tilekid - you not the same, on a wintry day (1 hour loop)

I don't own this song btw

[@irenetheroach2254]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

[@Disuo027]

oh... thanks bro, i love u

[@dudaabsc]

bro, I cant stop crying, has a lot of years that nobody tell me something like that. Thank you so much and I really really hope you stay safe and health. I hope you okay, and thank you so much again, I wil never forget your words. :]

[@laracita.]

Goodnight lovely stranger and i wish I could hug your kind soul for taking the time to write these meaningful reminders. I hope you the best, sleep well🤍

[@MariamMohamed-pv3sw]

thank you for this. you have no idea how much this helped me. i hope u have an amazing day, week, month and in general when the new year starts its going to be your best. i wish you the absolute best.

[@theprogameb2578]

Thank you ill find meaning to wake up thank you

[@eugenepzd]

I wish I didn't say words: "I wish I was grown". I want to stay young forever. I just want to be happy as I used to be.

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

I 100% agree. We spend our childhood wishing we were older, then spend our adulthood wishing we were young again.

[@smokill91]

@@RGrimm-pp6cy the grass is always greener on the other side

[@IshyVideos]

@@smokill91 never is

[@turdjohnson1688]

So go buy some toys

[@comakiller2264]

not for me. everything is pretty much the same, still making good memories and i have the same friend since i was 8. i love life just as much being older. :)

[@keeetca]

Im still Young, im turning 13 this year so, i gotta try new things or learn, and be happy but its hard when you have lived your whole life in a house where theres a fight everyday... I wanna live with my dad and be in peace with him but I dont wanna leave my mom.. I remember when they both forced eachother to act like a happy couple to not make me sad, but I have always known they did that. Ugh I just wanna go to a peaceful place in night while listening to this and cry and scream..

[@maciejadamski6302]

I understand this I really do, I know this is a year old so you should be turning 14 this year but I turned 15 this year, I'll be 16 in about a month and a half and I promise learning new things and how to be happy is important. Listening to this gives such a level of peace that is comforting, but focus on learning. I have horrible family situations too and I had so many things beating me down in life and I still do but just keep your head up and focus on learning. I can't describe to you the amount of potential that procrastinating and neglecting opportunities to learn can get rid of. figure out what you want to do and then work on making sure it can support you in life, even if I'm only a year or so older than you I'm telling you time goes so much faster than you'd think. But if you really are like me in any ways then keep coming back to this song because it gives a kind of peace that keeps you grounded and reminds you to keep going strong, in my opinion atleast.

[@reallyfedup5070]

❤❤

[@keeetca]

Hello there!!!! Its been awhile and a lot changed, i've matured in my actions and fully understand I cant leave things and let them be fixed by time, some do but some dont, I have been struggling with anxiety and ED but I am keeping things under control, overall I have learned to control myself better and found out talking things instead of puting them in a bottle is much better, my frienships have gotten closer with me this Last month, since some things happened but atleast we remain as a group, thanks for the comments and likes💕💕 I felt like giving an update

[@ametalpipe420]

@@keeetcagood job keep us an update, will you?

[@adu9422]

Do you play roblox?

[@thefrostbee4182]

somehow, this feeling of winter is the most comforting feeling of all to me. Cold itself is comforting. people often see things as soft and warm vs cold and hard, but cold to me is soft. snow is soft, its gentle, cold isnt hard, it comes with soft snow, smooth ice, and wind that sings to you. its empty, cold, lonely, dark, and what can feel like an endless dark void during the winter months. But, it feels so removed from the intensity of the world sometimes. Theres no stress about family, or work, or school, or politics, or news, or fitting it, or anything. Its simply a soft, inviting cold, that you often dont realise how hard its gotten its grip on you until you get out of the cold and your body start reacting to the warmth. i dont think ill ever get enough of the lonely feeling of the dark and cold. if at any point you keep an act up, pretend to be someone youre not, fabricate a personality that is not you but what you think others want of you. just a few moments alone in the dark cold of winter sheds any fabrications of yourself, and can reveal an unfiltered version of yourself in your mind you may have even forgotten still existed

[@olivergreenwood2210]

i wish i lived in a more temperate zone i like it being hot all the time but i just want a true winter and a true fall. florida sucks

[@typicalnormie842]

Yes! Finally, someone gets it. I always wanted to move somewhere cold, somewhere distant, where I get to just relax and not have to worry about anything. I want a true winter, with a lot of snow, it just sounds perfect. Especially since I've only gotten it once in my lifetime.

