What does goat mean in this context? Seems like a compliment 😅
@hellish_lasagna Жыл бұрын
@@jessicajohnston5693someone who is "greatest of all time" in their field
@sophie6273 Жыл бұрын
Another confirmation.. I made the right choice! To not hold myself back anymore after doing my shadow work, looking at the Why straight, accepting it , transmuted the energy and I’m ready to meet someone new! Start living again and enjoying the simple things in life!! The best things in life are free… 🙂💗☀️🕊️
@91GT347 Жыл бұрын
That’s hilarious. I was just thinking “Yeah, but I dont know many ladies that like being called goat. 😂
@Aquaticphilosophia Жыл бұрын
I am online spiritual instructor GOAT! teal is Just an exhibition
@CiaofCleburne Жыл бұрын
In March of ‘24, I’ll be 62. It has taken me this long to understand myself. Why I kept pushing relationships away instead of inviting them in and the ones I did let in were so bad for me. Once I made this self-discovery, it was like a floodgate opened before me of people who were patiently waiting for me just to let them in! I feel so blessed. I have never made as many friendships as I have lately. It is truly transformative. ❤
@juliestrickland7754 Жыл бұрын
The first time in my life that I ever lived completely alone, I had to face some things about myself that I didn't like. I had gotten into an argument with a long time friend and she said a couple of things that hurt my feelings, then got me thinking. Anyway, I faced some hard truths about myself and went to work on changing the things I didn't like. It was hard work, but so worth it to get to know myself and realise the reasons behind SO many things in my life and why some things just kept happening over and over. I'm now a much happier person. I changed some things, catch myself before I let my past make decisions for me,etc.. Sorry this is so long, it was just a wonderful experience for me when I learned the why's behind so many things in my life and was able to change myself and my life for the better. I encourage anyone to do this. The weight off of your heart and mind is incredible!!!!
@plantpoweredpagan Жыл бұрын
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@jenniferdennison8315 Жыл бұрын
❤🙏😊 the internal work is the key to true shifts in your external.. and thru healing self you help us all heal.. ❤
@MysticAire999 Жыл бұрын
Same . Usually happens in 40s more than anything
@FLOODOFSINS Жыл бұрын
It's about time you brushed your teeth and discovered soap. It was a very long road to make that single step forward. One day you will make two steps before falling on your face and shuttering your hopes prayers and dreams.
@Sheilawyer Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story❤.
@TealSwanOfficial Жыл бұрын
Incase You'd Rather Read About It Instead: tealswan.com/resources/articles/the-secret-to-self-awareness-becoming-aware-of-the-why-r565/
@katrinakiriagoh5223 Жыл бұрын
its the little giggles in between 😅 lots of love Teal
@kapackard Жыл бұрын
12 years of lessons and they keep getting better
@xaviermachiavelli5236 Жыл бұрын
@@soheylkian7986 nice track suit.
@yootoob1001001 Жыл бұрын
I am the person in my life usually asking this question and sometimes even call myself out on when I am sidestepping a deeper truth. More often than not I have been told, "That's just the way it is, stop digging. Stop trying to make things complicated." I eventually realized this comes from people who don't want to "go there" and are invested in avoiding going deeper into things for whatever reason, or they are trying to keep me away from their motivations whether conscious or unconscious. It's important to be aware of when this is happening.
@Xnul23 Жыл бұрын
One of the best videos, I'm struggling with the opposite.. not asking "why?" me or others all the time. The need for control because of the lack of security or safety ..and helplessness..
@andrew5222 Жыл бұрын
i'm so lost in all the potential stories i've been telling myself about who i am and what motivates me that i don't even know what's real anymore with regard to it. and then i developed an intense feeling of exhaustion and self-hatred at the very fact that i am unable to illuminate myself to myself. i can feel myself falling into a darker space every day and can't decide if i'm doing this intentionally or unintentionally.
