Therapist Reacts To: Dealer by Lana Del Rey *sorry again*

This hit too close to home. Sometimes it feels like you guys know exactly what to recommend that lines up exactly with my life. I'm sorry I couldn't speak.
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[@deepanshbhardwaj979]

im sorry mere for what you had to go through. you're a really strong person. and i love watching your lana reactions, you're so real and we really admire you a lot.

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you. I’m still emotional from this song and sharing a tiny piece of what I’ve gone through. Your support has helped me tremendously.

[@deepanshbhardwaj979]

@@mendwithmere more power to you queen. sending lots of love and we're always here to support you.

[@k.d.5603]

​​​@@mendwithmere Mere, Please listen to White Dress from Chemtrails Over the Country Club! It's about an empowered Lana making life happen for her by her. It's Lana reminiscing. You'll like it. And you've NEVER heard her sing like she does in White Dress

[@P0ppins_]

Yes, we really do. ❤

[@P0ppins_]

@@mendwithmere please don’t be sorry for ending the video there.🫶🏼 you’re feelings are valid too.

[@pcbusby]

As a recovering addict, I never thought of this song as her singing to/about the drugs. "I don't wanna live, don't wanna give you nothing bc you never give me nothing back. Why can't you be good for something?" It never clicked for me until you said something. Now this song is even more special to me. She's completely right too. Drugs will take everything from you and give you nothing in return.

[@mendwithmere]

Proud of you for being on the recovery journey. Drugs only takes from you. Did you watch the illicit affairs reaction? That song can also be from the same perspective. Sending you ❤

[@cherrydelrey1949]

I hope you're doing well, recovery is no joke. I feel the same way about some of her songs. I never thought about how "Ultraviolence" was about Jim Beam, and then it clicked. I used to be a heavy drinker, but I haven't had a drink since January. Proud of you! Keep going. 🙏💟

[@ObservingtheMatrix]

So true.

[@mattygreen6233]

its most likely about her cutting off a friend/lover who is doing drugs and she cant help. its a reccuring theme in her music and she was in a group for addicts when she was younger, after she got sober. she got sober but he didnt and he was bringing her down and she had to let go for her own good

[@deligeroysabellez.9274]

i'm sorry you have to go through that. sending love and prayers to you!! stay strong

[@donnybuoy]

My mom is a recovered addict, so I heavily relate to this song. Particularly Lana’s frustrated performance.

[@mendwithmere]

I’m sending you so much love. It really is one of the hardest things to witness and deal with.

[@jisoorrindo]

same

[@SeasonOfLana]

Just know that the Lana fandom loves you so much, we appreciate you and wish you nothing but the best ❤️

[@mendwithmere]

Love you all so much

[@100boogsy]

So true @LDRBUZZ ❤

[@cherrydelrey1949]

Lana's vocals are so powerful on this one. I was thrown off by the beginning too upon first listen, but then she comes in with the "I don't wanna liiiiiiive" and I was blown away. She said in an interview that she wanted to scream on this one because she's always so gentle and quiet. Because she was like "I do scream, I do and I want them to hear that" or something along those lines. Blue Bannisters is so personal, I really loved that this was when she started to work with her dad and they made the song for her sister, "Sweet Carolina". Blue Bannisters walked so Did you know that there's a tunnel... could run. Damn, girl. I don't know what you've been through, but hang in there. This is why I'm always sending you purple hearts, because you're a warrior. You have nothing to be sorry about. Love ALWAYS. 💜💜💜

[@mendwithmere]

❤❤❤

[@mariahribeiro5027]

I don't know if anyone's ever mentioned it in the comments, but one of Lana's ex's died of an overdose. I feel like she could be talking about losing him and others in this song. She also refences in in the song Heroin. Also, "Is this Happiness?" is a song I'd love to see you react to. Thank you so much for these videos!

[@pcbusby]

Especially for K part 1. Talks about her loving going to prison and dying.

[@itsgauravbee]

And also In pawn shop blues

[@mendwithmere]

I think someone has mentioned that before but after hearing this song, I absolutely think it’s about that. You can hear the pain. I could feel it so deeply.

