We NEED to talk... Im sorry

[@MannyMua733]

I love you guys so much, I just wanted to open up as Manny not Manny Mua, I know its not glamorous and isnt fun but I felt like I really needed to do this and honestly if it helps ANYONE in any way to know you're not alone... it was worth it.

[@kaitoenjoyer4303]

Manny Mua ❤️❤️

[@mf6930]

💜

[@lizzieslounge7102]

Manny Mua I love you mi Vida hermosa 😭💞 you are not alone, we love you 💞

[@kiaraganesh6314]

Manny Mua ❤️❤️❤️

[@stephaniegunnison5908]

Manny Mua love you sooo much!!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@patrickstarrr]

Life Opens Up When You Do. You are such an strong and amazing person. We love you.

[@clarkcutie2]

PatrickStarrr 💙💙💙

[@kassidyturner5676]

💛

[@fresamobile]

❤️❤️❤️

[@mariadelatorre7755]

I miss when you guys were besties

[@AshantiH]

PatrickStarrr yes yes Y-E-S

[@anknook]

Sending lots of love your way. I suffer with anxiety as well so I know how hard it is. The constant pressure of social media makes it worse for me. Stay strong Manny ❤️ take time for yourself when you need it. Being happy is most important.

[@XUrAzncutie]

i just started watching your videos and subscribed today and let me tell you that you are such a beautiful being. the world is so lucky to have you, and always know that all 5million of us are here for you. I dont know you fully well but i already hate it when i see you cry because you're such a genuine person.... i love you Manny Mua, you are our inspiration

[@RawBeautyKristi]

I think it’s SO So great that you opened up and expressed your true emotions. Emotions that we all feel and struggle with when it feels like the rest of the world seemingly has it all together. Depression is such a lonely isolating feeling, and there is truly nothing that anyone can say that can take it fully away, but knowing that you are NOT alone is the best help I can hope to give. Thank you for opening up to us all. You are so loved, and also I hope you know you never need to “put on a brave face” - seeing the true raw and real emotions is so much more freeing. You can just be exactly who you are, feel what you are feeling, and know that you we will have highs and lows, and it’s okay to experience them all as they come, process them as we need to - and move on from them as they leave us. So much love to you Manny 💕

[@MakeupByCess821]

RawBeautyKristi thank you for this. It’s such An empowering and inspiring comment.

[@mommashawna707]

I am SO passionate about mental health. My dad's whole family ( including me) have OCD and medicated for it. Unfortunately medications do not work on everyone and I have lost 5 cousins to suicide and grew up with my dad having a noose in the garage just in case. A lot of people do not realize that our brains produce less Serotonin as we age and getting help from a good psychiatrist ( there are so many bad ones) while we are younger is so much more beneficial to our mental health and medications working on us. Thank you so much for caring. Manny is so strong for this and I just love and support anyone who has a platform and uses it for good. I will keep you, Manny and all who are suffering in my prayers tonight❤️❤️

[@RardTangler]

Such a beautiful sentiment, girl. Love you

[@katieeye5425]

I am a mental health therapist, and I love that you are using your platform to bring awareness to mental health like this. Anxiety and depression can be debilitating, it is good to bring awareness to these, and for people to know that they aren't alone. Also, to know that there is always help out there.

[@Chrisspy]

Love you Manny! You are brave to share this side of you, but you’re right- being vulnerable is a strength! 💙

[@lele-be2xq]

Chrisspy !!!!!!

[@alejandrameza3968]

Chrisspy I love how supportive you always are with everyone. I always see you giving others support and it’s so lovely too see

[@katelynmullen4323]

Thank you so much for making this video. I have been battling with anxiety and depression for years and I feel so alone and that no one understands what I am going through. It gets to a point where I feel like im drowning and I can't do anything to fix it. I am so sorry that you feel this way too. I wish no one felt the way we do because it is hard. I hope things will get better for you and I and that we can start living life without this burden holding us back. Love you!

[@MrKate]

Love you Manny! Life is a wild ride. Thank you for being so honest and kind always! I’m here for you, you magical moon goddess you!

