The Truth About Sierra Furtado's Appearance

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In this show we visit youtubers' places, we sit down with them, get real, and have a super raw candid conversation about things they’re dealing with behind the camera. This show is bringing that wall down, bringing you closer to your favorite youtubers, and spreading awareness to important topics not discussed enough.
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[@badriyaabdulaziz6958]

Niki is literally going to be one of the best moms out there

[@emilycardoza7146]

Omg yess

[@goop3man877]

wat? waht u mean

[@reesefleming9942]

Who else scrolled down to the comments before watching the vid and freaked out for a second😂🤦🏻‍♀️

[@leilaniiavila6967]

Sooo true I can see her helping her kids with problems

[@audreyk141]

Mom?

[@SierraMarieMakeup]

Grateful for you helping me to get this out💕

[@lisazhong6139]

Sierra Furtado awwwh

[@nikidemar]

You’re strong, real, and a sweetheart. So happy to have you as a part of this 💙

[@LuPazos]

I never watched your videos and the first thing I got from you was “omg she looks so pretty and seems to be such a good person!” don’t beat yourself up! your amazing!!

[@Melina_elena]

I love you Sierra, you are such a strong and beautiful person💛

[@lana2586]

So proud of both of you (niki and sierra)

[@mehlohday]

Niki is very good at keeping a conversation going. Sierra is obviously very nervous but niki was super good at keeping her comfortable.

[@kieraesme2722]

Do Bethany Mota please she was like the og beauty queen of KZbin and now she barely posts

[@mirandalafavor]

kiera burgess she’s doing bigger things, that’s why

[@chanicen7777]

@@mirandalafavor wat loool

[@dea-chan7141]

Yes please do Bethany Mota, she was my favorite while growing up and we know she had struggles too.

[@hava8610]

YESSS

[@advaitsingh8074]

yeah, her last post was FOUR MONTHS AGO.

[@AkanshaBasnet]

Girl you should reach out to Meredith Foster. Maybe not for a video but just as a friend. As a fan of her, I have noticed a huge change on her life from weight to friends, and would want someone like you to talk to her maybe. Idk. I really feel Mere is really going through some hard times right now. Please like this so that Niki will see it. :)

[@ckepanda]

Akansha Basnet that would be perfect, but Mere is in complete denial and it’s so sad.

[@AliceERoderick]

Yeah and like who went to Bora Bora with her?!? She literally had no one to bring to fucking Bora Bora!!

[@potatoesok4262]

Jessie paege too

[@allanahc1006]

Yeah she looks sick, poor Mere

[@gitaben]

Guys I think Mere will realize in time ..I have faith in her..she is a good person ..Just like it took Niki and Sierra a while to realize how unhealthy it was,Mere will as well :)

[@SimplyFreshdew]

I think Meredith should be in an upcoming episode ... I really wanna learn more about her life rn :)

[@stephaniebianca5831]

You want to learn about her life or you want to prove yourself “right” about her?

[@sumeetkaur2669]

SimplyFreshdew I totally agree

[@giulianaconway678]

SimplyFreshdew omg yes

[@SimplyFreshdew]

Stephanie Bianca I’m not trying to prove anything .. i just believe that it’s better to inform the viewers than to leave them with no information because that can DEFINITELY cause people to make incorrect insinuations about her life and wellbeing😕 but it was just a suggestion, she doesn’t have to do it by any means

[@user-mo9qq4ly8p]

Meredith isn’t down

[@delaneydelatorrre]

she's actually so beautiful and it's crazy to hear that she doesn't believe

[@phemybijoy7175]

Delaney De La Torre Her whole face is fake tho..she looks nothing like her old self

[@portiavandermerwe29]

Phemy B and does that make her NOT beautiful?

[@phemybijoy7175]

Portia I never said she wasn’t beautiful.What is wrong with you.

[@portiavandermerwe29]

@@phemybijoy7175 Well, you implied that since you said her face is fake in a negative connotation.

[@phemybijoy7175]

Portia Grow up.I just stated a fact that literally everyone knows.Stop assuming negative things.This is why we shouldn’t let 12 year olds comment on KZbin.