@jactualreality Жыл бұрын
My partner stopped what he was doing to listen in on this with me. Grateful because the hope that he may listen too is what pushed me to watch. A nod to the divine feminine, ty Teal. 🙏
@thecouplesloveconnection Жыл бұрын
Ok. I'll bite: Why do you want "him" to listen? 🤔
@jactualreality Жыл бұрын
@boldrelationships we've shared over a decade of our journeys together, both with our own layered pasts from "before". I've been fortunate to have come across the tools that help me to continue fostering self development* and expansion. Would very much enjoy he come along for the ride without digging his heels in, but time has yet to afford him a solid trust in himself. Thus, a lack of trust in my moves and words. I find when someone else is delivering the message, his ears are more receptive.
@thecouplesloveconnection Жыл бұрын
@@jactualreality Ahhh...ok. I understand that. That makes sense. So Perhaps somewhat on the avoidant side. I've had avoidant partners, mostly because I was always anxious. I found that asking them real authentic questions that came from a place of love and connection, always help them feel safe and comfortable, hence they would open up. That way.... This thing is actually happening and unfolding because we are both being our true selves versus....."I hope they listen and it resonates" Just a thought....around "WHY" we take the "approach" we take to reach our goal. Sounds like you have an understanding of both. ❤️
@jactualreality Жыл бұрын
@boldrelationships very agreed with making sure the undertones of love are always in the mix. May be fair to add that my communication style can be received as assertive when my intention is to be direct. As I continue to work on that, I appreciate the opportunity to present some information delivered by a source that resonates.
@jactualreality Жыл бұрын
But ty for the input, stay well and willing 🤍
@katiekateshomestead Жыл бұрын
I enjoy your insights, Teal. I went down the documentary rabbit hole and I think you were misrepresented. Have heart, people are still finding your content and benefiting from your calm messages and kind teachings.
@Enoxificatti Жыл бұрын
I drive myself crazy with the overthinking on why I do things. It makes this whole self-healing journey draining and unmotivating. I hope this video simplifies things for me.
@donikaibrahimi8183 Жыл бұрын
Oh yes, i know that feeling. I still Font know how to get to my whys😢
@nomoresunforever3695 Жыл бұрын
Ok. Just don't overthink. You should 'sense' for the why. Not analyse it. Sensing is quick and doesn't become more efficient if you do it longer and 'harder'. Just check in with yourself for the why once in a while. If you still don't know. That's fine. Move on for now. Just keep paying attention, and you will slowly understand more and more. Also, it might be that you already know the why, but you just don't want to admit it to yourself because of your ego. Again, this is not solved by over analyzing. It's solved by bravery.
@NicholasTranscends Жыл бұрын
Teal brings a truly unique fresh spin to our realm. Thank you teal.
@howardnore1336 Жыл бұрын
I did not realize after watching you for years that you loved me, this makes me happy and you would be a great Mom to me ❤️
@bonitainthekitchen6032 Жыл бұрын
I am starting to do journaling and will use this video to go deep inside and finally I am more clear and less indecisive by my 45 birthday in January here we go to a rollercoaster of emotions again🎉😖😮💨💪🥰
@QuantumDynamic8 Жыл бұрын
I've seen it again and again in my journey. It's the why and retrospective inner journey which has manifested me the most of miracles in life. With emotional maturity comes taking or not taking decisions really aligned to the why. Thank you for talking about this 💖🙏
@annettemesa2079 Жыл бұрын
Good for you
@xaviermachiavelli5236 Жыл бұрын
@@annettemesa2079 left me are loves him as in
@divyaraj6517 Жыл бұрын
I love this video, because I am having so much awakening to my traumas and integrating them because of you. You are the biggest gift I have received from the universe and I love self awareness. I am a self awareness junkie 😎😉
@ette4fun Жыл бұрын
Yes!!!✨Well said! I so feel that!
@XFonti-ik3ql Жыл бұрын
healthy junkie 🥰😉 !
@elliefeelslight5918 Жыл бұрын
I'm so grateful for you Teal, and so happy to share a planet with you.
@Passiyona Жыл бұрын
This is my religion. Teal is the prophet I follow.
