$UICIDEBOY$ - The Number You Have Dialed Is Not in Service (Lyric Video)

Official Lyric Video for “The Number You Have Dialed Is Not in Service” by $uicideboy$
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[VERSE I: Raindrop Walka]
i'm falling apart
you mighta thought i was playing a part in the art i've created but most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happening
i keep on damaging myself
tryna fill the void with all this water round my neck
i'm bout to drip until i drown
all these drugs up in my nose
i taste the drip that shit's so sour
all these cars that i bought either don't start or they got impounded
pursued the american dream
the nightmare's what i doubted
catch a flight to london or i'll catch a flight to lyon
show my face in public
show another one at home
see my name on the marquee
letters falling down
littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
as soon as i reached cloud 9 it started storming
heavy thunderstorms in every city that i'm touring
life ain't like a rap video
that's just a warning
hoping to see the sun when i wake up in the morning
[VERSE II: Hearse Boy]
all this misery, misery, misery
fuck
look at my history
no mystery where I might end up
just shut up
don’t wanna hear it
it’s my decision
may be my last words so just please listen
so long
it’s been torture being here
so gone
getting high been how I cope with fear
same song
and I’m sick of singing it
let me move on
it’s for my benefit but come one come all to my down fall
bear witness to everything that I can’t solve
my therapist made me promise before I end it all
that her phone would be the one I choose to call crying asking
is it really worth it?
what's beneath the surface or behind the curtain
really don’t think I wanna take this any further
made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone it said..
[OUTRO: Raindrop Walka & Hearse Boy]
when life gets hard keep on marching on
even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car
keep on marching on
#LongTermEffectsOfSUFFERING #GreyDay #G59Records

[@Nexxxzz]

"Show my face in public, show another one at home." God damn ruby. The feels man.

[@bezly8867]

This is so relatable

[@_xddxda2627]

@@bezly8867 TRUE

[@triciavasquez6374]

Oh I heard it felt it too.

[@ProdigalSisyphus]

I can’t like this bc it has 777 likes

[@legs3061]

@@ProdigalSisyphus feel that no one better like dis shit

[@BAMS]

when life gets hard keep on marching on, keep on marching on even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car keep on marching on, keep on marching on

[@Apple-gq2lh]

Bams wtf go hit trickshots

[@javinx]

@@Apple-gq2lh 😂😂

[@nonosnow3566]

Bam you have good taste ma man ily

[@kalebtowne]

Deff some heavy metal type shiit

[@waylonjr5602]

yooooooooooo bams wasup

[@DjVylex]

idk if u guys ever read. but if u do. you matter

[@synthetic3668]

so do you.

[@gustavoxrodrigues]

Scrim never lies to us he tweeted saying this album is different, still true to $B anyway they never disappoint. KEEP ON MARCHIN' ON ❤️🇧🇷

[@filhodocbum2261]

fala português porrakkkkkk

[@KamikazeOTF-TV]

Yes

[@Ocorni66]

@@filhodocbum2261 KAKAKA deixa o cara

[@RenanFTP_]

esse album é o perfeito equilibrio entre o $uicideboy$ antigo e o novo, projeto sensacional pprt

[@rikelmealvesaraujo1182]

Traduz aí man

[@patrikoreb6722]

Man you can really follow the $uicideboy$ story through their albums, their themes went from very dark as in rapping about depression, drug use, and suicide, and now that they've become sober and happier you can really see it reflecting in their music, such a unique group love it

[@yungshinobi8162]

Idk about the happier part but I 110% agree with the rest of it :)

[@umairbaig6149]

@@yungshinobi8162 atleast thy got guap :) “low key” no mo

[@yungshinobi8162]

@@umairbaig6149 hahahah yessir

[@fredthephoenix6268]

I wouldn't say happier.. just adapted to life's struggles in a healthier way.

[@kylebreslin7261]

@@yungshinobi8162 id say they definetly both got happier or at least more hopeful in life

[@SabersFPS]

I really love scrims verse about his therapist not answering their phone, because it moves me to tears to envision that someone who needs help so desperately reaches out to receive an answer like that, and manage to help themselves. I’m so proud of him. This was a fantastic album! Truly a 10/10.

[@gelinamunoz6742]

I’ve been listening to this song since it came out. And today I finally realized what the lyrics actually meant. And when he started to talk about his therapist it brought me to tears and I cry every time I hear it. But I just gotta keep marchin on.

[@SabersFPS]

@@gelinamunoz6742 Yessir, everything will pass in time!

