Useless Child 1 Hour Version

[@Shnail7083]

My mum: Aww my daughter is dancing so nice to her music it must be so nice Me: The song legit having the word useless child in it Me crying on the inside 😭

[@thataudioartist7321]

lol

[@byronperez3579]

Relatable lmao

[@maileenmata8707]

So true

[@iosifturcu1554]

SOOOOOO TRUE

[@Saint529]

"im so sad 😭" ahh comment 💀🙏

[@svturnz07]

I ended up listening to this for two hours- I played this for two hours straight ty

[@siahnadrawz2680]

I didn’t even mean to listen to this for an hour. But I did.

[@yuwiichu1839]

How do u accidentally-

[@siahnadrawz2680]

I forgot it was playing in the background cause I was listening to it for awhile, so when I realized it had stopped I saw that it was done

[@yuwiichu1839]

@@siahnadrawz2680 LDNDJJDHDHD 😭😭😭

[@spooki_x.x]

SAME LOL WAS ALSO THE SAME FOR ANOTHER HOUR VIDEO I WAS SO CONFUSED WHEN IT STOPPED BC NO ONE ELSE WAS USING THE INTERNET AT THAT TIME

[@dived3670]

this song is about a father leaving the mother with a child and taking all of her anger out on the child, the child ended up running away and committed suicide

[@alyarouge3261]

Jeez that’s morbid

[@shuofhorrors6976]

@@alyarouge3261 THAAAAT KIUKO FOR YA

[@xxlilcherryblossom101xx8]

Damn- sounds like me-

[@dived3670]

Why df did i comment this no one cares wth 💀🙏

[@qiqihauntingyou993]

WOW

[@natalie-yg9nx]

currently on a three hour drive listening to this, kinda heaven rn 😀

[@xxaikoxx3962]

DON'T USE YOUR PHONE WHILE DRIVINH

[@izukumidoriya4553]

@@xxaikoxx3962 i think they meant it’s either playing in the car if they are alone or they are the ones driving

[@3v4n_the_emo_trash]

@@izukumidoriya4553Or they’re in the car with someone else driving while them with headphones (or not) in the back or front listening to this heavenly music

[@3v4n_the_emo_trash]

AND THATS THE DEFINITION OF WHY TO LISTEN TO MUSIC IN THE CAR. CUZ ITS LITTERAL HEAVEN.

[@hannatheanimatorwhopokemon]

​@@xxaikoxx3962shut up you egg

[@heartgatavirus]

listening to this next to my sister while trying my best to not cry because today is the worst 😃

[@kettle910]

I sub to you

[@hadesat25]

Aw what happened? Ik it’s kinda late but you can still spill but if ya don’t wanna it’s totally ok

[@heartgatavirus]

@@hadesat25 I am one of the top students and during this time was close to our exam, my mental health was at the worst state and my grades were dropping significantly, got scolded by parents and teacher and being insanely overwhelmed and scared that I'd fail and disappoint everybody because I am no good in anything other than in academics lol, fortunately I got above average results and got into one of the top school in my country, now I am currently preparing for my midterm that's in a week ^^

[@hadesat25]

@@heartgatavirus yay! I hope it gets better!

[@GM_4968]

Always happens

[@alilcoffeecake]

Me in class: My teacher: you can listen to music while you wait. Me: You just made the biggest mistake in your life, letting these idiots listen to music. Also me listening to this for an hour:

[@thataudioartist7321]

lol

[@psyche2512]

me too

[@oh9869]

Listening to this after my mom and dad have yelled at me all day saying I had an attitude when I haven’t done anything hits different 🌝

[@psyche2512]

agree

[@Eli_zone]

Same :)

[@togamisbo0k_.]

I hope you get better, stay safe and healthy always and please have a nice day. 😊

[@woop-wooper]

bro i do anything and get told to 'stop with the attitude' istg

[@kotarobokuto2221]

My friends call me “useless” as a joke 🙂

[@kotarobokuto2221]

@Angelica Milivojevic idk someone who’s nice?

[@ophieeelia]

I call myself useless as a joke🐸

[@shanebaddie]

@@kotarobokuto2221 throw the friends away

[@kotarobokuto2221]

@@ophieeelia stop it stop being like me 😠 mom said it’s my turn to useless

[@kotarobokuto2221]

@@shanebaddie ok I’m suspended now what do I do 😀

[@reesi4526]

My mother : "my daughter has really nice music taste, I'm sure it's a really happy song" Yes ofc. While your son is listening to a song about trauma which he is literally trying to survive.

[@iosifturcu1554]

Relațiile....

[@togamisbo0k_.]

Wait what? Son?Daughter?

[@ruthaguila91]

@@togamisbo0k_.he’s probably trans or smth (NO HATE)

[@ToriDeCosta]

This is how I feel all the time I would always put on a fake face and pretend I'm happy

[@ikaicadominique6325]

YES FINALLY I FOUND THE1 HOUR VERSION

[@PEARLOFFTHEH00K]

what is ur profile from?

