THE WORST GIRLS NEXT DOOR SCENE EVER? / I REACT TO SEASON 1 EPISODE 15 "IT'S VEGAS, BABY!"

[@angiecoulson9799]

While you KILLED IT at the fashion show, I got sad vibes from this episode 15 years ago☹️. While in commentary I recall you talking about how you drank quite a bit and lost your purse while there in Vegas, and that it was a rough trip overall - but you didn’t allude why. I got the hint though. The battles you fought while still managing to smile for us is heartbreaking. You deserved so much better!!! You all did. The joy I feel when I see you living your best life now is genuine. It’s also inspiring that you can look back with so much grace. So proud of you Holly ❤️

[@autismmamabear5770]

Beautifully said.

[@jenniferburton7044]

So well said

[@Watts_Up_K8]

You saved me having to write similar sentiments because you did it so well hehe ❤

[@taylorbulley1102]

Ditto!!

[@jgarciag9740]

LOL I almost died when you said “I have two exes in the wax museum not a place I want to go.” 😂

[@aarovo]

Criss Angel is the second ex for anyone wondering

[@ArianaHomeWrecks]

I love Holly 😂 she is hilarious and beautiful.

[@MalloryNewcomb]

I remember how Bridget was so happy for you when you got to walk in the fashion show and I thought “man Holly deserved some more time in the spotlight”

[@keket5001]

Bridget has always seemed like such an amazing friend. Definitely a ride or die!

[@jodiebougaard6104]

Narcissists get mad when their victims ACTUALLY have fun or excel. They like having a trophy girlfriend because it makes them look. When they look good to the public, they feel good - which is what they want - yet at the same time, they resent you for having fun or succeeding at something outside of them.

[@angelicaguerino]

You are absolutely right. Well said.

[@WillBlindYouWithLight]

For fact I have ruined my life to make him happy. MORE THAN ONCE.

[@ashleyrose379]

It's so funny that you say you didn't consider a main "character" in the beginning, because to me you were always the main one lol. I think probably because the main girlfriend title, but also because I loved you and Bridget the most. Like you two made that show every thing to me. It's weird watching it now that I'm older and knowing how you felt, it's so weird how I never caught any of that back then, but then again I was young too.

[@Molly-fk3ey]

Love that you're in a place where you're able to call Hef's behavior out for what it was.

[@nnnnnnnnn6356]

Seeing you reflect on these past videos takes so much strength. When I look back into my past and see the abuse and trauma I’ve endured privately and remembering the way that it felt is heartbreaking to me, let alone scary to even imagine it being seen by millions. I send so much praise because you’ve been so composed, you’ve held your head high, with great wit and sophistication. You’re giving lots of people the strength to look into themselves as you look back into your past and are handling it with such great decorum.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@IguanaLuvr]

WE WANT TO SEE SEASON 2, OF COURSE!!!!

[@Moonxchildxx]

Yassss !! 💕💕💕

[@ambermagnolia216]

I was always surprised by how the show made very little effort to hide the underage drinkers. They would say how someone was 19 or 20, and then show them with a drink in their hand -- obviously enjoying their buzz. I don't care that they drank, but it's interesting that it was shown so openly by the show. Couldn't they get in trouble for such things?

[@PrincessKLS]

A lot of 2000s reality shows showed that.

[@crystaljo850]

Hivp

[@kkittycatkat1990]

Remember Laguna beach? Those kids were always drinking! I think some of them were around 16...maybe 17 but it never occurred to me what was in those cups. Now, its obvious they're hammered and drinking in most every show. Crazy.

[@lisalove991]

I was thinking the same thing rewatching the episodes

[@Whitterice]

Especially considering that the show makes a big deal out of Kendra's 21st birthday. Although they had been filming her drunk for 2 years already

[@GBunnyG]

I always hated that basketball scene. Even watching it when I thought you were truly happy with your life then, I remember thinking, "God, he's being so awful to her and she's clearly having fun." And you sitting by yourself afterwards, I just was so sad for you.

