I Don't Want To Be a Christian Anymore

[@trackstarz]

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[@summertinch]

Let’s be clear suffering happens to everyone no matter what you believe. It rains on the just and unjust.

[@blairjohnson6785]

This is definitely what I try to remind myself of…people in the world may have an easy out(sex, alcohol, drugs) but I have seen pure turmoil from this living in the world as well…bond by depression, anxiety, etc…even when it gets hard as a believer got to try to remind yourself this still is the right way.

[@makiebahatton2628]

That part

[@KevinJohnson-kv7xg]

@@summertinch pick up your cross and follow me. Jesus said. You will see Your God given suffering once you pick up your cross. There is spiritual war waiting for you. Victory is guaranteed but you have to enforce it. That’s where your suffering is. Ask the Holy Ghost to reveal and lead you to your God given destiny. JESUS OVERCAME YOU shall OVERCOME AS WELL.

[@keyshasmith2015]

I totally agree many things are common to man. things will just happen but the hope of who we believe in helps us to get through those hard times.

[@shantechavis2489]

Poor baby, prayers up for her, she's tired.. God's pwr is strongest in our weakest moments 🙏🏾🫶🏾

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

Trusting and believing that this is true. Grateful for the prayers!

[@MewluMoon]

but she needs to go to him. NOt give up. Even on its smallest measure God will answer her

[@Sanclementine217]

@@shantechavis2489 No, she is a smart idiot! She chooses this nonsense!

[@SkinCareLuver]

Don't we all get tired?

[@musicgal9830]

@@MewluMoon if you haven’t experienced that, you won’t understand. There are people who have been in the lord their whole lives and experienced His presence, walked with Him, but become tired. They need refreshment.

[@Listenthenspk]

I totally get where she is, i was there 6 years ago...its key for getting deeper roots in CHRIST

[@nadinegomez8858]

How did you deal with it or come out of it? It can be very hard to fight to have your faith.

[@NateTheSaint777]

@@nadinegomez8858 continuous prayer. Humble yourself before God and read the word. Recognize that it is HE who will bring you out and help you. Make God the center of your life. Each day focus on God first. He delights in those who eagerly seek righteousness.❤

[@allisoneunis6035]

She’s bold to share her thoughts because there’s times that I feel like I can’t share this due how blunt it sounds. I understand what she’s going through.

[@asmrtastic]

Me too, I also don’t wanna lead others astray and be a stumbling block and cause harm on others, believers or unbelievers. I use to smoke weed, got very heavy in it and losing my memory, it scared me when I realized I don’t remember the things I want to and use to love talking about. But now as I experience more turmoil then I ever did, like I never had this much struggle before with Christ, and I’ve had so many tears, anxiety and suicidal thoughts even attempts. But I don’t wanna go back, but I wanna feel I’m not here, but I don’t wanna suffer and become dumb and lazy like I was and be a bad example. I desire the Lord but I wanna feel gone, but I know how insanely alone and desperate for God I’m gonna be and just demonic life just from smoking again, because that smoking connects so hard to my starting of my testimony as well I’ve been 2 years clean man, I almost gave in the first year but my brother whom doesn’t believe in Jesus had told me he doesn’t think it’s a good idea in case I regret it. I thank him for that, and I felt bad I was about to give the world my all to go back and I didn’t even have the real tribulations yet man, I belittled Jesus in-front of my unbelieving brother and his girlfriend now wife and said unbiblical words like “well God will forgive me” or “God made it” and I was saying to him why I don’t smoke and wanna stop because of God before that. Same with other types of smoking like cigs I stopped around the same time of weed so I count it the same time clean since it’s so close together. Cold turkey, think I stopped weed first, can’t remember much then because I had lost memory of a lot…I remember praying to have my memory back, I remembered more then I didn’t after that. even though I didn’t know Jesus but wanted to do better and I don’t grow up around religion and didn’t know what it was or anything, but I heard of Jesus and works but didn’t KNOW Jesus or understand his ways so caring that small info helped me grow deeper in the future, a seed was planted and grew after I desired more after letting my life go. Stay strong, stay faithful. People around me, most unexpected people take advantage and leave me stunned and it really hurts. Ain’t never been that hurt by people, believers and etc, family even. Even the smallest reactions, because it’s like dang man I’m a human too. In such a small amount of time too, randoms online as well and it’s just crazy man. I’m trying my best and when I can’t I give it to God as best as I can and surrender. I don’t wanna give up on the Lord, ain’t worth it man. That proves how Holy, real and amazing the Lord Jesus is. He is alive and he is coming back, I’m seeing Bible prophecy everywhere as well man, I wanna do my work on earth man…but I need my Father to comfort me too.

