The Truth About CloeCouture Losing her Mom

[@ellemorera]

Cloe literally survived through my BIGGEST fear. She’s such an incredible inspiration. Idk how she manages to stay so creative & positive. A true inspiration to me.

[@kaylanigamoras3771]

Michelle Morera ❤️

[@christinamariemoney]

Is Cloe super inspiring to anyone else?! I can't imagine losing a parent. She is so strong. She still works so hard and creates such amazing videos even after this happened to her.

[@paulanunez1706]

I literally just saw you on LaurDIY's channel LOL

[@emmma.0akley405]

Christina Marie your are right

[@victorialang2103]

i mean you cant just stop working, at least not for longer than a couple weeks when a personal tragedy happens

[@tinapinto5050]

i know what it feels like bc i lost my father to cancer when i was in kindergarten so for anyone who sees this my advice would be spend as much time as you can with ppl close to you because you never know what could happen i wish i would’ve done that because when my dad got sick i was afraid to spend time with him and now i wish i had and i really regret it

[@skyla1555]

Definitely one of my biggest role models!!😌☺️

[@HeatherMarie23]

I lost my father when I was 15. I had a girl say "so what he's dead, get over it." The thing is you never get over it. Every milestone is a reminder that you don't have that parent to experience it with. I don't have someone to walk me down the aisle, to have a daddy-daughter dance at my wedding, etc. You learn to live without them, and that's weird, but you always have a void of them not being there.

[@avavids3984]

Heather Marie my mom died in February, and I was the one that found her and had to call 911 and had to preform cpr at age 11.... I miss her everyday and I understand everything you said

[@sophiaterlizzi7282]

Heather Marie praying for u!!❤️❤️

[@schr4pnel]

My mom died when I was five. I have to go through life without a mother to talk with about my problems, about my crush, about puberty, about homework, about everything throughout my entire life! The only person close to me like that is my best friend, ZoeyTheWeirdo. Thats her yt name, please go sub to her, shes like my sister to me..! Her channel link? No problamo: kzbin.info/door/XjUemQXg4JWl4aFrXoGpwA

[@Laura-vs6fs]

I lost my father when I was 16 and I feel the same. I am glad I still have my mother, who danced with me when we had the daughter father prom dance and I am also planing to have her and my brother walk me down the aisle even though I never told them that. It has been 2 and a half years and time surely flies fast. I hope you find the same support I had and still have till this day. For me the hardest part is telling it to new people I meet, so barely anybody at my university knows it, since I can't just blab it out. Even though I said it casually to one friend, while we were walking across the street lol But yeah, lost of love and we can be strong and get through this.

[@Momosaymkay]

Heather Marie that girl needs to be slapped. I’m sorry she said that to you.

[@macclark9946]

As someone who lost her mom and her sister to cancer, this is something I've never heard anyone describe. This pain feels so lonely, hearing someone else describe exactly how I feel is so comforting and makes me feel less alone. Thank you for this

[@zeinaabuhassan1946]

Omg I'm so sorry stay strong

[@ZenithKissana]

Losing a parent is one of the hardest things ever, Cloe is so strong

[@viktoriamh3442]

Help me develop the channel. You can go and watch my videos🐱✨ And sorry for spamming💕♥️

[@ZenithKissana]

Sara Alexandra i’m so sorry for your loss. May god shower you with strength ❤️

[@sweetbeautifulorbs263]

Viktoria Myhero Wrong fucking time to ask for attention.

[@AlexaPaige]

The quality of these “Truth About” videos blows my mind 🙌🏻 So well produced and inspiring to hear how these KZbinrs have real like things going on in their lives just like everyone else 💜💜💜

[@paige_is_a_psychic]

Alexa Paige we have the same name

[@viktoriamh3442]

Help me develop the channel. You can go and watch my videos🐱✨ And sorry for spamming💕♥️

[@arinatorsniper4990]

True I wanted to say the same thing

[@adri7703]

I did not like her before and thought she was different and her life was perfect I respect her now

[@AllyandJohnny]

*I really needed this my father passed away when I was a teenager and now my mom was diagnosed with Lou Gehrig’s disease and is dying and it’s been the darkest season of my life thus far. My mom is my best friend and is my everything my heart feels like it’s completely shattered watching her suffer like this.* *Thank you thank you thank you for making me feel less alone. Also if anyone else out there is losing or has lost a parent I am always here to talk.* 💔💔💔

[@alive101m]

I’m crying because I never want to lose my mom 💔

[@katiex7607]

Vianey Mora sammmmme I love and will treasure my mum and forever 💞💞💞💞❤️

[@maisieh1271]

same

[@angelaguzman7686]

Same

[@emilykerley]

trust me it hurts so bad. my mom died january 13th 2018 from a heart attack and i miss her just as much as i did the day she left. please tell your mom that you love her. tell her that you’re sorry for all the things you’ve done to her. forgive her for all of the things that she has done to you. be nice to her because when she’s gone, it’ll hurt so bad if you were mean to her trust me. it hasn’t gotten better for me yet but people say that it does so when it does happen, just know that hopefully it will eventually get better.

[@borhyme3597]

Same

[@jilliantuttle3905]

This is what Cloe stands for Courageous Loving Open Even AMAZING

[@aftabalam8510]

Excellent*

[@baesic6299]

Have you seen what Chloe is doing now!

[@allissaanne7174]

I hope Cloe sees these comments and realizes there are people who support her and the ways she feels. She lost her Mom at the age you need your mom the most. So sad, I hope this helped her get some of those feelings out and lifted some of that sadness off of her shoulders.

[@Nicolettaxo]

I love this series! please keep it coming! Cried throughout this entire one! I am still dealing with a passing as well this has helped me so much you have no idea thank you!!! you are so courageous and inspiring Cloe

[@sarahanne3046]

Nicoletta xo me too! I kinda had to stop for a little so I didn’t keep crying

[@ashleycole8948]

Nicoletta xo this is honestly true I totally understand what you are going through I have currently lost 2 very important people so I understand you but we gotta be strong and it is easier said than done but it’s still hard

[@marynels]

Nicoletta xo this video was absolutely beautiful, i too lost my mom. This video made me cry, but also shed some well needed light.

