MY POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION STORY II RAW AND EMOTIONAL

[@amberallen95]

It really goes to show that we never, never know what somebody may be going through behind closed doors. I'm so sorry to hear that you were struggling... thank you so much for sharing!

[@Rissarisss]

I don’t think you understand how much this video will help so many people. I wish this video was around when I had my son. Thank you so much for sharing this even though I know it was hard for you to talk about. I’m so so glad that you are doing good this time around ❤️

[@wholeheartedlybynadia]

Don’t ever feel afraid to say how you feel. You have said a lot of women’s truth today. You are worth more can you can ever imagine. You’re correct, everything you explained is real. Thank you.

[@kellyb2548]

I had PPD with my first son. I swear the second he was born it hit me. The whole first year is like a fog. It’s been 7yrs now and it’s still hard to remember things from that time. I had such bad anxiety. Any cough or sneeze would freak me out. I was scared to drive with him in the car. When he was old enough to start solids I would get so angry with him. He would spit his food out and it would make me so annoyed. He loved him so much but at the same time I didn’t want to do things like that with him, but at the same time he was all I could think about. I had to have him right there to make sure he was safe. I was always so angry and so negative. It took me about a year to get over it, but it scared me to have another child. It took me four years to get over what I had been through mentally. Four years before deciding I’m ok and I want another child. With my second it was like night and day. I felt normal. No anxiety and no anger. It’s crazy what our hormones can do to use mentally and physically. But I’m so happy there are people like you and I that aren’t ashamed to talk about it and bring awareness.

[@bibbity22]

Bless you sweet girl. I’m so happy you got help! You are worthy, needed and loved by your family, your hubby, your babies, and thousands of people you don’t even know!!! We are watching you because we like/love you! Don’t ever doubt your worth on this earth! Jesus loves you as well as so many others!! ❤️

[@Ninaluv118]

You have me tearing up at work. You are so brave. So, so brave! My kids are already 11 and 16 but in general, kudos to you for this video. What a blessing this video will be to so many I’m sure. The bravest thing someone can do is be THIS vulnerable. I commend you big time. Hope you continue on your path of happiness forever.

[@shawnadurocher1]

This video is going to help a lot of women and maybe even save a life ❤❤ thank you for opening up and sharing your story

[@erinarkinson2033]

God bless you I think you are so brave to come on here and talk so openly about your struggle. I suffer from quite severe anxiety and probably a bit of depression myself and only recently asked for help. It’s a hard station for anyone and hearing someone else talk about it really helps xx

[@DulceSAHMHauls]

Awww Dani this made me cry also when I see you cry I know how you feel I also had depression when I had my first daughter or son I don't remember I went to therapy but then I stop going because I just feel that I couldn't talk to the therapist and tell him all what I was going thru since then I have never told a doctor about my depression that's why I started a KZbin channel to distract me and not feel lonely send you a big hug 🥰🥰

[@arealhousewife5993]

I had the same situation happened to me when I had my third baby 4 years ago. I didn't get help. But somehow I managed to do life. It was hard. I was so emotional when I delivered my daughter I couldn't connect to her or to my family. My family was falling apart but all is good now. 🌟What saved me, I believe it was work and accepting therapy months later. Good video and a good message at the end! Life is beautiful 🌟

[@user-su4es3cm6n]

I know this is hard for you to talk about. However I believe you have a purpose and GOD has you in this platform for a reason! You have this amazing testimony and you have no idea how much it going to help people out there Keep your head up ❤️❤️

[@Butterflyvlogs24]

I haven’t cry like I cry today with you! This is so true and real and A LOT of us with this always think people gonna judge! I did suffer depression after my baby but I didn’t look for help I was scared they were gonna say I was unable to take care of my kids and they will take them away! So sad this have to happen!😞

[@amethystgonzalez111]

I’m in freaking tears 😭 hugs mama❤️ I had ppd with my first baby. Thank you for using your platform to talk about something SO important.

[@Noellabella09]

I’m only at 11:50 and I’m balling. I relate so much to this. It’s so sad that some women go through this. And like you I felt ashamed and embarrassed to speak up and admit I had struggles. Like you I had so many vivid visions of things happening both to my children and myself. I would tell my husband and he would be like “you can’t think like that”. Which was no help. I had no real support system and my dragging 3 kids to the therapists office was more stressful than anything. Basic things like showering, bathing my kids, anything was like a huge chore that I dreaded. I was going through the McDonald’s drive thru for breakfast, lunch and dinner every day. Eventually I talked to my dr. She gave me a med that made me a zombie. I was already exhausted and that made it 20x worse. I went off of it and to this day I still struggle but not as bad. Thank you for making this as it lets me know I am not alone and that there is hope 💕

[@maddieb713]

You are such an incredible, strong, brave, and beautiful Momma! I'm so sorry you experienced this. Your video and message was powerful and I'm sure it impacted so many women. Thank you for being so open and honest. 💕

[@mikhailandreev7432]

Hi I really hope you get better and enjoy your life👍❤️ I too am suffering from depression and anxiety i felt like commuting Suicide but I didn’t becuase Life is too precious for me to take away. I made a promise to myself: Exercise and healthy diet,praying to God and going to church and helping people and making them happier! I am not going to let some depression ruin my life. Great video and I know it’s hard to talk about but I hope you enjoy your life and know your amazing and people you know care about you❤️👍

[@MELANIEmel]

Dani, I am so so happy that you made this video!! I have gone through all of this after having my babies and at times I though I was just Crazy !! Even though I am not currently going through this anymore, it has been so helpful just knowing that other moms go through this. I know this video will help so many and I have also gone back and forth with the idea of making one of these videos on my channel. Prayers for any mamas reading this and going through similar symptoms 🙏🏻💗

[@LaurStar25]

I also had PPD. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever been through in my life. I wish it was easier for women to get help for it. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@lunagaby25]

I appreciate you showing this hard and dark time in your life. Everything you said rings truth for me. I got PPD & Post partum anger. I would snap at everyone and then break down crying. I also didnt want to let ppl help me and I was super prideful. Definitely going to let someone know if I see the warning signs come again when we decided to have another baby

[@AshJ2203]

You’re an amazing momma. This was a great video for so many women to watch. Including me. So glad you got help.

