Why I Left the Amish

My story on leaving the Amish community in northern Indiana and moving to Idaho.
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Welcome to The Amish Potato’s Channel. My name is Cj Miller. I was raised Amish in Shipshewana, IN. I was Amish until I was 16 years old, when I started dressing “English”, drove a car and partied on the weekends. This is called Rumspringa.
I did this until I was in my late twenties. I then briefly joined the amish church, left again, and moved to Idaho where I discovered the truth of who Christ is, married my lovely wife and am now sharing my story on KZbin.
Thank you for watching and enjoy!

[@theamishpotato]

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[@roseO1984]

Carl have you been able to connect with your Family??? Thank You for your testimony!!

[@alfredabbey6162]

I'm interested in finding work in the RV industry. I've been working in the solar field for the last 3 years but I'm now on my 5th project because they only last so long and I'm currently driving 3 and a half hours each way to get to work. I'm not too far from the area in Indiana where the RVs are made. Do you have a contact number or something that can help. I'm a single father with 3 children so I don't want to keep moving around.

[@doreenacord2458]

A dog is not just a dog . I hope you now see that dogs and cats love unconditionally. They know how to love more than a human . That’s why they are man’s best friend. God knew we need them . They truly are a gift from our lord.

[@houndlover870]

Did any of your other siblings leave? Are you able to visit your family fairly often?

[@bendover4154]

@@houndlover870 It's possible that he is being shunned. However, without an official declaration that he "left the church" there is plausible deniability that he simply relocated for work. I don't condone lies but he did accept a transfer from his employer.

[@krista0222]

My chains are gone, I've been set free My God, my Savior has ransomed me And like a flood His mercy reigns Unending love Amazing grace

[@mishaanton5436]

💜💛💜 It is hard to think and change your mind about things. Especially religious beliefs.

[@guyarrol582]

God is not real

[@DiscoverJesus]

@@guyarrol582 ok boomer

[@charlottedurden2050]

Salvation feels just like that. Chains fall off ... nothing physical can match the experience

[@marmadukescarlet7791]

@@charlottedurden2050 an entirely subjective emotional experience, intentionally induced by the situation/environment, with no lasting effects. Religious people have the same problems as everyone else.

[@anedhsae]

I was also raised Amish. My parents left the Amish after being baptized and were shunned. They had no choice to stay or leave the church. As a young kid, not being able to freely be with my many many cousins was devasting. Out of 11 siblings, my mother was the only one shunned. We were not allowed to eat at grandma and grandpa's house. This still impacts my life today. Thanks for your transparency and sharing your story. God bless you!!

[@Lori_L]

I can empathize and pray for peace and healing for you

[@TattedIrishxxx]

My boyfriend is a Jehovah Witness and because he won’t break up with me his mother has kicked him out and won’t speak to him except when she needs his help with something. (She’s in her 60s.) I hate religion, it’s evil, definitely not loving at all!

[@samename6479]

@@TattedIrishxxx you are right. Religion kills

[@jovialbivouacker99]

@@TattedIrishxxx I empathize with your boyfriend's dilemma. My mother is also a JW, but she's in her mid-eighties, and my eldest sister has blocked me from communicating with my mother for years. I also have lost my taste for any religion, and I've never been happier in my life!

[@TheNinnyfee]

No god in this world would ever want people to exclude others for having a different opinion on life or belief. That's all man-made when spirituality is abused to create power-structures.

[@karenbrandenberger517]

It's 2 years since you put this out and people are listening. Thank you so much for sharing.

[@virginiamesko6369]

You have no idea how many people of all ages and genders and religions you have blessed with this sharing or testimony. For many reasons, this has blessed me, a 68 year old, handicapped, dog loving lady. Thank you.

[@Jpeg13759]

Love your dog ;-)

[@kathleenmcgill5781]

Aww

[@davidwolf6859]

Thank you for your testimony, I was born and raised in a Mennonite family, and I also struggled with, am I good enough to go to heaven? I tried so hard to earn good works so that God would love and chose me, until I started to study the Bible myself, and found that its all by Gods grace, and his finish work on the Cross. all praise to God, its good to be free from those chains.

[@Mathilda5xp]

AMEN!

[@audreyvann5336]

I always tell my kids that God loves us more than we can understand- nothing we do can make Him love us more or love us less because He already loves us to the utmost.

[@darciejones7271]

@David Wolf- I was raised Baptist, but grew up in the same home my great grandfather built. I'm from a small community in Northern California. In the area I grew up in, most of my neighbors were Mennonite. It was a HUGE blessing to have to pass right by a Mennonite home going down the driveway across the street from my home so I could get to my great uncle & great aunts house. I was invited over one day by the mom of this family to play for a little while with her kids and such. It was a real education to me to see a whole different world of how Mennonites live compared to non-Mennonite. It was a few decades later before it was explained to me about the similarities and differences between the Mennonites and Amish.

[@davidbranum5042]

What an incredible testimony I was raised Pentecostal (United Pentecostal Church) and "This is the only true church!" Was taught to me also I never realized there were so many similarities in doctrinal beliefs between churches. We had electricity. But there we're so many things we were taught that are similar. "You we're lucky enough to be born into the Pentecostal church if you ever leave you'll go to hell!" They used to call it "That old time Religion!"

[@overcomer1921]

So you say you have READ the BIBLE for YOURSELF.. do you believe that once saved always saved? Do you believe you can loose your SALVATION?

[@fadedorange4541]

I was not raised Amish but in a strict religion. I accidentally happened upon your video. You really spoke to me as we have similar personalities and I too suffered abandonment before I could walk and it’s been a lonely 56 years. Your words brought hope. Thank you.

[@carolgiangreco6548]

Please always have hope - never give up. We don't know what it means or how it's going to play out - the activities of the world, I mean. If we truly believe there's a God and we must also believe there's always hope.

[@charlenemathes2506]

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[@MaleahsDiary]

Maybe create a support group?

[@lovelettknight9344]

Yes, There is a loneliness in us and as time goes by we begin to recognize something is missing. For me it took a long time and the Holy Spirit leading me in how to pray and for good books to read. I keep a journal and one day I saw these words fall onto my page from my pen, " I have met me and I like me!" I was so surprised all I could do was smile. in that moment I knew that my Heavenly Father was telling me He knows all about me and He loves me and was telling me to love myself too... like in the Great Shema the Jews pray...' thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all your heart and all your mind and all your soul and all your strength, AND thy Neighbour AS yourself! “Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. “This is the first and great commandment. “And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself” (Matthew 22:37-39).

[@twistoffate4791]

This man is an extraordinary individual who is a deep thinker & truth seeker.

