Vomiting During Scans & Surgeon Appointment | Cancer & Vlogmas DAY 13

[@shannonmusgrove7189]

I am praying for you. The last few days before surgery are so tiring. I had cancer surgery on my bits front and back and it took five months for my incisions to heal. Im almost at two years post surgery. I’m so full of emotions while watching you. The unknowns are vast and terrifying. Calm descended upon me hour’s before I entered MD Anderson hospital in Houston Texas. Through the pain YOU WILL FEEL RID OF THE EXHAUSTING CANCER!! Day by day it will lift a bit each day. I weep for the pain and fears you are passing through. My mantra was that I “WONT GO DOWN EASY!!”❤❤❤ I am repeating your mantra now. “WE GOT THIS!! We will hold you up in prayer and caring. Before surgery is the hardest part. One day it will be in your past.❤❤❤❤

[@educationalinsight-teachin4587]

❤❤❤Big Hugs and sending all the positive energy and prayers.

[@MTknitter22]

Sweet @Shannon Praising God with you for your recovery slow and steady but thorough and onto good health and healing.

[@oneseeker2]

There should be pain !eds ANF break thru meds for pain. Morphine may no be the med of choice. Better ones with longer life line, much longer 12+24 hrs. Via IV. I hope they give her meds for anxiety, PTSD triggering. Ur mother is making sure she stays focused, distractions cause anxiety and wrecks.

[@elizabethconroy7665]

Thank you for sharing,my dear friend Another brave and incredible Lady Wishing you continuing health Warm Hugs 🤗

[@draoi99]

That's a brilliant comment. Good on ya.

[@rebeccakryski7084]

Hi Tiffany, I’m not sure if you’ll see this but I’m an MRI Technologist and I’m sorry to hear you had such a hard time with your MRI’s. The oral contrast is disgusting, nothing you can really do about it. But for the IV contrast, nausea is a pretty common reaction. If this is your only symptom, I doubt that you have an allergy. I find that patients tend to be more nauseous and vomit if the injecting is done at a faster rate. So next time it might be worth letting the techs know that you have vomited from the contrast previously, and either they can try a different brand (which helps some people) or inject at a slower rate. I hope this helps make your next experience better! ❤

[@trailrider7046]

Great advice from a professional!

[@DallasNatureLover]

Thank you for sharing this with Tiff and all of us here. “Slow push” is what I have heard it called when the contrast is injected slowly.

[@sandywhite9796]

Very good info for her..

[@marilynpalosaari2387]

I'm pretty sure she said in this video that she DID alert them that she vomited before... Hence they gave her the vomit bowl to have during the process

[@amyharris2384]

Another thing that helped me is here in the states is they would give me something in my IV to help with the anxious feeling and the nausea. I wish they would do that for you. I hate seeing you go through this. 😢

[@arezootaghavi4250]

Today, I am exactly two months post op for pretty much the same surgery. The first few weeks were very hard and my bum hurt the most , but it gets better every day. You will be fine and before you know it you will be back on your feet doing what you like and enjoying life and being around loved ones. You definitely got this :)

[@Butchandbellesvilla]

Wonderful comment 💙 I pray she sees it and is blessed by it. Stay well 🙏🏽

[@donnamcmillan6950]

That is a very positive and encouraging comment!

[@galilali4]

Best wishes for a speedy recovery from Mexico City

[@giovannamoro8564]

What a fantastic comment ! It came at the perfect timing . I'm happy to hear you're getting better every day . Good luck and I wish you the best . I'm comforted to know that the surgery is working well for you . Our tiffany will be ok too.

[@Plootyhooter]

I'm so glad you are feeling well, it's just what we all needed to hear! 💜

[@sarahkane6853]

I thought that watching Tiffany’s KZbin channel filled with her cancer journey would make me upset and depressed , but once you get to know Tiffany and her personality, you don’t want to miss one vlog.! So warm and comforting even though the topic is so dark - Tiffany is the shining light no matter what she faces ❤

[@Dwoww1568]

I look toward to her posts everyday!! I can’t wait until she is feeling better and ready to share more of her life with us!

[@kimlakkides770]

Crying doesn’t make you a weak person, I see a beautiful young lady who is getting stronger and strong with each day , you got this Tiffany 💙

[@carolebuckle7977]

Lovely words 💙

[@SingingForTheCreator]

So true. Well said

[@claire0donovan117]

You are so right Kim .

