The Tragedy of Thor...

[@NerdSyncProductions]

Hey, everyone! Thanks for all the great and heartfelt comments! I am overwhelmed by the reaction to this video, especially because I was almost positive no one would care about my story and the comments would just be people telling me to stop being so self-centered, or whatever. But nope! You nerds are very thoughtful and pure and lovely! I couldn't ask for a better community! A couple things I wanted to mention: • KZbin placed mid-roll ads in not ideal places that ruined the viewing experience, so I have taken all mid-rolls out. • I had to do reshoots on this video, so you might notice when my nails are painted and when they aren't, and other fun continuity errors! • I ran into a TON of copyright issues with this video, so I had to horizontally flip the section of Thor talking with Frigga. Apologies if that's jarring to any of you. • And finally, thank you again for all the sweet comments! Not just on my story, but each other's stories. You're all great, and I'm thankful to everyone who watched and shared this video around!

[@roy1701d]

Ironically, KZbin being copyright pudknockers built up the anticipation and somehow made the video even more gut-wrenching and poignant. A happy inconvenience, at it were. Looking forward to the next installment, Scott!

[@Adam-lc6mk]

Well dang... That was an extremely great video. I almost didn't click on it because I'm lame lol but I am super glad I did. Definitely hitting that subscribe button :) keep up the hard work and I look forward to more awesome content!

[@r.j.penfold]

I may not have cried (cuz I'm dead inside and haven't cried in about a year) but your video definately touched my heart. I'll pray for you. It's not much at all, but it's all I can do right now.

[@joonastanskanen]

Oh man, just clicked your video accidently, but you hit me hard, the video and your thoughts were awesome. Had to subscribe right away! Thank you so much! It's always awesome to see people looking for more deeper ways to see things yourself might miss.

[@TG-ob5fn]

Ty 4 sharing boo 🙌 I literally had a similar dilemma this weekend, it pops up time to time...inspite of my adoring love, commitment & full attention for my teen son-I’ll never be the mother my son deserves or provide him the family he needs, no matter my efforts, prayers, I’ll never be the parent like his friends, teachers, or the elite academic , successful full white-collar citizen however I can continue to try to be the best version of me even though it’s the single solo parent/artist/struggling across the board. * there is no joy without gratitude * stay grateful for your family. I only have my son and that’s a weight no child should bare, the only person I can turn to is me. So they saying is true...what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger 🙏🏼🌏 The Artist is the child who Survived ✌️

[@DDCDV010]

Its a great irony that the most Human character in the MCU is the God... how.... touching....

[@pious83]

On the flipside of that, you had Mystique as the "heart" of X-Men: Dark Phoenix... Which is why that didn't work.

[@arneshsengupta4636]

The most human characters are Thor the god and Rocket the racoon;

[@goshohgosh4568]

See superman does has literary merit despite being ultra powerful

[@goshohgosh4568]

Ha

[@expendableindigo9639]

I didn’t know Daredevil was a god.

[@LikeTheBuffalo]

"While it is always best to believe in oneself, a little help from others can be a great blessing." - Uncle Iroh

[@sitabita262]

I can read this in his voice.

[@shyslayer]

cool now I’m crying. cool. cool. cool.

[@edim108]

Uncle Iroh is THE BEST

[@domsusefulstuff]

Thank you kind stranger. I needed that.

[@richiescarf7993]

IROH

[@minimaster95]

Please be NEVER ashamed of this video if you ever look back. It really hit home. I'm gonna call my Mom now.

[@neonzitro4032]

Yea, u call ur mom! Go! **breaks down while dialing moms number**

[@luckanzetriel2888]

Fuck calling, I'm getting a cab to her house right now, I need a hug ;-;

[@sarahsvensson6468]

I’m going to see my mom today I’m crying 😭

[@SuperCarlinBrothers]

I agree, the real tragedy of Thor is that they made him BUTTON HIS SHIRT UP

[@NerdSyncProductions]

AND NO ONE IS TALKING ABOUT IT!!!!

[@jackharrington46]

Oh hi!

[@JacksTheater]

@@jackharrington46 Woah! It's me. But a different account. Of all the people I thought I'd run into...

[@khyrinj9950]

Scott; Imma make yall cry. Me; yeah ok *Scott tearing up talking about his childhood* *Me sobbing*; YeAh oK!!

[@Emajenus]

Thor's greatest moment in the movie was holding two weapons, then tossing Mjolnir to Cap because he wants the bigger one. It showed that he stopped getting validation from Mjolnir perceiving him as worthy, and instead picked the weapon that he had fashioned, as if he's telling Mjolnir that it's not worthy of him. Great character growth moment that no one mentions.

