【VOCALOID ORIGINAL】Aokigahara【初音ミク】

[@OctoRanger]

The vibrato when she says/sings "Aokigahara" makes everything so touching

[@CrusherP]

Unfortunately, I couldn't get Miku to sound the way I wanted if I had brought her an octave lower Trust me when I say that next time I WILL FIND A WAY AND NOT LET MIKU STAY SO HIGH UP o___e I don't like that much either lol

[@Krillin1993]

Crusher-P are you a japanese woman or men? Or am I completely wrong? Why did you thaught that nobody cares about you back then? Did you not have parents who would understand what you did going through even I know it is the system the japanese people had to live but you have to had a family you can talk to or didnt you got a good relationship to them?

[@totallynameless8861]

I really like it this high up. It sounds angelic.

[@project_liss]

Hey, I know that some years have gone, but I find a cover on this song. It's on Russian, but still amazing. (here is it if you want: kzbin.info/www/bejne/i4jIo56cjNOdoZI

[@TsaritsaMain]

This deserves more views, amazing song.,

[@CrusherP]

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

[@Adraria8]

Crusher-P fucking love this song

[@dkp8977]

6 years and one reply. f in the chat, Crush.

[@l1ghtg30gd7]

DKP897 YT it’s good to leave this one behind, sure it’s nice but I think it would be bad if people kept bringing crusher back here, ofc idk about anything.

[@ventcyli1881]

This was the original piece of “The Forest” from Concientia album :( It honestly make me so happy to know that you made it out of here when I listen to this piece. You’re truly a very talented person.

[@ElaraArale]

oh, i did not know she made an album with a remake of this music, thx+

[@Kizsurian]

I often listen to this one and Goodbye when I'm at my lowest points and sing along (even though I often can't hit the highest notes unless I'm warmed up, so I sing it in lower octaves). Sometimes I cry, let loose all the pent up frustration and pain that I do my best to hide. People always tell me, 'it gets better.' I like to believe that, but some of us have tried too damn long to be strong and keep trucking on. The lows get lower, the highs are more like what your lows used to be and you just start simply existing. These songs remind me that I'm not the only one suffering, even though it can often feel like we are the only ones feeling this way. Suicide is not the answer, and I agree. But I also don't blame those that go that route. Things are overwhelming, nothing you used to love gives you any joy anymore, your friends don't get it/are insensitive to your suffering and tell you to 'get over it' (if it was truly that easy, none of us would ever feel that way. POOF! A happy thought and it's all gone! We fucking wish)/or simply stop talking to you because they're 'tired of it.' Well, we're tired of it too. We just want the demons to shut up and leave us alone. Some of us bury it inside ourselves because no one wants to listen to us vent, or offer any support. We don't want to burden you, but we also can't handle it all on our own. It's why we turn to others for help, and when turned away, that's when things like suicide can happen. Even with great support nets, it can still happen in a particularly bad low day. If you can, seek help. It can feel like the heaviest burden, but if you can seek help, do it as soon as you possibly can. The earlier, the better. It does not make you weak, it makes you human. Don't let the demons win. Thank you for this song, Crusher-P.

[@misaamane664]

I know the feeling, bro/sis/agender. They tell you that it's getting better, but you have to hang on. You need to do it, like me. Things can be better if you believe it. And remember, you're awesome.

[@paolosa100]

Thank you for putting this into words, I really want to stress the fact that if anyone out there is feeling helpless they should seek for help, it's not easy to cope with this kind of stuff all by yourself and you shouldn't feel bad for not been able to deal with it, we tend to live life because everyone does, but that doesn't mean it's easy. If you just wandered here and are in a stressful or though situation please don't hesitate on relying on others. You are not been a bother. Your existence is not a sin. You are a lot less lonlier than you think. I can't assure you there will always be someone to give you a hand or be your support, but if you don't try reaching anyone then you'll never grasp anything. Get a hold of something and keep moving on, it's not easy, but it's fulfilling. I hope that if this is your situation you can find a way out of it, I really do.

[@thezuma391]

Goodbye is a funny choice, considering it's music. I personally listen to Rolling Girl or Tawagoto Speaker when I'm in "that mood", and do things I shouldn't

[@CrusherP]

Chernobyl. oh my goodness. That is one of my favoritest places ever. I never thought about doing a song for it but now that it's mentioned, I might just.... Thanks for the suggestion!