[@Karl671]

We love you Tiffany ❤

[@lucylou9030]

That's what I see too 💗💗

[@aplainjaneproduction8285]

Amma is an absolute gem! How blessed you are to have such a loving, selfless mom. 💙

[@avarismimi]

She is wonderful 💙🙏🏼

[@vini-28]

Agree...I just wana give amma a big hug ❤️

[@margaretleavitt6992]

Dear Tiffany, Your mom has the courage of a true warrior! I have been a surgery patient and had knee replacements which was a hard recovery. On the other side, I watched my oldest daughter (then 30) almost die from pulmonary embolism and I can honestly say watching my daughter fight for life was the hardest thing my heart ever had to do. Your mom's love of you is in every smile she gives us, every hug she gives you and my heart knows the worry she must feel. I love the way you and Matt share your life with her. You look very, very drained and I hope you are eating enough. I too hate MRI's and my claustrophobis is so bad my doctor prescribes an anti anxiety tablet for me to take. I wondered if they could do that for you? I look forward to taking my afternoon break (even though I am retired) and finding you on here. You are the lovliest, bravest girl and I feel blessed to have found you because in a world where we all want you so much, you remind me it is truly love that is the greatest gift of all~ I wish love for you, always, dear Tiffany! Margaret from Boston

[@nightowl5395]

This is a lovely message....you're right, she really is the loveliest, bravest girl. I am pleased to hear your daughter recovered; I can imagine how you must have felt 💕

[@shirley1364]

Yes you continue to bless us all Tiffany. What a trooper you are. Prayers for God blessing during these horrific times.❤

[@Gobi512]

A few years ago I had a breast MRI (lying down on my stomach). One of the nurses held my hand, which was sticking out of the machine, for 25 minutes. It made such a difference holding on to someone. Made me feel like I wasn't alone and stuck in the machine. Very comforting.

[@karbear26]

That was very nice of her!!

[@mariecleo214]

Yes agreed, when i had my MRI the nurse held my foot 🤭 thanks for posting.

[@judymcfadden3577]

This reminded me of my breast MRI, too. It's so awkward, and my arm kept muscle cramps.

[@normabyde4766]

I also had a breast MRI lying on my front. Unexpected and I found it hard to breathe and had to ask them to stop. Wish I’d known before hand as I wouldn’t have had lunch!

[@luciad5988]

Nurses are angels!

[@mmmmlllljohn]

A special prayer for Amma for strength and peace. She has been a rock but this day was such a tough one for you both. Praying for you Tiff that they have all the scans they need and that you will get surgery very soon … and a full recovery. Love to you all from Mississauga. ❤️🇨🇦🙏🙏🙏

[@katherinecohan2563]

Hi Tiffany! My husband had a rare cancer down near his tailbone. He had his tailbone removed as well as lots of area around . We had to spend a full summer renting a house near his surgeons hospital. He has been cancer free for almost 10 years now. It was a long journey but well worth it. We are now grandparents!!! I’m so proud of you!

[@geina4412]

Kept crying when you said “ I want to live “ broke my heart. My prayers is that the good lord and our blessed virgin will see you through. We’ve got this Tiff 💙💙💙

[@avarismimi]

Same. She’s such a beautiful girl inside and out. I cry too. 💙💙💙hugs friend

[@cherrymetha3185]

I liked that she said that. To me , it meant that she’s fighting and strong ❤

[@HelloNowGirl]

Just a reminder to wash your hands with hand sanitizer if eating in the car or with soap if you have a sink, before eating, and avoid touching your face, particularly eyes and mouth, to avoid getting sick and then having surgery canceled. Also please wear a mask when you’re out and about, not just in the hospital.

[@fififirestone3787]

Those appointments sound very hard, having to hear about the surgery over and over, yet they seemed to have prepared you psychologically for what is ahead. Your attitude seems strong and your spirits good and that will carry you through along with the love of the people around you and your online community. TIffany - when you are in the hospital recovering if you have a hard or lonely moment, please remember that we are all with you in spirit and you are not alone. We will all be thinking about you and praying for you.

[@AngelaGrace2]

Tiff, you are helping me so much. I'm young-ish and had a heart attack, stent, and still suffering, but watching your videos helps me cope. I love you, and Amma, and Matt and all the love you show each other, plus your extended family is so warm, sweet, thoughtful and fun. Your sister and her babies look at you with such deep love it makes me sigh. Your spirit is awe inspiring and the grace you show in awful situations amazes me. I know you are helping hundreds of others too. Thank you, sweet girl.

[@avarismimi]

Hope u get better soon. Sorry you had a heart attack. I pray your heart is good and new again. Hugssssssssss💙💙💙💙💙🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@AngelaGrace2]

@@avarismimi Thank you for showing me, a total stranger, such warmth and kindness. It means more than you know. Tiffany has created the best blue hearted community. I hope you and yours have a beautiful holiday season with songs, cheer, delicacies, love, and laughter. 💙❤💙❤💙❤💙

[@avarismimi]

@@AngelaGrace2 how lovely you are. Thank you. This is a great group of people. Your comment truly touched my heart. 💙🙏🏼 bless you . Have the best holidays ever ⭐️

[@sandrajintoorkar3181]

Poor baby, you're going through so much. I pray a year from now this will all be a distant memory, cancer free and loving life without that stress. ❤

[@weeklyme4835]

No one should be going through this. I am in awe of your strength and positivity Tiffany.

