Top Surgery Experience

[@chaundadon2612]

This feels more like a Netflix original than just a KZbin video EXCELLENT cinematography and great video

[@DanieEaston]

thank you!

[@rouowward6917]

They def did a fantastic job.

[@heyyyykhai]

🔥🔥🔥🔥 definitely so

[@axelthegreat3200]

More parents need to be like your mother. You are one lucky dude.

[@kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060]

Jeremy Lee the world needs less people like you. You are a poison to people

[@onlyonefry]

Jeremy Lee Why tf did you even click on the video if you know it’s about being transgender??

[@jeremylee5990]

@@onlyonefry Why are you sexually aroused by body mutilation? No, it is good for impressionable teens to see the dark side of what these clowns are selling. More and more clinicians have identified severe problems within gender medicine which coalesce around the clinical and cultural invention of ‘the transgender child’. These problems are: an excessively affirmative attitude to the self-identifying transgender child; an inability to stand up to external trans lobby groups; the undermining of a coherent clinical model of child and adolescent development; and serious ethical and safeguarding issues. Clinicians recognise they need to resist the dominant narrative and seemingly intractable ‘truth’ of ‘the transgender child’. People are waking up to the harms of trans for children and young people, but transgender ideology is still marching into schools disguised as LGBT acceptance. Kids with perfectly normal unease or confusion about bodies and gender are getting dragged onto the transgender conveyer belt of affirmation, blockers, cross hormones, and surgery. LGB kids are passé. Transactivism is a form of bullying: if you’re not porn-culture straight, a proper ‘boy’s boy’ or ‘girly girl’, you must be defective, in need of fixing, by reclassification, drugs or a scalpel. My head is full of questions about why we are allowing this to happen. Is the explosion in the number of transgender-identifying young people a symptom of a society leaving little room for kids to be themselves outside of increasingly restrictive gender roles? How can we keep the conversation going to keep kids safe? The goal of the transgender activists is to try and get their numbers up in order to normalize their agenda. They care nothing about seeing people reach a healthy view of their biology and not needing to take drugs and have their genitals and breasts mutilated. Impressionable teens make easy targets. They are even unethically influencing autistic children to change genders. Activists would have the public believe that anyone who expresses a wish to be the other gender should be allowed and encouraged to do so. Credulous politicians have translated their demands into law. To date, however, there is no evidence that there is such a thing as a “true” trans, just as there is no marker that would identify a “false” trans. To accept the thinking and wishes of those with ASD at face value, without understanding why they feel the way they do, is not a kindness, and may in fact be extremely damaging. A high proportion of people who suffer from gender identity disorder also suffer from other mental health conditions like depression, anxiety, substance abuse, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, personality disorders and autism (see also here and here). In many of them these problems do not resolve with gender reassignment. In fact hormones and surgery deal only very superficially with what is often a very deep psychosocial problem that doesn’t lend itself to quick technological fixes. Children and teens are extremely malleable. Children and teens are being encouraged to freeze their sense of self in a moment in time, during the period of life when everything is in flux. And even though key researchers have said over and over again that most gender dysphoric kids “desist” and grow up to be gay or lesbian and most grow to accept their biology; even though the latest research denies any such thing as a “male” or “female” brain, parents are encouraged to socially transition their kids, put them on “puberty blockers,” and refer to them by “preferred pronouns and eventually guide them to mutilate their genitals. The journal Psychoneuroendocrinology reported brain abnormalities in the area of memory and executive functioning among adult women who received blockers for gynecologic reasons. Similarly, many studies of men treated for prostate cancer with blockers also suggest the possibility of significant cognitive decline. Also evidence for decreased bone mineralization, meaning an increased risk of bone fractures as young adults, potential increased risk of obesity and testicular cancer in boys, and an unknown impact upon psychological and cognitive development. From studies of adults we know that the risks of cross-sex hormones include, but are not limited to, cardiac disease, high blood pressure, blood clots, strokes, diabetes, and cancers.

