"Using" by Sorority Noise

[@MrSlyRacoon]

'I stopped wishing I was dead' Jesus christ did that feel good to hear

[@gnomechompski676]

MrSlyRacoon so edgy.

[@ptvallan]

"I learned to love myself before anyone else" i needed to hear this

[@TheMrmantastic9]

As someone who struggles with depression it is extremely cathartic to hear it.

[@mjbutnotmaryjane]

*whispers to my self* can't relate

[@ssbm_sin]

fucking same :')

[@AmigoSlayer]

When your neighbor won't let you borrow his spices "I know I'm more than worthy of your thyme"

[@minivan5908]

i laughed

[@7KRexCHAT]

lilminivan I didn’t

[@minivan5908]

@@7KRexCHAT based

[@treron8472]

how tf is someone gonna borrow a spice? like you gonna give it back or something?

[@sashaellis5053]

Thyme is a herb.

[@sillymanmcgee]

i really like that the writer stopped ‘using,’ however still has the mindset that he was a burden, etc etc. still rlly has the mindset of when he was using. thats something you dont hear much about. stopping using seld destructive coping mechanisms stops the self destruction, but not the need to cope, and its nice to hear a song really recognize that.

[@SuperAmberAttack]

A relapse isn't always using the drugs/alcohol. Your relapse can start with lying, risky behavior, and even unhealthy mindsets! Sometimes even when we're not using drugs/alcohol, we keep our unhealthy mindset, causing a viscous cycle of using a feeling we can't stop. We gotta stop wishing we were dead before we actually begin to heal. What's the point of being sober if you don't even want to wake up in the morning?

[@sillymanmcgee]

@@SuperAmberAttack yessir people recognize what it means to be a dry drunk (or any applicable addiction)!

[@clashsoldman]

@@SuperAmberAttack needed to hear this thank you

[@therealmarlboroman6128]

Benjamin Todd has a good track called “using again”? I do believe I’m not a hundred percent certain that’s what the name is but I know it’s something similar to that ahaha. He’s a modern vagabond or traveller I guess since he don’t skip the railways like thee olden days lol

[@ppgang1694]

You'd love this shit kzbin.info/www/bejne/gYizhY2thqeZeqc

[@christianc2974]

"Become more than just a burden" that one gets to me

[@Ycontrol_]

Christian Carter same

[@daviddubose7060]

Same

[@hawkmanz1620]

Fucking same.

[@SonnyGambino69]

Me fuckin too man

[@lamechica]

I am super into this song, but there's nothing compared to hearing it live. The band has insane energy.

[@armandoniave122]

+liviloveforeverrrrrr FR! I just saw them last night, and that performance was amazing. This song sounds 1000 times better live

[@iluvkew2xd14]

I SO WANT TO LISTEN TO THEM LIVE

[@dudemanguy1882]

They show us what they got

[@Jacob-gq7id]

They're so good live. I just had my first live show after my girlfriend got me into the scene and im never turning back.

[@ptvallan]

IKR!! It's like the gods course through their veins when the play

[@tayloryon6936]

Its currently 4:50 am Sunday November 25th 2018 I hope i come back to this some day in the future

[@playtonic7546]

time to come back my friend

[@FaintBastard]

come back i wanna know your progress im progressing as well some days are harder than others but please reply so we all know you didnt give up on life because if one can do it, then we all can

[@feelsmachine]

Huh. Funny. It’s 4:51 and I just saw this

[@nodrama7766]

Just start using bruh

[@Mikcaroni]

I keep coming back to check on your comment, hope you reply some day.

[@kimkimahmar3723]

I started using again Left my heart in rocky hill and a whole burning in bed Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep my breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I Started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again [Chorus] I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time

[@skdldndlld1337]

kimkima hmar thank you i just wanted to search or ask for the lyrics

[@wdfissf5108]

H

[@jenilallencastre]

kimkima hmar love people like u in the comments

[@joebo2078]

unneccesary

[@joebo2078]

why

[@sarartistic8036]

"Learned to love myself before anyone else did" An accomplishment I can proudly say I've achieved in my short life span.

