GMOD VR: Exploring Everdawn - Fading Paramnesia (A Collapsing Dream)

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[@shadymilkman8635]

Thank you for playing my map! I'm glad you enjoyed the experience and I loved listening to your commentary once again, especially how accurate it is to my original thoughts. There is definitely one intended interpretation of the map, however everyone can interpret art in their own way, that's the true intention and it's nice to hear that you acknowledged that. As for the "thank you" at the end, it's actually a thanks from me. To everyone who experienced this map, a "thank you" in advance, for choosing to leave your own personal everdawn, and prosper. PS. Regarding the pink sun, let's just say Phillip Jeffries might not have left you unbothered after all.

[@ymndoseijin]

real antichamber vibes on some of the text in this

[@vicooficial]

Next map will have even more referencies to things linked to Librarian, like Herobrine, Chilla's Art characters or Arirals lol

[@GreenArrowAlt]

@@ymndoseijin true, mainly near the end when it was dark and he needed to jump over, it looked like that one area with the big red text from antichamber

[@PnkBl4ck]

I Love This map Also; 👀👀👀👀👀

[@kriminellerbusfahrer5991]

I love the start of the map and this quiet gallery vibe.... is beautiful

[@zakshei]

It's like he got jumpscared by reading his own name at the start.

[@pitch_cat]

it scared me

[@brycesmith5422]

"I did not bring the right shoes for this... Socks." The creatively dry humor I've come to love from The Librarian

[@Sparrow_Bloodhunter]

that absolute fear when you saw the "not sun" was just so perfect. also the window in your room would make an excellent end credits screen to add to your rotation.

[@DanielBerthellemy]

That last windy looking cave is something I saw a few years ago in my dream, I still distinctly remember the place, as it was an actual memory. As I approached the entrance of the smaller cave entrance, i saw a torch burning and illuminating strange symbolism on the wall, at that moment I awoke.

[@GreenArrowAlt]

0:19 Explaining Map and Creator 1:39 The Begining 2:09 Takes out a Lantern 2:42 Getting close to the Cabin 3:32 Librarian imagining monsters 3:42 Entering the Cabin 4:02 Entering the Bedroom 4:06 Opens the door to *Endless space of misery and suffering* 4:22 Entering the bathroom 4:49 Getting Brave enough to enter the *Endless space of misery and suffering* 5:27 Melon (Story) 7:16 Back to seeying *Stars* 7:36 Waking up? 8:24 Melons 9:33 Entering Elevator 10:00 Small White room 10:52 The end is never The end is never The end is never The end is never The end is never The end is never The end is never The end... 11:39 Jumping down a *Nether portal* (Pit) 12:10 Nothing is normal anymore 15:15 Kidnapping a poor little Melon 15:29 Attemps to kill a Melon 16:58 A *GIANT* clock 19:54 Noises of *Pain* 20:46 A *Black Figure* scares *Librarian* (and A *Librarian* scares *Me* ) 21:17 "What do i do?!-" "Im out of here" (He answered his question pretty quick) 21:37 The Truck is even going on, Librian gets so scared he activates auto tune in his vocal cord 22:00 The end is still not The end is still not The end is still not The end is still not The end is still not The end is still not The end... 23:31 Didn't know this was the *Stanley Parable* 27:03 Its just an illusion.. You gotta hold it in longer 27:35 Super Jump 27:52 Ill just let this play out (28:16 is the real scare) 28:56 Falling down a hole then waking up in a train 30:33 The train didn't last so long, did it? 32:01 Falling down once more and every memory is burning once more too 34:08 Just as the begining it end, or does it, the end is never.. *the end* 35:20 Back, once again, like always.. 35:53 Librarian Names art 36:15 Back to the nightmare we go.. 38:51 Train Horn 39:17 Train Horn gets Louder 39:22 Death, and to another even worse nightmare we go... 41:06 Enteres a Cave 43:02 Office 44:11 There wont be a *warning* 45:04 "Are you forklift Certified?" 52:16 Turns on power 52:50 Back again, and again, and again... 55:05 "There we go, we got the melon!.. [scary noise] ..What did i just do-" 55:57 "What are those?... OH LOOK AT THE LITTLE BEEPERS" 56:56 Gate to *heaven* 57:30 [Becomes a goat] 58:35 Guys im pretty sure thats the exit, i dont know what tells me that 59:11 The end was never the end and never will be The end was never the end and never will be *The End* 1:01:13 Portal 1:02:00 Jumping down into the portal 1:02:19 Every journey has an end 1:02:36 Back again, for hopefuly the *last time* .. 1:03:45 Entering the Blue pit 1:05:08 Entering the -End- (Cave) 1:06:05 Near *the end* 1:06:54 Darwin was the one behind this all 1:07:27 Crossing the bridge to -The End- 1:08:50 Finaly opening the final few doors 1:12:25 The Start of *The End* 1:13:20 *Pyramid* 1:14:00 *The end?* 1:16:15 No Clipping now 1:18:14 Saying Goodbye 1:18:42 Patrons

