Tom MacDonald - Hang On (Prod. by MISERY) Reaction

[@MrLboydReacts]

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[@lawrencerowe9920]

MrLboyd, Tom's rapping about his drinking and drug abuse and about how he was so low he almost died.. Thank God, he was strong enough to overcome it and now is clean and healthy....

[@patrickbroadhead1982]

Hey man, I like your reactions. I do understand making the description work for you, but I might suggest having the original video linked in it, otherwise it might look like you're just trying to profit off of Tom's work. I mean no disrespect, I'm just saying that the optics aren't great. Love you man, stay up, stay strong, and stay healthy! HOG family for life.

[@user-rb4lf8op3q]

Much respect for reacting to this!! 🤝 I know it’s tough, albeit life saving narratives are so imperative!! 😇 As such, I’d be remiss if I didn’t request a possible reaction to the following songs re: Mental Health Awareness by both Nova & Tom : • GFBF “R.P. Jesus” (June 5, 2017) • GFBF “I’m Not Well” (Nov. 17, 2017) ~ With ☮️ &💜 ~ #️⃣HOGstrong💪🏻 ••• PS. Thank you once again for creating #️⃣HOGNATION!! 🤙🏻 I eagerly anticipate your *Top* *Ten* *Tom* *Songs* & your highly awaited reaction to his “Spoken Word” Compilation!! 👐🏻 ~Stellar Station ~ #️⃣HOG4️⃣Life🤟🏻

[@IUSTITA]

Your takes and reactions to music are deep. This is channel is great! Keep going!

[@mrlboydschannelmanager]

@@patrickbroadhead1982 Tom’s videos are copyrighted so the reactors don’t make money of his songs. Just saying

[@vertik202]

Tom is one of the only artists I have ever encountered that has made me laugh, cry, think, and change my perspective. Glad you caught this one my friend. Great to see genuine react to genuine ❤🙏🤙 #HOGFOREVER

[@2TRUTH4SAUCE2]

I would like to add one more. This may fall under changing perspective, but Tom also has a way of getting me to self reflect. Tom for sure is cut from a different cloth.

[@debstherottie472]

there are many songs I get teared up listening to even if it's the 20 th or 50th time hearing them. It's very real, raw emotion. #HOG4Life

[@chrisparsons6686]

Try Layne Staley if you haven’t he’ll change you forever

[@crazybengalsfan8202]

Very well said my man

[@starkraft2506]

Wow. I've been in that place. To me this song captures how meaningless and empty everyone's well meaning platitudes feel in that moment. Since that time, I've found myself sitting at the other side of the table many times... and sometimes all I can say is "I know", because I know I can't fix it for them, I know it sucks, but I also know the nothings we say to make ourselves feel better ring hollow and only sting more.

[@crazyinclarence5531]

I'm 56 years old this year. Struggles most of my life. His songs resonate in my soul. Life is important. At times we feel as he does. I love the truth and the honesty of Tom. Peace, love and light to all that suffer.

[@kathyborthwick6738LakotaEmoji]

And to you as well Mita Kola!🕊💜🕊✝️

[@Gulicktheemu]

I love how his hand moves upwards at the very end. To me it signifies that he has chosen to hang on for a little longer. It is just that little bit of visual strength to help others hang on for just a little longer. #hangovergang forever - For the algorithm 🤘🏼🤘🏽🤘🏿🤘🏼

[@coky18]

Suffered with depression my whole life. First time I heard this I was in a dark place too and I cried for like an hour You can tell how much he means what he's saying. But he ends each song with some form of hope or optimism. The last frames are him reaching up to get out. Yeah, it's hard for people with high empathy to see MacDonald, who we love and respect, going through such a horrible time. It really hurts.

[@drclivevideos5051]

The intellectual capacity of your empathy is astounding and I don't understand why you don't have two million subscribers yet probably because people are idiotic I only see what I see. But Mr. L Boyd you are a true articulate intellectual man and should be revered as such so I ensure the future holds mucih, I'm not Dutch and leaning on a crutch I won't be pacified we got haters in a clutch 🤘

[@mr.baguette4117]

Same

[@sonofnature610]

Word

[@DCAutoEnhancement]

I second this statement!

[@pcstew3]

He'll get there!