[@Cheebzsta]

I've heard of authors reading online comments about their work saying, "Yeah, sure, I totally meant that deep and introspective point that warranted a thesis paper miss Ph. D grad student. .> Yup! Always meant that to be there!" I feel like this is one of those kind of perspectives. Not WRONG per se just reading too far in to a funny gag and his line "No, no, give me that. You have the little one." underlines as it's a silly bit of vanity. If Odin's line about the power being his all along means that Mjolnir-Thor = Led Zepplin-Thor but Thanos beat the piss out of Zepplin-Thor while that same Thanos with the *INFINITY GAUNTLET* couldn't overpower Stormbreaker-Thor than Stormbreaker's the objectively better weapon. Thor ain't gonna let Cap have his best toys. He might be an amazing awesome example of legitimate character progression but you can't make a leopard change their spots. Thor still spent 1500 years as the Perfect-in-Every-Way Jock. Infinity War only broke the perfect-in-every-way part. Maybe his (objectively funny/charming) boneheadedness he's picked up since Waititirok is from too many Hulk punches to the noggin and we may love him for it but under all of it our boy's still a jock.

[@aggelossourelis1040]

@dimitris davos if you're referring to his One Punch Man videos, I sure as hell believe most of them. Especially the ones involving the hidden power system of OPM.

[@aggelossourelis1040]

@dimitris davos but certain ones, he's gotten himself to believe them. For example, in his 700k special about the greatest power systems in anime, he put One Punch Man/Mob Psycho on number 3, if I remember correctly.

[@aggelossourelis1040]

@dimitris davos nah, there's certainly underlying philosophy under it. Not in every character obviously, Nux is just memeing when saying that. There are some core themes though, and the main cast is really strong in that there actually is deoth to them, psychological, and to some philosophical.

[@ulick1692]

That was kinda fast considering he went out of his way in old Asgard to check if he was still worthy

[@malks2500]

The Infinity War: "what more could I lose?" is the line that broke me. It changes the look of Ragnarok from great funny movie to deep cry for help and THAT cut me deep

[@roy1701d]

Here's the truth, Scott. When it comes to comic-book KZbin videos, yours are the only ones I anticipate. The only ones I'm eager to see. The only ones I don't roll my eyes at. The only ones I watch all the way through. The only ones with the deep insights and surprising connections that true, unapologetic comic-book geeks can really grok. The only ones that MEAN anything. Your wit is almost always on the mark. And the videos that get personal--like this one, and the one about Stan--are far and away the best of their kind. So don't sell yourself short, pal. You ARE the Thor of this realm. They say gods only have power when people believe in them. Well, I believe in you. And this video is an excellent example of why I do. Excelsior, friend.

[@DionysusCase]

This all of this ^

[@LFrench]

Phil T. Duck Mr Sunday Movies is good too! Don’t let the thumbnails fool you

[@seopark7467]

+

[@janosd4nuke]

Well I like Captain Midnight a lot too, but Scott is just in a leauge of his own

[@wiseowl7493]

same. Supercarlinbrothers are good, dont get me wrong, but your videos seem more.... real/thought out...I don't know exactly how to describe it.

[@Echolaliaxu]

I hate that in theatre, everyone laughed at "ThE cHonKY tHor" while I was crying in every scene that featured him. I saw so much of myself in him that I don't even think I can emphasize how much enough.

[@MythmasterFunky]

LOL Nobody cares about men with depression. Get over it lol

[@J1994M]

Scott, smiling knowingly, turns to the audience: “Have you ever heard the Tragedy of Thor the Worthy? No, it’s not the kind of story the Philosophytube would tell you.”

[@Afeeq1011]

careful, your prequelmemes is showing.

[@robercruza]

Dear Scott, You may not even read this comment, but I just want you to know that in my humble opinion, your videos are among the best Ines that I have ever seen, here on KZbin or anywhere else for that matter. They are good beyond belief and without a miss, every time manage to make me feel something, be it joy or inspiration. I hope you keep making videos for a long time, the world is a better place because of them. You are more than worthy, Scott. Roberto.

[@JeffreyIglesias]

Hit it right in the head, exactly what I was about to post. Amazing!

[@westjohnston3389]

19 minutes in and this became the video I needed to see above all others this year. Thanks Scott. I haven't been doing so well myself either for simmilar reasons. Watching this video on Thor somehow snuck in the talk I needed to hear from someone who's been there. So seriously man, thank you.

[@Avoloch]

the great irony is: HE IS A FAILURE do you really thinks that JRR Tolkien or CW lewis cried themseves about expectatives in the trenches of WWI? do you really think that simple men that jumped in the ocean to find new lands and died cried about expectatives and ansiety? of not being a milionaire? do you really think that the great men that built timeless roads, monuments and cathedrals really cryed in a youtube video? This man did not for a sense of acomplishment, or glory, but for duty, for love of country, family and religion. God i hate people that feel sorry for themselves, ungratefull bastards, imagine this b1tch3es working 14 hours in a mine to raise 05 children, and yes people did that with a fking smile in their faces.

[@r.j.penfold]

@@Avoloch how about you shut up and mind your own business? Not everyone has the same ability to look death in the face and come out with their head held high. Some people don't have thick skin, but that doesn't mean we're less human. It makes us more human. Humans were made to have complex emotions and different personalities and we're allowed to cry and be upset at things because while some people may see this as just a little hiccup in their plans, for other people events like this are the straw that breaks the camel's back. But that doesn't make Scott or OP or whoever you're talking about any less of a man or any less human. They looked pain and trauma in the face and they grieved, and they felt awful, but they continue to push for a better outcome. IDK what you're dealing with in your life to make you talk like this to people, but take your toxic humanity and shove it.

