and she made it look so easy. 4 weeks is a long time not see Breeze. It's very sad to think he is gone. Very, very sad. Keep up the good work. This is Marilyn from Alaska saying thank you for your excellent filming and narration.

[@rosiedepetro8674]

Hello Mr. AM & all my Monkey Hill family. Dec 10th I had an accident & totaled out my car. I walked away without a scratch. Then Dec 26th I tripped in my home & broke my right shoulder. Spent 7hrs in the ER. I see the Orthopedic on the 30th for a follow up & to see when surgery is. I don't ask for help but now I'm asking to be kept in your prayers & thoughts. Love & miss you all.

[@saraanderson6615]

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@yvonneconte3040]

Oh no. So sorry

[@debvit2353]

Hi Rosie! How are you my dear? I feel so bad for your troubles. I will keep you in my prayers.

[@jenniferlynn79]

Hey Rosie, we have missed you. You are in my thoughts, prayers and my heart. Hugs

[@da_mask]

Prayers for you

[@Danceswithfishes]

Last time we saw Breeze a female was babysitting or kidnapped him. The female is question event challenged Emily and pushed her down a hill, and she disappeared with Breeze. Does anyone here remember this?

[@debbiegonzales8035]

So odd he was the one who rarely left Emily's side, and now he's gone.

[@BThuel]

Was thinking the same thing. Then I asked “why Breeze?” And thought of two possible obscure reasons: sex and “parental instinct.” A female is “more valued” than a male so it’s only natural for Emily’s focus to shift in favor of Bambi (now that she’s weening and it’s no longer a necessity for the babies to feed). And second, it’s possible that Bambi is Emily’s biological child (Breeze is the adopted). So again, it’s only instinctual that Emily’s focus would shift in favor of Bambi. Don’t get me wrong, I agree with the majority, Emily does love both of them but she is an animal and primate. And we know with these monkeys they naturally and instinctively place a higher value on females (as the sex) and the continuation of their bloodline (biological). Just food for thought. But I guess it comes down to “survival of the fittest.” 🤷‍♀️

[@vickisimons1090]

My heart breaks for Emily first to lose her chance to have more babies than to lose Breeze I have felt her pain from lose of a child lost my son sept 20 2022 found myself crying at the end of this video. Mr Arrow Thank you for the chance to get to know these wonderful creatures.

[@jenniferkelley3777]

Sadly there's so many ways for a baby to die in their area. Emily worked so hard to raise them both and one just ...is gone.... so sad

[@debbiegonzales8035]

Strange that no one saw her carrying g a dead baby. Maybe not strange. I know they tend to carry the baby for days.

[@cygrad89]

​@@debbiegonzales8035 I was thinking the same thing although maybe still having Bambi to care for altered what would be the normally expected behavior when a baby passes?

[@Danceswithfishes]

Babies may hate weaning but they don't die of it .

[@jessekurtti37]

⁠@@debbiegonzales8035She may have never gotten an opportunity to take his corpse. Bo held onto her nieces and nephews until they were dust.

[@NDbred]

I was so hoping you would find Breeze.😢

[@capecodandbeyond]

Spocky looks so handsome like his dad! ❤

[@debvit2353]

Hiya Cape. How are you? Spocky is so buff! I love his red “eyeliner”.

[@capecodandbeyond]

@ Hi Deb! I’m good. My sister and her family just left, it was a busy holiday but so much fun! How about you? Yeah Spocky is so in heat!

[@ceciliaSF-TX]

I too had those images of his sad expressions, truly longing for his mum’s attention just lingering in my mind. I felt so bad for him after that episode. Emily decided to just love/care for Bambi. Breeze was sent away w/an aunt who may have decided to keep her distance w/Breeze. I truly hope he is still out there w/that aunt. I can hope!!!!

[@prpr44]

i kind of think he's w/that aunt, so who. know's he may show up after mating season is done.