[@Dondillilochevrolet]

Ty champ

[@tonyjoseph5197]

Thanks king👑

[@TheRogueWolf]

4:10- Well, the realtor listing _did_ say that the house had a "spacious basement".

[@TheAmazingDrCheat]

But the price of the house is out of this world!

[@rileynoname3529]

Not even halfway done with watching this but WOW this is well done. If the creator of the map sees this, you did amazing. And i love your commentary and way of handling the map Librarian! Gonna continue watching now.

[@timteecvhn]

I find it quite amusing how pretty much right before the end of the map, you missed a Philip Jeffery that was there on the mountain path with you that you would've noticed had you looked away from the door in the rock face.

[@gemgamesnstuff163]

19:54 sounds like a distant chicken. Also this map reminds me of the my first Superliminal experience. Part mind blown away with a dash of blank minded exploration.

[@underthetreeproductionsOffical]

I believe that's the same sound effect used for Bonnie in fnaf 1

[@scrible1073]

​@@underthetreeproductionsOfficalnahh, that was chicas

[@jorho]

56:00 Librarian's reaction was so cute omg

[@LeoparditusRecords]

I've had my own Everdawn, a few times, and it's.. truly so personal. It's bittersweet.. but it's so much more than that. It's something I think most people need to 'have', to experience. Thank you Shady for the beautiful experience, Thank you, The Librarian, and thank you, Philip Jeffery.

[@fimbulsummer]

Wow! This is so clever! I love how the developer has sparked your memories to create your own personal interpretation of what’s happening. It reminds me of the opening narration of the old kid’s show Monkey: “Tathagatha Buddha said, with our thoughts we make the world”.

[@TheYear2525]

I'm so envious that you can smooth walk in VR without starting to feel miserable and having tremors after 30 minutes. Darwin: what's your favorite colour?

[@Enoonb]

1:08:38 - The Librarian, blind as ever, misses the dark version of Jeffreys.

[@GreenArrowAlt]

Quiet in the library, the all mighty Librarian is Talking, and exploring

[@hecticscone]

I know it would be hard to figure out a good way to do this, but I think you would really enjoy Radiohead's Kid A Mnesia exhibition. It's a game that's essentially a virtual museum exhibition for their albums Kid A and Amnesiac. obviously it has copyrighted music but i'm sure there's _some_ way to play it, make a video of it, and post it without having to take it down. just food for though :)

[@party4lifedude]

It is nice to see the influence you have on this game, and helping it grow or evolve in other ways in stark contrast to the brainrot content that is really popular on the internet. Of course it's not like we didn't have goofy or dumb gmod memes in my time, and it's still similar in a lot of ways. It's very nice see these maps that are basically art pieces made to explore and discover. It's strange to think that more than half of the gmod community wasn't even born yet by the time me and my friends stopped playing it and all my favorite servers shut down. I never imagined it would get to the point that it has, considering how niche it was at a time I thought was the peak.

[@ArtGrinder7]

Sometimes getting a new youtube account is a game changer. I know I started this one when it came out but in the flood of films youtube pummels me with this got lost. So glad Ive been able to finish it. Ya know, I actually just _listen_ to most of your content as I’m at work when I “watch.” The way you narrate makes this work. I glance at the screen from time to time for context but mainly it is your voice setting the atmosphere. So thanks for the way you do your content. Really enjoy it. And this one really made me with I had time to make my own gmod map!

[@StalwartTirith]

59:12 Genuinely thought this was a jump cut until I saw your reaction. That teleport was masterfully done lol

[@zylaaeria2627]

This map is a treat even without VR. Amazing to see how this creator's maps have improved since the first liminal gallery.

[@reese4077]

This creator truly is an artist

[@handymansam1414]

1:08:37 you missed the Philip Jeffery here. A dark variant.

