This is my story

[@liamariejohnson]

Thank u for supporting me and my story. I am so grateful to everyone who left a kind message. I wanted to do this to feel relief of the truth coming out and to help others and let people know they are not alone in this.

[@Plaudible]

Thanks for sharing your story Lia - so glad to hear you're doing better now!!

[@HECTORCOMEHOME]

❤️❤️❤️ sending you so much love and support

[@Iamazeyouu]

I've always looked up to you, you've always been kind to everyone, love from sweden

[@sowmyasrinivasan1425]

Sending you all the love. You are so strong and resilient

[@micahjoy20]

I’m so happy you’re alive Lia.

[@andrearussett]

Lia I am so proud of you. I cant fucking wait to see you thrive in this new year. I love you so much. I’m so so happy to see you healing and glowing. You are a light!!!!! A fucking light. We are so thankful you are still here.

[@Gozzy0102]

@@skiiii19 wait whaat can you say who?

[@skiiii19]

@@Gozzy0102 lia was dating jc cayln when she was 17 and in the video she said she was in an abusive relationship when she was 17

[@willowweldin245]

@@skiiii19 Jc & Lia started dating Feb. 2014. when she was 17, turned 18 in Nov. 2014, until 2016. I’m pretty sure she was talking about someone before Jc.

[@skiiii19]

@@willowweldin245 why are you so sure she’s not talking about jc she specifically said when she was 17 she was dating jc when she was 17 until she was 18 also he was in his 20s dating a 17 year old

[@emmaleonagaming1277]

@@skiiii19 she’s clearly not talking about jc she stated her and the abuser were still messing around in 2019, jc and lia broke up years ago. please don’t throw around this false narrative, you can ruin someone’s reputation without knowing the facts.

[@rickydillon]

this brought me to tears. I love you so much Lia and am so proud of you. i wish you a wonderful 2023 ❤ I cant wait to hear your new music

[@marinafuller7521]

tell jc to choke then for doing it to her. hold your friends accountable.

[@gurunext]

Oh look a dude with a dead channel. Does anyone know him?

[@mayshe4922]

@@gurunext and you’re mad because ?

[@gurunext]

@@mayshe4922 I care because I am YT Ceo, thanks for asking (and assuming that I am mad)

[@amore1137]

Thank you Ricky, cause you are the only influencer that mentioned her case. We need more of you

[@theyxaj]

Don't worry about being sober for a year. Worry about being sober this minute, this hour, this day. These segments are what make up years, and just as importantly, this moment is not a streak that can be broken, it's just right now. I believe in you.

[@eeshajamil8503]

Beautifully said

[@cheesypizzajokes]

Poetic

[@andrewmcalpln]

Very well said

[@skyetrapp5511]

Yes! Four almost five years sober this coming March. There's always a way out, I promise ❤️

[@jayrose4748]

How’s she a druggie but gained a ton of weight? Something not adding up 🤔

[@isabelvaldez8508]

I remember all the “tea” channels talking about you 2-4 years ago, but I was upset that they were missing the whole point - you were hurting and were not okay. I’m so glad you are here and doing better now

[@POZsquadHSG]

you mean you remember watching and adding to the engagement of all of those videos, further boosting them to others? o_o

[@vampr3751]

@@POZsquadHSGYes? Doesn’t mean you support what is in the video. You cannot tell me you have never clicked on those videos at some point out of curiosity. Its normal

[@TheOnlyTaps]

Not to defend those channels but a lot of them actually tried to get her help. Granted some of them did it for engagement but some of them were genuinely raising concerns as did her audience calling the cops at the time like during the Instagram live incidents. Glad she's in a much better place now 👊🏿💜

[@davidcox8582]

@@POZsquadHSG *Sigh*

[@BobbyWithDaMoney]

Tea channels usually don’t tell the truth. They usually try to make people look bad even if they are actually bad. Like all they do is stalk celebrities and get all this information and post low effort videos. I hate those types of channels

[@daisyymichelle]

I remember seeing those lives of her & thought it was absolutely heartbreaking. So glad to see her come out on top of all that. I’m sorry for anyone else still struggling with addiction or abusive.

[@Hulkerine100]

Even though I used to watch the React channel years ago, I hate the Fine Bros, I feel like they kind of rushed some of those kids into fame and exploited them a bit. Lia has great talent but I feel as though she missed out on so much of her childhood that it somehow damaged her a bit. Watching children rushed into becoming celebrities always has bad outcomes, they often become mentally ill and start abusing drugs.

[@mavs2147]

@@Hulkerine100the parents have as much to blame as anyone else. Pushing your kid into the the entertainment world is awful but parents only see dollar signs

[@JessAnonymous]

How are y’all blaming the fine bros but not their damn parents is BEYOND me.

[@xrrgr]

same

[@FireworksAndSparks3]

I remember the comments specifically, that everyone had a bad vibe about that producer guy. He was inserting himself into her personal space way too much. it was uncomfortable, and then he caught wind and turned it off.

[@sage-vf6ej]

10 MONTHS!!!!! Congratulations, Lia!!! Recovery is seldom a linear process.

[@jayNOEL21]

This 👍🏿

[@ewriverno4346]

I KNEW those lives were a cry for help!!! I’m so fucking happy that you are doing better. I’ve watched you since I was a kid and I’m so proud of you

[@KOUdance]

“The one thing that saved me was love” She’s right. Punishment won’t change someone. Shame won’t change someone. But love will

[@marisahels]

this. punishment will not change an addict.

[@tayganbryn5158]

Disagree. Some addicts need a reality check and need their ass beat in order to get it

[@abbyz13]

@@marisahels it suggests they are in control, but addiction isn’t like that

[@Aliceintherosegarden]

I agree. Addictions are unhealthy coping mechanisms for situations that seem to hard to handle. If anything shame and punishment will cause more stress, make the situation harder and therefore push someone further down.

[@jace4918]

Absolutely. I hate how my family say “she needs to learn her lesson” I’m thinking they are saying to themselves “so let’s keep her in the dark and leave her alone”.. doesn’t do shit for me. In fact makes it make me even more isolated and lonely. Love and emotional support will help me.