[@trinity6880]

yup

[@karmab6240]

@Meme Guy nowhere it is mentioned that it isnt though

[@brooklyn.21]

@Meme Guy it's not for u

[@DYNER0]

Close your eyes, breathe. Imagine this scenario. Imagine the memories of windy snowy days like this. Imagine being a kid again.

[@huckleberry3013]

now why the hell would I want to imagine being a kid again, being a kid brought me a "nothing but war" curse

[@greysonfox9423]

@@DYNER0 Hey, your comment might not give comfort to all, but it did for me. So keep it up if you want.

[@Disuo027]

oh men...

[@Blockxss]

Imagine getting old friends again*

[@glasscannon4723]

@@DYNER0 thanks im high and i needed this

[@maxwell-style4584]

This is the sound of emptiness comforting you, loneliness holding you by the hand while your memories fight to take over your thoughts...

[@loucaviotto4193]

When you don't realize you're in the moment until it becomes a memory.

[@edomelnjak8657]

Man will the pain ever stop

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

eventually yeah. you'll look back on it and feel nostalgic. there's light at the end of the tunnel brother

[@danthemann7]

Only Jesus Christ can make it stop. This world is a corpse

[@shari1333]

@Billy Bob stay strong bud, there are other solutions. think about all that is beautiful.

[@christine46616]

No. But eventually you will get stronger and grow over the pain, and it will feel less painful. Just be gentle to yourself and focus on the positive. Wishing my best to you

[@danthemann7]

@Billy Bob no when ur time comes, God will take u, stay strong.

[@LiamMacD]

Growing up In Canada, this takes me back. So many people hate the cold, but me, It just reminds me of good old days. Back when all that mattered was who built the biggest snow man, back when the only thing you cared about was running home from school so you could play in the show. Until the sun set and you could snuggle up in a warm bed, tucked in by mom and have dreams about how much fun you could have again tomorrow.

[@covid-20lit41]

Walking slow through the snow. You feel.. smell… taste the cold as the chills creep up your arms and legs, soon your feet will be wet but you won’t notice until after your face has been bit by the wind.. be still…Look around you.. things will never be more simple… and you and your loved ones will never be healthier then they are now. It is wisdom. To know and see these moments here and now for what they are, and it’s only when you can’t that you’ll realize… you’ll never have this again. Hug. Laugh. Love. the last memory you have of a dear friend or family member needs to be a deliberate and intentionally fond one. Serenity

[@ollidezza]

:)

[@mjiceax6575]

Everyone keeps commenting about being a kid again, but when I hear this song I think about being completely alone and at peace in the scenarios I used to think of ever since I was a kid. You can imagine yourself going on those little adventures, travel the worlds you dreamt of, and just chill. A few words to the others: Times are hard now, but it's important to remember that things weren't perfect when we were kids either, we will get through our current troubles, and that we all still have our inner kid aspects. We will never fully break off from our imagination, the shine in our eyes won't fade forever, and we can still make the best in every situation. Don't look back on the past too much, but build on it for the future.

[@somebodyyxx-1605]

[@mjiceax6575]

@@somebodyyxx-1605 Thank you.

[@DYNER0]

You’re right, I’m not the same.

[@alejandrosalazar94]

yes now who the hell cares about you not being the same

[@Venicipian]

I want to share some good news I recently started trying to be more social, which has worked out for me, and I think it can work out for you. I started hanging out with people and getting out more, and I have felt happier than ever. I also renovated my room to be more lively and inviting, not a sad dark cave of a room like it was before. I have also tried out some new hobbies, and have found life to be more fulfilling by going outside my comfort zone. Moral of the story: try to go out more and be more social, it may be scary at first, but it's worth it. I wish you all the best of luck in whatever you do.

[@salimgaoua9618]

that's amazing , i'm very happy to hear that , keep going man !

[@klomppi]

I really feel for all of you in the comments, there were many great things about being a kid. But would it be worth anything if it kept going forever? Friendships change and we start doing different things after some time, even if nothing forces us. Why? It's because the same things won't keep us happy forever. We aren't victims of time and change, in the end they play in our favor, as ruthless as they might seem. As a grown up you get to choose the person you want to become. You hold your destiny in your hands. I'm growing broader shoulders to carry my responsibilities and hardships with ease. But I'm also growing to see the world like a child again, letting go, finding joy in surprising places and appreciating the smallest things. It's all so beautiful and I wish you all could see it. It's here, I promise you.

[@amhoodie5678]

This is a wonderfully moving message, thank you for these words of wisdom- I think you're right.

[@mlnkaia]

man I really needed to hear this, thank you so much ( ´ -｀)

[@ryan_key]

I remember I used to talk to this girl until like 3pm or even later than that, and we used to share so much. We'd talk about everything. Now we don't talk anymore, we tried keeping it long distance since i moved countries, but eventually we became too busy with our own lives. I still miss her, up to now I still think about her sometimes.