[@lakesidesusan6745]

Hi gang. Poor Breeze! He was a doll! Best wishes for a New Year to you all.

[@yvonneconte3040]

Hi

[@capecodandbeyond]

It’s Monkey Hill Time again! Hope everyone had a nice holiday! ❤ I hope Breeze is fine but 4 weeks of not seeing him is alarming! 😢

[@yvonneconte3040]

Hi

[@sadiecat786]

Gotta love Cape Cod, especially now that everyone's gone . . . I know I do. 😘

[@capecodandbeyond]

@ You’re absolutely right! What part of the Cape are you from?

[@capecodandbeyond]

@ Hi Yvonne!

[@sadiecat786]

@@capecodandbeyond I'm in Dennis. What about yourself?

[@cathykohnke4220]

Nooooo, I really did not want to hear that..I loved that lil guy...

[@BThuel]

Although I hoped (like the rest of you) that this wouldn’t be the conclusion, I knew in week 2 that it was. It’s been a month, I agree AM, Breeze is gone. It’s heartbreaking, given it’s Emily and so many followers have become so invested in her and her story. When she took on the extra baby, this was such a “feel good story.” Now, it’s turned into a “tragedy;” Emily has the tattoo and Breeze is gone. I’m sure we will continue to watch Emily’s story and cheer her on both individually and as a community. We’ll all hope that somehow there’s a light, something good that comes from the recent tragedy that has become Emily’s life. But above all, thank you AM. You are the one who brought Emily to life for all of us, you are the one who continues to let us see her life now and into the future. We get so invested in the monkeys and their lives, that we forget to stop and thank the “man behind the camera.” So thank you AM, I wish you a great coming New Year, you are well deserving! God bless!

[@bigmikeyz0071]

I just hope that nothing happens to Bambi. Losing Breeze is absolutely awful but at least Emily will have Bambi with her for life. Eventually Breeze would have been forced to leave the troop like most males. So in a way Bambi has been blessing for Emily especially sinceEmily has now been sterilized.

[@BThuel]

@ Me too! I’m totally invested in Bambi. Prayers for Bambi on many seasons filled with girls of her own!

[@sadiecat786]

It's been a tough few weeks for you I see, with all the heart-breaking news between Emily and now Breeze. She must be devastated to lose her only son, but I do take comfort in the fact she'll always have her adopted daughter (God willing) to see her through the years. I'd really hate to see Emily all alone. That would be the ultimate slap in the face.. I'm also thankful to see you have remembered what an awesome tune "Sugar Pines" is, and have brought it back into the mix. You are the best! Wishing you a Happy, Healthy, and Prosperous New Year. ❤

[@Pinky0910]

Maybe Emily started nursing Bambi more because if anyone remembers, Breeze stayed at the milk bar constantly!! Bambi always had to ride on Emily’s back because Breeze wasn’t letting up for nothing. I’m sorry that he is gone…I’m just trying to make sense of it all…😔

[@johnmarsh6865]

So sad if Breeze is gone. Emily went through so much to raise 2 babies. Weaning can be so traumatic for some babies. Breeze didn't take getting cut off from the dairy bar real nicely. He did tend to hog the milk bar, which made it harder for Bambi. May he rest in peace if he is gone. Take care & stay safe. Catch me later! Party responsibly on New Years Eve!

[@debvit2353]

Hello everyone. I hope you all had a great Christmas.

