Chaos Magick Inspiration

[@WilderGunn]

Would LOVE to hear more about Nathaniel and Tulpas in general 😄

[@kelly-annmaddox]

🥰🥰 For you, my love, anything. Xx

[@ellieim]

same here!

[@delphinidin]

@@kelly-annmaddox I would love to hear it too!

[@mentita-gu3fp]

yes please do the tulpa video :) it's something that I'm always on the verge of trying but I convince myself that I'm not ready for the responsibility. but honestly, I think I need to do it and i would looove to hear all that you have to say about it 🍒

[@breeevans8065]

Nathaniel sounds amazing! I'm adding my vote to hear more about him and tulpas in general.

[@mdbarton1979]

Working with your shadow future selves? Whoa. What an incredible practice. That's deep, witch.

[@darlingrave539]

More Tulpa content, please! ❤

[@Web.ofmagic]

Yes please do make a video about Nathaniel!!

[@TheMoonlitForest-tp8yr]

IFS changed my ability to love and care for myself - I am so happy to hear from another who utilizes it in their practice! :)

[@kelly-annmaddox]

For real, IFS can be a total game-changer. It's really helped me both magickally and therapeutically. Glad it's done the same for you!

[@anayrre2062]

I mean the whole thing with Nathaniel sounds really amazing and I can't wait for a video dedicated to him. Also, I feel so seen with the "people think I'm crazy" kind of thing. I mean I always felt that way but lately, after developing a fuller relationship with my two beloved goddesses, more than ever.

[@nataliasegal8674]

Love a lot of these ideas and it helped me come up with my own ideas...I am thinking that instead of working with parts of me, I want to work with different animal guides for different workings based on the elemental energies of the animal and how I relate to it...but I want to figure out how to do it without appropriating Native American traditions, because I don't want to be THAT person. LOL. I like that anything goes in chaos magick, but also I'm sure you'd agree (based on your previous content) that we need to have a strong internal moral compass. I like that your ideas of practicing chaos magick are fun and not problematic! Thanks for creating and sharing another great video!

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Yes, I'm very keen to ensure that my ideas aren't snatched from stuff that's not for me. The way I see it is that literally everyone you meet (pretty much) had a strong sense of their favourite animals and animals that felt really special to them from a super young age. A lot of people have certain animals that they dream about or have images of in their homes - animals that they relate to and feel deeply for. I think that magickally we can just take those inclinations and expand on them. for instance, I don't know anything about the way any Native groups work with spirit animals, nor would I use the term 'spirit animal' in my practice (and I notice that you're the same). But I do know that I've been dreaming about horses for years and that they turn up in my dreams to communicate specific things, so I just lean into that spiritually. I also know that I was naturally vegan in childhood and made myself literally vegan as soon as I realised that my heart was 'wired' that way. All of this demonstrates the natural importance of animals in my practice without utilising any practices from other cultures.

[@crisptater]

Paradigm Pirate!

[@jane_annelise]

I would love to know more about tulpas

[@ClaireLeslie-eu4tl]

You were the one who helped cure my bi phobia. I cried buckets with you! And then I watched Joe Lee every night. You can never hate that man!

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Ok, the fact that I could help anyone cure their biphobia to any remote degree is just so fucking humbling and heart-warming to know. 🥰🥰🥰 Wow. I'm assuming that happened as a result of my video about my bi journey? So cool.

[@ClaireLeslie-eu4tl]

Hi em, it wasn’t intense vitriol or anything. Just an uncomfortable squirm I knew wasn’t right. Oh gosh bad as I am…! Didn’t mean to scare ya

[@SuperPuffXD]

Listening to your perspective on parts work and tulpas in your magickal practice was fascinating. We are an OSDD system that can relate to many but not all aspects of those topics due to how our disorder has affected our brain's structure, experience of consciousness, and self-understanding. I actually for a brief time had thought I somehow accidentally created tulpas before learning about OSDD, since the two experiences have so much overlap. And, it was parts work in therapy that first brought certain alters to light and helped me discover them and the rest of the system. So, all that to say, it was an excitingly unique experience to listen to your stories on this and we're glad you shared it!

[@michellecurrie108]

So, a potential tulpa popped into my head as you described what a tulpa is! Lol! I'm intrigued and would love to see a video about this :D

[@itsthebooze]

Some good pointers for my own magical practice Kelly thankyou. There is a series on Apple TV called severance I think you would enjoy.