[@Julie-pb7fe]

You are right Tiffany. There are many children who have cancer, and they cannot even afford basic treatment for cancer. Christmas season would be a great time to help someone.

[@Toffee146]

We don't pay for cancer treatment in Britain. Adults OR children.

[@Julie-pb7fe]

We do in India

[@trailrider7046]

Children in the US who have cancer will always get cancer treatment. If their families are poor, they qualify for Medicaid.

[@gayled1169]

I wondered if any proceeds from all her shirts went to cancer research. It doesn't seem so which is why I prefer not to buy one. I worry about Amma as well.

[@newenglandcoast7121]

That is why my favorite charity is St. Jude Childrens Research Hospital, no child is charged for care! 💙The last thing a parent should have to worry about is the cost, when a child is ill.

[@gabriellebattle7647]

Oh I love Amma, she is going through so much worrying about her beloved Tiffany ❤️ please give her the biggest hug from me. A special delivery, all the way from Australia 🇦🇺.

[@brigit2470]

Pretty soon before you know it, this will all be over and these tests won't be necessary! You will have the surgery and be cancer free! I can't wait for it Tiffany. Your mom is the best mom and gramma in the whole world. She is so sweet and I wish everyone could have a mom like her. Tiffany you are a wonderful happy person and I know you will sail through the surgery and be so happy to be home and start your future! I pray for you and Matt and your mom!

[@magda3113]

They say, the worse thing that can happened to you is to get cancer. No, the worse thing is when your child gets cancer. As a mother, I can totally understand how your mum is feeling now.

[@rachelburge2338]

Im so so sorry to hear!! I agree wholeheartedly what you have said , id give my life for my daughter shes my world! You sound like a fabulous mother im sure your daughter will get through anything with you by her side x ❤️

[@GabrielleBraswell]

I'm so sorry for your daughter I will keep you in my thoughts 💞

[@heatherydew3361]

I honestly wanted to give Amma a big hug, this must be so hard for her, as a Mum seeing her precious daughter go through all this❤️ And crying is absolutely normal with what you're facing, better to let it out than keep it pent up. You're doing amazingly well, I think your strength is awe-inspiring!! You have DEFINITELY got this!!!💙

[@vickiepinney5500]

I love your mom. She is so sweet and loving. My daughter had stage 4 breast cancer almost 4 years ago and as a mom I know what she is going through with you. It is a helpless feeling as a mom to know that you can’t fix anything but just have to trust in others and try to stay calm for your child. I wish I was there to hug her ❤️

[@alinaprisacaru7360]

Bless you end your family 😚

[@josianejojo2605]

Aww 🥰 u r so sweet U took ur laptop 💻 with u to the hospital . Meant how much u want us to be part of ur life Even though u feel sick But there always a sweet smile on ur face Great girl n god bless All the best wishes 🥰

[@carolcarol3938]

Sending healing thoughts to you and your daughter.🥰

[@floflocarnivore]

Do you know what. Even though you were crying talking to the doctor, the determination in your voice and eyes is strong girl. You are so lovely Tiffany. Love to you, Matt and Amma xx💙💙💙

[@bonniecreighton4163]

I'm not in the UK....I'm in the USA....and if I understand it correctly, health care is "free" in the UK? I haven't followed your videos from the very start so if I say something inaccurate, please correct me, and I will apologize in advance. I'm a Registered Nurse and as I watch what I have so far, I'm very curious as to why you have been put through the months, even years, of all these tests, scans, over and over and over....with MUCH time, delay, and no surgical intervention to get at what they know is threatening your very life? I see such a sense of urgency for you, and am watching delay after delay to DO the surgery. What are the doctors waiting for....seems to be my question. Yes, I do understand that every case is individual and the approach of treatment must be on that basis. It's feels very unsettling to me to know you are at the stage where you are now unable to keep food down, and the doctors know the "why".....what is their plan to resolve this issue? You need nutrition that is vital, crucial, and substantive along this journey. Please do NOT interpret what I've shared as something disparaging or even negative....these are just some of the questions I have as my profession is my specialty in Oncology. In truth, it is your positive attitude that is the best "medicine" you have....not to mention the wonderful, loving support of your Mom and Matt...and others around you. God be with you on your journey Tiffany.