[@issib2793]

I watch your videos xx

[@kezziahangel]

Nicoletta xo I love you so much ❤️😩 Sorry to hear you what you’re going through stay strong girl☺️💕

[@THEbrittkneedanyell]

I’ve cried so much watching this. I’ve never lost a parent and I couldn’t imagine it. I love you Cloe and Niki. ❤️

[@awesomegirl3605]

Do the truth about Meredith foster!!

[@katebourque5458]

I’ve watched all the “truth about” videos and this is by far my favorite. I dealt with the same as Chloe 3 years ago and this video really hit me hard. For someone who’s gone through that, I know I am not at the point where I can talk like Chloe did. She is incredibly strong.

[@havilahjuliet1591]

I lost my dad 4 years ago and I could relate to everything she said . Cloe is strong.

[@miabrown4785]

the fact that someone would actually comment 'you're faking it' honestly breaks my heart

[@КсенияРен-у6щ]

i get how awful that is - i just feel like this wasnt what broke my heart it was her mother sick in hospital

[@zeatrinity6690]

OMG hart broke too, almost cried.

[@monkoop1253]

Mia brown hi

[@evaanderson1111]

Mia Brown I know right my friend lost her dad once and no one understands how hard it is and no one would be able to fake it without giving clues away and without spilling the beans Guys this is a serious thing that happens to people in this

[@shaeleahumphreys8329]

Mia Brown true

[@Marina-uc6wv]

I lost my dad due to leukemia. He was a good man and loving. Miss him a ton! 😭😭😭😭

[@TTP-zt1qn]

OMG I'm so sorry 😣😣😦😦😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤💖💗💞

[@alexae4674]

So sry my school actually did a fundraiser for those who have it we raised over 5k

[@ru20071]

candy_slimes sorry ☹️stay strong

[@itz_izzi45]

candy_slimes I’m sorry for your loss💗he is in a better place now☺️❤️

[@rananbhattacharya9140]

I am so sorry... at least he’s in a peaceful place

[@kourt1462]

It takes a lot of courage to talk about topics like this. This series brings awareness and people together. Thank you.

[@TarynLazinski]

So true! Much respect

[@nayrocknthebeat]

Really loved seeing this side of Cloe , I honestly would have never guessed that she was going through all that. Helps me see her in a different light. That girl is so damn strong!

[@devankathryn]

I lost my mom 6 years ago to cancer when I was 17 and it changed every single thing about my life. It’s breaks you in ways you never thought were possible. But what Cloe might not realize is just how strong she is. Not everyone is built to go through the shit that we have at the ages we did, but she will forever hold that strength ♥️

[@chocolatelover7325]

Devan Landers I’m so sorry for you ❤️ I wish the best for you and your family ❤️

[@BeccaLouise67]

Devan Landers I’m so sorry, I lost my mum to cancer 4 and a half years ago, she was 48 I hate to see anyone that has been through similar situations to me. It’s horrible, the fact that I was 12 at the time and I’m now nearly 17 and I always think how she isn’t going to be in my life anymore. There is not going to be a point where you ‘get over it!’. I totally understand where Cloe is coming from when she says about people saying that she apparently ‘used her Mum for publicity’. I can’t even understand how people could possibly think that, a girl I went to school with told me this too and I was gobsmacked how someone could say that about me. To anyone who is going through the same or similar thing, stay strong and make them proud ❤️

[@corrinastarz]

I lost my mom october 29th 2019 after watching her deteriorate in front of my eyes for 56 days. It was a sudden diagnosis and I became her care taker. She was the most courageous woman ever. She passed away at my house. I miss you mommy I can't believe it's been 3 months it hurts

[@lucygomez6663]

Keep strong 💞💞

[@tiffanyvogt]

I feel all of your pain as I lost a parent as well. 🫶

[@mollynicolehome]

This had in tears, I could not imagine going through what Cloe did. This series is so real and raw, thank you for doing this niki!

[@ashleyscott5166]

When she said there is no book for grieving I felt that I lost my mom 4 years ago I know the feeling it broke my heart hearing her talk about this and it doesn’t get easier and people always feel like there is a time for grieving and there isn’t I will miss my mom and cry unexpectedly from little things that remind me of her forever

[@savannamichelle]

how could someone ever say that Chloe out of all people, fake her sadness for her mothers passing, i cant even imagine loosing a parent, of someone close to me.. and how committed she is to her job she made it seem like it didn’t affect her, i feel heartbroken for her.. it’s been awhile but prayers towards you Chloe💓

[@hispanicqueen1607]

My mum didn’t pass away but she was very Ill she was in and out of hospitals with strokes and she started to look different and wasn’t able to do every day stuff . But I’m thankful that she’s still with me . Xxxx . I’m sorry for anybody’s loss . 💖💖💖

[@kadija2bah75]

Hispanic Queen aww! I hope she feels better💕 and I’m praying for her🙏🏽. May god bless ur family. Much love 💗

[@mariaselena296]

My parents passed away when I was 18 as well. They both passed from cancer. My mom passed away first then 6 months later my dad. I’m 23 now and it still hurts. It will always hurt and i feel like at different times it comes back like if it was happening in that moment.I understand her 100% I didn’t let it hit me till a year or 2 later. Now it just randomly hits me. She is so strong and i admire her strength. ❤️

[@mariaselena296]

Gabi actually gave me some advice after I sent her a video dm I believe on insta! I know people won’t believe me but it’s true. It was around the holidays a few years ago I think when I reached out to her and she was so kind and DM’d me back. She talked to me about her friend passing from cancer as well.. Her words helped me a lot ❤️

[@melinaasifuentes5913]

You are also so strong and brave. They must be so proud of you.

