What I love about Brandon and Steve-O is that I’m still interested in them, still entertained by them and still want them to do well. It goes to show that they never needed drugs and alcohol to entertain me and for me to be interested in them. They were always funny and interesting.
@jordanlong8362 жыл бұрын
I mean.. the only thing that is kind of annoying not only because I see it happen alot but because I feel the person's sincerity and sobriety becomes a thing of business and promotion. I mean look at those first interviews with Novak, he already gots his story memorized and varied ready for mass public viewings while receiving that check. I got blah blah, 8 scarfs, restraining order from mom, I toured with Tony hawk or whatever I was so great blah blah. I mean although Novak's story is unique I've heard it a hundred times in about a hundred different ways. I agree with SteveO and what he said to Novak about what he thinks about his public image and character being treatment. And we all know he gets paid a ton to go around and basically talk. I mean pretty awesome deal, i don't know. I just don't like the literal word for word story that's always the same, and I have this feeling as I do with all those like Novak they are doing this simply for the money. But then I hear about personal interactions with Brandon and addicts, talking hours to some legit helping others I don't know.
@NativeOfTheLand972 жыл бұрын
@@jordanlong836 i think its all sincere its just his style of programming. Ive met alot of guys in the years ive been in and out of the program that have great sobriety that are literally just like him and arent getting paid a cent. They are just some guy in the program at some thursday night big book with a certain amount of time. 30 years even ive seen. And yeah it does come across as robotic and off putting to some, but i think for guys like them that rigidity is the stark oppose of what they were like when they were using and thats a part of what keeps their head on straight. Not everyone can be like hamish patterson or steve o and for what its worth thats just what working their program looks like and they truly are great guys who if you let them will give the shirt of their back if they think your serious and want to help you save your own life. ( caveat yeah Novak does make alot of money doing this, but that doesnt negate all the good he does. Mans gotta eat and he also runs a sober house that to my knowledge is mostly out of his own pocket and hes heavily personally involved in. For a time he had might still even, had his personal phone number released to help people and he actually would answer)
@deedeeramone31552 жыл бұрын
Same here I still find them entertaining
@thefknscarecrow2 жыл бұрын
That's all about you lol
@ttacx2 жыл бұрын
'Feelings aren't facts' Love it
@latrinedveen2 жыл бұрын
"Feelings aren't facts" thank you Novak I needed to hear this. 7 years sober from heroin but still smoke pot. Maybe it's time to grow up a bit more huh
@Ari2_cute3 жыл бұрын
Hey Brandon you reached out to me a while back about treatment just wanted to reach out and tell you I got sober November 30th 2020 and am living my best life! Your awesome and keep up with showing us the way your a true inspiration and I too am trying to help others which in turn helps myself with sobriety ❤
@att14132 жыл бұрын
Hope you're still out there healthy ✊
@ellestar2306 Жыл бұрын
@@att1413 me too
@dylanmarshall31123 жыл бұрын
you have reverse aged my man. looking absolutley amazing.... the cky clips with ryan questioning why you were in the woods are such a long long time ago. ryan would be so so proud of you now champion.
@RachaelPop923 жыл бұрын
Novak I've literally just finished reading Dreamseller and seeing you now sober and healthy makes me so happy!
@Secter843 жыл бұрын
I wasn't aware there was a way to have figuratively just finished reading dreamseller.
@jackstorm7772 жыл бұрын
Novak literally looks younger now than he did back in the Howard Stern clip xD getting sober really brings back that healthy youthful look
@burnswindley36663 жыл бұрын
I really needed to hear this today man. Thank you. Everyday isn’t hard, but some are. Usually on those days something like this video comes along to remind me how truly blessed I am to be sober. Just passed 4 years.
@austinhilliard59303 жыл бұрын
nice man!