[@pawnblue]

​​​@@pcbusby Hi! I just wanted to say that the story of k was made up by lana, k is alive and well + married, his real name is josh kemp and video games, blue jeans and born to die are about him, the actor she had in the blue jeans and btd mvs are also based on his looks. Idk if he ever went to prison but he clearly wasn't put on death row like she says in the song

[@GreenwichAcid]

This is not true at all. Lana never had a boyfriend who overdosed. Heroin is about a friend who had a rocky relationship with the drug itself. If you are talking about "K", then you are wrong because he was just in jail. He did have a boyfriend who died but did not overdose. Stop spreading misinformation to Meredith. Just like @pawnblue said.

[@vaggeliskapsiotis7623]

you're my favorite youtuber pls never stop

[@mendwithmere]

Awww thanknyou!

[@xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395]

@@mendwithmereWe love your videos and we love you Mere!!

[@allenrodriguez1447]

You're such a beautiful sunrise 🌞 receive a huge hug from Mexico 🇲🇽

[@Bstrang104]

Aw Mere, I’m so sorry. I was in love with a heroin addict for 16 years and totally understand. Lana has multiple songs about loving an addict that can turn me into a puddle on the floor on the wrong day. Particularly Heroin, Dark Paradise, and Nectar of the Gods, so if you react to any of those just be prepared. Sending you lots of love!! You’re deeply appreciated.

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for the heads up and I feel really lucky to have so many people that get it. Loving an addict is incredibly painful. Sending you ❤❤❤❤

[@HeavenLee1]

And she was herself i think nectar is about her as well and perhaps relapse based on the last line

[@zchthmsn]

yall are FOUL for making mother mere listen to this

[@erikjoel]

I feel terrible poor mere, wishing nothing but the best for her

[@makasous7961]

“This” is a masterpiece babe …

[@mendwithmere]

This was definitely one of the hardest! I’m still affected by it but I think that’s even more of a reason to share it. If I feel this way, so many others must so keep the requests coming :)

[@zchthmsn]

@@makasous7961 oh I know I was just saying that after hearing what she's been through people recommended such a raw depressive song

[@SkinnyAbe408]

@@mendwithmerehappiness is a butterfly mere plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

[@keithmoore8702]

And now I feel kinda guilty as I was one of the people suggesting Dealer because it's such a powerful track. Not realising at the time how much it would put you through You are a brave strong woman. Sending love and we should go for some 'lighter' Lana next. There's plenty of them!

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for suggesting bc it was/is therapeutic for me. Don’t feel guilty. It was meant to be reacted to. Thank you for the ❤

[@user-pe3pm5ri1m]

Big eyes. I would recommend that not only because I love this song but because many Lana fans hadn’t heard this one. This is so precious.

[@nahuelconstantine]

Big eyes omgggg that song is like a hidden gem that nobody talks about

[@cmrdoll]

HIDDEN GEM, everytime i hear it i cant wait for the trumpets ugh!!! so underrated

[@H.art22]

Agreed I love this song and movie

[@larissadovalle]

this broke my heart, im so sorry for what you had to go through, hope you're doing well. your channel is my favorite, i watch your videos religiously since your a&w reaction

[@mendwithmere]

That means so much! It is still something I’m dealing with and it feels never ending. Thank you for the love and yes, I’m totally okay. I have good supports around me and all of you ❤

[@indiefaerie]

I'm so sorry you went through something so difficult, please don't apologise. And let us know if you need a heads up on content warnings for her songs first. 💜 If you need a break from the heavy songs, you could try Beautiful, Cherry Blossom, Sweet Carolina (written for her sister), or even the Chemtrails music video (which does have lighting effects and motion, which might make your video sickness worse?) or the double video for F*ck it i love you & the greatest.