[@trihops]

Avoloch you should talk to a WW2 vet. I’ve had the privilege to talk to several. I’ve heard about how troops would cry themselves to sleep overseas, wet themselves while under fire, and come back with PTSD (though it was not diagnosed back then). When looking at the past, we rarely tell the WHOLE story. Avoloch, your life story is worth more than positively colored bullet points, and so are others.

[@kensingcd]

Thor went from being the avenger I cared the least about to the one I wanted to succeed the most. Marvel really gave Stark, Captain, and Thor (my big 3) the best character arcs. Great video

[@getschwifty5537]

Meanwhile Hulk cries in the corner

[@WolframiteWraith]

@@getschwifty5537 Hulk's development was kinda skipped over.

[@nvcomics]

@@WolframiteWraith they did the best they could with the limits they had. The other three were lucky enough to get 3 solo movies

[@Guimhj]

Shame they flushed cap's development in Endgame

[@rkvc]

I didn't know how much I related to Thor (and Scott for that matter), until seeing this. I guess that's the beauty of movie/mythology magic...Thor gets Mjölnir to physically confirm his worthiness but the rest of us in the real world live in this constant haze of uncertainty that's kinda shackled to our emotions. Always a fan of these personal vids, big blockbusters are fun, but man they really hit home when you can feel it for the characters and learn more about yourself. 👏👏👏👏👏 Bravo Scott

[@blockyoxwinkle5829]

RKVC the thing is, we make our own Hammers. We search for what confirms our own paths.

[@havewissmart9602]

But there is another thing tho.....Thor has had nearly 1500 years of thinking he was supposed to be a king. Imagine about not discovering yourself for 1500 YEARS. Reality is a lot better

[@brianstiles1701]

Growing up I was told I was going to "change the world." Sure fam, let's put the expectations of the literal entire world on a third grader's shoulders... I actually had an uncle ask me "what happened" to me a couple of years back.

[@ruthielalastor2209]

Yo, I get that, man. Sometimes good intentions and expressions of appreciation and thoughtfulness get twisted in the way they're said and the way we hear 'em. It's tough to shake them off when we've grown up to that mental picture and it feels like it's something we have to keep constantly and consciously doing until we can find a better version of that mental picture that will help us move forward.

[@williamhollister8498]

I've always been told I'm the smart and responsible one that would know what to do with his life and that I had no limits as to where I would go. but that is a lot to be told especially at the age of 15 I get overwhelmed and scared of what if I cant make a life for myself what if my legacy is filled with regret and sorrow it worries me more than anything that I will disappoint them I have a crazy smart family I know I will never compare

[@lyndsaybrown8471]

Yeah, same. People set up that you can do anything, and it is important to dream big and have aspirations, but it just makes you feel worse if you are anything less than perfect. Just feel like a constant disappointment.

[@vincentfranklin17]

Thor was really human in Ragnarok, Infinity War, and Endgame. Some may not like that, but I did.

[@bruh-ur5vw]

yeah, i really liked that

[@brunfranc]

Same.

[@Arcin00]

Problem was he wasn’t really human in endgame, it should’ve been a lot sadder

[@renaissancenerd3801]

Ironic that Ragnarok was the movie where he was retconned from being an alien to an actual god

[@brunfranc]

@@Arcin00 Disagree.

[@DeathByTheFox]

God I felt awful for Thor when he had the conversation with his mother, I'd give anything to have one more conversation with my dad like that. Just to bare everything to get a final piece of advice for anything. This video was amazing

[@wyattberens3545]

Love you, Scott! I’m sorry this video was such a pain to upload, but good job. I’m a few minutes in and this video is great and beautifully produced! Amazing job!

[@Siddif]

When you got to the real talk part of this when you mention the expectations on your life it resonated a lot with me too. I was always expected to be “the smart one” and be the first in the family to go to university etc... I did not take this path, yes I got higher than average grades in school but I diverged to more creative interests first catering and later media production but I was chilled by friends and family for “wasting my brains”. It still gets me sometimes when I’m stuck in a minimum wage job with no real future path laid out for me and feel like I’ve wasted the last decade.

[@r.j.penfold]

You didn't waste anything. It's your life. If they wanted to vicariously live through you and not support you as your own human, that's your loss.

[@roblestito93]

You make your own path dude. Others (no matter who it is) can judge all they want, but its YOU who gets to decide what your destiny is.

[@hannahallie1121]

Honestly when I first watched Endgame I didn’t really like what they did with Thor. In my mind they kinda undid all of the character development that occurred in Ragnorok. Watching this video really gave me a new perspective on Thor’s journey throughout the films. It was about Thor finding himself outside of this predetermined “destiny” and the way you described it really made me think about how this lesson could be applied to my life. Amazing video as always Scott. Always love your content.

[@tistaai9937]

same

[@pious83]

Thor and Hulk got royally screwed over in both Infinity War and Endgame, to be fair.

[@robinarmstrong685]

@@pious83 To be fair, "didn't get an awesome fight scene" and "got a satisfying character arc" are not the same thing.