[@user-bw1rb2wx4s]

I am all alone and suffer from social fobia so I don't have any friends, no support at all from family,. I wish I had a sister or friend just like you Tiff and a mum like yours Amma.

[@joyfully8802]

You’ve got this Tiff! My hardest scans were MRIs of the head/neck. My tumor was under my tongue so I had to avoid swallowing and movement as much as possible. The seven minute intervals felt like forever. You don’t think about swallowing much until someone tells you not to!

[@annelambson9188]

Yes! The mri is the worst feeling. I keep my eyes shut so I don't see how close to my face the upper panel is! Open-sided mri machines are wonderful!! U've got this, Tiffany!

[@trailrider7046]

Yes, I keep my eyes closed 100% of the time too. I get the urge to open my eyes but I resist every time.😊

[@silvershadow013]

I bring a sleep mask and it helps a lot

[@sallyhoffberg8224]

When I go for my mri I bring my cd music and they play it for me plus I always bring a facecloth to cover my eyes

[@stevegreen8260]

You are so lucky to have the support you have.When I was going through my cancer treatment I had no one.I hope all goes well for you.Have a Merry Christmas..I will be on my own.

[@petrasambale917]

You are not alone. We are all still here 🙏

[@carmeldoyle7494]

I've had cancer and a lot of MRI scans and I always felt traumatised after them , the noise is horrible I call it the washing machine, the liquid is very hard on the stomach,I truly sympathise with you because I know what you are going through, you are very brave and you have wonderful support from Matt and all your family,I wish you well Tiffany and you will get through this blessings to you.

[@darlenelambert4103]

I just want to say, I find your modesty so refreshing. So many female youtubers feel the need to wear lowcut, revealing tops, maybe to get more views. Never once have I seen you wear such tops. I really appreciate and thank you for that.

[@JLH1959]

Praying for your whole family during this difficult time for you. I donate to Alzheimer’s every year. Many family members affected. You are just a breath of fresh air Tiffany. You put me in a better mood just watching your lovely personality.

[@cathypeterson8465]

To all the Tiffany thinks family thank you for sharing and all the love and support for Tiffany and everyone ❤️ 💜 ♥️

[@cherrymetha3185]

Thank you so much . ❤️ Lots of love to you too ✨❤️

[@marilynpalosaari2387]

That's what we're here for. Love & support... Always! 💙💙💙

[@robertahaertlein8584]

Tiffany, you are so humble and kind but you are by far one of the strongest women I’ve ever “known.” Your positive outlook and intense determination are so inspiring. What you have created here is not just any average Vlog. You, dear one, are changing lives. ♥️

[@Butchandbellesvilla]

Amen

[@avarismimi]

Agree. Amen 🙏🏼

[@helengarrett6378]

Such a miserable day. It's over now and you are almost finished with scans. Two more and it's the end. Matt's soup looked wonderful. Mine is a huge vat of beef and veggie soup. My mother called it garbage soup because she cleaned the refrigerator vegetable bins and put anything and everything in it. This time it was tomato, chicken and beef broth because I had some of each. A bit of left over smoked sausage went into the pot. I had to use it up so in it went. Five carrots went in, half a cabbage, a big onion, three cloves of garlic, the last few sprigs of fresh thyme got thrown into the pot. Also salt, pepper, bay leaf, garlic powder and a bit more thyme. I had a bit of uncooked potroast. Well, that kind of meat anyhow, and it was not a bit, it was a lot. I cut it into bite sized pieces and browned it. Celery went in the pot too. Finally, I put three potatoes in and now I have soup to last a century. There is only me to eat it all. It took up my biggest pot. I will freeze the leftovers in one portion containers and eat it probably forever. I need to rest and so do you. Cozy night, Tiffany, Matt and Ammah.

[@brendaharcourt5795]

Don't focus on the weak normal things, only on the best good moments and getting healed of cancer. You're a strong beautiful woman with lots of support, love, and prayers from your family, Matt, and all of us.

[@debrap9448]

You might want to look into getting a handicapped placard for your vehicle temporarily, if you have them there. You will be able to park closer and hopefully find a spot.

[@ksk881]

I’m so sorry that you had such a rough day. MRIs and those liquids are lousy, but you’re done with that part for awhile. It’s actually good that you were crying, because it just isn’t good to keep it all in. I’m sending so much love to you and Matt and especially to Amma; this is starting to show on her face…in her eyes. Thousands of prayers are being said for all of you every day. It was nice to see all of you smiling while wrapping presents. 💕

[@KatScrappinessCrafts]

I am a long time watcher and I never comment but I have to say you are so brave and I'm so sorry you have to go through all this. You are one heck of a strong girl!

[@janetheteach]

I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR MOM.