@TM-rp7bd Жыл бұрын
WHY have I not discovered this person until now? I wasn't looking for her it was a random coincidence..... maybe. WHY today? My situational circumstances presented her talk with the perfect timing...…possibly. WHY now? The same thoughts that I've been juggling with for a long time were organized and presented in a well organized and structural format so that they made sense to me.....most likely yes. Gratitude Ms./Mrs. Swan. Highly appreciated. Cheers.
@405OKCShiningOn Жыл бұрын
Teal, when I saw some bad things going on , I was in shock, I froze I couldn't believe it. this upload is so connected to saturdays upload or yesterday.
@alvegutt42 Жыл бұрын
when im fasting or dealing with a lot emotionally, when i lay down its very easy to sort through thoughts and feelings, high degree of clarity. those times i often realise deep things, and other times it will happen more gradually
@hajarlaabidi9646 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Teal I just love you.. May God bless you 💚 ❤
@waldBestMusics7 ай бұрын
You are fantastic, each video i am surprised and inspired and shocked, doesn't happen very often
@davidalbro2009 Жыл бұрын
Is this is best video ever created by anyone, ever?!
@drkanikagupta1193 Жыл бұрын
Looking forward for your ancestral healing. Someone told me, “I am enthralled by the past “! They wanted me to come to now. I think me too but I can’t stop. I come back here again and again
@thecouplesloveconnection Жыл бұрын
Whyyyy.....? 😂
@cognitiveconnectionss Жыл бұрын
You are such a beautiful wise young woman I appreciate who you are and everything you’ve been through to get you where you are with your wisdom and strength you truly shine and are beautiful inside and out your calmness is infectious and I just wanted to say God bless you and thank you for what you do.
@Shasta-sOracle Жыл бұрын
You are literally the smartest person i know and you make the best videos where you combine psychological and spiritual knowledge 🙏🏼
@dridri4664 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Teal
@MoeSaffar Жыл бұрын
Watched it twice.. obviously, EVERYONE should know "why"
@CorneliaRockhammar Жыл бұрын
So true❤I should most definitely live according to my top values: passion (water in any form shape but mostly freediving right now), authenticity, health, peace, and growth. Thank you for the reminder✨️
@kyladeedesigns Жыл бұрын
Thankyou. Always making me think x
@corporaterobotslave400 Жыл бұрын
When you combine the study of Psychology with the study of Religion you tend to understand the "WHY" of practically everything. It is quite amazing to "get it".
@Dequa21 Жыл бұрын
I see you Teal. The only T.W.A that matters and gives us purpose in life and I feel deep in the core of who I know I am is just the same you feel and know who you are. Love you. 💘-N
@iselinhuus9787 Жыл бұрын
Thank you❤ love your work❤ love and light to you Teal ❤ you are awsome ❤🙏
@aryanalfa2444 Жыл бұрын
Teal's insights are allways amazing and spot on, aligned with reality
@avikchatterjee1945 Жыл бұрын
This why needed to be given a vast amount of time. Not impulse is of any use. It took a decade to figure out for me why I wanted to be a writer and quit my job. This is a cycle. Then another why comes. Now I am figuring out the Martin Eden act. I am giving myself 5 years for it. Then if I find it authentic, I am walking into the sea with utmost peace.
@jessicajohnston5693 Жыл бұрын
How do you make videos, about the stuff I am currently struggling with, without meeting me? Thanks for the miracle that is you, Teal. I couldn't be me without you.
@zetristan4525 Жыл бұрын
Answer to to your question: Because the essentials are the same/similar in billions of human beings🤗 So people really should feel a lot more together than they do in the current setup.
@andrew5222 Жыл бұрын
@@zetristan4525or less "special"/"unique", depending on how you look at it.
@zetristan4525 Жыл бұрын
@@andrew5222 Top much is often made of uniqueness... If there were a hundred people identical to you or me, that'd be wonderful! I love hiking so I would just go exploring the mountain with several of my "twins". Safer than going alone and a beautiful in sync mutual understanding🏞️
@lavannyagoradia9694 Жыл бұрын
So agree! the WHY is soooo important!