[@greatfuliam412]

For anyone who would say this young lady is not saved or has never been saved. I could not disagree with that more. There are so many so-called Christians who are quick to pass judgment and condemn people without even thinking about it. I am convinced that this generation wants something that is real and authentic and not just going through the motions. It is evident to me that this young lady is young and is probably very limited in her experience with God. My prayer for her is that she will experience his manifest presence.

[@kevinlucas9905]

Totally agree. These people need to check the log in their own eye before coming for the speck in hers.

[@thejaleng27]

Facts

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

I appreciate the prayer and encouragement!🙏🏾

[@Teenineunoo]

I'm so proud of her

[@stephdee3811]

YOU haven't a clue IF YOU'VE NEVER THOUGHT THIS........ NOT. ONE. CLUE. YOU may not be DOING GOD RIGHT........🙄🤔😑

[@1Denicole]

Sounds even like a touch of, “Lord I believe help my unbelief” she’s jus not willing right now. She’s holding on to her offenses instead of releasing it to God. We all been there God can heal deliver and set her free. Praying for our sister in Christ🙏🏾

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

I appreciate the prayers. They’re needed and it really does mean a lot

[@debblouin]

That is my favorite single verse. God is big enough to handle my doubt, my fear, my frustration with Him.

[@myckalaross8973]

Amen 🙏🏾 ❤

[@JunnybabyMusic]

This is powerful. I understand and relate. Prayers for her.

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

Thank you for praying and trusting God to meet us in these seasons

[@JunnybabyMusic]

@santeeunfiltered6927 🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@beingmarilyngail8470]

She's going to see the world has nothing to offer her. She'll be back and more on fire than before. ❤️

[@Teenineunoo]

This because u leave Christianity that doesn't u wanna be worldly

[@Jojo-mc7ku]

She never said she was leaving though. She's going through it and basically lamenting which is acceptable and all over scripture

[@daniellefunderburg9277]

She didn't say she was leaving.

[@Teenineunoo]

@@daniellefunderburg9277 she should why she need to stay

[@Nighhhts]

@@Teenineunoo Have you never read Romans 7? Educate yourself…

[@b.nicole5203]

Her honesty and the discussion in this video is exactly what I needed to hear, and I didn’t even realize it at first. This was a good reminder for me 🙏🏾 this journey isn’t easy but at least God is with me through it all.

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

Amen to this!

[@broco6608]

That's SO key, knowing that He is with us and knowing that God can handle our frustrations. We just need to keep our focus on Him through everything.

[@b.nicole5203]

@@broco6608 exactly! I think so many Christians are fearful of telling God our raw emotions because we were never taught that it’s okay to do so. The church sometimes makes it seem like God isn’t okay with us asking questions or sharing our “negative” emotions. But God knows us better than we know ourselves. He wants us to share everything with Him, big and small because He is our Abba❤️

[@JarardKenneth]

She is tired of the people, not necessarily God. Since we're ALL meant to be ambassadors, many of AREN'T doing a good job. We tend to be concerned about the world when its our very own who will hurt you and some dont even get corrected but will expect you walk in correction. Again, it's people. Not God. Sadly what does that say about us as fellow believers who could have potential pushed her that way? She didn't wake randomly and say, "You know what nevermind."