[@kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060]

Jeremy Lee no one cares about your mindless homophobic banter. Stop playing god on KZbin and go enjoy life

[@jeremylee5990]

@@kimkartrashianstopmakingst9060 Wow, your rage is hilarious and typical. The truth upsets you. If you are gay at least you do not hate yourself so much that you take drugs, and mutilate your body attempting to impersonate the opposite sex. A gay guy, for example, remains a male. He is just sexually attracted other guys. He does NOT have his penis removed believing somehow he is a female.

[@sunmarsh]

As a cis guy I can't really relate to what it must be like to go through such an intense surgery and the effects that must have on you mentally and physically, but your chest looks so good! Looks very natural to me.

[@trystensilver6434]

@@ligjtninmcqueen5893 same.

[@nick_st.laurent04]

I'm 15 and a trans boy... so I have a long way to go before I can get top surgery. But i HOPE i am as brave as you. You are outstanding, incredibly handsome, and you are so lucky to have a mother that supports you

[@iamnothing5023]

I'm a trans boy pan muslim. 12 years old. Abusive parents. Just wanted to let this out. Hope u have a good life and achieve ur dream brotha.

[@lethalvibez1311]

@@iamnothing5023 you are loved, you matter, I love you❤️

[@johnsilver3702]

@@iamnothing5023 my parents muslim too, never give up dude

[@bluehoodiegamer1322]

Save some money every now and then. Like ten bucks here, twenty dollars there. It costs a lot. I am looking for someone to do it and I am saving up for it.

[@RohitKumar-xs8lm]

@@lethalvibez1311 hi

[@aj802]

This is the most visually pleasing documentary I’ve ever seen. Thank you.

[@katgamingyt7000]

i didnt expect you to show his chest before but im glad you did so we could see the difference

[@helostcontroll]

1. you're mom is amazing 2. your friend is REALLY good at filmmaking 3. you're insanely hot.

[@ivyedan7183]

Yes she is absolutely amazing...

[@jeremylee5990]

@@ivyedan7183 You clowns are delusional.

[@BadgerBabyBoy]

I recommend watching some detransition videos before making any big decisions. Drs these days have to believe & go along with certain things if they want to keep their career.

[@jeremylee5990]

@@BadgerBabyBoy More and more clinicians have identified severe problems within gender medicine which coalesce around the clinical and cultural invention of ‘the transgender child’. These problems are: an excessively affirmative attitude to the self-identifying transgender child; an inability to stand up to external trans lobby groups; the undermining of a coherent clinical model of child and adolescent development; and serious ethical and safeguarding issues. Clinicians recognise they need to resist the dominant narrative and seemingly intractable ‘truth’ of ‘the transgender child’. People are waking up to the harms of trans for children and young people, but transgender ideology is still marching into schools disguised as LGBT acceptance. Kids with perfectly normal unease or confusion about bodies and gender are getting dragged onto the transgender conveyer belt of affirmation, blockers, cross hormones, and surgery. LGB kids are passé. Transactivism is a form of bullying: if you’re not porn-culture straight, a proper ‘boy’s boy’ or ‘girly girl’, you must be defective, in need of fixing, by reclassification, drugs or a scalpel. My head is full of questions about why we are allowing this to happen. Is the explosion in the number of transgender-identifying young people a symptom of a society leaving little room for kids to be themselves outside of increasingly restrictive gender roles? How can we keep the conversation going to keep kids safe? The goal of the transgender activists is to try and get their numbers up in order to normalize their agenda. They care nothing about seeing people reach a healthy view of their biology and not needing to take drugs and have their genitals and breasts mutilated. Impressionable teens make easy targets. They are even unethically influencing autistic children to change genders. Activists would have the public believe that anyone who expresses a wish to be the other gender should be allowed and encouraged to do so. Credulous politicians have translated their demands into law. To date, however, there is no evidence that there is such a thing as a “true” trans, just as there is no marker that would identify a “false” trans. To accept the thinking and wishes of those with ASD at face value, without understanding why they feel the way they do, is not a kindness, and may in fact be extremely damaging. A high proportion of people who suffer from gender identity disorder also suffer from other mental health conditions like depression, anxiety, substance abuse, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, personality disorders and autism (see also here and here). In many of them these problems do not resolve with gender reassignment. In fact hormones and surgery deal only very superficially with what is often a very deep psychosocial problem that doesn’t lend itself to quick technological fixes. Children and teens are extremely malleable. Children and teens are being encouraged to freeze their sense of self in a moment in time, during the period of life when everything is in flux. And even though key researchers have said over and over again that most gender dysphoric kids “desist” and grow up to be gay or lesbian and most grow to accept their biology; even though the latest research denies any such thing as a “male” or “female” brain, parents are encouraged to socially transition their kids, put them on “puberty blockers,” and refer to them by “preferred pronouns and eventually guide them to mutilate their genitals. The journal Psychoneuroendocrinology reported brain abnormalities in the area of memory and executive functioning among adult women who received blockers for gynecologic reasons. Similarly, many studies of men treated for prostate cancer with blockers also suggest the possibility of significant cognitive decline. Also evidence for decreased bone mineralization, meaning an increased risk of bone fractures as young adults, potential increased risk of obesity and testicular cancer in boys, and an unknown impact upon psychological and cognitive development. From studies of adults we know that the risks of cross-sex hormones include, but are not limited to, cardiac disease, high blood pressure, blood clots, strokes, diabetes, and cancers.