[@yourideordie]

I feel like if Sierra moved out of LA or cali in general her whole perspective on her looks what completely change and you will see how beautiful you truly are when you're not around people who are also worried about their looks more than anything else. You are seriously goals bih

[@maryygonzalezmg]

I would absolute love to see you talk to Meredith Foster ! anyone else?

[@JustineRoelle]

uhhmaria I really think Meredith would say no

[@maryygonzalezmg]

Justine Roelle im pretty sure

[@Elchino5.7]

uhhmaria YESSS

[@gracemccoy_]

SO MUCH YES

[@jenandmoAG]

uhhmaria yes but mere probably wouldn't do it

[@___yikesss___]

I have always followed and watched Sierra and have been so jealous of how beautiful and perfect and skinny and PERFECT she was. And it is so sad to see that she doesn’t see that in herself. But it is also refreshing to know that even the people you think are so perfect can look at themselves negatively and it’s a thing that probably everyone deals with. This series is such a beautiful idea and it’s going to help so many people, including myself.

[@ninoalpha7841]

maddsss beatiful

[@malayastv3569]

maddsss I love this I screenshot this. Comment I love this it's so inspiring

[@kimberlyfairchild8135]

I totally agree

[@jessicasanchez8820]

right couldn’t agree more

[@samyrahjackson6401]

Agreeddd

[@juliabulka7215]

i feel like niki would be a great therapist 😂

[@teteali7697]

Sweet cookies160 ikr?!? Forget Dr.Phil here is Dr.Niki,(Dr.Phil is *quaking*

[@abbyrayn]

Puppeteer agree lol

[@shaniatiffany7008]

@@lizanya6433 nah

[@lizanya6433]

@@shaniatiffany7008 yuh

[@laurenbear4670]

Yaass, she would!

[@aimeelittle5128]

Petition for niki to do another one of these series?

[@bowdowngomez6829]

Like

[@jessicakay3695]

I've really been thinking about this lately

[@MissTiffanyMA]

I’m so proud of both of you ❤️

[@Mary-fy1en]

MissTiffanyMa zoé is the cutest ❤️

[@shaneciamustafa4967]

MissTiffanyMa when is your turn 🤷‍♀️💦

[@emeve1568]

[@yoshnanaidoo8368]

I would love to see you on this series, I feel like I would connect with you more!!! Love your channel!

[@lauragames2188]

Ilysm .

[@222ang3lic]

I really would love to hear about Meredith Foster I would love to hear her story

[@addisonrobinson9076]

Angelee Hernandez me too

[@alejandraarroyo6635]

Samee

[@enikolestyan8868]

Angelee Hernandez I don't know if that will happen soon, as Meredith is still denying everything, and she doesn't see that she has a problem :( But yes, it would be awesome to hear from her and know that she is on the right path of getting better

[@222ang3lic]

Enikő Léstyán I totally agree with you

[@piakunstek2969]

Enikő Léstyán i think that she knows that she has a problem but she doesnt wanr to address it yet on socia media cuz of all the hate she gets and i understand that

[@viktoriamiller3625]

This feels like Shane Dawson and Bunny’s video series they did. I like this raw real style of this series you’re trying.

[@skyworks5912]

Yes agree. I just wish she did ask the deep questions like Shane.

[@kimberlina0423]

Yep!! Except Shane's is genuine and really real. This is just embarrassing....

[@sophiaaguilar548]

YES!! That's exactly what I was thinking! This is an embarrassing attempt...

[@MrsCurioCheerio]

Kimberly Belver You don’t even know these people online, so it’s kind of messed up to imply that they’re somehow any more or less “genuine” or authentic as Shane. It shouldn’t be a competition, if anything it’s interesting how Shane’s content now is inspiring and influencing other people’s content

[@kimberlina0423]

MrsCurioCheerio I'm allowed to have an opinion and that's my opinion like it or not.

[@varsha1053]

Please never end this series it is something KZbin needs right now ❤️❤️

[@hippyvanobsessed]

Meradith foster should be on this too x

[@ccalexander1924]

Beth Freeman so should Eugenia Cooney

[@hippyvanobsessed]

YESSS!!! She wouldn't do it though. So many people have reached out with no result. It'd be great if she did though x

[@sarahcoetzee2134]

Beth Freeman I was thinking this right now x

[@hippyvanobsessed]

It'd be great to see x

[@rufinafabulousfashion1599]

I agreeee

[@nfhope8]

I hope u do this with Meredith Foster

[@sarahcoral7487]

Miss Cute yesss!!