[@pious83]

@@robinarmstrong685 Who was talking about fight scenes? In answer to your comment though, Hulk got neither. He has been severely underutilised in the MCU. Whereas Thor had his character arc from his own series undermined by IW and Endgame

[@janosd4nuke]

@@pious83 Hulk yes... Thor not so much. Bit of missguided tone, but the core theme is intact. The Stormbreaker stuff didn't bother me at all. After mastering his powers without trainig wheels, why shouldn' he get back a weapon tp further boost himself? To me Infinity War was the best Thor movie by a long shot.(1. IW, 2. Avengers, 3. Dark World, 4. Endgame, 5. Ultron, 6. Thor, 7. Ragnarok). Keeping a perfect balance of seriousness and comedy with a laser focus aim on the edge of total mental breakdown. Very intense, relatable and entertaining. Endgame is a weid beast. It's greatest asset AND weakness are both being in the MCU. Been setup to deliver great moments and payoffs what it undoubtedly does. But the setting starts from such a 'darkest hour' point worth exploring, witch done right just doesn't fit with the overall MCU action-comedy tone, so in order to appeal to larger audience and be tonally consistent with the MCU it couldn't be consistent with itself, resulting in the awkwardest jokes. While this execution hit Thor's serious situation hard on times, his journey on the conceptual level is great. Hulk just got butchered. On home realease I'll always skip his dab segment for sure. The cringe is unbearable. Strangly, how Ragnarok handled him too is the main reason, Rank that movie way lower than the majority.

[@eskewroberts7663]

I've had very mixed feelings on how Thor was treated in Endgame, and was on the verge of deciding I didn't like it, but then you gave me a different point of view on it, and I realized the message Thor was giving. Thanks for that

[@monkeypandatank]

Several years ago I was the success I was meant to be. I was a professional designer and illustrator so in demand I was turning people away. That changed in a matter of months following the financial collapse and I’ve yet to recover from it. After years of struggle I finally just could not pay my bills anymore. I’m fortunate to have a well off family and in my 30s am living with my parents. I’ve been living with them for a year. I only this week set up an appointment with a therapist. I feel like I’m broken and useless. This video definitely struck a nerve with me.

[@locochuwawa8004]

You are not useless! You have been delt a rough hand. I for one am rooting for you.

[@supernerdfriends2228]

God has a plan for all of us. You will come out on top in this

[@monkeypandatank]

I really appreciate that. Much thanks.

[@KateHolden]

Oof, yeah I experienced the exact same thing. I know what you're going through. Small town girl, best artist in the school, "you're gonna be famous!" "I'm keeping this drawing because it'll be worth millions some day!" Etc. Was part of a big exciting wave of home grown young uk comics artists... but just missed the cut off date to get in with publishers because suddenly the financial crisis hit and they all stopped taking submissions and stuck with who they already had, a lot of them only months older than me. It was devastating. I tried to break in for years on a path that didn't exist any more thinking my ability was the problem and blaming myself. But I'm okay, I got through it and you will too. Get help, look for other routes and never ever let yourself believe you're only valuable if you're world famous (seriously most people on the street would struggle to name a famous living illustrator or designer) and have loads of money (even my "Well known" friends don't). You've got this.

[@shockthetoast]

We are all broken. The danger is believing you are alone in that regard. People are broken in different ways, but make no mistake, we are all broken. We are all imperfect. You are not alone.

[@hannahcraig8528]

"Everyone fails at who they're supposed to be." That's going on my quote wall.

[@Redchocobo]

OMG YESSSSS OUT OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN THE MOVIE THE FRIGGA SCENE MADE ME FEEL THE MOST FEELINGS I'M NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!

[@post-retrocatering4251]

You are not alone

[@vincentfranklin17]

No, you're not alone.

[@NarfiRef]

Definitely not.

[@ronpetersen2317]

I been thinking about eating more salads ever since myself.

[@AbMaSync]

Feel with me brother. FEEEEEEL!

[@dizzygnome6698]

It's also a story of thor's hubris. He wanted to make thanos feel the pain that he felt so he disregarded the mission and went for the heart instead of the head. Also this vid hit way too close to home. Great video

[@TheOnlyGuermo]

Hey, just FYI: I'm dealing with depression too, and I never go to bed without, something in the background makes me feel less alone. It could be music, LPs, random youtube videos, I throw you up there too , and it helps, part of life I guess, we all help to each other in whatever way we can.

[@birdiec]

Reading a comment that so accuratley describes me to a tee. 7 years has gone by and i still listen to something, whatever random it may be, everynight. Hope you get a good sleep 👍

[@samwatson-tayler2805]

I do that exact thing... Oh no...

[@gljames24]

Expectations, they're rough, especially the ones we impose on ourselves.

[@Donnakilluminati]

Scott be careful showing all that chest, you might get the video age restricted. 😳🥵🥵🥵

[@benpebbles4111]

Pfff its NOT ENOUGH

[@NishithThakkar]

Only an issue for female presenting nipples.

[@fomoran]

@@benpebbles4111 well said, that man!

[@benpebbles4111]

@@fomoranfreakin model lol

[@fomoran]

@@benpebbles4111 I'm not sure what that means, but as you're a noted decent chap, I'll assume it's good.

[@kald0rei]

When Thor said: "...but I'm not as strong as you..." I was expecting Odin to reply "... No, but you are worthy..." That would have been nice.