[@oatvanillamatcha]

its so terribly heartbreaking seeing someone that was on youtube from a young age with such a sweet and innocent energy having that stripped away from her because of the horrible people around her. i’m so sorry that you had to go through all of that, glad you’re still here and fighting ❤

[@oatvanillamatcha]

@@Kurtman88 if you get caught up in the wrong crowd you find yourself turning into someone that you’re not. she was 17 years old and people double her age that engaged in substance abuse had no business bringing her into that lifestyle and taking advantage of her. even producers exploiting her because she wanted to make music. it is disgusting and you should be ashamed of yourself for defending the exploitation of a minor.

[@xerilaun]

♡

[@jellybean4350]

The parents that exploit their kids need to see this!

[@thaloblue]

disney, hollywood, and youtube kids alike are neglected, if not assaulted, by the adults around them.

[@BlackGirlLovesAnime6]

That’s the worst thing to witness. How the evils of this world have some children in a chokehold and follows them into their adulthood.

[@devontehardimon1792]

This feels like a big sigh of relief I'm so happy she's letting this all out she deserves this I remember the kids and teens react days all the way to now it was soul crushing she deserves comeback and redemption I hope she stays sober and everything. I really hope she can heal properly and put everything behind her 🙏🏾

[@gurunext]

And I hope that hope is something very helpful to her 😐... I want to see her succeed, I am willing to talk to her and feed her the knowledge about life she needs. But I can't be the only source if she wants to make a "comeback"... She needs people to stop hoping and figure out how they can contribute. (At-least to each other if we can't reach out to her)

[@gurunext]

@@devontehardimon1792 *inhales* 🍑 You say you don't like negativity but the way you do it is negative Yes need, cuz that's how I feel - People need cold hard facts and I wish shove them down their throats because they love ignoring me... At some level of ignorance VIOLENCE IS THE ONLY SOLUTION 💚

[@devontehardimon1792]

@@gurunext Clearly a troll cause I never said anything like that.

[@meghanh2511]

I know a british countryside when I see one! I wish you the best of luck and so much health and happiness Lia.

[@Dyu07]

I thought it was britsh too! I recognise the trees

[@amyt9563]

My therapist told me a great analogy for achieving goals. She said to imagine two tall ladders, identical in height. The first has three or four rungs, spaced very far apart; the second has dozens of rungs close together. She asked me which is easier to climb? It’s easier to take lots of little steps towards a goal than trying to take one or two massive ones. Those little rungs add up when you’re climbing, and if you slip it’s easier to get back to where you were. Remember that as you take this journey. Wishing you so much love and support ❤

[@zorhaax]

my first answer was the one with more rungs and then i thought ‘no, this is that kind of mind trick question’ and change my answer since u can basically jump and get on top faster but with more calculation and momentum. then i read the rest of ur paragraph, guess u shouldnt doubt urself 💀

[@poigikibobo]

Omg I really like that analogy!!!!! :DDDDD

[@whewriedee4840]

@@zorhaaxfr i was like what if there’s so many rungs that you can’t even fit your foot in between them and it is impossible to climb

[@maksymvinyarskyy2813]

powerful

[@EughhBrothereughh]

Bruh i imagine like super small steps and was about to say the big one is easier 🤡

[@christalcavanaugh]

Growing up I saw Lia as practically an adult. Today I learned she is only two years older than me. She was made to act like a grown up when she was so young and I really hope she gets the chance to experience innocence again

[@huntagmonay]

Yes! Well said

[@DahliaOlive]

This made me tear up. ❤

[@captaincharlie_]

I feel so much pride for her. She found a way to escape the toxicity that was trying to kill her, which is not an easy thing to do. I hope she gets the joy in life she deserves and I can't wait to see her thrive. I'm proud of you Lia, _we all are._

[@gurunext]

Escape toxicity? Maybe for a moment... You can always run from a wolf to a bear. And unfortunately there's nothing she allows us to do but to watch from the sidelines. So you don't need hope my friend you need to sit down and do your homework while you watch this stuff unfold... (Unless you aren't actually willing to help when you're needed)

[@Viroh]

Lol

[@zeebird]

@@gurunext what the fuck are you even talking about??

[@gurunext]

@@zeebird I was promoting my channel - I've heard it's good for your health

[@ArtTipswithJohnS.-ty7nr]

@@gurunext we can all wish her the best, I hope she is okay and away from terrible influences

[@stormyv1055]

You probably don’t remember me Lia, but we worked together on the movie “The Wrestler” and you were the absolute most nice person I’ve ever met. Even tho we only had like 2 maybe 3 scenes together, you ALWAYS welcomed me and one of my favorites was the night shoot we did outside some bar or something and we filmed alllll night. But man it was one of the greatest, mainly because of your energy to the whole cast. You’re awesome. You changed my life. And I’m so happy you are still here with us. 🙏🏻

[@hellofaname]

Wait you were in the Wrestler with Mickey Rourke?

[@knurdyob]

@@hellofaname nah I think he's talking about a film called "The American Wrestler"

[@sulwhale3171]

What

[@ericjay6021]

Oh hi. I remember you. I'm jack Nicholson and we hung out at The Lakers game.

[@MandenTV]

I remember you lmao. What a cringe time.

[@lilguyy93]

“What’s the bravest thing you’ve ever said?” “Help. Asking for help isn’t giving up. It’s refusing to give up.” Thank you for your story Lia. I wish you all the best.

[@mapleberry8308]

The boy, the mole, the fox and the horse! A quote that had helped me recently after hearing that. I too wish her all the best.

[@roeyjevels]

"Asking for help isn’t giving up. It’s refusing to give up." This got me. Thank you so much for this.

[@FriendlyKat]

That quote helped so much. Thank you.

[@i.l.m9137]

Thank you so much for this quote. I found it exactly when I needed it.