[@shawnmunroe1503]

Not really .. from what I get he gave up a pretty decent family and a pretty decent life because he didn't understand the rest of america is probably worse

[@rosaliescott8009]

Actually, he has put his trust in Jesus who is the only way to God. God has not taken us out of this world but has promised never to leave or forsake us. God is the one who deserves all the credit. He is the extraordinary One. Whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord will not be turned away.

[@rosaliescott8009]

That is talking about false prophets. I was quoting scripture Rom 10:14 on how to be saved. 😊

[@rosaliescott8009]

@Kristin j.r. Thank you and God Bless you too. 😊

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@shawnmunroe1503 Yes this poor young man is a bit confused. But he's doing great work by educating others on here. He's redeemed himself. Praise Jesus ! And god forgives him ! Amen good to see you !/ Good to see him !

[@joannebalstad5478]

I would just love to just give this young man a hug is a inspiration to so many people.

[@cliftoncampbell3525]

In u.c

[@maryhelenguerrero5740]

Praise our Lord Jesus Christ.

[@tinafranklin4597]

Roman's 3:25 remission of sins that are PAST

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@maryhelenguerrero5740 Nice to meet you. Praise Jesus !

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@tinafranklin4597 Do you think the jews are working on slowly making a one world religion ?

[@valeriegriner5644]

What a beautiful testimony! I'm so glad you found Jesus Christ and the peace for which you were searching.

[@DelusionDispeller]

Ok so what was your psychological diagnosis? What made you different? Are you on the spectrum? I am married to a man who we found out is on the spectrum.

[@mustafagolubic2235]

Amish also believe in Messiah Jesus, even more than other western Christians so what's the matter with you

[@lovelettknight9344]

@@mustafagolubic2235 It is not just a matter of believing in Messiah Jesus. It was for me, a matter of becoming the complete fully alive , free and redeemed Daughter of My Heavenly Father I was being called into. To know Him in Spirit and in Truth. To grow into ' the full measure of the man in Christ.'

[@mustafagolubic2235]

@@lovelettknight9344 So actions don't matter, right? OK, wishful thinking is your bliss.

[@stephtimms1776]

@@mustafagolubic2235 They told him if he left he was going to hell just for that... which isn't true nor Christian. He had to find a personal relationship with Jesus, which is very difficult to do if you were discouraged from personal Bible study.

[@stevelangland3924]

Fantastic story. There is a large community of Amish north of me and I for years haf my door open as shelter for any young people who decide to leave the community.

[@theamishpotato]

that's awesome. Thank you for that.

[@Bubbles_Hill]

I have quite a bit around me here in missouri. Side note. My step grandpa was Amish. He changed his name and washed his hands from it. He never really talked about it. You my friend, I could listen to all the stories. I’m widowed with three kids and trying to do the best I can. But there was one point in my life. Me and my dad and sister always swam at this one creek. Well the Amish would come down to swim too. I was about 15 and our eyes locked and I was just ready to change my life and become Amish. My dad told me once the two of us kids at the time when we looked away he said for them not having any electricity there sure was sparks flying then. And his dad was looking at my dad and looking at us. Idk. It was crazy. I’ve always wondered if I did wrong by not being bold enough to go stand by him and strike up a convo. Thank you for letting me see finally 20 some years later that I made the right choice. Every heartache and pain I’ve had. That’s when I get closer to Jesus. I would love to hear all the debunks

[@shawnmunroe1503]

Sall good but I'm confused as to why that's something? Any neighbor should help a child in distress ...Is that motivated by anti-amish ?

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@Bubbles_Hill Nice to meet you. It's good you're a Christian !

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@shawnmunroe1503 In the cities that's crazy. Like you're stealing a child or something. In the country that makes sense That you'd look after children as if they were your own .

[@araber78]

I was Amish for the first 38 years of my life in Holmes County OH. and I know exactly what you felt when you found more truth. and I also know the pain of leaving. I loved the lifestyle but always questioned the religion.

[@melindaking9270]

I lived in Coshocton for 3 years. I used to see people who looked Amish out around the town; but they drove cars and had cell phones. Were they Amish?

[@araber78]

@@melindaking9270 No, Amish don't drive cars but they have cell phones, if they go to town like Coshocton they would hire a driver, could be that you saw Amish in vehicles with hired drivers, but if they were driving they were conservative Mennonites, they look similar to Amish but drive cars

[@karlaschmid5676]

@@melindaking9270 hi there I’m from Wayne county area of Ohio and I would say they were most likely Conservative Mennonite if I had to guess. Also if they were young I would say they could be in RumSpringa.

[@Monipenny1000]

I grew up in Holmes County. Had a classmate, last name Raber, class of 85 at West Holmes. Did you go to public school?

[@araber78]

@@Monipenny1000 no I went to a private school in 85 I was in first grade

[@daniellewashington-gagnon4716]

As an INFJ who was apart of the Mennonite Church, I identify so much with this. Like, almost every part, even the level of heartbrake. Praise Jesus for his love, comfort and grace.

[@loridavis5699]

INFJ here also. We are rare!

[@marmitenot.]

You are a treasure. You gave yourself to Christ at 15, and told Him to do with you as He would and that's exactly what He did. Praise God!

[@willshedo]

As a German I smile at the word " rumspringe". It comes from southern German dialects and means "to jump around (wildly)". We use that word actually, but not for stuff like dating, doing drugs and drinking alcohol, but like little kids do 'rumspringe' in the kindergarten playground, dogs do it when they are off leash, deer "springe rum" in the forest and hare in the meadows.

[@evaklaassen2807]

genau, das dachte ich auch! Wie wilde kleine Kinder die rumspringen!

[@frieda2413]

Ich dachte mehr an "austoben". In der Jugend und in den 20ern tobt man sich aus. Passt eher. Toben ist ja auch etwas aktives. Kinder toben, Hunde toben, vor Wut toben. Und austoben ist dafür da es aus dem System raus zu bekommen. In dem Fall daten, Auto fahren, die Welt erkunden, ausprobieren, saufen. Und wenn man sich ausgetobt hat, entscheidet man was man jetzt machen will.

[@kenjoneslee]

Wow...glad you cleared that up....I thought it was an code Amish word for "fucking" like bunnies.

[@EnergyMizers]

That is what it is supposed to mean and like the word Gay it was polluted by the Satan!

[@rabrubaker296]

Sometimes they dance at their youth gatherings . So it relates to dancing and running around.

