ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS | Toxic Tears

[@giul_es]

I would love to see a Killstar x Toxic tears clothing line 😍

[@chloerussell1490]

Omg yesss!

[@nanamiharuka3269]

That would be crazy amazing!

[@countesserincular5067]

YESSSS

[@Skywolf1802]

Omg yes

[@ambiedawnz]

Just tip-toeing out of the safety of my comfy ghost lair to say how much I genuinely love watching your videos. You give such a calming vibe, I adore your style and we share many interests. 🖤

[@Kuromigirl1011]

I’m emotionally attached to my hair but I decided to go significantly shorter one day and donate it all. Made the mourning process for my long hair so much easier! Definitely something I recommend especially now that most places take dyed hair now.

[@dindranew.6808]

I donated my hair once; here in the US (dunno where you are), Locks of Love requires at least 12" because they need several inches to make the wig bit. I do not regret it at all! I mean, it grows back, even if you're 80 and it's coming in spotty. :p

[@tiaraono7668]

"At this point I just like more colors"

[@grettabewitched5409]

I loved seeing pics of you in different colour combinations in your styles, you look amazing and I could quite happily watch a video about the evolution of your different goth styles you've had over the years.

[@ShivaElenaAnn]

Kaya!! You’re ohh so precious and adorable 😭 I’m so happy you seem a little more energetic lately, I hope that you’re taking of yourself 💕

[@padlocksncocoapuffs]

Just came to the comments to say how happy I am that you are posting again!! Your videos make me so happy and I’ve been really depressed recently.

[@juanitaj.]

Something really aesthetically pleasing looking at your grey lipstick that matches the eyeshadow perfectly 👌🏻 I'd never thought grey lipstick would look that good

[@carolyngriffith9793]

I understand the heat thing! We're moving to Houston, TX from North Dakota, US. We currently live in the 2nd coldest city in the US and are moving to a place that barely gets to 40 degrees Fahrenheit in the middle of winter. So yeahh... We will suffer through the heat together.

[@jacquelynjohnson327]

I’ve been watching your videos for years and years now (even before “what not to say to goth girls”!) and it makes me so happy to see you making new videos. You are amazing Kaya!!

[@tiaraono7668]

You'll adjust to the heat eventually, until then get yourself some cute hand fans to keep yourself cool. I've started carrying one with me everywhere and it is a LIFE SAVER.

[@ravenstone1781]

Aaaahhhhhhh I love the Flower Fairy books! I have a giant book that contains many if not all of them and I love it. I even have paper dolls of them somewhere. I'm so glad you're doing videos again.

[@cooperharland9902]

I just noticed that Josephine is wearing thi spooky box club barret

[@dindranew.6808]

Ha! I didn't notice until the end, and I love it.

[@feignamnesia]

Thank you so much for the warning before the spider picture. Nobody ever does that and I really appreciate it. 💙

[@shayvengalli3881]

For your 1st answer I immediately thought of your MAG playlist from the Sims 4 when you used to say you wanted all the clothes you downloaded🖤

[@purplejanew]

Thank you SO much for answering my question!!!! I am a huge FF fan and have my little hand-sewn books from the late 50s-early 60s......

[@mattymarjolet5685]

I feel your pain about missing your mom when you two move to Barcelona. When I finally moved out I moved 3 hours away from my mom and neither of us handled it well. It still kills me that I can't see her everyday, especially during the quarantine. And that's just moving to a neighboring state, I can't imagine moving to a completely different country without her.

[@caithcantread]

Was just thinking if I could leave a comment at the end of the video because I don’t do it often, and then BAM ghost commenters appreciation moment 🥺💖

[@venessalizabeth]

“‘Mom, I’m sad!’ And she’ll have to get on a plane.” I feel this SO HARD 🖤

[@TheCollectorsSin]

OBSESSED with your eye makeup!

[@paolarivera3925]

Hello from a mostly-ghosty commenter! Just wanna say that ADHD Alien’s comics have helped me so much, thank you for sharing them with the world!