[@broco6608]

I am in this same spot as her right now, I don't like having to treat people well who treat me and other people horribly, especially bullies and racists. I do know that it doesn't mean I can never take a stand against people like this, but, at the same time I have to be good to my enemies. Just told someone that this is something I have to unpack with Jesus - because His ways are higher than mine and I have to trust Him. But the difference between me and her is, I'm not going anywhere, especially not because of folks. Jesus is my home and my heart.

[@RicardoCray]

My flesh wants so badly to do bad to those who wronged me but I can’t God won’t let me and I don’t want to disappoint God

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

Hi there- “her” here. I would agree with you in the not going anywhere. My wrestle is an attempted for the Lord to purify and refine my faith and I’m trusting and believing for us that God will be faithful to doing so

[@summerautumn7507]

​@@santeeunfiltered6927God already is faithful. He never changes. It's a matter of you renewing your mind. What you are going through is nothing new most of us except those that were gifted with faith, wrestle with submitting to God's word in one area or another. But the key is keeping the faith. Without faith it's impossible to please God. John 17:1-26

[@amenajackson8133]

To prevent people who do you wrong especially violence from hurting someone else their behavior should be reported to a higher authority if it is a crime the police should be called.

[@khimonet5927]

It’s hard but it also looks so good when ppl who treated you bad can see you still glowing after they try to bring you to their level and that you don’t let the negativity bring another side of your character because most of the time it makes you look crazy. That’s why when anyone did something bad to me I pray and keep it pushing because if I do something back I might face worse consequences

[@bankakinmola7385]

Almost didn't click on this one due to the title, but after listening to what she had to say, I can relate. I was in a similar place just 2-3 yrs ago. That season could take a while to get through too, depending on how resistant you are to the convictions of the Holy Spirit and how long it takes you to get back into the Word and the community of Christ.

[@colinrimple3964]

This young lady needs encouragement by being around positive Christians to be led in the right direction... Hebrews 3 [12]See to it, brothers and sisters, that none of you has a sinful, unbelieving heart that turns away from the living God. [13]But encourage one another daily, as long as it is called “Today,” so that none of you may be hardened by sin’s deceitfulness. [14]We have come to share in Christ, if indeed we hold our original conviction firmly to the very end.

[@PWard324]

Yep. Im currently walking through a similar situation. I wont walk away but Im wrestling. Its a crazy space to be in but I know I cant leave Him. Where would we go?!

[@debblouin]

I felt the same. Thought it was going to be a different story but I wanted to hear the story.

[@JeffersonJesus2510]

Wow ! The way she described her feelings is similar of what I am currently in. Maybe not about being hurt by people, but hurting my own sanctification with ongoing sins over and over again. However, I still trust and devote myself into God's word, for like the Scriptures say, He'll never forsake you nor abandon you. I always pray God to stay with me despite my emotions tell otherwise, and Hallelujah! He did, does and will always do.

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

Amen to this! Trusting God to meet us here and radically change our hearts.

[@ewhite_12]

I meant this girl one time and talked here and there. She is on fire for God and a sister in Christ and she has good people around her. She was going through a tough season during that time and felt in her heart to share it to people who else was feeling the same. She is slowly getting better and still appreciate prayer and people behind her!

[@The.best.samara]

Awww beautiful

[@PastorTrue93]

It’s hard, you can’t really walk away because when you walk out that door, you know that hell is on the other side. However, staying in something you are not fully bought into is difficult on a day to day. It’s a catch 22, so you either concede your eternity to hell or fight like crazy to understand God for who He is. I pray she gets a place of peace in Jesus 🙏🏿

[@Justlivebyfaith24]

Whenever I have gotten anywhere close to where she is, I run to prayer. And in prayer I realize that instead of looking at myself and even my life and the world I need to look up. The times I’ve felt the most unhappy is when felt entitled over something I’ve asked him for. He owes us nothing and bc of sin we actually deserve d3@th. For days and moments like this, thank God we have the comforter the Holy Spirit and for some a community of believers. “Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.” ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭26‬:‭3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

[@MsE711]

Amen!