[@ltilley7343]

Agree, the drinking MRI is the worst! I had cancer and was in hospital doing these tests one year at Christmas too! All I wanted for Christmas was to get well and that's what I want this Christmas for you too!!!

[@darknight2184]

Hi Tiffany you are poorly yet smiling that’s our girl WE GOT THIS 💙 sending love and hugs to you and your family xx

[@coachLaudiaann]

I am praying for you. I ordered one of your sweatshirt today. I support you all the way.

[@bonniebunting6415]

I hate having MRIs also Tiffany. I close my eyes before I go in and just pray the rosary. Works every time.

[@hrdoc3581]

I do this too.

[@barbarameehan113]

Our daughter found out she was allergic to the contrast because she vomited also. WE GOT THIS.❤

[@ginmen6095]

hang in there love you got this.

[@jacketjamaican1393]

Hang in there Tifff…this too shall pass. We got this! 💙

[@tiffanythinks]

Thank youu 💙 we got this 💙

[@mollypates4343]

Praying for you and your family 💙

[@paigewillow8768]

@@tiffanythinks Elodie, you fool no one. We know its you and your sister is having her surgery this week. We wish her well.

[@mycahsojuicy2035]

@@paigewillow8768 ?????? What

[@swanyjbeautytravelvlog]

Look after our girl Matt she will need loads of support after her operation Hugs to you all and special hug for Amma ❤❤❤❤❤

[@susanschellenberg6980]

My dear Tiffany ❤ The tests can be difficult but you did so well! Hope that you recover quickly from the MRI and that the remaining tests are easier. I am so glad that Aama is with you, although I know it is hard for her. She is an incredible mom❤. Praying for you daily…We got this Tiffany 💙💙💙

[@sherrithomas4350]

Dear Tiffany, I wish you could see yourself through our lens. Go back a year and see the determined woman we see today. You have come so far and you are an overcomer. This too will pass and I pray for a complete recovery and healing. You are ready now. Matt and Alma are right there with you. I love your Christmas tree. A grandma in Texas is praying for you. We got this Tiffany 💙.

[@avarismimi]

How sweet. This grandma is joining you in this prayer. God bless you 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 I’m from Texas also ❤

[@carolebuckle7977]

Wow 😮 little rabbit 🐇 how you have changed, so strong now, even when you get upset, the way you speak to yourself about what you MUST do & your view on things👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 . I sent you a card with a comment of not standing in your way, you certainly aren’t . Bless you brave girl, well done , you REALLY have got this 💙xxxxxxx🇬🇧

[@MarthaGarrett]

I've also had every scan possible in the last month. 2 MRI (same day like you) And a pet scan.. and a bone biopsy done while I was in the CT scan and last week a simulation for radiation which included more CT scans. I agree.... the MRI is harder.. the banging etc. God Bless you Tiff

[@megwilliams1218]

Oh my gosh you and Amma trying to conquer that drink was so cute. You’re so strong Tiff. We got this 🤍 love you!

[@robertashaffer3950]

Dearest Tiffany, no matter how you are feeling....that smile is always there...the sparkle is in your eyes...and you keep marching forward. Your strength and courage are truly remarkable. Such a lesson for me. I am sending Amma a huge hug. Even angels can get tired. Matt is as always awesome. You are almost over the hump Tiffany. Once surgery has been done and you have gone through rehabilitation, you will continue forward on your journey with the same strength and positive disposition you have always had. I learn something valuable from you every day. You, Matt & Amma are blessings for us. Take it easy and rest up. WE GOT THIS 💙

[@joannloria-briffa2721]

Oh sweet dear Tiffany. You are one very special girl and have the most wonderful family. Darling Matt is a special gift for you. Can-t wait to see you after the surgery is over....your beautiful radiant face. God is watching over you and so are each of us. We love you so much.

[@avarismimi]

Lovely message. Bless you 💙🙏🏼

[@bethsloan1502]

Tiffany, you have such a Special Place in my Heart! I love you, Matt, Alma,! There's so much love around you all the time! Even though this is beyond Difficult, hold your Loved ones close as possible, All The Time! I've never had family, and I've loved watching you all and seeing what it's about. God has you my dear, dear girl and he won't let go,! 💗💙🙏🎄

[@jenniferjanes1589]

Matt is such a good guy. And he cooks too! He’s a keeper. Counting the days until your surgery.

[@peachl2290]

Do you know when it is?

[@carolinemacdonald2788]

@@peachl2290 nobody knows

[@peachl2290]

@@carolinemacdonald2788 gosh, I guess it’s any day now and we wouldn’t know. I hope she’s doing well.

[@carolinemacdonald2788]

@@peachl2290 we will know she will tell us when she has a date

[@peachl2290]

@@carolinemacdonald2788 she’s had a date for awhile. ‘Sometime mid-December’ she would say. Maybe she’s already had it? We don’t know.