[@angeliquemariel2916]

Me too!!💔💔💔

[@heatherspence3848]

Therapy out the a$s. I’m SOOO proud that you did a full season. After episode three I wasn’t sure and I was OK with that because I know mental health and what this could mean to you reliving trauma. Hope to see more, your show saved my live from and abusive ex. Literally sending love from Orlando Florida to you and your family

[@Socialmediasavy]

I’d lovveeee to see Bridget react to these as well!!!

[@DilleyDilley]

yes bring her on for an episode it would be fun

[@andyanna690]

Yes!!!

[@HeatherBeKind420]

Yall they do lots of podcast episodes together

[@snakebbite]

yesterday (and today) i got ads on facebook for kendra's new show about her selling real estate in hollywood and it made me think of you and how you literally were taking real estate during the filming of season one and pretty much no one had any idea (or at least i didn't) until you started these reaction videos a few weeks ago. nuts!

[@florida2952]

I know right? I bet holly would be amazing at selling houses. There’s still time! If not, a brand ambassador position w/something would be amazing cuz she’s so cute and articulate

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

I studied real estate investment I’ve been an investor for the past 15 years :)

[@itskimsoto]

Watching the show it really seems like the girls were meant to look like “dumb blondes” that were lucky to be chosen to be next to the great sex master lol 😭 in your book you expose a lot of hefs true colors and the way he made you feel about yourself as if he needed you to be insecure so he could feel confident. Honestly the whole thing is crazy.

[@andreaquinn2648]

I've always loved watching Holly's channel....but ever since the "Episode Reactions"....IM ADDICTED!! I've gone from watching....to WAITING LOL!!

[@hayleymason7694]

I used to be obsessed with The girls next door so I’m loving these reaction episodes, also had to purchase ‘Down the rabbit hole’ audiobook and I finished it in a day and a half!

[@angiecoulson9799]

The best part to me is the voices she does for the characters it was awesome

[@yas_4911]

Me too! I recently purchased it because of these videos lol! It is a well written book. Now watching these videos after getting more behind scenes look thru her book has been eye opening. Thank you for sharing your journey, Holly!

[@stephaniedominguez7604]

I finished her book in 1 day! It’s so good!!

[@delilasloan8914]

Just finished reading down the rabbit hole...wow...one of the most honest and open autobiographies iv ever read. I read the book in three days, it was that good, I couldn't put it down. I recommend it to everyone who is struggling in an abusive relationship. There were times I was in tears reading some of the shit Holly lived through Iv been through similar abuse on a smaller scale of course, but abuse is abuse regardless of money or fame...it hurts no matter what and it damages no matter how big your house is. Holly is a survivor.

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@adriana4331]

Holly, I admire you. I always liked you during the Girls Next Door. I barely bought and finished reading your book and I was so sad at the fact you were silently suffering while putting on a show for us. I’m so happy how successful you became. You went from being nearly homeless to owning 2 houses (I’m assuming in LA and Las Vegas). Not only that but you’ll never have to worry about lack of income or be scared of you’ll be able to have a meal. I’m really proud of you 💕

[@kittywolford7768]

Usually watch these on my break but got off early today and now I’m eating a Popeyes chicken sandwich and watching all comfy on my couch. I love you and these videos Holly!

[@Melsadms]

I remember I felt so cool when this episode came out because I had that striped Guess sweater you wore in your confessionals :) You have always been my favorite but even more so now that you can be yourself without someone breathing down your neck. I love you Holly and I am so glad to be able to watch you here.

[@Melsadms]

Also I saw in your loungefly video that you really wanted the disney parks halloween snack bag from last year. I have it brand new with tags and would love to gift it to you if you'd like. :D

[@thetruthdatedr.4766]

@@Melsadms Aww that’s so nice! I hope she sees this!

[@gamernoob069]

It's crazy how she thought she was fat during the fashion show. She was so thin! It's sad that she had been broken down to the point where she had no confidence. You've come so far Holly

[@florida2952]

Agreed! I don’t want to compare bodies ever but honestly Holly was truly a ten no matter when, and especially now. No comparison.