[@alexchanelbabyyy]

I feel for you! I was 21 when I lost my dad then my mom left 8 months followed by my uncle 2 Months after that. I thought I lost it all 3 deaths in less then a year. It was so hard to swallow because my Mom was my best friend.. people say it gets easier when it fact some days seem harder then others, god is your strength & the thing I learned is people are not going to know the struggle of losing parents until you been through it . Just know we all have angels above watching & protecting us everyday❤️

[@dijanajovanov1c]

Maria Selena My mom death something like 6 or 7 monts before.😞😢😭

[@tabithathewholistic]

Wow!🙏🙏🙏

[@kristaandeveryn2259]

Literally ugly cried the WHOLE time. What a strong, independent, selfless woman. Cloe is such an inspiration and can teach many other young adults that it is possible to lose someone you're close to and continue to work and strive to be the best you can be while still grieving and processing something so intense and powerful. These videos are so inspirational and such an amazing way to use a large platform for good and to spread awareness and knowledge instead of teaching someone how to put on eyeshadow or any other minuscule topic. Love love love love love

[@AM-ue8mu]

I never knew she lost her mum.. it’s so upsetting how she feels she can’t talk about it because of people giving her hate... who the eff are you to tell someone that they are faking their mums death and grief. I’m writing this and watching it .. ah I’m gonna start crying, A few months ago I experienced 2 deaths in my family.. it was so hard ... I can’t imagine how much pain she’s gone through with her own mother passing away. Xx

[@iraqia7056]

*APPRECIATE YOUR MOM WHILE SHE IS STILL ALIVE* trust me if anything happens to her, you'll never get her back 😔

[@emilybird7749]

Copied.

[@luvwnda714]

@@emilybird7749 oml are you stupid? The person that did this comment was the SAME PERSON as the person at the top. I don't know how to word that lol but just READ THE NAME before commenting dumbass.

[@eliza7972]

Sara Akbar Please don’t use that kind of language...... I don’t want to sound bossy or anything but you don’t know how old some viewers are.... Again I apologise if I sound rude or bossy or anything like that but I hope you get what I mean...... 😐

[@dineshsehgal5959]

And dad

[@yamboy1pl]

😭😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❣

[@101pelusa]

so much respect for her ! i wouldnt be able to get through a minute of this without completely breaking down if i was in her shoes

[@KatelynClary]

My mother passed four weeks ago today. I needed this video. A timing sent from above. Thank you Cloe for talking about it. And you should bring it to your channel. Whatever helps you cope will bring good.

[@danaalli5205]

i’m so sorry for your loss, i lost my mom in 2015. she’s watching over you and with you at all times

[@ameliachaves8449]

I am so sorry for your loss😢 just remember she will always be by your side Stay strong😀

[@Letssaylalathings]

Katelyn Clary I’m so sorry for you loss ❤️

[@ioanagabriela3960]

I’m so sorry for your loss, but keep smiling and everything will be fine.😓🙂

[@veronikaroth6823]

im so so sorry to hear this xxxxxxxxxx

[@alyssab2890]

My mom passed away from cancer when I was 10 and now I’m almost 14. And I’ve gone through some of this stuff too. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through. Ever. And this is such a helpful video. Thank you guys💜

[@MichaelMathewelnathan]

R.I.P God bless you She is in a better place now. You are a strong person I'm 13and i can't imagine what life would be.

[@labrantlover6534]

• simplyalyssa • OMG! Im so sry!!

[@inamorata222]

I’m 11 nearly 12 my mom passed when I was 8. She was my best friend. I’m traumatized. She died right infront of me ;(. RIP your mum.

[@parispaulk9418]

My mom passed when I was 8 :(

[@Gleidys91]

@@inamorata222 I'm really sorry you went through that. If you even need someone to talk to shoot me a message with your email. My mom passed when I was 7 and now I'm 27 and let me tell you, I wish I had someone to talk to as t your age. I am more than willing to listen and help you in anyway if I could. 💗 We rise by helping others. God bless!

[@BronwynAlexandriaa]

So disgusting of people to attack someone when they are being vulnerable and honest about a terrible event in their life. Disgusting.

[@titioke739]

I can’t even begin to imagine what it’s like to lose a parent 😓😓😓😓 Thank you for doing this series this was really eye opening! Daily gratitudes are so important

[@glipgloss7981]

Ya youre parents are such an important part of your life.of course when there here you love them so much and there so important but you realy dont realize what a huge part they are in your life until there gone and it hurts so much. Unfortunately i have gone through this so im just telling you if you have them both chareshe your time like its the last day don't argue about dum stupid things because trust me you'll regret it love them with all your heart 😢❤👪

[@frostbite469]

Ya I wish I had appreciated my dad more he passed away when I was only 11 he's in heaven now with no more cancer appreciate them

[@Pocketdekuwu]

Well I can explain a bit the feeling . I recently lost my mom to cancer ( three months ago to be exact ) ... at first I was fine .? I pretended she was home (I don’t live with my parents I am 24 ). But as the weeks passed I realized that I would never receive a call from her again, or a text on messenger ... I ended up closing my fb because all I had there were post from her that she has sent me days prior to passing ... I deleted her phone number , and txt to stop myself from re reading them and crying ( I saved them to my email tho along with the last voice recording of our last conversation I had of her two hrs before she passed ) ... as the weeks went by I felt emptiness ... I didn’t cry tho ... it felt like a void ... like my life was ripped out of me . It wasn’t until two weeks ago that I cried ... I sobbed myself to sleep for a whole week , I kept forgetting she was dead and when the realization hit ... I would panic and cry . I felt like I was going insane .... so I did something I hadn’t done before because I wasn’t ready , I visited her grave two sundays ago ... and I sat there and cried ,sobbed and screamed ... seeing her grave for the first time since she passed weirdly enough gave me the closure I needed ... I got up and left ... cried on my way home ... but it felt peaceful. I’m not saying I am all better now because I am crying as I write this ... but I have to move forward for her because I know that’s what she wanted . But to put it simply , losing a parent specially a mother specially when you are still young without kids and not married is like losing half of yourself . It’s one of the worst grief one can go through .

[@alexismora3907]

You are so strong! Pocket knife

[@angelapearce4988]

my dad died :(

[@mianichita.8817]

her mother was actually so gorgeous.

[@mianichita.8817]

i bet she was as beautiful as she looked

[@yowassupkids337]

Yes she was a truly amazing person like Cloe but she was taken away cuz she was too good for the world

[@engineer523]

ج

[@yasmin-lq8pp]

Just like her 💖

[@sarahdiguido4480]

mia nichita. Cloe must has gotten that from her mom

[@brain865]

Meredith Foster should be in this series. Give this comment a thumbs up if you agree

[@jimenatorres6046]

Susie_94 I just don't think she's ready :/

[@gracie9258]

What happened to her

[@mzeroual6715]

she lost a lot of weight, and kinda of isolated herself from her old friends and her subscribers are concerned that she is going through something major like an eating disorder and so on

[@confectionari5417]

PLEASE

[@Aber92Amber]

Susie_94 LEAVE HER ALONE, After what they did to her and tried to force things, how you’d feel with people pushing you with those things again? It’s not cool.