[@taanvvii]

Mr. Kate yess!!💗

[@m.l.h.3371]

Mr. Kate hey me Kate

[@alysamartine9104]

,💯❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@sharonsaunders2108]

Manny, do not be scared to get professional help. Do not be scared to reach out, and don’t let ANYONE (even yourself) put you down for what you’re going through. Mental illness runs in my family too, I’ve struggled my whole life with it. I’ve been on multiple medications, in and out of therapy, and I’ve even been down a dark road with drugs before. (I am much better now) Some things work, some don’t. It’s a learning process, and it’s okay if you don’t understand what is happening. You did so well explaining this, and I’m proud of you! Currently, I have had to stop all medications because I am almost 30 weeks pregnant with my first child! He’s an absolute miracle, and I wouldn’t trade him for the world, but it’s fucking tough. My mental state is HORRIBLE right now. Having to heal, and get better while being a mom is hard, but you just reminded me that I’m NOT alone. I love you so so much and take your own advice. Treat yourself like you treat us, love yourself like you love us. It’s okay to take some time to yourself, away from the world. You deserve it. ❤️

[@sharonsaunders2108]

I actually just had a sit down with my boyfriend, who doesn’t have any mental illness, to try to explain to him what goes on in my head. It’s hard to talk about, but you did so well. Nothing but love, and positivity coming from me to you. ❤️

[@giuliasalvadori1614]

I totally agree with you!!

[@eleanorapassarelli7802]

Sharon Saunders so beautifully said😌💖

[@SuperRaedizzle]

Thank you so much manny for sharing this. We are here for you and will support you always!!

[@wendgiechang4588]

SuperRaeDizzle omg I love your channel

[@lukezeagler7828]

YAAAAAAS SUPERRAEDIZZLE

[@YARA-z212]

omg mom

[@amberenriquez2838]

I LOVE YOU GIRL

[@alijaraba3544]

TFS Salamah u need help

[@ahsilenid]

Love you manny! Things will get better. And I know what your going through, I myself suffer from anxiety and depression it's not easy talking about it nor opening up about it. We are here for you!!

[@IgxieRivera]

Manny ninguna persona puede estar feliz todo el tiempo, ni siquiera las personas que no tienen depresión. Tu eres un ser maravilloso que trae alegría a mucha gente. Todos los días mira algo que te haga sentir bien, no quiere decir que te haga feliz. Sino que te hago sentir bien y ya veras que bien se siente. Te aprendi a querer por mi hija y hoy después de tantos años también lloro contigo. Pero recuerda en tu momento mas triste hay mucha gente que te ama. Un beso grande.

[@eveorcasitas5275]

Manny, I'm someone who struggles with clinical depression and anxiety. I just want you to know that when I go through my struggles, I go on KZbin and watch you. Your giggle is contagious, your smile is gorgeous, and you're an amazing person whose been the biggest inspiration to me. I've been watching you since day one and seeing you grow has been a privilege. All your hard ass work will pay off and you're gonna take over the world. I just want you to know that everything will be okay and these hard times will end up making you progress and be better. Just remember when you hit rock bottom, you can only go up. I love you so much 💞 -Eve

[@DuskDawns76]

Please quit apologizing. This may be your most beautiful and glamorous video yet. As weak as you feel making this video it may be your strongest. I have suffered with depression with suicidal tendencies, anxiety, and PTSD since I was 9 years old, just the first time I ever took a knife to my wrist. As I Grew Older, doctors would listen but shut me to the Wayside telling me it was just teenage hormones. It wasn't until 2009, someone other than myself, that I took myself to an inpatient clinic. There all my disorders were diagnosed including a new one called borderline personality disorder which means that I don't necessarily play well with others. Especially those who hurt me the most, if I haven't already become there doormat. I need to thank you for this. I signed up for KZbin, created the name, and was bound determined to share my story. My story about my mental health, the history that defines it, some of the many physical ailments I suffer from, and some of the best ways I found to deal with those. Then my anxiety took over, and my channel has just sat there. There are some pretty cute videos of my goldendoodle and my cat. The goldendoodle that thinks it's a human and the cat, that thinks it's a dog. I don't know if there's any kind of Interest, even in the slightest, to watch a channel, that in my heart, I know I want to do. You, though, just gave me a little hope that maybe there is, and maybe someday my channel can be as beautiful and glamorous and as strong as this video right here.