[@gurunext]

Wtf is this "quote cult" down here... Guys if you don't use quotes in your own context - they are literally useless. If something is helpful or you feel thankful... maybe you should speak up why cuz some people can't figure this stuff out on their own.

[@hackjilton]

From someone who has followed you since Kids React, this breaks my heart to know all this struggle was happening behind the scenes since before we knew and had no idea. I'm so sorry you had to experience addiction and abuse. I've know people who have overcome both and I know you will too. It's amazing that you're here right now, after what you went through and how hard it was for you to survive through those times. It's been hard in recent years to see glimpses into the dark parts of your life without being able to help you, but this video is the first time I've gotten the feeling you're really in a better place. Know there are so many people here who love and support you, and you have us here cheering you on and wishing you the best. Stay sober, and keep getting stronger. Can't wait you see where the future takes you.

[@Viroh]

Struggle? She took drugs willingly and partied and hoed around, oh boohoo the struggle of being a basic bitch.

[@cosmosadorabilis7677]

How old was she on Kids React?

[@Viroh]

@@cosmosadorabilis7677 14

[@lordlandbeast]

God it's all over the internet and other kids from the show made videos of her

[@faithlmao5082]

You said it perfectly

[@OchioChan1325]

Like I’ve heard many times in aa “for these 24 hrs I’ll be sober, then tomorrow I’ll drink. Then you will start 24 hrs without again.” Focus on the 24 hrs. You’re not alone there are so many people like you with similar stories. I’m so proud of you for speaking out about what’s gone on in your life. Keep thinking of you and hearing other peoples stories. You are already making beautiful steps.

[@jf3nr]

wise words roach dogg wise words

[@papastummyfuzz9281]

This is how I got sober! It works - one day, one hour at a time. I’ll have a year next month ❤

[@MusicIzLife098]

I remember crying to my fiance watching your lives saying "no one's helping her no one sees she's in danger they just think she's 'gone wild' but no one sees her pain". We all see your pain now and we all see your recovery. We're all proud of you and support you on your journey ❤️

[@Spijen]

I remember that live where he was trying to kiss her. I’m not even a subscriber and it reached all the way to me. That was something that made me keep coming back to check up on her to see if she way okay. I’m so happy to see this pop up, especially because she looks so healthy now compared to those lives. This was such a beautiful speech and I wish I had someone like this in my life.

[@rashirashi04]

Why do I feel like I've seen this comment before am I crazy 😭 is this video actually new?

[@andrearose98764]

I'm getting deja vu from this as well

[@Spijen]

@ruby I’m guessing someone copied my comment? Lol rip. I guess I feel honored haha

[@vivalamary]

❤

[@Lilfairyxo]

@ruby felt

[@selena311lol]

I remember everyone worrying when the IG lives were viral. I’m so glad you made it out. I watched this whole thing as it was suddenly recommended to me because you were part of my childhood. Best wishes to you.

[@stephanieann6622]

What happened on the lives?

[@ejaysanderson6955]

@@stephanieann6622 she was basically drugged up or drunk and it was really concerning to see :(

[@selena311lol]

@@stephanieann6622 Don’t really wanna go into too much detail here but yes, it was her and a much older guy, might have been the manager she mentioned in the video. He was insisting on kissing & asking if she was live-streaming. She was very intoxicated and went on live probably to protect herself/document. Viewers definitely wanted to help but people also took it the wrong way. There’s probably still videos :(

[@xReece2010]

@@selena311lolthats crazy I literally knew that live meant bad news while watching, didnt know bout all this other stuff she went thru. Alot to process.

[@hslotfan]

10 months is a massive accomplishment. you are endlessly strong and brave and know that you will always have people supporting you

[@stockton3rocks]

This helped me so much.. I am having a hard time getting 1 month clean

[@hslotfan]

@@stockton3rocks you can do it. it doesn’t matter how many times you fail , or give up , or start again , recovery isn’t an easy or straight forward journey. i believe in you :-)

[@pgakt]

I remember seeing the instagram lives and desperately searching for information about where you were and if you were okay, so this is really relieving to hear, but so so heartbreaking that you were put through all of this

[@moongodis777]

it’s insane that no one believes that hollywood is a dark dark place. all of these celebrities have the same drug issues and mental breaks because they are ALL abused like this by people behind the scenes. not just lia, not just britney spears, all of them. my heart goes out to you lia💔

[@Ms.Behaving]

I saw your name and immediately thought "this person watched Amber Lynn". Am I wrong?

[@bobbygalyon5580]

"No one believes."??? Have you been living under a rock? The dark and damaging Hollywood lifestyle isn't a new concept. Everybody knows this kid.

[@markrogers1786]

What are you talking about?Everybody has known for years that’s it’s a crazy place full of rampant degenerates and people preying on young naive girls. The only ones who don’t want to believe that are the young naive girls that want to be famous.

[@moonbeam_hillgoth]

Lia, Lindsay, Britney, Amanda…. Hollywood is scary

[@nobodae3296]

Literally eveyebody knows that Hollywood is a dark place

[@samwarner6024]

It takes a lot of fucking courage to speak about something like this and you should be proud of yourself. I remember watching you on the react channels and as a kid I remember thinking: I wish I could be friends with her. All i can say is that I hope you have the best people around you because you deserve it, and just know there are a lot of us out there that think the same and would want to be there for you. I wish you the best of luck on this crazy journey. if there was one thing to take from this video is the fact that you’re incredibly strong and that you have proven that you will get through anything no matter how hard. We’re all here for you.

[@kyleemeg2171]

I was 16 when the only guy I’ve dated strangled me 4 times. I had no idea she dealt with domestic violence at young age too. Makes a lot of sense now. I send you healing energy💜

[@mchjsosde]

I had no idea her history of domestic abuse was so long and old. There's so much we can't know about a person until they reveal their story to you. I'm sorry you both were treated that way.

[@jazzyj6640]

Omg totally. I didn’t experience the first abuse until a relationship I had a few years ago. He was financially and emotionally abuse.

[@Ki_Rose]

So glad you’re still here with us 🤟🏽

[@malicetosociety]

How did it feel? You seem like you didn't care that much, since you allowed it to happen 4 times.