[@ricktomlinson5481]

@@BadgerBabyBoy BS !

[@beefstrew]

I wish my parents were supportive like that...

[@ShaymonMizu]

You too huh? ...

[@wangkenhong]

same here

[@BadgerBabyBoy]

@@MrTruthislight you can express you're view without being mean

[@ivyedan7183]

@@BadgerBabyBoy yes, I hate mean people

[@onlyonefry]

MrTruthislight It’s your own fault for clicking on this video

[@KT-pu6xi]

This seriously looks like a documentary and I love it. Great film work!

[@lutfarrahman7950]

sExYZ

[@champagnejavi332]

K T We love a supportive army especially and V stan

[@wafflerisk_5417]

eyyy armyyy

[@Mikka.Landry]

He has a very supportive mother throughout this whole journey. Which makes a whole world of difference 💙 cant wait for my top surgery journey

[@peptobisman45]

Didn’t expect this video to be so well made and local to me, like dang It’s strange to see places that I’ve seen but in a cinematic way

[@etwmediaproductions]

Thank you :)

[@tylereasley3786]

his mom is such a sweet soul ❤

[@mcdonaldsmcchicken3984]

Tyler Easley agreed, amazing!

[@grandiosepteltd2321]

Tyler Easley looks like mum n she seems diff

[@grandiosepteltd2321]

Deborah J no wonder...then y she say why she din understand

[@ГабитОмаров-г8е]

Tyler Easley ...... No HER mother...

[@torrinashley6076]

@@ГабитОмаров-г8е *his mother

[@whatgenderami]

This video was so beautifully created. I also appreciate you talking about post op depression. I think this is the first video of yours I watched so I hadn't known about your experience previously. I'm a month post op and have found it isolating at times hearing people only talk about the positives or talk as if top surgery is an instantaneous magic fix. It still takes effort to love yourself, that's what I'm finding too. Thanks for sharing this vulnerable side of yourself.

[@arfski]

@Bonidee Lee You sought this video out and scrolled down to the comments just so that you could leave a nasty comment, an act that speaks volumes of your character. I see that you leave a lot of comments on many trans videos, stating everything from they are all mentally ill and will be suicidal to variously exclaiming that it is deviant behaviour. You spend your free time searching KZbin for 'transformation' videos just so that you can write some pithy venom, and sometimes even accidentally land on an overweight persons video and then still bring up transgender people in the comments. There are plenty of psychiatrists in the San Diego area I'm sure, I would strongly suggest that you book an appointment with one of them Bonidee, I really do.