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for being so kind. I feel it’s important content so I’m totally okay not knowing what the song topic is about and also so appreciative you care about me to bring this up. Means so much! I will definitely react to the ones you mentioned ❤

[@eljorthesun]

whenever you are ready - we will be ready for The Greatest & Fuck it I love you❤

[@Alex-qe7bt]

Cherry blossom is a beautiful song but ive always taken it as dark meaning? Have i been taking it the wrong way lol

[@eljorthesun]

@@Alex-qe7bt it is dark in a way :,)

[@Alex-qe7bt]

@@eljorthesun lol i went through something something simular and cry my eyes out to it, i would've felt like an idiot if i was crying to a happy song 💀

[@thee.angelgabriel]

this is my moms favorite song because she used to be an addict and she used to also love an addict and to see how emotional you got made me so sad and I wish I could give you a big hug right now! 🤦‍♀️💞

[@mendwithmere]

Wish I could hug you too!

[@valynambrose]

the thing about dealer is that unlike so many sad songs that can have very like in general scenarios, dealer is about one very specific predicament and feeling that when the people who get it, get it, they get it in a way that hits so heavily. and this feeling hits regardless of which perspective you see it from and who its targeted at.

[@Heroinheart]

Never felt the emotion of the song until I watched this video. If it sent signals to my emotions I just can’t imagine for anyone else viewing this video and hearing you explain it. Wow

[@mendwithmere]

❤❤❤❤

[@DuduMar1000]

Every night I get home and check youtube to see if you posted today, love your reactions :)

[@mendwithmere]

That means so much!

[@brienjozef7526]

me too, i love herrrr

[@mrovvka6882]

I love your honest reaction and I'm sorry you go through difficult things. I recommend you Lana's "High by the beach" as a little change from her heavy topics, it's a pretty girlboss song with a dope music video worth watching!

[@mendwithmere]

Oooo I would love that!!

[@lmprettywhenicry]

I got stuck on drugs at 15 this song really hits,im getting better but it doesn’t get easier. I just want to give you a big hug I hate seeing you sad I love you so much💕

[@mendwithmere]

I want to give you a big hug!!

[@lmprettywhenicry]

@@mendwithmere your videos feel like big hugs ❤️

[@sadpiano8179]

The way she seys the " I don't wanna live " you can feel the pain in her voice💔

[@_yeyooo]

i hope you're ok queen thank you for this reaction 🥺

[@mendwithmere]

I’m okay. This song just brought up so much and I’ve been crying and releasing so much since. Addiction doesn’t just harm the person with it, it leaks acid on everyone around.

[@MickReynoldsAug7]

Oh Mere. I’m sorry. 🥺 Recommending the song “Beautiful” by Lana to change pace. This reaction made my eyes water up. Sending love. ❤

[@mendwithmere]

The best art ignites this kind of emotion. It has been therapeutic, I promise ❤

[@Cal-ty9hb]

I love Lana so much because when you hear her songs, you can picture it in your head. When the chorus hits and she yells it paints a portrait in your head and makes you feel for the situation the song is about

[@mendwithmere]

Agreed❤❤

[@ZOMBIE89]

my brother was (probably still is, idk where he is now) a drug addict so i feel this song quite a bit. love ur videos

[@matheusalves3550]

pls never stop to react lanas songs, it’s always a amazing and deeper react i have hope that one day you will react to “is this happiness?” song 😂

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you. That means so much. Yes, I’ll def do that so g

[@punish5r]

i definitely think lana’s part is from the perspective of the addict’s significant other. the “gave you all my money” part along with the rest of the chorus hits so close to home for me as well. i love this song, but it’s so painful

[@mendwithmere]

It’s so so painful. I agree with you. I felt it so deeply bc I know it so well.

[@melliecara]

I love how honest you are and how you don’t hide your feelings. Been through something similar in my early adult life, scars still remain. Sometimes I still age slide to those days by some triggers. So sorry you had to go through, what you did, but thank you for your reactions to the song. Sending good vibes ❤❤❤ from the other side of the world

[@SummerDelReyboy]

I imagine the frustration and sadness that this song can bring to you, sorry to hear about that. Thank you for reacting for us and thank you for always having wise words and thoughts. You’re still human like every single one of us, don’t be sorry for feeling something, no matter what. Sending love and good vibes ! We love you

[@RomanNavi]

Pink Champagne next! It's unreleased but truly the most haunting gorg song ever.....