[@kylerowland1227]

My dad killed him self last September. He was an air force vet and finally reached out to the VA for help. Nobody followed up with him. This song is for him ❤️

[@slumdemon1276]

Q111

[@BigPapaLocs]

Shii deep fr

[@thatoneguy1741]

This whole album is a straight banger, this made my whole weekend

[@patriotstreammedia3635]

For real bleach is dirty aaffff

[@kevinvictor1482]

Hahaha same here I was so excited that they dropped this album right when I heard about my brother's start bumpin it and I played it on my earbuds but they never missed a song at all🔥🔥🔥

[@love-il8os]

$uicideboy$ kzbin.info/www/bejne/rHbWlXqhbqdoosk

[@infamousreptillianrocksmithttv]

Saaame hahah

[@arissa9988]

honestly samee I’ve been listening to it on repeat everyday

[@ultimateash1197]

I got chills when Ruby and Scrim were singing at the end

[@fuziontonygaming]

I knew I wasn’t the only one

[@markandraiguadalupe138]

I knew i wasn't the only one

[@sophiethescarecrow]

I knew I wasn’t the only one

[@ImMatterButIDontMatter]

I knew I wasn't the only one

[@alexandrahorvathova7975]

i knew we weren't the only ones

[@Enigma_in_the_void]

I'm pushing a car with flat tires 😅

[@levi_da420]

Keep on pushing on

[@Liftingtillidie]

⁠@@levi_da420KEEP ON PUSHING ON!

[@frango4152]

Keep on marching on

[@treywood4992]

Keep on marching on

[@urfrndlucas]

Keep on pushing brother, you'll make it eventually

[@Blackjack_x3]

This song gives up such a good vibe, they never disappoint

[@ynke6022]

this song always fire but the old music viedeos are more better this was dope af but the new songs viedeos are little „weird“ not bad but yes hahahahhahaha idk im so hard on acid nice music btw🔥🔥🌅🌅🌅

[@Blackjack_x3]

@@ynke6022 I know what you mean, they dont really do any music videos anymore sadly but maybe they'll release one for one of the tracks. Enjor ur trip brother xD

[@keng4700]

@@Blackjack_x3 they will soon be patient

[@Iamnobody220]

That ending is saving someone's life right now. Id never thought I'd see the day $B said some shit like that, and I definitely never thought I'd hear $crim talking about believing and praying to God, especially about his sobriety like I heard in a earlier track on the album. This was absolutely different and I loved every minute of it. I don't get the people upset, do you all fear change that much? Yall want the same things in life over and over and over and over and I don't understand it.

[@thouxan8273]

honestly

[@zythri5087]

couldnt of said it better myself g

[@Surai00]

A good friend of mine made albums about drugs and guns and got a bunch of fans going. He said to me in private one day, that it weighs on him. That the image he's putting out, the idea that he might be approving some kid living life lower than he could have, it weighs on you. I'm glad to see Scrim getting sober and acting decent. I didn't think it would happen either.

[@umairbaig6149]

Facts

[@daddyboat872]

I’ve listened to this song Atleast 20x in the past two days for this exact reason

[@XxrussainbearxX]

March of this year was the darkest one of my life. Losing my job, girlfriend cheating on me, the countless bottles and hotline calls, I had nobody there for me. Found this song today and the last 30 second hit me right in my soul. Keep on marching on, everybody.

[@exodus1055]

Stay strong brother, ur not alone

[@sora306]

@@exodus1055 sadly, we're all alone

[@naawakweoseindizhinakaaz2052]

I’m glad you’re still Here I went through some similar shit. This song is where it’s at.

[@rugerraylewis2602]

Crazy aint it

[@brownboiplays378]

Much love from Illinois brother!

[@soggypaws94]

Personally I think this is one of the best songs they've released. Like some people listen to certain music to fit in but I don't really tell people I listen to suicideboys that often. It's like peep dude. This shit moves certain people and unless you get it, you don't get it.

[@alexhuerta4969]

The verse where he says he was gonna make one last call to her to seek help and the therapist didn’t answer, so he decides to just keep on living is a lot more impactful than almost anything I’ve ever heard from them

[@soggypaws94]

@@alexhuerta4969 Maybe it's the pessimistic side of my brain but I almost felt like the last verse was sarcastic. If I'm getting personal I can look myself in the eye in a mirror and say good things about myself and never feel like they're true. I tell myself that life is worth living all the time and even after failed attempts it still doesn't seem true.

[@alexhuerta4969]

@@soggypaws94 see I had thought of that idea too but I’m happy living with the other in my mind. Art sure is lovely

[@greenshards7422]

There is music you listen with friends and music you listen by you're self

[@brodywolfe3389]

Its tied between this song and ugliest for the best on this album to me

[@0110krisi]

Maaaan.. Ruby and Scrim... without them and without these kind of music i really cant imagine my life... they saved me sooo many times broooo, i hope one day i meet both of them... FUCKING BANGER ALBUM !