[@lyniecrompton1190]

Massive love to you all, ill health is so exhausting for all the family. Soon be behind you all.xx

[@nancydrugan6137]

I"m sending you and Amma a big virtual hug! You both are such strong women, and beautiful souls!! I admire you both so much. I know it is SO hard for Amma to watch you go through all you've been through and are still going through, but soon you will have the surgery and be Cancer free, praise God! Bunches of love coming your way from North Carolina in the U.S!

[@jojoleader4738]

Loving all the positivity! Our Girls rock it out!

[@k_reg1274]

Tiff, you are surrounded by so much love. Your momma is so special and your Matt really loves you. And then there’s us. Even my own husband whom doesn’t watch KZbin hears me watching you everyday and you’ve have become like a family member. Each day he asks “hows Tiffany?” We love you so so much !!! We got this 💪🏼

[@SB-kg2is]

All the information coming from so many doctors is overwhelming. I only have 2 different surgeons and I was overwhelmed. We will get through all of this together as a team. I love you precious Tiffany and never forget We Got This 💙 ♥️Sandra

[@BJ-uy1cl]

The terrible thing is that you have to wait knowing what is ahead. You are strong Tiffany but even strong people need to release their feelings. We got this.

[@marilynpalosaari2387]

💙💙💙💙 hello from 🇨🇦 again Tiffany. A few last thoughts from across the pond before I go to sleep. You've had a HORRID appointment day for sure! I DO SYMPATHIZE. All your various scans & appointments is giving me flashbacks to the preparations prior to my November 4, 2021 cancer surgery. It seemed that it was nothing but appointments & blood work & tests! In a way, it was a GOOD thing, because I barely had time to THINK! ❤️❤️ SO Tiff.. you are nearing that last hurdle of surgery. This is what your mind and inner strength has been training for. You will wake from the surgery feeling like you have nothing left to give, but you know what? You'll have the very best nursing care and amazing drugs to get you past the first week or two. Just PLEASE .... TELL THE NURSES each and every time if your pain is not being managed!! It is their job to observe you closely to get you through that 1st week as pain free as possible. That is absolutely NOT THE TIME TO BE A BRAVE LITTLE SOLDIER. They will watch over you closely. Also.. helpful tip... Braid (plait) your hair before surgery is a must!! No pony tails or clips. I had very long hair too & you'll find after being in bed for 2 days it'll be a snarled, tangled rats nest that you'll never get combed out!! And you WILL be in that bed, likely in one position for a good week. You've got this girl!! Don't worry about packing much for your first week or 2 in hospital. You won't need your cozy PJ yet, because you'll likely have lines in both arms, and drainage bulbs in at least 2 parts of your body. Let the hospital gowns get soiled... You could be changing a few times a day. You wouldn't want to straddle Amma with hauling home pj's for laundry, on top of her worries. Once you get to the point where you can get out of bed to shower, and are down to one IV line that they can quickly disconnect to get your PJs on, then go for it. I also DO RECOMMEND that you get a set of adult disposable diapers. Maternity mother's very commonly use them post delivery. The hospital may supply you some , but I'm sure you'll want them at home for awhile at least. Order a boxful on Amazon. They have size measurements to order & are double boxed discreetly in the Amazon box. Final thought... I am using the same plaid wrapping paper as you have this year!! I'll be thinking of you sweet girl, because I know it's any day now. Begin wearing that mask on any outing. Sending so much love to you , Amma & Matt💙💙💙💙

[@denisesilva3674]

Sweet Tiffany, I’m glad you record your doctors appointments, I keep notes on my phone so I don’t forget to ask certain questions. You’ve had a very hard day but please remember that so many of us are sending you lots of prayers and love. Your a very strong, beautiful woman and absolutely lovely. We got this💙💙💙💙

[@georgiabelle5176]

I love your mom so much. Give her a hug from me. You are a strong woman, Tiffany. I’m still praying for you!! You got this!!

[@karynahern970]

Sweet Tiffany, it's ok to cry, it's better to let it out. Praying for you daily.🙏💜🙏💙 We Got This!!