[@autumnrain814]

Oh my goodness. The idea of working with my future selves feels crazy fizzy. I can’t wait to try that. Thank you. Love your videos so much Kelly-Ann. I’ve been watching for years. I just haven’t been commenting but I’m trying to do that more. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@SorcererLord]

Thanks so much for this video, always fascinated to hear what the great sorceress Kelly-Ann is experimenting with! I’ve been dabbling with being able to invoke a magical personality at will. Sort of how with glamour magic you can put on a set of clothes/jewellery and feel really powerful and like a different person. Well I’m doing that but without the use of clothes or any physical object or symbol, just being able to do it with my mind and will alone. And I’ve therefore been experimenting with calling upon an archetype, fully embodying it for a particular working or situation, and then casting off this magical personality when I’m done with it.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Yesssss, evoke those archetypes, babyyy!

[@autumnsmith3585]

Very cute shirt 😃 Thank you for all your wisdom.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

🥰😍😋

[@meadowsandmountain]

Haven‘t even started watching, but oh my am I looking forward to this video! 🤩

[@kelly-annmaddox]

🥲🤭 Thank you, doll. Hope you like it and it inspires you somehow. X

[@SoulWisdomAlchemy-SapphyreMoon]

You are bringing to life my feelings of the Divine Darkness and the Divine Light by sharing you starting to work with your Future Shadow! You are so real!😻🫶🏾❤️

[@rainfiredreaming]

It was lovely to see chaos magick getting some air time again. I found your ideas really interesting and was delighted to hear you discuss IFS. Can’t wait to check out your parts video.

[@WilderGunn]

Thank you so much for this, Kelly-Ann! I really needed the inspiration this week 💚💚💚

[@kelly-annmaddox]

🥲😋😘 I'm so happy to able to provide it x

[@rottguttwhiskey]

PLEASE make a video about tulpas because I'm wondering if I might have "mis-gendered" two of my "spirit guides" 👀

[@thomasparker5208]

49:24 "All Hail Me" by Veruca Salt. I know that wasn't the reference Kelly-Ann was making, but it fits!

[@EvelynAlice7]

Im also starting the tulpa process and would love a video dedicated to that, also your top is absolute FIRE my love! x

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Oooh, so cool that you're making one! (Thanks, I love this tee. £1 in a charity shop! Haha, I have total bargain blurt.)

[@BVeronica100]

Amazing video. I would so appreciate a video on Tulpas. Definitely something I am interested in and willing to create.

[@cosmicpolitan]

I don't have a tulpa, but I have built an entire imaginary living world of characters that I live a parallel life with, complete with story lines and interdimensional portals. Although I have a general outline of how I want the fantasy to play out, I am often surprised at how the characters will respond in conversation with me; reacting in ways I could not have predicted, teaching me wisdom that I don't have and say things that are not from my personality. I've learned a lot from them! Most likely in those times I'm channeling my higher self. Who knows, but I will say that I have benefitted.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

This comment is a vibe. 🥰 I love worldbuilding. ❤️

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Does it distract you too much from consensus reality? Like, is it ever disruptive?

[@ericaf6851]

Mmmm really enjoying these videos Kelly Anne… may just have to join your patreon one of these days! ❤

[@kelly-annmaddox]

You're always welcome, darling x

[@hellh00und]

I initially learned about tulpas as an incredibly lonely teenager and wished so badly to have one, but nothing ended up coming to fruition after several months of trying. A decade later and it still rolls around in the back of my mind. I think this was my sign! I would LOVE a video on tulpamancy and to learn more about yours 💕 and thank you so much for sharing something so intimate

[@cookiesontoast9981]