@freeman4real2 жыл бұрын
Good shit bro
@loyaltyisroyalty56163 жыл бұрын
“I was so low, the curb looked like a skyscraper.” 💯
@dumpchangepants3 жыл бұрын
old joke from the 70"s
@avax3693 жыл бұрын
That was quite literally the most amazing sobriety advice I’ve ever heard
@jeremybrown92733 жыл бұрын
I found your videos last summer while failing and failing and failing to stay sober. I finally have seven months in and taking it one day at a time. You were a huge inspiration to me so i wanted to say thanks! If anyone else is reading this that is in the same boat i was don't give up
@tracyk.52002 жыл бұрын
I just cant get past the fear and anxiety, been trying to get sober for 4 years now. I just keep failing. Then my dad died and covid hit 1 month later. I was doing really good and thought i was actually going to make it. Lost my job and the little grip i did have on the short sobriety i did have. Ugh... They say uf u really want it u will. But i really do want it, im just scared i cant live without. This is the worst shit ive ever dealt with in my life. Good for u man keep it up dont let nothing change it
@jeremybrown92732 жыл бұрын
@@tracyk.5200 Have you looked into an inpatient or out patient rehab? This last time I ended up in the hospital and it scared me straight. The time before i went to an outpatient rehab 3 days a week for almost a year. I got stupid and thought I could just smoke weed after almost a year of sobriety and fell back in the hole again. What i learned in the outpatient rehab really helped me this time around because i actually stuck by the lessons they taught me in there. Doing it all on your own his really fucking hard and most of us need help. Even if outpatient or inpatient isn't possible for you going to AA or NA meetings can really help especially with accountability. I found my own way to sobriety. Its frustrating sometimes but don't give up. Reach out for help. You can even start by just telling your doctor you need help and they can give you some resources to get you started. Ive got 14 months of clean and sober time now. That's the longest ive ever been sober in 22 years. I never thought it was possible but we do recover. I wish you the best of luck and I have faith in you.
@tracyk.52002 жыл бұрын
@@jeremybrown9273 I tried going to this detox place by where i live twice, and both times they didnt listen to me with the anxiety. Every ither time ive done it by myself, and u are right it us very hard and almost impossible. I thought i had it this last time i was almost 2 months with the subs assistance. And then my dad passing and covid, i said fuk it.. BIG BIG MISTAKE. But i was thinking AA too. I just cant get past the fear and anxiety u get the 1st couple of days. Proud of u man, that shits not easy at all. Thank u so much for taking time out of ur day to give me some help it means a lot and gives me hope, that i can do this and that it is possible we do recover. Just getting over that first hump seems to b my problem. Happy holidays Jeremy.💪🏼🙏🏼
@AussieAmy3 жыл бұрын
You’re an absolute inspiration!! I love that you are paying it forward and helping other people turn their lives around! Regards from Australia..
@kayway96263 жыл бұрын
Proud of you brother. I'm almost to 3 years sober myself.
@donovanhunt58733 жыл бұрын
great work 💚
@lordbottaro45493 жыл бұрын
Well done mate x
@cynthiaraddatz50003 жыл бұрын
Awesome. I play your stuff to my clients in group therapy..you give my clients hope. Thank you.
@katarinanikolic2363 жыл бұрын
Bless you Brandon and your amazing mother. I've been watching your stuff online for the past 2 years. I celebrate your amazing accomplishment of 7 years sober coming up on may 26. Right! I hope I have your correct anniversary date. You have been and are a guiding light. I lost my husband of 35 years to suicide while he was living in a sober living house (2 years ago). I wish he could have met you. Brandon, you give HOPE . I love you for that. There is no greater gift than that. All my heart-felt live and blessings to you and your hard earned sobriety. Love, katarina in west vancouver , bc canada. P.s. your videos with your mon are the absolute BEST! Thank you for all you do.
@annwilmot68582 жыл бұрын
My childhood is the reason why I stay away from drugs and alcohol. I watched my alcoholic parents kill 6 packs on a daily basis. My dad got hooked on pills after his plane accident, and his beers turned into bourbon, and he turned into a verbally abusive drunk. I cut him out of my life for 6 months, in which that time he got off the pills. He's cleaned up his act enough for me to be comfortable with him seeing his only grandchild. My mom has gone from drinking a 12 pack a night to a glass of wine a week. Also working in a hospital where I see the effects of addiction frequently keeps me away. I never want my child to ever see me intoxicated, because I don't want them to go through what I went through. And I don't want to be like my parents were.
