Idk if Alpha reads the comments but you absolute are not alone. My thoughts are constant and loud. All the time. I don't know what quiet time is because my brain is never quiet. You are so right about medication. Of course it's more important to find what works for each individual, but for me, medication and therapy is key to helping.
@12_007 ай бұрын
I only realized that no vocal thoughts thing wasnt common a little bit ago and im shocked by it since i thought it was normal-
@Froggy_frog28511 ай бұрын
As someone who is medicated for adhd I have it but forget to take it
@maturepopcorn11 ай бұрын
Lmfao legit same; I’ve had the same 30 day supply for like 3 months because I just… Forget so much… Also I love your profile pic, I’m also trans and I love Mudkip so much, they are a special baby who must be protected at all costs
@Froggy_frog28511 ай бұрын
@@maturepopcorn I agree mudkip is just a little guy
@hanshans151611 ай бұрын
@@maturepopcorn yeah same but with my antidepressants... and also my ADD meds ^^
@fountgarde11 ай бұрын
Tough with adhd especially, yeah. Setting alarms/reminders on my device works for me, mostly.
@hanshans151611 ай бұрын
@@fountgarde for me it doesnt sadly :/ I just go like "I'll take them in a bit once I finished the thing I am doing rn" and I dont think I have to tell you how that always ends ^^
@jaredbutler362411 ай бұрын
Oh as someone with adhd that has never found a working medication in 28 years. I can say I'm in a part in my life where my intrusive thoughts are so loud and never stops I need constant sound I cannot sleep without watching vods I have no peace so I feel your pain.
@HeroChao1322 ай бұрын
I know this was nine months ago, but this guy speaks the truth. The only time mine even attempts to shut up is when I'm excessively busy, and even then once stuff calms down it's like "Oh by the way, I'm still here!"
@samkittredge735311 ай бұрын
Anxiety is a bitch. It never entirely goes away, but with medication it gets a little easier to believe the good things about yourself. Be well, brother.❤
@silverfox24195 ай бұрын
There's actually two foxes in my head the first one screams, the other one also screams, however the other one screams in bizarre binary that translates into "cheesecake"
@e71934 ай бұрын
wow so random
@matthewmcbride12011 ай бұрын
I want medication because those voices are just plain mean
@onememeyboi714910 ай бұрын
I take Concerta to help me focus on shit like school/college I get distracted really easily and it honestly helps me get distracted much less
@lyyretv112611 ай бұрын
Love the uploads! Keep it up, I love you.
@spyke53011 ай бұрын
One cool nugget of wisdom for anyone who reads comments and is going through ADHD executive dysfunction when it comes to seeking help but being afraid to take what is offered at the same time. You are proving yourself to be so much stronger if you are brave enough to accept help. Asking for help "is" hard, I understand that all too well, but if they offer and you trust them just let them drive you to the appointment, call the number to schedule it, or whatever the first step is, you will thank me later. It's no longer about just you getting help, it becomes about not letting them down, and you'll find the little push that obligation to your friend gave you will make it so much easier to follow through.
@Miss_LadyAplomb11 ай бұрын
A: “The voice in your head? Some people don’t have that.” Me: *Has a whole counsel of voices like an Inside Out lookin mfer* “Hahahah my therapist said my voices are not normal”
@joshualamm362110 ай бұрын
There is a disorder that prevents people from having internal monologues. So thinking ahead is physically impossible for those people.