[@user-bj6oo3ls9u]

Вспомнил детство в деревне: процесс набирания угля, топления печки, уличный туалет в - 36, вьюгу за окном и свою, максимально, теплую комнату с шикарным мягким паласом и hi-fi стереосистемой, фалаут Нью-Вегас. Меланхолия.

[@kaisergamer3590]

Я прочувствовал это через монитор от прочтения твоего коммента...

[@fuckablepancakes]

I remember being in my small hometown, the weather was warm with a slight chill. It was about 50 outside, a bit cold but I was warm from running with my friends to the tree by my house. I was always so scared to climb it. I eventually did but I never made it to the top. I remember listening to my favorite song on my old iPod in the butterfly bush, playing and sneaking in to places to I knew I wasn’t supposed to. I remember the 15 degree weather in the winter, snow taking out the power and keeping by the fireplace for warmth. I played with my dolls and I would also go out to play with my friends. I miss it.

[@adushkapo]

Звучит атмосферно и максимально уютно.. прочувствовала это через экран.

[@Sinclaircandyisle]

I think most of us here, watching this and listening, were broken at some point. Most likely when they were younger and that breaking made them have a different perspective on many things; it made them see themselves differently, it made them sadder, it also made them feel like they're floating and coexisting throughout life. That breaking might have changed how they see certain things.

[@artemiszenjutsu666]

Its happening to me as we speak.🧑‍💻👤

[@you7434]

Listening to this while Reading the comments and giving likes, yeah...

[@buky69]

Kinda feel stupid, but this music makes me sad. I have no idea where does this sadness come from, but it's there. And it won't let me be until I sleep. Nonetheless, it is my favorite song to play when I'm alone. It's soothing, and this feeling of the air getting colder, these chills… I just feel at peace. No matter how much I listen to it, I can't get enough, sometimes passing a whole day with it. This piece of art is how the lonely part of me feels.

[@HellWrex]

I’ve never lived anywhere outside of texas and haven’t experienced a snow storm; but i still somehow get a feeling of nostalgia from hearing this.

[@vvv-kj3le]

You’re feeling past lives

[@Bleh784]

I remember being young, coming back from school ready to play some old fortnite and have the best night in my life. Slowly having more fun as time went by, the winter break started and season 2 was out and was excited. I know people always say “never take things for granted” but How was I not supposed to, I didn’t even know was making memories, I was just having fun. How do you not take things for granted? I feel as if no matter what, you take everything for granted wether you realize it or not

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

I feel this a lot. I often reminisce on the times I was younger, and sometimes even some short years ago make me feel nostalgic. I remember playing Fortnite around that time too, never thinking it would become the global phenomenon that it is today, and not realizing the memories I made. The little things really do matter.

[@blip7905]

@lil drummerboy alone is better

[@ftwjoseph7660]

@@wul3391 times flies man I was 16 when Fortnite came out and I’m 21 now 😰 Kinda scary how fast time will fly

[@RoCkY-zk4dw]

@@RGrimm-pp6cy Bro the freaking game is 4 years old what for Nostalgie?

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

@@RoCkY-zk4dw when shit is fucked up things from even last year can bring nostalgia lol

[@andrea6599]

I don't know, I can't stand it anymore, I won't be able to stand it, my mind only asks for peace. There are so many words to say...

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

Damn almost 60k. I never though this would have blown up the way it did. I hope you're all doing well, thank you all for the support and remember: everything will be alright

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

Here's some more atmospheric edits I've done for those of you that love things like this: kzbin.info/www/bejne/hJm8e4doir2WnM0

[@maluszek281]

I dont want die

[@shawn1903]

Those main looping chords are unsatisfactory, not necessarily comforting but oddly sensible, it leaves a mark in our head guiding us to think about whatever seems personal to you, left for it’s literal definition of interpretation. Each sound sends an impulse to your brain, and your brain enjoys or dislikes such sounds but we don’t take the time to remind ourselves of that. Music is a gift we live and resource off of, on a daily basis, the idea that someone made those sounds with their own experience behind the chords meaning, is such a vast concept. The simplistic tones and eeriness of a dark environment with the cool and overpowering wisps of conditioned air, put us to sleep. Why cool ? Why does sad music make us restful ? Why care what I say, I’m just a bundle of atoms as you are to me.