@mariusvarady73022 жыл бұрын
Thanks 4 sharing your message of hope in the woods yesterday.
@GGAllienn3 жыл бұрын
So awesome seeing Novak clean and alert ALIVE!
@kevincurtis86993 жыл бұрын
Brandon Novak I grew up watching you skate an on jackass well at 17 years old I was addicted to heroin been to 8 treatment centers never surrendered till the last an final treatment if I keep following the sober path I'm 31 used heroin for 15 years I didn't lose anything I gave it up for free an now I wanna help ppl like you do it would be cool if we could sit down an talk one on one addict to addict sharing our stories so ppl can see it's possible to get sober no matter where you are in life thank you for your stories we are alot alike an I love what your doing B
@stevenedwards73983 жыл бұрын
god bless brandon iv watched you here on youtube soo many times im a heroin addict myself in long term rehab right now i hope i can have half the success you have had in the last 6 years. ur a huge inspiration to myself and many others brandon novak thank you .
@industrystreetwear63762 жыл бұрын
seeing Pat happy for you is awesome, that woman is a saint.
@HowWeLandscape3 жыл бұрын
'feelings aren't facts' Thats great advice in any context!
@jenniferbell83352 жыл бұрын
I listen to this every morning as I'm waking up and starting the day. Always spot-on with your words. Thank you.
@matti10033 жыл бұрын
Asking for help makes all the difference. I pray every day for anyone who struggles with addiction, together we can have recovery!
@lesacarl18163 жыл бұрын
Novak, this video ends exactly at 4:44. A definite sign of angels with you, brother. Bless.
@vipereagle74463 жыл бұрын
"Feelings arent facts. Feelings pass." I felt that
@Joelendeavour3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations Novak, after years of watching your antics and laughing at your expense, I feel like you’ve been the best example out of any of your friends you grew up filming with that we all came to know and love. Just great work man, sincerely so good to see you like this ❤️
@BackRoadStoneRevival3 жыл бұрын
I love seeing you clear bro. Your true self is a beautiful thing. Praying for you bro. Finish strong. I know you will
@HawkBit9231 Жыл бұрын
Seeing old footage of him when he was younger and under the influence is sad instead of funny just because of what he's shared with us and what he was going through at the time. But now watching him speak about sobriety and how far he's come is really inspiring and wholesome.
@M4G4M4N2 жыл бұрын
Brandon you've always talked a good game and you have all the tools to stay sober so please never stop fighting, we need you, the world needs you. You are bigger than just Brandon Novak, you are a bright star, just the thought of a world without Dunn and Novak is a world we don't want
@youngche82263 жыл бұрын
I love seeing Novak like this
@joejoe35542 жыл бұрын
Congrats on 6 years! Your passion for your own sobriety and the sobriety of others is so energetic. It is encouraging and addicting.
@King5150Ed3 жыл бұрын
My bottom was unfortunately a car accident involving a family. Thanks to a complete miracle they were not hurt. I was in total denial before that and wanted to think i was in control, and did not even remotely think i have a problem. I have been totally sober since August of 17, and everything about life is great without that garbage in me. I can't imagine ever going back to that, and i will not.... Just the fact of waking up every morning with a clear head is a beautiful thing
@LV09XGAMES3 жыл бұрын
You the man Novak - Thansk for all the help
@samanthabv3 жыл бұрын
Congrats! You are such an inspiration and relatable.
@itsDEWgan3 жыл бұрын
I hope this reaches Bam. Well done 👍
@oggeee963 жыл бұрын
So much respect for you Novak!
@leeandjude3 жыл бұрын
Wow your looking well mate. Keep it going. Proper inspiration to others 👍
@mrfiqqinz51883 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this Novak.
