Twiztid - Afraid Of Me

Official music video for Twiztid's track off of The Green Book release.

[@ShaoKahnsCousin]

It's crazy how nostalgic this era of twiztid and psychopathic is. We are old boys.

[@chrisjelley8896]

This song still holds a special spot in my soul

[@Flubbez]

Same bro same

[@renaadkins5408]

Ohh mine to

[@marcowilliams8222]

agreed

[@gabrielmullins4901]

Homies:Since when? Me:Birth

[@whatever85x]

same

[@user-ul1vp6zk1j]

I'm still listening to it in 2023 and will be playing it in 2024 too 😂😂

[@sickfukpatrol1983]

❤ same still banging in 2024 ❤

[@kordelldugi]

same bro, same

[@Zombies_on_Crack]

2057

[@SchindlersFist320]

Shit it is 2024 🤣

[@kollenhoward7250]

Saw it performed live 2 days ago. Shit was lit.

[@taylormac56]

"I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found,it was a vision of a child disturbed and broke down. No soul, no heart cuz I gave it away. No time for feeling sorry I'll grieve another day and all those tears are stored in storm clouds that hover above me, and cover the ugly. Continued to haunt me when I was feelin low,thats the same reason I hold on and never let go" - Honestly some of the realest shit I have EVER heard

[@AmericanaNinja]

feelin' this heavy today big mood fam

[@dankhill6851]

To me, this song sums up drug addiction.

[@wyattcole8277]

Still going hard

[@jamesedwardford589]

🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🙊🙊

[@davidmix5635]

I feel u 💯

[@kota8447]

Who’s here in 2024!?

[@funkypunky4207]

whoop whoop

[@williamhawkins231]

Whoop whoop!

[@kylehutchins3205]

I could listen to this song 24/7 & never get tired of it, My life has never been easy. I got physical disabilities which prevent me from doin' many things. People judge me & assume I'm mentally challeneged (which I'm NOT) & girls don't want shit to do with me b/c of my physical disabilities. This song helps me keep on fightin'.

[@jimmysingh9377]

whoop whoop homie fuck what they think live your life to tha fullest and keep your head up.

[@kylehutchins3205]

MCL, Ninja!!

[@benjaminrose3558]

Kyle you have homies around the world MMFWCL

[@kylehutchins3205]

Family!!

[@Soulryda98]

I feel ya bro and im standin with ya.

[@amandavanlue-caudill6513]

Who cares what ppl look like now or then, time changes us all. Twiztid is the shit always and forever ;)

[@repherdxh5616]

+Mandy Caudill Twiztid 4 life

[@mandyrotterdam5151]

Repher DXH hè mime name is mandy as Well and i love this music Greetz from rotterdan

[@jeffreyswiderski]

Amanda Caudill true that

[@ZomBree101]

4 years later and I can still confirm

[@TheIcpfan23]

Fuck side choosing Twiztid is still repping Juggalos by heart it's just matter of time for Twiztid and icp work things out

[@MHfrankiestein]

This song has helped me through all the bullshit in my life. I owe twiztid for helping me through it.

[@thybaker-ed9016]

Hell yeah you aint alone

[@BigBewtieHoles]

Jessie Dickerson actally da sad truth is twisted have batrayed da jugalos and da psycopatic famly

[@MHfrankiestein]

Hey bigbewtieholes go fuck yourself I don't care Twiztid is what I bumped when I needed it most. You don't know what being a juggalo is just because their not with a label anymore don't mean shit

[@BigBewtieHoles]

shit on u i am jugalo u are da won whose not jugalo becus the first rule of jugalo is dat u do not hate on famly

[@havokntk07]

Same here, whoop whoop

[@codyw2300]

One foot in front of the other, the sun will shine again. Stay strong

[@twiztidstoner66666]

2019 about over and I'm still bumping this from back in the day

[@roberttrembath3670]

Aj Bowen whoop whoop family

[@Hc-DirtyDan]

With you homie whoop whoop

[@itstalljeff1006]

We are here whoop whoop

[@jamesfarrel9887]

Whoop whoop!!!