@insta_sinista Жыл бұрын
My identification of the "Why" happened when I became friends with a girl who I expected in being in a relationship with but she ended up dating someone while we were friends and the insecurities surfaced. I feel the "why" for the insecurities really developed my personality into being more conscious about friendships and my expectations from anyone or anything. I believe knowing both "what I want in life" and the fact "you will not always get what u want" is also very important.
@maryannspicer3192 Жыл бұрын
Love this girl, she is on fleek
@njvindi Жыл бұрын
Thanks , Teal!❤
@LaGataSolar Жыл бұрын
Teaaaal bring back your longer videos 😊 please
@shelby2424 Жыл бұрын
I was such a fan of Teal. Her videos have helped me so much. I encourage everyone to watch The Deep End documentary, and see how her inner circle runs. It is incredibly contradictory to the image and message she portrays in her videos. I’m almost in shock, and initially did not even want to watch it because I was such a supporter and believer in her message. I still think what she shares helps many people and much of what she teaches is true. I always felt something was slightly off in her energy and now I understand why.
@samermazahreh Жыл бұрын
Much love and appreciation 🙏🏻
@danellelive Жыл бұрын
👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏 We are in the era of WHY. It’s clear life is telling me that I gotta figure out my personal why. What’s my purpose? 🤔
@thecouplesloveconnection Жыл бұрын
Why do you want to know?😅
@priscillawilliams2535 Жыл бұрын
Thanku so helpful Teal love Ur vids
@Trinity30585 Жыл бұрын
I think a few times in my life people tried to offer advice but I was like no way no how. I Stayed on the surface . 6 months ago or so when I started watching you on videos you cracked me in two. A day or 2 later I tried one of things with your videos . Seeing my self I believe but it kinda went south I had something inside it was literally gonna kill me I thought I got scared and left it alone. Don't get me wrong I love life so much. But I'm back to the surface and it's just not cutting it no more. This (why) for me I don't know what it is or if it's nothing. I know I'm living half the life I could be. If even that. I know this my problem . I'm working on it. .all is good but because of your videos I know there's more . Its trying to reach me im gonna get through eventually. Ty for posting this.❤
@jenniferdennison8315 Жыл бұрын
Just something that helped me that i noticed came into my thoughts as i read your comment... Start to see the part of yourself that scares you or makes you feel fear as a confused or lost part of you that fragmented at some part of your life.. probably a trama of some kind.. so that part literally can feel like its going to die or can bring up intense anxiety... Start to hold small spaces for this part of you and see it as a terrified child so be very loving towards it very kind ..no pressure for it to reveal itself or define itself.. you have to first build a kind of trust with it.. something that allows it to actually begin to open to you and be accepted, loved .. and eventually integrated and healed.. Write in a journal as you and then have a lil space on the page just for them in case they wish to say something.. no pressure but if they should ever want to you will hold this space for them.. I did this for inner child healing and it was incredibly helpful and insightful.. helped me to understand many of my whys in life... Sending u love n light dear one..
@Trinity30585 Жыл бұрын
@@jenniferdennison8315 tyvm for helping.. Thoughtful of you.
@jenniferdennison8315 Жыл бұрын
@Trinity30585 its the very least i could do .. im actually a really private person but when i had my awakening i began to receive messages for people from my guides and at first it was very hard for me to give them i felt very uncomfortable telling strangers such intimate things .. but once i had done it a few times the response i got from people was so incredible and confirmed all i was hearing that now if i notice things coming in for someone i go ahead and write the message.. it may not be that they even take the advice but some part of it opens them to a path to heal and i feel like that is a big part of my souls mission on earth .. to keep an open heart and show love kindness and compassion... and it honestly is a gift for me to be able to do that for someone else .. so i thank u as well dear one..