[@malefecent]

I enjoy your chatty videos. I’ve probably commented this before, but, you’re so jolly! I know you get down and mopey, and that’s fine (it’s sucks that you do obviously) but your enthusiasm is so great.

[@kylahislop6212]

"Did you know Harry Potter has no author?" - XDXD Perfect!

[@mcclainsparling4058]

I am one of those ghosties lol I love how positive and honest you are in all your videos. You seem like one of those really good "diamond in the rough" people and you always make me smile 😁 thanks for all you do!

[@thegothiccoffin2587]

I'm one to hardly comment on anything but if I do it's either a rant, a sweet message or something absolutely random. For this comment I shall do the middle one. I could watch you for hours, even having you on in the background as I love voice, and it's thanks to you I started expressing my gothic look more. I get inspired by you all the time which helps me to make my looks somewhat decent. Sending you love always

[@ZOIDBERG000]

I love to think that as your setting the equipment up to film that Josephine is just thinking " *sighs* it's that time isn't it?" Also I love how she stole the focus. Love your videos 💓

[@lelya730]

Happy to see you again love, another chatty q&a would be awesome!

[@Anoobaanakin]

Orb weavers are so beautiful! I had one that lived on my porch for the longest time. I named her Mortica.

[@amyleeallen1602]

You are fantastic Kaya!! I love how excited you get when you talk - my older son was diagnosed with ADHD and Bi-Polar when he was younger, so I get what you are saying. Stay sweet as ever!! Much love from Kansas!💗🌻

[@jaye8208]

A Killstar x Toxic Tears range would be amazing, I would buy it all!

[@jessicagee2523]

Omg I didn’t know you were moving ! Must have missed that in a past video but that’s so awesome you are gonna be a different person when u move there!

[@KreeZafi]

That last thing you said about getting more patriotic, I felt that. Not planning to move abroad (any time soon at least) but I've spent a lot of time in the US lately and it has made me appreciate my country so much more! Kind of a "you don't know what you have until it's gone" type of thing I suppose

[@cforssman2797]

Love your videos, please do vlog the move to Spain! Would love to experience it with you guys, so exciting!

[@dollyriot797]

You are the reason that I'm the only person in my friend group that would pick up a spider with my bare hands

[@alyssar4986]

Mmhm same here

[@kristinacassidy6316]

Hi Kaya! I love your Q&A videos. If you could do some more around the themes of Horror, Animals and Disney that would be amazing. I also loved it when you were reading short scary stories. In regards to a perfect fantasy world, mine would be a mixture of Harry Potter, Monster High and Disney. It would be filled with magic (Harry Potter), fun spookiness and acceptance (Monster High) and happily ever afters (Disney)! Always happy to watch your new videos. Stay safe and take care 🦇 🖤

[@westonginger463]

Yes, I definitely enjoy your videos they're warm and comforting. especially for somebody who's definitely interested in the culture that you're interested in. it definitely helps me to create perspective and a little bit more understanding of how I should take little baby steps towards becoming myself, where I think maybe it's a huge Factor what's so attractive to your channel is that you're brave enough to be yourself and it's a comforting guide to see somebody Express themself so bravely

[@nikitadavies9777]

OMG the flower fairy books!!! my mom passed her collection onto me, i assume theyre still at her house but wow, you unlocked some memories there

[@TheVRogue]

Rogue ghost comment: dyslexia and social anxiety combined to make life difficult, but you and Jake always make things better

[@sleepyyfae]

i don't know if you have already done this, but you should do a harry potter themed Q+A in the future!! i feel like the harry potter universe is so vast i always imagine what i'd be doing if i was in it myself.

[@ashleyray4546]

Orb Weavers are such gorgeous little creatures! I had one tattooed on my forearm last Halloween!