[@ianalderson5133]

🤘

[@Not43Bats]

When I met these two, they were so humble and chill. Whatever they do, I'm gonna be down with it.

[@havokntk07]

I met them after a show in dallas outside in the alley signing autographs. Who does that? Twiztid does that becausr they care about their fans. They passed me a blunt too but I told them I can't, they already knew what was up. They knew I was on probation but they were really cool about it.

[@Not43Bats]

They really are some of the chillest people I have ever met. Exactly how I thought they would be. Thank god for small miracles right

[@BigBewtieHoles]

even if they batray da wiked clownz and deside to bacome qeer? THEY ARE GAY

[@kittenking2611]

@@BigBewtieHoles not as gay as you

[@michaelreddin4658]

This song unlocked a whole lifetime of memories a decade later

[@thatbobusguy]

My first tatt was 15 years ago on my leg. 'Twiztid' in mostastless writing. Stopped following long ago, but I reminisce every now and again and I find myself here on KZbin, listening to music from my past. And I immediately am reminded why I decided to carry that mark for life.

[@Sarahhuff0704]

the jugglos and juggalettes aren't the same as they were in our time. but I agree. I have to come back now and then

[@jonnaybennatabi8771]

I agree fully with you both

[@bloodlove93]

@@Sarahhuff0704 at least we all got our memories. The best and crazy times. Maybe nothing will ever be the same but we can cherish what was.

[@ECWdxGyrl]

Same. I'm 38 and haven't listened to them regularly in probably like ten years but I'll always be a juggalette ❤

[@E.R.I.316]

I always give the new stuff one listen but 99% of it doesnt click with me like all the original stuff did.I have my playlist on amazon music and it usually stops with abominationz. but as many have said still nice to remember the good times.

[@blakemosses513]

Makes me cry Everytime this holds some important emotions to me thank u Twiztid for everything

[@v-vettavetta]

I still get chills-- this song takes me back

[@LurKiiNGaming]

[@7Lace77]

Ikr, i come back to this music every now n then n it always takes me back. Same with Pissin Razorbladez (Angerfist) album, and teh first Art of Fighters album (S/T, with MeccanoTwins).

[@leroyjinkins]

Always! MCL

[@arkensyst1911]

15 years later and this still expresses how i feel better than i can.

[@tom_stephen]

Whoop whoop! Young juggalo here, but I loved it from first sight. So nice to get into your family, brothers and sisters.

[@slaughtertheweak123]

just don't fall into the fake. fuck the ones that measure how down you are by how much hatchetgear you have or pressure you into learning the prayer/pledge. it's not a competition.

[@tom_stephen]

Wiley Mouth Dude, I'm not that type of man. I just love music and juggalo scene seems to be most close to my heart from hip-hop scene. So I wanted to say "hello" to all fellow men who like this as I do. :)

[@emylymcfarland196]

whoop whoop stay down with the clown brother.

[@paulsecrest9427]

Tom Stephen welcome brother ninja.

[@smokethis2285]

keep it wicked ninja whoop whoop mmfcl

[@network323]

Damn old school! I miss the old days when there was still Juggalos. Cali Juggalo here. Where are my Juggalos from around the world at?

[@nophoto6875]

I'ma year late but MCL! Whoop Whoop from the eastside in MD!

[@same_shit_different_daybru6775]

Girl I liked back in highschool listened to this song for the first time and loved it. She died from a drunk driver a long time ago but every time I hear this song or see it on the recommendations on KZbin I think about her. Life's wild. Dont drink and drive, kids

[@michaelmcgraw1719]

As long as you remember her, she's never really gone. Stay strong.

[@beyondthegrave4663]

Still playing 2024 🎉

[@E.v.eryone]

Dead n still kickn it

[@danielparsons3995]

After years of not hearing this song I only relate to it more and more, definitely remember some old times with this..