[@rolo3468]

Gosh, the amount of excitement I feel when I see a NerdSync video in my subscription feed! I've always loved the amount of research and passion poured into these videos, but this one is really special...like damn! Your story is truly touching and I hate to see you in such a state of disarray and depression. But no matter what you may think of yourself or your content, your videos are enlightening works of art. We love you, man.

[@chendror872]

Same

[@sammeisel]

I didn’t know how to put my feelings about the video into words and you described it perfectly

[@Whitetomato27]

as someone who also suffers from anxiety and depression i appreciate your take on thor and know that many people loved the scene with frigga. However i personally did not appreciate how the character was treated in both infinity war and endgame. I felt like taika really got the character while the russo's thought they did and also tried to have him be a comic relief and i found it really inappropriate as he is the character who is suffering the most after infitiy war and is clearly struggling with depression, ptsd and alchoolism. I am glad that many people found his portrayal comforting and inspiring but personally i felt mocked and hurt. I sincerely hope that taika continues to do a great job with the character with thor 4.

[@susandolan1188]

Great video, you nailed Thor's personal evolution totally. (Now do Loki. Then Mantis.)

[@malks2500]

Please do Mantis! I want to know more!

[@Moshuun]

You’re awesome Scott!

[@ode4real]

In Infinity War Thor realized he can't win without his hammer because he already tried it (before the movie started), but eventually lost to Thanos. That drove him to make a new weapon.

[@jordanread5829]

Not only that, but he knew he couldn't take on Hela 1v1 even after talking to Odin. Which is why they had to out smart Hela to defeat her via using Surtur to destroy Asgrad (thus defeating Hela). (kinda like another movie in phase 3 where the main villain was defeated by out smarting them instead of going for a big CGI 1v1 fight).

[@guilegale8942]

That's not the point, tho. Ragnarok's message is destroyed by Infinity War and Endgame's events- Thor doesn't need a hammer to be a god, and who he is has more value than the weapon he wields? NAH, he needs a hammer! Thing is, Thor has numerous powers in the comics that Infinity War could have brought in, including the Odin-Force, the pure god-energy that runs through all of his children like it did him. Thor COULD have entered Infinity War's final battle with a deeper understanding of himself and who he is and where he really comes from as a person and as a god and some new powers to match, but instead the writers defaulted to "Give him Beta Ray Bill's hammer because Thor is the hammer guy lol". It makes me think someone on Infinity War's team hated Ragnarok.

[@Tmanowns]

@@guilegale8942 yeah, it wasn't just that they made Thor have a worse life, it's that they didn't get the point of his story. It's why I also hate him immediately giving up on being king.

[@guilegale8942]

@@Tmanowns We're basically getting the Unworthy Odinson storyline soon, but that lacks a lot of punch when Endgame confirmed he's still worthy and is still the person Mjolnir always knew he was.

[@dudetheman3]

@@guilegale8942 In terms of character arcs, it still makes sense for him to try and get a new hammer. He failed to beat Thanos and lost his brother so he regressed into his old beliefs that he needs a hammer to be strong.

[@charlielara170]

So damn relatable, dude. As Chris Evans said in a video, we need to "Shhh" all that brain noise once in a while.

[@eyezuh_]

This video hit surprisingly close to home for me. I have constant anxiety about living up to expectations from both my friends and my family. But I can never show it because no one expects me to be the one to wear my heart on my sleeve. I won't even tell these things to the one person I care about most in the world because I don't want to worry or scare her. The thought of opening up to a person terrifies me because everyone thinks I'm closed off, so it's a never ending cycle. But seeing that other people go through similar things that I experience gives me hope. So from the bottom of my heart Scott, thank you. Even if you never read this thank you for showing me that I'm not alone in my struggles.

[@Skyora]

I was down for crying but man Scott, I did not expect it touched down to very depths of my soul. As someone who also has anxiety and depression, thank you for your openness. While I realize I am by no means alone in this, it is rare for me to feel such a deep sense of camaraderie with someone. Thank you. I really enjoyed this video and the way you broke down Thor's story. I too have just recently realized I've been crumbling under long term expectations. Expectations that are sadly still there and actively told to me despite my vocalization against them. This was encouraging to me. I've always been a fan of Thor but there was something about MCU Thor that really clicked with me that I couldn't quite put into words. I think video sums it up for me. I appreciate you and the Nerdsync channel. Keep up the good work.

[@morlath4767]

As a depression (and other issues) sufferer, I can't say how much I love this video and agree. I was so angry with how people reacted to it and complained when watching Thor's journey just from Infinity War to the beheading part of Endgame had me go "yes, yes, that's it. When things just pile on and on, when no matter what I do doesn't seem to be enough, sometimes I'll do that one thing which is too little too late in anger because I don't know what else to do!" - What more can I lose? - I went for the head. The most painful lines in the entire MCU for me. Painful and personal. And to mirror you, Scott. I was always the one who was supposed to go to one of the big universities, get a great degree and be something "great." I was the smart one. The one who had the world at his fingertips. And yeah, it never worked out that way. And over a decade later, I'm pretty much still struggling with that not-happened legacy.