[@susannahjohnson327]

Manny! Thank you so much for sharing a part of your story. So many other people can relate who they are and their stories with you and yours. I also recently lost one of my dogs very suddenly and have suffered with anxiety for a long time SO I FEEL YOU. Never be afraid to ask for help if you want it or to take a step back. You continue to be such an inspiration to so many people! Much love! X

[@KatieMarielle]

thank you so much for making this video. i deal with depression and anxiety, and so do sooo many other people, but not enough people talk about it. thank you for opening up, you’re amazing manny💓💘💖

[@sattathomas4310]

In a Society where everybody wear a mask, it's a privilege to see a soul.

[@watchbrooke]

Just seeing this now, but I LOVE YOU MANNY. Vulnerability is beautiful. I don't know you personally, but I can tell you are so strong and can geniunely get through anything. I too struggle with similar issues. You bring so much joy to this platform- remember to also bring joy to yourself 💘

[@khamilaortiz9261]

Manny we are here for you

[@sammiejo2288]

Your such a beautiful person manny!!! I love that you opened up and posted this. I have battled with depression since as long as I can remember and I completely understand the struggle! It is kinda nice to know you are a real emotional person. I dont always think of youtubers as emotionally raw but its nice to see the real manny. Keep your chin up. It gets easier to deal with daily. 💝💓💕💋

[@trinitymarietalks]

Depression is a cloud, you are the sky...just because its cloudy for the time being, doesn't mean the beautiful blue sky isn't still there, or will never show up again.

[@katiewheeler9212]

Trinity Jimenez I love that

[@deborahernandez44]

Trinity Jimenez . Your post made me smile

[@jadalynn3889]

Trinity Jimenez reading this honestly helped me a lot thanks

[@chelseamcauliffe8340]

Thank you for this comment

[@annalisalobello2987]

Trinity Jimenez My favorite comment I saw honestly so true

[@JuliaZuniga]

Thank you so much for making this! I struggle with anxiety and depression also and when you get in that spiral or hole, it makes you feel so alone and you look around at everyone else and wish you can be “normal”. When in reality it’s normal and OK to not be ok sometimes, so thank you❤️ Sending you love and good vibes!

[@Kairichi]

Julia Zuniga - so true ❤

[@bethgoodwin4078]

Julia Zuniga i totally agree with you! It can be such a struggle and it can be very lonely.

[@KatelynSaul]

As someone who suffers from depression and anxiety, I know how awful it is. You are strong! Strength doesn’t mean you don’t feel pain. Being able to open up about your feelings shows how strong and amazing you are! We’re always here for you! If you need to take a break, take as long as you need. We love you and care about you❤️

[@user-fz7tx2xl4c]

"Strength doesn't mean you don't feel pain" i want to keep that quote for life ❤✨❤✨

[@maddirowley26]

Yes! Manny don't be afraid to take a break. Take care of yourself, we understand. We love you❤️

[@dinochickeynuggiez]

It's crazy to see you this way and it makes me feel so good because it's just beautiful in a way. Thank you so much for showing this part of you. I've had some struggles with depression and I just really want you to know that you're helping so many people with this video alone. Seriously Manny, thank you for posting this.

[@ThuggyMacho]

This is soo heart breaking. I just want you to know that you don't have to hide your hardships from us cause I'm pretty sure all of us can relate. Being vulnerable is a sign of strength cause it's so hard to do. Take it easy and take care of yourself!

[@emoliver80]

ThuggyMacho very true! Great advice!

[@thejazzyb123]

ALWAYS remember “everybody wants happiness, nobody wants pain. but you can’t have a rainbow without a little rain” 💙 we love you so much!

[@MannyMua733]

SO TRUE! I love that saying

[@emilyblanco4788]

Manny, so many of us struggle with anxiety and depression too you aren’t alone. I’m so happy that you were bold and strong enough to speak on it in such a public platform and expose so much of yourself. I hope that through all of the positive uplifting comments help you realize that you don’t need to be perfect all the time because nobody ever is we’re all supporters of your vision none the less your life. Thank you for being you and having the heart that you do love you immensely 💗

[@supperfuntime36]

Thank you so much for making this video, I’ve struggled with mental illness for nearly my entire life and having someone who I admire so much open up about it in such a genuine way means so much. You’ve helped me though the some of the hardest times of my life and I hope you find people like that in your own life ❤️

[@apocalypse_jenn]

Everybody - please keep talking about this stuff. This is how we save ourselves. Manny, you are amazing for sharing this.