[@tytheprofessional1567]

Monoxide child is very underrated for his lyricism . He is very abstract. If it was a list of best white MCs he's top 3 and top 100 MCs he is definitely top 10. It's a shame he's not recognize outside of his juggalo culture for twiztid music. There one of the dopest rap groups ever!!

[@renajoanieadkins7892]

My best friend name is monoxide child mine was Maddox \ bubbles

[@jamestena9950]

Whoop! Whoooop!! Rip to our juggalo brother Sly. This was his favorite song 85-23 juggalos never forget family cuz that's who we all are!

[@melissamooney4861]

A friend played this song for me at just the right time in life. I was in a dark place when this song was !st played for me. Thanks twiztid!

[@fenrirstormcaller6947]

In 2022 this still hits home....I guess some things haven't changed

[@6.4l13]

its been almost 12 years since ive heard this and i still remember nearly every word, one of the best songs made by twiztid

[@zuggalotusthywykyd3251]

First time I heard this song upon release it was an instant love. This 1 song got me through one of the worst periods of my life. Listened on repeat.

[@crashleyspangler3932]

Still playing this song in 2023

[@odinwest4224]

2023 still bumping this!!!!!!

[@Jack-bm2rf]

This song has gotten me through some hard times woop woop

[@aerayna]

This song saved my life

[@ellieravensong4627]

2016 and still down with the clown....

[@Bloodflow13]

whoop whoop!

[@TwoRoaches]

........ You sure your old enough to still be down with the clown? You look like the 6th card was dropped before you did. lol Na JK Fam. it's all in love. always glad to see the new juggalos on the threads.

[@krokrow8670]

hell yee dawg

[@nemnock1583]

ti'll the grave brother.WHOOP WHOOP ninja.

[@damiontrumphour9900]

james Lemay yeah dog I'm still down wit the clown to

[@jamesonjeffery4069]

I'm not even a Juggalo, but I got mad respect for Psychopathic Records, I own 18 ICP albums, two ICP shirts, and and ICP hat. And I own an album by Twiztid. I don't understand the hate Psychopathic gets. Props to The Family

[@aerayna]

Psychotic. Not psychopathic. There's a HUGE difference. Anyone can have psychosis. Psychopaths are grossly misunderstood. You aren't just looking at someone dealing with psychosis. You are looking at someone with extremely little to no empathy. Dexter was cute but not anywhere near the truth of a psychopath. They don't feel like we do. They are in the group of narcissicts. It goes narcissict, sociopath and psychopath. All are narcissicts but not all narcissicts are sociopathic or psychopathic. Narcissicts are typically very cruel, especially the more advanced ones. It's not a psychotic break. Actually, that's what usually happens to their victims, their spouses (main supply) or secret partners (secondary supply) and children.

[@jamesonjeffery4069]

@@aerayna damn that crazy. who asked tho?

[@secularargument9012]

@@jamesonjeffery4069 yea. Kinda left field. Like faaaarrrr left.

[@bruceproductions17]

@Jameson Jeffrey I completely agree!

[@MybodyJetBlackschoice]

@@aerayna I think they're talking about Psychopathic Records 😭😭😭

[@kevinrhinehart270]

Still bumping this in 2023

[@MackaroniToni]

This song is proof that Monoxide is one of the best rappers that's highly underrated and was held back for most of his career. Shame

[@Bloodflow13]

to many fucking haters kept them back. fuck em all. whoop whoop!

[@nikkikeeton3493]

Bloodflow13

[@skylerrauch9920]

Are you saying maddrox is a drag?

[@MackaroniToni]

Skyler Rauch No, I just prefer Monoxide.

[@bayerhead]

this is the way I have always viewed Twiztid. they are a group that cannot prosper without the other. Monoxide is is more gifted with multi-syllable rhymes and punch lines so he carries most of the rapping, while Madrox is hit or miss with rhymes, however he has a wider vocabulary with his raps and can also sing which gives the group more of an edge. they are perfect for each other and cannot exist as 1.