[@ravirocks0507]

@@PEARLOFFTHEH00K south park

[@mdmht-wz7et]

That moment that this song is whats keeping you together before you fall apart again after holding all your anger and sadness inside for 3-4 years : me: “lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala” Me now: listening to this while crying because i got a 35% on a math test and you dont know what you missed and you know the eng lyrics

[@Fluffyonyx]

This is UNDERRATED you deserve more attention

[@Fluffycatswag]

the songs 7 years old

[@stupididiot6346]

He didn make it. The real song is 7 fucking years old. 🌚🌝

[@yeoss2101]

It'd be better if you just went to Kikuo's channel and said this

[@kitkat7805]

So the whole time I was listening to this I had a soulmate AU idea stuck in my head, where your soulmate can heard the song you listen to. My brain then convinced me it might be true, and every five minutes I was apologizing to my possible soulmate who probably doesn't even care.

[@michiko8994]

Dang bruh that sound like a really good AU idea I like it

[@kitkat7805]

@@michiko8994 thank you so much! I got the idea from the sining soulmate AU, where your soulmate can hear you sing. I'm not sure if it's original but I like it a lot.

[@michiko8994]

@@kitkat7805 your welcome 👌

[@Tom0u]

That sounds pretty good. You should do it!

[@periodclumps]

Why did that last line make me more sad than I usually am?

[@cottonseed3066]

I just want someone to listen to me and understand why I get so frustrated easily. This song is my only way of comforting myself in a way 😞

[@michiko8994]

Hey if you ever need anything the comments are always open, even if you having a bad day or good day they always here.😊

[@kaizzesty]

cotton its ok people in the world (including me) will listen to you, then you wont realise it :)

[@cottonseed3066]

@@michiko8994 Thank you so much !

[@cottonseed3066]

@@kaizzesty Thank you, that's really sweet

[@michiko8994]

@@cottonseed3066 your welcome

[@M0BSYKO]

my mom : what is it saying? me: something my dad called me :)

[@allyluvsmitski]

Aw I’m sorry :(

[@luzcarrero3380]

Are you ok?

[@M0BSYKO]

@@luzcarrero3380 oh yes I am ok! My dad got arrested :3

[@luzcarrero3380]

@@M0BSYKO my dad punched my mother when she was pregnant of me- he also scares me really bad.. But im glad your ok now!

[@shanebaddie]

awe, im so sorry, i hope you feel better now, your dad is wrong!! you arent useless or anything!! just know if you need someone to talk to im here and its okay! :)

[@malnourishedd]

i almost forgot my mom is japanese and then I listened to this for an hour with my door open ;v;

[@naxxy_8441]

thats rip HAHAH ;-;

[@c4r3b3ar8]

Your mom: What is that music? You: *just vibing* Your mom: walks closer and hears "Useless child" over and over again Your mom: 👁️💧👄💧👁️

[@asher7489]

Opp-

[@dragonwing4449]

RIP Uwu Lord 😂

[@joac08gamer7]

Rip

[@Thatoneweirdo27550]

I was listening to this while smiling and about to cry and my family was terrified

[@diamondore6114]

After I just had a really serious argument with my father, this song is just... And the fact that I know the lyrics...

[@unicund]

I hope your better.

[@alyssamorow1010]

I was listening to this in my room and my mom walked to ask what she was saying... lol hey btw I just said that it was a beautiful child T-T

[@keaibella]

me listening to this and doing meh schoolwork u,u *vibes*

[@Missroker03]

This what I did just vides

[@rosem.7811]

I have school it is starts at 9:00 and I now what im listening to in all my classes

[@psyche2512]

same

[@lolitabautista4666]

I'm listening to this while writing a paragraph about my toxic friend. Hopefully it takes out all my anger.

[@togamisbo0k_.]

Good luck :)

[@randomuseryouveneverseen]

my best friend from kindergarten made me insecure which led to me being a paranoid mess

[@v3rmilli0n_stxrs222]

Welcome to the trauma caused by parents club

[@chyanneroberts-gy4kw]

im here for that

[@lesbiankaito8793]

some random person: what does this say? Me:... Me: Something my friend used to call me :)

[@derpdio3140]

I’m bouta snap bro, everything sucks it’s not getting better I’m either gonna end it all or commit something horrific to this song lol

[@michiko8994]

Please don’t do anything bad or commit anything I will hate to see someone who is dealing a bad time, just please don’t give up on life. 😔

[@lilcomment]

Hurting others is bad, ending it is a better option. Or…you could do both….although doing both is bad too…

[@analinarceo4376]

FINALLY THE 1 HOUR SONG I've been wanting for so long 😌

[@fireworriorgirl3859]