@sandylucas4279 Жыл бұрын
I've been researching and practicing IFS (Internal family system by Dr. Richard Schwartz). I now find the part of me that reacted in a out-of-control, unhelpful, confusing or unwanted way. This allows me, the Self, to understand a part of me that has been burdened due to a past trauma. As I get quiet and listen to gain its trust and to understand the part I can then show appreciation for its burden and, with practice, can release or unburden it. Changing that part into something more helpful and wanted feeling more clear and confident. I now pay attention to my reactions and habits (or why and the purpose I did or said something as Teal is alluding to here) and can, with patience and love, change them (parts) pretty quickly. This is the best healing modality that I've ever done. I feel more at peace within. All my best to you fellow travelers.
@kimberleydiann771 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Teal. 💫
@philly111 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this powerful video, much appreciated!
@patrickschmidt92 Жыл бұрын
Leads me to the question of why everything was and is created. I guess, the Why is the way of becoming light.
@Love-hh3vf Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your wisdom.
@branditaranto4152 Жыл бұрын
🙌💜🙌 thank you sweet lady... always on point
@kashvichakrawal8765 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Teal! :)
@greentea-zt2gw Жыл бұрын
I took from this that the mystery of "Why" things happen is to understand thyself or others. I can stop asking "why" when I start understanding me. Unless I'm able to converse with the "others", the mystery will always remains of "why" things happen as it relates to them. Reason = Why = Purpose
@alpineai8 ай бұрын
Brilliant!
@iselinhuus9787 Жыл бұрын
Bless you Teal Beutiful soul ❤ Love you ❤
@blackmore3331 Жыл бұрын
wow.. I love you!
@peterhammel3799 Жыл бұрын
I could watch these harsh truths examples all day
@bruceprigge5212 Жыл бұрын
Thank you! 😊
@ikhan8976 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Teal ❤
@ChuckWortman Жыл бұрын
I git more from this video than I did the six sessions I just had with my lcsw, who would listen but not really help me address The Why. I cancelled all my future sessions, will just watch Teal instead.
@stayhappylittlemermaid Жыл бұрын
Everything has beauty, but not everyone can see
@Nina_Kowsari Жыл бұрын
This really helped. Thanks Teal
@lightstream3 Жыл бұрын
Gratitude ❤
@manie54321 Жыл бұрын
Thank You ❤
@ClairvoyantEntertainment Жыл бұрын
Thanks a million.👏
@laurynassadzevicius8286 Жыл бұрын
About the road rage... Usually, it's because some drivers or situations (drunk pedestrians walking in the middle of the road to talk to the cars for example) are a nightmare, especially if you earn with driving. Like, if you're rude to a waitress, it might be they were rude initially to you... And it's not bad to return "the favour" .
@marksule0 Жыл бұрын
Thanks! ❤
@MyNameThe1st Жыл бұрын
I wonder why people have become so unaware of themselves and why it is so hard (and it feels like rare) for people to become more self-aware? Why is it that worldwide we seem to have societies with people just running around blind to themselves and their actions. Why is it so acceptable to be unaware and seemingly normal to near everyone that we are so focussed on pointing the blame elsewhere.
@mannie2075 Жыл бұрын
Great message Thank you so much and much love from Sweden and we are doing this together 🦋🇸🇪🍀🌍🥰✨🙏❤️
@mandykozowy7039 Жыл бұрын
I love your videos thank you!
@DaniShugs Жыл бұрын
I can relate to the teen girl at 2:50 who can’t stop thinking terrible thoughts about herself. That’s me! Wait. Is that not normal?! 😂😭
@alquimiadosmilagres Жыл бұрын
Thank you 🙏 Teal! Much love from Brazil 🇧🇷 ❤❤❤❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤❤You have a huge fan here!
@azimpradhan Жыл бұрын
I think it's awesome that you are posting about self-awareness. After watching the Deep End and seeing your videos around how they twisted the truth to make things look worse than they actually were, I am still curious, do you think you are self-aware about the fact that you attracted the situation of people coming into your inner circle and betraying you (by making and releasing a negative documentary about you). It was because you feared the idea of people doing something like that to you and focused so much energy on it, that your reality manifested the situation that was a vibrational match to your internal state. In the last episode of the documentary when you said "It feels like the person closest to you just ****ed your life (referring to Blake)", was that something the directory spliced or did you really say that?