@justaguy33223 жыл бұрын
Thanks B. Really needed this
@kristijester52953 жыл бұрын
Brandon Novak congratulations being 6 years sober proud of u
@theangrycardwolf4363 жыл бұрын
You’re an amazing human Novak! During the Bam days, you were a turd but now you’re such a challenged and respectable human being! Determination should never leave your mind! Take care brother!
@Pariah_Larry3 жыл бұрын
Slipped up a bit lately and really let my family down. Hearing this definitely helps remind me of what I need to do. I need to stop focusing so heavy on the future and just work on the next 24 hours. Thanks for the video man! Always helps.
@jimshumard53723 жыл бұрын
You are truly a inspiration no doubt
@eugenechavis50113 жыл бұрын
Keep shining bro.
@elge99992 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video Brandon. It's great to see you sober
@MadderR3d3 жыл бұрын
Im sober since 2007, congrats on your 6 year anniversary. Stay strong!
@JRRODYY3 жыл бұрын
You have literally saved me brother. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
@TheBrandonNovak3 жыл бұрын
🖤🖤🖤💫💫💫
@JRRODYY3 жыл бұрын
@@TheBrandonNovak if i can do tomorrow what i did today
@krystagunby48193 жыл бұрын
Love Novak he’s so honest always has been
@christophersansone5103 жыл бұрын
There is so much truth to what Novak just said. I have been completely sober from drugs&alcohol since Oct 2nd 2007. And I can humbly say I have not felt the need to pick up a drink/drug since no matter what challenges I had went through,whether or not of my own making (for we are imperfect humans and still falter along this journey) over the last almost 14 years that idea has never been the answer to stop the pain or to change the outcome to a better one. Facing my fears, forgiveness for others and myself, and then taking action. Staying sober does get easier, its starts to make more sense to. It's the "Life" thing that isn't easy at times and we can feel challenged,indifferent and confused about. Though if we stay sober then we can put up one Hell of a fight from not keeping up knocked down. Sending love to you all that are also on this journey a day at a time. ❤❤❤
@SLRsquared2 жыл бұрын
Dude you are so well spoken. I grew up watching all of you guys during the MTV era and it’s crazy to me that people like you and Steve-O were always these introspective guys, it was just buried underneath. This video really helped me today.
@johnnygiddens3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I got so much from what you said today. Love you brother!
@sidmicheals97393 жыл бұрын
We love you bro!
@jat23193 жыл бұрын
Great advice homie. Much love.
@brocksonix89723 жыл бұрын
The juxtaposition of you now and how you were is absolutely stunning. Keep it up man. x
@ExorcismMusic3 жыл бұрын
So proud of you Novak!
@joe-johncastles1413 жыл бұрын
Always have thought of ypu as somebody free & awesome. And still to this day I was right
@tashak34273 жыл бұрын
It only proves, that God has a plan for everyone. Never give up today, coz tomorrow WILL be better.
@morradi100003 жыл бұрын
Has nothing to do with “God”, mate. This is the result of hard work and commitment from himself and the people around him. By implying that a phony deity had something to do with this, you shit all over his marvelous achievement.
@Smokie15233 жыл бұрын
@@morradi10000 i came here to say this, but found it a lot more satisfying to see someone else already shared the information. I busted my ass to get clean, and dirty actually. Calling it an invisible cloud mans fault seems like a cop-out. It was my choice to get hooked, but it was my choice and effort that got me clean again. That said, if thats what helps you maintain, i dont wanna say youre wrong, but id just ask you to think about your own strength that comes from within, not the strength of some unknown diety. Be prpud that YOU got yourself clean and won one of the hardest battles you may ever fight.
@SavingSoulsMinistries3 жыл бұрын
God is so Good amen!!! Hallelujah!!!! Jesus Is King🙏🙏 I was supernaturally healed of intense depression, anxiety, self loathing and alcohol weed abuse. God plucked it out of my heart once he called unto me after living my whole life in a Wiccan household!! Praise God thank you Jesus
@MDornbusch552 жыл бұрын
Brandon, I grew up watching Viva LaBam and even at a young age was concerned for you. Just started running across your videos and glad to see you alive, kicking, and doing great. Seriously glad to see you dug yourself out of that addiction, keep strong man!