[@cam0222]

I am currently 16, turning 17 in a couple of weeks, and I’m starting to get my money up to be able to afford too surgery. I am not a trans male, but rather a transmasculine non-binary person. I can’t imagine the euphoria he must’ve felt after the surgery. I heard that the recovery process can be a struggle, but I’m so ready to feel like myself one day! You have given me hope. :) hope you’re doing well.

[@Bloody_Corpses]

1 year later how are you? :)

[@OMGshinyobject]

Your filmmaking friend has some mad talent

[@DanieEaston]

Thank you :)

[@elladecastro]

OMGshinyobject to

[@amoskane]

The filmmaking was SO outstanding, wow.

[@Year-tk9ii]

Yeah!!!

[@lisanneyang]

This is a video from a while back but i love seeying how supportive and sweet your mom is. And how kind all the staff is. You look great before and after the surgery and i hope youre doing well these days!

[@transf0rward]

Your producer is top notch seriously professional level wow I'm blown away

[@DanieEaston]

Thank you much

[@cartercanteiro5499]

i really appreciate the honesty that you've had after the surgery no one really talks about it and me being someone who's been watching videos all the time trying to find the right things that i know its possible to happen to me as well but if i be careful and learn from others i may be able to avoid it. thanks for you're videos it gives me courage to be the person i want to be. i love that u have you're mother there for you all the time, i am not as lucky to be able to have my parents next to me thou this, but i'm happy that i have my girlfriend with me all the time supporting me. so again, i appreciate the honesty and just keep being you. you rock!

[@marcellimberg5684]

Holy shit dude, I am so happy for you I've literally been here from your first video and I am so unbelievably happy for you.

[@jaymoon8014]

Love how supportive your mom was!

[@jeff_wolf2846]

I'm glad I found this video. I had my surgery a week ago and I'm already starting to fall in the bad side. I feel lonely, the binder is annoying me, I have headaches and pain in my neck and lower back because of the posture I have since the surgery, etc. I have difficulty getting up and lifting my arms higher than a bit under my shoulder. The only "complication" I have is that my right drain got blood stuck in it or something like that, so there's still chunks of blood stuck in my right pec and I have to get that removed next week. I try to stay positive and being like "yay, one week in!", but then I look at the whole healing process and the restrictions that are put for certain amount of times. Also that I'm the type of person that likes to go to parties, hang out with friends, etc. it is hard for me to accept that I'll have to stay home for a couple of weeks. I agree with you, people talk a lot about the good. I wished that someone would inform me of the bad so that I could've tried to mentally prepare for it.

[@josephgunyani4996]

Oh his so cute

[@josephgunyani4996]

Oh can't wait till he uses makeup and gets larger breasts

[@tiffprendergast]

Jeff_Wolf how’s it doing

[@Sabrina1377]

Love how it looks like a short film 💖💕

[@DanieEaston]

it is a short film ;)

[@mossiris816]

The film skills on this are absolutely amazing!!

[@ruinsane100]

He has such a gorgeous personality that exudes warmth and authenticity. What a lucky mom he has. And a lucky best friend.

[@garyryckewaert5724]

You seem like a very nice person! I wish you the best and if you read this tell your mom she is great and not everyone has the kind of support she gives you. You are extremely handsome as well, don't let it go to your head, but enjoy it. Seriously, you are hugely good looking. I'm glad for you that you seem just as beautiful on the inside where it counts most. Take care, keep us updated.

[@coleenpayne]

Thank you for having the bravery to be vulnerable and share your transition. Watching this I know you have helped so many FTM youth that do not have support have someone to relate to and validate their experience. Also, props to your mom for being such an amazing and loving support. I appreciate your videos so much, thank you!