[@MegaVidFan1]

I'm so glad that someone else has pointed out the absolute beauty that is the Frigga and Thor scene. I'm in a similar position in my life, but with less physical consequences. I started working for my father a few years ago and was (mostly accidentally) tasked with marketing the business online. Since then we've launched a handful of products and projects and not a single one has even made so much as a cent. Now it's years later and every time the family talks about financial hardships I feel like it's my fault for not making something that works. Of course, this is going to take time (or finally a success) to fix, but I feel a lot like Infinity War Thor right now. When that scene came on, and she told him that everyone fails at who they're supposed to be, I almost cried. I mean, I would've if the comedic relief wasn't so effective. It means so much to see my favorite Avenger get told that he doesn't have to be the hero, and that failure is okay. I'm *so freaking glad* she admits that he failed, but says that it's okay anyway. I'm glad that I'm not alone out there, in loving this scene and feeling that pressure. You've definitely earned a new subscriber. I look forward to every video you put up from now on. Keep creating, Scott. ~Alec.

[@wiidevil123]

God dammit Scott, didn't believe you when you said that you were gonna make me cry. I'm also not sure I see you in that mirror.

[@alphabettical1]

Valkyrie could've gone all out on Thor. She could've gone all 'I went through the same thing beside you but I'm expected to do what you aren't??' But she did the exact same thing during Ragnarok, and truly, she applied the wisdom of a king in her dealings with sad boy Thor.

[@MrJuCes]

Damn man, do I feel you. Its nice to hear someone went through the same as me. Thank you for this video.

[@Dracosfire14]

Coming back from the future and this video makes me cry every time I watch it. Just like Thor's conversation with his mom.

[@Fanboy-rq6tv]

0:31 their biggest mistake was actually having him play fortnite Edit: after watching the whole video I feel like a dick for making a jokey comment in such a deep video

[@prophet1390]

He is a centuries old dude, of course he is behind the times

[@robbielol]

SCOTT YOURE KILLING ME Oh my god this is one of the most beautiful videos I’ve ever watched. You did great.

[@graymorality]

Always an instant watch when I see one of your videos pop up. And it was a great one as always. The "I'm still worthy" line really got to me in theaters

[@DuelistKoi93]

I did not come to this video to be so personally and directly called out... Thank you, Scott.

[@alistaircrowley6790]

God, this hurts....great job putting to words what i never could

[@lukelittlewood5879]

The whole thing about your parents and family is so accurate for how I grew up, at my lowest I was homeless. struggling with depression and anxiety living on friends couches for a day or so. I remember asking my parents if I could live with them again till I could get myself back to what felt like living again and my mother told me she expected better and I had to do this on my own but my father he offered me a bedroom and a life again and now I live with my partner and my pets and am working the job I always wanted, not the job I was expected but what I wanted.

[@PrincessScrivener]

I knew there had to be a deeper reason as to WHY I loved Thor's journey throughout the MCU and you perfectly summed it up, Scott 💖💖💖 -- P

[@llfilms]

I know how you feel. I suffer from Anxiety and Depression, and it sucks. I have people constantly judge me, and always saying that I need to get over it because I'm not the only person who has these problems. This made me want to commit suicide, and I finally realized that I needed help. This video made me realize that. Thanks Scott for the entire existence of this channel. I've been watching this channel since it first started. Thank you for being like a big brother to me. I see you like the brother I never had. Thanks

[@Just_Some_Guy_with_a_Mustache]

He had all these epic battles, and after his greatest failure, the only battles he fights are with people over Fortnite. FORTNITE! Named stuff like "noobmaster69", no less! Poor guy.

[@chepelapodgaming4072]

You can't beat noobmaster69

[@mckayleepugmire9947]

Aww man, I didn't even think about that...

[@shadesoul4247]

How are you actually in every comment section I visit?

[@nvomexicali]

Your story matters... I personally relate to feeling uncapable of making anyone feel proud of me..always anxious..

[@joelstock94]

Dude, thanks for being real! I appreciate the video man!

[@kayisfish]

Supercarlinbrothers sent me here and omg, this was incredible. Wow. I cried. I laughed. Oh man. Hi, I'm kayisfish and I'm a new subscriber.

[@r.j.penfold]

Welcome! I hope you feel welcome here and I hope you enjoy the rest of Scott's content. He's the reason I became more interested in Marvel and superheroes as a whole.

[@papajcina]

Happy Thor Sounds EDIT: Oh no, my Happy Thor Sounds turned into Sad Thor Sounds

[@kai_cries]

Wow, I hope you know how incredibly brave for being that venerable on the internet. It’s hard to be venerable in any situation, so I really admire you for putting yourself out there on the internet, it really is amazing. This has been the best video I’ve seen in a LONG time💗💗💗

[@cramerfloro5936]

21:35 fun fact, that I just wanted to write it: in Italian the quote is "Io sono ineluttabile" ineluttabile being a rather pompous and archaic expression. Now, after Endgame came out, the Treccani encyclopedia revealed that this word had become the most searched up word on their webpage

[@isaacroberson4858]

This almost made me cry during. Hearing your story and how Thor is. Knowing why i love and relate to Thor now. I've been doing the samething. Thank you so much

[@katien.4751]

❤❤❤ thank you Scott!! You cause so much joy in all our lives!