[@xblurx888]

We all saved each other brother,we saved them,they saved us,we saved each other

[@swagnerssecondary2609]

Could’ve saw them at rolling loud Miami. Who knows where they will be next

[@actavisSL2]

@@swagnerssecondary2609 grey day tour chief keef and suicideboys im going november 3rd seatttle. they going every state in us just about

[@blue_dragon6736]

Dude same

[@amyhenry6183]

This song means everything to me. I’m homeless and am a recovering fentanyl addict. Been sober for over a month now. This song has gotten me through so much. Things are getting better though, never lose hope even in the hardest of times.

[@brendenbrown7916]

I hope you made it out…

[@hyderainja]

Keep pushing forward

[@kylesyx8432]

I've been on fen.for 2 years. I've been tapering down. I'm down to barely over a 1/10 I feel stuck. 6 months of tapering I was doing a G or more a day to a tenth. Now I got to nut up and quit, Hate this shit! Much love to ya Hang in there

[@nickmedrano4443]

Like he said keep on pushin even if you gotta push the car the ride dont stop my nigga much love n peace safety on your journey in life

[@demonyahferguson1116]

Keep it up we love and believe in you ❤️❤️

[@-blicky]

ruby killed it as usual, but the start of scrims verse really got to me :(

[@RYAN-ik7sr]

The whole song pretty sad :( but it go hard.

[@thouxan8273]

frr

[@annabrendale1433]

It has me crying like a baby man

[@driptom416]

From hearing your songs for the first time in 6th grade to now just finishing highschool a month ago. and hearing your suicidal songs then in 6th grade and hearing you guys preach to keep on marching on now a days almost brought a tear to my eye the first time i heard this song yesterday. This is for the fans that are no longer here 🖤 G59 *

[@XimCLX]

G59 4L

[@youwontregretit3737]

Depression kzbin.info/www/bejne/hHe5f2ahqJtqm6s😞

[@BigMesh445]

G59 til the grave

[@ZionDR1]

It’s so dumb, but I always tear up at the end of this song. Gets hard as hell some days. Love how $$ has developed over the years. G59 all day

[@illkarnash]

i feel :/

[@quesoloco87]

It’s what I tell myself to keep going.

[@elijahsanchez948]

Same though man. We're still here thankfully 🙏

[@MonoCentennial]

This was my first real listen to a random song one of my friends recommended to me and the first time I was good, but i listened to it again and i was pretty much crying. Hardly any other song has had that kind of affect on me and i dont even do drugs. Love this song so much.

[@bauk8754]

Same homie much love hope it gets better for all of us

[@abrahamgavarrete2367]

My new born daughter just died and this song hits home(especially the outtro) thank you ruby and scrim ya have held me down for a hot min bro pure love from Brooklyn Ny

[@lilcutthroatspookydascary2594]

keep on marching on bro.

[@redey3z567]

Keep on marching on

[@dillontripp3743]

When life gets hard...

[@actavisSL2]

RIP man. stay strong brotha

[@blvddyblvntz567]

Damn dawg that hurts. Keep on marchin on. ✊🏾😔

[@RenanFTP_]

the best from the album, the ending is so wholesome

[@KamikazeOTF-TV]

Fr

[@caggianofoda]

yung lean senai

[@RenanFTP_]

@@caggianofoda esse memo

[@billnie2701]

Ruby level up also he has a clone hints “show my face out in public and show another one at home “1:00 in

[@RAMN8R2011]

Did anyone else cry at the end or was that just me? So inspirational, it makes me want to live. Thank you so much. 🖤

[@perussi_gaming4459]

Nah, I did before going into a deli yesterday at that part

[@ETfromMexico]

no?

[@andybritton8903]

Honestly I sometimes cry throughout it but especially at the end

[@slumprolls696]

Check out king iso, he’s got some banger’s especially his autobiography album

[@Newyorkburger1111]

I always cry over this song.. when my first love took his life this got me through it Fr .. reminds me about how his phone isn’t in service anymore and he’s not here but I still gotta keep goin on for him

[@andrewwatkins6410]

If it wasn't for this song I wouldn't be here. The day this album dropped I needed someone, and the boys have been there when nobody else has. Tons of love from Memphis

[@bighonky1974]

Hey man i lived in memphis for a while and felt the same way memphis too toxic for meand caused a lot of depression but i left and it was the best decision of my life

[@jimmybenson3378]

Same, man

[@SabersFPS]

I’m glad you’re still here man, just remember, the boys themselves said that even if you have no one else, them and their music will be here for you.