[@ScotchIrishHoundsman]

Man! I’ve never been Amish but You just described me! I went through the same stuff, though my reaction was much worse than yours. My dad and mom split at 2 and it continues to effect my life today. I turn 26 in a couple months and still can’t seem to get my life together. I have all these same questions. Please pray for me.

[@tanarehbein7768]

Praying for you 🙏. May God reveal himself to you, deliver you and comfort and direct you. He is joy, forgiveness, and peace.

[@CocaineCowboysUncensored]

Bull, move on bro the past is dead.......

[@Caelariel]

I am going to add you to my prayer list! As a believer in Jesus myself...I can say 100 percent this guy has an awesome testimony and he is telling you the truth. Jesus says in the Bible Revelation 3:20 - "Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." and Jesus also says: I Am the Way, the Truth, and Life, no one comes unto the Father but by me". I hope you reach out to this guy and I hope you look up because I believe Jesus may be coming back for us very soon! God bless you ~

[@FrogeniusW.G.]

@@CocaineCowboysUncensored The past is in your head!

[@lynnc8188]

You’re in my prayers. God bless you

[@LeahBrooksJeremiahGardens]

I feel really touched by this man's conversion story. It's powerful, authentic, uplifting, and humbling. God sent that dog.

[@carolmanuel6428]

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[@carolmanuel6428]

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[@romaineszabo7362]

Just found this, inspirational. I cried when he said God sent him a dog. And what a beautiful dog He sent him! What an amazing God we serve!

[@taniabardsley6325]

Any religion that separates you from others is described as a cult, no better than Scientology, it's designed to control and not much else...thank you for your bravery

[@sheilasmith7779]

taniabardsley6325: Shunning and removing members is not simply to "control." It's purpose is to prevent contamination of the body, by an unrepentant and practicing sinner. The "sins," that lead to shunning are NOT minor sins, but rather sins of adultery, sex abuse, etc that the sinner does not repent of.

[@beecee793]

Any religion, period, is.

[@TruckerDiary]

​@sheilasmith7779 not necessarily, amish can be shunned for having a Bible study group at their house.

[@sheilasmith7779]

@@TruckerDiary No, not true. The Amish leaders exercise instruction to the one preceived as off course, or beyond exceptable bounds, AND exercisr shunning for others that are unrepentant and remain rebellious. The Amish leaders do not enact one response to all transgressions.

[@beecee793]

Let me simplify this a little for everyone: If you join a group of people who think it is appropriate to not only believe in the supernatural as an adult, but tell you to worship a supernatural being... you're in a cult.

[@heartless_soul3476]

Wow! I live in northern Ashland County Ohio. All my neighbors are Old Order Amish or Buggy Mennonite. About 20 years ago, one of my best friends decided to leave his Amish family. He went thru the misery you talked about. We have a program I support in the small town I live near. I met an ex Amish girl in the food store that gives them a chance for a job. She is from Indiana. She has said a lot of the things you did. There was just something not right about joining the church. She believes it was the Holy Spirit working in her with the truth. It just amazes me how brave they are.

[@barbararogers9406]

Great story of God’s mercy and Grace! I will be looking for the lost people; that He has planned to send me? This has really touched me with understanding and wisdom! See you in Heaven! Thank you Jesus, for your work

[@lisajoyce6803]

I worked with several people who left the Amish church for many reasons and the biggest thing was incestuous relationship with the uncle and father and no one believes her still the preacher didn’t care what she said and it was hushed up.She became pregnant and left with her brother he was also forced to have sexual relations with male family members this was in Indiana they didn’t even get to defend themselves all of the elders and abusing family members said they were lying they have been gone for 10 years and have been happy as can be and married Christians in their new church and they have families but no desire to ever see their parents anymore

[@ashleylauren3448]

Wow. This brought tears to my eyes. You're a beautiful person with so much depth. I have never been Amish but I can understand and connect with the pain you felt with having to decide which path to choose and the confusion from it all. Also the pain when the woman you were in love with left. Thank you for being so authentic. I'm writing this mid video I have not finished watching yet...but I hope you say that you have found your peace and happiness because you deserve that. It saddens me that I can see the heaviness and the pain that you carry, I wish you the best. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@davidmartenot2492]

♥️

[@chilitoday]

I visit Lancaster often and know some Amish. I’m sorry to hear how much pain your birth family and faith caused you. Unfortunately life is not fair in so many ways, as you know. Many people struggle internally for years with doubt, insecurity and fears as have I. You aren’t alone having this kind of turmoil. I’m glad you found some peace. My feeling is you will have a good, fulfilling life. Life tip: Don’t worry too much about justifying yourself to others!

[@sallyintucson]

You weren’t “a downer”. You were severely depressed. There’s a big difference!

[@theamishpotato]

Yeah you’re right, I don’t think she saw it that way though😋

[@stevelangland3924]

Glad you are still here and didn't take your life. Everyone struggles with life and religion, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. In the end, you have to follow your heart and know God still loves you and you won't go to hell.

[@donnajohnson3334]

@@theamishpotato I broke up with my fiance because I was serious about serving the Lord Jesus. My ex was "happy" living like the world and was pulling me away from God. I realized that I couldn't have it both ways and I chose Jesus. Even though I felt I had made the right decision, I terribly missed the friendship I had with this man. We were in our mid twenties. He soon became very violent toward me. My Mom and I lived in fear of him. This only deepened my conviction that I had chosen well, and didn't want to see my ex. (How could he think that blowing up my mailbox would induce me to marry him ?!. That he did !!) . He claimed to be a believer, yet he wanted me dead if I wouldnt go back to him. The more he ramped up his attacks , the more greatful I became that I had NOT married him. It was a blessing in disguise, because he had alot of rage bottled up. This was a side of him I had not seen before. His Mom and dad said he was supposed to take meds. for it... they said he'd done that for years.. They had "hoped not to tell (me )about it." Imagine !. Then, I lost my job as did my Mom when the co. closed. We were still being attacked by him. He rang the phone all night, threatening to burn down our home if we slept. Yes, he was the exact opposite of the Godly man he reprezented himself to be. I sank into years of Clinical depression, still grieving the loss of my dad to suicide on top of everything else. I was not comfortable going back to the church my ex had pried me away from. I had to admit I let my ex control and influence me...I had gone along with him. I found out just how miserable a person can be... I didnt want to live in pain any longer and I even begged God to kill me. Yet, God had things for me to learn and discover in my grief. I used to walk until I collapsed in exhaustion. That was the only way I could sleep. I got emaciated, too. For a long time, I ignored that I had stopped growing closer to the Lord. I had taken my eyes off of Him. I later sought out a Christian counselor, and she helped me. Gotta' add that you have to be PATIENT for a break through... I had alot going on. She helped me learn to understand myself and what all got me "going". Eventually my ex was picked up for a crime he'd done to his own family member, so he was diverted from attacking us. I had truly loved him at one time, and I prayed for him. I didnt hate him, but I sure hated how he treated us ! ! And I am glad I never blamed God for all this, for He was stepping into my sorrow daily, reaching for my hand when I was broken and blind with tears. One day I began reading the Pauline Epistles, and I couldn't put the Bible down !. (See, -- I had put myself on a spiritual "starvation diet" in order to spend more time on that failing relationship I 'd been in ). It felt so good to be back in the land of the living. It wasn't long before I went back to church and everyone said I literally glowed with happiness. I had never smiled like that before... it was something I wasn't aware I was doing.-- but everyone noticed it. Jesus brought me back from the brink of death ...again. Thanks to God ! ! .True story. "Now unto Him that is able to Keep You from falling, And to present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy, To the only wise God our Saviour, Be glory and majesty, dominion And power, both now and evermore Amen". - - Jude, verses 24 & 25