@Letshavealaugh162 жыл бұрын
Arr mate well done you have done amazing!! ✔️ 🙏
@saramilena.3 жыл бұрын
I've listening one of your longest video on yt about addiction, is triggering and i cannot finish it yet, i was almost one month sober but I'm doing things slowly but your as an example it gives me hope. Greetings from Colombia.
@Kyle-zz4mr2 жыл бұрын
I’m here because I’m struggling now I was in a rough spot this morning! Low sucks I’m going to keep watching you
@GipsyDanger89342 жыл бұрын
That's a good idea, it helps alot
@austins.24953 жыл бұрын
I've almost got my first year down 💪 it's been a crazy year, but every day I get stronger.
@toastedcheerios3 жыл бұрын
Nothing short of a miracle....yeah dude
@LibertyDIY3 жыл бұрын
Hell yea bro good stuff as always
@oppeer2 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for you bro I wish I knew you in person to tell you.
@jamesfarber8983 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you brother,
@My-Name-is-Trigger-The-GSD3 жыл бұрын
Yo Novak your amazing man. I’ve really enjoyed your journey congratulations at owning life. Your a credit to change
@Tonys_Gabagool3 жыл бұрын
Gonna be 7 years for me this August. Picking up my old skateboard saved my life no doubt. I have to admit I kinda miss that warm loving high from Roxy's lol but I have no interest nowadays. Congrats my dude! 🤙
@TheBrandonNovak3 жыл бұрын
Right on! Congrats!
@bradmack93013 жыл бұрын
Hey Brandon my names Brad and I've literally watched you growing up and I just want to say man I'm so damn proud of you and no offense or nothing but I thought at one time you were going to end up disappearing but man you are an inspiration to others my friend and not in a gay way but I love you bro and I wanted to see you do good so keep up the good work
@porkchops23 жыл бұрын
I met you at knebworth in 2014 we had a chat about all this you were a great guy good luck
@shanezombiesmith3 жыл бұрын
Love ya bro. I've been 7 years off dope. Just recently gave up drinking. Trying to give it all up. You're inspiring man
@TheBrandonNovak3 жыл бұрын
Keep it up
@mattsheezy54693 жыл бұрын
I remember seeing Novak on MTV & Howard Stern, and really finding him disgusting, annoying and obnoxious. Seeing him now sober is outrageously inspiring, and makes me think that sobriety can be as fun, and interesting as I imagine it being. I’m only on Methadone Maintenance, but that’s not sobriety. I want to live life on its own terms, and pursue my interests, not live it dose to dose, waiting on that little buzz. I remember joking around with my friends as a kid, and how good that felt. I started using to try to feel good, and to be social, but in hindsight, It’s brought me nothing but self loathing, isolation, and misery.