[@iThoughtyouweregonnalapme]

But did you become more than just a burden?

[@capybaraville]

and do you know you're more than worthy of anyone's time?

[@sunnysidedownwards]

I doubt anyone will see this but this song helped me out through some dark stuff in 2016 it honestly made me come to a realization that I needed to get my life together. even if I'm still going through alot I couldn't be more grateful for what this song has done for me :)

[@guramikogamer2004]

relate👍

[@spectreme147]

You’re a good man

[@lotusblossom11]

I've struggled with persistent depressive disorder for as long as I can remember. I've been very blessed to have received consistent therapeutic and psychiatric treatment since I was a child, but because my symptoms persisted in spite of this, I sincerely considered myself an exception when other people said, "It gets better." After 21 years of symptoms ranging from suicidal to manageable / high-functioning, I can actually say that today I'm in partial remission. It kindly stopped for me. Please believe me when I say it can stop for you too, it gets better. Thank you Sorority Noise.

[@loser7092]

Stevie Cornett Ha congrats We're all over here still depressed

[@Chelsiefuckfuck]

[@en2336]

I have this and feel as if it's not treated as seriously by normal people as major depressive disorder :/

[@christopher1244]

Dam, your comment made me tear up because i relate 100%. I haven't yet even imagined the end of the sadness but you just reminded me that it's okay to have hope. Thank you @Stevie

[@yyurphy]

Didn’t I see this on another song too? Deja vu? Copy and paste?

[@dakillerfreakshow2221]

This song hits different after losing everything and starting all over again. "I stopped wishing I was dead" that line hits me like a rock.

[@stefanoruiz9048]

Currently here

[@dakillerfreakshow2221]

@@stefanoruiz9048 Things will get better, trust me. I send you good vibes and a huge hug.

[@brandysnead7627]

Same place just lost it all on the way back uo

[@skeevbuushimmy]

Slipped up last week and started using again. I came here for the last few days to remind why I stopped in the first place. Replacing love with constant drug use just makes you numb and when you come down, you feel the absent love all over again. Stay clean and love yourself and the ones that care about you....even if it’s very few

[@YourFoolishPride]

Fuck I needed to read this

[@hamamaha6854]

If you don't absolutely scream "I STOPPED WISHING I WAS DEAD" through your entire neighborhood every time you're lying to yourself

[@somekid9986]

didnt have to call me out like that man

[@justtdrako]

maybe one day

[@cameronhopewell641]

I gotta be in the car, but when I am, oh yeah

[@justindipasquale9357]

@@justtdrako i

[@medusastyggia177]

Sorry, I don't lie to neighbors like that

[@jellyfishyy]

heehee came here from a GORGEOUS animation and i am absolutely VIBING

[@snarlingcats4927]

OMG SAME 😂

[@jellyfishyy]

OwO Awakening the aspentart one?

[@snarlingcats4927]

@@jellyfishyy yesssss it was

[@-nazaeri-7018]

YES

[@eligostransvail2040]

Same here!

[@FREESPIRITSTHEBAND]

This song never stops sounding good and fresh even after multiple listens, hits right in the feels.

[@ashleigh6192]

It’s like a ritual for me to listen to this every morning. Helps a heck of a lot.

[@twohoursintotuesday]

you still doing it?

[@PaigeErtle]

I'm 3 years late but I'm here now

[@ant1626]

How tf r u in like every comment section?

[@brendonmckinley7849]

@@ant1626 fbi are everywhere

[@skinnyjude]

I just got here. Don't track my GPS.

[@librilicia7741]

welcomeee

[@dumperdorer6907]

Same

[@leifchristensen8271]

This song makes me so hopeful for the future. It makes me feel like I haven’t ruined my life just quite yet, that I can still love myself and that I deserve it. May the lives of every lost soul find their own way,

[@silly_goose47]

I think I might be a little late...like five years late.