@tehfriedwaffles11 ай бұрын
thought this thumbnail was an alpharad gold thumbnail
@sergioornelas470011 ай бұрын
Thumbnail reminded me that they should play enter the gungeon for a gold video
@animewarrior311 ай бұрын
I managed to win my first run on this game thanks to clutching a lugia. Honestly carried me through the last two elite four XD
@ssjbread28038 ай бұрын
I made it through with a Lugia a mew and two heracrosses lol
@JoelTheParrot11 ай бұрын
i'm glad that you're handling your mental health the things you're dealing with are intimidating eviolite vullaby goes hard tho btw if you like double battles, pokemon infinite fusion also has a double battles mode where it tries to force double battles when possible, you could do that for your nuzlocke i'm just saying, timestamp of 2:19:41 in case i'm right, i feel like ingrain on ferrothorn is scary because you just can't switch out if they send in a fire type 2:21:39 ? So regarding umarali181 at 2:22:00 are they naming their first born Alpha, Alpharad, Jacob, or something else? 4:29:37 YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PRIMARINA
@lennakajima557111 ай бұрын
funny af cuz i also learned that calyrex is grass psychic first-hand with an inteleon
@rthan186811 ай бұрын
I'm a little disappointed hawlucha didn't die to a ghost attack because alpha just completely ignored the ghost fighting matchup
@ssjbread28038 ай бұрын
He's got Acrobatics for that tho, base 110 STAB Flying move boosted by Unburden is gonna hit anything that doesn't resist it like a TRUCK.
@mewtwo3435 ай бұрын
it's so mean when someone says they've subbed to a better channel.. I personally cannot afford to pay for emotes, as you make more money than I am, I spend most for my meds and bills, diesel for my car. But I like your vids regarding pokemon, amongy mondays and such. Plus I know what you're going through - I have severe depression myself and been on meds for years :)
@batmanbatman38408 ай бұрын
alpharad has cool hair
@CDeity11 ай бұрын
Isaac and his pokemon
@ariajacobs571911 ай бұрын
Sobble
@George0495711 ай бұрын
I woulda took meowth. Pay day feels soo good in this game.
@Cavereous10 ай бұрын
Me when red is blue: hold up
@matthewmcbride12011 ай бұрын
Just walking past a homeless guy is just a city thing I think
@Tkiller0081Ай бұрын
Do Pokémon players always turn 1m fights into 10m strategy sessions? Boresnore
@inkykakkorr11 ай бұрын
Yup Iccue was bugged or maybe it didn’t have it and had it ability swapped cause idk how they would do change Noice face mid battle with a sprite.
@moerril8 ай бұрын
Mimikyu can also change sprite, or Morpeko, so it is possible
@PoisonFlower7655 күн бұрын
Alpharad when he's dismissive of a Pokémon with a 145 Special Attack stat: "oh no my Hawlucha!" No hate, just think it's funny as a Chandelure appreciator.
@SweetieEvie11 ай бұрын
Yeah the voice in head is talking nonstop to the point I can’t sleep because it won’t shut up and if it’s worse than I can’t form a solid thought. I get through a bit of a thought then immediately it changes and rinse and repeat. I have insomnia AND I can’t form a full thought majority of the time. 😃 Yes I am very sane. *she says sarcastically*
@Soraincarnate11 күн бұрын
When I was growing up I was on Adderal my mom took me off of it cause she didn’t notice a difference, then when I got older I realized damn I’m having more dark thoughts than normal……. I don’t like that. So I went to get “re diagnosed” and they were like “why do you think you have ADHD…… meanwhile my leg is bouncing a million miles a minute I’m talking fast and stuttering over my words………. Gee take a fucking guess😂😂. Ever since then I’ve been on Adderal XR (extended release) and I feel great…… still got dark thoughts but that’s what therapy is for.
@ironicugandan582611 ай бұрын
Fluvox is a fantastic anti-anxiety medication for me. It just stops that little voice.
@fountgarde11 ай бұрын
If you didn’t have the voices in your head though, Jacob, you wouldn’t be nearly as creative a person as you are. It’s our curse. It’s why musicians and other creatives’ lives are oftentimes so tragic. Good on you for trying to rein it in now, though. We wouldn’t know what to do without you.
@loganeyzenberg952111 ай бұрын
When I firet took Prozac I couldn’t get hard for a month 💀💀
@maturepopcorn11 ай бұрын
Phat mood
@CDCHexaku11 ай бұрын
are you sure you didn't accidentally took estrogen
@samsonkeach11 ай бұрын
jacleven nooooooo
@henryboi930411 ай бұрын
I also am on.antidepressants as well also your friend is weird