Great now make it 10 hours 😃👍

[@izzykoshi2691]

i do chores i cook i clean but at the end of the day im useless

[@michiko8994]

Whoever calling you that is lying because you seem like your doing all the hard work

[@kaizzesty]

@@michiko8994 Agree

[@rui4381]

I agree, I am still a useless child in the end ^^ and will always be one

[@ryush1]

lmao it feels like my mom is singing to me just high pitched (:

[@Sundowner512]

when life get a bit to much to handle. I come to this song

[@earthboundfan7459]

Every day lol

[@jet-lag_the_raptorkit1930]

My friend:so what songs do you listen to Me: *shows her this song* My friend:what is it saying Me:words my family calls me cuz im gay My friend:oh...you ok man Me: yep ;-;

[@loyalkt]

My music teacher said, at our last school year we can put on our favourite song, and everyone should listen to it. Thats not gonna be a good idea, cuz my classmates thinks japanese songs, and animes are disgusting. Im already scared, because im planning that this will be my song.

[@lawliet2056]

Good luck to you 😔🤚

[@loyalkt]

@@lawliet2056 Thanks

[@psyche2512]

same but my "friends" only like the hit animes

[@psyche2512]

and everyone thinks i watch anime when i dont

[@kaizzesty]

who cares if they think its disgusting? its your choice not theirs.

[@mausy0546]

You made my wish come true... Thank you :']

[@antixsocial9160]

If I get married imma have them play this when I walk down the isle

[@threeeighthsOFTZATZIKI]

tbh i don't think you want this to be played at your wedding 😟

[@mimiluvsme_]

whenever im sad i go to listen this song but also i kinda feel bad about myself like i was a mistake and i could never do better than my brother...also thank you for making a 1 hour version

[@kaizzesty]

btw did you draw you pfp?

[@mimiluvsme_]

@@kaizzesty i did not draw it i think it was a website but i dont know what its called sorry!

[@kaizzesty]

@@mimiluvsme_ its oki

[@ruben..101_xp]

I love this song so much because it reminds me of my dad calling me “useless child” and I feel relived when a music and relate to my pain. I mean dad issues am I right? Not my fault you made my mom pregnant and gave birth to me, if you want me to die, I’ll die definitely. Say the word your wish is my command ✨ • If I’m being honest here rn, I just wish I had a normal childhood. I wish I didn’t have trauma. I wish I didn’t *mature* so young. I just wish I was like the other kids. Being happy and proud of my body. I’m only 12 and got send to the hospital SO MANY TIMES. Probably 4 or 3 times. I hate it. I just wish someone can relate to me. I just wish so many things that didn’t happen to me. I matured at 9 years old and gain depression there. It’s my fault. Fucking discord ruined my life. I didn’t deserve any if this. I wanna go back home. I wanna go where I was supposed to go. I didn’t want this. This isn’t my definition of “growing up”. Not like this. Turn me back please, and change me into the girl I was supposed to be. (Sorry for the vent-)

[@rui4381]

Omg I don’t blame you, that’s how I feel- like my siblings tell me to kill my self and me being yelled at for no reason? Being a people pleaser to not get yelled at or to get talked bad about behind my back- still happens anyways like how similar is this..i didn’t ask to be born so I totally understand u

[@rui4381]

I matured at a young age to..I also have a insecurity about my body I feel you..I matured at like 7-8 when I realized that my parents didn’t love me. They love my brothers but only portend to love me so I don’t find out but I know already- I tried to run away when I was younger…so I can relate to you 100%. My childhood was trash as well, it was hell and after turning seven I realized things that a 7 year old should not have to go through ^^

[@GM_4968]

This is the depressed comment section

[@ST4RRYN1GHTSKY]

Thank you i feel like no one can relate i wish my childhood wasnt so messed up i wish that my dad didnt yell at me i wish my dad didnt spank my siblings with wood and a belt really hard and with metal i wish "his son" i cant even call him my half brother anymore didnt do that to me when i was 4 years old and my dad chased us with a dead cockroach at half brothers moms house and the door got closed and had a child saftey lock on it so i was locked in there with my 5 year old half brother who was exposed to the internet when he was a baby so he did that to me(something sexual that i didnt understand since i was 4) i wish i didnt live like this and i have to stop the voices in my head saying "k1ll yourself" "your useless" and i wont let suicide win but deep inside me i can never truly heal its been years but the scar still remains inside my heart

[@FriendlyNightmare11]

I am sorry but I just have to ask, how did discord ruin your life-?