[@sketchybbq6964]

Don't worry broski I am too

[@snarlingcats4927]

Well I feel called out

[@lukasmudry4026]

i just found this. why tf im so late idk too man

[@Miller_Time]

This time will soon be a memory, don't worry. I listened to this stuff in 2015 2016 when I lived in a dorm room lol

[@bekorcc3077]

Make it 6 years

[@garethjones97]

Thank you Modern Baseball for introducing me to this band!

[@edgarestrada7534]

Gareth Jones AGREE

[@schiggy182]

Gareth Jones same, not sure where I would be without either. (I'm late to the game)

[@Kanen-Dyrys]

Have mercy introduced me.

[@edwoodvine6793]

Thank you modern baseball for introducing me to the whole the fucking scene

[@sketchybbq6964]

Thank you Gareth Jones for introducing me to Modern Baseball!

[@gabbiegentry3589]

"I'm more than worthy of your time" I needed to hear this

[@josephhammerschmidt2159]

"I stopped wishing I was dead learned to love myself before anyone else become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time" This is such a powerful, beautiful, and relatable lyric that contains so much self growth.

[@heehoopeanut6160]

I'm learning to love again. I'm damn near 3 years clean. I'm finding beauty in the woods again. I'm fucking healing.

[@collinlopez]

That key change is godly

[@spyder027]

It really is. I replayed that section a few times when I listened for the the first time

[@sarahmiller7214]

worst thing about liking new bands like this is that they are not famous enough (yet) to come to the uk, so bloody desperate to see them!!! >.

[@katezileviciute6024]

They're touring uk next month though In Camden Town electric ballroom with modern baseball

[@sarahmiller7214]

i know^_^ got the Manchester tickets just for them, I didn't know who modern baseball till now

[@chubba2472]

Sarah Miller were they good? Mainly a fan of puppy so I'm going to see them in Leeds tomorrow! 🤘

[@sarahmiller7214]

I went again to the Manchester show yesterday. And really? I skipped puppy and the other supporting band and got there for half 9 just to see them. And they were spectacular. The set wasn't as long as I'd hoped (around 40 minutes, give or take) but it was still amazing. They sang using and either way which are my 2 favourite songs. BUT a few people were talking during either way and it was aggravating, I hope that doesn't happen in Leeds. All in all, you will not be disappointed in terms of quality of music. Have fun! :)

[@chubba2472]

Sarah Miller puppy are amazing, really under appreciated, they don't have many songs but what they do have is quality, don't know how good they are live. I've been listening to sorority for the past hour having never heard them before, they really are awesome, looking forward to it!

[@donniedarko6209]

These lyrics capture what I feel and have felt constantly from the moment I could talk and think on my own. Humans where not built to stay happy. We are not made to last.

[@ren-w]

I’m gonna get here one day

[@ifancynoone5698]

I wish I found this song much earlier.

[@Ysabel-ld6we]

. 8😮

[@traviswiesman2969]

I found this song on spotify while working on a potato farm and my god, I actually stopped wishing i was dead.

[@BreakingBreadcrumbs]

Are you technoblade?

[@TomDabektv]

This old gray song is dope

[@dudemanguy1882]

bruh

[@lornipsum226]

LOL

[@sonic-fm1gw]

most skramz comment on this video

[@michaelmaffei8139]

Hahahahahha

[@maxpainter33]

Tom Dabek bruvvvv

[@stupidfriendstheory808]

Hearing it live is INSANE.

[@Law-of-EnTropy]

They remind of Brand New, how the vocals blend together and the general feel of their instrumentals.

[@thebritishippie]

Missed the emo stage, but a new friend also in recovery sent me here. I'm glad she did. Hits to the heart

[@thatchick8796]

Listening to this song makes me feel normal for a change. Says everything i thought i was alone in feeling. And i dont say that as an edgy teenager. Ive felt this way through everything.