[@yvonneconte3040]

Hi

[@claudettebennett7486]

How sad, really like Breeze, he is so precious as is Bambi!!! God bless little Breeze and Bambi!!! ❤

[@lannguyen7819]

I think it must of broken breezes heart 10 times as much when he couldnt nurse but sees bambi nursing away. Weaning must be so much worse if you have a sibling. Its heartbreaking the longing he had in his eyes ans hearing his lil coos 😢 well rip sweet one

[@trishplanck9776]

I love Spocky’s eye makeup.☺️ It’s so strange how the script was flipped with Breeze and Bambi, especially since Breeze was the biological child of Emily. Could she have sensed something about Breeze that we humans couldn’t perceive?🤔 It seemed as though she suddenly preferred to keep Bambi close to her and almost shut Breeze out. Their behavior is such an enigma to me sometimes.🙁

[@debbiemcghee6617]

Hello MrAM. I have been giving some thought to Breeze. Was he seen after Emily was sterilized? I have been worried that he might have gotten caught in the trap, or maybe not. If he was caught in the trap, those that trap him might have just turned him lose thinking his mother didn't get caught. If he wasn't captured, his babysitter captured, he would have been left alone. I don't know how long the captured monkeys are kept but it seems his disappearance happened around the same time.

[@karenrynearson1250]

Emily's sterilization & Breeze's disappearance are not a coincidence. There is a connection, we just may never know what it was.

[@bettymatthews4540]

I am 😟 afraid we might ever see Breeze again!so many dangers for the babies!we have seen so many leave us before their time😢

[@ndpendentlady]

The female monkey that was constantly following Emily is not following her anymore either. She seems to be missing as well. It just makes me wonder if she might have Breeze. Have you seen her since Breeze went missing?

[@ladyshakari]

Oh no not breeze, it's so sad. I wonder if that auntie monkey he was with kidnapped him.

[@seniorgirl67]

Has anyone seen the aunt that kidnapped Breeze. He was big enough to foraging,,and remember we don't know where Emily got second infant

[@shellyhudson1631]

I dont like how bambi is being portraied as a villian in this. She is no different than any infant monkey. She was actually much easier because she had to fight breeze for every swallow she got. Im so sad he isnt with us anymore but it is not Emily's nor bambis fault. It was time forbhim to start being on his own the way bambi has been the whole time. Something terrible happened and thats the way nature goes. Im not happy hes gone but i am hlad it wasnt bambi. Emily will not have any more young bc she was fixed and tattooed. Bambi will stay with her her whole life. Breeze would have been pushed out as a bachelor. Rest easy little breeze. We will all remember you. But the making bambi out as a villian for wanting to nurse is f"cking crazy. Just as crazy as blaming Emily. She did her absolute best to take care of them both. There is danger out on every limb and every step on the ground and nature dies what nature does. Im very sorry to hear of your bad luck Arroz. The car accident was enough but then to fall and break your shoulder is terrible. You are ever in my thoughts and prayers sir!

[@Spirit-8]

If you and monkey inc can't find breeze ,then it's very sad to say that breeze is most likely gone, poor Emily's lost her chance of another baby but she has now lost her only son as well. Her only chance of being a mother again , is if Bamby has a baby , and she can help out, poor Emily she loved them both so much . I'm not giving up on breeze until the auntie that took him is found with or without breeze. The only good news is breeze knows how to forage for himself , but he will still need Emily for a top up .thank you Mr A.M. for another outstanding video. I'm praying breeze will be found safe .

[@davidcasishere]

You think he is dead or that he left the troop?

[@californiadremn6682]

Where do these babies wander off to. Didn’t Breeze have a babysitter?

[@MardyR925]

The saga of “twins” comes to an end. We all were hoping for a perfect outcome and a happy ending. One that might beat the low odds for a complete success. We all know Emily is a hero among moms even if only once. Trying to find the tiniest comfort in knowing that Bambi will not be leaving the troop.

[@ladyshakari]

I hope breeze shows up again soon 🙏

[@jeanledoux3793]

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year everyone. Your program in 22024 was a smash.

[@brightsun5479]

It’s sad to think that if Emily would not have saved Bambi then Breeze might still be here.

[@PamPreston78]

Could MC or any of the feeders see or have any information?

[@EuniceStone-s9j]

Breeze is probably ok if he can forage and eat.

[@suejackson3467]

unfortunately I believe he is indeed gone

[@1n1people]

Did Breezy get caught in the cage.