[@daddydzintheprod]

play this at my funeral

[@bandzior684]

real

[@alejandrosalazar94]

i will play party music instead

[@katie865]

This is absolutely beautiful. This feels so lonely but also feels like there is a presence hugging you, making you comforted and loved. I can imagine listening to this on a snowy night and the whole ground is white and just looking out the window to see the amazing view outside. So, thank you for making this surreal version of this song. :)

[@ishwandhanoa5200]

I feel cold, dead, empty but in a good way I guess the winter, the snow and rain makes me feel comfortable or loved even though I barely know what that feels like. I can't remember the last time I was given a genuine hug or even a proper one at that. I just find it hard to appreciate the colours in life when all I see is grey

[@Aztecashadow]

I remember playing this on my walk home from work at night, a few months back. Empty roads filled with snow, street lights lighting up the snow with its orange hue, a somewhat difficult walk home due to the amount of snow piling up. There’s something about that gives me a weird feeling but I like it. It’s calming.

[@randomshittutorials]

Best comment.

[@Robin-ov9cn]

Hearing the song on loops always gives me the chills. The instant moment of realization about everything.

[@Ethan.xs6]

I play this video every night when I’m going to bed so i can have good dreams a better sleep and can imagine story’s that are up to me this video helps me a lot through the day and night . Shame to the 2 dislikes

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

Glad to hear that friend!

[@vghxstgzz]

Same man

[@bandzior684]

it doesn't get better I miss my parents i forgot what it feels like to have a loving family I make mistakes and always will because of my mental disability they just don't care about it as time goes on they stop caring that I'm mentally disabled but it's getting worse to me up until I turned 11 life was good. now I'm 16. I've been going through this hell for 5 years already and it kept getting worse but now I'm just at my limit

[@posted2liveleak]

listening to this as i fall asleep in my cold, dark, lifeless room is truly a comforting feeling. i close my eyes and imagine a better future. who ever thought the cold night could be the warmest feeling? when the world is silent, just you and your mind. you can do anything. its amazing. winter will always be my favorite season, the snow silencing everything around even if its for a little while, the cold air hitting my face which is oddly comforting. just remember to be you alright? and if you need a break from reality just drift off to the place you wish to be, in your mind. you CAN do anything.

[@lilhelmis93]

Guys, please, live your life the best you can. If you don’t feel happy, do something else. Money at the end is nothing. Memories at the end is where you will spend your time and think, gosh, where i was then. Be happy.

[@deeznuttys2057]

i remember being young, it was the best times ever always playing games, always hanging with friends. although as time gradually passed, friends left, games died, and i only wished i took it for grnated at the time, because now everythings gone. and im lonley.

[@ieatalot4189]

picture looks magical

[@maxissad5823]

i know nothing, i have nothing, i am nothing. just a lost creature in the middle of the void.

[@arcturus7031]

Почему мне настолько больно это слышать? Будто время давно упущено, остались лишь фрагменты в воспоминаниях о чем-то прекрасном и теплом. Но сейчас этого более нет, и приходится лишь ступать по бесконечному полотну пустоты, чувствовать мороз грусти и отсутствия всякого добра. Сил больше нет. Они иссякли давно, и теперь ты просто боишься всего вокруг. Будто ты всегда стремился к чему-то, что может согреть тебя, и ты думаешь об этом, но нигде в этой метели не видишь пристанища, а разжигать пламя сопротивления миру в сердце уже нет никакого стремления, словно сгорела та свеча, которая указывала хотя бы один путь в жизни. Когда-то давно тебе нравилось все вокруг, потому что было время, когда ты мог беззаботно шагать в любую сторону, искать любые проходы и видеть великолепный свет солнца, который создавал особенно красивую и завораживающую атмосферу. А теперь этого нет, остались лишь смутные чувства горечи, потери и жалости к самому себе. Ты превратился в комок ничтожной жалости и самопожирания, потерялся в мире и в конце концов, пройдя столько времени и заблудившись, хочешь просто остановиться от бессилия и не просыпаться.

[@ishwandhanoa5200]

That's...really deep. But I feel 100% I just find it hard to appreciate the colours in life when all that I can see is grey

[@arcturus7031]