[@annehedonia156]

@@donnajohnson3334 It sounds like he had Borderline Personality Disorder. They don't handle rejection well. You dodged a huge bullet. Glad you and your mom are okay!

[@lilasfaves7846]

@@stevelangland3924 for myself I don’t believe in hell. Not after you die at least, hell is here on earth when you’re disconnected from your true self xx heaven is here too it’s not somewhere else 😍🤩

[@shannonbrophy3687]

I hope this man knows how inspiring and precious his message is.

[@veradeoro3871]

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[@yoso585]

People make up stories for what they don’t know. And then use those stories as a claim of knowing. All this pride in knowledge rather than accepting the truth of - I don’t know. The belief in a need to know, is just another claim only found in a story.

[@payableondeath9091]

@@yoso585 IKR😝

[@leenico5382]

i dont mean to be offtopic but does someone know a tool to log back into an instagram account?? I was stupid lost the password. I would appreciate any help you can offer me.

[@mustafazion1737]

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[@barbaltman6198]

I was raised Catholic. I was 44 years old before I understood the good news of the Gospel!

[@theynot4u]

Thank you for sharing that. My spouse was also raised Catholic. I took him to church when we met. After the service and said to me, "I've been in the Catholic church my whole life, and I've never heard anything like what I just heard." He repented and surrendered his life to Christ 6 weeks later. We've been happily married for almost 30 years.

[@patsylucas-edwards1259]

I understand my youngest son more now than ever! He lives one the west coast & is now more at peace. I miss him terribly, but am more at peace with his decision. We found out that he processed things differently when he was in 8th grade. He solved algebra problems differently than what was being taught. We know that he is exceedingly sensitive & intelligent. I'm hoping he'll watch this video. Thank you, brother! Be exceedingly blessed until we see each other at the catching away! Amen!

[@theamishpotato]

You be blessed as well! What a glorious day it will be.

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@theamishpotato Thanks so Much for having this video on ! What a great video ! Loved it ! But this young man is very disturbed At some points in video...

[@PD-fe7dz]

@@theamishpotato your rumspringa lasted until you found the truth😊👍🙏

[@Jane5720]

I can’t believe that people let their sons and daughters go out of their lives that’s just so foolish but a bunch of foolishness

[@susancrowder5921]

“The catching away”. I’ve never heard that term used. It’s beautiful. How wonderful it will be to see all of our brothers and sister in Christ at the catching away.

[@janiceyoder621]

Wow, you touched on a profound point about feeling abandonment when your mom became overwhelmed with so many babies. I see the emotional abandonment from my own mother and how it played out in my own life. I'm guessing that was typical for people raised Amish. I'm grateful to have a good relationship with her now.

[@mxpants4884]

Check out info on 'childhood emotional neglect'. It can be hard to get your head around but even loving, supportive parents who are providing for kids physical needs can neglect them by not responding to their emotions (and mine didn't have to split time among a dozen kids, they just grew up without and so did I). I just recently found out about how this can affect kids and it filled in a really big gap in understanding my life instead of feeling guilty that I was so messed up. In the senses most people recognize how many children lacked support I never questioned or were victimized by caretakers. And the way he's repeating all the good stuff about childhood... I had to pause because it sounded so familiar. [Sorry to type this big novel of a reply, obviously I'm not in any position to assume this is what either you or he are dealing with but hopefully it's helpful for someone.]

[@Oakleaf700]

Having so many children is really hard. Our dad was one of Seven, the 'Baby'', but he said ''The last thing my mother needed was more children''. Kids need their parent's affection and attention. A mother frazzled by too many kids can't do that.

[@charlottedog5232]

I related to this too and share many of his feelings towards himself. We weren't amish but my parents went to work in children's homes when I was six. They were terrific at it and touched many children's lives but me and my siblings were to supposed to just know they loved us while they took time with the kids who really needed them. Also we were supposed to be shinning examples because we were raised right. It was very damaging to all four of us kids and even now with my parents in their eighties they talk about how proud they are of the kids that still keep in contact with them and not about us though we all turned out pretty good. So it's like they are picking at a scab.

[@lindamorgan2678]

@@charlottedog5232 That is very sad and never have thought of that until I read your story. Makes sense though very similar to "the Cobbler always needed his shoes fixed" Right ?

[@Chercheure_Indépendante]

Can you imagine just how the mom was overwhelmed with so many babies and feel abandonment by the husband and the Amish community? Not that I am not hearing his experience as a young man but it is tough for a lot of people inside that community.

[@scrappyquilter102]

You have told an amazing life story. That counselling you received was invaluable. I.N.T.P. here and I didn't find out until I was 55 years old. What a revelation for me. Better late than never to know yourself.

[@revnenitaperez7361]

Your journey is very inspiring. As a Christian minister, it made me be more aware of the many people out there who may be deeply struggling too. Thank you so much for sharing your powerful testimony.

[@maryknittel1266]

Oh my, what an eye-opening testimony. Thank you for sharing. Amazing, at 81 I am still learning thanks to people like you willing to share.

[@lawrencecalfee3769]

I’m not Amish but I really needed to hear your story. Thank you. I subscribe to your channel. Your story goes beyond Amish. It is refreshing.

[@kmfox4982]

What a powerful testimony you have made me fall in love with Jesus all over again. I believe you will lead many people to the truth and eternal Salvation.

[@trishwfulton6981]

I wasn’t brought up Amish but strangely enough my history is very similar to yours. I’m trusting Jesus and happily married to a wonderful Christian man and attending church (when we’re not in lockdown because of COVID) in Simcoe, Ontario. I have read a lot of “Amish” books which helped me understand my upbringing and forgive my narrow-minded joyless parents. Bless you for sharing.