[@kyleemeg2171]

@@JovanyCooldude 17

[@Ashley-gy2nq]

Im in a sober living home now, ive been following you since i was young. And seeing this gives me so much hope to not go back. And realize im surrounded by love not pain. I love you lia

[@jesseh8554]

I remember Lia back in the finebros react days. It was sad knowing she was struggling these past years, but this video was relieving to see. I'm happy she is doing better, and praying she continues to find peace.

[@nophoto2393]

Her story pop up on my recommendations, glad they did something right and at least she doing okay.

[@underdogtv2855]

She's still not clean she is still doing speedballs and the H.

[@Bec2855]

Who is she? Just some KZbinr?

[@disguisedcentennial835]

@@Bec2855she was every middle school boy’s crush about a decade ago. In the grand scheme, yeah, just some KZbinr, but it really hurt many seeing such a beautiful girl turn into what she did. She started out just one kid of a dozen on a huge react channel. Look up her name with “Teens React” and you’ll see how she used to be.

[@kirkpelletier]

I’m in rehab for the second time literally right now. This is so inspiring and beautiful and honest. Thank you so much.

[@Stopthisrightnow560]

You got this, baby. Remember; every sober day counts and they all add up. Every sober moment is practice and will help you perfect your sobriety. You are worthy of feeling whole again. ❤

[@marymaguire7206]

good luck, you can do it. one day at a time!

[@wheresmybonejuice5524]

you got this my guy!

[@MaryLeighLear]

What rehab are you at lol my phone was taken for months

[@emmagartley4681]

you've got this !!!

[@Kim-bq9hh]

i could literally cry in relief. i was dreading the day to hear she had passed on. i'm so so so so happy to see lia on the other side of all of the darkness. it seems so impossible when you're in it sometimes

[@archivepostsexe]

me too she has many people who care for her 💞

[@OglethorpeJConniption]

Your story reminded me of my sister. She, unfortunately was found in September 2022 when our dad literally had to use a crowbar to get her front door open, because my sister was a really bad hoarder & not only didn't put back the spare key, but there were so many huge piles of trash in her apartment that the door wouldn't open without a ton on force. Anyway, my dad found her on her bedroom floor. He checked her for a pulse, but there wasn't one. My family has been in a deep depression & grief. I'm so sorry about your partner. I can't imagine losing mine, especially like that. I don't know you, I am glad that you are alive & fighting your addictions. Don't be hard on yourself when/if you might relapse. It's a bumpy ride, but it is SO much better to be triumphant over such powerful demons.

[@ArtTipswithJohnS.-ty7nr]

she was on kids react she was always a really happy kid that was always smiling, I feel so bad this happened to her, i hope she finds sucess and happy life

[@8selenagomezfan]

Girl you are an absolute inspiration. I struggled with a drug addiction (coke, meth, heroin, Molly, psychedelics, etc) from ages 15-19. Coming off fentanyl was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. Listening to this story made me emotional as I’ve gone through a lot of the similar stuff. You are not alone, I am not alone and none of you guys are alone. You are amazing. EDIT:::: did not expect this much love, you guys are amazing

[@Flame44]

Fent is no joke! Glad you are still here to tell your story! Stay strong! @8selenagomezfan

[@badatthese]

You're so strong 🤍

[@8selenagomezfan]

@@Flame44 thank you! Means a lot to me. 2 years clean (:

[@8selenagomezfan]

@@badatthese tysm ❤️🥹

[@Flame44]

@@8selenagomezfan 🙌🏻

[@Cinnamon.girl__]

When I was a kid I loved watching you on kids/teens react. I rewatched the episodes a million times. I wanted to be your friend, and be just like you when I grew up. I could tell you were genuinely so kind, and the positive energy you exuded was infectious. When I saw the livestreams it just broke my heart. It was like seeing a childhood friend lose their path. I know its weird because I don’t know u personally, but I felt like I did since u were such a huge part of my childhood. We are all so proud of you Lia. Staying sobers one of the hardest things to do in life and look at you now! You did this, and you will continue to do this. You are so strong, don’t you ever forget that ❤️

[@RedWaterGlow]

Same!!!

[@olimarfunk]

For real! To this day I still sometimes say “creeeeeperrrrrr”

[@brisakruspe]

I met her on teens react too around 2012. Never followed her but every once in a while I’d go on her page cuz I thought she was so pretty. It broke my heart when I saw all those lives back then cuz I had no idea she was living like that… but I’m so glad she’s recovering now.

[@lmao0202]

you put it perfectly into words

[@Cinnamon.girl__]

@@brisakruspe Wow that’s awesome! How was she in person?

[@jetm5453]

when someone relapses with substance issues, people love to say that you lose all of your progress. not true, in my opinion. you enrich yourself with your sobriety exercises and you will get stronger with your journey. every relapse isn’t rock bottom. you simply get back on the horse. you’re strong, girl. stronger than most. i’m excited to see you flourish. thank you for sharing such a vulnerable side with us. we’re in your corner, lia!

[@reyne8424]

Thank you, this should be said more often. I have to remind of it myself constantly.

[@_sunchildd]

love this ❤️‍🩹🏹

[@y2ksurvivor]

Exactly. That way of thinking gives addicts zero motivation. They mess up once in terms of using and they're made to feel like absolute criminals. As if this is in any way helpful. Harm reduction includes acknowledgung that the journey through and out of addiction cycles isn't a straight line, and doesn't look the same for everybody.

[@krystaneg123]

Same and I don't believe in sober sober. Like I smoke weed. And do mushrooms occasionally. But I believe you can be sober from the bad drugs and still do good drugs and you are good.

[@jordansmith3721]

This is the best comment coming from a 10 year opiate addict.