[@virginiamorales1591]

I’m so happy that you realized that this operation is in your body, nobody else’s one. Yo seem calm, confronting what’s going to be your life. There will be changes in your body but I know that all this time that has passed has been accepting so much things that need to done because Tiffany The Warrior, will be free of cancer, she wants to live! And that’s the spirit beautiful. You will succeed in God’s name. Rest my dear friend, because you’ll be having a new journey with something altered but in the end it will be the same Tiffany your essence will still be with you. You know what, you’re are a strong woman. You got this and we got this too! 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🎄🎄🎄🎄❤️

[@itsonlyme4759]

You smile no matter what - even between bouts of vomiting. You are one determined and courageous woman. Keeping you, Matt and Amma in my prayers. WE GOT THIS ☑️☑️☑️ 💙🙏💙🙏💙🙏💙

[@lisawhite3648]

You are all in my prayers.We Got this💙💙💙.You are so strong!!I love the way you find such joy in everything!!We Love Our Girl Tiffany❤❤

[@deliahiggs1752]

Lord I pray that Tiffany gets her life back soon. This journey is so hard long. Yo got this girl 💙💙💙💙 we are here to support you 🙏 and to celebrate when this is all over

[@CMP6111]

Oh my Beautiful Tiffany💙 I’m so sorry for all these tests you are going through. The contrast you had to drink can be awful. That was a very tiring day for you. As a Mom of 2 grown daughters, I know how hard this all is for your Amma. I love how protective you are of her❤️. Sending you love, hugs and prayers always💙🙏💙.

[@KatieKatherine415]

Tiffany, you are a champion. If it makes you feel any better, I am undergoing treatment for breast cancer and I threw up, then passed out, in the MRI machine last month. 🥴 Super embarrassing but thank goodness for wonderful nurses. You are doing a great job!!!

[@donnabertrand2934]

Tiffany, you are stronger than you know! Sending you and Amma strength, positive energy and the BIGGEST virtual hug from Canada! 🇨🇦

[@dgator3599]

SweetTiffany, I hate seeing you in distress! I've had several MRIs, CT and PET scans over the last few years. I've had them for my spine, heart and digestive tract like you, some with contrast, some without. The MRIs are the worst for me because of the time it takes. I've never been claustrophobic, but my last one started to get to me. I took deep breaths and thought of you and before I knew it, it was over. I tell my husband all the time that you are an Angel here on Earth because you bring so much comfort and joy across the world. I am excited for you for the surgery to be done and over with. We are thinking of you here in sunny Florida. WE GOT THIS!!!💙💙💙

[@MAL-fm6zn]

We got this!!! You’re so amazing, beautiful, and strong Tiff💙💙💙

[@sarahlynn8576]

Something that helps me when drinking liquids for scans is plugging my nose while drinking it. It won't help the after taste, but it allows me to get more in since I can't taste what I can't smell. However, if it has no smell to begin with and only the horrible metal taste, then I celebrate you for drinking as much as you did! SO glad that is over for you for the rest of the year. Hugs to you & Amma.💙💙

[@wifeocaster]

It’s good to get the scans done as quickly as possible. Good you don’t need anymore for the rest of the year. We got this.💙

[@lindaviveiros1213]

You are so brave. It makes me so happy to see you happy when you’re with your family. They are so great. You’re a true hero. You’ve Got This!!!!

[@2010Aveen]

We got this 💙! Aw bless you my heart went out to you when you were trying to drink the contrast. My Mum hated MRI's. A lot of people feel really panicked in them as they can feel claustrophobic. I had one on my abdomen before but i went in feet first which meant my head wasn't the whole way in, so i was fine. I knew what to expect and I just reminded myself that nothing was going to hurt me or happen to me, i was just lying there and so i was able to stay calm but please know you are not alone in how you feel. i am sure you just can't wait to get all the appointments over with and just get the surgery done now. Sending you lots of good vibes and prayers xxx💙

[@donnabaardsen5372]

Tiffany, I've had more than a few MRIs. I am always put to sleep, my request every time. They're more than happy to do this, and it also makes their job easier. Because if I move or squirm even slightly, it throws off the results. It's wonderful: a small IV, and the next thing I know, all done👍 Maybe something for you? Lots of love from me here in Michigan, USA🤗❤️🇺🇲🇬🇧

[@fevertree1957]

Mri's are definitely tough - claustrophibia gets bad, then the noise & the time it takes....your not alone Tiffany - your a very brave young lady. Love to you Amma & Matt and wishing you soon through this surgery & recovering...love from Scotland xx

[@rosellawerbicki]

You are amazing. You are such a positive person. I don't think i could be like you. My prayers are with you pretty lady.

[@annecarrick8168]

Tiffany you are force to be reconned with, you have the most amazing ability to make everyone feel you are fine but underneath you must be feeling so nervous and scared. Please remember so many people who love and wish you well will be keeping you Amma and Matt in our prayers. Keep strong dear heart you have got this.