[@RogueWave2030]

Narrow minded & joyless is an excellent way of describing way too many faith traditions. That’s great you’re married to a wonderful Christian man and attending church.

[@pacnafatty239]

Praise god you found your delivernce, I listened to your entire testimony and it was amazing! You are such light for the lord! Bless you!

[@MikeD-ne6ie]

God bless you brother, I’m so glad you listened to that still small voice. The Lord brought you through your pain of the breakup and spared you the worse pain and emptiness of being apart from your Lord Jesus Christ.

[@khenscheid0213]

When you started talking about God's love for us I was brought to tears. I could feel the power and excitement in your words.

[@esgomez5031]

Nothing better than an honest and truthful testimony, given without embellishments, and from the heart.....May your path be merry and wide.... I am sure you're already helping many along the way....Thank you.

[@marilynringel9228]

Your situation similar to Hasidic Jews They follow because they are afraid of repercussions Power held by a few people Do what is good for you

[@tonybersano2428]

Thank you for sharing. With the exception of the Amish part I can totally relate to everything you said. Thank you for not committing suicide, my wife did and it completely changed the course of mine and my daughters life our little girl was only a year old at the time, and she has a huge void in her life till this day, suicide changes the lives of everyone that is connected to that person....God bless you sir I'm glad your life worked out

[@alicallahan2824]

This is a powerful testimony. You've stayed true to your authentic self. Thank you for sharing.

[@janetahrendsen5531]

Your artistic side is being expressed in your service to the church and God. Your talent is strong. I love that you used it to talk to people about your struggles. You are saving others from giving up, encouraging them to keep searching for their path.

[@a.k.7116]

At 30:00 he speaks of the inner struggle he couldn't find words for that kept him from any desire to be Amish. It was the night at age 15 he gave his life to the Lord. He belonged to Him from that moment and the vow couldn't be broken. We belong to God, not any church or sect. God isn't a set of rigid rules.....His truth shatters any box we're in or box people try to put God in. Amen!

[@lijohnyoutube101]

I just do not understand how people are so bought into these cults. Where are the logic skills? The only reason I would believe in a god is if I had a lobotomy.

[@grannylanna7940]

Amen

[@lordseaworth6055]

@@lijohnyoutube101 You've got to be very naive and indoctrinated and not think for yourself. Some people are just more naive.

[@ruthcrawford3015]

I'm not Amish but can relate to alot of your testimony. My Mother was mentally ill, and kicked me to the floor when I was born, and never cared for me, so-- all of the abandonment issues, not being 'acceptable' etc etc trying so hard to please God and finding my place. Thank you for sharing, It tells me that I'm actually on the RIGHT track, even tho I never found the 'right church'. I have always read the Bible, and wondered why others, even many church-goers and preachers, have no idea what it says!! Like you, my biggest breakthrough, was understanding that I am 'acceptable'. A child of God who DOES accept me, and finally ..I accept me! :"Love God, Love others, as you love yourself." YOU are a God send! Thank you so much for sharing, and reaching out to others. Jesus was 'different' yet He went out and preached, even took issue with much of the religious leadership. Following in His footsteps is a very good thing!! Thank you and Bless you!!

[@karatecoach93]

Incredible story... God touches his heart at age 15 and is now using him to tell his testimony... thank you for sharing!

[@johnmcdonald3272]

WHAT A WONDERFUL TESTIMONY !! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU !! WHAT AN ALMIGHTY GOD WE SERVE!!

[@donnyc9430]

You serve

[@myassizitchy]

😂🤦🏻‍♂️

[@mikebutler7121]

In Jesus name amen

[@aidalopez607]

I'm not Amish, and this story has helped me a lot. You are a very bright young man who has more than what you think you have. You've been saved since way before you were in your mother's womb, (God knows who will be saved and who will not, way before the beginning of the universe) but your mission in the Amish community was your school,, to help and teach others the truth. I have a lot of problems myself, and you have helped me make the decision to find a therapist to talk too. I needed to see this video.. Thank you so much and God bless you and your family aways.

[@mudpuppy318]

Not Amish but as a 4th Gen Seventh day Adventist this was a very interesting watch as that church is very similar as far as your either in or out. I can relate to almost everything you shared, Thanks for taking the time to post this!

[@kenjoneslee]

Certain sects are more like religious/cultural cults.

[@tiiatuuli339]

I was growing up as jehovah's witnesses and left it and I´m now shunned by almost all I knew. Also my mom shunning me. I was finally free, but lost like all.

[@derkneuf5074]

7th day religion is also a very false religion. They worship Ellen G White who died hundreds of yeas ago. Very, very false. Beware. !!!!

[@mudpuppy318]

@@derkneuf5074 sometimes the best things are given a bad name by a few people, SDA church in general does not worship EG white but a few do and they are definitely not nice people to be around!

[@johnten1264]

@@derkneuf5074 Worships EG White? Ha! Have been an Adventist almost all my life...yet to meet one that worships EG White..fake news

[@bettydant6037]

I am so glad you are still here. God bless you and keep you in Jesus name amen🙏🏻

[@gadellablackwell5287]

Thank you so much for this amazing, beautiful heartfelt testimony. You are such a blessing. May God continue to bless you and your family 💕

[@eommablink6478]

Your testimony is real and heart ❤ felt. My son is very very depressed due to his disorder. I pray 🙏 one day that the Lord Jesus Christ will also deliver him.

[@PK-mm8zc]

I’ll pray for your son, Eomma!

[@emilymorales5803]

Excuse me please for being straight & direct... but is it true , I heard that there’s so much investors sexual abuse in Amish family, in that their father sexually abuses their children, usually their daughters right from childhood and brings them up to accept that that is normal and Bec children are impressionable so that they don’t have much choice and just accept it that incest is normal .... if you don’t mind to answer this , please... it’s just an honest to goodness question?... thank you so much for an honest answer.

[@eommablink6478]

@@PK-mm8zc Thank you 😊.

[@salyluz6535]

@Emily Morales: No, this is not normal or usual among the Amish. However, it is a temptation to many humans, regardless of their religion. What is different among Amish is that those who are confused, tempted or abused often do not understand correct healthy boundaries, and often lack the vocabulary to ask for help. Out of a desire to protect privacy and preserve purity, sexual things are not discussed with or in front of children. So for example, if your father were molested and never got the counseling he needed, it can be repeated in future generations. This is not unique among Amish, but their isolation and lack of education on what is sexually appropriate behavior makes them a little more susceptible.