[@blvckboi1186]

I am FTM too and I think I can learn a lot from you. Thank you for these videos 😉

[@xNoToUrZx]

This is so beautiful so pretty such a artsy documentary

[@DanieEaston]

thank you!

[@lebach161]

EVERYTHING about this testimony is impeccable. The film production, (subtle cinematography especially), content, interaction among participants... simply EVERYTHING.

[@DanieEaston]

Le' Bach thank you :)

[@Truckerdude36]

This video popped up on the home screen and I thought I would watch it. Glad i did. As a few people have already commented, the video was done very well and it did feel like a mini documentary. I just read a few more comments and it sounds like there are more videos from Levi that i will have to watch. Levi is a very good looking young man. Very handsome.

[@noxzy]

This was very awesome to watch im so happy for you! Im so excited for my top surgery day to come :)

[@thejaketuber]

Aww I loved this ❤️ beautifully documented as well, when your mum started getting emotional, all of a sudden I had to hold back some tears haha it completely took me back to when I had surgery, I remember how I felt afterwards how it saved my life, I'm so so happy for you man! Can't wait to see more from you 😌

[@DanieEaston]

I am happy to hear that you felt emotion through the film.

[@FutureRN23]

This is amazing...my husband is going to have top surgery on May 7th and this is helping me so much. It is a beautiful video..

[@sergespacedragon5662]

Brilliant documentary!! Best mom ever!

[@ahhhok7679]

When they are drawing on his chest, I'd be so uncomfortable

[@letitrain7530]

IKR

[@torrinashley6076]

@@letitrain7530 it was uncomfortable, but just for a bit

[@trinaraylee6922]

There's nothing to it. They are using a soft, felt-tip pen, a surgical marker, like with any other surgery pre-planning session.

[@koda2851]

I got second hand dysphoria watching that bit.

[@tiffprendergast]

Tyler No yeah

[@davidfranke1545]

Big compliment to the Filmmaker!!!

[@etwmediaproductions]

David Franke thank you!

[@markleon411]

Thanks Dude so much for sharing your journey. It was so interesting. Well filmed too.

[@charlielee5893]

This was a very well made film - well done guys :)

[@THEISAAC1593]

That chest was pretty masculine pre surgery

[@isaacs8783]

I was expecting it to be much larger. Maybe his chest muscle hides it a lot?

[@joserebollo7103]

Naw those were def girl tits, they were small but they didnt lack nun for a lactating baby, what a waste

[@viktorcordyceps1978]

@@joserebollo7103 you're nasty

[@onlyonefry]

Jose Rebollo Who said he was even going to have a baby?? Do you know how many women have kids but don’t naturally breast feed them?

[@tiffprendergast]

Jose Rebollo moobs

[@camerond805]

I went thru the same exact issue on the same side. I have the same exact pics as well. It was such an emotional rollercoaster that ppl don't talk about. Im so glad u got thru it. Its really mind blowing when you think about the courage and strength we have endured to be who we are. Much love brotha and thank you for sharing. U look amazing.

[@deannarae7806]

To this day ..I am still profoundly impressed with your Walk Levi, thank you for sharing your process

[@CyrusOmerta]

Every second of this was gripping gritty and yet so unedited. Beautiful

[@kristopherliang6196]

Now I'm starting saving money for my top surgery, and I'm a ftm 3 months on T . I already see some transition, my voice change. I want my mom be there when I have my surgery.

[@jenniferbetton836]

Kristopher Liang I have a question..can I start my T shots before or after the surgery? I’m in the process of transitioning also

[@torrinashley6076]

@@jenniferbetton836 Some surgeons will have you go off of T for two weeks before and after surgery. But usually T doesn't affect it

[@barukyozaraga3081]

How much is the cost of top surgery as well as the bottom surgery..is this surgery can be possible for me coz i am 32 years old now.is the healing process is long as i am bit old.please reply.im from the Philippines.Godbless LGBT.