[@hkrasenhristov]

Hey Kaya, I guess I'm a ghost fan haha, I just wanted to say that I really enjoy the way you make me feel. You have this possitive energy, which I don't know how I'm feeling through a screen but yeah, that's problably one of the many reasons why I watch you and Jake and even when you're feeling down or weak I still see so much more in you, haha sounds like a proposal for marriage. Just know that you've helped me through so much just by being you and I wish you nothing but love and for you to be safe, healthy and to aways have hope and to see the pretty and possitive things in life and yeah sorry for making this long. Love you, keep on doing the great work.🤍💚❤️

[@ireymm]

14:19 I love those spiders too! i used to have a really really BIG one in my garden but it left ): i have a new tiny one right now, we have ''seasons'' where spiders will live in my little garden, and then they'll leave for months, and then we'll see new ones, when they're tiny they have little neon orange smiley faces on their abdomen

[@OptimisticPessimist5]

Omg the nostalgia ! Forgot about the flower fairy books until you included a photo then I immediately remembered ! Think I had the treasury one ...must Google :)

[@shivani9581]

Hey .. im one of the ghost viewers :)... i might have comment once or twice .. i know i did i couple of times in your live streams.... just wanted to say i love you and your channel :).. you look beautiful:).. i found you a couple years back i think through spooky box video.... ne ways just wanted to say hi :D hope you will do a live stream for animal crossing soon 💓

[@leannelondon2537]

Love the flower fairies 💗 so reminiscent of my childhood. I am actually getting a tattoo sleeve using the flower fairies going through the seasons 🧚‍♂️🧚‍♀️

[@UnusualFreak]

Your videos are always so lovely and very relaxing, it's so nice to just sit enjoy a wholesome moment! I hope you're doing great

[@alittleofthisandalittleoft2514]

Maybe try an undercut where the underneath of your hair is shaved and the top is still available to wear down, style in basically any way you want up or down and it can easily be shown off or hidden depending on your mood for that day. It''s a great option to try out an edgy shaved look but still be able to have your hair long to style as you please. Also, you can have designs shaved into the undercut which make it even cooler! I've had an undercut for over a year now and it's so much cooler during the summer because my hair is super thick and long and normally makes me miserably hot. I absolutely love having an undercut and I'm in the process of dreading the rest of my hair but have seriously been considering cutting it higher up to create a fohawk look. P.S.-Thankfully my husband cuts it for me so I don't have to worry about not being able to have a trim during the pandemic. Absolutely love your videos, and just thought it was worth suggesting!

[@emmisofia6292]

I looove your content and your style! Such an inspiration✨🖤

[@barbeemayer7069]

thank you so much. I needed this little break.

[@debbiesazo7392]

Your rambling is oddly soothing 😌 maybe because it keeps me from my own thoughts lol I love you Kaya 💚🖤

[@Varulfen95]

ghost viewer here, hi.^^ I'm so so glad to hear you got your diagnosis! I got diagnosed with ADHD like two months ago and my life has changed so much for the positive. I wish you all the best for your ADHD adventure! :D

[@thetwisteddreamers]

i have all of the flower fairy books too i found mine in a charity shop a few years ago was a awesome buy.

[@deniseoconnor2490]

Hi, from another of your little ghosties here! I’m from Savannah Georgia and we have the golden orb spiders but everyone there calls them banana spiders. They’re so beautiful and so are their webs. I just want you to know I love you with all my heart and want the best for you and Jake. Love spending time with you! Thanks!

[@AStrumxo]

They definitely hurt if they bite you though. We had them ALL over in Florida

[@HeavyMetalMomma]

Thanks for answering my questions! I was obsessed with the flower fairy books too, they TOTALLY influenced my aesthetic too! Love ya ❤️🖤

[@A2006Artist]

I'm one of your ghost commenters, always too shy to say anything. I saw in a gothic décor group on Facebook we both are in that you were moving and trying to find a way to transport your snake in a jar. That''s so cool you get to move to a country that you loved visiting so much.