[@floraltart]

Miss Cute I know me too. I feel that Meredith needs helps.

[@Alice-ro5bg]

Miss Cute So true, she needs to! But sadly Meredith is not going to agree to do this

[@PaboHyunjin]

😬

[@lucieg.337]

Yessssss

[@joblankenbaker2633]

Watching this after her break up video is really sad :(

[@gafsiimen911]

i feel like she gets ready for this ..

[@gafsiimen911]

Sierra.. :'))

[@trustthebook]

Niki, this was such a beautiful conversation. You have revealed a wonderful, thoughtful, genuine aspect of yourself that I truly appreciate. Thank you.

[@Leslieeeezss]

Please do Meredith foster!!

[@briannaxrenee]

I would rather watch something raw & genuine like this, over a "perfect" morning routine any day. I've always felt so lost in the lifestyle genre because I could never make my life seem perfect enough. I love this new series so much Niki💓

[@jessicarodriguez3524]

Love you bri💛💛💛💛

[@Annie-pn4jo]

Hi Brianna you're the person that did a video with mia

[@ebony8107]

I’m so glad you filmed this video, it’s such a huge help for viewers to show us that social influencers don’t have perfect lives. I think it helps viewers to be less set on striving to be perfect and more set on finding happiness in our own lives, this sends such a positive message ❤️

[@dancedancegirlz1]

These videos are getting so many views because people can finally relate to you Niki!! so happy for you im obsessed with this series. Im one of the many people who wishes they could be like all the perfect youtubers and this makes me so relieved

[@nataliesoutlet]

My new favorite series ✨💛

[@ranyahrafiq471]

Natalies Outlet I love you so much and I love all of your vids along with nikis!!!😍😍😘❣

[@ranyahrafiq471]

Ily!!!

[@l.alsharmani4014]

Yess

[@l.alsharmani4014]

Same

[@nellikhmeleva8912]

wow idk y but its so interesting seeing someone famous comment on videos lol ilysmmmmm

[@mylifeaseva]

This is great ❤️❤️🌻

[@genettalala3971]

Please be next if you feel comfortable. 💜

[@juliafew2073]

MyLifeAsEva I LOVE YOU SO MUCH❤️❤️

MyLifeAsEva EVA IS NEXT

[@haleymoreland889]

MyLifeAsEva queeeeeennnn

[@almahernandez4261]

Please be next to help others

[@iriswittevrongel2090]

This is an amazing series. You ask very interesting questions and you show real empathy towards your guest. This is so informative for other youtubers and “normal” people out there. Very inspirational.

[@angelicamarin6488]

I can’t believe the KZbinrs that I used to watch and love and think were perfect when I was 12 are growing with me in a way? I used to think you guys were so perfect and that’s how I wanted my life to be. But now I’m older and aware and I’ve grown up. I don’t watch diy shit anymore. But you guys are talking about serious things, like you are growing up with me. All this shit that I thought I’ve gone through alone but the people I looked up to were the same. When I was 11 I watched you diy. Now I’m 16 watching you confront your deepest insecurities. Thank you.

[@valeriacorona4456]

Angelica Marin they just want attention you dont see it! Fake back story

[@lynaguido1225]

@@valeriacorona4456 they are human to..... try not to leave negative comments on a comment so wholesome, like seriously think about it

[@shaakirah3624]

This is a beautiful series! So authentic, maybe reach out to Meredith foster next, I would love to know her story.

[@mariahmendoza4404]

Then Teela Dunn, After Ava G because all of them have that "L.A look"......

[@onegirlmusic]

YESSSSS

[@kylielodge5635]

Mariah Mendoza I was thinking the same thing!!

[@user-pf7bx6lh5p]

Yess, please!!