[@alessio1732]

omg you’re my favourite you-tuber, don’t stop doing those reaction. I feel like you get what we all feel

[@mendwithmere]

❤❤❤

[@jeffschmidt8483]

Thank you sharing what you have been through. Lana’s songs often hit me hard (sometimes for reasons I don’t understand) and your insights help me sort out my emotions surrounding these songs. I highly recommend Lana’s song White Dress if you haven’t heard it before. It is absolutely gorgeous and probably my favorite.

[@Moonsong_]

I never understood the complete / actual meaning behind this song ( nor I searched it anywhere), you just cleared my mind. Thanks Mere, you do it every time 😭. You’re so strong and intelligent you make me discover atleast 1 new thing everytime I watch a video. This song is soooooo cool, I tried to sing it with my vocal coach but, of course, I couldn’t scream the chorus I had to stick to falsetto, which is very soft, so it didn’t match the energy at all. Love you ❤

[@mendwithmere]

Love u

[@AnaVitoriaApolinario-uw7xr]

Every time I listen to this song I think about my meds for depression, and how even though I'm doing everything to get better for some reason is not working.

[@mendwithmere]

I feel you on this ❤

[@Gold26502]

It's so inspiring that you didn't edit this video too much, we appreciate your authentic input.

[@beatsventura8813]

The lyrics are very relatable. This could be a metaphor for a relationship with drugs/ alcohol/ addiction or a relationship with an addict. She lays it all out beautifully in this song, lyrically, and by using a deeper, darker voice, and by channeling her rage into a wild scream. It's haunting ❤

[@JR_Cargile]

Just wanted to say, I appreciate you for putting your own mental health through a rollercoaster while doing reactions for us. I know things can be triggering and the fact that you still sit here so strong and do these videos is admirable and I can’t tell you how grateful we are. You are such a ray of sunshine and I hope you know that you are a brightness during my darker days. I look forward to seeing your videos so much. I love you and thank you for doing this. You are so valued. 🩷✨

[@celes7210]

I see how you talk about Lana, very beautifully, throughout all the breakdown of her songs. In this video, I really saw in your eyes the pain. It felt very vulnerable. I appreciate how vulnerable you can be about something so hurtful. I think you are amazing and beautiful as well, just how you see so much beauty in Lana. I wish you healing and peace.

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you so much ❤

[@JaredClayton393]

I’m living for your Lana reactions, I literally open KZbin just to check if you posted something, keep it coming!

[@heywhatup899]

I’m literally abt to cry

[@PlantMetal]

this track hits too deep.. i'm hoping you're healing through music too like all of us are, wish i could give you a hug mere cause your channel and reactions really have helped me through these tough times 💚

[@mendwithmere]

I’m so happy it has helped. I feel like this channel is just as therapeutic for me ❤

[@AmberHoneymoon]

I love your videos. Thank you for being so real and pure. Seeing you get emotional got me in tears ❤😢

[@erikjoel]

this song is so amazing at expressing her anger i love it sm even though its a sad tale 😭 you should do thunder if you have the time!

[@mendwithmere]

I will!!❤

[@lexdelreyyy]

you are such a strong person and should never apologise for what you feel, lanas songs have such a deep meaning and are incredibly beautiful but can be difficult to listen to at times 💗 hope you are doing okay mere 💗

[@AlbertoTrivizo]

didn't expect your reaction, as a lana fan it amazes me that i never thought about this song that way, i'm really sorry that you had to experience loving an addict and had to re-open that wound, but i'm also glad that you're able to uplift yourself and move on, it's a hard thing to do when you really love someone, but we're not saviors, we're just humans... sending you a big hug

[@theotherwomen8248]

I am so happy that you had to go through so much sh*t and you are still so incredibly brave! This song for me definitely had a double prospective where Miles is using and Lana is mad at him.Addiction is quite complicated, Mere! For the person using and those who love them, it's like you can't bring yourself to hate them for wreaking devastation and choas for their own selfish reasons, but you can't totally support them since it kills you to see them but it's out of your hands. You are incredible and brave for doing this, and I greatly appreciate it; you are like a mother to me, and I am so glad that you are facing this without breaking down ❤.