[@angeliquemariel2916]

@@florida2952 DEFINITELY!!!!😊💖💖👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

[@Copppertone]

I've rewatched the car wash scene over and over to witness the racism you mentioned, but I can't find it, which is odd because its a fairly short scene - I'm wondering if it has been edited out? Could anyone provide some insight as to what was said?

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

I’ve heard it’s blurred out on some platforms

[@CMacGirlH]

Yeah, I’m watching it on Tubi and don’t notice anything racist. I’m so curious what I’m missing.

[@KristylikeKrisT]

Kendra’s wearing a confederate flag shirt, they try to edit around it but you can see it on KZbin.

[@missmelaniesblackrosary]

Ok yea, I was wondering the same thing. I watched, did not see anything racist,then went back & replayed around least 3x,still not seeing or hearing anything. Thx for some clarification. I must be tired! How did I miss it? Now it’s all I see Ps. Luv u Holly

[@missmelaniesblackrosary]

@@KristylikeKrisT Ty for clarification. I just saw it! Yea boy they REALLY edit around it & she also folds up the tank at some point so u can’t see it!(I don’t know if it was intention or if production played a part in that)

[@bobbitorivio1564]

I just started watching your videos yesterday and now I’m hooked with you looking back on those days and saying how you feel now. It’s awesome.

[@Devynileah13]

Thank you for doing this! I watched the show growing up & have watched it continually throughout the years as a comfort show to an easier time in my life during the early 2000’s. Watching your take on things and mention some things I’ve thought about as an adult is a wild feeling. I hope you keep this series going but I understand if it isn’t healthy for you. 💛

[@Noir2319]

I had to watch the car wash scene 6 times to find what you were talking about. I never noticed it either I’m shocked!

[@aubreypulido7306]

What are we missing here

[@KariN-or3sc]

What is it??? I can’t figure it out.

[@ChachiTAli77]

I can't figure it out either

[@HeidiAndScots]

​@@mcnasty4207Kendra had a Confederate flag on her shirt

[@MM-wr4ok]

​@@HeidiAndScots​@heiroot imagine wearing a confederate flag whilst simultaneously appropriating and parodying black pop culture "Ooh I'd love to be in a rap video! Shake that ass!" "Gotta get em Bling bling!" And the "Heeeell no!" At the end of the scene. Kendra's constant use of AAVE and black voice is so gross.

[@MalloryNewcomb]

I love what you had to say about Stacy and Crystal. Calling them Hef’s ‘former girlfriends’ doesn’t give people a reason to remember them. Quite the opposite. On the Kardashians, Mailka Haqq is simply ‘Khloe’s friend’. And I actually remembered who she was after a few appearances & would wonder if her and Khloe still were friends when I went several years without seeing Malika on the show

[@msdixieblues]

Love hearing your recaps and appreciating you sharing your feelings about the larger picture of what was happening. Looking forward to many more.

[@jessicacooper5572]

I freaking hated that basketball scene, he was so horrible. Everyone was missing shots yet he felt the need to single you out so he could have his little power trip grrr what a d!ck. I absolutely love these commentary videos, can't wait for the season 2 review 🤞 Stay awesome! 😊✌️🖤

[@florida2952]

The best part is he prob didn’t have the strength to lift a ball, nevermind throw one. He’s obvi an ego freak. She’s a precious angel, I just think he knew what he was doing by silencing her thunder. Take it back holly! You deserve it

[@angelicaguerino]

I did too! The more I see the more it’s evident that he was so extremely insecure and controlling. If you’re not shooting perfectly you can’t even try? Everyone else can try and fail to no end. He wanted to make her so insecure so that she would become more reliant on him. Everyone else could have fun except for her. Nothing else could light her up. I’m so proud of her and the life she’s built for herself and her family.

[@TheAllowishes]

She says he didn’t like to see her have fun. It seemed like he was more embarrassed. Which is ridiculous. He probably didn’t want to look bad. Like if his gf can’t be in the spot light by looking good then is his mind they need to sit.