[@TooEasy-t4m]

if He owes you nothing then why would you feel entitled to anything.....i think people lie to sound right versus taking the time to be right....just because thats when you felt that way doesnt mean thats why she feel like that. SHE SAID WHY SHE FELT LIKE THAT.....why would you make why she feel like that any different.....thats what people do to the word of God this is proof....someone can say how they feel exactly and we still want so bad for it to be something else....

[@mayesjoyessha527]

​@@TooEasy-t4mI'm not seeing where this person said that's what they think is wrong with her. It was just their personal experience.

[@mayesjoyessha527]

I'm still learning this. Thanks for reminding me.

[@TooEasy-t4m]

again people like to sound HOLY, what the girl in the video was describing was being upset about having to love people that are not of God ways...now you tell me how after hearing it...does one say i feel like this after i dont get something i asked....how do they align?????? how does the feelings coincide?????? and again she then trys to speak onhaving a community of believers which means instead of hearing what she was saying she wanted sobad to sound Holy because if you heard her she said its the believers who she have a problem with so how could they help her??? again,we LOVE TO SOUND HOLY!!!!!!!

[@gemenisam6701]

If you actually read the scriptures, this is actually the mark of a true believer. Most people would think that you shouldn’t feel like this with serving the Lord those are usually the people who believe in a cookie cutter gospel that comes with no pain or disappointment.

[@damanellenewton653]

Listening to this it just hit me as Christian’s we suffer more because once we go to heaven there will be no more pain and suffering. But as long as they are serving the enemy they are not suffering but once the end comes and the place they are going to will be endless suffering. So yes I rather suffer now knowing that I will be in the presence of the Lord our God. Everything she said I’ve felt that.

[@bebehailice3805]

@@damanellenewton653 very well put!! I agree 100%

[@GodMadeV.L.A.D]

Its a hard walk to be a follower of Christ.

[@joymosley8997]

James is preaching. Really ministered to me, given what I'm experiencing in my life right now. Thank you!

[@AlwaysLime]

I relate to her struggle. The reality of suffering and the questions that come from that. My pastor said something today in his sermon. He said he was suffering through some things presently, and he thinks God is allowing him to suffer so he won’t be a pastor who gives cliches to people who are suffering, but he will actually understand the people and be able to connect with them in their suffering. He chooses to believe God is allowing it for His glory😭, and to find contentment and joy in that belief. I believe Lord; help my unbelief😭😭😭.

[@bh1251]

So glad James is always on when I tune in. The Lord uses him mightily to add so much to the show. And I like the authencity that Jeramiah (sp) brings and keeps it real.

[@NiyaLatrice]

I know, right?!

[@WilliamsPinch]

The anointing is definitely on him and he seems to steward his gift well.

[@LexLuther-x8n]

Wow. This is the most real podcast I have heard ever , A group of godly men come together to discuss the REAL struggles that us Christians face in our walks with Jesus. And they were honest too! No sugarcoating just being transparent and very detailed too , thank you this message was good

[@Jewelzbabiii]

This ministered to me deep . Was having a similar convo with my sis last night . More on the topic of knowing my place with the Lord , if I'm enough , if I'm doing enough . Etc . I just know that no matter what , I can't go back . Who else , but God ?? I gotta keep going . We gotta keep going .

[@greatfuliam412]

We keep talking about trusting God, believing God, having faith, which is true, but we make it sound like it's something that we can just automatically do and we can not. We need the power of the spirit of God that dwells in us to help us in order to be able to do any of these things. I get to the point sometimes when I want to let go of myself and just give up. These great people in the Bible. I can't be them. I want to be, but if God doesn't move, I have no hope I have no chance.

[@Rubonios1]

This is exactly where we need be…Realizing that without Him we have no chance. It is he who works in us both to will and do of his good pleasure Philippians 2:13. Truthfully we rely fully on Him and its wisdom to realize this.