[@brsixtn]

Sending you love❤️ it's ok some songs really have impact on us. You don't look weak for crying, you are strong for what you've got through

[@mitsukuin1308]

So glad u showed so much emotion!! Shows us viewers how real u are. I’ll love u to the moon back!! Have a good day! ❤

[@mendwithmere]

❤❤❤

[@nahuelconstantine]

Sending u love, Mere 😭💜 you are so special and your transparency is always appreciated. Thank you and I hope you heal all your scars. Love,

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you so much! You all are helping me heal for sure 🤍

[@daniorodriguez2676]

TROPICO it’s her short film ❤❤❤

[@manjushvasudevan5678]

I look forward to your videos and become so happy when you react to lana songs. Yes, lana songs have this power of making u feel strong emotions and her music definitely hits home a lot of times. I'm so sorry for what u went thru Mare. Lots of love to you 💙

[@mmitpoml]

I'm so sorry mere of what you've been through. I hope you're doing ok now 🙏❤️ this song hits hard

[@mendwithmere]

I’m okay now. Thank you for the love❤

[@dominic6931]

thank you for reacting to lana even though some of her music can be difficult to listen to. you help me understand her lyrics in different ways i would have never thought of and im so thankful for that! 🙏 much love to you! 🩵

[@ItIsYourMom]

A long time ago I was a best friend of a girl who loved an addict, it was torture for her, he would be gone for days, sold their wedding gifts, just awful. Amazingly, he cleaned up his act finally, and they’re still together!

[@jpvianini]

Oh, Mere, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm an alcoholic myself, although it's been 955 days since I last tasted alcohol. It's been somewhat rewarding when I get to rebuild the bridges I've burned, but I know I hurt a lot of people and those were the ones who cared the most. But I'm also on the other side of this, my father is also an alcoholic and I do understand most of the feelings you find it hard to deal. It's crazy that my decision to change was also made with the intent of inspiring him, but the fact is you can only help those who wanted to be helped. It must have taken all your forces to be brave enough to leave, but I'm happy for you that you did. And I'm sorry again. Oh, and by the way, this song is from the same sessions as California (from NFR!) and Thunder (also from Blue Banisters). You should check them out since they seem to be talking about this same individual, but through different lenses.

[@pcbusby]

❤ proud of you!!

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for sharing this and proud of you that you are focused on your recovery. It was the most painful decision to leave but I had to keep reminding myself of the fact that I’m powerless to their addiction and I can’t want it more than them. I’ll definitely check out the other songs too. Sending you ❤

[@jpvianini]

@@mendwithmere

[@brsixtn]

So brave, keep fighting your battle💪❤️

[@arnobashraf]

I have listened to all her songs but your reaction always sheds a whole new light 🤍🔆

[@nbitch_]

i swear y'all just like to see this woman cry

[@xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395]

People just wanted to give her a song where Lana is angrier, since that’s what she’s been asking for. Unfortunately, because a lot her viewers are new from her Lana reactions, most people don’t know about Mere’s history and wouldn’t have known that this song would be hard for her to hear :( I just hope she’s alright

[@mendwithmere]

It means so much that you are concerned for me. I promise you tho, I’m okay and will be okay bc of the support around me. I wanted angrier and I got it. It was really therapeutic so I’m grateful. Love you all so much ❤

[@marioentombed]

i love your videos and it makes me so sad to see someone as bright and awesome as you feel like that, i really hope you’re okay your videos make my day

[@biancaturiziani]

Seeing you sad made me start to cry omg... I wish u nothing but the best! God Bless! 😊

[@axkloo]

i'm so sorry mere :( hope ur ok... love ur videos and spending time with you

[@Sevarate.]