[@made-line7627]

@@salyluz6535 Great answer, Saly

[@rubenfelan7712]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us! Such a wonderful testimony of how Great God is. I can relate a lot to your story and am grateful it crossed my path!! Hallelujah!!

[@sherry8894]

He's not just a dog 🐕 You both needed each other ! He's family 💙And what an inspiring story! Thank you

[@asmrzap8242]

Dog spelled backwards is God. 🙂

[@sheilabrown8696]

It’s pouring rain here where I am but I am not missing church.. having church right here listening to you..your sermon is true genuine and and your life can relate to so many of us... God bless you and your family

[@vanessawright1815]

So glad you made it through that darkness and you have found the true God. God bless

[@shellcshells2902]

Me and my husband live in Emmett, Idaho and attend the CalvaryChapel here. Your testimony greatly moved me! I'm praying for your family and friends back east. God bless you!

[@theamishpotato]

Thank you for the prayers!

[@randyolan1273]

You shall know the truth,and the truth shall set you free! Amen.

[@yoso585]

Still caught up in the need for knowledge: original sin.

[@angienewbold3105]

Hi Neighbor! I live in Caldwell ID. I'm not sure how your video came through on my feed but I'm so blessed that it did! I attended Calvary Chapel Caldwell and I remember that the pastors wife spoke at our ladies retreat in Cascade ID a few years back! Thank you for your testimony! We foster and have adopted kiddos that have been abandoned but we share with them that God has always been with and will not forsake you!!!

[@theamishpotato]

Thats awesome! My wife was probably at the retreat as well. We love our pastor and wife.

[@evelinholmes6401]

Doesn’t that happen in all religions. I call it a power struggle and control issue? My brother and sister-in-law where devoted Roman Catholic and all there lives the struggled with mental and physical pain. They had lost two 2 children and where plaqued with Illnesses . So where is Jesus? Where is Jesus to help all these starving families, where is God helping the people of Honduras where every 36 hours a women gets killed? I could go on and on . I don’t understand that a loving god would crooked Governments allowed to rule. I don’t know if I need help to understand all this? But sometimes you have to wonder why innocent people are punished and not the trouble makers.

[@lindah5011]

I used to live in Caldwell and attended that church. Now I live in Homedale, and attend Homedale Calvary fellowship.

[@wonross9836]

Hi, I think you’re brave, courageous, honest, admirable, and inspiring. I love listening to your sincere and modest stories of Amish life. God bless you and your families. Stay safe and healthy during vulnerable and uncertain times during Covid-19’s, my friend.

[@indescribablelove3846]

I was born and raised in Bremen Indiana. Spent many days in Shipshewana at the flea markets. My best friend in grade school was Debbie Hostetler. I was devastated when we said goodbye the last day of 8th grade. I tried to find her 2 years ago while attending an Amish funeral. (My great grandma was Amish). The house she grew up in was no longer her home. I will never forget her😞. What an amazing testimony 🙏🏼

[@theamishpotato]

I bet if you go to the house where she grew up at they would help you find out where she is at. The amish have a directory that keeps track of everyone. Im sure someone would be willing to help.

[@Boces1988]

Shes probably on facebook now. You should look her up. There's a few debbie hostetlers in indiana

[@dmp800]

I know a Debbie hostetler,, i gues it depends when or what year you're talking about,,

[@Germatti13489]

Your dog looks like he's a mix between a Golden retriever and a chocolate lab. You think you rescued the dog but it really rescued you. ❤️ From a former WV animal shelter director👵

[@theamishpotato]

He did rescue me.

[@Germatti13489]

@@theamishpotato yes he did. Unfortunately my dictation did not come out correctly. Sometimes autocorrect kills me. 😁

[@studiodevelopers2467]

@@theamishpotato Is that you from the video ? What a disturbed young man. He should join military he would learn Discipline and Happyness. Respect and decency.

[@7hilladelphia]

@@studiodevelopers2467 is that you who hasn't heard the entire story? I don't understand your comment.

[@leahlovell2703]

Thanks for taking the time to give your testimony. What an inspiration you are! I have worked with an Amish family in Shipshewana for over 20 years. I thought most Amish were Evangelical Christians. You gave a lot of insight into their thinking and mindset. I learned a lot from your testimony. Stay close to God and He will lead you.

[@RogueWave2030]

You’re a brave man to leave all you ever knew on a call from God! Thank you for your honesty. I’m so glad it was worth it and it gave you a fantastic testimony. And sometimes God gives you a dog❤️

[@aprilgriffin9218]

I really enjoyed your testimony. I have always respected the Amish community and love reading about the Amish culture. I am so happy that you have found your peace and truth. There is nothing more important than that. I was raised in a legalistic Christian faith and I had to leave and find my own peace and truth. Your testimony resonated with me and my journey. God bless you and your family.

[@rhondamahaffey8076]

My heart is so joyfulfor you I was 18 most old when my twin brother& sister was born I struggled for years but also had an alcoholic father but my Mother loved the Lord took us to hear an Evangalist at your church. when I was 10 he preached the gospel with his singing&playing the organ I accept Jesus that night knew he would be with me on my journey God knows the perfect times for our life!

[@totonow6955]

A kind, sensitive soul.

[@Talletc]

A beautiful man

[@emmas1082]

Your dog is beautiful! You are well spoken and your testimony is inspirational!!!

[@donnaprins3704]

Bear is a flat coated retriever. Wonderful breed!

[@rvlife-r4y]

CJ, what a great testimony. I ran across your channel because of my interest in the Amish community. I own a Grand Design RV and are going to a rally in Elkhardt, IN this next week. We are signed up to go on an Amish tour and wanted to learn more before we go. My wife and I are both born again Christians and are very involved in our Church and mission work. While this video is long it is VERY VERY good and inspiring to hear your story. I pray that others will watch it and accept Truth. Keep up the good work...until Jesus comes back. God Speed to you and your family!

[@theamishpotato]

Enjoy your time here in Amish country. Don’t be afraid to start conversations with random Amish in the area. Most of them love answers questions about their traditions. But I would suggest staying away from asking about their religious beliefs as they will go silent and be uncomfortable really quick. Do you have kids along? If so take them to Dutch Creek Farm Animal Park. They will love it.

[@rvlife-r4y]

@@theamishpotato Thanks! Good Tip. No kids on this trip. Just us old folks. haha. After hearing you talk I feel more comfortable about approaching them for just casual conversation. Thanks again.

[@theamishpotato]

@@rvlife-r4y yep they are just people. Who dress differently and don’t drive cars.