[@SPIRITUAL_DIVINE1]

@@greatfuliam412 Amen 🙏🏽

[@cdavis5303]

If believers would openly share things like this, it exposes the enemy and allows the bretheren to pray for her and lift her up..lets keep this transparency up! It will only help if we encourage each other in the Lord

[@enpafe]

Her whole take was real. I've felt this too, fr somedays idk what im doing in this walk. There is a space to come as we are with Dad (God), we're just wired to think it's not like that. I know He does things sometimes that make no sense, but everything He does is for our good. We just have to hold on to Him a little longer. Im praying for her.

[@lindajackson2059]

This young lady is saved she acknowledged that GOD is in control and HE who is keeping her through her frustration. Being a believer is hard people hate on you. It’s real so understand I pray 🙏🏾 for her because I can relate

[@Jontu96]

I’ve been here before I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND HER!!!

[@wilbertporter6704]

The place I see this sister in is a beautiful place. She's spot on honest. She understands that she's in it forever, she is expressing just what Seantana said. She doesn't like not being able to see the entrance to the exit if I may put it that way.

[@ObsidianAzul-d9m]

Currently in this position. Last 9 months have made me want to just Not be apart of this whole walk. & Not do this anymore (& I’m still fighting)

[@daniellefunderburg9277]

The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.

[@udabomb7773]

That’s the calling of a Christian. Jesus Himself said if they hate you know that they hated me first. This modern day church doesn’t know who Jesus is especially in America. We have people claiming to know Christ yet persecuting their own just as the pharisees did. My encouragement is to keep going, speak these things to God and allow Him to recharge you as you rest in Him. Yes, it’s hard living for Jesus but it’s so much more worth it than living without Him.

[@simbalesliechoto8663]

I can relate because its where im at right now. Im conflicted and feels like im at a crossroad

[@pamelafusilier2062]

My heart goes out to her, it hurts to love people who hurt you, it hurts to see injustices, this is the Joshua generation. This generation has to see results. Look at the preachers that are falling and agreeing with the world, pastors believing in ssm, abortion everything against God and she's heartbroken 💔 she's walking a walk that's not easy. I hope she finds true like minded people to be on one accord. Coming from not seeing anything wrong in the church and you think these people are perfect. Then you see the flaws, you see the preacher with a member cheating on his wife, you see some foul things in the world too it's hard.... she needs to sit in silence and pray and ask God to show her and I'm going to lift her up in prayer that she finds her purpose. I see her helping the younger generation to turn them to Christ....🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@gs68f86]

If I paint one of Pablo Picasso paintings and screw it up, we never say it's his fault. It's my fault for screwing it up. It's only the Church that gets this

[@TRACKMAJORS]

I really wanna be on this show man.. these topics are SOOOO DOPE!!! Please open up some of these discussions to fans or opportunity for fans to jump on..🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

[@nadiaforbes1980]

Let’s pray for her. She’s been through and it’s ok. The Lord understands and he is will to give you the energy and endurance that is need to finish and fight. May she be restored Much love ❤

[@theonenorealer9367]

Boy, if this ain’t one of the best videos you guys have ever posted because you all are preaching I definitely can relate to this young lady was definitely there in my 20s probably visited there again in my 30s and all I can say is you are speaking truth and it’s good to hear and see Also being able to relate to someone doesn’t mean it’s the exact same just like you guys said it’s being able to understand that position that they’re in and I also just have to say it is not surprising but a little interesting that so many people who claim to be strong people of faith Can’t be understanding and empathetic for people who are going through a season or time that is very much in line with the greatest people in the Bible. It honestly is very sad too many leaders in the church are ill equipped to even handle situations like this, which of course means many adults in their homes or ill-equip to handle when their children, are in those seasons yet you have people actually not having grace and understanding toward people like this young lady in the video

[@raneanubis]

first time i've come across this channel, love the format. lots of wisdom in this room. hold this sub.