Thank you for sharing this with us Mere, love you ♥

[@AidenHowie]

I’m so so sorry you had to experience that.. I love your Lana reactions and your content as a whole! I admire you so much :)

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you so much!!

[@alerojas4938]

I have lost people to drugs. Those hurt in different ways. So glad to know songs like these touch me and others in ways that help me process the hurt. ❤

[@neftalialejandrovegavega7263]

We love you Mere, stay strong. Addiction its such a heavy topic and living it as a colateral damage... sending u a hug ❤

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for the love. It’s brutal so this song was very therapeutic for me.

[@januszewskiarkadiusz9716]

Love Mere, sometimes it’s hard, cause some songs are like our mirrors or memories, but we do it, we closed this time, and we move on. Big huge for you, I like your interpretation…and ist all fine. ❤️❤️❤️

[@dennys8798]

Ohh sweetie 🥺 I'm so, so sorry for whatever shit you've been going through! I believe it's never too much to remind ppl of their greatest qualities: what a strong, intelligent & beautiful woman you are! May all the light shine into your life 💛✨️ you're my favourite youtuber, thanks for sharing so many nice thoughts!

[@mendwithmere]

That just made me cry bc it was so kind! Thank you ❤ I am okay, I promise ❤

[@alexisno1120]

hi queen I love your videos, I'm sorry for what you've gone through but I hope discovering these songs at least helps you with the healing process!

[@mendwithmere]

It absolutely does! It feels very therapeutic for me. I feel lucky to have you all and your requests ❤

[@youarefire123]

we love you Mere🤗💜 sending love and hugs

[@drawmelikeoneofurfrenchgirls]

it’s okay mere ur so strong and i love your videos your 100 my fav youtuber i love all ur lana reactions fr thank u for everything you do and i hope it gets better 🙁 love u 🫶🫶

[@levilakrad5520]

I really want to hug her, I know exactly how it feels, and I"m literally going through the same thing now, and this song just feels like it written about me ! You re the best

[@mendwithmere]

Sending you so much love. This is brutal to deal with

[@claudiobelem1567]

I wanted to say that I love your videos💗 and I always find your points about lana's lyrics very interesting

[@jorgesc04]

Your reactions are so special pls keep going with your Lana journey:)

[@rubyxvyy9930]

mere, u can always vent to us. it’s what’s Lana about, embrace it. we will still continue supporting u because ur extremely authentic and real. I’m so sorry u had to go thru this.

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you so much, you have no idea how much it means to me❤

[@CinnamonDiego]

This is my comfort channel, I love your videos!

[@mendwithmere]

That means so much!❤

[@Angel-mt2vr]

i know that this isn’t the actual meaning to this song but as someone with chronic and mental illness this song was perfect. the frustration of wanting to be up to peoples standards but physically can’t, the money spent with health and not being able to work, feeling like your illness takes everything away from you

[@doychinkutsarov9866]

We all go through some sort of healing process, the people who use music to do it are blessed.

[@alfredomartinez1622]

Thank you for sharing queen 🫶🫶😍 really appreciate learning from you.

[@gevieouttaluck]

Sometimes there's no words needed in the final reaction, it gives us just as much if not more. That's exactly how I felt when I first heard this song. Lana screaming like that is so rare, and I just cried cause her voice and words were the exact depiction of the hardest feelings we face when loving an addict (or drugs) Also please do some healing with the song Violets for roses, you need it as much as I need your reaction on it! Love u ❤

[@Shivagalaxina]

oh dear, i watch all ur lana videos and didnt think this one would hit so hard, it was so powerful! i send u hugs❤ and suggesting Violet for Roses and Sweet Carolina🩷

[@mendwithmere]

Thank you for watching ❤ yes to those songs :)

[@ricisonline]

omg my heart is breaking!! hope u feel better soon

[@mendwithmere]

I’m getting there ❤

[@maxlgl8721]

We all love you mere, and I hope that you're okay and I really wish you some happy and great moments in your life after the things you've been through

[@mendwithmere]

You are the best❤

[@anapivotto]

You are an amazing person, wish you all the best ❤ this song is beautifully tough btw

[@nataliebelluccia656]

We appreciate your vulnerability

[@urfavvguillr]

I can see how hard it hurt you just by looking u hearing the song, i feel sorry about what u had to go through but im happy you have moved on, love ya girl💖

[@thytuz]

I'm so sorry that you have been through this but I'm also so proud that you have the strenght to share this with us. Thank you for all your Lana content, you are amazing and you deserve everything good in this world.