@TheBrandonNovak3 жыл бұрын
If you ever need my help Matthew, give me a call: 610-557-3942
@Lp-ru3z3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been sober for 10 years now I started smoking crack at 12 doing speedballs at 13 now that I’m 34 Let me tell you going out to the bar a few week ago with friends from work they do look like they do have way more fun there days off I’ll go see a movie or hockey game in bed by 9 they was up 5am to go deer hunting I’m drinking my coffee there drinking whiskey 1130am we got are deer clean in the truck one guys pass out they thought it be funny to leave him there in the bush we go to the city for lunch stop in strip club at 2pm didn’t go till 2 am after party at there house hot girls running around naked at the pool people do blow off tits and I was the only one drink pop all night I was hitting it off with a girl then a joint came around I took one little poof let me tell you that need to be agents the law again shit stronger then heroin now days I pass out for 17 hours they strip me naked spay pant my hole body got a girl to put my dick in her mouth took pictures so they can show the boys at work on are next run so I wake up no one was there I gone home and just watch tv they was fucking I sky diving the guy in the bush we all forget about walked out took him 2 days he just walked in the house and shot one of them in the foot with a crossbow for pay back best story I can tell over the last 10 years
@07Hawkeye3 жыл бұрын
bro honestly, going through what you've been through makes you a hell of alot smarter and stronger than you used to be. i grew up watching you guys since i was about 5 maybe 6 years old.. im 25 now and to be honest, i dont know you but i love you man, all of you cky viva la bam and jackass dudes. as bad of an influence as you guys were, i learned ALOT from you guys while growing up. i watched ryan push you in that garage when i was a kid and i didnt understand it but i came across that clip so many times rewatching all the old shows and movies and i understand the love ryan had for you to be that pissed off that you're still on hard drugs and bringing it around bam and his family and house.. believe it or not, there is a silver lining to all those years you spent drinking and on hard drugs, it taught me and im sure alot of other kids my age at that time, how NOT to be and im sorry you had to go through that and suffer without any real help for so long but seeing you now man, you've come so far and youre a much better, stronger, smarter and cooler dude because of all of it. in that sense, it's a path only you couldve taken and come out on top of and i can honestly say you are one of the main influences on me growing up especially through highschool, NOT to try anything bad that was around alot like heroin meth and alot of coke in my area. now ive smoked weed and drank throughout high school and watched old kids i knew back in high school snorting lines of heroin, walking their tv's their parents bought them for a christmas down to the dealers house to trade for a bundle. shit was bad around my area but i remember watching how it all effected you and these other kids and i wanted no part in it. ive also lost my cousin who was 24 at the time to heroin but not until years after i watched what you went through. safe to say that you are one of the main reasons i never touched heroin meth crack lean or any of that hard shit. cant lie, ive done coke a handful of times at parties and vacations with friends when i was 21 but havent touched that shit in 4 years and dont plan to ever again especially after seeing how far you've come. i wont risk that shit, i hardly even drink anymore maybe once or twice every few months. proud of you brother and im genuinely glad you've been sober and treat sobriety the way you do. you've always been a good dude who just got caught up in the wrong shit at the wrong times. stay well my friend
@wosko3 жыл бұрын
Looking forward to your next Today appearance, Brandon :)
@ColinBurkeMusic2 жыл бұрын
Very similar story man!! The second I started taking pills @ 21 in 2011 I was trying to stop. It was so easy for me to quit and took me several years to realize what actually keeps me away. Last few years I’ve finally gotten the right sponsor and have had enough open-mindedness to work the steps with a sponsor- there’s some good advice here. I have 3 years and also have had that “psychic change” but you’re 💯 right- if you’re not working it, it can change back to the “basics”
@Ibonymaroney3 жыл бұрын
Such a good dude ✊
@Sonnylintag2 жыл бұрын
Brother, I randomly found this clip and I wasn’t a Jackass fan by no means, but I remember how endlessly fucked up you and Bam were all the time on those shows. It’s one of the reasons why I didn’t really watch. I thought you’d be dead a long time ago. To see this is a testament to what we are capable of. It starts with the person who needs help wanting to be helped. And it is amazing to see your transformation. It is like night and day brother, and sober, we can see and hear your thoughts, you expressions aren’t muttered by intoxication, and you are clearly a bright man, and you likely always had that intelligence. Drugs just wouldn’t let that come out. Proud of you brother
@mattdn73 жыл бұрын
If I do what I did yesterday I have a pretty good chance. The really resonated with me. I find I’ll be good I’ll be sober for a while then I start becoming obsessed when something more right now it work and I have success with it. So because I’m succeeding it becomes the most important so sobriety falls back I’m good I’m sober. Then it’s I can have on I made so much worked so hard it’s fine. Then it’s 2, 6 , 10. Then I’m hungover I need hair of the dog. Then it’s lunch, and I find myself with stomach pain all day barely working think why the fuck am I back here. Thanks Brandon it really was what I needed to hear.