@TM-rp7bd Жыл бұрын
I'm guessing...…a philosophy major. A damn good one. Very well done.
@nadaamir2121 Жыл бұрын
Namaste
@an_0707 Жыл бұрын
Hi Teal! Can you make a video about male and female friendships, can male and female be friends? and what if the other is in a relationship or both are in a relationship?
@xselenatorxx Жыл бұрын
Could you share some guiding questions to figuring out the why? Whenever I try to understand my reasoning it takes me a lot of time and also I feel like I'm still not getting to the real reason behind it.
@PM9Video Жыл бұрын
Yeah, availability heuristics rule, sadly. Was thinking about this subject all week, and here’s confirmation 😊
I would like to know how you handle your awakening...and your children that have not awaken. It is really tough situation when they grew up with one or both parents that were not awake while raising them.
@Trinity30585 Жыл бұрын
Think Teal is in the city tonight. So close and a miss for me. I couldn't find a way to queens. Sorry I missed that. Bet it's gonna be great.
@Martini1710 Жыл бұрын
Does anyone know if there is any document or place to find all the videos linked to each other as Teal directs people to them?
@h.3091 Жыл бұрын
I feel the opposite of this is true for me. I never really do that much because I constantly ask myself why I would want things and as a result of that think "hmm that's an indirect way to get there, so... whatever" and then let go. I never learned how to play guitar despite wanting to be able to play it because it's moreso about the image of what is cool and hot, which was based on music when I was younger. I liked music a lot, but then I realized it was just a way of allowing me to feel my emotions, and now I don't feel that much when listening to it anymore because... I know how to do that myself. I never really had a job that I thought was nice because it was mostly about the money for me, which I spent poorly bc I wasn't proud of my life... it's all a bit circular, asking why is not the end-all.
@warriors_of_light5559 Жыл бұрын
powerful!
@michellerassp4730 Жыл бұрын
Thank you! 🙏🌻🙏🔑🙏🐝🙏💛🙏🌼🙏🌞🙏🧡
@hanshendrix1558 Жыл бұрын
Yes, all of this is true. I see why my wife suffers better than she can. She unconsciously says very disgusting things to me, hard lessons why just letting her speak all her anger, fear and lack of self- confidence, just as she is starting a business lashing out at me. Her parents and she are in a war they can’t solve although I try to build a bridge. Her father is very brittle and might die any time soon. We have a coach yet I can’t go on being insulted, blamed and misled. Her core quality is freedom. Mine is peace. Seems inevitable that one of us will be leaving.
@MoeSaffar Жыл бұрын
I'd like to suggest that most people fail to understand their emotions, which is overwhelming enough to cause people to act and make decisions out of impulse. I was like that, asking why is how i knew.. im troubled seriously.. I've accepted major losses in my life but am truly concerned this will end me..tomorow my X wife and I are taking our little girl to the hospital for a minor surgery.. my X just might bring her partner.. i didnt ask intentionally.. if she does, ill become that uncontrolled chaos and burn it all to the ground.. even though its more about my little girl going under not this darkness, its a small operation, thankfully. I AM FIGHTING FOR MY FAMILY BECAUSE I KNOW MY ROLE, AND I TRUST MYSELF AS A FATHER AND A HUSBAND. I CANNOT ACCEPT HAVING MY CHILDS UPBRINGING IN ANOTHER MANS HANDS. I TRIED EVERYTHING!! Full time part time weekend or weekday biological parent BS.. i literally do not care if i spend my life behind bars or in a box for this.. why must I accept the illusion of being father?! It just hit me today, parenting is only a chore when parents are separated, its a union when their whole, never a chore.My own girl tells me herself she wishes for us to be a family again.. it really breaks me.. My X is one of those women that got to Canada from the East and feminizemed my ass out of her own parents' house.. Shes really sweet but loyal to a false. Teal.. whyy i gues?? Love u
@JoRobertsGaming1984 Жыл бұрын
Not everyone necessarily has access to the 'why'. What should a person do if they don't have the capacity to see all of their own shadow motivations?