Привет, мой дорогой друг. Спасибо, что приметил мой комментарий среди многих. Может быть я не настолько еще взрослый в реальности и пытаюсь найти определение в жизни, но спустя долгие поиски этого самого огня я понял... что еще многое не знаю. Существует вообще то самое теплое место в морозе жизни? Возможно оно есть. Наверное я не там искал. Возможно его не существует, и моё сознание придумало некоторую иллюзию, чтобы придать жизни цель, а разуму - целостность. Возможно это самое тепло создаем мы сами, и оно зарождается в печи собственной души. Кто знает? Но то, что я действительно понял за этот небольшой промежуток своей жизни - настоящее может быть настоящим наслаждением, каждый его миг. Счастлив тот, кто в этом мире, полном мусорной информации, потребления, бюрократии, бедности, жестокости, размышлений и стольких душевных и физических страданий сможет поддерживать в себе то самое тепло, ценить все, что имеешь, ценить самого себя. Конечно из моих уст это может быть и лицемерно говорить о том, чего я еще не достиг... Но глубоко в душе мне так кажется. Сейчас я стал призраком собственной глупости, безответственности, неудачи, может быть тоски. Но рано или поздно это должно закончиться, и закончить можно только собственным мечом. Мечом, который будет олицетворять себя, который сможет сразить хотя бы один страх, хотя бы как-то окрасить небо в мягкий и нежный голубоватый цвет. И только тогда мы сможем, наверное, увидеть в этом небесном океане бесконечную свободу и глубину. (Прости за русский, надеюсь ютуб сможет перевести правильно)

[@niksorg7528]

Yooo привет. Я тебя чертовски понимаю. Шесть месяцев назад из моего класса ушла девушка которая была для меня всем. Я жил ею. Любил её больше всего на свете. И вот этой зимой из-за этого меня настигла такая тоска. Что мне приятно читать что есть в этом мире кто-то кто похож на меня. Кто-то кто так-же страдает по тем или иным причинам. Бро как я тебя понимаю. Спасибо что ты есть)

[@arcturus7031]

@@niksorg7528 Ох, приятно, что кому-то комментарий стал недолгой остановкой. И тебе спасибо огромное, друг, что ты рассказал о своих проблемах и чувствах. Надеюсь, мы с тобой сможем хотя бы когда-нибудь оттолкнуться от бескрайнего дна своего опустошения.

[@d3n383]

Мне понравился ваш комментарий, очень вас понимаю. Я сам ещё мал и смысл жизни это трепетный вопрос. Но я понял что жизнь не такое уж и дерьмо, у меня было много тёмных полос но и светлые тоже были. Надо не боятся что-то менять. Пустоту в сердце я заполняю работой, учёбой и развлечениями. А вот от данной композиции веет чувством тоски, грусти и одиночества, но она меня согревает. Как то спокойно становится, выключен свет, ничего нет и только эта мелодия. Как будто время остановилось. К тому же я сейчас лежу больной не в лучшем состоянии и когда ты не знаешь будешь ли ты завтра вообще жив, то всё воспринимается по другому. Желаю удачи

[@yasmellyboi]

POV: You came home from school and its the start of winter break you got comfy and warm playing with the boys

[@matthewrolfe23]

"How are you always cheerful and bright yet whenever you're alone you're not happy?" "If I weren't cheerful and bright around many people, they'll ask me if I'm okay I don't want them to worry about me if I put on a cheerful play I would forget about my unhappiness" "It's about someone isn't it? You don't want to remember being broken down" "I just wanted to feel warmth when held and telling me everything is going to be okay... after she didn't want me anymore My heart became heavy that one more rejection would be enough for me to not continue on with my story"

[@yumalovesKenma]

Kinda scary that I can't remember anything from my childhood Its like it never was there

[@yumalovesKenma]

@Χρυσή Πετρίδου ty wise human this made me kinda happy :D wish u a lovely day/night

[@crusherfire1]

This song feels like it belongs in The End in Minecraft.

[@liara276]

smoking in the winter is such a good feeling

[@God.-_-]

I can’t explain it but I agree.

[@NickiMinajSolos]

Hi, I don't know if someone is reading this. But if you are, I want you to know that all of your actions today will matter in the future. That's called being a consequence! And you will feel guilty for your bad actions so please watch out and put some extra mind to what you are doing. Start of easy, step by step. And do it in YOUR way, ALWAYS.

[@goblinmaster342]

I remember having feelings, but time has ruined happiness and feelings all together, numbness is all I feel, just another cog in the machine of this dying world, living day to day cycle of angst and depression, only pushing forward hopping things will change, but they never do. Life changes and nobody can stop it from happening, I wish I could be better, hell I wish I could feel again, but I don't think I will. And that's just life. I've tried, but this world is just not worth it anymore. I don't care anymore. I just want this all to stop, but greed and anger are the only things that move this world. I only hope the grass is really greener on the other side. But death is just a closing door with nothing beyond it. Good luck to you all. Godspeed.

[@darkslounge9512]

this is hella underrated, 400 views lol

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

ty ty

[@xx8lackh00dxx4]

3 weeks and it hits 3.9k views you got you wish

[@Bryan_ig]

7.2k

[@ketchup7757]

Now it's at 10k ayo let's gooo

[@r1yoo]

15k!!!