[@phoenix_radio]

Came out right before my birthday and a in a hard part of my life. This was like a lifeline to me. Love from Indianapolis, G59 forever

[@fadedguey8919]

U wasn't really deppresed bruh u was just sad

[@daytonh9875]

I remember when my ex would make fun of me for playing $B in the car. Like she'd genuinely make me change songs. Now she's obsessed with them. Seems sketch to me idk 😬

[@lednoskcaj]

this is the anthem that makes me want to still be alive.

[@ultimateash1197]

This was the best finish to an album I think I’ve ever heard. Not even just from $uicideboy$.

[@hellfireclub2648]

0:26

[@dilanfelipe8734]

Ufff $uicideboy$ no pierde el toque, ídolo.

[@SuxYT]

:0

[@mileielpeluca49]

faneando a $b desde arg

[@killblxzxr650]

Así es amigo todas sus temas son buenos 🇪🇨🔥😈

[@BSoul-sp5di]

Desde Barcelona también lo quemamos!!

[@mateutex2349]

si tan solo vinieran a latam

[@caelum3989]

all things considered, hearing "keep on marching on" from these guys is fucking crazy.

[@BoyPhantom_]

Undoubtebly one of the best songs on the project. This is so beautiful.

[@MrGodmode5]

i honestly have been listening to this song on repeat since it came out, they have no idea how much it helped to hear those last lyrics especially with everything thats going on in my life right now. They've saved me once again without even knowing it, but who knows for how long, keep on marching on everyone.. 🖤G*59

[@amethystarias9172]

I really relate to this be strong you got this always remember those last lyrics

[@blue_dragon6736]

Stay strong man I believe in you

[@youwontregretit3737]

Depression kzbin.info/www/bejne/hHe5f2ahqJtqm6s😞

[@KarateKenny]

5 months sober from Cocaine and 3 months sober from Cigarettes. I still use Cannabis, it helps with my anxiety. And this song changed my life

[@jamesfarrar3685]

Weed isn't bad ot is a natural drug its just illegal because the government can't tax it

[@l.a9711]

Man I wish this song came out 5 years ago because i really needed it. back then their songs just made everything worse they fueled everything that was going on during that time with their style and message I know they didn’t intentionally do it but I took their words seriously, I questioned my life so many times. Listing to this now the end of the song just put me in tears because that’s what I did I kept marching on.... Anyone who’s been through some shit and is still here reading this we’re gonna keep going up.

[@superdestrier9160]

but that's why I listen, it's different. A message about hope tacked on at the end of a banger really feels disingenuous. You can't play both sides.

[@SabersFPS]

@@superdestrier9160 Exactly, this album they’re completely sober and they’re letting their emotions out. Back then their music was dark because they were in a dark place mentally. I’m glad they’ve come this far and it’ll only get better for them, and for us!

[@kylemcmullen9306]

Same here bro. I related so much to their old shit when i was in the madness. Still do because it is real shit. But now that we have all grown as people $B delivers that message in their new shit and we can relate to that as well and it is a beautiful thing.

[@superdestrier9160]

@@kylemcmullen9306 I guess I haven't grown as a person since I started listening to them, things have only gotten worse. Eh it makes sense.

[@SabersFPS]

@@superdestrier9160 Everything eventually comes to an end, if you need to just listen to their music over and over, and keep on marching on. I believe in you. ♥️

[@randomchannel5686]

You know this album proves something, their older stuff is only bleak. This album fills us with a sense of hope. We are all failures but I know we’ll all make it. I wish you all the best. Thanks $B ✌🏻 🇿🇦

[@jesseramirez9062]

gaaaaaayyyyyy

[@crustypaint]

this song in specific, it gives me hope and inspiration

[@seanjamespage1755]

We'll all make it out we just can't stop now

[@randomchannel5686]

@@jesseramirez9062 and you are faceless pun intended

[@cavemanlovesmoke4394]

Idk I feel different vibes but it's all subjective end of the day

[@vMuse999]

Thru all the shit, the ups and downs I still find myself choking singing that last part bruh and I'm still having those moments where ya boy just don't want to do this shit anymore but I'm still pushing that car.

[@DirtyNastySxicide]

And you’re gonna keep pushing that car. Life could ALWAYS ALWAYS be worse. Keep your head up and stay strong even it’s just for a stranger on KZbin

[@vMuse999]

@DirtyNastySxicide you're right it could be worse, it could be much worse and always being told thug that shit out like thugs don't get tired too😅 but I understand completely so with my head up and my mind in the clouds I'll keep pushing til the day my dreams become a reality.