@hexus7612 жыл бұрын
I found it hard even after two years. I broke my sobriety and now im wrestling with keeping it over a month again. idk the temptation never leaves me. even on days where I recollect on why im doing this and feel positive, i can end up dying for a drink. despite all its done to me. i feel like two people constantly fighting with eachother.
@blakepotter79373 жыл бұрын
We love you, Bruv.
@langefransdelilliputter22903 жыл бұрын
sober sucks,im addict but when i go to rehab is that for my health by the time,i hated sober so much and the emoticons that my heart longer live with less of emoticons beqouse consumption acohol.Now im taking heroin and fentanil .addiction problem is from the emo,addiction it self healing is very good to do but the feelings i dont agree with can't block them sober.So sober life is not for anybody!....but im in 2 things i love sober people Brandon Novak thx for the positive drive last years it gives hope!
@dylandualsport14623 жыл бұрын
Newly sober myself and the only thing thats really hard for me now is how irritable and dapreased i am. Stay strong man
@Jav202x3 жыл бұрын
Keep it up!
@OhPapito3133 жыл бұрын
Grew up watching you and the CKY crew. So cool and good to see you healthy my man. 🤘❤
@TheJohnnyjo143 жыл бұрын
Happy birthday on May 25!
@BigRedTower3 жыл бұрын
Knocked it out of the park, as always! \m/
@grimmcalypso3963 жыл бұрын
Been on methadone a year and a half. It might not be "true sobriety" but it saved my life. I was a homeless heroin addict spending 10o$ a day. I was gonna die. Not from overdose. Shit like sepsis. Without methadone id be dead.
@nothx9623 жыл бұрын
This is how I am. My tolerance erases possibility of OD as I spend 120 a day on fentadope and have been doing it for years...ever since the brown dope left the streets and the white fent replaced it in or around 2016. I've never once overdosed...my body is like a sponge to it. I'm worried about sepsis or hep...and I think the shit in and around Chicago is so strong I won't be able to cold turkey like I did back in the brown powder days...I fear methadone is the only way out. I can't even wait long enough to take a suboxone without going into precip which is like cranking the flames of hell up from 4 to 10 on the thermostat. Took one at 32 hours in and still went into precip which makes no sense because I was already vomiting and shaking, full blown WD. Damn I wanna live so bad and I want what these clean people have. They all look so healthy and have nice clothes, drinking coffee, and helping others...fulfilling a purpose. I'm about to sleep the day away until I go cop tonight because if not I will be sitting in the hell vice that is fent withdrawal.
@jessicapetro10233 жыл бұрын
Love him.
@philliprichards58103 жыл бұрын
I stopped watching certain programs and the celebrities involved because it seemed as if their success was being boosted by encouraging your addiction. I felt quite often you were badly mistreated. And I said to myself this shit just isn't funny. I'm so happy to see you controlling your own destiny and succeeding on your own two feet. Overcoming addiction is such a beautiful thing I've experienced the joy myself. You look good brother and I wish you nothing but good marching forward
@Tokolos2 жыл бұрын
Stopped alcohol in 98. Barbiturates and psychedelics in 2003. Never looked back.
@iLurq3 жыл бұрын
Really hoping this life for Bam man
@rockercater3 жыл бұрын
WOW BRANDON LOOKS GOOD
@nateb-runs50533 жыл бұрын
that was to short man, thanks for the insight
@Jackson-sr4fk2 жыл бұрын
I could imagine that friends would help you get thru stuff like this but that’s not something I can have the luxury of experiencing
@HeAD-CRuMBs2 жыл бұрын
Respect ❤️
@hollowanimations47093 жыл бұрын
Love you!
@erikstark32503 жыл бұрын
4 years clean in June. It's easy not to use. Life is hard. Drugs just aren't a solution anymore to me. Am I still susceptible to screwing my life up? Yes. But not with drugs. I've said it since day one and I'll say it again and again and again: I'm not going to use again. I don't care what happens.
@Jackson-sr4fk2 жыл бұрын
I have no goals or dreams, just finished high school and the friends I had don’t talk to me, super depressed, no desire to live nymore