[@justamelia]

rn this is my comfort channel, sending love to you 💗🫶🏻

[@mendwithmere]

Sending love back ❤

[@JJ-hr2ti]

You’re soo strong, we love you ❤

[@Unaserena]

This song reminds me of my dad.. he’s been an addict my whole life but he always comes around when he need something… I love him dearly but all he does is hurt me and take.. I have literally sobbed to this song

[@dar_xoxo]

Ahww im so sorry 💔💔

[@georgiam4725]

Oh Mere I’m so sorry. I was going to recommend this after your reaction to Norman Fucking Rockwell when you said you wanted something with some rage. Loving an addict is impossible sometimes. I have gone NC with my mother and it hurts me every day. Sending love 💙

[@OfficialPrettyLittleLiars]

Why would people ask so much for you to react to this 😭 so sorry. Thank you for even being willing to post this and being honest

[@OfficialPrettyLittleLiars]

(not wishing guilt on the people that suggested it)

[@mendwithmere]

I believe in transparency and we all need more of it. social media and people on KZbin shouldn’t only be showing the edited versions of ourselves. Everyone has gone through shit and the sooner we show it, the less alone we will feel. That’s why I’m so grateful for you all. It is therapeutic. ❤❤❤

[@bimbokhoi]

OMFG I LOVE THIS SONG 😭😭😭 UGHH WE’VE BEEN GETTING SM GOOD REACTIONS I LOVEE U MERE😭😭❤️❤️

[@mendwithmere]

Love u!

[@fleurdelucille]

I'm finally seeing this song for what it is thanks to your reaction. I love it even more now

[@mochi.e.v]

I just found your channel thru this video,and haven’t watched the video until the end,but I’m gonna shortly tell about who is Miles - his full name to Miles Kane,he’s an English singer & musician,he is co-frontman of “Last Shadow Puppets”,it’s a group of two people - one of them is Miles and second one is Alex Turner,he’s also the main singer of Arctic Monkeys.The point is,Alex and Lana used to be friends and even had dating rumors,and since they were friends and thru Alex she met Miles and they became all friends. “Dealer” is actually one of her unreleased songs that nobody knew about,like it was probably recorded in 2016-2019.Before all of these stuff in 2020,if she was posted before Blue Banisters, she probably would add his name as “Featuring”,but Lana & Alex don’t talk anymore for a long time now and with Miles too since he’s his friend.That’s why he’s in the song

[@PssyCntrl]

Never apologize for sharing your feelings and experiences!

[@mendwithmere]

❤❤❤❤

[@raiarthur7873]

We love you mother, thanks for being brave. Hope you'll feel better soon. Would love if you listen to Arcadia next coz it's a lovely song of loving yourself.

[@eduardojefferson8736]

you're so strong for this !

[@mohdshow]

Now therapists are reacting to music? everybody so creative!

[@thytuz]

Rewatching every single one of your Lana reactions just to say that you are amazing and I love you

[@pauline6092]

[@yourmum8479]

Im still recovering from drug addiction. Its only for my friends and loved ones because i was dissapointing. The problem is with my BPD even when im off drugs and alcohol i still cant be the person i should be for them. i cant imagine them loving me and i always think theyll hate me or not want me to be near me. This song has always hit hard for me. it also hits hard as i have loved ones who i met through addiction who are ruining their lives and refuse to get help. this song is always a hard hitter. im hopeful for my future but at the same time, with my history, i may sober up but i wont have the same friends around me. that hurts to think about and thats why this song is so hard hitting to me

[@FrenchRedHawk2011]

Sending you peace, love, and good vibes. ❤