[@RycheForOrder]

Same

[@Sonofmorn666]

This is the song that saved my life

[@alinafstrmom7725]

AMEN 🙌 You Matter. 💖

[@eagleal3]

This song don't seem to get seen by a lot of people of Tom McDonald songs but I have seen it a bunch of times. He's definitely on another level finally getting the due he deserves

[@kevinkarbonik2928]

I did too... and sometimes still do.. This song touches me deeply too.... Because I'd be a liar if I said I never thought it.

[@lildaisysmom4584]

Same here. Devil on my shoulder, still speaking his lies. I've learned not to listen to him - too much to live for even when it's hard to.

[@1drsavage185]

Same.

[@kirstyi7860]

It's not deep, it's what happens to addicts when we get clean. Depression/self hatred abounds

[@artissubjective6279]

I think all you have left are his spoken words. They are so good. Not Alone, Anxiety, Anarchy, Screens, War is Coming, and Everybody Hates Me: The Lost Verse. #HOG

[@cbogolo]

He has like 3 albums before ghoststories with probably close to 40-50 songs that you should be able to listen to the audio

[@cqcumberz1006]

Tom is by far the most powerful rapper ever lyrically

[@mrspankytank2858]

Suicide is a common thought of mine since I was very young. I’m 40 now. PDD is what they say it is. I heard this song. Someone close kept asking me what’s wrong. It’s hard to explain so one day I finally sent them this song. Thanks Tom for the words.

[@belindab663]

I like how after all the negative thoughts (that many feel) his hand start to move and he raises it.. because he is still hanging on. I think that's an important message in the video.

[@reneeg9406]

For anyone going through it it always helps to know you're not alone😰🥰

[@10SecondZ06]

Dude, your videos are so good. So real and intelligent. Keep being you bro! You’re awesome.

[@heidithatswho.2481]

This..... this one right here........ #hangovergang for life 🔥🔥

[@sillyasiwannabe1222]

Heidi is Everywhere #HOG

[@heidithatswho.2481]

@@sillyasiwannabe1222 you're Silly😘😂

[@LadyMystie]

Anxiety/Depression... Tom battled this prior to going viral. Just an FYI.

[@vickyneumann362]

It is good that he is doing a Rewind and reaction to this particular Tom MacDonald video at this time. In this last yr of unprecedented times people with anxiety and depression their levels have increased. People that have never experienced anxiety or depression a third of them now are started in 2020:with Covid restrictions, lockdowns etc all that followed with that and currently still.

[@kirstyi7860]

December 25, 2020 Angels, Tom MacDonald Don't miss it. If you're an addict/depressive it helps.

[@thewhitehousecomments2933]

It's all in your head...Exercise and find new friends.

[@kirstyi7860]

@@thewhitehousecomments2933 It's certainly all in our heads, but exercising and finding new friends doesn't work. There's a common situation with addicts called, the "geographical cure". We're willing to leave everything behind to change, trouble is, we take ourselves with us.

[@scottybranham3595]

Battles with, you never really lose depression or anxiety, you just learn to cope and find a way to be happy. Or you don't and everyone just misses you.

[@Amaranthos2]

To tell someone who is actually in a state of utter despair or pain deep enough that taking their own life is an actual option on the table...if not THE only option they believe is left...to "just hang in there and it'll get better," is closer to the final insult that will push them over the edge, than it is to anything remotely resembling encouragement. When it comes to deep depression, the person suffering is both hostage and kidnapper at the same time, and we are all in the position of the negotiator. We are woefully untrained to deal with either one of those ourselves, let alone both simultaneously in the same heart. "Raising awareness" (lol?) isn't gonna cut it, blathering stupid platitudes and random one-liners we remember seeing on Pinterest and FB isn't gonna cut it, being a shining example of how awesome life can be isn't gonna cut it, and ignoring the situation hoping somebody else deals with it is not going to cut it. You have to prove you understand them, and the burden of proof is 100% on you. If you just don't / can't / won't, then network and connect them with somebody that does. Only people who are currently in or have been in similar places mentally and emotionally can truly help them find the root cause and not just the symptoms. Nothing knows pain like pain does, and trying to apply "fluff" to pain just adds insult to injury. There are some extremely amazing people out there who are ready to end it all that could be saved, if those of us who have actually experienced what they're going through are willing to open our own pandora's box back up and just sit down and share that together with them. The feeling of being stuck alone with no hope and nobody even understands is the worst, you can stand in the middle of Times Square in NYC and feel like the last human on earth. Having someone similar walk up and show you "Hey man, me too, you know? Here look:" does NOT outright fix anything at all, but it absolutely CAN derail the speeding train. I respect the shit out of Tom for being that dude for so many people by opening his own pandora's box with this song, intentional or not.