[@milenaale]

well yeah of course but thats the thing. they want this perfect image and they dont look happy at all, is a shame

[@channellauren0598]

Not going to lie, I hope someone contracts Niki to continue this series with more webstars and other celebs on TV because I think it's so important to remember that fame/followers/money/success don't make you immune to struggling

[@AyanaLee]

Omggg i hope so too

[@marykissinger9837]

Definitely

[@cientz5419]

Shane should be the one to have that

[@kristendeleon3893]

sofia EXACTLY HE IS THE ONE THAT IS STARTING THIS TREND I AM SEEING SOOO MUCH PEOPLE DOING THIS

[@cientz5419]

@@kristendeleon3893 ikr i just Want people to give him credit

[@gabslucas208]

you have literally saved my life by starting this series and i’m unconditionally grateful 💙

[@bitcheaty1203]

It’s kind of refreshing seeing someone getting over the same struggles as you do, it motivates me to get better and finally be happy. *Love myself, love yourself*💓

[@KayMadison]

I’m honestly shocked and impressed with the way you talked and encouraged Sierra to open up in conversation with you. Its almost as if you have a degree in this sorta thing. I honestly have never been a huge fan of your videos and I even hesitated after watching your eating disorder video but after seeing this I’ve really changed my mind on you. You seem intelligent and way more down to earth than I realized. I’m excited to see more videos like this!

[@MaelaAmor]

Kaylee Madison I felt the same! Niki is really smart!!

[@Valerybr02]

Honestly I feel the same way especially since I didn't watch her videos before but ever since the eating disorder video- I definitely feel like my perspective on her has changed and I love the new series and content she's putting out. It's refreshing to see and hear someone speaking out about mental health and the stigma that affects others with it especially if it's from someone who's been in the KZbin lifestyle community which doesn't really do that all that often. I went from not caring about her KZbin channel to 100% supporting in what she does bahahha, it's an odd thing.

[@hanaemori4885]

I agree 100%. She seems very articulate and empathetic, a very smart girl.

[@nasamian]

I love how Shane has brought such an influence to the KZbin scene , from helping people to this. Its awesome.

[@KaylaGraceL]

Danielle YES. Thank you so much Shane Dawson!!!

[@hey_its_me5789]

What did Shane Dawson do ?

[@nasamian]

hey_its_ Me He does these types of video and more , he helps small youtubers grow , helps fallen youtubers find them selves , he's literally always giving and surprising and he always gets deep with people so with him doing that , he influenced so many other KZbin to try something new too.

[@nasamian]

Dana watch his videos and you'll get it

[@DazjaTatum]

I love this series. It's making a great impact. I'm proud of this and the people for being so brave for sharing their stories.

[@alexandrango2265]

I think one of the reasons why Sierra and Alex broke up is because she resented him. He was a daily reminder of her insecurities because she felt the need to portray this perfect model image

[@ellengoltstein9922]

Such an original idea though. Really awesome to not just make the generic videos, but take risks with your channel. Also, you're helping other KZbinrs through it which is a very kind thing to do.

[@maeveleonard8371]

Ellen Goltstein she’s copying Shane Dawson who did the same thing on his channel.

[@ellengoltstein9922]

She's doing it in a totally different community though. I always watch her and other KZbinrs within more the make-up ald style community to destress. Being depressed and not having had the best year because of a tough break-up and mebtal abuse their videos help me take my mind off things. But to hear KZbinrs that we can easily consider to be perfect talk about struggles they face in their own homes through a dialogue is really nice for a change. Plus, she gives it her own twist and in her community she is the first to do so.

[@ktm10593]

Ellen Goltstein original idea? A ton of youtubers have already done this for years

[@Pocketdekuwu]

Not original but def fresh and thoughtful for the content most cookie cutting generic no depth la lifestyle /yt vloggers tend to post .

[@toastkoo]

id love to see bethany mota in this serie, you guys probably don’t know each other that much but i feel like for 4 years she has been putting on a mask/personality in her videos. shes been acting the same as she has been when she was 14, i wanna know whats going on with her cus she ain’t opening up to anything to her subscribers... just my opinion but id love to see her talk about real stuff that is going on in her life

[@madisonj5136]

retroyomi same I would to see that too

[@toastkoo]

madison j like we dont even know who she is? its kinda making me sad because im sure shes been going through some shit when she left youtube for a year or so...and we know nothing about it

[@brookehamilton678]

Agreed! Even if there’s nothing big, it’d be nice to at least know she’s okay

[@cehart123]

Yes!