[@pilarorozco2737]

Praying and thinking of you all the time!! I love you and Amma and Matt from Mexico 🙏🏻♥️🌹

[@isking1715]

Happy Vlogmas 12! That was a hardcore day, no wonder you got emotional. God Bless. Big hug and an extra one for Amma. All the mums on here and especially those who've travelled the same road are right behind her.💙 💙 💙

[@unicornsarereal4254]

Omg thank you for explaining what they’re going to do internally after they remove the organs! That has been such a question in my mind but I didn’t want to mention it. Thank you for your courage and honesty. Prayers and love from Ohio

[@normarideout62]

You are the true meaning of Christmas… kindness, joy, humbleness, love for man kind and most of all a follower of our father.

[@dianegerlowska7690]

Very materialistic

[@JulieK-58]

MRI's are the worst! you probably felt sick because of nerves and claustrophobia! the contrast drink doesn't help. you are a strong woman to go through all of this and still manage a smile. that attitude will help you get through this too. sending huge hugs to you and Amma and Matt.

[@lucyfritz3232]

Have a washcloth put over your eyes before going into the MRI. It works. Maybe even an anti-anxiety med would help. As soon as you knew you had to have 2 in one go your anxiety ramped up. Anxiety is a real thing and I hate seeing you suffer and then have to handle that hard doctor appointment. That’s a lot for anyone. You’ve got this. We keep praying for you and your awesome family. 🙏💙🙏💙

[@juwawes5749]

Dear Tiffany, to hear AND see the drawn plan for the operating is scaring and shocking. I remember, that I myself had a total breakdown. You are really brave👍✨💖

[@sawdust2556]

Poor baby, and yet you’re still smiling! That’s our girl! We GOT THIS, Tiffany!💙🙏Love you, Lisa💕🙏DonTed to St. Jude. Amaretto and hazelnut is my fav hot cocoa.

[@ellenmccormick9293]

Hi Tiffany. I hate MRI scans. I am claustrophobic and was hysterical the first time I had one. They had to pull me back out and blindfold me before I went back in. I won't ever do it again no matter what. Anyway, you definitely got this girl!! Give your beautiful mum a big hug from me. She is amazing 💖

[@terrymoser47]

I've had many MRI's of my brain, the noise is the worst, sometimes I get claustrophobic, but I don't panic about it, thank god, wishing you the best Tiffany 💓

[@jaynekittycat9252]

It's even worse if you have Tinnitus in both ears.

[@maggiemoo0328]

@@jaynekittycat9252 isn’t it just!

[@jaynekittycat9252]

@@maggiemoo0328 Terrible thing to have, thank God mine improved.

[@shannonheadd9064]

Sending so much love to you and your family you can see the hurt in your mums face watching you go through all this, i know as a mum myself the pain watching your children in pain 💔

[@somersetflower]

Hi Tiffany.... I always dislike MRI scan the most but I always ask for ABBA. And they have inserted a mirror in the MRI tube that reflects to the little office where the nurses are it's so much better. I hate drinking that gunk too but I've got into the habit of telling my brain it's a g and t or coconut water ! We love you and you got this 💙💙💙 Amma is a trooper xxx Janice xxx

[@bluesue6687]

Prayers to you Tiffany and your sweet mother and of course, Matt. How strong you are! On this most difficult road you show so much positivity. Being cancer free is just around the corner for you! ❤sending love

[@jojoleader4738]

YES!!!

[@elizabethgibbens]

Sending love and prayers for you to get through all the trials and surgery Tiffany. WE GOT THIS 🦋🦋🦋

[@nesadcruz7840]

Feel so bad for you. Very tough times you are going through and the surgery will be another difficult patch. Hold on to why you have to do this, I can see you are focussed on determined. Good for you.

[@kiddy1046]

You have been thru so much. & you really have stayed so strong. & your mom is such a sweetheart. I know its hard on her & I love how you try to protect her. I just love your whole family. WE GOT THIS!!!

[@cindyneel328]

I am blessed the contrast doesn't make me sick. But I've had lots of MRI's because I have MS. I found it helped me to make a TV program out of the sounds. ( in my head of course) If it sounded like galloping noises then I'd think of horses running a crossed a meadow. Or knocking like it was a lovely gift being delivered. But if you are sick nothing will help that. They need to do it without the contrast.

[@jamiehromas]

Tiffany, you are such a special girl. You had such a hard day, but you ended with laughter and a smile. Be proud of yourself. You are handling this so well. 💙 You looked cute in those jammies. I hope you get good sleep. Praying for you every day from Oklahoma. 💙 We got this.

[@maryhuffman4034]

I would love that soup recipe. It looks like it would warm me up after treatment

[@Mari-B]

So very sorry that you had to vomit again. You always come back cheerful. We love and praying sweet Tiffany! We got this!!💙💙💙

[@sandywhite9796]

There are hardly any words.. I am just so sorry you are going through all of this it really just makes me want to cry you are amazing and brave and beautiful and you have the best attitude and look at the thousands of people that are rooting for you and praying for you you got this we all got this with you