[@rvlife-r4y]

@@theamishpotato Had a great week in the Goshen, IN area. We loved our Amish tour. It was great. We got to visit Grand Design factory, Siver Star Leather, Custom Creations (Buggy maker), Teaberry Wood Products, and ate at The Carriage House. I talked with several different Amish folks. They were all very talkative and cheerful people. I'll have to admit I think there way of life creates a proud and happy people. Anyway, I wanted to let you know how it went. I would love to do this again soon. We had a great time.

[@theamishpotato]

@@rvlife-r4y good to hear you had a great time!

[@ambirtalan]

My husband grew up Amish not far from you in LaGrange. Thank you for sharing your story. It helps others who left feel less alone.

[@ambirtalan]

Yes it is

[@IamPaige1111]

This was on my recommended and I’m very grateful for that, you’re a good man. What you shared with us must’ve been difficult. I was the odd one out of my family too. Thank you for showing there’s still hope out there for us.

[@_7.3.329]

Thank you so much for sharing your story! it was very interesting and captivating!All the Best to you in life!

[@theresalortz1268]

I am not sure how this came up for me to watch but I wanted to say that it seems your testimony definitely was a jolt to me. What I have been feeling for some time now. Maybe gives me some kind of hope.

[@RogueWave2030]

Perhaps you were meant to see this, take it to heart and apply it to your own life👍🏼❤️

[@twistoffate4791]

Theresa Lortz, I am 55 years old with two degrees and show traditional signs that I should be grateful for what I have going. But I feel sad & empty, and despite church & therapy something is missing. This video helped me, too, to not quit and keep trying to make sense of this life.

[@donnajohnson3334]

@@twistoffate4791 Pardon me for asking, but do you accept Jesus the Saviour personally ?. That is typically THE issue. Praying for you 💕

[@twistoffate4791]

@@donnajohnson3334 Yes, long, LONG, ago. Pushy individuals like you? That's typically the problem.

[@msladymack1960]

@@twistoffate4791 ... Wow... I didn't see it as pushy...just asking... Don't give up on GOD... DON'T give up on Jesus...

[@loricampbell3162]

Thank you for your transparency and your boldness to speak the truth!!

[@RogueWave2030]

Amen!

[@donnakemp1094]

Wow wow wow. This was a long video but I chose to stay with it and I was so glad I did. I could relate to you in so many ways that I was in tears several times. I have always enjoyed reading the Amish books because they are so heartfelt and also good clean reading..but always knew as a Christian that they are in error. I believe that God has used you in a mighty way and because of what you went thru...your testimony will change lives. Praise God. The only thing I was sorry about was that you didn't disclose more about finally finding love after your heart was broken for so long. I am touched by this video and by your transparency because this is one of the things that will reach people going thru similar experiences. GOD BLESS YOU AND FAMILY and so thankful God led you to the truth.

[@corinnabasel1391]

Basically, I think the way of living the Amish lifestyle is very comforting. Grounded, connected to nature and the people in your own group! The many rules, prohibitions, the lack of education and bigotry, the immense pressure within the group and the exclusion from the environment do not make the decision easy to choose this way of life. The golden middle would be perfect!

[@neta565]

Well said!😉

[@rmf1979-j2b]

omg.. how fascist and painful to live in a cult. how freeing removal from cults and patriarchy is.

[@sarahlikins7231]

There is so much in your story that resonates with me. Thank you for sharing. Many tears watching this, I'm so thankful for freedom in Christ. I grew up in the Mennonite church with Amish roots... many of the same feelings and thought patterns had to be let go so I could grasp truth and be free, and be secure in my salvation.

[@helendillard7784]

So wonderful, God led you out! Thank you for having the courage to make this video!

[@SH-di8im]

Wow i’m ex Amish Myself enjoyed your video very much I grew up in Pennsylvania thanks for sharing your story

[@haileyfields5190]

I'm from Pennsylvania too and I so appreciate our Amish. All our organic products that we get in the health store come from them including our raw milk, butter and free range eggs. They live a healthier lifestyle, I think. We can all learn from each other. God bless!

[@sadnlonelywithoutmydaughter911]

@@haileyfields5190 alot of Amish, more then most actually is just as unhealthy as the English if not even worse. The foods they grow ain't any different then the English grown and IT ALL CONTAINS GMOS AND CHEMICALS, YES ALL OF IT!! IT DOES NOT MATTER IF THEY CLAIM ORGANIC OR NOT, ITS ALL CONTAMINATED. ALOT OF AMISH ALSO I HAVE FIGURED OUT THEIR EGGS AREN'T FREE RANGE AND ALOT OF THE TIMES AINT EVEN FARM EGGS, JUST ALDI'S EGGS REPACKAGED. SOME OF THE AMISH MILK SAME WAY. WHEN YOU GET THEIR MILK ITS ALL PASTURIZED AND HOMONOGIZED (WHICH USUALLY IS ONLY DONE COMMERCIALLY) SO THEY CANT DO IT IN THEIR LITTLE SHOPS WITH WHAT ANY NORMAL PERSON WITH A KITCHEN HAS. ALSO THEIR BAKED GOODS DONT USUALLY CONTAIN BUTTER EVEN THOUGH THEY PUT THAT ON THERE, THEY USE VEGETABLE OIL OR SHORTENING INSTEAD... E&S SALES IN SHIPSHEWANA IS AMOUNG SOME OF THE WORST AMISH SO I NEVER EVER SHOP THERE!!! THEY ARE FAR FROM CHRISTIAN! JUST CUZ THEY CLAIM TO BE HOLY AND CHRISTIANS DOESN'T MEAN THEY ARE. ALSO most of them don't even know about the real God or what the Bible says as it's all taught in high German which only an extreme very few of any even know so it's like sitting into a church hearing a sermon of a complete different language week after week. You end up blocking it out.... There's so much I could tell you you wouldn't believe or you wouldn't want to hear... Alot of the Amish are leaving due to their so called religion. Just like rise and roll bakery, none of that is from scratch. It's made from a donut mix package. The original owners did make it all from scratch but then the other people who bought it turned it into a corporation kinda business....

[@haileyfields5190]

@@sadnlonelywithoutmydaughter911 I take it you're Amish. Thanks for taking the time to reply. I was under the impression all "organic" foods must be USA certified not matter where or who makes it. But "buyer beware".

[@moretoexplore6736]

Beautiful testimony. I am also a fan of Charles Stanley and grateful that you were searching and and were blessed by what you learned. I love that you still care about your Amish brothers and sisters to reach out to them. keep up this work, don't give up, you're doing the right thing. May you continue to be blessed!