[@Farahawdi]

I actually lost my mother when I was five years old and now I am 11

[@roziicrafts]

Too sad

[@roziicrafts]

Too sad your dad didn't sawed you grow up more.

[@danna1122]

Farah Awdi god bless you

[@rananbhattacharya9140]

So sorry for you❤️

[@habibanoureldine1574]

I'm so sorry

[@Triinuuuu]

I literally cried through this whole video. She is so strong, I don't feel I could ever be like this. My dad is currently fighting lung cancer so it kinda hit home for me. Every single day I wake up and I'm scared I will never see him again. I live across the country from my parents and I feel guilt for that too. Thanks for this video! This showed me that no matter what happens the life goes on and there are ways to deal with it.

[@charlotteedgecombe9767]

The life of Triinu tell your dad to keep fighting praying 🙏 for him

[@Triinuuuu]

Thank you so much! Unfortunately, he has reached stage four and is hospitalised. I can only hope he is with us as long as possible but his doctor says it's not long anymore.

[@mvrke5968]

:/ my nan was fighting cancer for 10 years :( the last time I saw her was 3 months before her death and I wasn’t there to see her one more last time (bc I live in Australia and she lives in New Zealand ) and oml the news I was hearing from my dad honestly broke my heart. He would say things like she can hardly breath, move etc and ugahhhh !! It just breaks my heart ;( she sadly passed away on June 14th 2018 ((I was very happy on that day as it was my bsf bday..but yk I got sad etc...) and a month after that July 14th my uncle had passed away from the same thing my nan. Be strong and don’t lose hope! Prayers going to you and your family :)

[@2oldforthis332]

same this is so sad, I'm literally watching this in the middle of the day, and my heart is bursting.

[@nolatomic9303]

Me too i crywd so much💜

[@kelseymiller2288]

This is probably one of my all time favorite episodes. Niki and Cloe, thank you so much for putting this on KZbin. It was so eye-opening and powerful to watch and listen to. Cloe, you are amazing and strong and hearing your story has made me look at things differently. Thank you both for doing this 💕

[@ashleyhayes1793]

cloe*

[@kelseymiller2288]

Ashley Noelle sorry. I just changed it :)

[@plutoandunicorn3404]

Same. I love hearing the truth about real things rather then like “OMG someone stalks me!” Then a QnA and the very last question being “has anyone stalked you”like other youtubers do

[@haileyruggi1656]

i feel like she should do one with meredith foster

[@KikiMeowKitty]

Hailey Ruggi yes!

[@lailaal-ali7649]

Yessssss

[@jaclyncerniglia7447]

what happened to her. i don’t really watch her but ??

[@kaylasantan2206]

It’s ok cloe my mom passed away 2mouths ago I miss her so much 😪😭😭😭😭

[@irissimmons8226]

I’m so sorry. Praying for you and your family.

[@taishafawcett1573]

Kayla Santan I’m soooo sorry 😔❤️

[@jmoreadb]

I'm sorry

[@megleigh1405]

this comet so emotional I don't know i am crying right now

[@geraintthomas6454]

Same here

[@elladavis4235]

I’m speechless. I am honestly in tears. I am so sorry that you lost your mom. I went through something similar. My Grandpa who I was extremely close with passed away from cancer when I was 3. Every night I cry because I miss him so much. I always ask my parents to remind me about what he was like. They always say how he was such a kind, funny and amazing person. Everyday I pray for him in heaven. This video has helped me realize how I am not the only one who has gone through this. You have taught me how to appreciate how lucky I am to be me. I couldn’t imagine losing my Mom or Dad. I will pray for your Mom that she is in heaven and I will pray for you. Just remember you can get through this, your strong, beautiful, kind generous and many more. Your amazing. Then you so much for showing me how much I should appreciate myself. Much love, Ella❤️

[@kaykaysway1992]

Love this series. I cant believe people were so mean to say she was faking smh

[@Emily-9005]

Kay Kay's Way Those people dont know what anxiety, mental health feels like and thinks that "being perfect" is a thing because its not and they just think all KZbinrs will just pretend what they feel. KZbinrs are human beings just like the rest of us they just have an inspiration for people around the world, there is no difference between KZbinrs and normal people. I feel like this series is definitely not staged and its probably one of the most raw content uploaded on KZbin.

[@sandysilva4493]

My mom passed away from cancer when I was sixteen and my son passed away two weeks ago I understand completely things will get easier stay strong

[@lizziefashionlover]

❤️💔❤️💔

[@lilydewtorres]

Oh my gosh I’m so sorry!!! I can’t imagine losing my son. So so so so so sorry

[@aylinidrovo3910]

Lily Dew I’m really sorry for your loss

[@mixgx110]

may they rest in peace. god bless angel❤️

[@sandysilva4493]

Lily Dew he was still born, thank you

[@angelica22805]

I cannot imagine losing either of my parents and I am so fortunate to not have gone through any hardships through my life so far. Chloe you are so strong please feel that you can talk to us. You deserve to have peace and happiness. Niki this is a beautiful series I am so proud of you for doing this.

[@heyimmimi]

Lost my dad in late august of last year, and my emotions were the same as cloe's. At the beginning, I didn't want to think about what had happened, so I focused on school and kind of shut everything out. I was watching an episode of life sentence like 8 months later where Stella's dad had a heart attack and survived, and Stella says, "I can't imagine living without you" and her dad says, "I'm not going anywhere." That really hit me because my dad had said the same thing, only, he wasn't there. I started sobbing and thought about that he won't see me get married and walk me down the isle, he won't see me graduate high school, he won't see my future baby. I hate when I see people complaining about how annoying their mom is or even back talking their parents, because in that moment they don't realize what they have and how lucky they are. Never lose sight of what you have and be grateful everyday and you will be okay like Cloe. Love u Cloe and niki, this was so inspirational.