[@havokntk07]

"If you don't know me by now you'll never know me, you can put that on my real homies" ~madrox Dayum that gives me goosebumps all the time. Twiztid are lyrical geniuses. In some way I'm glad they left psychopatic becausr they were always under ICP. I love both groups equally. They shouldn't be one on top of the other. Whoop whoop

[@havokntk07]

***** thank you :)

[@havokntk07]

+Derpy Hooves you're awesome :D

[@skforever0]

That wasn't really a very good line, what are you going on about?

[@havokntk07]

It's pretty much them using that old saying " if you don't get it by now, you will never get it". They just put their own spin to it. So pretty much if you don't get it by now, you will never get it .

[@deborahdocrim1451]

Havok Sosa that's what got me saying I put that on my real ! They're so down ! 😉😉

[@kunu98]

It’s been a decade since I first heard it. Kept me goin thru high school. Somehow time flew and it’s 2020. Song still has a place in my heart and an instant nostalgic trip

[@synistis6972]

who here now?

[@Dissoboi_Brayden]

Me, tryna stay sober. I’m off my adhd meds, barely take gabbles, and more times than not avoid alcohol.

[@ryancarr1721]

11:01 pm. June 6th. 2020. Song is still a banger!

[@georgepileggi7647]

Paul and Jamie, met ya guys plenty of times over the years. Been down since Season of the Pumpkin with HOK. Im glad to see that the 2 of ya are still puttin it down, for us...thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

[@reckless204]

the music video reminds me of a music video from the 90s but the song really hits home, thanks for twiztid making music like this

[@joshmorris9825]

Um

[@BigBewtieHoles]

you are a gay man! shit on u for reping twisted! they batrayed da wiked clownz! if u a true jugalo u wil not rep twisted.

[@michaelmoore470]

I love this song. About a year ago I was trying to commit suicide cause of how people treated me for my multiple personality disorder. I went to a mental institute for it and got it under control but people are still afraid of me. Then a guy pointed me to this song and it hit home so hard. Thank to the fam I'm strong again. Whoop whoop.

[@pollutedmindmusic]

Whoop Whoop Fam

[@michaelmoore470]

whoop whoop

[@adamcarver7116]

Michael Moore WHOOP WHOOP ninja

[@dustinhoover6539]

MCL fam

[@amylettexc2098]

Adam Carver *Whoop Whoop!*

[@bayerhead]

This video deserves a make over when the album turns 20 years old. If this song would have hit radios and mtv it would have blown up everywhere.

[@liljay9401]

Still listening in 2021? Twiztid is so underrated better than 95% of mainstream bands out today

[@whyhellotherestranger]

Awesome. Reminds me of when Twiztid did hip hop and wasnt a dated rap/rock throwback

[@mookiedt]

It's been a few years since I last listen to Twiztid. But this song has always my favorite of all time. After listening to this song again, the tears came. I've always been an Outsider and it hurts, but I've slowly come to terms with it. I don't want to ever be a part of anything anymore. Now I just want peace and solitude.

[@tylerefrazier1073]

I was an outsider too til I found a home with my Lette and we r happy together and going strong don't fear anything as we stand together

[@MegaAirbrush1]

Only old skool first era juggalos can understand this twiztid!!! Dam i miss the days they were down and cool with icp! They were all good friends at this point..

[@johnnysix7137]

This song has been the most relatable song I've ever had in my entire life. I've always loved twiztid. Unfortunately I've only actually gotten to see them once. Some people would say I'm not a real fan because of that but I can count the amount of concerts I've been able to afford to go to in my whole life on one hand. Thank you monoxide child and Jamie Maddox. Sincerely Johnny Six aka John Doe

[@mathewostovich3017]

A "fan" and a Juggalo are two entirely different types of people.

[@CoinsAndCapsaicin]

God damn this always just feels like the lyrics are pouring out of me. It hits deep. Always goosebumps

[@lamarcarlisle9007]

I remember when i bought this album the green book I'll never forget it and I'm black these guys went hard💯✔💪

[@stephaniebetcher4774]

Lamar Carlisle Dude, No BS. THESE MOFOS KNOW RAP.