[@JB-nf7pi]

Anything is possible brother, you will get tired but a break doesn’t mean giving up! Manifest your dreams into a reality you can do it!!! Look at scrim and ruby! Keep on shining brotha you’re doing great!!! :D

[@mechagunzila3157]

This year was rough, till $uicideboy$ came along. I've lost a father who a assaulted a minor, grandfather passed away due to cancer, constantly talking to my sister with her mental problems such as BPD and psychosis, faced eviction few years ago, but still managed to hold it together. I'm the only sane person in the family but I feel everyone's pain I feel like a sponge and I just absorb it without trying to kill myself. So thank you $uicideboy$ for getting me through with life. See you soon in NYC!

[@frankdawgy]

keep marching on brotha ❤️

[@rohanbhuckory1297]

Stay strong, life should get better

[@Kajmere247]

"I feel everyones pain, and i feel like a sponge and i just absorb it without trying to kill myself" If you dont know already maybe look into what being an "empath" is and tools to help keep you sane and to not take on everyone elses hurt and pain. Because i am just like you and i get it. Keep your head up and take baby steps, youll get to a better place and i believe in you ^_^

[@Poolwhenpool]

We all love you man like the chorus of Liverpool you’ll never walk alone

[@moneyandsub2468]

Stay strong man you are a trooper. Hope that life turns around for you. Lifes worth it just gotta wait to see. The broken hearted come back stronger than anyone else. Im prayin for you brotha.

[@SloppyDingle]

nice

[@chachamesome5237]

nice

[@sennecauwenberghs8112]

Nice

[@lofisshawty]

Nice

[@mclov1n671]

Nice

[@GreenEyedDevils]

Nice

[@luciddynasty7740]

i'm falling apart.

[@ericwilliams477]

How you doing now?

[@m4xw3ll75]

@@ericwilliams477 🪦

[@huffmanuts8852]

“When life gets hard, keep marching on” I’ll keep trying boy$, thank you.💚

[@update_withpain3269]

damn...hearing those encouraging words at the end...after years of listening to them and basically maturing with their music. it feels amazing. like i heard them from my own father. i wish the best for them and their future.

[@rodrigomendes9026]

Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone and said Not in service . . . Just chills

[@Xedd1]

Keep on marching on.. it'll be worth it

[@goncalocruz6324]

Esta música e muito boa porque mostra o que são os $uicideboy$ mesmo, mostra q são duas pessoas q ja tiveram no fundo do posso, e q conseguiram sair disso e hoje são duas pessoas maravilhosas, q n querem q nós passemos pelas mesmas coisas q eles passaram, e por isso que na minha opinião eles são umas autênticas lendas vivas obrigado por tudo $uicideboy$ nossas lendas favoritas (nunca desistam dos vossos solhos) ❤❤❤

[@MarcosVinicius-il1bn]

Eu amo eles do fundo do meu coração, representam muita coisa pra mim. A NUNCA DESISTIR é uma delas.❤️❤️

[@goncalocruz6324]

@@MarcosVinicius-il1bn Sim mano eles para mim tambem representam muito foram eles que salvaram a minha vida quando tava no fundo do poço e hoje devo muito a eles ❤❤

[@dr.derplols8312]

@@MarcosVinicius-il1bn com certeza mano 🙌🏻🙌🏻

[@goncalocruz6324]

@@buck6287 disse tudo mano ❤❤

[@mag1cally569]

7 years ago, i took some blood thinners and brought a razor blade out to a park bench. spent an hour or two working up the courage, and then some random possibly stray cat comes up to the bench. It let me pet it for a bit, and then left; but after that i started crying and called the hotline. The lady who answered said my situation wasn't serious enough and that she had someone else who was more important at the moment and hung up. I wasn't conscious to get her callbacks, and it's pretty satisfying to hear the quivering in her voice if i'm being honest. I'm here typing this only because of some weirdo who enjoys early morning jogging. I haven't self-harmed in a few years and i'm past that stage in my life, but it's no thanks to services like that.

[@EvolutionNuke]

Good for you bro much love

[@ryanpenton1818]

This never happened

[@Jtoob-z5n]

Keep pushing

[@mylesszalay8719]

Lmfao

[@carvefn]

@@ryanpenton1818 ong ts so cringe

[@bemusedlist9242]

Depressed music makes me happy

[@marcusandresimms2nd776]

It's not depressing bro it's uplifting 🎉

[@MikeOx-k2h]

Human psychology speaks for every one of your actions, including the times you think you're not creating an action... i hope you feel better and heal your inner psyche. Chances are ---

[@rebeccalima7516]

Um pouco do estilo dos velhos tempos.... amo vocês demais 🇧🇷❤

[@icecube2962]

Uma das melhores , tô ouvindo toda hora 🔥

[@brunocenci9591]

Realmente, como nos velhos tempos.