[@taniaparedes8964]

Omg wow you ate so inspirational

[@merin3650]

HeyImMimi im really sorry for your loss 💔

[@Karina-zg2ne]

I lost my dad when i was 8 months... but sry for ur loss

[@alexafa6057]

I’m sorry for ur loss... I can’t imagine how it felt and the closest that I have felt lime that is when my grandpa died and I had a best friend’s grandpa was in the hospital and also died but I think that that is how my cousin felt as well bc my cousin lost one of his grandpas like 3 months before this happened 💔💔 and she always says that it feels scary and awful bc she doesn’t want anyone else to die and my aunt also says this cause my grandpa died 1 day before her birthday 💔❤️💔

[@sandrafriel7985]

That IS so inspirational and true

[@skeletonkitty]

I want to start off by saying thank you, thank you Niki for filming this video with Cloe this has come at the right time for me, making this will hopefully make people think about grief a little more to realise that it will happen to us all and it does happen to people across the world every single day. Also it teaches us to never take anyone,anything, yourself or your life for granted so we should all live our best lives and selves until it is our time to leave the universe. Cloe thank you so much for being so honest,courageous and opening up about what you have been through after losing your mum to an illness. This year is the tenth year since my own mum passed away from a life threatening illness also, it's called Fabry's disease something that is genetic and has no treatments or cures. Not many doctors or even medical scientist's know what it is since it is so unheard of, i'm not sure if it's rare but in my family it runs through my mothers side and it has taken many of my relatives who i have never known ... Including my mum who passed away, i was adopted at the age of 4 and unfortunately i never got to know my biological family my mum gave me up out of love because of the illness she didn't want me to grow up seeing her suffer every single day of her life and then for me to have to suffer the heartwrenching loss of her physically. I will always be forever grateful to her for giving me a second chance at having a happy life, a second chance to have a loving and caring family (just like our blood family is) a second chance to have a childhood without heartbreak, a teenage hood which then lead on into adulthood that i am currently in now. I was 15 when i lost her in my final year (grade) at school studying to do my last ever exams, go to prom and recieve my results from my exams, then go onto college. It was supposed to be one of the happiest of times in my life but it soon quickly turned to tragedy i will never forget the day i had the news broken to me of when my mum left the world, on the day she went home to heaven i was at home celebrating mother's day with my adoptive family and we had no idea that my biological mum had a heart attack in the back of an ambulance which was mean't to of been her treatment day for dialysis. My grandad was on his way to the hospital at the time and he had bought some flowers to give to her but as soon as he arrived the doctors and nurses told him to wait outside while they rushed in to try and resuscitate my mum, he was so confused and had no clue of what was happening to her only then he was told a matter of seconds later that she left and her suffering finally ended. Sunday 2 March 2008 is the anniversary day i cannot believe it has been ten years already i am still struggling immensely with the grief, acceptance, letting go,understanding why it happened and why we never got to meet. I lost my mum twice, the first time was when she gave me up out of love as a baby after year of my mum getting support to try and raise me by herself but to no fault of her own she could not do it due to other things besides the illness and then the second time was when i lost her forever .. If she had survived a little longer i would've had the opportunity to go and find her once i turned 18 which was only a few more years away at the time. I had to wait until that age because i was growing up in foster care so i couldn't just go and find out where she was due to reasons i don't wish to publicly discuss on here. Our lives together were never meant to be which is one of the hardest things to have to accept and deal with, now i'm 26 it's excruciatingly difficult living my life at a stage where i will be going through life changes in the future like getting married, having a baby etc and she will never be here to experience it with me. I know i have my adoptive parents which i am grateful for but not having the person who gave life to me to never getting to become a grandmother or seeing me walk down the aisle to marry the love of my life (who ever that may be) is so painful and crushing. Hearing and seeing you talk about your loss has really helped me to try to put my life back together and heal the life long wounds i have so i can slowly start to come to terms with everything, by doing that i desperately want to have counselling as i haven't been able to move on by myself. THANK YOU CLOE for agreeing with Niki to speak out, so many people out there who have fortunately never gone through this do not understand or know what it is like to lose someone they love, they tell us to "just get over it" or tell us how to mourn and grieve our loss such hurtful,cruel inhumane comments. I always tell myself to not listen and do it in my own way, my own time not to how society thinks or heartless people, death and grief do change you as a person your life is never the same ever again, it throws you into such darkness and the unknown but also makes you into the person you will become further down the adventure of your life, lots of life lessons included. Over time for me it has gotten better in some ways which is positive but i know i still have a long way to travel until i am truly healed mentally and physically, happy in the truest form , but also freedom from heartbreak and pain. At some point i will let go and let my mum rest in peace but to never forget everything i have been told by many people who had the pleasure of knowing her of all the things she was as a person and always will be . i may have no memory of her but i have photo's and lots of stories i have been told about her and even ones i have not yet, her spirit around me protecting me forever and knowing that i was loved by her unconditionally. Sorry for telling the whole story but i wanted to reach out and tell you in the only way i know how, whoever is reading this and has gotten all the way to the end (CONGRATULATIONS!! 😂🎉❤) could you please like and tag my comment to cloe so she sees this please? It would mean the world to me. Okay i'm going now, bye! Xoxo

[@kayleebruton537]

This is amazing and I’m so sorry for your loss ♥️

[@annregnitue1641]

you’re one strong girl, don’t forget that💛

[@heyitsperf4293]

Keep living and make wise choices life is only once I’m not telling you to forget about that but I’m telling you to be strong and just enjoy yourself and never give up

[@emilymacie6844]

Annie Graham reading this made me cry, I am so sorry I don’t know what else to say, stay strong! 😢😀

[@valcreates9323]

Annie Graham so sorry and I love the end of your comment 😂

[@siobhanslife6519]

This hit me so hard! My mum has Myeloma cancer, and I get the “you feel like you lost you Mum before you actually lost her” I see my mum deteriorating every day, she looks normal, happy and healthy to other people, but I know the changes, I see her changing and sometimes she doesn’t seem like herself, and it is like you lose little parts of them, it’s hard because my mums cancer can’t be cured, and it’s heart breaking knowing I don’t have a lot of time left with my mum, but it makes me want to do more and make more memories with her! I admire cloe so much, to put this out there and it helps others dealing with this feel like the emotions they have are normal! Thank you cloe for doing this 💕💕💕💕

[@priyaa3533]

BeautyBySiobhan 💛

[@makaylanunez1547]

