Ups & Downs

Hi loves,
I truly missed connecting with you on KZbin so I hope you’re going to like this vlog. As you may know we’ve been going through some things since last year and even though I’m not ready yet to open up about this, I did want to show you a more realistic view on my life right now. It’s been a rollercoaster with ups and downs and I noticed it’s far more easy to only show the happy moments in life.
My favorite part of the vlog is definitely the last part, and seeing it back makes me want to do it again. Also how cool is that nose contour hack?
Much love,
Negin

[@nataliesoutlet]

Negin, thank you for your vulnerability. It reminds us all that life online is not life in real life. I’m sending you lots of love your way 💕 I hope everything turns out for the best 🙏🏽

[@q7jdwomfvkbj74]

thank you fir what? she makes money from vids. there has to be drama

[@user-ll5id2kw8g]

Take DIM COmplex for pms pleaaaase😊 does wonders

[@softblue_videos6087]

Never ever stop vlogin pls. Your videos are the one we are always waiting. And about content its definitley not repetetive. Im always ready to watch everything you are in and sure that im not the only one. Love u

[@negin]

These kind words make me happy 💛

[@remaabg]

I don't think your content is repetitive I honestly love the vlogs, the makeup, fashion content especially the grwm they are the best

[@minamarina7393]

Nothing you film is boring or repetitive...that's life , that's just people's everyday , idk ...I don't get it

[@ayazein8196]

Omg Negin I cried my eyes out when I saw you crying😭 whatever you’re going through I support you! I also want you to know that I have been following you since 2017, and would you believe me if I told you that at this time you got me out of my depression just by watching your vlogs all day long? Just because they made me so happy and hopeful! I really wish you all the best in the world. You are one of the great ones❤️

[@negin]

This this this 🥺💖💖 means so much to me.

[@andreiabrito47]

Yes they are 😃

[@Katringreen.]

Negin I am also going through something terrible...I don't know if its the same thing you are going through but if its is, I want you to know: you are not alone! There is still hope as long as you don't give up...Praying for you and thinking about you.

[@Katringreen.]

Negin I am also going through something terrible...I don't know if its the same thing you are going through but if its is, I want you to know: you are not alone! There is still hope as long as you don't give up...Praying for you and thinking about you.

[@AHanon-ee5vl]

Well but repetitive is actually more relatable, we are living like that, well most of us. If you do different things in every vlog, ok, it might be fun , but I couldn't relate, like I don't travel every month, I don't do crazy stuff, I don't do shopping every day, etc, and so it would make me feel like I'm far behind. Anyway, I love you , if you can see my message, and just enjoy your life, don't let negative thoughts affect you, I'm sure you inspire many women, and that's all that matters! 🌹

[@ValerieYordanova]

I couldn’t help but get an ice cream 🙈🥰 I’m so happy you’re back! 🥳❤️‍🔥

[@getfitbyivana]

We love you Negin! 💕 happy to see you back blogging 😘 you got all our support!

[@flamingo5531]

Negin, thank you so much for being so honest with your emotions and showing us that like everyone else, you are human and you too go through ups and downs. I hope with time, things will resolve themselves but I am truly grateful that you can be so honest during times like this. So much love and respect for you xxx

[@anastasiastasinou5959]

Your back please don't leave us again

[@dric7699]

I never found your videos boring!! I liked that you were realistic and not always showing the glitz and the glam of your life but also you chilling at home / going for a walk ❤️

[@Dixiwonderlandyoutube]

Never feel weird for showing your emotions ❤️ I´m really sorry for whatever you are going trough. Life can be so hard sometimes but I think it was beautiful that you wanted to share that moment with us. It´s easy to think that people have it all when you only see them happy. And showing you are sad and talking about it (when you feel ready ofc and if you don´t want to that is ofc okay to) can really help someone else that is going trough the same thing. Wish you all the best ❤️

[@sabrinaduran3208]

I’m sorry you got those comments, Negin, but honestly I appreciate seeing you work and do normal, mundane things. I love seeing the travel too but it’s relatable to see the what some people call “boring”! So glad you’re back on KZbin 💕💕

[@gabriellethomson7103]

Same !!! The "mundane" simple things are more relatable and fun to watch ! 💕

[@raniatlm1963]

Can we please appreciate how open she is with us? I love your vlogs, you’re amazing 💛

[@carlaveus6252]

Girl, I loved your videos, I don’t think they were repetitive. So glad that you’re back

[@afterglowisle]

Negin 💕 it’s so good to have you back! I missed your vlogs and want you to know that your content was never repetitive, it was so cool getting to take a peek inside your world and family 🥰 thank you for always sharing, even in the hard moments.

[@NG-nj9iz]

Dear Negin, I am so happy to see you back on youtube ! I don't know what you're going through right now but send you all my love and I hope that you and your family will heal your hearts together and that blessings will follow and continue for you and them! I totally respect that you cannot talk about it, it is already so courageous to put yourself out on a youtube platform like you do ❣ thank you for sharing a bit of your life with us, nothing is boring! I love it keep going you're great!

[@zaaradr]

Negin whatever you are going through, remember it’s a stepping stone. It’s not easy, but know that this is a journey and when you finally get what your heart desires; you will cherish these moments. Whatever you are seeking, my wish is for it to come true. Stay blessed and safe 💞

[@gracekelly9214]

i'm not negin but i appreciated these words so much personally too

[@nilufargulomikova]

Love you girl. Whatever you are going through I will pray for you. ❤️❤️❤️

[@negin]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nathashawright256]

@@negin Jesus loves you sooo much! Seek him. 💕

[@baharshokoohi4891]

Negin joon please don't feel pressured to always films yourself when you're happy or having fun. we all go through life from time to time and it's ok to be vulnerable and weak at times. I hope you can share your story with us one day soon. lots of love 💓

[@joannet3046]

Ah missed your vlogs so much! Welcome back! Thank you for sharing your moments incl. your ups and downs. We’re all human who go through good times and bad times. I believe it’s all about how we react to things and being aware of what’s in our control, and out of our control. Love how you look at the small things and find positivity in them like the cute cat or trying diff types of chocolate ice cream. I never get tired of your videos so it’s never repetitive to me. If anything, take your time and we’re here to support you. We love your content! 🤍

[@weisabunny]

6:14 it’s not weird!!! I appreciate all emotions and experiences as you feel comfortable sharing. To see only happy can make us feel isolated and like we’re the only ones with occasional tears. Thank you for sharing, we love you!!!🥰💕💕💕💕💕

[@aeshleah]

LIVING for this long vloggg

[@sarahbrinksman9812]

Love the vlogs, and I personally don’t think they feel repetitive! This was so much fun to watch especially being in Canada where we’re still under lockdown

[@expatlifestyle6069]

Ditto.... I’m in Toronto

[@eborth5427]

There may be people saying it’s boring but then most of us love your vlogs (that’s why we subscribe!) and totally missed them! Your blogs and Romee’s got me through lockdown!!! (I was late to the party and binge watched them) you are so lovely how could anyone think your vlogs are boring 🥰🥰🥰

[@goldiec1050]

It was so touching seeing you at a raw moment and letting us in to see that no one has the perfect life even though you look like you do. I truly do hope things get better soon, you are a beautiful person xx

[@damirakassymbayeva6833]

I’ve been following you since 2013, which so long ago, but never had a moment when you were repetitive or boring. I hope you feel comfortable sharing what you’re doing, because that’s why we love you 😍

[@umayhasancebi7424]

You literally are one of the very few people who’s keeping it real with their followers, not repetitive at all. It should only be appreciated!

[@negin]

Ty 💛💛💛💛💛💛

[@One1Critic]

Umay Hasancebi exactly! lol, I'd like to know who the fools are that said her vlogs were boring or repetitive. Thumbs down to them!

[@sofiamiranda4473]

Negin, thanks so much for sharing everything with us even if it’s not so happy. You are such an inspiration and honestly I’m so so grateful you’re back. I laughed (and also cried a little) throughout this vlog. This quarantine period has been so tough and knowing you share similarities with me in terms of difficulties means a lot. Thanks for making me really really happy today. You’re so amazing and congrats on the engagement!! Please don’t cry.🥺 You’re such an amazing, gorgeous, and bright person and I honestly wish you (and Mau) the best. Love you so much. 💖💖

[@royakatouzian1503]

Thank you for sharing both the ups and downs! It’s a good reminder that we all go through them 💗 So happy you’re back 🥰🥰🥰

[@fatmanurem1360]

Omg finally you’re back. We’ve missed your vlogs😍❤️

[@amberlawson668]

Missed your videos! Love you Negin! 🥰🤍

[@ValerieYordanova]

Maurits: For me this is a 3! Negin: a 1! Maurits: Yeah, a 1! 😂😂😂

[@MarthaMessage]

Haha exactly and he said she couldn't change her 9.5 to a 9 lol

[@minaamani7719]

Стига си и се подмазвала😂

[@Aurora-Sky]

Take the ratings seriously!🤣

[@monyana.kgomanyane]

We missed you Negin!!! Omgggg love that you’re back to vlogs

[@user-wl5oz7my1o]

I guess it’s about pregnancy or something. We are here for you Negin. You are such an incredible and strong woman.

[@sighosts]

This is what I think as well, I think it’s fertility issue or health issue because her mom/dad had health issues? Anyway I hope you’re staying strong negin x

[@Deinemutter928]

I think so too and I believe she struggled a few months ago about whether she should address this on social media and it would have helped a lot of people but unfortunately she decided to not share.

[@sunflowergirl1988]

@@Deinemutter928 I’m sure it would help many but it also is such a personal thing that can be triggering for her so I also understand if she keeps it to herself 💓

[@toobad9295]

cuz that's the only thing a woman can be upset about lol not every woman cares to have kids bro

[@Marilus2023]

@@toobad9295 she wants kids. She said it already

[@mairipappa]

Negiiin is back! I guess it has to do with pregnancy as you said that you talked with your sister.. I’ve seen other people that in the end they made it so hopefully one day you’ll make it too!!! I send positive vibes beauty🥰🥰😘😘

[@fitangel8601]

Aww I'm so happy you are back! This vlog had me in tears, laughing, smiling, and hungry! What ever you are going through you're in my thoughts and prayers! The cat really liked you! That's what they do when they like you.

[@ma_niz]

2nd one here. I'm always so excited to watch Negin!

[@InuChrisFan]

Omg i was literally rewatching all your older vlogs, because I really missed you and your videos. And I can just say what all the other people have said: we love ALL you Videos. It actually was never really repetitive for me and I can say this because I watched your videos like almost 4 times already :D So Negin, stay the way you are, Film what you want to Film and just be happy. :) I wish you all the best for whatever you are going through and just know, that after hardships, better times will come. 💕

[@PghNzr]

Negin joon I've missed you so much. Please never stop vlogin again. The past year or so has been tough, keep strong and remember good days will come soon. xo

[@minamarina7393]

Missed you so much Neg , your videos bring so much joy 🙈💙

[@jennydit]

Literally the best on KZbin! Negin and Mau have gotten me through some really tough times in my life. Constantly making me laugh and wanna go on holiday lol. I hope whatever you’re going through gets easier with time ❤️❤️❤️ nothing but love for you guys! Thinking about you!

[@ralucaprepelita8428]

You have such a beautiful soul, Negin. I hope that you'll find strength in what you are going through and that it will get resolved. Sending all my love ❣

[@ayeeitslynn]

“We don’t know anything about cats, right?” “I guess they drink water” 🤣

[@clmaynard21]

We’re all here for you Negin! Welcome back, sending love ❤️

[@user-eb8ds4jx3s]

oh negin, my heart is with you. sending you lots of love and power. remember there is light after darkness. ❤️

[@xsweetl0ux]

So glad you are back !! I think you will be able to tell from the comments how much people love you and your vlogs. In my opinion they are not redundant at all, even the ones where your just staying at home. It’s just relatable ! Love you 💕 xxx

[@joannamanoranjan1672]

Negin! So excited to see a new vlog💖💕💗 missed seeing these and always, always, enjoyed your old videos. Appreciate you sharing such real moments in life. It resonates with so many people, especially these days. Stay strong and hopefully. 💗💕💖

[@authenticallyabigail]

So happy you’re back 💗 sending love and strength to you xx

[@kubract421]

Omg finally you’re back 😍

[@ildikiss1150]

I really missed your v-logs, I'm so happy you're back and ai love this one just as much as all the others 😘😍🌺watched them all back and forth so many times, always gives me a good and positive vibe ☀️🥰 stay strong ❤️

[@ksizzel1]

Negin I’m so happy you are back! I missed you dearly. You are my biggest role model and you motivate/inspire me so much. My mom and I love watching your videos together please post more it’s not repetitive it’s enjoyable to watch! I love you so much🥰

[@MarinaGJim]

Have missed you and your vlogs so much! Send you the best wishes and trust everything is going to be ok. Thank you for coming back with us 🤍 You both are the best inspiration ever ✨

[@rupyk6429]

Thank you for being raw and real Negin 💗 We need more “random things that I wanna share with you” it’s always fun! 💞

[@Mana-yo8pu]

Negin. I just want to tell you that I look up to you and I love that you are always honest and that you can share your happiness as well as your vulnerability. You have been a role model for me. Thank you and I hope what you are going through will get better. Much love ❤️

[@fridasofiagarcia2229]

i love you!! Im so happy youre back, you have never been boring! your essence is truly of another world , dont ever stop!!

[@celineacar6365]

I am so so happy you are back Negin! ❤ And I agree with all the others, you are def not repetitive. Please continue vlogging, we have missed you and Mau so much ❤ So sorry to see that you are dealing with something that is too hard to talk about, I really hope it will get better soon. Sending you love and all the best to you and Mau ❤

[@naudaann]

Finally!!!! I’ve been waiting for it sooo long! Negin, you are the person, who inspired me to keep learning English to understand you! I love you💖

[@jules.iiiiii]

Sososo happy you‘re back, truly missed your videos so much! And thanks for being so open about all your ups and downs.

[@NatalieSx0]

We have missed you and your vlogs Negin! Much love to you during this/what has been a difficult time for you 💕

[@GirlFOnly]

So happy you’re back ! Finally something interesting to watch on KZbin. I hope you’ll keep it up. Love 🥰🥰😘

[@aeliza9312]

So happy you're back Negin and Mau!!!!!! Missed you. Cant wait for more vlogs.

[@giuliah.7550]

So happy you are back Negin💗 we love you!

[@angelicabostan4175]

I've loved the fact that you shared a no moment,everyone has them and sharing them helps people feel more understood ❤️

[@elenabrigo6487]

Love how real you are, thank you for sharing it with us💕

[@negin]

💛💛💛

[@yowisho8973]

She didn’t share anything though?

[@elenabrigo6487]

@@yowisho8973 Yes she did. She shared her sadness, which is something so real but very unusual to see in here. I think we should all appreciate her strength on sharing this and understand that some subjects are personal. I think each one of us has being through some hard times and we should all get it:)

[@yowisho8973]

@@elenabrigo6487 but she didn’t say anything about why, she’s not real if she’s not even showing what she’s sad about.

[@musaid5647]

@@yowisho8973 sometime you really don't have to say it to explain the situation. It's the real emotions that say everything 🥺 Everyone has it's ups and downs going in their life, if a person is showing positivity in front of camera just for us to make world happy or to make smile on someone's face, doesn't mean that she is also happy in her real life. Respect the creators 🙏

[@jessicareid9347]

So glad you're back!!!

[@islamac8855]

I’m so excited for another vlog!!!! 💕💕💕💕

[@kinthushathanabalasingam2535]

sending lots of love, whatever you are going through I hope you have all the love and support you need to get through it

[@isabeltorres5352]

I loved watching you and Mau together! Y’all made me laugh so many times 💗 Please keep doing KZbin videos!

[@katarinazivotic6853]

Oh my Negin!! I was waiting a new vlog for so long!! 🥰 wishin u and Mau only bright days, everything will be good, step by step, love yourself and your life.. life is so precious

[@aishas7654]

As others have said, your content is not repetitive at all. It's just you being you and living your life. So lovely to have you back, you've been missed ❤

[@serraphinamcclemont1491]

Really missed the two of you. Thank you for showing us many sweet moments together! 🥰

[@shannoncalvert7503]

Aw Negin I’ve missed your vlogs! Sending you so much love & light 💛✨

[@SuannyGarcia]

Negin! I'm so happy you vlogged! I miss your vlogs so much

[@nicolefi1192]

Soooo happy you are back! I also had tears in my eyes. Feels like you are a friend and i wanted to give a hug immediately 🥺 Hope to see you soon in another video ❤️

[@AqsaEjaz_]

i was been waiting for your vlog for a month. Tysm for making it. I love it as always💜 Love you so much my negin💝

[@minischmid1023]

I literally cried as well cause I really got how sad you were in the clip. LOVE 💕 your videos 😘

[@mariajosezacariasperalta2530]

Negin, You are not alone, I hope everything gets better for you! lots of good vibes and blessings for you and your family. I'm happy you are back on youtube!!!

[@aicha9889]

so glad you’re back on youtube! Sending you lots of love 💕

[@mimid.8346]

I felt like hugging you when you were crying. Send you a big virtual hug and lots of good vibes, much love to you!

[@floravajasova9470]

Dear Negin! Wish you all the best! You are a role model! Praying for you! Lots of love xx

[@mariavcamp]

I'm SOOOO HAPPY you're back!! I hope things get better with you and your family! We missed you a lot!

[@priscillavillarruel7039]

So glad you’re back!!! Been watching your videos for years and have never thought its repetitive 🤷🏻‍♀️💗💗 Also completely agree with the period struggle ITS SO ANNOYING

[@shimayousefloo6]

Missed your vlogs so much Seeing you crying make me so upset I wish this tears turn to tear of joy very soon Love you and so proud of you 😍

[@moiraroberts1074]

Thank you for sharing a snippet of your ups and downs. It’s so true that we feel uncomfortable and weird sharing our problems and down moments. Part of our human nature is that we’re excited to share our happy moments but the reality is that life isn’t perfect. Thanks for normalizing the reality of life. Hope all will turn out well for you and your family.

[@aliciaaar3669]

You’ve always been my favorite vlogger ♥️♥️♥️♥️ so refreshing to see you back on KZbin. 😊

[@vaishnavipavithran6504]

Missed you so much! Glad to have you back!!

[@idzellblanc]

It’s not bored or weird at all, I always smile when you post a new video even the old ones i still loving it. Whatever you’re going trough you’re not alone, we’re here for you so your family and friends. All happens for a reason and is temporary the pain you going through. I’m so happy you’re back on KZbin, we’ve missed you so much guys 🙏🏻💕🤗 May God Bless You!

[@saylormilan6693]

So so glad you guys are back. I could watch you for hours haha! You both give off such amazing energy and seem like such great people! Would love to see a current makeup routine!✨💛

[@aldi1073]

Happy you are back on vloging. Your vlogs where never ever boring!! I loved always every minute of it!

[@briginails1350]

Negin happy you are back! You are human as well ❤️ I hope everything goes better you well deserve it power woman!!

[@mariaferreira7647]

Welcome back lovely, miss you guys 😘I’m so happy to see your vlogs 😉you looking amazing as always 😘🥰

[@irinatrendafilova2623]

I’m so happy you are back with the vlogs, I missed them so much 🥰🥰🥰💗

[@amaliareynoso]

I love your content!! Never ever get tired of your vids ❤️ Take good care of yourself Negin 💛

[@lughieddaf4531]

So happy you're back guys! You had so much courage to share that little moment of sadness and struggle, nobody has a perfect life, and it's so important to share the reality, the idea that every human being sometimes goes through something bad. You're human like everybody esle and you suffer like everybody else, it takes a very strong heart to admit it and to share. ❤️ keep strong babe❤️ all my love..ps beautiful vlog!

[@meeraabdallah8774]

loveeee this video, you’re never repetitive! Wish you’d post more❤️

[@doeburgundy]

NEGIN!!!

[@luanaalleixo8768]

You look gorgeous as always! And I’m happy you came back, I follow you since long time and I love too see your videos!

[@palalacabrera115]

I'm so happy you are back! I miss so much your videos, I'm sending you lots of love your way

[@feiasef8319]

Love you and how you are so real with us, thank u Negin 💗