[@kristenroa283]

Thank you for making this video. I struggled with postpartum anxiety after my second baby too...i still do struggle with the anxiety now but with my therapist I’m doing so much better.

[@Nancy-qf4ho]

I have 4 boys and God blessed us with a baby girl (finally lol), which was supposed to be one of the best time in my life. My boys at the time where 13,12 and 8 years old (twins), at the time my daughter didn't have a sleeping schedule, and my husband broke 4 ribs. He was bed ridden, so I didn't sleep well with the baby and then him waking me up in the middle of the night to help him urinate. As you i had the worst visions of the worst things that could happen to my boys, I didn't even want school to start. It was so bad I didn't wanna use perfume (thinking it could kill me), didn't want my kids to play outside. I was just so afraid!! I never had suicidal thoughts or hurting my children. I was just so afraid they could get hurt for any little thing i would stress out. Even for a little cut I was thinking the worst case scenario. I worked at with an OB for more than 8 years so clearly knew the signs of postpartum depression. I told my husband how i felt, and that I needed help. He was so much in pain but got up to go with me to the dr. I was diagnosed with postpartum depression, Dr prescribed Setraline. Well I had all the side effects on the book!!! I remember it was my eldest birthday and we went out to eat. It was the worst day, I wanted to leave, run out of the place! I remember saying I just want this day to end, to which my son replied but mom its my birthday. I cried so much afterwards, I felt like shit. That night I prayed so hard and with all my heart, well i hallucinated that night. I saw someones hand/arm reach out to me and say take my hand and I will guide you. I took that as a sign from the Lord, involved my family church and stopped taking the meds. Take in consideration my family was a BIG part on my mental health, they knew the situation i was going through. With God and my family I have been doing great !!! I do have bad days like everyone else, but refuse to let myself feel like that. Out of the whole year I probably have 10 bad days, shit I wouldn't even wish this on my worst enemy. If you ( who is reading my message) or anyone you know are suffering from postpartum depression speak up DON'T let it consume you because if you do it will tear you apart. WE are stronger than what we think, don't ever think less of yourself for asking for help.

[@biancasoffientino2460]

Thankyou for being brave to share this with us, I too suffered PPD when I had my first child, I had terrible anxiety and couldn’t leave the house. Thankfully my mum helped me through it and I got help and saw a doctor. It was one of the worst things I’ve ever gone through. I hope this video helps others in the same situation. xx

[@juliaana7092]

You are so brave for sharing this! Those sweet babies are so lucky to have you. You are a great mama. ♥️ sending you a big hug!

[@aecarius]

Dani, I love you and I just want to give you a huge hug right now!!! ❤️ thank you so much for sharing your story, it’s going to help so many people. You’re so so amazing. ❤️❤️❤️

[@Youalwaysmatter]

You are so brave for sharing this! I thank you! Watching this video made me realize how much I hide from my husband. I’m keeping certain thoughts from him because of the fear of being judged. I was told I have a mild case of ppd.

[@danielarubio5321]

I felt exactly the same with my 2nd daughter. And I never got help. It was the worst couple years of my life. Luckily I did over come it but I do still suffer with depression and anxiety. I have learned how to manage it have worked really hard. But I’m now pregnant with my third and this is a worry for me! I know God can help me overcome these worries.

[@themackies9925]

This is amazing, thankyou for being brave enough to share.... hopefully one day I’ll get there to tell my story too xxx

[@aleljzz2978]

Your so strong to talk about this !!! Your great and super strong !!!

[@sherrygentry277]

This is going to help so many people god bless you put this out there

[@leticiasauceda8372]

Thanks for sharing your story. You are so strong and amazing. 💕

[@ayevri5416]

You are so strong💜 I can relate to you so much. Thank you for making this video. May you live a long happy life with your family.

[@carebear820205]

Hugs!!!! I know this all too well. It's so hard to explain. I felt like this with my second son.

[@daniaracely4490]

This was raw and beautiful ❤️

[@tabyfreytes8012]

Wow I definitely feels you, thank you for these ❤️

[@mckennacarter940]

Hey girl, thank you for sharing and I’m glad you are doing so much better. You are an amazing mom 😊 btw my son was born the same day as your baby girl Eloise 😊

[@pamelar.5999]

Thank you for sharing your story! You are loved🤍

[@user-su4es3cm6n]

I want to hug you so bad !!!!

[@alejandrarico8697]

Yo siempre tengo esos pensamientos malos no importa donde este siempre estoy pensando que algo malo va a pasar y todo me da miedo 🥺😰y si tengo ansiedad pero algunas veces es mas fuerte q otras .

[@houstonjwalker]

Dios Te Bendiga Dani, a ti y a toda tu familia! 💙

[@dawndigianni7475]

Hard times😔 Strong Mommy😉

[@nmash6835]

Can depression make you feel disoriented everyday?

[@marthabrinson4249]

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[@californiamom4913]

💞💕💕

[@reenasookdhoo5294]

💖🤗

[@rs1627]

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