Sorry I type a lot, I just feel excited to discover these brand new (to me) ways to experiencing things. I'm learning from you a lot of these ideas for the first time. :) I'm just SO new to so many aspects of spirituality and ways of celebrating it. My spiritual journey is slowly developing, only just became spiritual about 3 weeks ago and have completely identified with Pantheism. And now I'm dabbling in Paganism, and slowly learning about different deities and considering doing some "imagination conjuring" like you spoke about in a really old video, I don't think I could ever truly believe they exist, but I do really like the idea of enjoying and appreciating them from a spiritual Pantheistic way. It feels very freeing to think that I can appreciate them and feel connected to them without necessarily believing they're literally real. Magic in these ways you're speaking of also sounds like something I might be able to get behind, which a few weeks back when I first realised I believe in a sense of divinity, I would not have considered magic or deity worship.. but in just a short time my journey is developing! Though... this might be a silly question, but.. can males be "witches" as you describe it? 😅 I'm sure you can, but perhaps under a different title. Also, it's nice to hear you say "you can have a nice Metal experience" because for me a huge reason why I got around to the conclusion that I have so much reverence for nature, was because of Black Metal! All of it really, but especially the at mospheric Nature/Pagan Black Metal, which is a huge part of the genre. That music helps me feel so connected to nature. Anyway sorry for typing a lot, I'm just excited about this brand new journey and new ideas. :) You have been a huge help. I find so many of your ideas and ways of looking at this fascinating.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Wow, you've done a lot of learning and exploring in under a month. Very impressive! Indeed witches can be male.

[@ThePracticalManifestor]

I would love to know more about Nathanial! 💕💕💕

[@homeiswheretheartis1194]

Just ordered both of ur books !! Can't wait 🖤

[@debiengland9203]

Love your videos 😊!

[@Taylen329]

This video is inspirational gold!!! Always grateful for your insights ❤️

[@kelly-annmaddox]

So glad it is serving its purpose. 🥰

[@HCKTrent]

I would love to know more about the building/birthing process of your tupla

[@PandorasExecutioner]

i would also love to hear more about tulpas! you talking about being chosen by Nathaniel made me all fizzy haha. it gives me a slight identity crisis, but i think I've been making tulpas not servitors this whole time. 😂 i prefer the chaote way of thinking though. my tulpas are mysterious in origin but i feel they come from the sea of my soul, so i trust them more than established entities who arent compatible with me all the time. the tulpas are more friend/servitor than god so their powers feel different too. fun stuff!

[@PandorasExecutioner]

I really enjoy my tulpas. they're smarter than me in key ways that i need. like one helps me with meditation and another with transmutation. so when my imagination hits a limiting belief, i go to them to crack open a new way of seeing. and when they evolved, their powers became more helpful. and that part reminds me of deity work. their voice and insight are fascinating and unexpected but often so needed

[@raundar2886]

I've booked my ticket to your work shop I think this is something that I really need right now. Also would love for you to do a video more in depth on Tulpa. Have been mulling some stuff around in my head but just haven't been able to grasp details to put it into reality. Your experiences you share have always been a source of inspiration to me and I usually find that little nugget I'm missing.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

❤ Thanks for trusting me with your money - I'm really looking forward to going through the exercises with everyone. 😊 I will definitely make a tulpa video.

[@mlina1985]

I would love to hear about your experience with Nathaniel. I would love to hear how it compares to my experience. I´ve been engaging in tulpamancy since early teenage years, without actually knowing what it is. So I´m always so intrigued to hear people talking about their own experiences.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

@@mlina1985 Ooh I must make this one!

[@mlina1985]

@@kelly-annmaddox looking forward to seeing it! 😍

[@EmilysTarotandMagick]

I loved this so much ❤❤❤ love the absurdity! It’s actually really interesting. I went to New York when I was about 21 as well because I was in a summer camp working as a camp counsellor and then I travelled afterwards and I also went when I was a bit younger with my parents for a holiday and I honestly, can say that I felt like a different person in New York City. obviously I know that there’s a lot about it that isn’t great but I loved it so much then and I thought it was a soul home for me. ❤❤❤ I cannot wait for WID to come out. So exciting and yes would love to hear more about your Tulpa. I’ve had a scary experience with one of the servitors I created so I’d love to hear your experience with Nathanial 🙏 Xxx

[@schizorap]

❤ Great video

[@Lodane]

1.) tell us more about nate the great, if he's cool w/ that 2.) some absurdity: i will fall asleep (usually on accident) with blank pieces of paper in my bed... so when i wake up i'll gather them, my "dream papers" and i'll use them for petitions and the like. i mean, if folks make moon water idk how it's that different. 3.) ily and i'm looking forward to the chaos witch class in august. also joined patreon, dammit. you got your hooks in! 😂

[@CherryBerry48]

i missed you dear sister, love you muchly

[@SoulWisdomAlchemy-SapphyreMoon]