[@ameliapetermann3917]

This song is perfect. Twisted, make your own way. I believe in you.

[@imthepowerer5000]

Honorable mention on the green book special we're still here💪🃏🌪️

[@airbearbabiii]

This song hits hard

[@leroyjinkins]

Bet

[@dustyburch1516]

This helps me get through some tough spots that I've been facing lately almost 13 years after this song was released i know the world around me is afraid of me afraid to be me thank you twiztid

[@Cryptic18]

You still playing this song in 2023

[@austinclark6700]

Man I remember listening to this on my Mp3 player in 6th grade.... I'm 25 now. This song will always be one of my favorites 💕

[@user-kq7hw1jy2f]

Who’s all here 2023

[@gracetanner2243]

2024

[@Arkadies85]

Still such a dope banger, all these years later.

[@Official-Deformograhy-MM]

To become the maniac that has your attention today. This song hits so hard with my life. Thank u Twiztid for the gifts your music gives me everyday! Keepin it wicked from AR

[@hektikt9x22]

This is not only one of Twiztid's best songs but it's one of the best songs ever created. Thank you guys for bringing it to life.

[@Sikmind520]

True

[@warrenelder5744]

Does anyone still believe that this is one of the best songs ever. I do.

[@Sikmind520]

Yup

[@desacrificial_lamb934]

Growing up with Psychopathic Records artists since I was in Kindergarten back in 2003, I'm certain that the happenings in which occurred within the record labels and Violent Jay's current condition, I lived the best life listening to these ninjas through my adolescence and growth with harsh realities that I've survived.

[@lyniseluna7926]

You still bang this song in 2023.

[@travishopper5133]

They really nailed this song. It's totally stood the test time.

[@akj2771]

it just gets better dont it

[@VirALPrody]

2023 still jamming it

[@network323]

Me too homie 2024. Family for life

[@DtotheAtotheVID]

Overtime, This has become one of my absolute favorite Twiztid songs.

[@markkaupanger5432]

Yes hallelujah thank goodness for twitzid Michael ❤Halloween jehovah god

[@ericcampbell5049]

I am grateful for this song I love this song for the lyrics and what it means to me spiritually

[@TCGpulls]

This song hits me hard

[@undesirable2560]

Greatest Twiztid joint ever!!!

[@levibush2131]

This song still gets me through every hardtime I have. The hatchet used to be about something and it was ruined when everyone started leaving over drugs and money.. smh.. I'm 38 and still juggalo til I die but I'd luv to see shaggy find new talent for the label

[@twiztidsplifff6964]

man legit this is the song that made me down with twiztid and dwtc in general it speaks to me in every possible way,best twiztid song hands down.

[@weinc.708]

You still playing this song in 2020

[@demonkxngstevie972]

And beyond💯💯

[@ddray1992]

Keep the eternal pilot light lit my g

[@BigBewtieHoles]

if u stil playing dis song in 2020 u are an idiot who has batrayed psychopatic famly! GAY LORD!

[@weinc.708]

I never betrayed any one. Fake ninja

[@weinc.708]

@@BigBewtieHoles just a jufalow

[@shanehutchinson6350]

2022, it still brings tears to my eyes... This song was the atmospheric sounds acting as the soundtrack of my life as I walked the razor-thin line between giving into demons that would have taken my life and abandoning everything to seek a life worth living. I hit a wall of impending doom mixed with anxious desperation for change and just ran for it... I saved my life back then. 2004. I was this 🤏 close to losing it all. Twiztid and ICP were there. Always will be. •MJFL•

[@fuxbox]

Same. I remember being out on day release. Got a pack of Newport and this album. What a mindfuck we still here different lives

[@guiseppicasatelli3601]

2023 and this still hits home. 😢

[@anwarc357yahoocom]

much love to these dudes... they are hard real and damn real... keep moving forward... these songs i feel the same way as them.. even though im much older i relate to them breakdown, deep down especially this one as well ... its hard and real

[@gravedancer96]

This song hits on a personal level. Killer shit, right here.