[@zxmbiemermaid]

I love your videos so much, it always feels like just hanging out! And I can't help but be in awe of your look here, you're just so stunning 🖤

[@crowfaerymori]

I’m always looking all over the net for specific clothing pieces. I can actually sew, but the things I want are always very detailed and a bit out of my league to make! Stripy yellow and black = bee goth! XD

[@JordAndiAlf]

I just went off browsing your Pinterest for the majority of the video. Love love love your boards.

[@Beth....]

ghost commenter here, man i feel called out LOL. been here since what not to say to goth girls. love your channel so freaking much.

[@mikaylaseaver9526]

Hi! Ghost commenter here. I've been watching your videos for years but was always to anxious to comment but now you've given me the courage!

[@jackelliot9680]

Ooh! I LOVE golden orb weavers. They scared me when I was younger, but only because in the back yard, there was always like a spider City with no less than 30 full grown spiders all over. But they are sweet leggy gorls and I loves them.🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚🖤💚

[@northerlyartemis]

And I’m so sad you’re moving! I live in Belfast and always had a wee hope that I would bump into you and could say hi!😭

[@OptimisticPessimist5]

Same !

[@kerfluffl]

I live an hour away from belfast so igy, every time i go up im like imagine seeing kaya or jake

[@merceditamesa2117]

( I don't really comment) I'm just happy you're posting again. Also, I feel the same about my mom... I hope the best in this new journey for you and Jake.

[@AdiarraS]

Awesome Q&A =). The ADHD comic you suggested is SPOT ON OMG!

[@elishaforrester1150]

I live in a part of southern Canada where the summer norm, is 29 to 37 Celsius. Tis quite roasty toasty so if I go out in it... I'm very quick and efficient so I can get back to the coolness of the shadows lol

[@meowkat2050]

Last autumn I went blackberry picking with my Dad and I find a wasp spider, I have never been so excited because I had no idea we had spiders like that in the UK!!

[@Froggi77]

I'm autistic but I relate to a lot of the ADHD things you share too.

[@SmokeyTheDragon2004]

Same.

[@linnyroro3177]

We call those spiders Banana spiders here in the south and their webs are huge and strong. They actually used to use their webs for stitches long ago. For the woman that wants to support her husband with adhd the way my son’s therapist got me to understand him when he was very young because he was more hyper and I’m most just attention deficit. The therapist put headphones on me with some super loud heavy metal music and then made me try to read a news article and had my kids jump on me and pull at me the entire time and asked me what I read and I had absolutely no idea what I had just read. That’s what made me finally understand what my son was dealing with. He is also high functioning autistic

[@emma-bat13]

I love the muted purple vibes!🕷️🦷🖤🤍

[@dindranew.6808]

I love your Q&As! You have such a kind and interesting soul.

[@facgce960]

I love your makeup in this video! ❤ Gorgeous as always.

[@gaynortaylor-wood5907]

Love you and Jake, hope you're both well, and fingers crossed everything goes smoothly with the move 💙💚💙💚

[@StacyOnWheels]

Me and a friend were just chatting about HP and she said the best thing. “I bought all the books, every movie, I bought a plane ticket to Florida and a pass to universal to visit the wizarding world, I own that shit now not JK, it’s mine and the fans!” I was like YES! That’s perfect. I’m very into orange and black at the minute. Also green but Emily Boo green (I’m no good at colour names but I know everyone will know what I mean when I say that!!)

[@lexiclarke7706]

Just catching up on new videos, I'm a total ghost subscriber 🤣👻 and I really appreciate the info on the adhd twitter creators as I am newly diagnosed but have been coping blindly all my life. I adore your videos and Jake's as well, and as a fellow Goff seeing your content always makes me happier. 🖤🧡

[@laceking9973]

Based on your fun stories and descriptions of your mom im sure she's going to fly to Barcelona to visit you as often as possible! You guys will have more adventures to experience while in Barcelona aswell! 💖

[@zoeleonard908]

Hallo. Don't think I've ever commented in the who-knows-how-many years I've been watching. Love your channel. Just wanted to say, go for it. Shave your head. I did it and donated 7 years ago then grew it back out. Then realized I look so much better with it shaved so I donated again and have kept it this way ever since. It's just hair and it'll never stop growing back so I say go for it!!