[@lawliet2056]

My mom calls me useless because I lose my notebooks that have all my drawings that she wants to show her friends, lmao if she wants to see them she can ask nicely 😌💅🏻

[@michiko8994]

Period my friend she wants to see your drawings she needs to put some respect on you👌

[@lawliet2056]

@@michiko8994 she literally just yelled “Oi! Child WHERES your notebook?” And I was like three seconds away from saying “yes that’s my name don’t wear it out 💅🏻“

[@michiko8994]

@@lawliet2056 for really 😂

[@yiselamendoza8104]

My family : what is it saying? Me: it is saying something i am :)

[@LUCAIN-v9i]

no one: not even my dog *me listening to t cus i feel overworked by my family*

[@Thatoneweirdo27550]

Same

[@Tom0u]

Thank you for making this. I had been looking everywhere and now here it is. Thank you!

[@kiiro.3207]

Tendou?

[@Tom0u]

...

[@Tom0u]

@@kiiro.3207 Kiyoko?

[@kiiro.3207]

@@Tom0u uhjustlistening💀

[@Tom0u]

@@kiiro.3207 hejsizdjrbdodifbrjdidoenrjfifkek384858593j3j4i4958t83j44o9r8s8e3ji4💀

[@tsukki6992]

Listening this at 3am is best thing I do in my Life :,)

[@funkytownjesus2113]

my dad before we escaped:

[@YourAvarageBeverageConsumer]

listening to this after my verbally abusive grandma has yelled at me for hours is such a reliver :D please help me

[@ange1icism]

I have a plot for this music (if you watch mcyt continue) So, there’s a female and male different videos and plots, I’m just gonna read off the female currently (Females, you’re Y/N.) You fall into the world, everyone’s pointing swords at you as if you were a intruder. It takes a while too be friends with all of them but you do, you only have 3 lives and on the way of taking Tommy’s first life, you jump infront leaving you with half a heart, dream shoots again killing you and tommy (continue in the reply)

[@ange1icism]

You respawn with tommy, leaving him behind you went to dream and called him a dumb ass, he thanks you and says it was your fault but it did help him. You both fall apart and rarely talk, you stay with the others and You (Y/N) was very happy, you are in a room and hear arguing saying YOU were a useless and worthless child (continue in reply)

[@ange1icism]

You cry and lay against the door, keeping it close. You hear Quakity saying you were not a useless child, and it led too a argue ment. Tubbo backs up Quakity but Tyler let too Tubbo dying, he had 2 lives remaining. It continued every day with arguing and Quakity was with you playing his guitar trying too keep you calm (more in reply)

[@ange1icism]

You break and run out the room crying, Quakity runs after you and you yelled at them saying you were a worthless and useless child. You tried too stop Tommy’s death again causing you too loose your second life, you are down too one (will continue later)

[@ange1icism]

Everyone left you, unless you picked a side only Quakity stayed and joked around about drugs with you. He kept you calm for a while till he went missing, you didn’t get the news till you found Quakity. He was crying on the ground singing a song about tommy. Tommy was killed by dream leaving you with only a few people who trust you, Quakity told you what happened and you couldn’t help but fall into tears. (More in reply’s)

[@ange1icism]

You blame yourself for Tommy’s murder, you couldn’t saved him somehow but you didn’t. You thought if you never came or if you picked Tommy’s side he would’ve survived and you all would’ve been happy, but Quakity comforted you and you comforted him.

[@meratolima]

I love this song! I played it in front of my brother he had no idea what it was saying.

[@spencerrizzatto8188]

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

[@meratolima]

@@spencerrizzatto8188 I feel like I just opened a Time Capsule. Thanks random stranger for giving me a notification and bringing me here

[@froggierobbie7816]

ah yes time to listen to this while I think those jokes from my friends weren't jokes maybe i'm just a cry baby just as they say idk I just really want to dissapear

[@c4r3b3ar8]

Are you ok? 🕝🕝

[@froggierobbie7816]

@@c4r3b3ar8 no :>

[@kaizzesty]

@@froggierobbie7816 im a cry baby. one of my friends say im to scared about everything, i pretend to agree but deep down, its offensive. i feel you

[@aryaisacrybaby]

8 minutes in, I’m listening to this all day Corpse dance is next!

[@spencerrizzatto8188]

Are you okay dude

[@muffirino]

my dad after he finally comes home because hes never home during the week and i stutter when saying welcome home: :)

[@izukumidoriya4553]

wait......... TWINS!!!!! ME TOO honestly my whole family sucks where did the instruction manuals go

[@GM_4968]

Sound's like he comes back drunk

[@kylanieves-qn4fd]

experiencing this song for 12 years straight

[@unknownuser-ru3iq]

I love it❤ Me on the outside:🙂 Me on the inside:😞 i keep thinking for myself its all my fault cuz my uncle died...😞😞 And on the outside they thought im smiling... i dont wanna tell my family that im hurt on the inside... im crying on the inside my eyes hurt... but im wearing a blindfold but i can still see on the blindfold...