[@leannalim]

i can’t thank you both enough for this. I haven’t been keeping up with any of the lifestyle and beauty channels I used to watch everyday for a while now but I’m so glad I clicked on this video. I’m so proud of Sierra, and I genuinely feel so much closer to her now and I bet all of her fans will too. these kinds of raw videos are so powerful and I’m grateful that you’re taking time to make them and help other viewers with the same issues as well ❤️❤️

[@abigailsilliman]

I love how real this is. Don’t get a lot of this on KZbin so I get really happy when people open up!! You both are so brave for doing so, I love you xoxoxoxo

[@barbarajasiulewicz2899]

pls reach out to Meredith Foster

[@IdaraJoy]

Do Meredith next

[@htl2640]

Sierra. I love how raw and true you are in this. I know you’ve struggled over the years about your appearance but it is so brave of you to admit to all of it. I love the point you brought up about how you were always looking at your appearance while filming. That was pure honesty and I have so much respect for you. You are beautiful and the attitude of not caring is fine! You deserve to relax and be happy with who you are. Honestly don’t care about what people think of you. You’re beautiful. Try to love yourself. That’s what matters. Love everything, don’t let negative thoughts rule your inner feelings about yourself. Niki, this is an amazing series!

[@JenniferDeAngelis]

You did such a good job proctoring / traversing this difficult yet extremely important conversation. Looking forward to this series. 💕

[@rissyrose]

can you do Meredith Foster? I've been concerned about her for a while

[@shaefaith4518]

she won’t come on here

[@rissyrose]

Shae Faith she is not the same Mer, she needs to open up about her disorder

[@areebahh1293]

RissyGirl144 she doesn’t “need” to do anything.

[@rissyrose]

Areebah Hashmi she can if she wantz too

[@user-se6nk2kk7y]

yes please

[@vanessalaura7437]

Niki, this was such a good idea. This series is much needed.

[@queenliv1549]

VanessaLaura I feel like everyone needed this. This truth and realness

[@hannee9203]

I love niki interviewing people and I love this series!!! Niki is so vibrant and bubbly but It’s clear she has a gift for connecting with people and giving them a space to share authentically YAS kween

[@Ashley-hv2lt]

"She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future." Proverbs 31:25 Thank you for talking about deeper topics (and for being so bold in sharing!) and showing that we all have imperfections. God bless!

[@bellapearce6688]

*The thing I love the most about this video is how genuine it is. The struggle of not feeling good enough in a relationship is something that so many people struggle with to the point of trying to “perfect” themselves. It’s so important to help viewers understand that they truly are not alone.*

[@crystalfeliz93]

I’m on the Meredith foster boat 🚣‍♀️ please do her next

[@megankelly4327]

Why do a lot of people want her on the show?

[@crystalfeliz93]

Megan Kelly for me it not just the eating disorder thing. It simply the fact that she just seems depressed and as someone who suffers from mental illness. I feel she could use her platform for awareness. But it’s true it’s her choice as a woman what she wants to share.

[@whisperwillows]

Nikki, I miss this series, please bring it back

[@morgan.bullock]

this series could go so far. it really is a great thing that you’re doing

[@sammi_norris]

Niki wow I’m just blown away by how mature and caring you are. You are genuinely trying to make a difference and help others. There’s so much more depth to you than I gave you credit for. I can’t wait to see what you do next. This is just great!

[@sianburke2282]

Sammi Norris yes yes yes

[@MeganParken]

Niki - I have so much respect and admiration for you for doing this series! Sierra - I cried! You are so special and genuine and a pure loving soul. I have known you for a very long time, I admit that when you got into the stage of doing the trends of what got views (neon videos, appealing to pre-teen, partnering with guys trying to be noticed (I don't mean Alex but just that trend!), losing weight/changing your "look"), projecting a "perfect life", I really began to worry about you and your emotional state and I wanted to reach out to you many times. I am so happy Niki did this, and that you seem like you are happier and healthier. You seem like you are in a loving relationship and in a good place in your life. I wish you much happiness! With love - Megan

[@laurencolangelo2866]

This video made my heart smile. First off, Niki, the amount of props that I could give you for stepping out and doing this not only with yourself, but taking the time to reach out to other you tubers too is never ending. I look up to you for that. And Sierra, I have been here girl for I don’t even know how many years, and I want you to know how great full I am of you talking about this, only because everything you have said I can relate to. I have all the love and support in the world for the both of you.