[@CrusherP]

feel free to release it! please go straight ahead!

[@loopy3349]

This is such a beautifully tragic song. for all the wrong reasons. I'm glad you're still here..

[@aienmaTHEGREAT]

I dunno but you and circus p has knack of creating a really awesome depressing song that is just too good and way way better than other stupid song I heard on the radio. I just love your songs.

[@PinkbearLyman]

This is just Crusher.

[@curseagent]

+Pinkbear Lyman I think he/she means that Crusher's songs have the same depressing vibe to them as Circus's music.

[@blueskythlikesclouds]

I legit screamed when the remastered ver. of this was in your album

[@CrusherP]

yeeeeeeeees

[@lesserbeing678]

I suffer from clinical depression and anxiety I'm afraid to tell anyone. I don't want to burden them so I suffer in silence. This has been a miserable year for me. It gets worse by the day. The only thing that helps is drawing. When I can muster up the motivation. We had a group of people come into school. They talked about depression and anxiety. I sat there in silence. I didn't want to hear about stuff I was WAY to familiar with.

[@Sunnyomori649]

Being trash Is hard have a hug *hug*

[@lesserbeing678]

Adventures of an Otaku thank you :)

[@fuckmylife6449]

Let someone help you. This is the best thing you can do for yourself

[@marielborja505]

you deserve to get help. no should ever have to deal with these issues alone. you'd be surprised how many people can relate the moment you reach out. it sucks to feel like that but You're NOT Alone. (^v^)/~♡ **hugs**

[@marielborja505]

+Jesse Markin (°~°)

[@CrusherP]

i'LL THINK ABOUT IT cause that means i'll have to remake the whole VSQ to be in english and I am on a song writing roll right now :333

[@CrusherP]

go for it homie!

[@rozarid4570]

This song is so beautiful. I'm so glad that you made it

[@CrusherP]

Go for it!!!

[@lostgirl8599]

Used to listen to this song years ago, even did a piece of art cause of it, but eventually moved on. Today I woke up with this song ringing in my head. I think its cause this is where my mind has been these last few months, a head space I thought I'd escaped.

[@fawful52]

I come back every now and again as the years go by, and as healed as I am sometimes Aokigahara rings through my head in much the same way. Progress isn't linear, we'll get through this my friend. ♡

[@lostgirl8599]

I was surprised to see a notification from this comment, even though I listened to it again recently. Progress definitely isn't linear and in the time since I first commented life has been a roller coaster. But I'm even more determined to keep going and get through it all. I hope you have kind and happy holidays friend, and yes, we'll both get through this ♡

[@CrusherP]

Go for it, homie!

[@Burnishable]

God, this song is so beautiful I've had it in my library ever since I found it here. It's super powerful, I can tell you put all your might into this one. My struggle with clinical depression and anxiety was always such an uphill battle, especially when I was younger.

[@tessdaniel2436]

Why do the most beautiful people have to hurt so much...

[@NgocNguyen-px8gl]

Imagine you are walking through a field of flowers, and you decided to pick some of them. Which ones will most people pick? The beautiful ones.

[@miles4939]

cum cum cuc m ucm ucm cumc umc ucm

[@SoulAlis]

Sometimes even the ugliest people hurt. The beautiful wither away more dramatically.

[@InvaderJes11]

So, I found this song some time ago, but now that I've listened to it several times, I feel the need to comment. It's absolutely chilling. I can't really describe what the tune does to me. The intro especially, it's just... beautiful and shaking. And it's a topic that hits close to home. While I've never had suicidal thoughts myself, my best friend has tried to kill herself more than once. If it hasn't already, I hope this struggle eases for you. But anyway, you've created a masterpiece.

[@orz-x1u]

日本人いませんか...？ ちょっとした興味で開いた動画だったんですけど 6年も前の動画だったんですね... にしてもこのイラストなんだか不気味で悲しげで見てると心が苦しくなります(´･ω･`)

[@ナポリ風言峰綺礼]

それな

[@lv7704]

@@ナポリ風言峰綺礼 hi :)

[@ナポリ風言峰綺礼]

@@lv7704 hi :)

[@lv7704]

@@ナポリ風言峰綺礼 I'm from Brazil, where are you from?

[@ナポリ風言峰綺礼]

@@lv7704 I'm from Japan！

[@HarukoSan]

tbh this is just super creepy to me. I like creepy shit but like this is super creepy. the way you tuned the forest name scares the shit out of me

[@OncillaOasis4]

I sent this link to my friend, who knows NOTHING about Vocaloids or anything. SHE LOVED IT SO MUCH. She keeps chatting me that it's on repeat and stuck in her head. She loves it so much though!!! This is truly a really great piece, though. I love it too. You really did an amazing job! I'm also glad you decided to finish the song completely. The instrumental is incredible also! :)

[@mizukifudzita4807]

You are still alive,stay strong

[@totallynameless8861]

This is a beautiful song. One of my favourite songs, in fact. I've been listening to this song for about 24 hours straight, no kidding (I fell asleep with it on).

[@TheDryBird]

beautiful haunting melody

[@littlepoet257]

I can sympathize with the pain you are feeling. I went through some tough shit growing up and a couple years it all started to make sense that what happened to me wasn't ok yet I knew it was to far in the future for any justice to be served. It made me depressed and suicidal. My parents sent me away for a while because they had no idea how to deal with me. That f'ed up my life more but when I got back I focused all my energy on art and have been working out my issues with art and a therapist.

[@curseagent]

Well… I'm sorry. Good thing you didn't choose the wrong thing; committing suicide. That is the wrong way to handle depression.

[@curseagent]

It is the wrong way to handle depression, not trying to be a prick. It's wrong because it tells others around you that something is mentally wrong. Like if one tries to commit suicide, and survives, then he or she will probably get put in a mental hospital or something. I'm not trying to be a prick. It's true. The right way to handle it is to see someone for it; someone to talk to about it, someone you trust. Instead of bottling your feelings up to where you can't take it any longer, you go and talk to someone about it.

[@curseagent]

***** "why not take the easy way out?" because god did not create the world to be easy. my grandmother always told me, "god expects you to take the hard path in life, while the devil wants you to take the easy path." Plus, it IS true. The world WOULD be a better place with you, or me, or even that other guy that commented. When it's our time to die, then THAT'S when we die. I'm not trying to be a dick, I'm trying to encourage you to keep on living. I don't have a very happy life myself, I'll admit. I've contemplated suicide before, and then thought, "This is wrong, I have family and friends who care about me." So... no, it's not bullshit.

[@curseagent]

That's very sad and your family must be cruel But, still. I'm not here to argue with you…

[@curseagent]

Your welcome... I SWEAR that I wasn't trying to be an ass and I didn't want to argue... so im sorry

[@ricobruan1345]

What we all know, is that you have another chance at happiness. What we don't know, is if you have another chance at life. Please don't take the easy way out. You are as valued as any human being in this world.

[@scarletgold3688]

This song describes me so much. I feel connected to this song. I am in love with it

[@N-VAMusic]

Kinda has an early Linkin Park synth feel to it. I love it keep it up!

[@searletssky9124]

thank you it really speak to me a lots

[@olli35pgxpg5naf9]

This picture and the meaning of this song haunts me at night

[@thrundone]

I startred crying as soon as I heard this song, listened to the words. I have known about Aokigahara in Japan and have always felt the want to go there and die. Thoe woods are the best place to die.. Because at least there, you are accepted. The verse where it says "Do you not value your life. Not as much I do this knife" struck deep agony with all the knife marks on my body.

[@hgasldkjghalsdkgjh]

CICI THIS IS FABULOUS I LOVE THIS I LOVE YOU Aokigahara as a place is really interesting to think about, but it's also really sad. I like songs about suicide that aren't your generic emo bands so asdflskdfh yeah. ;u; this is amazing. I know I just told you on skype but I THOUGHT IT'D BE GOOD TO SAY IT HERE TOO.

[@CrusherP]

Geeeeeeeze, try now it should work! Sorry about that oue

[@bunnykx]

My god this is amazing, I love this so much. You are amazing!!

[@blahblahblahblah8p]

Ahhhh I'm so glad you got around to finishing it and to moving on uwu Cheers from an anonymous fan~! :D

[@galaxysoup]

Wow this was hauntingly beautiful :) I'm glad you're starting to move on, I hope that you're surrounded by people to support you now!