@efraindossantos470 Жыл бұрын
Hey teal I don't know you alot and I don't pretend to anything and you've probably talked about this in the spiritual conondrum video but my lessons right now as the world go nuts with schizoafective and sociopathy is that I should do nothing I'm a bit worried that you who can do pretty much anything forgets a little bit that. doing nothing works I think about you alot and wanted to put this here :) good luck
@efraindossantos470 Жыл бұрын
To feel things obviously.
@myheartandbrain Жыл бұрын
Freakin love you.
@91GT347 Жыл бұрын
Also known as “intent” in some spiritual practices.
@sayusayme7729 Жыл бұрын
Thank you, learning how to stand in my truth as an INFJ /adhd /autism spectrum. It’s tricky but I’ve got the rest of my life to learn. 🌌💎🦋🪶
@coreymurphy8393 Жыл бұрын
Hello. So the thing I'm struggling with the most right now is healing, processing and accepting/letting go and/or manifesting and/or both this person I've been in love with as long as I can remember. I think about him to the point of obsession. I've tried all kinds of ways to manifest him and bring him back into my life. I feel like I've been dead inside in a lot of ways just waiting for and longing for him. I'm 32 and I want to live the life I know I deserve and desire to. So I'm going down the route of just healing, finding my inner child that's basically been rocking back and fourth and crying over him for literally most of my life. My thoughts are whether or not I heal sufficiently where I truly let go or he does come back or both, I need to get through this because I don't want to be a slave to this. I feel like this desire is strong enough that it's literally bringing me to enlightenment because I think I really did want to be with him more than I wanted to live. So I'm basically dragging myself back to life. An additional wrinkle to all of this is that you look so much like him that it keeps making me feel like "it can't just be a coincidence." You basically look like a female version of him, especially your eyes. I've had a couple - what felt to me - like "mystical states" watching your material where the things you talk about seem absolutely perfectly aligned with everything I'm going through with him but in a multidimensional way, like the content your saying is talking about one thing, but it has multiple meanings for me that make sense with what's happening in my mind and heart. And also I felt like I had moments where I lost myself in your eyes and me and him were looking at each other directly and it felt like there was a knowing, like he's been waiting for me to live for myself and then he'll come back when I've reached that level of emotional maturity. I worry that I'm sending a lot of mixed emotions your way because of this strong desire and I apologize for that, if it's the case. I have a lot more work to do. Thanks a lot for being a part of my journey. I grow so much every day lately. 🌄🧘🔥
@annettemesa2079 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry😔 I know this. I pray for your healing 🙏
@coreymurphy8393 Жыл бұрын
@@annettemesa2079 thanks
@dzi62786 ай бұрын
I feel very powerless where i live now. This kind of make me depressed again. People approval is more important to me than lives of pet cats in our household. Hate myself for that. It's clear peace is my top priority, but i whish truth and ethical actions would be my top priority instead. Another priority is preserving a good self concept. What now ? I'm lazy, whish someone from outside could fix me.
@Przepoczwarzenie Жыл бұрын
Teal i have question. How do i make decisions if my intuition is not working and i feel huge anxiety doesnt matter what i decide? Whateer i choose, o feel its a bad decision. I made so many decisions which brought me a lot of pain, im just so scared to choose now. I end up proceastinating and wasting so much time which has even worse consequences most of the time.
@randomelvis3359 Жыл бұрын
NEWSFLASH: Everything you’ve done and will do isn’t real… we “think” it to be real but it’s either coping with subconscious needs unmet or we become conscious and see we are in an ever expanding experience of both Yin and Yang…. Some get caught up in habitual ways, some let go and let the current guide them throughout life’s ever giving, ever expanding truth….. be still, enjoy the journey within the deepest love of your heart. Just “Be Here Now” ✨✨