[@kaikai5383]

It is prophesied that there will be a falling away, and we are there. Prayers are going up for her and all people who might feel this way

[@sharonwyatt1808]

My Prayers are with her. The walk is not easy, We have to die Daily, and yes we have to Forgive those who hurt us or others, Didn't God Forgive us? She does understand the word of God and this is why she's crying out for Help. Let us keep her lifted up in Prayer

[@-amosc.presley-7192]

She sounds like herself is afraid in a Good Kind of Way! And I still believe that she have The Fear of God running through her veins right now.

[@WilliamsPinch]

Exactly

[@nyecore]

What she is going through is normal. I’ve been there. I pray she has a breakthrough soon and learns to have boundaries with unhealthy people. My prayer is that she leans into God more

[@Mr_be_yoself]

I was just on her live the other day she's doing a lot better now by God's grace

[@sonyablessed]

We are in a fallen world. Free will doesn't just mean the good but the bad too. These things fall on the just, as well as the unjust. But we have Jesus to help us through it, when we put our trust in him🙏🏾

[@daniellefunderburg9277]

Yes, the ancient days were no joke. Thank you, Yah, for your grace and mercy.

[@westleyjohnson1530]

This is good one of the best videos I've ever watched. This is what we have to come to understand in our walk. It's not about us but about the Glory of God.

[@DerrickDarden-q5d]

Its okay to question, what not okay is not receiving an answer

[@sonyablessed]

great episode 💗 great commentary 💖

[@Citizenesse8]

I really appreciate her bold clear admissions. Having known the Lord since I was 6 years old, having grown up cogic, having grown up with my grandfather as the pastor of the church I grew up in and my father as an associate minister in that same church, I have experienced this and asked myself pretty much the same questions before. No having said that, there is nothing that would make me give up my salvation in Christ but the struggle is real and the questions always come. I don't think anybody should castigate her or question her salvation because of what she shared. I think this is the time to reach out and just be with her in the body of Christ.

[@KevinJohnson-kv7xg]

Fellow Christians, keep going and keep the faith. It’s not a walk in the park being a Christian. It’s a life of sacrifice. But there is joy once you overcome and remember you can only overcome by following the Holy Spirit. Shalom

[@SonofGod1980]

This is a great healthy discussion 👍.

[@daniellefunderburg9277]

Yes, it was good to put it out.

[@saroncox4706]

I LOVE her sincerity!! I know how she feels. Often times what God asks of us feels so inconvenient and even impossible. Turning the other cheek is hard! Loving our enemies is hard. Going through times of lean is hard! But oh the LOVE of God!

[@amenajackson8133]

There is nowhere to go that is better than a life in Christ.

[@themasterspiece5669]

I appreciate this

[@lisajones7892]

I’m glad she is wrestling it out. I’m thankful for her honesty. I question the public nature of the struggle. Personally, every time I have gone through a crisis of faith, I have been careful not to broadcast it to any and everyone, because I did not want to be responsible for leading a weaker less equipped person down a path of doubt and faithlessness. God has always been faithful to restore me, as I seek Him out, talk to trusted mature believers, and openly confess my feelings to The Father. Feelings come and feelings go. They are no place to build anything on, or lead anyone to.

[@sietesavone]

@@lisajones7892 I love this comment.

[@lisajones7892]

@@sietesavone thank you! How encouraging❤️

[@kyhines1060]

I found this podcast today and I thank God! I’ve been wanting to listen to real men talk about God. Not the other worldly stuff going on. God Bless

[@clintwalker3514]

Love this Pod cast

[@MsGlo429]

I get it. I understand her. It’s tiring suffering everyday on this earth. I suffered so much as well and I would be like, “Why would God want me to forgive those who hurt me?” But don’t forget that Jesus suffered all His life from the moment He was born to His death because the moment He was born, He was immediately on Herod’s hit list. And He had to suffer so much before He died as well, but He still had a loving heart to forgive His persecutors and the people who put Him on the cross. I pray that she will still seek and love Him.