[@Soulja4ChristWeAreAtWar]

I agree. Though I'll say this, if someone doesn't understand personally, and willingly still will do that same thing, sit with you and try to understand, and just be there for you. That can make a huge difference too. It's more than just feeling alone, like nobody understands, but also that nobody even cares to understand not "sees" you.

[@dnersargaren8677]

This is just too relatable. Even looking back on those times, hearing that phrase, makes me feel a little bit sick to this day. I don't think anybody can fully regain the person they once were once you get to know the dark side. That darkness kind of lives within you, but you do become more resistant if you pull through. I know this much.

[@angelamccarty5393]

Tom suffered alcoholism, anxiety and depression. He speaks about this a lot in his music. He's real!! We love him.

[@jacobshaffer3112]

I cry everytime I hear this song it always hits me right in my feels. Its HangOver Gang Forever.

[@blackcheetah9279]

Ez Mil actually taught me to appreciate rap.. after him, I'm starting to also dig into Tom's music... ❤️

[@EpicLeeroyShow]

Always worried when artists drop songs like these cuz I remember when Chester dropped “Letting Go” and then not long after he took his own life. We never kno what actually is going on inside them even if they happy and cheerful on the outside. No one thought Robin Williams, a man who brought so much joy to the world could take his own life. This may be a song just to get a point across but sudden fame and the hatred that comes with it can do things to people’s minds that we can’t comprehend. This song was deep, really deep. Wow Tom has such a unique way of making us think about life, society and the world. Much ❤️ and respect ✊🏻

[@tazmaniandiva7762]

Man that's deep! This is true art, music that tells a story of struggles, pain and triumphs. We need to get back good music with substance. Too many empty artist running around making noise but ain't really saying anything worth hearing.

[@joannapickron1109]

People in our 🌍 truly feel this way

[@SickGirlRocks]

Tom has made a lot of music that if you’ve never been through it it’s sad but if you’re going through it it’s therapeutic he really is one of a kind

[@cooper5528]

Globally as human beings we need to protect and lift up open minded people like yourself, tom, struggle, ect. You are appreciated bro,believe that.

[@eagleal3]

This was a video he did shortly before he began to actually blow up.

[@thegoodthomas]

I know this feeling...this song shakes me to the core every time I hear it....this was me in October of 2000... Thank the Gods and universe that I failed... Never pick a permanent solution to temporary problems.... I love all your reactions brother... Keep up the amazing work! ❤

[@jeremiahdelossantos3035]

I love with this on a daily basis. Have been since I was a kid. And my kids are the only ones who saved me. This one hits my heart to the core. Stay strong and keep moving. God bless. Love your reactions.

[@pacemaker1980]

Bless your heart bud, I can feel your pain like Toms, Ive been there also, just know God loves you and so dose your family and friends, I know at times you feel so alone even with people around you, but just know you are worth more than you know, life always finds it way of working out even when times are dark, light finds its way, keep the faith even if you are a non believer, just know the universe loves you, and we all love you bro, love all the positive views on Tom its soooo good hearing peoples positivity on people we have all lost that along the way, we all need to be more like Tom and unite not hate, peace to all and God bless to all 🙏👍

[@bulentsarikaya3704]

🔥Love watching your reactions. You are so genuine and relatable, I started just watching you for Tom reactions but am now a fan and enjoy all your reactions! Keep up the great work🔥🔥# Hangover Gang!!

[@yvetteturner4125]

Alcoholism and depression go hand in hand. It's a life battle we aren't always successful at was doing great for 11yrs. However, the insanity that is today is to much and caused me to have a complete crash and now I'm right back to starting all over again. I have found Tom to be a light in the darkness. Oh and if you think his fans are a bunch of young people think again. I'm almost 60 and a great grandma. A good message is a good message no matter your age.

[@lesliemcc9631]

Maybe we owe it to artists to journey with them through their pain since we're so willing to hop on board for the happy/funny/entertaining parts. Just a thought. Great reaction.

[@michaellindsey13]

i agree. thats why reaction channels are critical for independent artists.