[@jay_r9825]

If I could describe loneliness it would be this sound and picture

[@-Persephone_Wannabe-]

Loneliness... but a strangely peaceful verion of it. Like how you feel bad going to the park alone when all you see are couples and families, but once you get into the abandoned forest that no one takes the time to walk out to, you feel better about being alone, rather than being with people. Idk, this is how I interpreted it. I used a common experience from my childhood as a metaphor here, hope it doesn't seem too forced.

[@CharlieJohnson-jm4zc]

😢 I know right!

[@IshyVideos]

I love listening to this in the middle of winter sitting at the beach watching the waves crash. Life is incredible in these small moments.

[@mrgamercooldude546]

You’re sad as a child because you have no control. You’re sad as a adult because you feel like you failed with the control you had

[@randomshittutorials]

What's crazy is that even if you suffered for over 10 years, every day, as if you got tortured for a lifetime. The day that the pain ends you will have trouble realizing just how you ever suffered to begin with. Feeling great often comes with hard work, and once the victor, will close the wounds slow or fast. And you'll look at the stars at some point thinking: "Wow.. I cannot believe I've not been here for so long." It's mad how some of us have to fight so hard, and it all feels SO rough.. Torture is just that, mental or physical, it doesn't matter.. It feels *endless.* What you can only see at the end of this lightless tunnel, however, is that despite the silence you felt, your song was playing all along. Hypothetical fire was bursting from your being, and you were never more ablaze. The weakness you felt was no weakness at all. You were carrying the weight of your whole world on your shoulders and pushed onward. Sometimes all you can do is push forward. Muddle through. Row with the oars you've got. Like the thousands of kings besides you, that unbeknownst to you, were in that same, dark tunnel.

[@juzchilling5363]

wish everyone a great day and week ahead! Its been a difficult times around the world recently. stay strong through these times and may you have wealth and health!

[@Dragonjack66]

This feel so nostalgic bro. this is just as nostalgic as minecraft music and that is an ACHEVMENT BRO

[@thebetteralex2978]

everybody suddenly became a poet in the comments

[@apanasovichaleksandra8491]

понимаешь , под такие эмбиенты в голову лезут самые разные мысли и иногда , даже очень часто не самые приятные

[@thebetteralex2978]

@@apanasovichaleksandra8491 no idea what this means

[@staaa_rix]

i just need a warm hug rn i can't handle it anymore

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

Its gonna be okay, trust me! Sending tons of love your way

[@staaa_rix]

@@RGrimm-pp6cy thank u sm 🥺

[@AnotherAdri]

i wish u all the best❤️

[@amhoodie5678]

Here's a virtual hug! I hope you feel better and when you do, you experience happiness in everything.

[@HQG.]

You’ll be ok Sending much love your way… Don’t know who you are but you’ll make it From your friend Ian❤️

[@playafxc9432]

помню в 11 классе словил жесткую депрессию именно зимой. 11 лет подряд учился отлично, и в 11 классе почувствовал очень сильную грусть и тоску. Был весёлым чуваком, но всё изменилось. Я просто не понимал зачем я всё это учу, зачем оно мне? В школе меня не узнавал никто. Когда шутили, думал насколько всё это бессмысленно, почему они весёлые, а у меня в глазах всё чёрное. Весь мир погрузился в чёрную паутину. Выходишь со школы и холод пробирает внутри. Везде снег, нет ни живого дерева, всё черное и белое. Приходишь домой, ничего не хочется, хочется просто лежать, а надо ещё дз делать. На то время занимался музыкой и она очень сильно помогла в той ситуации. Решил забить на бесполезные вещи (школу) и заниматься любимым делом. После этого начинал видеть, как понемногу возвращаются цвета. Как вспомню те времена, в дрожь берёт. Ты просто мёртвый внутри, везде вопросительные знаки, разговоры становятся бессмысленными, тебе просто нужно почувствовать где-то кайф. Кто-то берется за наркотики, а кто-то выбирается музыкой. Но в депрессии ты очень сильно развиваешься, т.к. в своих глазах ты думаешь, что ничтожество. Заниматься хочеться только любимым делом или спать. Чтоб вы понимали, мне даже учитель дал конфет, чтоб я не был грустным(

[@puiing]

I am right now in the 11th grade and the samr happens to me right now aswell but the world arround me just gets sadder and I feel very exhausted by now and I am so done. I reached my limit. I made myself ill. I had fever. I got more sick than usual. I didn't take care of myself at all. I wish I could help myself. Everyday hurts more and more to me.

[@moliv6007]

Переходный возраст слышали =)))

[@TopG20073]

Nice, I love old vibes

[@SadVoidGuy]

I am bursting with pain. I'm melting in my nightmares, help...