[@ItsKashJ]

Yea ive done this before. I doubted even though i was in church my whole life but God wouldn't allow me to stray too far.

[@kaikai5383]

I shouldn't say a rude awakening, but an awesome experience when God pours out His spirit on all.

[@phillymamba2791]

Love this commentary. I’m praying for the sister. I’m sure we all can relate to what she is saying and felt the way she has felt. But she can’t give up Bible says that those who live Godly will suffer persecution. But also God said HE WILL NEVER LEAVE US NOR FORESAKE US. Could you fellas do a segment on the two ladies who said they don’t want a Godly man. Definitely wanna hear you guys take on it

[@whatdoinamethischannel9749]

Its hard to conform to God's morals when the world has only taught you how to hate and act on how you feel in ways that would disappoint the lord

[@tamaraferguson9753]

I believe it is important for us to seek wise, Godly counsel in our weak moments. I have learned to limit my contact in those moments. Letting too many people in during these parts of my journey was never helpful. It gave too much room for the enemy to creep in with his subtle voice. I don’t think social media is safe for working out our salvation. Love you all🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@mssmith8213]

Much respect, she helped me as a believer in Christ Jesus. Brother in the red shirt (sorry I don’t know your name)…TrackStraz is broadcast on a social media platform and no matter how much you all try not to offend or say the wrong thing it happens. Ultimately God can and will use what He needs to use, there is no fear in God. If I were not who I was, I would perceive your comments as judgmental of her…However, I was you at one point so God is showing me how that made others feel. Ultimately, I loved the panel understood and chose to pray for her. Blessings 🙏🏽

[@YamiyugiXenith]

Every Christian feels like this at some point. I know I did. Being a Christian isn't easy its very hard.

[@soulanstreets222]

I'm trying to figure out how she thinks not being a believer anymore will somehow...stop the suffering?

[@JCoLo-yb3gd]

It’s ok to have an Ecclesiastical season of life. The whole book of Ecclesiastes’s is what’s the point of everything? The same things happen over and over again and it’s pointless like chasing the wind. I can understand her sentiments. Sometimes life can be exhausting and so can people. She’s just has to hold on and keep pushing. I think it’s normal to go through this. It’s a phase and it’s ok to have questions and concerns.

[@Lesomer]

The weariness is real!

[@mozzyl88]

That was the realest thing i've heard anyone say " i dont like suffering" i tell folks all the time Lord Jesus suffered, now how much more do you think you're going to suffer! well you are going to suffer and Lord Jesus promised to be their through it all. i'd rather be going through it with Lord Jesus, than without ANY day of the week

[@yahwehisontheway5094]

I've been where she is where I was hurt, and I had a candid conversation with the Lord as I always do, and I kept it real with him. I'm like "why do I have to keep forgiving this person who I felt keeps hurting me"? He reminded me that he forgives me when when I've sinned and wronged someone else. I'm reminded of the scripture when Peter asked Jesus how many times must he forgive his brother, and Jesus replied seventy times seven. Being a disciple of Jesus isn't for the weak and it's gonna cost you, dying to yourself/the flesh/the sinful nature. Although Jesus was without sin, be still suffered, was betrayed, and crucified until death so that we wouldn't have an excuse as to why we couldn't walk this walk. I'll admit, this walk is not for the faint, but if you have any type of grit and fight in you, you can make it with the help of the Holy Spirit. I'll never allow people hurt or offense from other people to make me turn away from God. You have to make a choice to stand for something whether it be for Christ or anything else.😔

[@kaz-vt6xn]

I went through this and I actually walked away from the Lord, despite the fact that I had the most intimate, insane connection to and relationship with Jesus. He was closer than my skin. Three and a half years later, I am finding my way back to Him. It's only once you turn your back that you realise that true peace, satisfaction, fulfilment, and LOVE can only come from Abba Father. Praying for this beautiful lady

[@daniellefunderburg9277]

He's enough for me. HalleluYah. Yet the walk can still be tough at times.