[@WPive]

I started using again Left my heart in Rocky Hill, hole burning in my head Needed a distraction from my head Devil on my shoulder said try this instead So, I started using again I started sleeping again Traded late nights and sheep for Vicodin The guilt burning in my chest set in I started sleeping again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I started smoking again Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning Needed anything to keep me breathing To prevent my blood from bleeding I started smoking again I started loving again Thought when I lost that will to live I could never feel again I'll give it one more shot and let someone in I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I started loving again I stopped wishing I was dead Learned to love myself before anyone else Become more than just a burden I know I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time I'm more than worthy of your time

[@jessdoop]

I saw these guys last night in Manchester, absolutely amazing

[@claytonlindhorst2390]

I was feeling suicidal today, and this really helped me out. Thank you so much Cameron! I fucking love you!!!

[@spyder027]

How you doing bro?

[@DCGMatthew1]

Still think this may be the greatest sing of all time.

[@lucascunningham4558]

I miss you guys.

[@JetLagRecords]

Topshelf Records, Wow, this made my day brighter! Thank you!

[@chrisdiegoish]

So happy emo is still alive and well. :) *ahem* I mean, never happy. It's whatever.

[@dudemanguy1882]

Christian Diego Lmao

[@brookefitchett190]

Damn that's edgy

[@thanxbutno]

Gargling Toothpaste it’s a joke

[@dylanjohnson6370]

Bring it back

[@oli.4409]

That made me laugh. Um. I mean whatever i don't care

[@GuardianCor]

This is a damn masterpiece.

[@brogis2]

this has been my favorite song to listen to the past few days and turns out this was posted on my birthday a few years back :’)

[@thomashendonandcompany]

This band is great. Reminds me of another band I love but it's so refreshing and I relate to the songs a lot so far.

[@iluvkew2xd14]

When I listen to this i get closer to stopping being depressed

[@isaiaspizarro8159]

You guys are super under rated ;-;

[@limbo1793]

I don't know but, at the end I heard "I know, I'm more than worthy of your time."...This song slaps, HARD.

[@peterdailey796]

The "I stopped wishing I was dead" lyric is up there with Modest Mouse "I'm trying to drink away the part of the day that I cannot sleep away" from "Polar Opposites" on the "Lonesome Crowded West" album....

[@flameswitch555]

Amazing band live this was my favorite song on there set! also dope that this came out on my 20th birthday!

[@tebunky8187]

One of the most underrated bands ever

[@ayoomike]

damn, so glad we all keep re-finding this song when we need it

[@breanamikus5803]

Seeing these guys and citizen tomorrow night in Portland, can't wait!!

[@BlckMrket]

Best band discovery. Plz do a tour could really use some live sorority noise

[@happyparallel3809]

This song is important to me. These lyrics speak to me.

[@space.404]

This is the whole mood for 2021. I feel a lot better but I also sometimes can't help to relapse in bad habits, but I find hope that it won't last.

[@JetLagRecords]

Topshelf Records, Amazing video!

[@seancotterell4225]

I guess I’m about 5 years late on this one. I can’t think of a song that better encapsulates the cycle of addiction, kicking and relapse. Tomorrow is my day 30... again. Hopefully it’s my last day 30.

[@jellyfishyy]

i wish you luck

[@rylanmartin9040]

How's it going?

[@bobsimmons6277]

Good luck man mad love and best wishes

[@Omfgitsdustintyler]

The lyrics hit home every time, sometimes I still wish I was dead, like today, that’s why I’m here

[@JimTeal3rd]

okay I've now listened to this song 4x in a row how do I escape

[@lockswap]

i live 5 mins from their hometown their so crazy good forever a fan (:

[@kllj0y-topic680]

God i remember listening to these guys before they were anywhere near this big because my dad got a cd from one of their shows i have "it kindly stopped for me" on cd too. Gg bois

[@declanallan885]

this is beautiful!

[@vero_vento]

This is why I can relate to pop punk or any rock genre the pain in their songs are relatable. But they try to find other ways to recover instead of overdosing on something.