[@mistycannon9610]

please do season 2!!! i love knowing about what really went on behind the show eps and what really went on. i always go back and rewatch them after you talk about a ep!

[@krystinenieves6995]

Holly you’re amazing. Thank you for doing these videos for us long time fans

[@mochi_ani]

holly you could truly never be cringey! Once an icon ALWAYS an icon! 😌💗

[@geminezmarie]

This was my favorite commentary so far. I think a lot of these issues deserve discussion (e.g., the emotional abuse of a controlling personality; body dysmorphia-worse here because an external, older power figure fostered and used self-doubt) and Holly does a wonderful job explaining those themes. I hope she can use that talent for good on some upcoming project. That said, I can’t believe I watched this in my early twenties and thought it was okay.

[@geminezmarie]

PS I forgot to say thanks to holly for being so open. Vulnerability can be ass lol but you have a gift girl!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Thank you 💕💕

[@MalloryNewcomb]

It’s so fun to watch you might have missed a lot of the pain or think that people are saying they’re insecure because they want compliments. But they were sincere. I get it. You saw it as entertaining. You don’t endorse the problematic parts and you discussed those parts really nicely

[@deecee7042]

I know this premieres in 2 days but these waits are SO long to me. This series is crazy entertaining, sends many back to childhood (sneaking to watch the show and admiring GND), teen years (trying to be like GND), or young adulthood (GND fandom).

[@paulbarr1923]

Dead ass I’m like don’t warn me it’s coming I want it now 🤣

[@janelle2150]

I have been WAITING for this episode because even in my teens I remember hating the way he dismissed your one moment of joy and fun. He was an enormous JERK in the basketball scene especially and I remember wishing someone would pull you aside and encourage you. I’m so glad you’re thriving now and overcame those sad moments but damn, this one HURT my heart.

[@silviatunnell8514]

Omgeee thank you for highlighting that moment!! I vividly remember how much fun you were having shooting hoops when he started picking at you! Its a certain personality trait that does that I've dated men like him too. I feel like he did something similar when you were playing on the slip and slide, but again it was when you were in the moment having fun and he squashed your spirits.

[@kcavery]

Omg the food thing happens so much!! Pea soup at Anderson’s in the Madonna Inn episode, Elk! when you guys go snowboarding, etc etc. so bizarre !

[@angeliquemariel2916]

You're very beautiful inside and out Holly, I'm really sorry you struggled with body dysmorphia, you definitely didn't deserve to go through that. You looked sooo incredible in that bunny outfit Hol, and totally slayed that fashion show queen👸🏼💁🏼‍♀️💖 No matter what somebody looks like, they can still have insecurities about themselves, we all do. I also had body dysmorphia when I was 12-14 years old, I struggled with three eating disorders, orthorexia, bulimia and anorexia, I went through hell and back; and finally got treatment at age 15 and eventually realized my worth isn't based on my weight .

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@theawakenedamethyst5349]

I hope you keep doing these! So fun to look back on one of my fav shows. I recently binged the whole series and HollysWorld again, and I loved seeing your personal and professional growth so it would be fun to keep seeing your reactions and insight on this time. I hope you and Bridget can do some reactions together like maybe the episodes about doing her movie together?

[@lexa_power]

Love that you made it a full season and are still doing these. Great way to catch up with the show for your podcast with Bridget too! Listened to the first one today and loved it! It was a nice surprise to see 2 episodes drop and I’m looking forward to the second one. It really stinks to find out about the show not mentioning your real estate career. I always thought of you as hard working and career oriented while watching the show - as I knew how much work being the main girlfriend is on its own - and so I would have really thought they would show that. It is crazy how many things were missing that I didn’t know about while watching this live as a teenager.