[@LouCaille-n5j]

Much of this map reminded me of The Beginner's Guide. Especially the part where you came out onto the small stage and directly read the text right in front of you to the one lone chair.

[@Sebastianmaz615]

Right away that shape floating in space reminds of a keyhole. 😀 "crappy themepark mascot heads" 23:17 😆🤣😂 At the end now and gotta say that was a hell of a game. One of the best I've seen. 👍🏼

[@degeneratewilson]

A world where both angels and demons have vanished and somehow a human gets stuck in the unmanned unseen backrooms to reality

[@TheKevphil]

I loved this! For me, the highlight was the caves and the mountainscape. All this, and *CONTROL* as well!

[@austinwhite3575]

I just saw this map on the Workshop and was hoping that you've covered it. And of course, you've yet to fail me.

[@MikinessAnalog]

"Darwin !! How long is your resume anyway?" lol i jus died

[@johnbriggs7728]

When you said rec center, it reminded me of the one in my hometown that used to host ECW back when that was a thing.

[@bmkbbk123]

i was solo exploring this world before watching as i do whenever you upload. and that scare at 21:37 got me SO GOOD. I didn’t see the scare you had before, so i honestly wasn’t sure if i was gonna see an entity or not. i was like 40 mins deep just chilling, then BOOM, he shows up. it killed me man. this map creator is in a league of their own. every.. single… map. has been SO good. i can’t wait to see what he makes next.

[@3soulswandering417]

40:34 I swear I’ve heard that sound before somewhere else.

[@javierdavidferreiros8834]

Thanks for the gameplay. This game reminds me of the mod for Ultimate Doom, under the GZDoom port, called "The Thing you can't Defeat". This is the 1st episode of DOOM 1 / Ultimate DOOM, where as you progress it starts to get weirder and weirder, including the sounds and music, until in the end everything is distorted to darkness. The mod is about what the protagonist (DoomGuy) would look like if he had a neurodegenerative disease or dementia...

[@zippycat9]

kinda a random thought but i swear all your video titles are incredibly cool

[@SilvertearMagus]

I SAW THE METRO STATION AND JUMPED XDDD PLAC WILSONA MY BELOVED

[@ghost5487]

"Oh that looks so cozy, I want to get inside so badly" - The Librarian 2024

[@emperorkarkles7449]

The pink sun reference made me go "Why?! why?! why?! why?!"

[@seb1520]

I don’t want to be annoying by asking this but PLEASE play Kinito Pet! It’s genuinely a crazy experience of a game that gets a lot of incredible reactions lol. Love you librarian, thank you for the cozy content PS, if you do play PLEASE PLAY IN STREAMER MODE or else it will dox you for some of its scares. Cheers

[@hot_soup4319]

The best way I could describe this map would be "perfectly wrong." Its like jumbling 4 jigsaw puzzles of similar size, the pieces all fit together, but its still, simply, *wrong.*

[@Quaternality]

Unrelated, but I'd love to see you tackle Antichamber someday.

[@NathanDavisVideos]

13:15 - Oh no it's the pink sun that is not a sun from Voidplaces!!! 😂

[@blockedblock5203]

The title: Everdawn - Fading Paramnesia My dumb brain: Everdawn - Fading Parmesan

[@Techhunter_Talon]

32:06 Hey, when did we drop into 1-2 of ULTRAKILL's Purgatory? :P

[@thedarklrd6714]

15:21 I really thought for a second you were gonna just throw the watermelon down the hall like a bowling ball right after saying you were going to take it somewhere nice

[@grumpyoldwizard]

I believe they will someday come up with a great 3D, maybe even without the cumberson head gear. If they want people to feel immersed in their product, they need to imitate smell, taste, touch, etc.. Right now it's only sight and hearing.

[@hyperturbotechnomike]

I envy Phillip Jeffries. Dude's successful. he's got many big melons in his giant mansion. So many art galleries, bedrooms, private pools, own metro line and even a piece of outer space. He must live his life to the fullest. True sigma with a mind as solid as concrete. I've only got two melons at home and live in an old solid brick house that looks like Windows95 3D maze. But three cats instead of two, so my place is 3x better.

[@endleontiozae7061]

I haven't remembered a dream in years, but towards the end I kept having dreams that would take place in this beautiful city, think bladerunner neon kinda city, never the same dream but every night I would see the city. sometimes I wake up and can faintly remember the image still.