[@Weepypeach]

J Bear this 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛🖤💖

[@absakoroma]

“You is smart 💛 You is kind 🧡 You is important” ❤️

[@caeleighbolin9847]

Yes shistar

[@arianaruscito6111]

Absa Koroma I literally tell this to my five year old son every night before bed

[@KaypeaCreations]

I'm only a minute in and I am already wondering if something is in the air or something. I've fallen into such a depressed state and finding it really hard to come out of. But then I noticed a few of my friends have had bad luck recently seemingly out of no where as well and now I'm seeing this video. I'm wondering what is going on and hope we all recover and get back on track

[@suzinaccache]

KaypeaCreations I feel the same xx

[@SarahLynn1330]

KaypeaCreations same I’ve randomly had horrible anxiety the past month or so

[@adox471]

five planets are in retrograde

[@haileyy6896]

KaypeaCreations me too except it’s because I started talking to this really cute kid and we was flirting and shit and next day homie got a gf and never even told me

[@samanthadahlgren1397]

I agree. It feels like it is happening to so many of us right now

[@adriannyc1]

I’m so sorry for your loss Manny. It’s so important to feel your feelings and acknowledge them. I have no clue how you put yourself out there via YT all the time... that would rive my anxiety through the roof. During my darkest depression, I can tell you what helped was one on one connection with non-judgmental strangers like at a mediation class, gardening or retreat, etc. It’s nice and reaffirming to be around people who don’t know you, don’t want anything from you (and that you don’t want anything from) and that are fully present.

[@ValeriePac]

Depression and anxiety is a real thing, I deal with it too. And it’s so hard to talk about because you want to act like it’s not a real thing but it is. You’re not alone babe ❤️

[@christines9236]

Thank you for showing your authentic self. I too suffer from anxiety and depression and struggle with being honest about it to my family and friends. I feel like I'm not allowed to be sad or upset, so I don't show it. Also I'm so so sorry about your dog. I lost mine a few months ago very suddenly. She was my best friend and it sent me into a downward spiral that I'm still trying to pull out of.

[@allyc6525]

This side of you isn't weak... This is strength. Letting these feelings out isn't easy. I can relate. I have much to be thankful for and so many blessings but sometimes I cry for my personal struggles... in my bathroom, with the music on full blast, and the water running loudly. You're not alone. Love you..

[@MannyMua733]

Ally C thank you and I love you

[@jaimeswezey6972]

I wish people stopped viewing crying as weakness. It's therapeutic and wonderful.

[@charloot9799]

I’m going through the same shit and have been going through it for so many years now. I understand that it’s so hard to put on a mask all the time. I try to put on a happy face everyday so I don’t bring down my friends but sometimes it just doesn’t happen. Mental Illness really has an impact on your everyday life especially when it flares up, that’s when you need to actually take a break for a couple of days or weeks. We are all here for you Manny! My friend also has depression and we just joke about it and if we see a picture of a sad person or something we always say “ M E” or “that’s a whole mood right there”

[@MitchellWiggs]

Maybe you just need a little break? Your subbies will understand, the community will def miss you for a while but sometimes you've gotta do what's best for you and your mental health. Stay strong M💛

[@mara1386]

MITCHELL WIGGS thats true. Maybe he needs a break, like some youtubers did to relax and re organize their lives and what they really want to do. His health his first, and the people who love him will understand

[@KirstieRoche]

Awwww Manny I just wanted to reach through and hug you 😢 This video just proves that you are just human like the rest of us, no one is perfect but I applaud you for speaking about how you are really feeling, I’m sure so many viewers can relate ❤️❤️

[@ThatGirlInVogue]

WE LOVE YOU, you need to know that ❤️ You got this...Breathe. Hugs.

[@ramennoodles4109]

I have anxiety and depression so I completely understand what your facing. But for someone as bright and amazing as yourself I never would have guessed it. My best advice that I should honestly take myself is to remember you gave people that love all the ways you love them! No matter how alone you think you are you will never truly be alone and I’m here for you so are millions of people out there and ik this is Kate and everything but my comment to attempt to help you feel better still stands. You are so pretty and adorable even and it’s hurtful that such beautiful people suffer the most but it’s just life and you have to always make the best of it. Ily Manny ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[@GinnyGasu]

Aww Manny, I know how you feel. You need to let it all out to feel better 🧡 me gustaría darte un abrazo!!