[@halixmm]

I didn't know about this video until minutes ago, but I was thinking about you yesterday. Today this video is on my home page. Lia thank you for telling your story and for being here. Allowing love into your life was/is your doing. You did it. Being alive in this world today is really goddamn difficult. I'm so happy you found happiness. This video really does inspire me and relieves me to know you're doing well

[@lgee8383]

your friend charlotte is an angel on earth. we need more support and families like hers. A lifetime if recovery, you've got this Lia

[@sugarysaturn3597]

Watching you on Kids React, following your career and life, seeing the dark path you went down, the cries for help, worrying that no one was there for you - this video was cathartic. In 2014, your music and talent shocked me. I was just blown away by your voice and I recommended your music to everyone I know. Still do. There was a point where I thought I'd see a headline about you overdosing or something terrible happening, and to see you sober and happy and healthy, and still pursuing your passion of music, it's the most beautiful thing in the world. To go through what you've been through when you're still so young and to come out on the other side is just pure strength. I've never been so proud of someone I don't even personally know. Never stop fighting, Lia. One year sober is in your reach❤

[@kingkurtis]

couldn't have said it better

[@gurunext]

"worrying that no one was there for you" That triggers me because I don't "worry" I know people don't care for each other the way they have to... I am pissed off about it (made videos like "ignorance is bs"). It's really hard to say what is her current state... maybe someone just punched common sense into her and making sure she makes this video... you don't have any idea unless she continues her story. It's not "pure strength" to survive... you need to learn how to stand up for yourself and pick up appropriate skills. Even bad people often want you to "survive" so they can keep leeching.

[@Repzion]

You are incredibly strong Lia! So glad and relieved that you’re still with us! We believe in you! You will hit one year! Thank you for sharing your story. you have all the support in the world from us. Just remember that asking for help is never a sign of weakness. It is a sign of strength.

[@nathan2683]

Damn bro I used to watch u I didn’t expect to see u again

[@gurunext]

Nope chuck testa... If you ask wrong people for help (MOST PEOPLE including MOST AUTHORITIES are wrong people) You will either be rejected or destroyed. People ask for help all the time and get in trouble for it until they figure out how to solve problems on their own or learn who to truly trust

[@sina3602]

Leave her alone weird0

[@gurunext]

@@sina3602 Nice name calling skills, but you literally don't have a name of your own atm

[@sina3602]

@@gurunext oh his lil incel fans are white knighting for him how nice

[@maicey_t.]

I've been worried about you for a long while. I'm happy for you that you've been able to begin to pull yourself out of the bad situation and put yourself back together again. Best of luck, Lia. ♡

[@erikae6183]

You don’t owe us anything but thank you for the update. You are so loved and so inspiring.

[@arpitsri9631]

Hi 💕💗💗

[@fyoutube2294]

She owes me like 5 bucks from this one time I lended her gas money

[@imchowmei]

I’ve been a fan of you since i was 16 :’), im 23 now and clicked this video so fast as soon as i saw it. I’m so happy for you lia. i’m so so so excited for you and the beautiful life you have coming your way. we will all always love you

[@dingdong124578123456]

literally same, we

[@jessicacarrillo388]

"Love is the reason I'm alive." I love you so much Lia. This is incredible.

[@peytonv8569]

Damn Lia, thank you so much for sharing. “I know life isn’t easy but I didn’t realize it could be this hard” that hit me I’m struggling right now with alcoholism and seeing someone I used to watch in middle school who’s around my age and struggling with similar things is huge, please know I’m praying for you and I’m on your side.

[@ChubbyOddball]

Kiddo, you are brave as hell for telling your story without sugar-coating it. And admitting to the whole world that you've struggled is usually the most clear sign that you are truly on your way to a better place. I'm rooting for you.

[@WoeisBriee]

This was very heartwarming ❤

[@BabvBlues]

She’s inspiring!!

[@dreadspaz]

Crazy how the clouds covered you during the hard parts of the story, and the sun came back out at the end when you spoke about love.

[@tHa1Rune]

It really seems crazy huh? But those who are in touch experience such wild flow states. Happens to me all the time. Seems the weather and time are all but in sync with me, and the closer I feel in contact with myself and the world, the weirder and more often these sorts of synchronicities seem to happen

[@blackswanvante]

that’s a beautiful observation

[@theawesome1rjc]

@@tHa1Rune Way to turn an existential phenomenon into an ego trip 😂

[@AlkaVirus]

@@tHa1Rune you aren't that important lol

[@status0]

We are at One with the All of universe

[@xx.abbiez2]

It's so crazy hearing this. I'm in ocean beach right now in san diego at a sober living. this is so surreal after all this time of wondering what was really going on with lia, now she comes out with this during this period of my life. this is so inspiring and beautiful, i literally cannot believe my ears.

[@bellab.w.1128]

Gods timing is always perfect

[@notamberp]

@@bellab.w.1128 can you please not do that, not everyone is religious…

[@mvpgale]

@@bellab.w.1128i sincerely apologize but i have to inform you there’s not some man in the sky controlling everybody’s lives.

[@Bob-os6sg]

I love Ocean & Pacific Beach

[@xx.abbiez2]

i think ppl in these replies should have a little more grace. if she wants to think this is gods timing, then let her think that. not personally religious but i'm a big believer in everything happens for a reason 💜

[@jeanettemiller46]

God bless you! I’m 45 and I am just now starting to get fully sober! I can relate so much with your story. Thank you for sharing this with us!❤

[@HaveanOreshnik]

Lia, I remember the events that unfolded....all the possible signs of mental health concerns and Substance Abuse...ending up in the wrong environment for it, you are being strong Lia, you are admitting and telling your story, you're a sweetheart and want you to stay strong

[@lxi..]

I knew that producer was a fucking predator from the live. We all knew. We are so sorry for you Lia, we hope and pray that the future gives you everything you deserve. Lord knows you deserve so much

[@kaytawillhoit]

This feels like you have been grieving the person you never got to become. I truly believe you are a peaceful soul, I hope you stay sober and learn to love yourself, Lia.