You are such a Genius! I love 💕 how your mind works, now I’m looking at things in a whole new perspective, I love your Authenticity❤️😻🫶🏾

[@LorienWitch]

Wow - apparently this path is calling to me! Though I’ve seen others say Chaos magic practitioners believe in no deities but all deities, as they’re all part of the psyche- whilst I understand this in principle, I do work with deities and believe their energies exist… I’m gonna have to research more it seems

[@hank_mohaski]

I should say I can FEEL where I am from. Words fail. Not always. It's been so heavy for so long for this world, not for long. Changes forever changes. At this very moment there is a yellow daisy growing in front of my doorstep, and there is a beetle that looks like a bee that looks like a beetle. Local crows might get him, or that pigeon I see around here. Words fail. Natural law does not fail. Ends. Ends of life, ends of names, end of meaning, end of words. One can only hope.

[@aturtleattacks]

Would love to read your depraved novels one day!

[@kerricantelupe8337]

I seem to have an old imaginary friend who’s become a Tulsa, and would love to hear more about how you interact with yours. It’s definitely an interesting ride.

[@SimonJLV]

I LOVE the bit about your Tulpa, and it'd be amazing if you made a video just about that topic! I have a witchcraft companion that started as a servitor, but as I gave them a pretty broad range of action so they do behave more as a Tulpa. One extremely weird and fun thing that happened that I think relates a lot with what you said about them sort of being bigger than your own decision or your own creation is that I realized they have been along side me for most of my life! I used to think of them as a protective presence in my childhood and then forgot all about it… I don't know where you stand on time being non linear, but I totally think I created them and then they managed to accompany back in time as well. Hugs Kelly-Ann! Hope you have a nice weekend!

[@alysonscanvases]

This video is exactly what I’ve been needing. My practice has been in a lull for quite some time. The summer solstice always gives me a spark of inspiration though. Almost like it should be my personal new year 🤘🏻

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Ahh yeah, make Solstice your New Year for sure! 😍 I'm so glad you like the vid, thanks for your kind words. I was worried that I was coming across a bit oddly in this one and that it wouldn't land, so your words have uplifted me. 😆

[@alysonscanvases]

@@kelly-annmaddox hooray!!! Hahahaha yeah, it landed just fine I’d say ☺️☺️☺️

[@russellstephen6998]

I’m glad you’ve been posting so much lately. I’m so excited for your new book AND our annual Samhain reading! Sending love from Michigan ❤️

[@russellstephen6998]

Also one THOUSAND percent yes on wanting to see the tulpa video. I’ve had something similar going for around 5 years and I’d love to hear more of your thoughts !

[@JasonsJuJu]

Wow! I’ve been creating Tulpas instead of Servitors this whole time 😂

[@water_leo]

Yes please and thank you! =) Also, how did you get his name?

[@kelly-annmaddox]

I've loved the name for years. When I was making some decisions about my own name change, it was a strong contender for my new surname, but I went with Maddox instead, always knowing that the name 'Nathaniel' would be meant for something somewhere along the line..

[@homeiswheretheartis1194]

Yesss more u and Nathaniel lol ure so funny." Trying to freak ppl out now"

[@angela777K]

So many juicy nuggets in this video! Thank you so much for the Solstice inspiration. Tulpas and Chaotic Divination are now written in my 'To Be Studied' list. Delectable concepts. Many blessings chaote kinfolk, all.

[@AlexGreeneHypnotist]

My chaos magic workings are small-scale, subtle, and highly effective. I feel the world wake up and respond whenever I perform a working. It is a distinctive response. Lots of these workings, often. That's my policy. Oh - I know another witch, and when she showed me some delightful photos of her unrehearsed "street dance," I was the only commenter who realised she'd done a working under their noses. My reply? "Magic calls to magic, cariad." This video itself is a working. ❤ Magic calls to magic, honey. ❤

[@alyssakira8320]

Idk why but I wasn't overly interested in the title. Boy that was a mistake. You continue to be one of if not the most exciting, groundbreaking and thought provoking occult/witchy content creators on this platform. Really incredible stuff Kelly, honestly thank you for all you efforts ❤

[@azraelhorsefeather]

I just did a weird garbled mashup of a witch’s cackle and typing out hdjdkaljshdhfjfsmd in my head cause this video made me remember this song I used to vibe to back in the day called chaos reigns by matta 😆 (if anyone looks it up lol it probably won’t blow your socks off in the way you want it to 😅)

[@bellagrace3109]

I find astrology corresponds to beneficial parts .My default conduit mars, masculine fire, and the frustration of being in muddy cancer/Taurus territory will require some shadow work around the feminine. Thankyou for your divine sychronicity with my Tean Swan rétrospective. I see the value of Jung repackaged, in whatever optics connect individually. Intuitively the Holy Mother Mary feels will help me pump the breaks. Although these Sag ones don’t get much use.