Be strong, your mom is strong and I bet you she is. Stay strong❤️

[@hwitt2180]

❤

[@irene5628]

When I was about 3 years old I lost my uncle on my dads side. His wife (my aunt) became a widow. When it happened I didnt really want to talk about it because it made me sad. I knew how my aunt was feeling because she wasn't exactly herself. One day my sisters and I went to a church in NJ with my aunt. During the beginning evrything was fine, it was just like normall church day. Finally it was time for the priest and servers to exit. The song that started to play brought my aunt to tears. I didn't understand why she was crying, so I asked. The answer made me cry too. It was their wedding song. After that I had to talk to her about it. I don't know why but I was scared. I was scared to say how I felt because I didn't want to make other people remember it and bring them to tears. I still think about him sometimes. One of the things I miss the most was how funny he was. He always made me laugh if I was sad, and he let me do his makeup. I miss him and I know my aunt misses him most but, yesterday I brought her to a dance/ carnival at my school, and I was able to get her to tell me more. I know he is watching over me and he still loves me. If Chloe ever reads this (which I don't think she will have time) I want her to know she is not alone and I know how she feels. I also felt like I couldn't let people know how I feel because, I didn't want them to be sad and I still do with problems at school with friends.

[@basschick92]

This topic NEEDS to be talked about. I relate when she talks about grieving and that there isn’t a text book way to grieve and she will randomly burst into tears. One moment she can talk about her mom with no problem but the next time she can’t without crying. I understand. My uncle died in elementary school. But not having him at my wedding hurt. I would randomly think about him while driving, have to pull over and cry because the pain hurt so much. This was a very bracing thing to open up and talk about.

[@jasmineuribe94]

Wow, I didn’t know this about Cloe! That’s crazy! I’m so proud of her 💕

[@RachelsDarling]

cloe is so incredibly inspiring and strong

[@chlo3135]

RachelsDarling Yesss. Cloe every time amaze me so much.

[@viktoriamh3442]

Help me develop the channel. You can go and watch my videos🐱✨ And sorry for spamming💕♥️

[@justineharnett9272]

And Chloe stay strong your mum would want you to be happy ❤️💖

[@KaitColleen]

Cloe- You are an incredible inspiring soul.... Niki- This series is so so beautiful.

[@brianagraham805]

Kait Colleen I don’t get it

[@madismith6325]

Briana graham same

[@miyalovsu]

Hahahaha

[@hollybateman7164]

I don’t get it

[@sophiav7126]

She saying that chole was talking about the person while niki was talking about the video

[@Itsneiradiaz]

Those we love don't go away . They walk beside us everyday .

[@jaydaleach8721]

Neira That was so cute😭I love it❤️

[@Emily-9005]

They never leave our side.

[@haileywasheree]

Ahhhhhh Cloe my faveee 😭😭 I remember when she made that goodbye video to her mom 😭 I can't imagine losing a parent

[@leahsynge8817]

LittleMissHailey it’s really hard..., please keep your loved one close cause you won’t know how much you love them until they are gone

[@laylalianne8961]

Sameee!

[@audenjaeger2531]

Me too

[@Sherly.m110]

LittleMissHailey ikr same 😭

[@jen-kg3do]

yeah, neither can i. I once cried just thinking about it

[@kyryannn]

This hit me hard, my mom passed away a year ago and basically was sick my whole life as well. Thanks so much for opening up Cloe! 💜

[@evaanderson1111]

I can’t imagine losing my mum I treasure her and she’s my best friend ever I love her so dearly in my heart and soul

[@fransea]

loved this episode! what a beautiful reminder to be appreciative of what and who we have in our lives ❤️❤️❤️

[@viktoriamh3442]

Help me develop the channel. You can go and watch my videos🐱✨ And sorry for spamming💕♥️

[@oliviab3291]

Just balling my eyes over here!!! You're so strong Cloe

[@kaori4662]

I know how cloe feels i lost one of my grandma like 6 or 5 years ago I still miss her 😭

[@maimunamaha576]

Aww Thais so sad I also lose my grandma in the age of 7 😢😭😢😭

[@reannetyx]

Aww sorry for your grandmas loss

[@ARedVelvetBunnie]

Im sorry but losing a grandma is not like losing a mom....

[@vicceee]

@@ARedVelvetBunnie doesn’t matter. you’re still losing someone extremely close to you. I lost my grandma too and it was literally like losing a mother. because she was like a mother to me.

[@lilygracesturgess220]

I am 12, and I lost my Mum a the end of last year, so it is interesting listening to others experiences with this. I feel you Clo

[@gisellemadrigal5641]

I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re not alone. My brother who is 12 years old and I are currently going through a lot as well. My mom is slowly dying. It’s a lot but stay strong !

[@charliedown6811]

Lily Grace sorry for your loss💕

[@MichaelMathewelnathan]

omg you are so strong I would be a mess if that happened to me.

[@adrianagonzalezmoreno6211]

Lily Grace I’m sooo sorry for your loss . Stay strong 💜

[@shaniloja4199]

Giselle Madrigal Prayers to her and your family❤🙏🙏🙏

[@RenL0h]

I am absolutely devastated for cloe and her loss- i wish that when i lost my dad that i had as much strength and composure as she posesses! I have no doubt in my mind at all that wherever she believes her mom is now and wherever her energy was carried that she is absolutely proud of her.

[@FabiolaSuarez]

Omg this is a sad experience to go through.. Stay strong Chloe. I myself in February got the horrible news my mother had colon cancer. The doctor said it was there minimum 10 years ago and they had to do emergency surgery now. I was so sad and depressed thinking about the possibility of losing my mother.. I spent night praying and crying. But thanks to the wonderful God there. Everything in the surgery went well and it was Stage 1 Cancer. WOW. It was a miracle. I appreciate my mother SO SO MUCH NOW. ❤️

[@sophiefagn9581]

@Fabiola Suarez my dad died three years ago when I was 11 to a heart attack it was very unexpected and I hope u cherish every day with ur mom and I wish her well

[@FabiolaSuarez]

Caoimhe Wogan Thank you so much Caoimhe. I’m so sorry for your loss. Stay strong. Every one will one day go through that as well 🙁 sadly

[@kaseymarie2855]