[@kieuanapena1502]

did anyone else fall in love w them at south by so what? man, they put on a good show

[@Glacier_Nester]

This band seems very.. streetlight manifesto meets "traditional" alternative music. Very cool sound, I need to give them a little closer listen.

[@lemoneken]

Though streetlight's songs are highly less depressive in terms of lyrical content.

[@ashleyruiz2527]

saw these guys last night they were so great♡

[@Ghostb11]

This song is the goddamn jam

[@evooolve5140]

I FORGOT about this song thank fuck youtube recommended it again

[@HarlotOfWrath]

listened to it like 100 times, sung it in a karaoke discord then listened to it 100 more times. *sighs* i am one with the edge now

[@JetLagRecords]

Topshelf Records, Keep grinding!

[@kini._rides]

as soon as i heard his voice i felt comforted ....

[@juliajensen8278]

Their first song i heard. Summer 2015. Tumblr. How I discovered SN and am so grateful for it.

[@katiehellis660]

this is the first song I heard by them a few months ago and it really speaks to me

[@projectfalcon8930]

Oh my fucking God I can't help but cry atleast once listening to this song after giving relationships another chance

[@theperksofabooknerd1696]

I get to see them Tuesday so pumped

[@vankai6817]

Saw 'em live and got a pic with 'em! Badass live.

[@theDelteGamer]

I saw these guys last night in Columbus with Citizen, Milkteeth and Turnover! Awesome show!

[@Matt-mo6rn]

Aghh I hate you!! I'm so peanut butter and jealous right now!!!!

[@mayag.111]

GONNA SEE THEM LIVE

[@adri2854]

this song live is soo good

[@qill15]

New favorite song

[@Scarletkillerxz]

This album comes out 4 days before my birthday, & I honestly cannot wait!

[@therealhandsomepete]

Whoa same here homie

[@inkershrike]

Started listening again. Thought I had to turn my life upside down and make this song the theme.

[@jzeon1]

tear in my heart

[@samanthawerner26]

The feels are so real with this song

[@aaronestrada5147]

love y'all

[@monstergirlk11]

THIS IS A MASTERPIECE!!!!

[@juggernuatjake5895]

I had a warrant for a misdemeanor in 2020 and I listen to this song and Fidlar bad habits while riding my motorcycle around taunting the cops out running them 7 times by December I couldn’t believe my live any more

[@midnightsoup333]

I STOPPED WISHING I WAS DEAD

[@valerierocha6596]

Wayward Angel you're more than worthy of my time cas

[@midnightsoup333]

valerie rocha Ayee

[@largechungus3756]

Same

[@davidrosenow1818]

You know!

[@odadilucredheads3954]

Thanks Sara Rubin!

[@jugular2797]

i realize that there's a message and everything but this song sounds fire af high

[@lilsleepy1469]

oh yeah ahahah

[@kurlandosblin]

Oh my god, this is a best song ever!!!!

[@Damianvlds]

there is a curious story right now about this song, i already have heard this band before and its been a while since i heard this song. i broke with my girlfriend like 3 months ago, she cheated on me and i was very upset/depressed/angry etc... and then i saw this song in my youtube recomendations, damn i feel so good, i dont feel sad anymore and i dont think im going to be sad anymore. thank you, Sorority noise

[@pumpkinoligarchy6626]

I adore this song

[@a.s7885]

I want to start loving again.

[@lydia-mae3487]

THANK-YOU FOR COMING WITH MODERN BASEBALL

[@LenculkaGD]

Ay, awesome band I've found! Great sound and great lyrics..

[@hogereshoge]

Its currently 08:32 pm thursday, November 26th 2020. I hope i come back to this some day in the future.

[@netherless6729]

I can't remember where I heard this song from and it's gonna bug me forever.

[@csajklasklsfa]

Three days into quitting. No other options, this is so painful

[@highonheroin5352]

Sebastian Vallie don’t listen to triggering music early on in sobriety. Hope u good.

[@katherinejulia]

hope you’re going strong

[@anavalenzuela9612]

this song makes me happy (: