Unknown Void (improvised live performance in AUM)

Lately it's getting harder and harder to find time for music. I had a short moment last night, so I created this. And it was so fast, I didn't even know what I've made. But I know I needed to express these feelings that sometimes fill me with excitement and sometimes with anxiety. The arrival of a baby is something my brain doesn't have data for, can't imagine, can't prepare for. There is just a void in front of me and I am waiting to get there and fill it.
Today we celebrate Christmas, so perhaps something more on that theme would be expected from me. But you know what? I realized that this was exactly the theme of Christmas (although we celebrate it at a different time). I wonder how Mary felt? I think the emptiness before her was much deeper. And not just for her. Simultaneously exciting, simultaneously full of fear and difficulty... But the main theme of that future was love.
Unknown void in front of me
Is grey and empty
Hard to imagine
I try to see
The future
You can't, there's nothing in the void
But don't be scared
There is love, only love
Nothing but love
In the void
Is darkness, nothingness
In front of me
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[@TheSemtexCow]

Beautiful as always, Merry Christmas

[@rooshiemusic]

Thank you, it's so kind of you... Have a great Christmas time!

[@t4m_travelformusic]

great work! merry christmas, rooshie! 🎄

[@rooshiemusic]

Thank you so much :) Merry Christmas to you too! Have a great time!

[@SonicVibe]

Nice 👍

[@rooshiemusic]

Thanks 🙏

[@perzontube]

always so free, amazing and creative!! thank you for sharing!!

[@rooshiemusic]

Thank you so much for a very nice comment, I'm glad you liked it :) Merry Christmas!

[@mann-vom-mond]

Nice one Merry Christmas

[@rooshiemusic]

Thank you, Merry Christmas to you too!

[@mann-vom-mond]

@@rooshiemusic Thank you, even Nery Christmas for you

[@dmallegro613]

Je to síla Barčo

[@rooshiemusic]

🙏