[@DolphinTillTheEnd]

This is definitely one of the most outstanding KZbin channels out there, sure you might feel ashamed of what you post from time to time, but we are always proud of every single new video, and the fact that you can beat your anxiety and put yourself out there regardless of it speaks wonders about your strength

[@brushedurban9264]

Great video! But now I want a video about sampler platter Shazam

[@Fonnsterify]

Thor is my favorite MCU character. It started because I've always loved lightning but then grew because I just liked him as a character and his trajectory. When I saw him in Endgame it honestly broke my heart how beaten down he was. You did the topic justice. You've gained another subscriber.

[@jeremy14k]

This video was absolutely amazing. I didn’t really like Thor in Ragnorak or Endgame since they made him a goofball but this video definitely shed some light. I love when heroes have to deal with consequences/loss which is why I love Spider-Man so much and I thank you for making me appreciate MCU Thor way more than I did before this video.

[@thestarwarsguy1821]

This video has inspired me to carpet the walls in my house. It looks so comfy

[@movieblocks9164]

I honestly think that many people (including me) think that sometimes they are worse than they actually are. Old Scott wasn’t really bad. Just kind of inexperienced. But sometimes self awareness also comes from the fact that you shouldn’t critique yourself so hard.

[@georgethornton8833]

Scott, I love how you present the changes in Thor's character, and show a continuing arc of growth and development. I also love how you emphasized this by turning the light on yourself and your story. Though I haven't seen your older videos I have followed you for some time now and I have seen very few videos, less than a handful, that I have not enjoyed and learned from. I appreciate the work you do and wish I was in a position to do more to support you. Keep up the great work and when you begin to doubt yourself just remember that there is a large number of people out here rooting for you. Thanks again for what you do.

[@ellainaboucino5005]

I actually love your theme of ending up on the floor during a video? Really illustrates the heavy places you go. Finding the humanity in heros and gods might be your calling, dude. Thank you for sharing.

[@DarkPrject]

"I'm gonna make you all cry too" Yeah. Yeah you did. Seriously Scott, your videos are great. You're doing a good job. You're the only comic book youtuber who's videos I like. I can't really tell you what to do, but I think I speak for a lot of people when I say that you shouldn't drag yourself down on our account. We're very happy with what you produce.

[@ethanadams8109]

You make some of the most high quality videos on all of KZbin that perfectly mix comics and movies with true life lessons. I'm so glad I found your channel.

[@SkatKat]

This was a beautiful video! I'm happy someone managed to bring that scene justice. I'm glad I stumbled upon your channel. I'm glad you're following your curiosity, wherever it will take you. Good luck!

[@bruh-ur5vw]

this is a really meaningful video and great video topic! i really like how you talked about the pressure you felt as a teenager and the effect it had on you and connected it to the videos main topic.

[@thebluepacificboys]

This is now my favorite NerdSync video. Thank you, Scott.

[@thejurassicjungle1275]

Yes the Gods have Gods called "Those Who Sit in the Shadows Above", but they are Marvel creations not mythological ones

[@aidansuguitan6533]

Didn't Thor face them to prevent Ragnarok once?

[@jadehawk8162]

i think loki kinda killed them a few years back tho

[@Stamnley]

These videos are genuinely some of the best on KZbin, I know that probably wouldn't help with shit, but they are of such high quality it amazes me how few views most of them have.

[@houston-coley]

I wasn't a big fan of Ragnarok until I saw Infinity War. The brilliance of Infinity War's treatment of Thor is that it reframes all his quips and chipper smiles as coping mechanisms to hide his pain and loss.

[@TommyLuv]

losing my mother recently, this part tears me up everytime...

[@thehood3093]

Dude... Thank you. This was so real. I struggle with this kind of thing too. Love you and your videos! Keep doing what you're doing! You are worthy!

[@mio1260]

I just wanted to say that your content means a lot, and is probably one of my favourite channels right now. It's so refreshing to see personal stories, as well as stories as other people don't talk about, brought up and it really helps with my personal experience as well as understanding more things in-depth. Thank you for covering topics most avoid. It's needed and I'm glad you're doing it.

[@Estarfigam]

Scott, you, are, awesome. You have a brilliant mind, and you put out great content. I have never saw anything bad from this channel. Nothing of Earth is perfect, just do your best. We will still love you.

[@laurenb6794]

Holy crap. This video, taking about one of my favorite “funny” characters from a “silly superhero movie” absolutely wrecked me. It’s a good thing I wasn’t planning on doing too much today, because I’m going to be watching this at least 3 more times. Pulling out those moments of Thor’s intense vulnerability and putting them back-to-back… it really highlights the tragedy of his story in the MCU. Not only that but reflecting it to your own personal story made it so much more reflective of mine. Thank you for the work you did on this video, and especially the openness you had in sharing. I’m struggling right now and I know, I do, that things change and get better. But when you’re in the middle of it… it’s so hard to see that. So I deeply appreciate it.

[@Elk2319]

THIS IS LITERALLY THE BEST VIDEO IVE EVER WATCHED!!!!!!!! Thank you for this video I needed it.

[@VideoGameStoryTime]

I shed a tear at the end. That "you're worthy" was exactly what I desperately needed. Thank you.