[@kendee_]

Emily got caught to get sterilized but both babies were seen with her afterwards. The troop is so big and often migrated by the highway and deep into the forest, there’s a lot of ways he could have died if he is really gone. Makes sense as to why Bambi is extra troubled recently, she’s just as attached to Breeze as she is to her mom.

[@sadiecat786]

@@kendee_ Not to sound like a jerk . . . but, are you sure? I was thinking we hadn't seen him since Emily had been sterilized, so went back to check the video where Mr. AM confirms she was, and Breeze was nowhere to be found, and hasn't been seen since, to the best of my knowledge. Maybe something did go awry for Breeze with her capture. Regardless, it sucks for all involved.

[@hollisblinn7910]

​​@@sadiecat786 not to sound like an even bigger jerk, but it would've been much worse for Emily if Bambi was the one who disappeared. At least Bambi will still be around as Emily ages and, with any luck, she could give Emily grandbabies. Without Bambi, Emily would've been doomed to a much lonelier existence .

[@pinkunicorn30335]

@@hollisblinn7910I don’t wanna sound like a dumbass but breeze is the girl n bambis the boy right lol

[@karendwight88]

@@pinkunicorn30335 No. Breeze is the boy, Bambi the girl.

[@sarariachy8473]

You can see the sadness in breeze’s eyes at the end 😢 It breaks my heart 😢😢

[@virginiadelarosa1238]

I had bad feelings the first week You mention that you didn't see him(Breeze) but hoped that you would find him the next week..these little babies would anything to get back with their mom..so sadly it looks like he's gone 😢..so sad for Emily..thank you for your videos.

[@felwicked2245]

Last time Emily chose to feed only Bambi, didn’t give Breeze a chance, and was doing that more often, Emily made the decision to keep only one, and every was applauding Emily “sticking her guns “ like AM said that she didn’t fed Breeze. So I find this kind of hypocritical that now that Breeze is gone is sad. I knew this was going to happen Emily was only feeding Bambi on the last videos. Breeze was a beautiful infant but it is what it is.

[@deannailiano4132]

Did Emily have both babies after the sterilization? Could something have been done then? Maybe they were separated?

[@brandycollins9354]

she did. when breeze is forlorn while she nurses bambi she's got the tattoo

[@pinkunicorn30335]

How do we not know that that baby wasn’t that monkeys that was always following Emily and the babies !! I dunno why your not talking about it in the videos like you know what happened

[@debrajohnson8030]

That is so sad ❤❤❤

[@charleshoward848]

I'm so late again but I still want to say hello to all my monkey Hill family and friends

[@Mavatar11]

She was nursing two babies and a good mom but she was doing it one at a time and exhausting for mom, if Breeze was off away with a babysitter she could of set off for unknown territory another troop, I crying young one without mom is in danger, another troop especially if Breeze is not the babysitter’s own, she could of been in estrus and simply forgot she had Breeze 🤷🏼‍♀️ I hope Breeze turns up ❤😥 Emily’s instincts to nurse the female over the male more because once weaned it’s there calling for a young make to join with the males

[@Kmerch46]

Maybe he wasn't the biological one and his mother returned . I'd rather think that than he was hit by a car or taken Maybe an aunt decided to wean and keep

[@valerienelson3296]

Breeze😢

[@jcgraham8808]

Could also be a female knowing he’d be gone in 3 years, but Bambi was hers for life if she protected her. Whether monkey or human, intelligence also means selfish choices.