[@Orchidlettux]

@@barukyozaraga3081 Hi there! I’m also from Philippines, you probably know this already but you could search it up and add Philippines next to your search so you can see references on the cost of the surgery, I’m obviously no expert but researching helps a lot. I hope you’re having a good day.

[@Year-tk9ii]

@@barukyozaraga3081 hi! im also a transman from ph

[@thejanitorross6791]

I am in love with your friend's filmmaking skills.

[@etwmediaproductions]

TheJanitor Ross thank you

[@KARMADORJEGYATSO]

Congratulations man. You are lucky to have the great mom. Love you.

[@jeremylee5990]

This is a female. You are delusional.

[@rubiaguilar6739]

I love this video. Perfectly made. Your mom is awesome! You look great!

[@Miller1107]

Thanks so much for sharing. And agree with the other comments - great film work and editing.

[@jaacelucas]

I am so sorry that you experienced those complications and had post op depression but I am so proud f you for getting through that! I am actually getting top surgery October 6th and I'm so nervous for the recovery stage of it. But I also agree that it is good to talk about the good and the bad parts of recovery because not a lot of videos of Top Surgery vlogs do they really talk about it, so proud of you for that. :)

[@sevenfawm]

Your mom is so amazingly supportive

[@SikanderG]

Hi Levi, I'm a Canadian citizen currently living in the U.S. for studies. I'm planning on getting top surgery, and I might go to BC to do it. Where did you get your top surgery done? Any help would be much appreciated. Thanks.

[@marrun7708]

How beautiful Having your Mom's support. Wishing you both Well!!

[@bluemanzanita]

Courageous. I really appreciate your generosity in sharing this with the world. May you be happy!

[@Goofypoof]

May i just say, your mum is a sweetheart. She's doing everyting right. Much love.

[@samiimadonda1012]

The editing in this!!!! Damn!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥Felt like I was about to watch a movie❤️❤️

[@DanieEaston]

Samii Madonda thank youuu!

[@jazzybandit4687]

lots of love to you. thank you for sharing your experience

[@ZachariahGreggs]

Great and very informative posting, I am very happy for you and your mum is the best, thank you for sharing your journey

[@kuhdakuhda]

Your top surgery is the best top surgery i have ever seen . It healed well and it looks awesome . God bless you and your mom and friend . Great video , real good .

[@blvckboi1186]

You went on a very long way. And it's amazing to see what people can reach when they're strong like you. A lot respect to you Levi, you did it!

[@angelopaoletti4768]

A very sweet video, I only saw it today 09-23-2024 at 02:50 in the morning. You're too cute, I'm happy to have seen this video, I was so moved by your mother... your rock... As mine was for me, she has now flown to Heaven, but I feel that she is close to me anyway. .. Never forget mothers, even if we clash sometimes.... we will always be their puppies, always ready to defend ourselves. A big hug to you and her... Ciao from Italia, Angelo

[@nicolefoysten9094]

Amazing mother. ❤️

[@tacticianmara]

Wow... 3 year after you and I’m 3 weeks post op in the same city with the same surgeon. It’s so wonderful to see you go through this experience at the same time. Dr. Taylor is an amazing surgeon, I’m so glad you waited for a good one too.

[@TimoRoseNDFilms]

Hello does the doctor do scar surgery?

[@tacticianmara]

@TimoRoseNDFilms Dr Taylor does do scar revision, but I don't know much more than that. Always planned to tattoo over mine, so I never looked into it.

[@TimoRoseNDFilms]

@@tacticianmara are you in the us or Canada if it’s in the US can I have his contact details?

[@jedjones5406]

Thanks for sharing your story with us. I am transitioning from female to male. I haven’t had surgery yet. I have a few years on the waiting list

[@natjade4855]

your mom looks like a person of a movie that i dont remember the name rigth now

[@itsj_7]

Mom of Hannah Baker

[@Commander_HW]

Freaky Friday!!!!! The mom is Freaky Friday!