[@macymcdole7531]

Such a beautiful series & conversation. Proud of you both and all who participate. 💕

[@Iam-pv1id]

I really want to see Meredith Foster. I don’t know if she would agree, but it’s gotten very obvious that something is going on. I still like her, but I’ve had to stop watching her videos because it’s gotten so painful to watch.

[@anaisgaumond8529]

I agree and I'm thinking the same things❤️😕

[@lauramatheuszik1088]

sammeeee

[@AntwanicSherell]

Niki, this is such a great series that you’ve started! You know how to hold a conversation SO well and your great with your words! You go girl!!!!!

[@emeve1568]

[@bryannacastaneda790]

I think it is amazing that you are starting this series because I'm sure you are helping everyone who is a guest on it but you will also be helping tons of people who may be going through similar things. Thank you for using your platform and talking about these issues which will also help others with you have to say and what your guests have to say. It can also help others open up about their issues as well. Thank you for starting this series and I hope you continue with it.

[@Feliciayoko]

I absolutely love this series. It always makes me reflect and think about certain issues in my personal life, differently.

[@therealmariahklein]

Niki is lowkey so good at this, the conversation just flowed, and she was super articulate and genuine!

[@JeanineAmapola]

Love this so much Niki.. such an important series for our viewers

[@wissalamerzgoune4832]

Jeanine Amapola I hope you're next you've been through a lot ☹❤

[@grace._mercia]

wissal amerzgoune yeah 😔

[@Thaliae96]

Grace L yes! I would love for Jeanine to be in the next episode :)

[@lexiclement6778]

I would love for you to do this.

[@199715jennifer]

Jeanine Amapola is already so real and genuine ❤️❤️❤️

[@paulineriemer4010]

This series is absolutely amazing and I bet I‘ll help so many youtubers (and also fans trying to understand their idols struggles)! So much love❤️

[@Laurissax]

Love how you’ve started a series about serious issues that many people face in everyday life!!

[@jasminenicole516]

*CAN YOU DO THIS WITH THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!* - TEALA DUNN - MEREDITH FOSTER - ADELAINE MORIN - REMI CRUZ

[@madiful100]

why adelaine?

[@blahgirl8111]

Jasmine Nicole why remi?

[@blahgirl8111]

D oh ok. I only watch remi occasionally and I thought she was happy and confident, that's why I was a little confused as to why people are suggesting Remi to do a video for this series

[@HoneyBlissClothing]

Yesss!

[@jasminenicole516]

Madi Eb As to why she's happy all the time. I love Adelaine but I feel she only shows her happy side which is fine but I feel like if she wants her subbies to know her more, she should show some (not ALL) of her bad days!!

[@jesszadoroz]

Can you do Alisha? I feel like with so many KZbinrs we don't actually know what they are struggling with just like Sierra. Alisha recently went on a "break" from KZbin and I think it would be interesting to hear more about what she has to say. I feel like there's more to the story if that makes sense. Alisha is someone who definitely portrays a very aesthetically pleasing and perfect life on social media. Which isn't a bad thing, I mean we all do it. I just think hearing Alisha go a little bit deeper with her subscribers would really mean a lot to us since we were a little blindsided from her KZbin break

[@lisamarie6003]

Jessica Zadorozy yes yes yes I love this idea

[@cwestte]

Didn’t she just talk with Alisha?