[@creshavargas1252]

I can’t wait for you to do season two. I really hope you do all the seasons I really enjoyed the show and still do especially watching it while you speak on it and pausing it to see what exactly you were talking about. Much love from Southern California

[@amandabanks3081]

I’m so happy I’ve come across your channel holly, I’m rewatching all of the episodes of girls next door and I’m truly shocked at how well you had me fooled and my heart breaks that you were unhappy as it seemed you had it all. It was all part of your path in life I guess and I’m pleased you are telling your side of the story now.

[@feebeci]

I can’t wait for season two reactions !

[@carlanorton911]

Me too!!

[@tatumtwilling4920]

Holly would ever talk about Hollys World or your cameo in KUWTK? Also would love to hear about Mary and Captain Bob!

[@vivecapinzon1563]

OMG I just saw one of those lights that Holly mention the other day, it is at minute 19:08 more or less... It is a little spot of light just flying...

[@allisonsusko2601]

Love you Holly! You were my favorite on the show and I’m so excited to have discovered your KZbin channel! I also love your Girls Next Level podcast! You are beautiful, brave, resilient, and inspiring! Also, when watching this episode at minute 19:05, it looks like a small orb floats from the top right of the screen and moves diagonally to the bottom left of the screen. It may be just a reflection of some sort but thought it’s worth mentioning because I’ve noticed an orb in a few of your prior videos and know that you are interested in the paranormal. Has anyone else noticed this floating circle to the right of the screen on minute 19:05/19:06?

[@nikolejuan2440]

Love how you always stood up for yourself!

[@beasmith3386]

I'm really enjoying these videos, my daughter and I loved watching GND and it's interesting re-watching with your take on them ☺️

[@stephaniealaia769]

From rewatching the girls next store on tubi I can see how you felt with some of the old girls would come out and you didn’t look happy. I always wondered if any of the stuff the camera crew shot if it were true of how you girls would feel. I love that you do these videos, Holly!

[@deecee7042]

At about 19:05 when Holly is talking about Playboy there is an orb

[@masimons165]

Ugh I also had a bf who hated when I had fun. If I was having too much fun at a party or something he would just stand there with a long face and ruin it for me. Glad I'm not young and stupid anymore!

[@LizRealGirlBeauty]

Yup. When you've lived through that kind of abuse and you get out of it, it's super clear what it really was. I had one in high school who gave me a curfew- if I want home to answer the phone at 9pm I was in TROUBLE. And I couldn't go to friends or family functions without him, and if he didn't want to then I was supposed to not go. He tried to stop me going to my sister's wedding, when I was her maid of honor, because he didn't want to go. I didn't go to my junior prom because he didn't want to go. Coming out of it and now getting decades away from it, I'm sitting here like "f him, I should have walked away when that first happened."

[@lindacundiff4613]

That's why people like pricks like that stay single. Sorry but it's always mom and dads fault on raising a prick like that and why parents need to do a better job at doing that hold your child accountable shit.

[@whodidit7690]

I love watching these!! But what flys across the screen at 18:25 when you're talking about real estate school!?

[@gnd333]

I just saw that Holly’s World is on Tubi and I screamed! 😍 Love you Holly!!

[@pattycakesurbina5283]

I really enjoy your videos and hearing your thoughts and reactions to the show. You’re a beautiful woman and I’m so thankful to hear you have happiness now!

[@flyingkitty9461]

Please keep going with these videos... season 2 would be awesome.

[@QueenAlienRocker]

What a brilliant point about reality show culture. 👏 Always mean-spirited. You appeared on my favorite one tho, Viva La Bam. That was the most fun "reality" show to me.

[@carseymariemorse4033]

Omg! Please do season 2 🥺💖 This was so great!!

[@imalittletippett]

These commentaries are 🔥 Keep it up! 💓

[@AMi-ky6eo]

You killed it-happy 2 see this moment but it could have been its own episode just the fashion shown❤️me as a viewer was like omg I wish I saw the makeup and we heard more backstage- loved it

[@avonlifeangel2024]

I love how I can see the episode in your mirrored bed post....thank u lol

[@iPodchik001]

Pls more of the girls next door episodes!! And I’m listening to your book right now and I absolutely LOVE IT!