[@amayab3]

I completely agree. Stay strong Lia❤️

[@allmycarsisbroke]

Man, the last thing I heard about you, Lia, was when I saw the Reddit post on the front page about your Instagram Live with that sleazy producer. I always wondered what happened after that but today you popped into my head randomly and that's how I ended up here watching your video. I want to commend you for continuing to fight for yourself, fight for your health, and fight for your future. Being this open and honest and brave, and having this much hope after so much grief--you're a very impressive person. Can't wait to see what you do next.

[@Lovely_Lofi_ASMR]

As someone who has followed you for years , I definitely feel so proud of you. I've been sober two years and some days are still difficult. But anyday you're sober is a good day. You're helping so many people by sharing this story. Thank you. It brought me to tears and I'm just so happy you're okay.

[@Viroh]

Proud of a druggie, gj

[@EmberAwoken]

Can I just say thank you? You’ve been a person I’ve “known” and “seen” for so many years and thank you so much for everything you’ve done. You owe nobody anything but you gave us a lot more than you know when you didn’t have much to give.

[@joa5641]

I was there. As a fan, I saw almost every live stream and how much drugs changed you and I remember how concerned everyone was but no one knew how to reach you. Every few months since that live with the producer years ago I always check that you’re alive and okay and posting and I’m so glad you’ve come so far and seem happier and healthier than you have in a while. I’m sorry for the abuse you faced and everything you went through behind closed doors that we had no idea about

[@justaperson4475]

You are the sweetest person on this earth, God bless.

[@joa5641]

@@justaperson4475 thank you 🤍 God bless you too, happy new year

[@johnklus]

Mental health is a big deal. Everyone struggles with it whether big or small. I'm glad you recovered the way you did. When your going through things it's best to talk to people. I've also really struggled with mental health and was scared to admit it because I am a man. I would run into peoples burning buildings as a firefighter but was scared to admit I was depressed. I've seen people die of all ages from an infant to people old in age. These things made me really think about how fragile life really is. Having the courage to speak up and seek help is one of the best things you can do.

[@SandiByrd]

Oh Lia I am bawling over here. I'm old enough to be your Mom but I've been down the path of addiction and I am so damn proud of you for being so persistent in your survival. Because that is what your sobriety is. You're DEMANDING your body and mind and soul to live. Nothing braver or more badass than that. I am so happy for you that you are in a safe place with someone you love and who loves you back. You deserve this and more. All the best for 2023!!

[@RachhLoves2]

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[@madisonkay_yay]

I 100% agree, this was beautifully said 🫶🏻

[@Viroh]

Druggie

[@DaSuperGirl1]

What an angel that Charlotte girl must be. Bless her heart. I hope only the best things come her way.

[@anthonym9494]

You were in my recommended. I had never heard your music. I went and listened to one of your songs and it’s beautiful. You’re really talented. I’m sorry to hear that you’ve been down such a difficult path and I’m glad to see you here now doing better in your sobriety. I’m a nurse and I see people disregarding their health and lifestyle every shift. So I’m glad you care, you’re doing a good job, I love to see it. Have a good time in England and be well :)

[@happilyteaching]

life is all about love. being loved, loving, and doing what you love. i am so glad you are here lia.

[@autumn2964]

holy shit. i cant even get the words out after watching this. i’m so sorry. i’m so glad you’re here. and i’m so glad your friend charlotte was there for you and taught you how to love life again. god i can’t tell you how glad i am that you’re here. i’m fucking disgusted that those people put their hands on you. i’m so happy for you and charlie. please don’t hesitate to ask any of us for support.

[@LatenightRunner]

Thank you Charlotte and Family from the very bottom of my heart. Thank you for being patient. Thank you for being consistent with the love towards someone who’s clearly struggling to be consistent with the fight. Thank you for not giving up on people who they themselves seems like already gave up. Thank you for treating another’s life, like your own. Most importantly, thank you cause, “you didn’t need to, but you do” Being a survivor myself, I can say there’s always two different kind of person at the end of the “survivor’s” spectrum. ONE ; the type that knowing someone is actually out there believing in them and showing them love unconditionally is the biggest reason why they finally treat their ownself right. TWO ; the type where they need to lose everyone around them before they’ll realise that they can only rely on their ownself to fight through the struggle and make it through. ONE is almost all of us. Which is why I hope many more will be like Charlotte and Family. To extend one more day everyday everytime it comes to the point of giving up hope on them. Everytime you feel like you had enough, just give them one more day and have faith. Because TWO is a rare case. Often time they lost the battle halfway through the journey from being ONE to being TWO. I am person TWO, and let me tell you this, eventhough I am glad I survived and now become the living proof that yeah we can fight this through, but I wouldn’t wish upon my worse enemy the battle I fought to get here. NOBODY, and I mean it, NOBODY SHOULD WALK PAIN ALONE. Yes, the lesson learned were invaluable, but only if you succeeded the climb. Many fall halfway thru, no lesson learned, but another life gone. 🥀 Thank you again for all that believe in us. I pray for you the most in life.

[@EF-kk3vh]

This was a beautiful comment, thank you for sharing your experience. I hope you are doing so much better now. Happy New Year!

[@LatenightRunner]

@@EF-kk3vh Happy New Year! If this can help paint a picture of how things are in my life now compare to then, I would say, it’s day and night. I’m absolutely in the brightest point in my life, (nothing much really) if I were to compare with back then.. ofcourse nowhere as bright as others, but mate, finally being able to actually steer this wheel of life after years of being helpless and not in control is one very strong superpower. Or simply in other people’s term, I am doing just okay. Obviously for me, my own perspective, never been better. And I hope you too are doing great and fine .

[@bejoyasmr8052]

I remember those scary live streams you did, everyone was so worried but you're right we really didn't know what was actually happening aside from you being bot in your right mind. I hope that what you say is true and you are on the right path and I'm happy for you for being there and getting better everyday. We're proud of you for fighting for yourself!

[@RachhLoves2]

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[@tesluxe]

Lia, we are ALL rooting for you. Sending you love and healing. We are so proud of you.