[@yasmellyboi]

Currently it is snowing for me and this music matches perfectly

[@buggier0t]

good winter vibes

[@shane7253]

This deserves a billion like

[@gxmikvid3806]

I zoned out while coding, listening to this. Next thing i know i've finished what i was doing and suddenly saw my 7yo self eating shit, on the steepest hill, and running for my sled. If it snows, no matter what, i WILL go outside with a sled. Idc i'm 18. I'm still a child god damn it, and so is everyone.

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

We all still are. Sometimes i get lost while coding too and think about playing as a kid. I wish i could go back to those times but all we can do is cherish the memories.

[@feferonipizza]

God I just want it to end I want to go back to being little again. Everything was so pure back then. This picture reminds me alot of it. Running around my parents/grandparents house, watching PBS kids, annoying my parents, laughing, playing with toys, getting into trouble, etc. Make it stop

[@R3TCHINGS1CKN3SSSS]

Some things are painful but you just gotta hope that there are better things in the future.

[@Musicatthestreetcinner]

“This is forever… right?…”

[@ashidosa]

ah yes thanks i use this to sleep

[@RGrimm-pp6cy]

that's exactly what I made it for, thank you!

[@Ksu8O8]

Sometimes I wish i could be completely alone in this world

[@flyffi1616]

это идеально.

[@PerizatKyzdarbek]

верно.

[@ComeOnYou-_-]

верно

[@adushkapo]

Совершенно верно

[@paulwilliams5960]

I use this to work out it rly motivates me thank you for making this masterpice

[@jaredjohannson7354]

TO workout? This puts me to sleep bruh

[@jamesgorden9869]

@@jaredjohannson7354 Some people like working out to chill music

[@starbolt0636]

Beautiful creation at work. The majesty of it all. The work continues on. Highs and lows, through storms and calm. Happiness and sorrow. This too shall pass. One eternal round.

[@f0ths]

This song really hits home for me. I tried my best but I don't succeed.

[@torchy9030]

This hits different at 4 am

[@itzjustme2776]

My childhood was awful. If becoming an adult sucks am out of this world bro.

[@mlnkaia]

For me it's the opposite :< Childhood was great up until I was 12, shit went downhill in ms/hs, hs was pure hell, I'm in college now, it's better, but still shitty, feel like things will gradually get worse but I hope not.

[@tokito_muichiro727]

Your never forgotten and the people you love..... if you lost them dont worry remember them imagine theyre just besides you your last hugs will always be here when its the end of the world and dont forget to....................... Remember my words.... My trustworthy friend : )

[@john.s]

oh my god i love it, the feelings..

[@User-1887]

sad that nowdays i cant feel myself anymore😢☹ Every time i grow up my life gets worse

[@relaxationmediagroup7153]

For YOU...the person who is reading this comment I wish you a lifetime of happiness, laughter, love, and prosperity! All is well! The Universe is providing! You are safe in this benevolent Universe! ❤

[@munashe7988]

Tysm for this. I've been using this as my homework music for like 3 weeks now and its amazing tysm :)

[@ghostface8152]

I just wanna be a kid again

[@HQG.]

Same

[@ethanmitchell7479]

I think in every persons life there is a segment where we aren’t alive……sure we are breathing….we eat…we sleep….wake up and work,laugh with friends, smile with family, and do things we enjoy…….. But something is missing…….. And we don’t know what it is…. It’s this…..state of Limbo… That’s what growing up is….. It’s being in this…..state of limbo and we have to figure what it is that will wake us up from it…. For some it’s a relationship Love….. Others it’s a career Finally chasing and fulfilling your dream and doing what you love…. But others……. We just……..can’t wake up…… We just sit there and dream day by endless ceaseless day…… And slowly fade away…….. It feels like drowning….. But the scary thing to me is….. You start to get use to it……. Eventually you sink so deep that the sunlight becomes a distant memory the water filling your lungs now no longer frightens you In fact it’s nearly comforting as it’s now the only thing you know And the cold that has enveloped you is no longer bitter in fact it’s warm Because now your numb to anything else…… And the only evidence of your existence at all to the rest of the world is the Bubbles of your last breath breaking the surface above…..

[@orangensaftglas8323]

I hope, that someday, I’ll find peace within my life.

[@orangensaftglas8323]

I did.

[@derekclark123]

When I picture this specific one the good old days skiing with my two best friends..(ones no longer my friend), but the laughs, the stories, and the memories that we had at one point. Forever in this.

[@SUPABOOOMB]

This is just.....perfect.