[@nataliealexander1210]

Back in the day I would stay at The Boardwalk when I was in town. That is where I discovered one of the best Prince Tribute shows called Purple Reign. Love you Holly!

[@nicoyabeauty]

@18:25 an orb slowly crosses across the screen! Hi there! 😂 thnx 4 the series … loving it

[@slayeralchemist]

I love how you have to explain what Casino floor means 🤣

[@britneybritney]

Holly please tell me you have a Poshmark shop! I think we would all go wild if you sold some of your old bags, dresses and tops especially from this era!

[@toebeans96]

Oh my god yes! I'd love if she did that'd be so fun! I don't think she does unless it's under an alias name. Tangent: I follow some people who either must've just inherited a whole damn shipping warehouse or been close to the Playboy family, because some Poshmark profiles are just dedicated and filled with before and after year 2000 PB merch.

[@britneybritney]

@@toebeans96 I noticed that too!! I thought it was just a bunch of people that were obsessed with playboy and are clearing out their collection but your answer makes more sense lol they’re also v pricey

[@abbiebailey0804]

@@toebeans96 can you drop some of the names?! I’d love to check out those Poshmarks! That sounds so cool!

[@stephseiferd7579]

Anyone else notice the orb fly through the picture around the 19:08 mark???

[@MadiHearts]

Can someone explain the racist scene with the car wash bit? Maybe the one I saw was edited or I just missed it.

[@SMRCEC]

Confederate flag

[@somethingkindaoooh]

The girl in the opening scene is wearing a tank top with the confederate flag on it. It’s been blurred and carefully edited around, but there’s still little glimpses of the edges of it. I never would’ve noticed it until I read the comments, and I thought I was going mad, because I was like, what’s so bad about her washing her car?

[@SMRCEC]

@@somethingkindaoooh in Kendras bedroom there’s one on the wall, on KZbin you can see it still

[@MadiHearts]

@@somethingkindaoooh oooo I wasn’t looking at her clothes I was waiting for her to say something

[@piscespsychiclenormand]

thanks for doing this, it has given me an entirely new perspective on the show. You are a saint for putting up with that BS!

[@pixiebl00d]

The Playboy merch now is so disappointing, i really wish they would lean into the Y2K trend and start selling the kind of stuff they sold during the time of this episode.. the amount of money i would pay for that black fuzzy purse... omg.

[@pamelalansbury94]

That’s so funny I always liked the purses too.

[@pink.dreamzzz5068]

YESSS!! You can find some on ebay but the prices are a bit wild but BRING BACK THE Y2K Playboy fashions!! Such a vibe

[@LizRealGirlBeauty]

The jewelry, especially what Holly designed, was so much better then too. It's like they killed it all by overextending their trademarks to companies that didn't value them, and the quality went with it.

[@lindacundiff4613]

The are an illuminati symbol going down the rabbit hole of satanic rituals in Hollywood

[@jillianwatson9728]

i want the cute playboy necklaces they wore!! so cute! and the cute pillows and decor. also they had some amazing art work in the play mate house.

[@ct6852]

The Boardwalk! I was in Vegas a couple years ago and I really wanted to see where they filmed 'Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas' (really weird Terry Gilliam movie with Johnny Depp) and I couldn't find it anywhere...somebody said it was at The Boardwalk and I didn't know what they were talking about. Guess that's why I couldn't find it.

[@toebeans96]

I love Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas. I haven't seen the movie in years, but used to know every line of the film, and read it and other HST books multiple times a year. So much so I was probably the only one to check it out in highschool from my sophomore to senior year. Then again it's probably, because I would just renew it so no one else really had the chance. 😅 When you get reminders or billed for unreturned books at the end of every year I couldn't remember if I had returned it or not when I couldn't find it. This sweet old librarian told me I'd returned F&L at the end of my senior year and "not to worry dear" I ended up finding it half a year later. Either she waved the fee or something, because no one got word of it. So now I still have it.