[@Karmirr]

hey :3 I've been a fan for some years now, but I don't think I've commented until now. I love your videos

[@shayshay7524]

So happy to see you back again 💓 💗 ❤ 💖 💛

[@gabriellerussell8484]

To be fair, the skull isn’t a single bone either, so I feel like spine is a fair answer. My favorite bone is the sphenoid bone, for myriad reasons 1) it forms the base of the cranium, and is therefore a skull bone you wouldn’t normally see 2) it’s butterfly shaped 3) it’s fun to say sphenoid

[@donovandelaney3171]

You try finding the clothes and props from the Zenon films. It's very hard to find those clothes now a days. And it drives me nuts sometimes.

[@funtimefreddy848]

Orb Weavers are nice, my favorite is the Thailand black

[@mariclements]

Love you kaya! Your videos and style always make my day

[@lisandra1571]

I love this makeup look a lot! Please make more of these

[@RebeccaGNash]

Golden silk orb-weavers are common in Australia. I live in Western Australia and I find them everywhere

[@cassandranicholoff7043]

My mother and I LOVED to read Cicely Mary Barker! Sadly when we had to move to another state we couldn't bring the whole collection D: We also had another collection of short story folklores called "The Enchanted World" Book series... I LOVED the story of The Twa Sisters aka "Song of the Sorrowing Harp".

[@TheSmashingDragon]

I’m a ghost. Been watching for years and comment every now and then, sometimes I’d talk on tumblr or a live stream. Stuff like that. It’s been a while

[@hematophage3526]

New to your channel, love your energy and style.

[@crowfaerymori]

“ that’s adhd? I thought it was just me!” Story of my life right now!

[@fatcat1399]

I grew up with those flower fairy books! They’re fantastic!! 💜

[@nekobat1962]

I don't have favorites, either. I feel that. I have stuff I've had for 16 years or more!

[@Simbley]

ooh there are some orb weavers that freak me out but those golden ones are lovely~

[@annamoredbeauty3164]

Okay so I have a one side completely shaved and I’m OBSESSED with it. I’ve been toying with the idea of completely shaving it but the only thing stopping me is that I’m getting married next october(yay for spooky goth weddings!) and I’m scared that it won’t look good on me and by the time my wedding comes it won’t be the length I like . My fiancé keeps telling me to just do it and oh boy am I tempted. I guess we’ll see.

[@Anominess]

Thank you so much for the spider warning!

[@AnthonyMaydayOfficial]

I’m here lol,I hope you and Jake are doing well

[@northerlyartemis]

What you said about the truth about ADHD vrs the stereotypes is so true! I have dyslexia and everyone thinks that means I can’t read....Not true! I have a literature degree and I love reading! For me it’s spelling, I spell words out of order, especially when I’m tired. I also have a lot of memory problems and struggle to convert short-term to long term memory. I also have what’s known as dyslexic aphasia which effects my speech-I say things out of order, mispronounce things and sometimes substitute one word for another in the same category eg’ ‘spoon ’ when I meant to say ‘fork’. No one realises that these are dyslexic symptoms!

[@AiApoptoxin4869]

Wait, how did I not know you're planning on moving to Barcelona?! Is there a concrete plan yet? So exciting! >u

[@kelseysmith4770]

Me and my fiancé just moved across country over 25 hrs away from our family and friends and the first couple months are rough but after that it’s amazing

[@jessicagutowski1271]

Another book that is similar to the flower fairy books. It’s called the Pressed Fairy Book. I don’t remember who wrote it, but its very funny.

[@lilmomma1224]

We have garden spiders in Wisconsin, first time i saw one i almost lost my mind! It was huge and scary! Now I enjoy watching them spin their webs.

[@porcelainwhimsy]

I got that flower fairy treasury on my ninth bday and still have it 11 years later :D