[@UTAUBobbi]

FREAKIN' AMAZING! OAO

[@inuysha360]

I listen to this song whenever I'm really depressed. It helps calm me down.

[@darthzaida1881]

It sucks because this song is awesome and I love to have it on repeat, but it could also trigger me. Fucking mental illnesses, right?

[@ARIA221]

+Darth Zaida I understand that feeling too well. (diagnosed with bipolar here) but all we can do is stay strong. And just think of how Crusher-P made through it. Stay strong though. ((But this song is awesome though))

[@garnethusky911]

I know that feeling FAR too well.

[@josieanderson1563]

Trust me, I know. I have a long playlist of the songs I love, but they're all focused on suicide, depression, self-harm, etc. I love them (they're relatable), but they in turn trigger me and I cut more. it's a downward spiral; feel bad, listen to songs, feel worse, listen to songs, feel even worse, listen, cut, and then feel only medium terrible. it sucks.

[@FartCrusader69]

all depressed people are actually just angels trapped in this hell they call earth.... by cutting ourselves we can escape this place. It's sad how many angels are trapped in this place.

[@PurpleShadowWizard117]

RAISE UR DONGER

[@luckymlight]

От m19 ?😏😏

[@подозрительнаялоля]

Здрасть 👀✨

[@АминаБолотбекова-я5и]

Естественно

[@AvroraTV-t6y]

Хаюшки

[@ЯрославМахняев]

а как вы догадались._.?

[@НастасьяАмелина-ц3ь]

Дыа :D

[@laromipatuconsu]

CRUSHER-P!!!! I love You ;w; PD: No tengo esperanza de que lea esto xD

[@nronksrtheseductress3481]

i love this.

[@Bleeeeeeehhhhhg]

I feel your pain . But just hold on for a little bit longer and maybe you'll find happiness

[@kokorokagamine6408]

:C IK what it's like to wanna die... I'm happy that you realized it was wrong and you moved on, [Ha! I rhymed!] and that you finished this song. I'm not saying I want help or sympathy- I'm just stating facts. I DID want to die, but now... Now I'm not so sure...

[@Krolshi]

Y 'know after watching the video I can understand what the words mean about the tape and the second verse . This is ... how do I say it ... It 's beautiful , deep & understanding to how most people few always feel , I myself included . I hope you don 't feel that way today or ever .

[@MentarumoriMiya]

Your really talented

[@ovik9838]

I really like this song Hi from Belarus If someone doesn’t understand what aokigahara is "suicide forest" second highest suicides

[@StarfishAnge]

Miku has so much emotion in her voice! o.o That high pitch is what I expect from her and she really works it well here~

[@KurenaiDeyama]

Nice! I was wondering if you were really serious about making a song about Aokigahara when you put out that poll on dA, but now I see that you actually did make it! I think that's really cool~

[@aerendyll]

A song straight from the heart, huh? This is really moving to me.

[@zephyrmoon5143]

This is amazing!! I'm going to Japan to go in the Suicide Forest since I've always wanted to go in there

[@chuya-chii2649]

Обожаю эту песню Ван лав

[@TSUtauSeries]

This amazingly wonderful.

[@Namallow]

As always, your song is perfect! Beautiful lyrics, good Engrish... I love it so much!

[@WhoAteTheWaffles]

This song is so deep. Simply gorgeous.

[@KisekiDreamer]

I love this song so much. It's awesome~

[@Tokuijin]

Bizarrely relatable

[@YoshiSF]

good shit mane. :')

[@philippethorp7912]

This is the song I was looking for my mangá!

[@Flyingshadow451]

I'm really pained to hear how much pain you had in your heart. I really hope you'll continue to seek out happiness, even when things go wrong.

[@AnaChii]

OMG! Amazing!

[@AcesBlitz]

i love this song!

[@GaleDoesMusic]

AOKIGAHARA!!!

[@Dancer_Of_Boreal]

I have genetic depression, I've been fucked since birth but I must say this song is wonderful. In a way it does explain how a lot of people feel.

[@sadeema1942]

Aokigahara, the forest that reeks of the stench of decayed corpses.