[@micheleflynn6705]

I understand this one and Best Rapper so well. I'm a recovering addict of 35 years. I know the demons. My inner devils won a few years back when my husband and best friend died suddenly. I started drinking heavily again for a few years till I got it under control again. It took me writing again to get back to myself. One day and step at a time.

[@chronicinokla]

As chronic autoimmune illnessess sufferer I think I kinda block this song out of memory sometimes. It can hit me right in the heart and soul. If I'm not in right state of mind, going thru crazy pain it can take me to very dark time I had once. And if you aren't prepared it can really mess up your day lol. I hope Tom doesn't feel the need to remind himself often of this time for him. I truly wish everyone reading this, that might go thru these kinda battles absolutely happiness and wellness. Because you my friend deserve it!!!! Way off one I use to get me over other moods I get 😁

[@ragoff]

why cant we all be in the world this man provides with his empathy, explanation and deep thought? We as good people need to remember there is good in this world.

[@JokersUnited]

I wish more individuals in this world had the insight that you possess. Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift and that is why we call it the present. Much love 🙏

[@zariballard]

I love that!

[@janetlombardi577]

For real yes

[@taureanrage2065]

Kung Fu Panda reference lol It's an old saying however that film reminded me of it. I try to keep that in mind whenever I'm in a deep spot (I have CPTSD and have battled addiction for some time now) I love Tom's work, though I prefer pieces like this more than the satirical tracks (though they're needed too) I suppose it's because they speak to me and I can relate it to my experiences. That's probably so true for many others too. Anyone going through this and still hanging on has my utmost respect. Keep hanging, just a little longer. If you don't let go, you will find the strength to pull yourself up and get back on your feet. If you get knocked back down, then remember you've gotten up before, you can do it again.

[@mr.baguette4117]

Dude I'm so glad you did this song I can't even explain I can just see it in your face you understand and so many people don't. 💯💯

[@kellyford5903]

Mr. McDonald is....well...quite simply, he is a BRILLIANT writer!! The depth he brings is profound. And YOU, Sir, are phenomenal in your assessments! Thank you for sharing. And thank you, too, for the “reach out” that you offer others...appreciated.

[@christygill1632]

I know this one was a tough one to watch, but it is so relevant to what a lot of people are going through today. I think Tom shared this with us to show he had these same thoughts and feelings but was able to come out the other side and find the light, a better way, a reason to live....but still struggles with these same feelings. Suicide has increased greatly in the US over the past few years, the world is in a state of turmoil and some people are just mean and others don't realize the effect that their words and actions have on others or just simply don't realize how lost their loved ones really are. I think he was promoting awareness from all sides (as usual)! Tell people you love them and care about them, even if they are different, struggling, making wrong choices...all they need to know is someone cares.. #HOG 4EVER

[@mattunnaki8983]

Finally a reaction channel with someone who isn’t an overhyped up phony and just speaks from the heart, it’s refreshing, subbed.

[@saltyroger2049]

At 21 I lost a brother, who was going through something that no one knew. Suicide is not the answer. I know you feel alone ,but someone in your life loves you. Talk to someone let them know . Dont be selfish ,you leave so many questions and pain behind . Everyone has someone no matter what.

[@tknows470]

I’m so sorry for your loss. My friend’s brother also did that and I watched what she went through. It’s the survivors that continue to carry a heavy burden and I feel for you.

[@bryanthompson260]

I get chills when I listen to Toms songs. Nothing but the truth comes out in his music.

[@iLostParadise]

I listen to this song a lot when I'm depressed, which is a lot of times. Lol. I'm Bipolar and have to live with depression and crippling social anxiety.. This has just been one of those songs I keep on playlist for when its bad. Just keep hanging on, I don't know if I want to - Is such a classic line to me. Felt like that since I was 8. o.o

[@georgegrieninger8776]

angels

[@th3d3rpyk1ng4]

this song makes me tear up everytime I listen to it> Just hits me on a whole nother level

[@happygolucky8449]

I have depression and anxiety problems this song always touches my heart string his spoken word about anxiety is really deep as well

[@artissubjective6279]

Yay! You finally did it! I'm so happy! #HOG

[@Bretde1]

That was one of the most real things I've ever seen on youtube. It's crazy what music can do to/for you. Awesome moment. Thank you

[@theokieredneck4369]

*me who was thinking bout ending my live no more then 1hr ago*👁👁

[@redsassy938]

Go listen to his song Angels.....many many have been there....many need you here. Love and blessings.