Fabiola Suárez what is crazy is that this exact same thing happened to my father. he got diagnosed with colon cancer about ten years ago and he’s still cancer free everything is gone now! much love to you and your mom ❤️

[@FabiolaSuarez]

Kasey Marie So happy to hear this. Glad other people are here to support each other. KZbin is amazing! God bless your father

[@lidahanson5908]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@amberhunold2133]

I lost my mom in January of this year. It is the worst pain I could’ve ever imagined and Cloe explained it close to perfect of how your mind works after something like this happens to you. I’m so proud of how much she’s grown and I hope to do the same one day and be able to come to terms with what happened. I love you mom💗

[@christopherlamas9225]

I respect this girl Cloe. I used to come across her videos. I would honestly roll my eyes. Now knowing her story. Shes gonna make her mom really proud in the future

[@gabiocampos]

Christopher Lamas she is making her proud *

[@user-ms8os2kx1g]

u should do one w adelaine i feel like shes always so happy and its ungenuiene

[@irannybabesz]

nah i think its genuine .

[@itsabbeybabe]

I was very nervous to watch this. I lost my dad this summer and this morning I woke up having a hard morning but I decided maybe I needed to see this. After watching this I'm so glad I did. It was comforting hearing someone talk about the things you go through and feel that people don't necessarily understand. I have good days and days where I feel like I'm doing ok and days like this week I've had probably the hardest week since, because I've held in all my emotions. I needed to hear the part about how sometimes she just feels an overwhelming wave of emotions randomly and starts crying and the medium told her that was her mom, because I know exactly what she's talking about. It changed my way of looking at those moments when that happens. Thank you so much Cloe for opening up and talking about this and Niki for posting this.❤️

[@Isabo1plays1guitar]

i agree! I just lost my dad to cancer this year and I was so confused and didn't know how to deal with it. But seeing this video and beeing able to relate to so many things she said gave me such an overwhelming feeling of not beeing alone that i haven't had all this time. This helped so much!!!

[@rebeccah.7721]

I’m two years late to this video but this was needed so much for everyone I think ❤️ processing grief is so different for everyone - nobody’s grief process is ever the same and it sucks that she felt like people would tell her to get over it a year later. I hope she’s better at least now ♥️ absolutely love her videos!

[@skylarleeofficial]

You are so strong Cloe.

[@jaymelynn9835]

I remember finding her video about her mom passing on the anniversary of my moms death and just watching it over and over crying until I fell asleep. I never knew her mom was sick for so long but I’m so happy she made this video with you. She truly was my inspiration to do more and to be more grateful while I was still mourning my own moms death for years

[@sophiedatt8687]

Wow I’m crying would you do a video on the truth about having an addict as a sibling or mom or dad my Brothers a drug addict That’s why’s I thought of this topic

[@breena_x]

Sophie Datt SUCH A GOOD IDEA!!

[@Hannamichelleb]

@nikidemar i have a parent and sibling and other relatives that are addicts and got taken away by cps soooo you could hmu - hanna

[@meganmagee7345]

Yesss please!

[@macirenee2916]

I would love to see this also as my sister is a recovering addict ( about 3 months)

[@breena_x]

My mom was an addict. Heroin. Passed away on mothers day this year.

[@sobhiasaghir1793]

Don’t worry Chloe, I know what you’re going through. My mom also had cancer and I was only 5 years old. She’s still alive but the thought that I had when I was little is something that you never wanna think. I’m so proud of her and don’t let anyone tell you wrong about yours❣️❤️

[@jocelyndelgado2798]

I lost my dad 2 years ago I’m about to turn 12. Even though it’s been a while since it happened, I’m still grieving. When something so traumatic happens like that it’s takes a toll on your life. Losing my dad was the worst thing to ever happen to me. It’s hard for me everyday. I miss him so much but I have to stay strong ❤️😭

[@jaidanloran1125]

I feel so bad for Cloe. The thought of losing my mom makes me cry. I can't even imagine how hard it is to deal with. Try as hard as you can stay positive about it, love. I know its not easy, we love you💓

[@IttBeeMee]

I used to closely keep up with Cloe. I remember checking her social media randomly one day and being hit with the news that her mom passed. The strength Cloe has to be able to handle losing a parent is incredible and inspiring. Thank you for being so open Cloe

[@skylergiguere3863]

I lost my dad when I was 4 so I understand how she’s feeling and the pain that death brings you.

[@tessacarpenter2442]

Where she was talking about mamma Mia hit me so hard. I lost my mom 6 years ago and watching that last scene killed me

[@kaitlynfisher686]

best one yet . this taught me soooo much !

[@carolvorderman4633]

I’m 15, my dad died when I was 14, a month before my birthday. It’s coming up to his year anniversary and I’ve never related to what people have said about grief until cloe opened up about it. I had the exact thing where I lost so many people in my life because I became sad a lot about losing my dad. Don’t let people tell you how you should feel, they don’t know how it feels until they experience it, it’s something you could never want someone to have to go through. Not only did I lose my dad but I had lost my best friend, he was also ill for all of my life. I know this sounds silly but if you’re down to talk to me about some stuff you’ve done to help yourself through this time, then feel free to message me 💗

[@Liziscoolzie]

He's with u at all times 💚

[@pamirose2869]

Stay strong girl I understand completely

[@lizc6622]

I’m so sorry for your loss ❤️

[@aisha2585]

I recently lost a someone really really close to me and I wish that no one goes through that darn experience because it’s the worst thing ever. Nikki I can’t thank you enough for this awareness❤️❤️❤️

[@rishikag_05]

Cloe, your mom is probably watching this video and Know that she loves you

[@jaxyhewwo2925]

Do angles watch KZbin 😂

[@chloesvideos1092]

Talk with Dove cameron her father comitted suicide:(

[@chloesvideos1092]

RORY Yes when she was 15.. he turned out to be gay and I think couldn't live with it anymore😔

[@jxcelyn555]

Yes please that's actually a good idea

[@diobolicaldino9108]

Oh my gosh yes please

[@zoe1773]

Chloe's Videos yeahhhh

[@lebhotshorty]

Chloe's Videos I don’t think dove would talk about that stuff, without doing a big interview that they probably would pay her for

[@sugarcubesunshine4666]

Please do Bethany Mota

[@elenaclaire8054]

Sugarcube Sunshine YES!!