[@asteroses]

Seconding everything said here...! Except I mostly relate from my own two rounds of depression. I have recovered both times thanks to the right mix of therapy, meds, and supportive friends + family. May everyone find their way back out of the horrible woods and back to happness again!

[@Poisoned-Sushi]

Beautiful song!

[@morganobrien9777]

I feel ya. I've been wanting my life to end since I was 8 and still do as a young teen. I don't have much advice, since one day I'm the happiest person alive end the next all I wish for is my life to end right there and right now. The advice I DO have is to stay by the people who make you laugh and glad to be alive. That's how I've made it to where I am.

[@scrapednun458]

The song kind of put me in a trance and the branch hair started moving? Her eyes were also moving, maybe I'm seeing things??? Really powerful song though.

[@lindamims3930]

SUPER AWESOME SONG

[@Yuki2894]

Amazing!!0 GJ!! (OMG, I made the ust when the vsq link was not fixed x_x)

[@darkdrakesofttofu3526]

I love it so much I download it

[@leanncordle90]

Beautiful song

[@jellywatson221]

Great song~!

[@hvvryijjzdkk2033]

This song is from 2012, yea, old. But! It's sad to read comments about people who are really sad and have depressions. And yourself, you're already 'healed' ...that makes me sad Q.Q I don't want to go back to my hole in darkness!

[@fuckmylife6449]

I saw you on LaurenzSide :O

[@hvvryijjzdkk2033]

Co Sie Paczysz LoL. Who's that? xD

[@kx_seynire]

haha lol 2019

[@AlineDreams]

This is pretty accurate. A suicidal person doesn't really want to end the life, but the pain. And when the pain has taken the whole life... Yeah.

[@KeshiaRambles]

Catchy.

[@LissaChan820]

just to let everyone know, "初音ミク" is the way miku's name is spelled with Japanese character, so yes, its miku c: anyways, love this, great work.

[@ClinomaticVixen]

U almost made me cry !! U dont know how long I've thought about the same thing ! Crap here comes the water

[@monstergirlinc8707]

I honestly cant understand any of the lyrics, but that also gives a more haunting feel

[@abashedAuthor]

glad that people are still listening to the lovely song

[@MalchikPride]

Oh this is how I felt during times in my life. Acted on them as well. So yeah. I feel ya Cien-sama-llama. Glad you finally decided to finish this song though. c: If I'm right this is Miku...correct? c:

[@agnesljung4007]

stay strong

[@lorienanderson5358]

who is singing this? it sounds like Miku but I'm getting small Rin vibes.

[@pebblespenguin]

It's Miku. :) "初音ミク" is Hatsune Miku.

[@BellaHawthorne]

I know how you feel I've been in that low feeling before. I really love this song though sweety I plan on using my Utau to cover it soon : )

[@nronksrtheseductress3481]

love you.

[@JTVStudiosRBLX]

THIS IS THE BEST VOCALOID SONG EVER but the only downside is that the creepy backstory triggers me

[@paramorecodegeass]

THIS NEEDS MORE VIEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!¡¡¡!

[@ruimegpoisd1729]

mi sueño es ir a aokigahara, poner esta canción y caminar y caminar y nunca volver UwU ♥

[@honeyshrub]

I may have to cover this too! ♡

[@djanko1576]

Here in 2020 - vibe.

[@djanko1576]

2021 - vibe

[@djanko1576]

25 August 2022 - still here.

[@djanko1576]

May 22 2023! Let's goooo!

[@djanko1576]

2 September 2024! :D

[@TamuTamuOnigiri]

I know what it' like, You can make it through this. We've got your back.

[@Papa_yuuji]

to tell ya the truth aokigahara is going to be my senior trip by myself. my parents just think im going to visit friends over in tokyo.

[@TheWilderCat]

Oh god, please people love you just don't.

[@XxAshleyRaynexX]

This song like described how I've felt so much in my life and I almost cried.......

[@HaruVampire]

In my opinion you're awesome with Miku :) GJ!

[@saturnzsadness5511]

Im so upset I love this song I was having a great day put this dog on get depressed but I can't stop hearing it

[@luluashly31]

everyone here in 2024 🥺💖

[@8L00D_M00N]

Yes, definitely one of Crusher's best songs

[@eluegl7006]

this