[@rebeccalima7516]

@@icecube2962 Siim. Não paro de ouvir essa tbm, uma das minhas favoritas.

[@rebeccalima7516]

@@brunocenci9591 Já estava com saudade disso

[@Hassan_lxrd]

🖤🔥

[@DeadVoidzzz999]

My brother died december 20th 2022 of murder, the title really hits hard now man because he loved $uicideboy$ R.I.P Justin i love you bro i miss you.

[@GGCat420]

Rest In Paradise Justin

[@ЦеллнвдпввшеешЖгажосщну]

Держись, бро. Они хотели бы видеть тебя живым..

[@sakhayan741]

⁠@@ЦеллнвдпввшеешЖгажосщнутак у него умер брат

[@AkimaJoon117]

R.i.p. brother

[@turboeddude4849]

The last part of this song is absolutely beautiful. That verse will save so many lives.

[@watchstuff1699]

Anyone else think they are getting a Discord call while listening to this?

[@hondureno_pendejo3615]

Yes

[@Chryst1anFRz]

1:57 makes me question if life is worth it 2:17 saves me this song is a rollercoaster of emotions

[@losoflow1955]

Fallin' apart You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin' I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void With all this water 'round my neck, I'm 'bout to drip until I drown All these drugs up in my nose, I taste the drip, that shit's so sour All these cars that I bought either don't start or they got impounded Pursue the American dream, the nightmare's what I doubted Catch a flight to London or I'll catch a flight to Lyon Show my face in public, show another one at home See my name on the marquee, letters falling down Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown Soon as I reached cloud nine, it started stormin' Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm tourin' Life ain't like a rap video, that's just a warnin' Hopin' to see the sun when I wake up in the mornin'Verse 2: Hearse Boy] All this misery, misery, misery, fuck Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision May be my last words so just please listen So long, it's been torture bein' here So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear Same song and I'm sick of singin' it Let me move on, it's for my benefit But come one, come all to my downfall Bear witness to everything that I can't solve My therapist made me promise before I end it all That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking "Is it really worth it? What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?" Really don't think I wanna take this any further Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone, it said not in service [Outro: Hearse Boy & Raindrop Walka] When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on, not in service) When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)

[@eggy420_]

the lyrics are litterly in the video

[@losoflow1955]

@@eggy420_ I put the lyrics here for me cause the one on the video is kinda hard to read and keep up, thank you for your genius observation tho

[@eggy420_]

@@losoflow1955 💀u cant read dawg?

[@DungeonCycles]

Going to see the BOY$ in Detroit for Grey Day. Hoping they do this live. They've gotten me through so much and this song hits home so hard. Keep on marching on. 59.

[@souljabythelake5799]

They should do most of the album live can’t wait to see them in October

[@DungeonCycles]

@@souljabythelake5799 what date are you going to? The 16th is Detroit.

[@souljabythelake5799]

oct 28th KS

[@souljabythelake5799]

@@DungeonCycles we got Chief Keef $B Ramirez almost all of them except for slowthai

[@worldwideloner]

I hope to see you in Detroit...

[@depraved420]

Bruh I swear they get me through some dark shit

[@danielmoss7133]

Me too bro 🤝🏻

[@GOHAN2008]

@@danielmoss7133 eu tbm mano

[@medimeyosbruh]

keep on marching on 🔊 those words keep me going thank you for this masterpiece

[@kennethadam13]

[Verse 1: Raindrop Walka] Fallin' apart You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin' I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void With all this water 'round my neck, I'm 'bout to drip until I drown All these drugs up in my nose, I taste the drip, that shit's so sour All these cars that I bought either don't start or they got impounded Pursue the American dream, the nightmare's what I doubted Catch a flight to London or I'll catch a flight to Lyon Show my face in public, show another one at home See my name on the marquee, letters falling down Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown Soon as I reached cloud nine, it started stormin' Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm tourin' Life ain't like a rap video, that's just a warnin' Hopin' to see the sun when I wake up in the mornin' [Verse 2: Hearse Boy] All this misery, misery, misery, fuck Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision May be my last words so just please listen So long, it's been torture bein' here So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear Same song and I'm sick of singin' it Let me move on, it's for my benefit But come one, come all to my downfall Bear witness to everything that I can't solve My therapist made me promise before I end it all That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking "Is it really worth it? What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?" Really don't think I wanna take this any further Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose I called her phone, it said not in service [Outro: Hearse Boy & Raindrop Walka] When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on, not in service) When life gets hard (Gets hard) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on) Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car) Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)

[@devilbaby6097]

“So long it’s been torture being here, So gone getting high been how I cope with fear, Same song and I’m of sick singing it, LET ME MOVE ONNNN ITSS FOR MY BENEFIT” wee looovveee Yoouuuu 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹 #GreyDay

[@ryan_d7032]

I’ve been in foster care my whole life and I’m almost 18. The boys have been here when no one else was. Love from Canada

[@Sliceandpoke]

Stay strong brother. Love from florida ❤️

[@ryan_d7032]

@@Sliceandpoke thanks man

[@scaryexclamationpoint8373]

💚

[@asianapollo002]

Same man same only thing that made me happy is waking up going to the gym and listening to the boys full blast in my damn headphones

[@ryan_d7032]

@@asianapollo002 fr bro stay strong

[@berdan7652]

It’s a sad song but it’s positive too, they are really special I love them so much

[@fuziontonygaming]

They talk about their struggles but the ending basically says we’re all gonna be alright.

[@berdan7652]

@@fuziontonygaming yes this is why I love this song so much, they stayed positive despite all the things they went through

[@kartofan8358]

Almost everyday I cry because of fucking depression, but when I hear last lyrics, I cry for another reason, cause its strong words and they helping me to live Thanks, $B, this album is great

[@groobs]

Try an ssri ( they're prescribed so you gotta go to the Dr and tell em you're crying is an issue ) I had the same problem and it kept getting worse where id cry over things not worthy of tears and like 10- 20 cries a day and so yea. And the ssri's made it so now I cry when it warrants it not uncontrollably ❤❤❤❤

[@ssynbiote]

I can hear the discord calling sound in this

[@JavierTorres-il1yh]

OMG!!! 9 New Musics

[@HeyManIDidntAskForThat]

I’m going to put this as my voicemail lol

[@MonoCentennial]

i love the metaphor at the end. Those last few words "keep on marching on" and "Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car" The car one can indicate that you have so much emotional baggage that you dont want change or you feel like you cant go on, like you're stuck in a broken car. Or the finish line being far is really well done as well, as if you feel like you can't make it since the ending is obscenely far, you just have to keep on marching on. After listening to this song once i was thinking to myself that this was one of the only songs that hit hard and i dont even do drugs, i think it just has to do with the fact that anyone can be suffering with me or you, and after the next few listens i was crying a bit. Fucking amazing song!

[@JohnSmith0909]

dang I never thought of it like that. Thank you so much for the clarity!!!!😁

[@sepsialexandru899]

$uicideboy$ album endings are always the best and most heart touching. This is just beautiful 🖤

[@aidennetzky3419]

The ending of IWTDINO, gutting and cold. The ending of SSATS, exasperated and beautiful. the ending of LTEOS, honestly wholesome. The Boy$ have mastered last songs.

[@azay1a]

This was the best outro to the album ever

[@smokingsaturn]

_Not in service_

[@tacotwosday47]

tik tok better not ruin this song too

[@itsaffliction209]

I literally had to push the car the day this album dropped thought it was funny

[@scorpionkillzugaming]

One of the most antisuicide songs they have out right now

[@yuukicho2748]

Its getting pretty hard to keep on marching on.

[@adampertuit1700]

This may sound corny af but I feel like every time SB drop new music it happens at a perfect time that helps me through the bullshit in my life at the time

[@godzilla_with_a_microwave3945]

Never corny.

[@InfamousReptillian420]

keep on marchin on givin me chills i love this

[@limpyleg1570]

that pfp gave me fond memories

[@GOHAN2008]

@@limpyleg1570 também mano essa música me ensinou a nunca desistir eu tava na escola tentado passar de ano não sabia quase nada lembrei dessa música tirei notas boas passei em todas as matérias

[@coomanderkeen299]

$crim low key wants you guys to quit cigs

[@chakotaylifts]

"IM FALLING APART, YOU MIGHT OF THOUGHT I WAS PLAYING A PART OF THE ART IVE CREATED BUT MOST OF THE WORDS REFLECT WHATS HAPPENED OR WHAT IS WAITING TO START" - SUCIDEBOYS

[@rodsantos993]

A melhor do álbum. Scrim aceitando buscar ajuda para si mesmo, o desabafo do Ruby e essa mensagem no final... Porra, isso é sem brincar a melhor música deles. Meus parabéns suicideboys, esse foi um dos (ou se não o melhor) melhores albums que eu já ouvi na minha vida. 🇧🇷

[@bekaa-]

De todos os álbuns e músicas que eu escutei deles, essa foi a mais diferente pra CARALHO, é como se eles tivessem ligado uma luz que tinha se apagado dentro de mim

[@ruizubickutashosha68]

I Love pica rosa

[@9oburin]

@@ruizubickutashosha68 idem

[@kashmarsuicide3708]

I keep coming back to this my personal suicide hotline

[@Power4Woe]

idk if i can keep marching on ngl

[@ajphillips8782]