[@iseejewelz3874]

I just think it’s so amazing that we are free to share all of our life stories and struggles and get to inspire and motivate others

[@anthonyjames4648]

What a well made video,Your mom is a saint and YOU are very handsome Levi,All the best x

[@EnriqueHipolito]

your mom is great. being there with you all the way must be very comforting.

[@rickgalvin7860]

You were a beautiful girl now your a very handsome young man. Your Mom is great, love your children no matter what, your friend did a excellent job documenting your journey. I wish you the best and lots of happiness, you deserve it

[@LandonTristen]

This is like a movie, damn pure talent

[@terriec808]

you are so sweet, I hope you stay positive and happy.

[@larryhill1550]

So glad you posted this, I applaud you for sharing this with the world.

[@nicolasl4437]

I had top surgery 3 months ago and I did have compilications as well. I had 85 cc of fluid drawn off my chest. I wasn't too sure what caused the extra fluid to build up, but its all good now. I love how my medical team did on my reconstruction, they did an excellent job.

[@angeldiez5051]

you are very brave...got yourself a wonderful mother to support you thats a bless...and you are a beatiful boy.god bless

[@oldchanneltryagain]

we should not have been able to watch this for free, absolutely incredible

[@jeremylee5990]

This Levi girl lives in the dark ages. SHE thinks body mutilation cures mental disorders.

[@parkeruri5194]

Being in Canada and being unable to find results from top surgeons, I appreciate this video to represent Dr. Taylor

[@bnha5635]

This really give me hope for the future once I'm able to start T and get chest surgery. I'm telling myself once that day comes I won't have to suffer I'll finally be free and just my true self. (Sidenote my name is also Levi which made me happy yours was too💟)

[@JurbzMUSICoh]

His smile is calming. Congrats Levi!

[@static.rounds1215]

Really glad to see this video. I recently just had my surgery and I'm also going through complications and I'm having a rough time with it . Seeing this will help me get a better look on things I think

[@searchingforwhatever]

Wow, I wished I had a Danie with me who shot such an awesome documentary about my top surgery experience. However, I had to do everything myself (except for some phone footage my mom luckily took)... So thumbs up for Danie. And your mom. And you! I can SO relate to you saying that you had a hard time falling in love with your chest. Same here. I just had a revision surgery this week and am curious how my feelings towards my chest will develop in the near future. Video coming soon. (Also, I sneezed yesterday - and watched your video today and gulped when you told what sneezing had done to your chest...oh my...)

[@DanieEaston]

searchingforwhatever. Thanks much!

[@waluig3569]

I'm getting top surgery in a few months... So this was helpful.

[@Taiskata]

Berwyn Janes good luck bro❤️✨

[@jocha1778]

Berwyn Janes good luck!

[@waluig3569]

Thank you

[@ihaveaprofilepicturebutitw3527]

Berwyn Janes have you had it? How is it?

[@waluig3569]

Yes I have had it and it was great. :) Thank you for asking.

[@bobolatrick]

:( I’m so sorry that you experienced a complication of the surgery. Internal bleeding is super painful. So sorry. I’m glad you made it through.

[@derekstynes9631]

Levi You are very Handsome ! Hello from London and well done for keeping it together after so many ups and downs .

[@Maxy_9090]

YOUR A BEAUTIFUL PERSON💜💕🌷Good to see people being true to themselves..luv the smiles😀🙌

[@fabianfarbeyond558]

Your so beautiful inside and out, blessings to you, your journey and your wonderful Mom. Wish you peace and 💗.

[@Tatas1999]

Very beautifully done! Seriously, amazing!

[@TJuice1986]

So happy for you bro, I’m really glad you got through everything ok. Everything came out really natural looking!

[@queensigal]

Probobly the attention of being a patient and being in the center is where the thrill is

[@vidsbyme2590]

Thank you for your honesty and courage.