[@beatforjesusbykellym2104]

I can relate to this heavy! However, I love God soooo much that I want to be like him and I want to make heaven. All I ask for is more love in my heart even when I’m running out! I completely understand and your heard! I pray that God continues to work on us! It’s hard and people don’t know how to be real. I seen this video and had the same reaction I didn’t judge, I empathized.

[@gracegraceful2558]

She will fine her way.. I was baptise in my teens and fall out however I’m seeking him with all my heart , cried and plié to Jesus for help to find my love.. I won’t let anyone stop me from loving him

[@SeekGodsWord-n3g]

I understand her, I was feeling like this for a bit last year, struggling with financial issues, the anxiety and stress. I used to be VERY depressed about the wickedness in the world, the coldness of man. But I held strong to faith in Jesus, God came through for me. What helps me is ALWAYS referring in my mind to James 1:2,3, praise the Lord.

[@debblouin]

She is being honest. And raw. And not sharing a deconversion.

[@Tiger12098b]

i pray for her!

[@nikkiwilds6598]

Lord give her Your Joy so she can be strengthened!!

[@PrayingMoth]

It’s a part of the journey. It says these very tribulations are what lead to hope. It will build your character

[@lesleyjohnson3876]

I listened to the medical science on what Jesus would’ve experienced being crucified by the Romans, being torn front and back all the way to bone , bleeding through his pores, holding himself up on nails and this knowledge humbles me to tears.

[@clintwalker3514]

Absolutely, this is not easy. But by his grace… GOD is able to keep you from Falling.

[@Mr.MI7]

God loves you no matter what

[@sonyablessed]

Agree with y'all 100%

[@TeeleyT]

Jesus Christ loves you all❤

[@donoz2529]

This is called “a form of godliness”

[@Annoitedpastorlewiswalkin]

Praise Yahusha amen. She need more revelation from Yahuah. Reading scriptures following Yah. Realizing we are the true Israelites of the Bible. Realizing we need to follow YAH and let the spirit move with her. Pray fast halleluYAH the peace of YAH is worth more then the pain of the world Halleuayah amen

[@rachellewilliams6258]

Great Discussion-Yet though He Slay Me ✝️ If We Suffer with Him We shall Reign with Him✝️ I’d rather suffer with Jesus Christ than Live without Him✝️❤️

[@gjones1zero]

She has a part 2 which she has a revelation

[@amokeakinnadeju2871]

Grace🎉🎉🎉 Sit back and let God.

[@asmrtastic]

I wanna be recognized and noticed for all my turmoil and lack of faith at times and still holding strong as I can to that faith and moving with the Lord, I want it to be noticed and for God to straight up tell me. I feel I’m condemned left and right my believers, strangers and family even with the smallest reactions of things. I ain’t sensitive, I’m just tired man. I wanna do good, and all this faith proves the Lord Jesus is alive. I could pick up a bong and let myself go again but I ain’t, I know the Lord I want him despite what I FEEL and THINK.

[@stephthenpstudent]

I love her honesty 😢

[@janetsimmons4469]

Lord restore the joy of her salvation❣️

[@sheenixmarie]

She just needs to continue working out her salvation. She’s at an interesting point in her walk and needs as much prayer and support as she can get.

[@santeeunfiltered6927]

I agree, thank you for your prayers!

[@UrBrudda123]

she doesn’t need to workout anything. salvation is a gift. you don’t work for it. that’s the works-based salvation doctrine and it’s false.

[@sheenixmarie]

@@UrBrudda123 “Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling,” ‭‭Philippians‬ ‭2‬:‭12‬ ‭ESV‬‬ … I never said she has to “work for it”. There’s a difference…

[@cheezits-jz6ey]

She’lll be backk. I stay out of church but baby, best believe I talk to Jesus everyday. Period

[@janeapollo1483]

Hope she finds a way back. God bless her.

[@Begrhe]

I feel her so much