[@mimimoeller2847]

Thank you. I can not telling you how much I needed to hear this today. On so many levels this is a blessing to me, my heart today.

[@lindamcneely6871]

Praise God for this young man’s testimony and that he wanted TRUTH in his life.

[@himself2]

God had screwed up some lives, freedom comes when you realize thAt the whole God myth is man made and one big lie, go study science and you’ll realize that it’s bullshit

[@mapremjivan1883]

@@himself2 there’s no such thing as science in a worldview without God my friend just random things that make no sense. Learn about presuppositional apologetics.

[@lordseaworth6055]

@@mapremjivan1883 >just random things that make no sense. Yes that sums up religion exactly.

[@mapremjivan1883]

@@lordseaworth6055 no that’s sums up your worldview without God. You’re not making sense like your worldview.

[@lordseaworth6055]

@@mapremjivan1883 Well since mine is based on actual reality and not ancient children's stories i'm sure i'll do fine.

[@amyrivers4093]

This was two hours well spent. Thank you for sharing your deepest thoughts and your struggle to find what is your truth. You and your family are in my prayers. Stay safe from covid and continue being an incredible inspirational man of God. Xx

[@klepece]

I'm at 18 min and can't wait to hear the rest of this inspirational story! But man! You can still do art! Art is... well... art. You can always do art. Go make some art! 💞

[@marvinyoder5383]

Your so right...great community but my heart hurts for them. My story is a little different than yours, I never swallowed the hook and joined. We moved an hour away from Holmes County ohio where both of us grew up the best thing we've ever done. I still work with Amish every day but love wins everytime. Thanks for sharing. God Bless!

[@mcbeenerd]

I watched you in an interview with Anthony Padilla (I know I'm late to see it!) and your eloquence and emotion really drew me into your story. My heart sunk when you explained abandonment, feeling like you're always trying to keep up with "two flat tires" and how it affected you as an adult; I hear you. While my childhood, like yours, was so happy, the arrival of my siblings so soon after me caused my young mind trauma too and I'm now, at 34, just dealing with it. I truly wish you all the best in this life!

[@Brenda-qm4sy]

I really enjoyed your story and I found your voice very relaxing, Great job I hope you continue making videos ❣

[@lchatamosa4571]

Thanks for being so bold in sharing your testimony. Indeed, only Jesus can make us whole. God bless you and your family.

[@dorindacurbelo5151]

I came across your testimony and you have no idea how you helped me. I to felt I didn’t belong. I also have a childhood full of pain, abandonment, and searching. Everything I did to squash the pain only made everything worse. Your so inspiring and by your testimony God used you to bring others to Christ!!! I want to thank you for sharing!! God is good all the time!

[@jenniferbarber467]

Preach it brother! I too have a husband who loves me beyond and regardless of my pain. He just loves me. Sometimes I think something must be wrong with him for loving me and standing by me but I thank God for Him every second.

[@dorothyriffle8561]

Wow what an amazing life story, keep strong

[@cieloazul9833]

So beautiful listening to your story... Thank you for being so transparent and thank you for sharing ❤️

[@iabelanger]

Such an inspiring journey. Our purpose in life is really to find who we really are despite what the society and everybody around us has suggested to us.

[@elliw.]

Thank you for your bravery. It must have been quite hard and emotional to tell your story. Your honesty is very much appreciated.

[@Greenway1234]

That abandonment issues realisation gave goose bumps. Really what a person goes through even in his earliest life, is very impactful. Thanks for sharing.

[@sandraberg5390]

Thank you for this very heartfelt discussion. God bless.

[@dianaendo1742]

I grew up next to the Amish, old order, in Ohio. They were my friends and babysitters, depending on age. I used their outhouse and drank from the ladle from the water bucket. My friend left. I think the rest of the family stayed in. Her parents were kind and loving. There were a few of us English living among them. Maybe they had a decent bishop?

[@amberdelligatti9635]

I live near Shipshawnna and always love visiting the Bluegate theater and the amish farms. It was great to hear your story. You just never know what anyone is going through.

[@citsayoc3191]

❤❤❤

[@joycepetrina2791]

You’re a good man Charlie Brown-you always were! I’m sorry you had so much pain for so long...but here you are-happy and fulfilled♥️

[@qcn_cummins4146]

I appreciate this video I’m not coming from an Amish family but I am feeling lost in my faith and I was blessed with a dog and am moving out west and live on the road for a while. Not exactly like your story but your story helped me a lot.

[@theamishpotato]

I’m glad it helped. Stay strong and get plugged in to good church as soon as you can. Always search for truth!

[@katedavid7080]

Hey, are you in North Idaho? Where do you church? Thanks for your story!!🙏🏼

[@jakebredthauer5100]

@@katedavid7080 In the video, he identifies his current church.

[@sarahfritz7373]

Just found this today on my treadmill walk. Thank you. This will be meaningful to many who were raised in works-based religious groups. So glad you found your way! Would love to see your current family photo!

[@theamishpotato]

I have recent videos with them in it.

[@SRPSTVO]

You are a good man with BIG heart. You took me to Indiana and showed me Amish community. I enjoyed my time there .Im gonna tell you now I traveled all over the world but that time i spending with you in Indiana it was my best time and experience in my life. Thanks brother 🙏

[@theamishpotato]

That was a fun time. My family enjoyed having you very much and still ask how you're doing.

[@allentowngal4769]

YOU... are ENOUGH. I hope you keep contentment and peace in your heart. Love wins. I would be considered an atheist by most. My "bible" is a little book titled, "Everything I Need to Know I learned in Kindergarten." I was sad to hear you put down and condemn your fellow man and Amish family. That's why I have an aversion to any religion who sets all others as an outkast who don't believe EXACTLY as they do, and simply not love and value all others. I've never understood people who preach love but push exclusion and condemnation. I like to say, if there is a god... she gave me the intelligence and ability to question and will understand that I wake every day and pursue the Golden Rule- try to give more to this world than I take from it, and know that there is truly more good in this life than bad. I am happy to hear your story and that you have found contentment. Your children will greatly benefit from your experiences... as long as YOU don't do to them, EXACTLY what your family did to you- which is preach that the "WAY" you have found is the ONLY way. Or you may indeed understand the loss your own family felt in losing you. PEACE. LOVE. JOY TO ALL.

[@donnajohnson3334]

@@allentowngal4769 your positive attitude is actually an outgrowth of real Christianity . Most people live with a certain level of kindness and so forth. Even cleanliness began from the Bible. Hope you don't do the works part and miss out on eternity. Please don't let anyone ( including yourself ) rob you of the option of faith. You are loved and cared about. God Bless as you seek him.