[@MjoesikInDeHouws]

I hope you make a new video soon. I'm also going to transition (FTM)... Hopefully I look as awesome as you do :) I really admire you! thanks for your videos, they mean a lot to me.

[@webberlane]

first off, this was beautiful. I love watching this. big ups to your friends for making this video for you:) also big ups to your MOM for being there for you. that's so important. I was fortunate enough to have my mum by my side through my surgery as well. secondly, thanks for talking about your hematoma (blood vessel burst) at the end. the exact same thing happened to me (and it happened 2 weeks in as well) except for me it wasn't because of a sneeze. it sounds funny when I tell the story (as traumatic as it was) because it happened when I was trying to take a poop.... I can't say that without laughing lol but it was definitely as you said, the most pain I've felt in my life. Also because I had never heard of that happening, I genuinely thought I was dying. it was the scariest moment ever for me. my mum also didn't know what was going on so she was also very scared. luckily I don't live too far from where I had my surgery so my mum rushed me there and I was able to have my second surgery as soon as I go there. regardless of whether I knew about this type of thing happening prior, I still obviously would've been scared but I'd probably feel safer and maybe be less panicky (panicking makes that type of situation worse physically). it just would've been very helpful if I knew of these type of situations before hand. after the second surgery, I had an extreme amount of anxiety for the next month and a bit. I freaked out at every zap/tingling feeling (for those who don't know, after you have top surgery, you lose feeling in a good amount of your chest and as the nerves reconnect so you can feel your chest again, you get little zap/tingly feelings), I didn't want to leave the house because I always feared it would happen again, and the worst, I was terrified to use the toilet (obviously because that's where it happened). most days I'd just start crying either because I was so overwhelmed with anxiety, because of my fear stopping my from doing things or even moving too much (which is unhealthy when you're recovering. you should be moving around), or because the moment when it happened would just keep replaying in my head and it terrified me. it made me sad, scared, sick, anxious and every other bad feeling. my point is that it sucked but as I started recovering from that, I started to hear a few stories from different people I started to follow online who went through the same thing. It's more common than people think because no one really talks about it which is what makes it the most scary. I am now going on 4 months post op (this weekend I'll be officially 4 months) and I'm doing great. I love my body and I'm so grateful. thank you again for sharing your story and giving your viewers a glimpse of your experience. keep thriving :) xx

[@ewdaddy7030]

Damn this is some cinematography

[@penncakes07]

i like how uncensored this video is

[@rewasbadr]

what editing program is this? Your friend made some cool art!

[@DanieEaston]

Edited it in premiere

[@wtayl010]

I really appreciate the editing done on your video!!! Whom ever did this has mad skills!!

[@etwmediaproductions]

thank you very much - much appreciated

[@Addy_boy_ab]

Nice I like how your experience looks like a film. Cool way to look back on that memory.

[@matthewcarver1978]

Totally adorable I hope he enjoys his new new life.

[@Bill.R.124]

Kudos to you (and your mom) for the honesty, vulnerability, and sharing your journey. What a relief (despite the complications) you must have felt. These stories really help us all (regardless of ones gender or transition) to understand this difficult process.

[@sinsualist]

You are a beautiful man! Thank you for your story. Be happy :)

[@keith.wilson1981]

What a beautiful person! :D Amazing --- loved watching this! Thanks for sharing this journey!

[@BonequequeGonzalez]

Lord, I ask that you please cast your protection over his mother's haircut. Lord I know she knows not what her hair be doing. Please lord take thy divine sheep shears and cut the devil locks from her sideways mullet. Thank you lord.

[@Chanhee]

Bonequeque Gonzalez LOOOIOL

[@2eleven48]

You arsehole. Robert.

[@jaqenhghar2970]

In Jesus' name, Amen.

[@scorpio6593]

I'm an atheist, but Amen to that!

[@MaisyGraceFilms]

I knew someone would address the "do".....This comment made me laugh...."sideways mullet" 🤣

[@Mahomies17]

this deserves more views