[@therezasenna]

Demorei um tempinho para assistir esse vídeo. Emily é a minha predileta de todas as tropas, talvez a sua generosidade me prenda de uma maneira forte. Brisa sempre foi o filhote mais privilegiado, sempre na teta da mãe, enquanto Bambi era empurrado para fora. Bambi nas costas da Emily, Brisa no calor do corpo da mãe. Não percebi nenhum distanciamento de Emily com seu filho, apenas momentos em que Bambi teve seu direito a teta assegurado. Estou muito tocada com a situação de Emily, ainda aguardo um milagre ou um erro na sua esterilização. E o sumiço de Brisa era algo que realmente eu não esperava. Sinto tristeza, mas é a vida: ganhos e perdas. Agradeço a sua sensibilidade e de disposição de trazer essas histórias. Agradeço. Que 2025 esse um ano próspero e muito significativo na sua vida, sr AM. Abraços do Brasil.

[@yvonneconte3040]

😢

[@debvit2353]

Hi Yvonne

[@Skufed11]

Emily left Breeze go off with babysittesr for hours, Breeze came back on the day in question and Bambi was nursing, Emily barely acknowledged Breeze and he was taken away again. Emily was a good Mother but she let Breeze down by not keeping a closer eye on him.

[@prpr44]

i think when they're that age the weaning process is to instill in them that they need to go out and learn a how to survive, gain allies, etc...the auntie went off w/him again which is completely part of it...peeps are forgetting how he was velcroe'd to emily's milk bar 24/7 and would pull bambi off/away, so she adjusted and would ride on top/side and just go out and venture/forage...breeze was a selfish brat until emily started the dual weaning...i really think the aunt has him and is staying in the forrest/perhaps mating and who else know's what.

[@RCDimples]

So sad but beautiful! I hope they find breeze❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@sneaker5732]

Its sad but Breeze is possibly gone. Thankfully Emily has Bambi still.

[@rondachard3784]

I am so sorry for the loss of sweet breeze. I am devestated by the sterilization program. ..

[@mommashawna707]

Not sure if I’d want to be caught in monkey Hill after dark. Safe travels Arroz.

[@mommashawna707]

That is sooo sad, poor baby Breeze.

[@jenniferturner1000]

That’s so sad.

[@debvit2353]

This is just so sad……..

[@pinkunicorn30335]

And they both disappeared when Emily got fixed

[@karendwight88]

Yes, that~ is what I thought too. However, people are saying another female ran off with him. Perhaps she was Breezes real mother Not Emily. No one can prove otherwise. This Spaying programe that is being done is pretty harsh. I feel they should do All males that arent Alphas, and All the old females that have had many babies.

[@urumrunn]

『breezeは行ってしまった』の意味が良く分かりません。 おばさんと2匹で何処かへ行ったのですか？ エミリーの元を去って行って、森の中で元気でいるという事ですか？ 最悪の想像だと死んでしまったという事ですか？ エミリーがbreezeを手放したという事ですか？ 質問が多くて 御免なさい。 意味が分かる人がいたら教えてくれませんか？

[@sandrabentley8111]

Nobody knows. Could have happened in any scenario. All Mr AM knows is the Breeze has gone. Probably died. These are wild monkeys, they die in numerous ways.

[@christinamcraney1970]

No, this means it's believed Breeze has died. 4 weeks without being seen is a long time. The babies do not leave their mothers this long.

[@urumrunn]

@@sandrabentley8111返信ありがとう。 とても悲しい話だったのですね。 エミリーの気が変わってしまったのでしょうか？

[@urumrunn]

@@christinamcraney1970返信ありがとう。 子猿が母猿と長く離れてしまう事は良い事がないのは分かります。 猿ペットKZbinを見ていると子猿が幸せそうではないので、幼少期の母猿との時間がとても大切な事と もっと良く理解出来ました。

[@GlenGonyea]

Gotta smell so bad around this area

[@Bigpoppi1469]

little bastard got took the live market & will soon be a channel star! 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣❤️

[@prpr44]

his inability to deal w/the weaning and not accepting that he needs to start foraging and being a Big Big now...reminds me of Spocky? (aka the boy who couldn't cope)...

[@eleveneleven9033]

👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻 Merry Christmas 👎🏻👎🏻