You can do it. Thug it out and show everyone wat u can do

[@AntonioHernandez-gx2ip]

I listen this song everytime I feel like Im going end It all, its like a medicine. God bless this guys

[@paulbrown8236]

"Not in service"😭😭😭

[@brandonye2569]

"When Life Gets Hard Keep Marching On,Keep On Marching On,Even If the Finish Line is Far,or you Have to push the Car,Keep On Marching On"Imagine the Crowd Singing that

[@icecube2962]

Gata no máximo você é arrumadinha, linda mesmo é essa música 🇧🇷🇧🇷🔥

[@jjack1999]

karalho

[@Karaa111]

These visuals would have been dope over "if self destruction was an olympic event id be tonya harding"

[@gbrazy8489]

Every time I listen to this I crave a cigarette 😂

[@Brunoomatheus]

Vitruviano, eu sei que você tá ai cara, faça, faça agora um vídeo desse álbum foda pra um karaio. E todos os brasileiros que comentaram nos vídeos até aqui representando nois, vcs são fodas

[@Mynameisjames1987]

0:26

[@Mynameisjames1987]

0:52

[@Mynameisjames1987]

0:36

[@Mynameisjames1987]

2:14 hits hard for me

[@Ty_vvast]

people used to hate on des niggas i swear i listen to them when they was at they worst and drugged out screaming on beats ragging like war time all the time great song but people mistake them for mumble rappers or juss junkies but they have some top tire word play and are some great lyricists im happy to see them to this day getting over their drug addictions and they can finally say the $uicide pack they made doesn't have to go into effect love des guys nd literally every sing song they made

[@Kashbillmusic]

I used to think Ruby got the saddest verses, until I heard Scrim saying "So long..." fuck this shit dude. I'm done.

[@vilecretin]

Keep going my boy

[@Kashbillmusic]

@@vilecretin :(

[@vilecretin]

@@Kashbillmusic Felt

[@lednoskcaj]

*listen to the outro more vro*

[@belethkain1999]

Here's to our Grey 59 family members that didn't get to see today.

[@naranja7350]

Empecé a escuchar $$ cuando pasaba un momento difícil en mi vida, increíblemente sus letras sombrías me hacía sentir un poco mejor porque sabía que había personas en mi situación, escuchar está canción y su mensaje me hizo soltar unas lágrimas porque de alguna forma he seguido adelante a pesar de todas las adversidades :') no diré que $$ me cambiaron la vida pero si me hicieron ver mi vida de forma distinta.

[@juansansebastianolileomend966]

X2

[@ilirjanodushku6353]

the song 🔥🔥🔥 the videoclip 🚬 🫁

[@yawningsnow]

I like how their voices combined and made it sound like a crowd is cheering you on to keep going on with life

[@igradrieLL]

a mais linda do álbum ❤🇧🇷

[@filhodocbum2261]

sem dúvidas 💖🇧🇷

[@rubythecherry2994]

Sim

[@rubythecherry2994]

@@filhodocbum2261 tu denovo linda

[@SavitarLegendas]

ss

[@filhodocbum2261]

@@rubythecherry2994 ss limfo

[@leozin_7824]

essas samples são únicas…

[@filhodocbum2261]

real

[@Ocorni66]

só eu que tô me perguntando se eles deram re upload ? kksksk

[@igradrieLL]

@@Ocorni66 deram, vai ver soltaram sem qrer

[@jonatasluiz2416]

@@Ocorni66 unica diferença e q essa e a lyric da musica

[@Ocorni66]

@@igradrieLL É mano sla, engraçado é que geral comentando as mesmas coisas kkssk

[@chinoluvr]

"When life gets hard keep on marching on keep on marching on"

[@killakingjim7256]

I cried at the end.....Thank you once again boys, yall made us proud ♥️🥺

[@desmonetizacao2278]

Eu amo vcs, obg por fazerem parte da minha vida com suas músicas 🇧🇷❤️

[@cosmicblue91]

2024 March 7 who still here.🎉🎉🎉

[@luckyfabi1]

$crim and Ruby did a really good job on both sides on this album. Ruby's good lines as well as those of $crim, but also the beats were awesome. I'm happy to live in the time of these two geniuses, keep it up guys. G59 to death.

[@angrybratt]

This song has such an indescribable feel to me, it's basically 2:46 of thoughts about life, especially the scrim part, it feels like he's talking to yourself,This is the only song that makes me reflect and feel a little better about my life, thank you $$

[@aaron__7694]

I have suffered from mental issues for half of my life, multiple times in mental hospital. After some time I started to get better and I had great Idea in mind, it got shattered. Started to abuse drugs to fill the hole. Now suffering from withdrawals thinking how stupid I am...