[@MadisonHarlow]

When I was in Vegas in 2008 (I’m from the NYC area) and had never been before, we went to N9NE because the food always looked sooo good when you guys went there on the show. I think a few other reality shows at the time also had people go there. The service was impeccable. Between travel and living near NYC I’ve eaten at a lot of great restaurants in my life and I think N9NE to this day was my best meal ever…both the food and the atmosphere. So thanks to you and the girls for introducing me to it. I’m so happy I went.

[@meghanadiletto4144]

I’d love you to do this process with Holly’s World episodes! I felt like you grew so much during that time and set yourself apart.

[@Lindseybcarmon]

I know exactly what you’re talking about at the beginning. Even watching back because I have the dvds, she says little things some people probably just look over like on meet the girls, all of the ladies were going to the Star Wars event and she’s walking with destiny and she says “we’re the black girls” I guess because they have the black dresses on. Sometimes I just feel like she’s just inconsiderate in what she says and does but they just made her out to be the “cool” one on the show while they tried to make you look jealous or make Bridget a cryer and we all saw what they were trying to do.

[@glittery_cucumber]

I just rewatched the scene and I feel like I'm missing something, can you please explain it for this dummy?

[@hesperiia]

@@glittery_cucumber I went back and rewatched it as well on Pluto but maybe they might’ve cut it out???? Not sure. I’m watching it right now and I’m gonna rewind to figure it out lol

[@Cmc995]

Love hearing you speak on these episodes and it’s amazing that you can watch and find positives even though it was a negative time. I think it’s healthy instead of completely suppressing like other people do. Love to hear season 2, a lot happened season 2 compared to season 1.

[@bec6384]

Yeeees I remember he seemed sooo mean to you during the basketball scene. It was the first time I noticed he was sh*tty to you.

[@elbacarrilloLA213]

So glad you survived this entire era ❤️

[@CK-EDITS_edit]

Omg Holly, loving your hair in this video! 😍 Then again your hair looks amazing in all your videos, but this one it just looks so silky soft! 😍 is that all your natural hair? Either way, its beautiful!

[@beckylg8176]

Hey Holly Im dieing to knoq what body butter you use from the body shop! Ty

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

I switch it up all the time I don’t stick to one scent

[@chrissievee76]

Around the 19 minute mark, is that an orb moving toward Holly on the right side of the screen? It flies toward her left shoulder and then out behind her right arm.

[@mirella8733]

I'm really enjoying these series, thanks

[@SketchyMary]

Thanks Holly, for teaching me “cringy’s” I will now use this repeatedly lol

[@itzlez8322]

I've made it to season 5 and I hope you will continue reacting to all the seasons! I'm hesitating to watch the 6th season because it gets taken over by the twins and I feel like it won't be the same. Anyway much love Holly, you've always been my favorite!❤

[@Cmc995]

Same, I’ve watched the first 5 seasons over again like 10 times now(short episodes lol) the first episode of season 6 started and I just can’t

[@ptbogal]

Can you do a video about the various types of fan letters and gifts that you received ? Any unusual fan experience?

[@ChrisFarleyisGod]

ps is that an orb floating by @19:06?

[@aggzieMCR]

Are you gonna react to any more seasons? Love from Germany ❤

[@taraestelleadelizzi9975]

I can’t find this episode anywhere, what is this moment in the cold open?

[@kariwick-InnerPeaceCoaching]

Kendra’s white tank top has a confederate flag on it. I just watched the episode on Amazon (since this is where the girls are at with their ‘next level’ podcast).

[@Autumn_Sunrise]

I look forward to these so much! It’s really fun hearing behind the scenes comments after rewatching it as an adult, because I was 13-16 when I originally watched it and didn’t pick up on certain things. Thank you for doing these!

[@liza8577]

that orb was playing hide and seek.....but demanded some attention at 19:07!

[@AK-co6qp]

Loved the VooDoo lounge back in the day 🤣

[@Lululila67]

Unrelated to the series, I would love to hear you talk about some of the things you like the most about living in Nevada/Vegas:) Your t-shirt looks really kool btw.