[@melissavancl_2090]

The hand at the end was reaching for something to hang on to. Only ones who know sadness, depression and anxiety can truly see and understand this song. Tom MacDonald is helping to many people to count.

[@janadean2103]

Thank you so much for doing this one. I know I have asked you for this one. Even though the imagery is rough, and so is the song. But its an important message. Also one of my favorite songs of his. I've been there. It reminds me to keep hanging on. Yeah Tom has "controversial " political music we all love. But he also has these very deep, important messages as well. Again thank you for doing this one. Its an important one for me.

[@FLUKdaDEMS]

Can definitely relate.

[@lilreaper1712]

Uhh this hit home, from someone whom suffers from multiple crippling impairments that make every day unbarable and struggle. I literally kill myself mentally and physically daily, hide myself in the world of the web to escape the pain, suffering and struggles..

[@papadonhomerepairs9700]

I really suggest listening to Tom’s spoken word poetry.

[@jenniferpugh4734]

I've been a huge Tom fan over a year and I've never listened to this song simply because of the visuals. I'm so glad he made it out of this mind frame! I pray for everyone having hopeless thoughts!!

[@ladymorgonna]

I'm an older lady & I don't even like rap but this guy speaks truth & I like his music very much...... we need more truth in this world...... thank you Mr. MacDonald

[@slapdragon4660]

"'Cause now we're here". This song means so much to me.

[@tcoladonato]

You have a beautiful heart, I hear and can see your compassion.

[@willnichol6842]

I have been following Tom MacDonald for almost 3 years now & personally, I think he is the one that will cause a flip in the hip hop scene

[@DNSMLT]

This video relates to so many people especially today. Tom is a realist and thank God he made it through. He and Nova are blessed!

[@j9wayupnorth690]

Tom MacDonald went through some rough times as a teen as well as depression and addiction. But his parents were their and supported him and told him they will be even if he wanted to build sand castles they would move closer to a beach. throughout his life he wrote poetry and then decided to sing choose Rock at first only to find out.. singing wasn't for him because he couldn't sing.. so he turned to rap. now he is doing his thing and speaking his truth

[@taylorjopson8560]

The ending in the video is him coming out of it and choosing to live, when you watch the end his hand moves up, he’s going to take off the noose. This is definitely hard to watch though. Great reaction as always!

[@johndanielharold3633]

Me and my little boy love Tom. We pray to God he keeps hanging on. We need him to.

[@cartoon333]

This is one of my favorite songs ever.

[@ChariottheChild]

This song is so perfect, because depression is not really sadness, it's more like exhaustion, and Tom expresses that so well here. Death feels like the best option because we become so incredibly tired of feeling the things we do, and dying looks like rest. "They say keep hanging on; I don't know if I want to." It's extraordinarily difficult to keep going when you feel that drained. Thanks for this reaction, I love it when people discover this gem of a song 💯

[@Richroach]

Tough subject and a great song.

[@jetzt_gibts_beef1155]

Wow. This song hits me hard. I have been suffering from depression since i was 13. Alcohol and drugs accompanied me for almost 16 years. Sober since 2013 and have worked my ass off to keep it this way. Very important topic!! greetings from germany

[@redkat7406]

Great reaction #HOG4EVER

[@joanmaciel416]

Pray for this artist please..we need him

[@theresar.9250]

Thanks for promoting Tom McDonald. He is a musical genius

[@dexterisabo3137]

You ever see or hear something and you can't believe that it was merely a coincidence that you saw or heard it when you did? He ^ really does work in mysterious ways.

[@gayle861]

i feel speechless too, after seeing the video , deep and true .....

[@MercedesE63S-AMG]

We all battle the same problems. We are all the same on the inside. -Tom MacDonald

[@semoffg]

It’s such a deep song. It’s on the cd i have in my truck right now and tear up every tine it comes on.

[@RiffDriven]

I owe you an apology, been rocking your vids for awhile, but never subscribed, but I’m fixing that right now. Keep doing you, I definitely appreciate your approach as opposed to many others...we see the sincerity.

[@richardr5013]

Tom is really spitting some truth, and man does he have some incredible talent. Real hard life and real hard life lessons... BUT HE MADE IT !