[@Manisonlychannel]

The amount of people choosing different paths this year makes me so proud and is truly inspiring

[@lucymaerob]

I remember watching a teens react video about bullying and suicide years and years ago. you said "everyone goes through bullying, so don't feel like you're alone", and that one comment you made, made me get help for my mental health. in a way, it saved me. thank you for sharing your story Lia 💗

[@JN.S.M]

I think the most beautiful thing is that after all you went through, you still have the capacity to want to help and share your story for those that feel as lost as you felt. I hope you know how strong, brave, and inspiring that is. I pray that no matter what life brings, you still have inner peace that holds you steady in your sobriety because you deserve nothing less.

[@emelineisme]

sending you so much love. thank you for sharing

[@briannaszum3887]

As a teenager, I had never related to any song more than DNA. I listened to the song on repeat sometimes because although it hurt, it was also comforting to know I wasn't alone in my experiences or my feelings. Thank you Lia. It's insanely brave of you to share such personal things, and goodluck with the rest of your journey :)

[@KahlenBarry]

I’m sending you all of the love in the world, Lia. It takes so much courage to share such a vulnerable story. You are not alone and you are helping so many people who have experienced similar things. This is only the beginning for you. ❤️

[@K24CU2]

Dam it now I can send any love to my mom

[@emk-zp3zq]

I am training to be a social worker and currently work in an inpatient psych ward. I have met so many people with similar stories to you, and I know how hard it is to pull yourself out of the depths of addiction and mental illness. I am so proud of you for making it through and I am sending you all of my love and well wishes ❤

[@claudiacha2536]

omg that’s what i wanna do

[@amaandaloveyouu]

We love you ! I was worried when I saw your lives back then, happy you are at a better place now Margot, from France !!!

[@kaylalucy9595]

This is a huge step and I’m so proud of Lia. I’m so glad to see the comment section so positive. Lia has been through so much and it’s so nice to see people who still love her no matter what. She’s deserved to know this for so long. She’s always been so special and always will be. So many of us grew up with Lia and still stand beside her and that’s a beautiful thing. I hope Lia sees how loved she is and how supported she is by the comment section 🥺

[@gurunext]

You know the funny thing? You guys are just positive on the surface. You're still just followers happy that "flowers smell nice" when she is in pain. It's nice to distract yourself from death with "good feelings" but clearly she was doing that with help of drugs already... So no that's not what she needs right now. She needs a reality check to expose herself on how she can improve her life. TBH it's very rare that in the comment section there are messages with 100+ likes and no replies. People don't care about this stuff and don't support each other at all - if you press a like button too many times and don't "harvest" a comment - it's as if it didn't happen. Because LIA will NOT see the comment - you must learn that too my friend... It's up to us to care for each other

[@makaylaroy7566]

Your song dna played during so many sleepless nights, so many break ups, so many parents arguing you have no idea ❤️ I hope you’re doing well and genuinely hope you take the time to heal, and you do whatever you gotta do

[@indieparadiso]

I have been following you since I was in middle school. DNA is the first song I ever sang in front of others. I felt so connected to it, and to you. It gave me so much. I love you, Lia. I’m so grateful you’re here, and in a good place now. Thank you for sharing your story with us. We’re here for you. We see you. ❤️

[@arpitsri9631]

Hi 💕💗

[@mvpgale]

it’s crazy that i was in her exact position since 2020. i left my DV abuser but he won’t leave my life. she’s so incredibly strong for getting thro this. my heart feels for her.

[@arpitsri9631]

@@mvpgale can we talk 💗💕

[@AAMM101]

You're brave for speaking out and now taking charge of your life. Sending you good vibes.

[@signofthecrimes1534]

I never stopped being a fan of her, she was such a ray of sunshine. I'm proud of her, and I hope her life gets better.

[@bradleestop]

Lia, I will never forget how much of an inspiration you were to me as a child. I have struggled with some similar mental health and drug problems. I am now 6 months sober from drinking and weed and almost 6 months sober from nicotine. It’s been very hard but it’s moments like these, where I get to see people who are in different situations completely but have a shared moment of hope with them. I am so glad that you are able to do things you love and are now sober for 10 months. You are so powerful. You never deserved all of the scrutiny from people who had no idea what you were going through. I’m so thankful you are still here today. Thank you

[@kjerstenlynum1686]

So proud of you :)

[@JessicaKempiak]

proud of u

[@bradleestop]

@@kjerstenlynum1686 tysm

[@bradleestop]

@@JessicaKempiak Thank you so so much, it’s truly so appreciated 🖤🖤

[@caitlinloxton4529]

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm 21. Fresh out of rehab from Crystal meth addiction. Normal girl, just like you who also struggled with addiction. It's not tabboo - and needs to be heard!

[@sherlychimborazo]

im really proud of you also you’re amazing ❤❤

[@LancesArmorStriking]

That's insane. Meth and heroin are the most debilitating drugs, only maybe fentanyl is worse. Much respect to you for overcoming something so enveloping and scary. Hope your life is on a strong path now

[@JessAnonymous]

Normal girl and addicted to Meth shouldn’t be in the same sentence cause How does one get addicted to meth? I’m so curious

[@anima6035]

@@JessAnonymous circumstances. Feel blessed yours didn't lead you down a dark path!!

[@caitlinloxton4529]

In this world there is so much trauma inflicted on so many lives that I do believe it to be normal and common. Drugs aren't what cause addiction, trauma causes addiction!

[@Farbentochter]

You deserve nothing but all the light and goodness in the world.

[@goldrush18x]

I’m so sorry people on the internet made a spectacle out of your pain and suffering. It was so obvious most of them didn’t actually care, they just liked watching you spiral for their own entertainment. You deserved SO MUCH BETTER. You are so strong and I’m glad to hear you’re in a happy, healthy place. ❤

[@GLamoRousCooKie]

Lia, you don't know how happy I am to hear from you, I just wish I could give you a hug. Moonflower was the song that introduced me to you and it got me through a very dark period in my life. To this day, it is the most haunting song I've ever heard. You've gone through unimaginable things at such a young age, the worst that this life has to offer. I can't imagine your pain. But you fought and you're still here. I'm so proud of you and wish you nothing but the best for your future. I can't wait to listen your new music! Keep shining my dear.