[@HollarMoonMountain]

First commenter after all these years?

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Yesss

[@HollarMoonMountain]

@@kelly-annmaddox 🫶🏻Buttercup! Lol have you ever used that,buttercup?

[@silverbuzzz]

🖤🖤🖤

[@ladysmall9853]

I would be really interested in hearing more about tulpas in general and whatever you feel like sharing about Nathaniel. The idea strikes me as a little scary but also very intriguing and familiar. I wonder if I may have done something similar without realizing it. The characters in my head feel very close at times.

[@kelly-annmaddox]

Interesting! Yes, you could be blurring the lines. I think the best thing to do when that happens is set some rules of engagement and start high-vibe conversations that assist you with life goals. If anything like this feels unsettling though, always stop. ❤ I will defo make a video about Nathaniel. X

[@ladysmall9853]

@kelly-annmaddox I think the scary part comes more from conditioning to not trust my own mind. I am neurospicy and tend to spend a lot of time in my own head. It's kind of like when I decided to get a deck of tarot cards to see if they were actually scary. I have the book, "Creating Magickal Entities," by David Michael Cunningham (possibly per your recommendation?) This may push me into actually reading the dang book.😅

[@antwanzhane_mawayd]

I've never called myself a chaote but I've tuned into most of your content on the magick and,, damn,, a lot of what you do, particularly the drip of this video, i've been exploring - I really like and wanna test giving my shadow other jobs and,, woah,, Nathaniel sounds effin epic 🧡

[@MlleReglisse]

I can't do witchcraft right now, but i enjoy working with the Anarchist Child archetype.

[@StillxAvoidingxTomorrow]

I created a similar Tulpa- he is quite independent; pops up while I'm at work and surprises me....we have lengthy convos and don't always see eye to eye, much like a best friend. I'm glad you touched on this subject.

[@joeyclay2445]

Quick question, if you have a moment! Apologies for being a bit off topic, I'm coming from your cord cutting video! I'm a fairly experienced practitioner and I've done cord cuttings for myself before. My question is, would I be able to do a cord cutting between two other people? One of my family members went no contact with her ab*sive ex-husband a year or so ago, but she's finding that she's struggling to move on still. They don't have children or any similar additional connection and they have not spoken since. She thinks a cord cutting would help her heal, and she asked me to do it for her. I'm assuming it can be done, but I can't find any information about it. Any thoughts from you on how to make it the most effective would be appreciated!

[@amandacole3737]

Tulpa sounds like a spirit guide....

[@kelly-annmaddox]

@amandacole3737 Kind of, but the major differences are that you design a tulpa yourself and they are not just there to guide you - it's a very dynamic two-way relationship where you also sometimes guide them in return (and sometimes you're both lost in the sauce). It's basically an astral friendship.

[@ellenmarie2772]

Yes, more on tulpa, thank you

[@user-rb6rq6rs1f]

Oooh sounds like you created your own AI

[@paigeforeman9336]

Love all of these ideas, but I am especially excited to try giving my shadow new magickal jobs in my spellwork. Those shadowy parts of myself definitely have a lot of energy so the idea of redirecting this energy towards something more helpful is empowering. And I would be interested in hearing more about your journey with Nathaniel--from what you shared here, it sounds like a mystical and beautiful story. I also write fiction and have had experiences where the story seems to take on a life of its own and I don't feel fully in control of it. I had a poetry professor who said to me once, "Paige, you need to let your poems surprise you," and that was a major perspective shift for me. It can be scary to let go of my ideas of what a creative work should be but when I do let go, I often have profound artistic experiences.

[@sarahgalea4010]

Side note. Your lip gloss be poppin'

[@jadencasarezwattpad]

Lol, The No-End House. My horcrux. The mass apparation of Jaden. My last Will and Testament. My towns own little Aokigahara. The no end house eats storage devices for halloween.