[@elisabeths8109]

and meredith foster!

[@julieperalta582]

What does she need to open up about? Sorry I just don’t know and Meredith foster?

[@karenmorwood25]

What does she need to open up about???

[@eko3338]

Yeah I agree

[@emilyclewley4407]

Honestly I just think it is so mean and rude to hate on someone’s video especially the kind that Cloe made, it just honestly makes me feel so bad for those people 🙁😔

[@oliviasworld9508]

Please do the truth about Alisha Marie's break and Mia Stammer's relationship and Gabbie Hanna!

[@aviaxxx8909]

Yequisha and Carles's World what happend to Mia

[@awweeezome]

Alisha already talked about her break on her channel and what happened with mia?? Gabbie would be fun tho!

[@uendimardias3764]

Alisha already explained her break and i think there are a lot of other people that have to be on this series

[@amyj4106]

Yequisha and Carles's World yesss gabble hanna!

[@isabelllee5366]

How was she fake crying, I started crying just watching her talk about it!

[@helenaplahcinski3759]

oh my heart broke couple of times while i was watching this video... Girl i’m sending you a lots of love and i hope you know that we all support you and i hope you stay strong💞

[@sophiaroman7901]

Please take your time to read this if you want, I feel what Chloe said at 13:30. I recently lost my aunt to cancer and her face was paralyzed on one half. I couldn’t recognize her when I finally saw her (she lives in the Philippines and I live in the USA). I felt so far from her because we were so far when I found out she was diagnosed. I cried so much but when I went I couldn’t really cry when there because I didn’t want to have her see me so vulnerable. I felt so horrible seeing her go in the hospital because of a cough then her going back 2 weeks later she got diagnosed. My family really is hurting because she was the huge rock for us and she was one of the oldest of my mom’s siblings (9 of them). If you read this thank you and I just wanted to spread what I went through. ❤️

[@xLilKimzx90]

I gotta be honest, when I first watched a video by Cloe I thought to myself that she was such a stuck up, spoilt Little brat BUT the more I've watched her and especially this video I see her very differently! I was in tears! Cloe is an incredibly strong young lady and if I were in her shoes I'd be a total mess! There's no way I'd be able to sit there like she did and not ball my eyes out. Grieving is also about growing and I feel Cloe has grown so much. Thanks for doing this Niki, I'm glad I watched it

[@laurariley1950]

Same

[@wholesalesoymilk]

Who else is obsessed with this series 😍😍

[@rebbecahisrael2631]

Me

[@zarasheikh1707]

Meeee

[@okurrhi2059]

Me

[@raegreene267]

ESSJ meee

[@miaelizabeth2992]

ESSJ a is that even a question

[@katiekat75900]

This vid made me realise the fact that I need to appreciatie every moment of my life with my family and friends because one day I won't be able to cuz someone might have died or I got ill or someone else got ill idek but I do know that I need to enjoy every second of my life and I hope that someone else who reads this and goes through something that makes him or her sad or depressed idk just know that you're loved even though you might think you're not, YOU ARE ❤ and this is all super random but I just felt like I needed to share that so yeah that's kinda why I wrote this Okay here comes a part where my christain me comes up so if you don't believe in God don't read it cuz it might trigger you OR it might nit idk but just decide for youself and don't hate on me k Enjoy every second of your life cuz God gave it to you and you need to thank God for that because life is one of the most beautiful things that exist (ofcourse God is on number one of the most beautiful things and his kingdom obviously) and you need to love the people around you even your enemies and if you're going through some bad stuff just realise that God is with you and he loves you even if you feel like he's not here for you he is he really is and just know that you're loved and you are worth living.. idk what to say anymore 😂 Well if you've read all this: THANK YOU YOU ARE LOVED ❤ Edit: omg it litterly took me 30 mins to write this comment 😂😂💕

[@oliviatrafford5669]

Exactly God will alway be with you 😊

[@yusufmoola3574]

Katie Koetze I'm a Muslim,so every time you said God,I changed it to Allah.

[@katiekat75900]

@@yusufmoola3574 sure go ahead

[@yusufmoola3574]

Thanks

[@serenitxey]

Thanks, God is always with us

[@Finnifoo9813]

I lost my mum when I was 6. She lost her battle to breast cancer. I watched her decay from the chemo. I’m 15 and I still have trouble accepting that my mum is gone. I used to feel alone but after watching this video I know that things will get better and I’m not the only one who’s lost a parent. Thank you for making this video 😭

[@CrystalBarfield]

I totally understand Cloe & what she went through. I lost my dad when I was 16 four years ago and I’m still grieving... losing a parent is the hardest thing you can ever go through!

[@iasminhamo2479]

Poor Chloe!!!!! I am just crying right now😓😓😓😓😓😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭! This serie of the Truth About is so cool!!!!!!

[@maddymiller639]

she’s so strong i’m so proud of her i would never to be able to be as strong as she is she is definitely someone to look up too!

[@lovinglaurenx]

I actually teared up watching this!! I had no idea she was going through all that/her perspective on it all. This series is really good and definitely should be continued with other people.

[@hayleemcgregor9931]

New respect for Cloe. Damn. :/

[@o0bluemilk0o]

Raised by a single mom and lost her to cancer a few years ago. It never stops hurting. You just learn to handle the pain.

[@brittanygillespie3722]

I am so sorry I can't imagine how I would feel if I lose my mom

[@lucykohl6807]

Brittany Gillespie same!!!❤️😭

[@hyloitsme]

In the next video... “The Truth About Laura Lee’s Apology”

[@sweetlilac1712]

Tom Hyland Oml I saw you on Adelaine’s merch Instagram 😂

[@gisela_m142]

Lol

[@tamrynjayce8009]

There is 420 likes on this comment

[@randompersonxx3859]

Yes haha

[@ccalexander1924]

Tom Hyland that’s what I want. Laura hasn’t even shown her face since

[@motaharehabedi2113]

How was Chloe not crying through this entire video cause I’m balling my eyes out and I don’t even know her mom 😭😭😭😭😭

[@eatpantconar9309]

Moti Abedi same 😫

[@music9087]

Moti Abedi maybe some people aren’t so sensitive after something happened few years ago.Idk 🙂

[@AClutterFreeLife]

she's letting her feelings in.. you could see from her facial.expression how and she is