[@stormieleia]

I still remember back before they were starting out when they were struggling to make a name from themselves... love you guys

[@johnmoon5636]

I dedicate this song to those who feel lost, we are not lost, but we are misunderstood

[@ThisIsTheDon]

Whoop whoop juggalos baby I always stand for the family

[@joshstephens1298]

This song means so much to me . Twiztid layed out my thoughts exactly on this track . Thx Monox & Madrox for makin this song and takin thetime to have the video made . MMFWCL

[@peterbetts6689]

When you listen to this song gives you the strength to move on from the crap you going through in life these guys know how to tell it straight 👍👍👍

[@peterbetts6689]

As they say people don't like it when you are moving forward so they tried to cause as much drama in your life listen to this and it will help you get where you want to get as I've realised

[@peterbetts6689]

That is very weird I was born in 1995

[@Valtiel1605]

I got The Green Book the day it came out, I was 13 then and this song hit me right in the heart. I'm 24 now and every time I listen to this song it still hits me right in the feels just as hard as ever.

[@nathanpreziosi2132]

Over 2 million views, AMEN!

[@chokeonmyypiss]

Amen Sucka' (reference)

[@Ifitallfails]

I am my own worst enemy I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, I don't pretend to be And why I am the way I am is not a mystery My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy Deranged, confused and mentally abused Life's been hanging on a string so what the fuck I got to lose? And what the fuck I got to prove to you? If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me You can put that on my real homies I got problems and they stack like bills And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed And I waited in the shadows, awake in the dark Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart I'm such a mess and decisive, I'm fading away I'm out of touch with society and living today Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away To become the maniac that's got your attention today

[@deborahdocrim1451]

Ifitallfails Right on , I wasn't sure of some of the words , so thanks homie

[@spookyscissorhands7890]

Always top 3 favorite songs and videos of all time. Nobody can replace Twiztid in my book.

[@jairsandoval4862]

This song will forever have a special in my heart r.I.p rocco

[@hoodie.boioliver3483]

Hell yeah !!!! Twiztid is the shit!!! Love u guys !!! Keep.rollin !!!!

[@blackops3zombiemanbozz]

who else with me in 2022 bumpin this like it just got released

[@tkwhitaker333]

met twiztid on several different occasions and saw em live they put on the best live show you will ever see the energy is insane much family love ninjas

[@TheBigRonnieG1]

This song always makes me feel better thank you twiztid

[@chassidymartin6544]

wow so cool makes me remember of my brother that's in heaven :o

[@cmoore1369]

This song is what made me realize Twiztid is on ICP's level.

[@machete18]

Twiztid isn't in ICP's level. They're above / better.

[@daniellesmith224]

+xMacHetEx Twiztid is better lyrically FOR SURE. have always been.

[@Stankyj2010]

whoop whoop to that shit homie

[@BenDover-jl1iv]

+Danielle Smith yep i agree lyrically

[@craigstrachan]

actually I gotta say that lyrically Twiztid is better.no disrespect to ICP.been a fan for 2 decades but lyric wise Twiztid 's on point.

[@anitasmith7918]

Still One Of My Favorite Songs!! Whoop!! Whoop!! Much Love And Respect!!💚💜

[@mrkillanewb9453]

Best song ever written!!!! If anyone ever ask why i call my self a juggalo i show them this and its all cuz these two understand it so well and put it music like no one else can im sure theres more then a few million of us that would be dead right now if it wasnt for these to cuz even though where all a bit insane where the biggest heart people ive ever meet

[@eddieinscore282]

This song hits me ever word is exactly how i fill

[@raptorde]

This Song Literally Saved My Life #juggaloforlife #MMFWCL #whoopwhoop

[@Sikmind520]

💯

[@jovanromo2481]

This song hits home

[@oceansoulwish85]

This song brings back memories