"Necessarily Bad Emotions" I think you're right. Abuse; think about the Individuals behaviors, inside the Church, the Home, Community. You can spend a Life Time Studying Christianity, without ever making it past the first four Gospels. I used to be a Christian, by choice, I wasn't raised in a religious home, I still have an affinity for Christ. Take your Power back, it is always yours. Your Videos helped me, I appreciate that; don't stop trying to Help people; you are intelligent, use that, as you develop your thesis to take your experiences to help others. Individuals; Institutionalized Philosophy, Doctrine, Law, etc, definitely influences Individuals; still, Individuals.