[@pazzrihen]

Great video. You shouldn't doubt in the quality of your videos. Theyr'e all great.

[@fidellerosa]

I shouldn't have listened to this essay at work. Now I'm crying over my keyboard. I have a very similar story to yours. Also ended up with depression. I am getting help. It may take a while but I am getting better. I hope you continue your journey of wellness. Continue to forge your way in the world. Because the internet, the world, needs more men, more artists, more honest speakers, like you.

[@pimakpimak]

Well job Scott, in a 28 minutes video, you made me cry twice (once more while writing this) First, when you explained your story and how it relates to Thor and second time when you look at the mirror and say "You're worthy" I have a similar story. I'm the first in the family, older than all of my cousins and my brother and sister. They looked up to me. I did great up to high school, so I got into a really really really good school after high school, (Maths sup/Maths spé in France) and I did really good the first year (out of 2) but I did not enjoy it, I kept the smile because I was supposed to. After that, the second year is to prepare for a big entrance examination ; but because I was doing good up to that point, I was told that I should try the very very complicated exam. And I did not like the school system in place, I ran away from my responsabilities, I stayed at home, hidden in the shadow, not talking to anyone, not answering the phone (I had my own appartment) and my mother saved me. After that I stayed at my parents traumatised by what I went through. I did go the exam, failed by not that much for the best possible school. So then I had 3 choices, either I find a job like waiter or cleaner, either I find another type of school, or either I try again the next year. And after a while, I chose the latter, went back to school, but the pressure was to high so I quitted again but this time without hidding. And I practiced at home, but most importantly I visited every possible website for the different schools. And then I learned where I wanted to go, and it was clear that it wasn't what was expected from me. Now I'm entering my second year in this school, and I really like it, enjoy spending time working on school related stuff. I want to thank you for making this video, it means a lot to me. it would have made a greater impact if I would have seen it 2 years ago when I was at my lowest. Sorry for every mistakes I wrote, I'm french.

[@r.j.penfold]

You did pretty well all things considering, and I'm glad you found somewhere you're happier.

[@deakonlogic]

Dude this hit me in the chest. Thors fall and arc in endgame and conversations with his mother was also super relatable and brought out tears when I saw it. Parents and fam did the same... same fears of failure and not being what I expected I should be. Hard self reflection and taking steps to get out of our own shadows is a long and hard road.

[@SuperVstech]

Over 1.5THOUSAND LIKES... 13 dislikes... LESS THAN 20! This is an epic video of emotion and explanation.

[@nt9382]

Oh my gosh Scott, u cannot just make all of cry like this!!

[@z-naqvi8127]

Can we just appreciate Scott’s nails!!

[@KaBoomStock]

Is that “Nardo Grey”?

[@WAMTAT]

Yes we can.

[@AXOLOTLKINQ]

yeet

[@gregordavidson4178]

This is the most honest, beautifully made video on this site! It's so amazing seeing someone feel so comfortable to discuss how they feel personally whilst also delving deep into a moment that he truly loved for m Endgame, I love this

[@Vhestale]

Holy crap, I know I'm two year late with this video, but the last few seconds had me completly breaking down and crying. Thank you for this video, it gave me a lot to think about.

[@schangoDoobie]

I also love with with depression and anxiety. Thor has always been my favorite comic hero and in this movie his depiction hit me hard. Especially, when he volunteers to use the gauntlet and basically begs Spark but he tells him he’s in no condition to do so. Even Tony realizes that Thor is not ok and threats him like a friend by looking out for him. Very touching moment.

[@rhokitten]

Scott's Goal: I'm going to make you cry. Me: I'm not crying. You're crying. *sniffles*

[@tnqbird]

How much I related to Thor as someone who has suffered from depression was one of the reasons I loved the movie so much. I remember the doubt, the stress, the guilt, the self hate even that comes with it. And how I buried myself in any book/movie/show/game that sucked me to the point that I was able ignore my own horrible emotions. Even if was only for few minutes, I was desperate for those moments where I had the illusion of reprieve. I get all of that and while I'm sad you get it too Scott, I'm happy and frankly super impressed with how you addressed this in your amazing video.

[@juampyvarela]

Dude, this video touched me in so many levels. I know a lot about feeling like I'm not at the level and this video really helped me take some of that stress off. Thank you and keep with the good work! Btw just realized you paint your nails and they look nice 👌

[@Megadave-zb8uu]

I also have depression and anxiety. I subscribed to this channel because watching your videos is like hanging out with a friend who also loves superheros. That's what really matters to me, the good vibes. Thank you for doing this, I appreciate it.

[@OurKindofEntertainment]

Well damn...this pulled my heartstrings. I'm a full-time KZbinrs myself (not as many subs as you, I'm just a lousy 12k away from 100,000 but that's my long-term goal) and I understand the anxiety of hitting short term goals in terms of monetization amounts to pay the bills! It's like if my videos don't do well over the course of 24 or 48 hours I feel bad like omg...I quit my call center job for this trainwreck, BUT I just gotta believe in myself as much as I am now as when I did when I quit my job with only 11,000 subs! Keep up your great content!

[@joshuamckay551]

This is the first video that I've watched from you, I just want to say Thank You. For not cutting Actual emotion, Actual issues. it was very comforting.