[@heatherblake9722]

Niki, wow this is so amazing of you to do. This is exactly what we NEED from KZbinrs this day and age. I’m 27 and I know how important it is for young girls to have good roll models. Although the makeup and the glitz and glam is fun to watch sometimes.....it’s not all real or relatable. I think it’s pivotal for your viewers to know that you are a real person. I mean that’s why youtube has become such an enormous platform for this generation, because our idols are now people that we can connect with, as opposed to the Hollywood actresses that we see on the big screen playing a part in a movie. You are Sierra are both so strong and intelligent and the fact that you both are being so raw with us makes everyone love you more. I truly hope that this series may encourage other youtubers to open up in some sort of way and let us understand that they have struggles to because honestly, a lot of people may be going thru the same struggle. Thank you both for being so brave. And I hope you know that you both have millions of people rooting for you and hoping the best for you. And as a fan, we love you all dolled up and beautiful, traveling to the most amazing places with great stories. BUT we love you just as much or more when you talk about your struggles in your sweat shirts and no makeup

[@LaShawnMcGeeJr]

I think this is such a special thing that you are doing because it not only allows the people that we watch and look up to to open up, but it also shows us who maybe struggle with similar problems that we are not alone and even someone as beautiful as Sierra has struggles with appearance and identity. I love this

[@sapphirec5995]

I feel like the whole Bethany Mota kind of videos used to be popuar but now nobody wants to see those "perfect" fake videos with all the diys. It's setting a bad example for girls and how they should think that their lives are meant to look like Edit: thought this would have no likes, thanksss

[@hollygolightly1750]

True.. I personally would have loved to see her creating real content too though

[@madisonj5136]

Sapphire Collins I agree, the perfect life style on KZbin is not in anymore and people can see right through it. The channels aren’t going to do so well. What people want now is authenticity

[@sapphirec5995]

V Rose I was too and then I just didn't care and found better KZbinrs who were authentic

[@PerfectlyPreppy]

so much respect for niki for using her platform and other platforms for this.

[@milenaale]

amen

[@meganc137]

this video is probably one of the realest videos ive seen in ages and i know im months late but im so proud of you both for putting yourselves out there for everyone to see and making girls like me realise that we're not alone

[@yasmina71198]

Omg! You are such a great talker, I can see how comfotable you make people talking to you! Keep thse videos coming. LOVE this!

[@sarahspellman7238]

nikki this feels so right. i love it keep up the great work

[@heyitsdianai]

*Your channel is changing in an amazing way* ❤️

[@an6350]

yup and I think we all really like it ♡♡♡

[@juliacaitlin7114]

so refreshing, these kinds of videos. it's helpful to see girls my age sit down and talk about insecurities. no matter how pretty, how successful, etc., it doesn't matter. thank you for doing this niki. i was never a huge fan of this channel but i love it.

[@LisRosa]

I love this series ! It very eye opening and it really shows how youtubers aren’t always what they show or seem to be . I love you guys 💓💓😩

[@LindsMadi]

I would love for you to talk to Meredith Foster or mylifeaseva

[@SaraiJones]

I love this so much

[@samanthaburr4805]

Krazyrayray love you!!!

[@divinakothari2993]

Krazyrayray love u

[@Karlou-cp8gw]

Omg i love you Nikki. You just help so much people in their problems snd everyone that will come on your series. That’s so awesome

[@TheUnoSmile]

I love how real youve became! Your channel is amazing now! I cant tell you how much i appreciate that you share all those taboo topics like fillers and things people normally share, and shouldn't be a stigma really. You put yourself out there knowing all those haters will judge but at the same time you send an amazing message and cant thank you enough for that!

[@MsVipGirls]

Meredith foster next

[@VAL-yh9ry]

yeeeeess

[@RandomVideos-zf1br]

What’s wrong with her?

[@africanliving294]

Random Videos she has lost a lot of weight in such a short amount of time and she also pushed herself away from all of her best friends. A lot of people think she has an eating disorder but no one really knows.

[@MultiBlonde13]

I hope you try to reach out to Meredith foster before she moves across the country to Georgia, but I doubt shell be down to talk about anything

[@Lakirashanee]

Morgan Shepherd when is she moving to Georgia? Is that official ?

[@brooklynbaker7487]

if meredith doesn’t want to talk about her struggles that’s not something to be hateful about. meredith looks happy && maybe she doesn’t want to talk about what happened in the past.