[@galaxyrose12]

Me on the outside: :) Me on the inside: ): Everything I do is wrong (: I hope you can understand that there are people out there to help you! cuz I don't have anyone (:

[@unknownuser-ru3iq]

@@galaxyrose12 but no one is here for me im just saying home when i go out they laugh at me😞😞

[@galaxyrose12]

@@unknownuser-ru3iq Tho we don't know each other if you wanna talk we can talk like this or just say what's on our mind here.

[@unknownuser-ru3iq]

@@galaxyrose12 ok

[@virginiapace9452]

I LOVE THIS

[@randommusicfan4426]

Every useless child is pleased by this

[@Artic_Slush]

I was singing this in-front of my parents and I this taught me something thank you. Plus I am the unless child I get forced to do everything. I can finally confuse them in two ways: by speaking French and singing this

[@jazminplaysgachamoon4979]

My mom speaks Japanese and she understand the song while I was dancing to it and I knew the song but then after she came in my room crying and hug me because I have school trauma and from my dad and aunt so I listen to this after school but my headphones broke so I listened to it just with out my headphones

[@Corasz]

11:41 dont mind me, just a timestamp for myself :D

[@unicund]

hope you finished it!

[@Corasz]

@@unicund thank u i did :)

[@unicund]

@@Corasz ye ye

[@juwitawita9042]

My mom be like omg why are you like that yelling at me Me be like in my head: lalalalalalalala

[@lilcomment]

Things to tell myself to keep living until someone or something or natural causes kills me: Your parents love you and you love them. You love to live. Everyone in your live motivates you to continue living. You’re just being dramatic. Cry harder and the sadness will go away. for a long while. You’re just lazy. Writing out your problems help. You don’t actually want to die. What about your friends don’t you love them? That will hurt them if you die. :( What about your family? That will hurt them if you die. :( You’re selfish for wanting to die. There’s meaning in life. Just occupy your time with something it will take your mind off your problems. You don’t have problems you’re just making it up. Others have it worst than me I should be grateful. Go outside and talk to people it will help. Maybe if I get up and exercise I wouldn’t want to die anymore. You have to see the bright side of living. Living is beautiful and nice. You’re just hungry. Your life is going great why would you want to throw that all away? Just be happy. Maybe if I get off my phone, computer, game I’ll feel better. Just because you hated your life growing up and still hate your life now doesn’t mean it won’t get better in the future You were not emotionally abused You were not mentally abuse Your family did their best for you Be grateful for what you have Know what I’ll add and others motivative words that will 💯 % help me not want to die and why it’s not worth dying: You won’t go to heaven if you die. :) You’ll go to hell if you die (hoping I do heaven sound terrible anyways). People with money be like: Go to a therapist they can help you. Why do you want to die? You have no reason, your life is good. You don’t have depression so why do you want to die? That’s stupid are you dumb? Huh??? Followed by and angry/confused look, or just a confused look. (This definitely helps me not want to die) If you wanted to die so bad why didn’t you just shoot yourself? (I don’t want to commit suicide I just really hope I die in an accident or get killed by someone/thing)

[@lilcomment]

Btw none of this motivates me, but you know, gotta keep on telling lies to yourself :)

[@rethinkingthingsoverandover]

Song lyrics: You are a useless, useless, useless child The most useless child in the world. La la la, you're useless at studies, exercise, and speaking. You're just a destitute, dense, and dirty child yet I fell in love with that sobbing which came from that mouth that couldn't even say your own name. Drool in snot, dandruff, sheet, pee germy, crybaby, scaredy-cat, just ignore it, ignore it all Come, come, I'll protect you together, together, stay together with me La la la lula-bye, good night Let's sing a duet that will let us sleep with ease, sing it, sing it, sing with me! Lonely child, child You're a useless, useless, useless child You're the most useless child in the world. You're a useless, useless, useless child A child who'd be dead if it wasn't for me. You're a useless, useless, useless child A sad, sad, good-for-nothing. You're a useless, useless, useless child. I'll be the one to save you. La la la, monster, ghost, invisible human The flower vase in the urinal, skipping school. With seared lips, a small voice springs for the slander Let's listen to the monotone shriek Nevertheless, time continues to continue and continue in tedium You're a child with not enough time nor brains. Now it's too late, you're mentally retarded; a cute child, a good child, you belong to me. La la la, lula-bye, sleep tight, With a feeling of falling asleep, dance with me, dance, dance, dance with me. (And that's all, I can't continue further)

[@jackiesalazar138]

I I like the song

[@candyj1043]

Always the Danish homework that brings me here!

[@KeyliCabrera-ft2yv]

idk why this song makes me so happy even tho i know what it means

[@1dollarmenu461]

If you don't want the stupid kinemaster thing at the top of each video I suggest using an app called CapCut it works the same

[@Bubtato14]

Cap cut is a amazing App I use for my videos that I use now

[@rosem.7811]

yea

[@moilui6018]

It's really a mood. No matter where i am or how many people i met, everybody see me as a stupid girl. Even my family find me stupid. I think it's due to my behaviour and my education since it doesn't matter that i have good marks or bad marks. But how do you arrive to be more intelligent than the other kids of your age when you have bad memories ? I feel like it's already too late to make up for lost time. I don't want to look like my mother but more time passes, more i looks like her.

[@alyyn4_qt]

pfft why would i relate to this song lmao imagine i deeply relate.

[@cae3332]

This song make me cry =(((

[@chaeswife86]

I actually feel identified with the "*happy person*" that inside's suffering, this comment it's just for motivate people to be like they like, no matter what others say .... hope you understand me cuz i'm actually not english, i am peruvian but i talk english Sorry for make you lose your time, keep going down :)

[@MystyToLilac]

I listen to this every night specifically this version ❤

[@Pumkin_kitten]

Me: Listening to this song My sister at the other side: Listening to caramelldansen

[@Bubtato14]

YESSSS THIS IS AMAZINGGGG, I LOVE THIS💗💗💗✨✨✨✨

[@Crimson969]

it actually hits me the best because I'm the disappointment of the family and knowing I can never be better than my cousins and I'm always being compared to them and being called useless so listening to this music is bliss to my ears and also they always see the bad in everything I do like in studies whenever I got good grades but one of the subjects I almost that fail they scold me and they don't care about the goods including I won couple tournaments and yet I didn't get congratulated enough and I wanted to confess so bad but I can't so i will be here venting :D

[@Tishaー]

Listening to this after your mom slapped you, forced you to drink hot sauce, being yelled at and compared to another child by your mom just because you got a bad test score is actually great😃✌️

[@Praytell1556]

My dad always cheats on my mom and she always says she will leave him but never do...she takes out all her anger on me and my younger siblings....I never feel safe ...sometimes she gets drunk and eave us to fend for ourselves...I had to take care of my lil sister and brother I had to be the parent...im just 12....I wish I can have fun I wish I can have friends...my mom scares me so much ...she makes me feel so useless and unwanted and ugly I just want someone to love me ...I just want to be hug im so tired of seeing my classmates having a relationship with their mom...I just want my mommy back I just want my mommy to treat me like she loves me even if its fake....Im so tired of crying im so tired of it...

[@michiko8994]

Hope your okay right now but no matter what you are not useless no matter what your parents say

[@dreamycreamymochi]

You are actually very strong and I'm sure when time comes your life will be the other way around (happy and safe) and I think your younger siblings will look up to you because you kept them safe.

[@-pillow-1223]

No mater what others think, you are a beautiful person, and you will find people out there who truly care for you also……………..you said you wanted a hug………Virtual hug sent

[@bestpersonintheworld7386]

I love this Thankyou! :D

[@Aveshexy]

This song make me cry.

[@therealpuppym]

ive listened to this whole video 3 times straight

[@Light-zd9fd]

My brain when I fail a test:

[@BoyWhoRead]

Is that tiger from to ra do ra?

[@brooke4532]

Yess

[@BoyWhoRead]

@@brooke4532 awesome😎

[@Tom0u]

Yes it is. The palm top tiger.

[@sayakamaizono679]

Ah yes, Tiger my favorite character

[@-pillow-1223]

It’s the Pom top tiger, taiga! From toradora

[@awkwardstare3014]

thank you for this

[@randomnessspace7589]

Thank you for putting this in a playlist that lead to me finding it :)

[@gghostin]

Nice so I can listen to a song that tells me I’m a useless child for an hour

[@Bubtato14]

Whoever disliked this, they pressed the wrong button :3

[@mentalfriend6732]

I listened to this 8 times today at work, meaning I listened to this 8+ hours at work

[@_tweaking_kid_5360]

Ive been listening to this for 5 hours….

[@Imnotmeanhehe899]

10:37 LOVE THIS PART

[@dariaroses3778]

Singing and listening after getting slapped by dad! lol yay.

[@dariaroses3778]

i wonder if my parents ever see the true tears from me and not the tears of stupidity i use to hide them

[@jadejackson6620]

this is a suggestion for another 1 hour version: can you do magical door by maretu? i cant find it anywhere at all and that song helps me calm so much and it annoying trying to find one; or press replay on the regular song all the time, please do 1 hour vers of magical door

[@ryleepostman6487]

Here I am all dolled up so nobody will know how I actually feel but anyways I love this song it’s really calming for me

[@dandansantillan7629]

君は できない できない できない子 この世で一番できない子 ララ ラララ ラララ ララ ララララ ラララララ ララ ララ ラララ べんきょも うんども はなしもできない びんぼで のろまで 汚い子 自分の名前も言えない口から 漏れだす嗚咽が好きでした

[@lumix507]

Finally 1hour version

[@therealpuppym]

!Vent and swears! so ive had suic1dal thoughts the whole night. its currently 01:08 for me. i cant stop crying beacuse of my dead dog bff and possible insomnia. my parents are nice, its just that i listen to these songs for comfort. i might have d3pre$sion to. the bad thing is that none of my friends stay up this late so i have no one to vent to. i usually just vent to myself. i also need to be my own therapist beacuse im the only therapist friend. i hate my life so fucking much. i hate basically all my fucking friends, they never listen to me. thats why i love online friends, and two of my irl friends. without them life would honestly suck. im under 18 and i already hate my life. i hate it so fucking much (edit: i timestamped basically the best part without knowing-)

[@evansbored9416]

Im sorry for everything that is happening to you, this is a place to vent Where you can feel safe

[@omnad5241]

I love this song so much even when i know the meaning of it and the English lyrics

[@alexander_dead_again4533]

I'm just kinda here after forgetting what day it was today and being in the wrong class. So I got put as absent for something I can't exactly explain and have it be taken well. Honestly all I got going on would be good grades, but they're poor during the months of April and May every year. I got called a disappointment last year when I got a very low grade, and can't explain to my mom that she upsets me. She wouldn't want to hear it cause she loves me and all, but it's true that her expectations affect me the most >:,) It's difficult focusing and finding the drive to keep pushing on when tests are coming up. I feel like I can't struggle with the one good thing I can bring. I feel childish caring about being a "well-behaved kid" when that's who I am when I'm scared. I really hate letting doubts fester and stop me from being consistent. She really doesn't know that I cry so often at school in the morning. I have tried telling her, but we end up crying together before I can even say a word, and I hate it. I'm really close to finishing high school now, but always want to be seen as the quiet and still kid people think I am >:,)

[@michiko8994]

I feel the the exact same as you do the only reason why have good grades because I don't want my mom to worry about me, and sometimes whenever I try my best I always feel like I'm doing something. And the crazy thing is in about two more weeks is going to be my last weeks in middle school then I'm going to be in high school 🤦‍♀️

[@saidunknown]

Thanks miku. Really helps me with life.

[@youraverageidiot66]

why is it such a vibe but a dark song 😭

[@Jsdnxjhsjfbzudgjsgsjhd]

7:00

[@sankoakakimi1049]

I just comfort myself by making myself feel worse, and this song do both

[@iliketoes7096]

Srry that this is gonna be a long vent u can just scroll I just want to vent if u are gonna read this tho there is some triggering stuff so Tw sh, suicide, child abuse/neglect, bullying . . . Mum- she used to physically abuse me and my sisters by doing stuff like throwing plates, phones and other stuff at us if we were too loud or accidently spilled something she'd also burn us, hit us and slap us (idk how the school never noticed we were always covered in bruises and burns) If I spilled some WATER she would scream at me and say I'm gonna ruin the house even tho it hadn't been decorated for like 15years and then I would get lectured on why I'm such a bad kid If I was too loud she would yell at me to "shut the actual fuck up or I'm gonna make u" when I was like 4 If my room had one thing out of place she would threaten to throw all my stuff out and actually did twice If I wanted to go out she would refuse to take me and would force my sisters to take me out and if they didn't they would get grounded and then my sisters would get mad at me so until I was 8 I never went out unless it was for school After the age of 8 I could do whatever I wanted with no consequences aslong as it didn't effect my mum so I'd drink stay out till like 11pm (I knew that it was unsafe to stay out later then that) and I just done whatever I wanted so I wasn't rlly parented I was never taught basic things like how to clean, how to study or even proper hygiene I only learned that ir supposed to use body wash like 2 months ago If I didn't instantly know how to do something I'd be called stupid and get scolded If I wasn't perfect in school I would get grounded for months (which didn't affect me since I never went out anyway) Almost everything I owned was my sisters old stuff so alot of my clothes was atleast 6years old If I got hurt she wouldn't help me she would just laugh or ignore me once my leg was bleeding for an hour because I fell rlly bad and the only reason I got helped was cause my sister helped me Whenever me or my sisters confronted her on how shitty she is she would make us seem like the bad guys and say "oh so I'm a bad mum" like yes, yes u are Her and her bf both have depression and an Ed which has been passed onto me She has a bf who she breaks up with very Christmas for a week or 2 before getting back with him Her bf makes fun of me for no reason Her bf can't spell and constantly makes me spell words for him Her bf ways coughs or throws up almost every every rlly loudly Sisters- I'm the youngest of 7 kids and since my mum didn't raise me they all did which didn't work out very well since they didn't know much themselves ( I am thankful tho because atleast they taught me too cook if they didn't I would rarely have dinner) My sisters had to constantly look after me while they were trying to deal with school at the same time I used to share a tiny bedroom with 3 of my sisters so i never got privacy till I was 9 Recently my second oldest sister hung herself and somehow my mum still doesn't realise how much of a shitty person she is School- I got bullied ever since primary 1 or 2 (for Americans that's a year or 2 after u finish nursery/ kindergarten) I had multiple BRICKS thrown into my face and then I got in trouble for screaming at the people who done I got slammed into the walls alot and always got in trouble when I fought back I got made fun of for crying alot (because of my home life) even tho when other girls done it they didn't get laughed at I had 2 "friends" who always talked about me behind my back and who both left me in primary 5 I was constantly thought of as dumb because I didn't understand some stuff even tho I was rlly good at math and spelling Highschool- when I started highschool I met these guys who I became "friends" with I'm gonna call them T, L, S and C (talking about them further down cause they need there own paragraphs) Highschool has rlly fucked me up in s1 I started sh and felt rlly suicidal My class calls me greasy(cause I don't have energy to shower most days) My class tells me to kms My class tells me that nobody likes me My class tells me that I should just do it right and slit my vein to kms A girl were gonna M started a fight with me for no reason and then got mad when I fought back My 2 class's have a total of 7 nice people in them everybody is an asshole and hates me for no reason L- L is one of the reasons I started to sh he gave me a piece of class and told me to cut myself then done it himself when I said no L got me to start vaping L has tried to get me to kms multiple times L has tried to get nudes from me then told people about my sh and suicide attempts when I said no L pours Pepsi on me if I walk near him L punches me and then laughs if I'm near him L vented to me one night and then was a dick to me the next day L uses me as a distraction so he can steal food even tho he has the money to buy some L made me and my closest friend sh and feel suicidal L constantly tells me about him and his gf having sex without a condom as if its a good thing L has tried to kill me but strangling me, putting acid in science onto me and pushing me onto the road S- S is L closest friend and hasn't rlly done anything to me but I feel bad for him S sh one day then L told everybody and laughed at him S had depression bu almost nobody knows S was bouncing his leg in class one day and the boy next to him turned to me and laughed at him S has tried to kill himself before and L laughs about it C- C is as bad as L C does all the same things as L exeot behind my back C was sending my friend voice recording about me where he was being an asshole and making fun of me C has wasted about £15 worth of Pepsi on me be covering me in it and then running away and getting mad when I poured some on him C- has beat the shit out of me and ran before I got to get him T- T is one of my be friends and L has done all the same things to him he's done to me T relapsed after months of being clean 2days ago T has become suicidal recently T has been bullied by L for being gay T has too look after his younger brothers constantly even if he's busy I have a gf and I'm pretty sure she doesn't actually like me and just felt bad she's hinted at breaking up with me multiple times but has never actually said it because i think she's scared ill kms I have tried to kms a few times even when I was like 8 and people only know about one a few months ago I've been completely unable to stay clean these past 2weeks and I've felt even less motivated so I think I'm getting worse again I probably have bpd and whenever I'm clean I end up hurting other people because of it My bpd has been making me have derealisation episodes more often now I have a shit ton of trauma and my mum Denys it all even tho my sisters can back me up on it I can barely sleep most nights or I sleep to much there's no in between I'm constantly in a battle between not eating and binge eating I just always feel like shit and I can never escape it Srry for this massive vent I just have never rlly vented properly feel kinda better now tho

[@Bees2go]

you deserve more than 173 subscribers how about you have have +1 and this song makes me feel better :)

[@shubtto]

others : ''oh yes! she must be hearing k-pop i think,'' not me: listening to this song while im crying over my father scolding me bc im a bad sister while i did nothing in my room ngl { and yes , my parents basically hates it when im in my room listening to music }

[@Aroace_artist]

I’ll say all my struggles in a few words I’m not a professional, so don’t tell me ask for professional help I’m not a tool, so don’t use me I’m a human being, so treat me like one And I’m not some fucking therapist, so don’t tell me problems I don’t want to know

[@c4r3b3ar8]

I'm just asking everyone if they're ok, might aswell just make it a comment where people can just vent 😃

[@basictot8182]

So like- I'm not okay. I literally wanted to tear my hair out because I felt stressed and sad. I wanted to hit something, but I managed to pull myself together in the bathroom. Meanwhile, my sister was just saying to stop being dramatic and annoying. HAHHAHAH-

[@c4r3b3ar8]

@@basictot8182 What happened that made you so stressed? If you don't mind me asking 👁️💧👄💧👁️

[@basictot8182]

@@c4r3b3ar8 The fact that I have to go back to in-person school. I don't know why though. It's such a dumb reason, but it made me really stressed.

[@c4r3b3ar8]

@@basictot8182 Yeah face to face school just isn't it, I fully understand, personally I feel like your sister should have been more supportive but that's just my opinion, I hope you do/are doing better! Make sure to stay hydrated and eat enough food, take care of yourself ok :> Ily