[@pwnsauce666]

i hate to be grown, give me back my childhood

[@nikisesisise]

Tsym for doing this i like this beacuse the snowstorm reminds me of my beautiful past so thats y i only like winter ❄️ and this is prob my fav sound now thanks:)

[@lexgamerafton]

THIS VIDEO MADE ME COLD LITERALLY LMAOOO

[@hecatia1488]

Same lmfao

[@user-cr4kh1ps5f]

This is fucking perfection.

[@juliqnn]

I'm kinda tired of putting my heart out there, I just feel like everytime I do it somehow always goes wrong....I've been searching for happiness within someone else my whole life but maybe I need to look within myself.

[@aychakhalil732]

i wanna give up already. my dad is in jail my mom passed away since i was 6 and its been 3 years since my siblings left. i have no one now. the only person that is taking care of me rn is my grandma and shes very sick. i am very scared to lose her just like i lost my family. i really dont want anything bad to happen to her. i just want to live an happy life like the others.

[@ambientstudio9867]

I am making ambience scenes here on KZbin as well, trying to make nice relaxing settings BUT this Ambience is sooo calm and relaxing!!

[@RoCkY-zk4dw]

This sound is based of the still winter nights. This sound is not creepy no. For me is nostalgic and sad. When I heard that I m empty.

[@isabellakosmider660]

No because this is exactly what winter feels to me, its not comforting at all. Horror , Loneliness, Sadness, Coldness, Fear, and Death. I hate it, I hate it all. Nothing about winter in comforting. Cryophobia, that is what I have. That is what I fear.

I was working on my pc and fell asleep and had a dream about exploring Antarctica and woke up to this music and saw the image

[@eutrivirtue]

And I thought I would stay until after we were gone but you'd rather not

[@CharlieJohnson-jm4zc]

😢 so sad the music makes you cry!

[@tukint213]

De todo corazon me gustaria poder dedicarme a escribir para vivir, se que soy medianamente bueno, pero me da temor terminar olvidandome de este sueño y trabajar dentro de un cubiculo en una oficina por el resto de mi vida.

[@kuroidragon5711]

Definitivamente no terminarás así si no quieres, acabarás logrando ser escritor@ siempre y cuando luches por ello ^^ (espero no sonar demasiado cursi xd) ánimo desde aquí :D

[@mostealthy6530]

Pain is therapy. Simply embrace it.

[@itsnorka]

This song gives so much comfort...

[@ssSleepyn3ko]

he hasn't been online since 2016.

[@symbiotisd2086]

Pour moi c'est de loin la meilleur version qui existe 😌✨

[@frenzyous]

I wish i could let this overwhelming feeling and just be somewhere not where i am right now, or where i was before. I wish i could be some random guy looking at me and going "God, he's handsome". I wish i could be my mother saying "You did well, ------". I wish i could be my ex telling me i *am* doing well. I wish i could be my dead cat called Cat looking at me from the Heavens and meowing in regret. I wish i could be someone not me, i could look at me doing some things, laughing through tears over troubles, cuddling myself at cold winter nights or when i am sad and feel too lonely to enjoy my solitary sleep, smiling at someone i love, telling i love them to someone i do not love, punching a wall in pure rage and just being someone who is loved or maybe not or not clear at this point, whatever. Maybe then i'd understand i am a person. For now... i just wish i would sleep without any dreams this night. Stay safe and pog through the pain for someone you love. Maybe they would smile you back.

[@amirtkty]

beautiful

[@somewherenowhere4]

Staring at beautiful things by myself without a loved one to share the experience with only creates more anger and sadness so I end up letting the beautiful sights, feelings, and sounds pass because I’d rather wait to experience those kinds of things with another person, except, the fact that I do this has made me numb, and it’s taken too long to find someone or for them to find me. Now I just wish I could feel something deep again…

[@drao3837]

Im just so tired, its like hanging on a cliff, I can always switch hands but sometimes I fear ima just let go, have the wind rushing through my hair as I fall into the agony that is my life. Maybe it will get better, its not that I dont want to believe it when people say that its that I just am so damn tired man, i feel constantly like I just woke up, a slight haze, everything moving kind of like a slow blur, its haunting man but being so tired makes it hard to even make an effort. All the effort I put in now is gonna fix me later? Its gonna bring a bright light to my future?? Idk, I dont have the energy to think about this stuff, I want to slowly freeze while walking into nothingness in a snowstorm, watching my hands close and open slower and slower, losing feeling in my limbs starting from the tips, my ears, a slight pain as my body starts to shut down but its so cold that I can barely feel and im already so tired so I stumble to the ground, crawling until finally I lay in peace, frozen like a rock, never to return to this wretched place.

[@alejandrosalazar94]

nice shitonyourselflo

[@Kelvostrass]

life is pain and the prize is an endless slumber after it all