[@carmenheuken776]

Hi Holly, can you say why the beginning of the episode with the car washing was so bad...I don't get it. Was it because they were exploting her? Cause this type of behavior was in other episodes/seasons.

[@beeramp]

Confederate flag tank top

[@mariselagarza1272]

Oh her choice of clothing. I mean if it was problematic to Holly in 2005 why didn't you say something then?

[@Autumn_Sunrise]

@@beeramp Ooh! That’s it!

[@OfficialHollyMadison]

Did you even watch the video? I explained that wasn’t in the scene and didn’t notice it until I watched it just now. Besides, I had zero say in what made the final cut anyway

[@Autumn_Sunrise]

@@OfficialHollyMadison You know how people are, always something smart to say. You clearly said you didn’t even know until you watched it recently. Even if you did, did they expect you to write in to TMZ at the time and make sure they knew you didn’t like the top? That’s ridiculous.

[@ashleyosborn5983]

Was that an orb going across the screen at 18:28???!

[@ashleyosborn5983]

And 19:06!

[@onwednesdayswewearpink2761]

I remember watching the basketball scene when it aired and feeling so uncomfortable.

[@orangejulia2705]

I used to have a boyfriend who was exactly the same if I started having fun, especially if I was having a conversation with another person and enjoying it, guy or girl, he had to swoop in and break it up. Or if I started laughing or smiling in any way, nope, got to cut that off. SO. F-ing. Annoying. I feel you.

[@lindacundiff4613]

That's why people like pricks like that stay single. Sorry but it's always mom and dads fault on raising a prick like that and why parents need to do a better job at doing that hold your child accountable shit.

[@terany.geiger]

Hi Holly!!!! You're amazing, keep up the great work!! 🌺😍💝😘 I'm so sorry you felt like the producers were trying to make you look dumb. 😪 I think fans of your show really identified with all of your goofy, human moments!! Of course all three of you were gorgeous perfection, but what made great TV was when you were being silly, and I particularly loved when you would go against Hef's wishes!! Those were definitely highlights of the show! 👻 When you girls were happy, goofy, sad, mad, we felt those feelings with you in the story and made you feel like real friends, even though the vast majority of your fans had never met you and will never be able to meet you! 💝 As far as the group dynamic and having to be grouped together all the time, it's probably like being in a famous pop group, and you just vibe together so beautifully that the producers want to get as much of that as they could! It is sad that it was so stifling for you but it's awesome that you are still creating so much on your own!! 🥂🍾🎉 Whatever the case may be, this is a wonderful series and it's lovely that you are sharing your personal perspective on this captivating show!! Xoxoxoxo 💖

[@bec6384]

What’s problematic about the car wash?? I haven’t seen the episode.

[@ahoymate5059]

I just watched it and I couldn’t catch what was problematic with it

[@sweetblade7]

Confederate flag tank top

[@MadisonHarlow]

@@sweetblade7 you have a good eye!! I replayed it and didn’t catch it. But now that you pointed it out I saw it. I guess maybe bc of how the shirt was and then she started rolling it up. I’m wondering if the person editing didn’t see it.

[@sweetblade7]

@@MadisonHarlow I had to watch it like 6 times. I kept listening and looking everywhere but the shirt haha

[@gymnast1910]

@@sweetblade7 wow. I missed it!

[@crystalmorgan3152]

Please do a review of season 2. I love watching these.

[@kaylaromero3716]

Thank you for doing these

[@amyfarrelly4580]

Did an orb just float slowly across the screen at the end lol or just dust

[@aberdeensather]

LOLOLOL!!! @ "I have two exes in the wax museum; it's just not a place that I'm interest in going" Who else can say that LOL you're hilarious.

[@scarletta3366]

I wonder if Tubi cut out the scene you are talking about in the beginning, because it’s really short and I’m not sure what I’m missing.

[@kariwick-InnerPeaceCoaching]

Kendra’s white tank top has a confederate flag on it. I just watched the episode on Amazon (since this is where the girls are at with their ‘next level’ podcast) and it was unfortunately shown.