[@MultiBlonde13]

Kira Smith she mentioned it in her latest videoI think she was in the car doing a in n out muckbang

[@MultiBlonde13]

Brooklyn Renee yea I get if she doesn’t want to talk about them because that’s completely her right if she wants to or not, & I wasn’t being hateful, I’m just saying if niki did ever reach out to her since these last two topics have been about how much weight niki & sierra have both lost within the past year, I’m just saying mere probably would decline because she hasn’t clearly said she’s lost a lot of weight. The only thing I’ve ever heard her say in videos was she feels happy and healthy.

[@shamalenasookoo5296]

I love how you let the person have the ability to share what they want to share and you’re not forcing them to release any type of information, absolutely love this series:)

[@farah.bouhlel2659]

tbh this is helping me so so so much and like i'm going through the same thing and this video just made me see that no one is perfect and i've gone through this anxiety and self hate and now i just feel better

[@ninaperry2873]

PLEASE DO MEREDITH FOSTER

[@AlyssaGomez]

Nina Perry oooooh the teaaaa 🐸☕️

[@sams517]

Nina Perry she would never agree or it’s not like she would address the obvious

[@HoneyBlissClothing]

Omg yaaaassss

[@phant0m0th_]

Sam S what do you want her to bring up?? 😮😮

[@kaydencewolfe6036]

OMG YES

[@AlyseParker]

I’m so proud of both of you for opening up and sharing these messages with the world. ♥️

[@chiaras7053]

Raw Alignment I watch your videos

[@africanliving294]

Raw Alignment I love your channel so much Alysse 💞🌸

[@anjali.vishwakarma1]

Alyse omg I love you 💕

[@jrh589]

Raw Alignment I love you alyse 💕

[@crystalfeliz93]

Omg I love you alyse. ❤️

[@oliviathompson7415]

Thank you so much for making this . I struggling so hard with the same problems and feeling alone. This really encouraged me

[@celestial5036]

She suffers from social anxiety and I relate to her so much. I see a reflection of my experiences and it's nice to see I'm not alone

[@KourttneyL]

You just found your thing. I wish I could do it!

[@vianeylimas1520]

Can you please do Meredith foster?

[@MiniMoBlog]

I knew you since back in the days but never watched you, I love what direction the old school youtubers are going! keep going this content is amazing! well done girl

[@jcsimple9868]

I respect you so much for making this a thing on your channel... it really does bring us closer to you and other KZbinrs and it’s so raw and beautiful and like you said refreshing! For them and for me honestly. It makes me feel good to know that other people, especially you guys with seemingly perfect lives, feel like this to. So thank you and I know so many others feel the same way ❤️

[@lina.lecompte]

This is so raw. I think it was so important for Sierra to do this and show us this side of her, and I'm so glad you encouraged her to do so with this video and were such a good listener for her.

[@JessicaLorc]

I need more videos like this one ❤️ Not just the thematic that’s about, but also the way you edit this video, and the way it’s done, and the way you can tell that there’s nothing else but realness; barely existent on KZbin. Loved the idea pls keep on w/ it

[@ohbummer8003]

Jessica Lorc Ámame :v

[@RachiiBbyFayce]

Niki you should do more content like this. You're so personable and this is real content people want to see. Still love your current content though too!

[@joannalouisecooper9946]

I absolutely loved this video Niki! I feel like this series is what you've been destined to do! Can't wait to see the upcoming episodes!

[@smile-ks7un]

i feel so guilty that as someone who watched her videos consistently and followed her social media that i couldn’t see through what she was going through. honestly this was eye-opening and if anything this taught me to care for others closely and be there for the ones you love. sierra, you are so incredibly strong. thank you for sharing this.

[@dominiquepham4126]

smile pp

[@radkaslebodnikova]

You can't really tell if she doesnt want her audience to know. She is still a youtuber not our friend. I am also "instagrammer" and I feel many people think they know me but in fakt they don't..

[@selenaadams1779]

can you do one with gabi, opening up about her struggles with selfharm and her eating disorder i find these videos so helpful because i know that people i watch on a daily basis struggle behind the camera to

[@breannaw.1040]

I love this series so much! I feel like these videos are so empowering to woman, young and older, in the world. Thank you Niki for starting something that many should have started a long time ago. Much love. - Your #1 subscriber 💞

[@BrittanyJohnson-wh3jt]

So happy she opened up about it!!! People supporting each other is what this world needs!!!💖💖💖