[@thegirlnextdior8484]

Its crazy to see how while you talked about you not believing how you’re still here, the sun started to shine on you. You deserve a new beginning Lia. We love u

[@KylieEileen]

Right at 8 mins in. Beautiful

[@char6081]

Look at God

[@acidalien9153]

Substance abuse and mental illness is a disease that is looked down upon and not taken seriously. I know it all too well and for you to come forward in front of thousands of people is such bravery that inspires me. Thank you for telling us your story and I wish you the very best in life beautiful ❤️🌹

[@jstager]

What a comeback story. You are the one person on the internet that I know everyone worried about and wanted you to be better. Well done to you and the people who support you.

[@BowlingForGazpacho]

I’m so glad you’re still with us, Lia. Like many in the comments, I’ve been a fan for many years. I could always see you were a kind soul and I’m so glad you’re safe and on the road to healing. Congratulations on 10 months, that’s an incredible feat! I hope the next chapter in your story is filled with infinite love, happiness, and peace. ❤

[@clay2889]

Thank you Lia for sharing your story. It was nice to hear that you're doing better now and have a new life in England! Your story will inspire others to do the right thing, I'm sure of it.

[@lc-nd2gm]

i can speak for everyone that we are SO glad you made it out alive and are still here. the world would miss you deeply, lia. stay well

[@Steph-wf2eg]

I am so happy for Charlotte and Charlie being in your life, and showed you love throughout everything. I am sorry for what you've gone through and proud of your 10 months sober

[@Rachel-ps9dd]

Do you know how BRAVE you are for posting this?? You’re amazing lia. Never give up. Love surrounds you.

[@kenleyfisher2282]

We had no idea how much pain you were in. Your music has inspired me so much over the years and many others. This absolutely brought me to tears. We are so proud of you Lia. You’re such a strong woman💜

[@sheilymichelle292]

We love you Lia. For the longest time you disappeared and we saw the hurt and struggle you had. We are still here after all these years don’t ever feel like you can’t accomplish what you set your mind too. You are not alone and we will support you in all your dreams. ❤

[@willowxray]

I'm crying listening to your voice break. I've been rooting for you for so long. My heart breaks for the pain you've endured, I am a stranger but our stories are familiar. I have been here through the years, watching as you've gone through these things with a heavy but hopeful heart. I am so thankful you also remained hopeful. You've brought yourself so far, you deserve this happiness and I am so incredibly grateful that you're receiving this. You're doing amazing, Lia. It's never too late to start over.

[@gurunext]

Wait are you some rapper girl? I've never seen something like this, but I don't like rap so it hurts... BUT if you relate so much - don't be a stranger let us know your story. (If you can't make a video yourself you can chat with me in discord if you find it). I will likely make video on Lia and I could use some more resources like that.

[@ashashaga9916]

i never comment on youtube but i feel compelled to, i have followed lia since i was a preteen i looked up to her and loved her music and the way she was so positive and hopeful. to grow up and see how the industry and life has took advantage and break her is something so heartbreaking i can’t even describe. i watched her slowly lose control through a screen and had no way of helping, after all of the light and joy she brought to a struggling 12 year old i couldn’t reach out to her because she obviously had no idea who i was. it’s insane to see how incredibly strong and powerful this woman is her story is truly gut wrenching and painful to hear and it hurts to know someone i used to admire had to go through things no young woman should go through, but by god is she someone i look up to again her story and her strength is so powerful and she should be so proud of herself for facing those horrible battles. so much love and admiration for her and wish her the absolute best possible life and happiness

[@livetolisten102]

I related to this a lot and its so hard to accept yourself and what you let yourself go through but also dealing with people doing things out of your control. Thank you for this video.

[@froop84]

Thank you Charlotte and Charly for saving Lia. And Lia, stay strong. You are - more than ever - an inspiration for so many people out there.

[@kickfloeb]

As an addict myself, I feel so bad for what you've been through and your story made me cry. I love your positive outlook and I hope you'll now have faced all the dark stuff in live that you needed to face before getting to the place where you are now. I fully agree that love is everything, it's one of the most honest and pure emotions someone can feel. I got very supportive friends who forgive me when I make mistakes. Currently 2 days clean and the withdrawals are really mild, hope I stay as strong as I feel right now. I am done with this shit, it was fun at some point but it isn't anymore + my life isn't as dark as it used to be.

[@duckyO.o]

i wish you all the best on your journey, and I hope it's one filled with warmth, happiness and contentment.

[@neeatsa]

I’m glad you’re here and you should be proud of making it 2 days. One day at a time. You got this!

[@XOKaylaCrosby]

Please know that some of us have been waiting for this path for you. I’m so happy you’re sober. I hope you get 12 months. Then I hope you get 12 more and 12 more after that too. Just remember that every step forward is a universe from where you were 10, 12 and 24 months ago. Stay strong.

[@gurunext]

Yeah and you're still 12 years deep with a video called "Murder movie" - MAYBE you want to change your vibes a little incase people click on your channel. Or are you going to make the excuse that "Look guys I am 12 years sober"... no you have to rewind the past and FIX IT

[@XOKaylaCrosby]

What kind of soul must you have to make multiple comments like that? 🙄

[@gurunext]

@@XOKaylaCrosby Nice observation... too bad you don't show signs of kindness despite this being important to you... Also I don't care how I make people feel - It's just respectable to "harvest comments" that nobody cares about...

[@gurunext]

@@malicetosociety I don't get the point of your comment...

[@gurunext]

@@malicetosociety Uhh then that WAS the point AND I still don't understand what you liked about it but whatever - you already did something most people don't do - congratz 🏆

[@maryreginevida]

Moonflower really speaks to me. I listened to it on repeat during my darkest days. Thank you for releasing it and I’m so sorry this happened to you. The past is gone, you can always start again. ♥️

[@Aria_Watson]

I am so happy you are still here and alive. This is so incredibly brave of you and I am so proud of you!!! Sending you so much love.