[@daniela.m.d7655]

I know the feeling, each day you can start again. Just don't give up ❤️

[@andrewbrown6918]

I just wanted to say thank you for your empathy thank you for your heart and your understanding of music

[@jasonwilson3057]

Bless our warriors suffering with this.

[@erikmclennan3934]

Really enjoying your reactions. Your professionalism is nice to see - very tight operation.

[@randallbatson]

I could tell you were emotionally distraught. I don't know how to explain this, I know why Tom wrote this, as his therapy, and to potentially help people. But even though sonically I don't like the song, the lyrics are powerful, and purposeful. But the fact that what this is that comes after us all, that's what I despise, and the fact that we have to have these tracks, as a necessity pushes my comfortability. I love that we have it, because we need it. I hate that we have to have it. Therefore I don't like this song. I don't know if any of that made sense.

[@MrLboydReacts]

Makes complete sense bro

[@jessicabatson8924]

It mase absolute sense to me. Its the lack of programs and stuff for people suffering this that needs to be made available more readily.

[@EKLIPz08]

@@jessicabatson8924 Exactly, as Tom said in the song, therapy and medicine to help with mental health can often be expensive and inaccessible for the average person.

[@jessicabatson8924]

@@EKLIPz08 exactly! everyone knows most of our problems stem from mental health and lack of resources to help those that need it. its like its done with the intention to keep us all dependent on drugs to cope.

[@kathysears5066]

Makes perfect sense to me

[@NunYaO]

What's being depicted in this video, and by the lyrics of the song, are just the brutal reality of what severe depression and anxiety, not to mention the therapy for them, is actually like to live...on most days. It literally takes every ounce of energy to pull your mind out of the mindset of it and take it till you get a better option, plan, inner voice...whatever you want to call it...that makes it better.

[@williamwarner3855]

I've been jamming "no response" by Tom on spotify... not sure if there's a video or not let alone if you've already reacted to it.. but its a great display of his range as a rapper...

[@anniegaston6377]

One of my faves on repeat ✨

[@joschwan89]

this song saved me.

[@jessradcliffe1160]

I have felt like this a lot throughout my life. The first thing I can remember is intense anxiety. I've been diagnosed with ADHD, Borderline personality disorder, OCD and substance abuse disorder, and have gone through atypical anorexia in my late teens and early 20's. I have felt exactly what this song is saying. I made a suicide attempt at 23, obviously failed... been in psych wards 7 or 8 times now. This song is so emotional for me. I can't help but cry when I Hear it.

[@JJ-eo3bs]

My sons both went thru this one I lost ones a survivor God Bless I couldn’t even listen my heart was screaming

[@billlesher644]

Tom is real and a truth telling.

[@dunchbox23]

Thanks for reacting to this song! I’ve been listening to Tom for the last year and a half and never heard song. This is a good one

[@lmd2454]

You should be listening to EVERYTHING Tom makes!

[@Lilmyth04]

Hell yeah son, keep the grind up

[@jensnow6551]

I tried a few times at 16 had to get my stomach pump. In mid 20 cut myself. The pain is real feeling alone even today. Feel so alone.. It's an awful feeling especially feeling no one cares. What's keeping me going is my granddaughters. Can't wait to see them.

[@willypete125]

Woahhhhhhh this song just helped me more than I realized I needed.

[@itsaconspiracy6921]

Im glad to finally find a reaction to other songs of Tom MacDonald's other than the viral songs, he has so many good songs other than those, glad someone is hitting on those, subbing for sure

[@dannycastillo5363]

The hanging concept always puts me in a dark thought due to Chester Bennington... R.I.P. This one was needed. thank you.

[@michaelbarker742]

I think it is not about where he is, but where he has been. He is sharing his past experience to help others who are now where he has been.

[@joelandscap4983]

Definitely been in Toms shoes with the depression. Not proud of it. But I survived my attempt. Was in a stupid bad place in my head that year. Lost a really good friend of mine to a..... accident. During the man hunt I found him in the river. Anyways, uh then my fiancé at the time leaves me and my mom ended up in the hospital and I lost my job as a Harley tech. Man that was horrible year. But I’m glad I was brought back and man am I glad to be alive. But I’m telling you. God as my witness that was a horrible place to be in my mind. And I hope I never get to that point again.

[@adoracle1]

Beautiful reaction bro. Very insightful. I agree with you about Famous too. He is the deepest and most expressive man I have ever experienced,