[@PoopooTf2]

This is the plot of "Call of Cthulhu" btw. Just warning ya

[@fortniteinminecraftt3794]

His reaction😂13:17

[@Jeba_real]

yay another fire video as usual! so excited

[@Dondillilochevrolet]

I love you librarian.

[@Ultrasound700]

The moaning at about twenty minutes in, I thought was my cat at first.

[@ethanwilde4716]

Isn't it the old Fnaf 1 audio when Bonnie and or Chica are right behind the monitor?

[@FiatUno2003]

​@@ethanwilde4716Yep, it is

[@confustled]

1:04:16 "Break's over, Roach. Let's go..."

[@aduckwithavoice]

I believe 14:56 may be a 'Fantastic Mr. Fox' reference.

[@BriaBri]

19:54 Isn’t that the groaning sounds from fnaf? The ones that bonnie and chica make in the phone call?

[@devanmauch7843]

wooo librarian

[@Erenjaeger7999]

55:59 cats

[@uugabuuga7450]

there is no good reason why 0:50 scared me so bad. I might be too tired for this right now lol.

[@surroundgatari]

I enjoy your videos Librarian, they are very relaxing, I always come back when I get sick. With that said whenever there's a cat in any game and you do whatever this 56:00 it genuinely makes me feel like I want to d*e! Love the channel, all the best -surroundgatari

[@notomoge5257]

36:32 this is the reson i love trains

[@pspfilms7505]

Dang haven’t seen this guy in years let’s go

[@plooferofficial]

next time you do gmod vr could you play the "City Of Silence" map? it looks like silent hill, i think it is anyways i'd love to see you explore it

[@jack988_3]

1:04:18 Break's over Roach, let's go.

[@Rea_Content]

How'd he miss the Phillip Jeffreys before the everdawn room lol

[@Enoonb]

21:34 - SCARE REEL.

[@SBejarano83]

The Developer Added SlinderMan to his map.

[@brickrigsandstuff3981]

Very amazing

[@ssentiental]

librarian 😁

[@richardoakley6560]

Ever consider uploading a version of these vr videos where we can use our own vr while watching you?

[@fortniteinminecraftt3794]

How immersive is GMOD

[@OMahGoodness_]

W vid!

[@springbonnie1974]

11:39 I think your knees are touching your teeth at that point

[@Russilly]

Liminal literal Littleton

[@Bumpercat86]

fading parmesan

[@generalelectricmotor9084]

28:58 Now you're in Infra?!

[@actionbotyt]

Will you play subnautica? your unique vibe will fit perfectly on a water game! You must give it a try! It might make a really big series

[@aizaiahgamer1464]

He didn't saw the shadow figure inside the house on 2:48

[@ScarabD]

59:40 …man, what kinda streetlights are you seeing around where you live?

[@Pangolin-6312]

Cool

[@budz2420]

You should do a series on My Summer Car, would love to see how your story would go in that game.

[@borico62]

58:45 Antichamber reference? 1:02:20 Yeah, I think it is.

[@Quaternality]

I think 7:37 might be too. I appreciate this map maker's taste!

[@bingchilingsui]

Map creator thinking he's an artist (he is)

[@gofr36]

Scavenger sv-4 maby one day?

[@pepe1323original]

W!!!

[@lukevankleef4245]

Hey Librarian, have you ever heard of EYE: Divine Cybermancy? It's a scifi immersive sim build on the Source engine, and even uses a few sound effects and props from Half Life 2 in some places. The levels are actually pretty liminal, tho mostly just due to inexperience with level design. I also think the story and overall atmosphere would be perfect for this channel. If you're not going to play the game, you should at least take a look at the levels in gmod, practically all of them are available on the workshop.

[@Hamburger_lol]

Burger

[@gameboi2820]

11:20 Ah, I didn’t know Librarian was a furry.

[@nor_ame]

men's house at 42:10

[@Meowuwu62]

I’m a bit early to the party

[@stalker_enjoyer]

hiiiiiiiiiii

[@boxfox2945]

Just muting the volume 😢

[@coda56]

yeyYSEYSEYE

[@noaharehart3096]

FNaF 1 Sound.Effects

[@AshleyRice68]

Why VR!

[@Schrooms1992]

343 guilty spark how are you

[@EvanFinn-ec2ph]

1:19:20

[@keropppi]

^^

[@-_Zhaun_-]

*♰ ℌ𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔬 𝔏𝔦𝔟𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔞𝔫~*

[@GOBLIN_MENACE]

You are in limbo. Like in the bible

[@ivanchotic]

1:19:20