[@micaaavz316]

Omg I've never seen Manny cry. This really hurt me, like I felt his pain. Things will get better Manny.

[@LotusBom]

I’m so down for a real manny mua who isn’t just a beauty channel but feels more like a real person. This was such a good video and I commend you manny. I love your strength for sharing and speaking about such a personal struggle.

[@ItsYaBoiV]

As a person who is also working through the process of opening up about mental health, I really feel this. It's so hard trying to finally open up about this kind of stuff, because people get used to you being one way, and when you try to explain that it's not really how you're feeling inside they just don't understand. You just gotta focus on taking care of yourself, sugar. Sending everyone love. 💙💚💛💜

[@lovingme6896]

I’m glad people are opening up about mental illness. It lets us know that you can be successful in life, whatever you deem to be successful, having a mental illness. I sometimes get down because I have anxiety and depression bad in some stages of my life, and I feel alone and think no one else is dealing with it. We love you Manny!

[@SXLINA_]

I feel like Shane has paved the way for youtubers to open up. Love it. We love you Manny ❤️

[@shawnyjohnson4456]

There is no need to apologize for being human.

[@kaileighfisher5106]

I freaking LLLLOOOVVVEEE this video! It is such an accurate description and physical appearance when it comes to depression. You just hurt and want to cry and thinking about how sad you are and you don’t know why it makes you even more sad. It’s the craziest thing and you don’t really understand depression until you actually experience it yourself and even then it’s more confusing if anything. The great thing though is that times will get better. The only direction to go when you’re down is UP! You’re doing great and i love your content and honesty!

[@tararainone5060]

I find it strange that anyone would thumbs down a video where someone is opening up about depression. If you don’t like it this isn’t the video to put your negative thoughts. On a blue smoky eye you don’t like sure whatever no big. Let’s be mature.

[@MoodMakeovers]

Tara Rainone Right, just how much of a evil hateful person can you be to hear someone open up like this and you dislike it....seriously. Suffering from Anxiety and Depression myself I know actions like that can push someone over the edge. If you can't support someone going thru then just go away and say nothing at all. You never know when someone is at their breaking point.

[@AlexisThereseCastillo]

I am so sorry for the loss of your pet. Pets are family. It’s so incredibly painful losing them but it hurts so much more when it’s sudden and such a shock. I’ve totally been there and it crushed me. I 100% believe that we will see them again and they are watching over us. Next, I just want to say that what you’ve done is so important. I can’t imagine how much courage it took for you to post this, it’s admirable. Your videos make me so happy and I would’ve never known you suffer with depression. I am incredibly sorry you are going through this. I’ve been through depression too and what I can tell you is that you will get through this. Sending all the love and prayers your way. You are loved and no matter how dark it seems around you, you are a light. You are so important Manny. You are a world-changing human being. Thank you for being vulnerable.

[@TheMrRott]

I don’t know you, I’m not a subscriber. I just came upon your video and I just wanted to say you’re not alone and I’m sending you positive joyful energy and a hug. Take care dude, much love.

[@libbymccallum3352]

Joe thAt so nice x

[@bctrldeleted]

Joe you are great just for dropping by and reaching out. Much love.

[@brig4344]

I’ve dealt with a lot of the same things that you have as well. My share of depression, anxiety and even ADD really have taken a toll on my life in the past. But it is so important to spread your message to let people know that they are not alone and we as a family will get better together! 💖💗

[@ellazero729]

I respect your honesty. Thank you so much for doing this video. I've been struggling with my own anxiety and depression. Be you. You're a pretty amazing person just how you are. Thank you for trying to show your fans strength through your hard times, too. Love you so much, Manny!!

[@krystylafloof7537]

I'm so sorry about the loss of your dog. I know how much that can hurt. Try to take comfort in the fact that your family provided her with love and care and she lived the best life she could. I related so much to everything you had to say in this video. It takes a lot of strength to let yourself feel and to be open about your struggle. Thank you for this video Manny. You inspire so many people with your art, your success, and your story.

[@alexbarr2966]

KrystyLaFloof Zaya died? 😭

[@krystylafloof7537]

Alexandra Barraza no no no his family dog that they had for years did

[@sarahscates8675]

I completely agree with everything you said. Its very close to what i wanted to say.

[@alexbarr2966]

Thank you !!

[@bonnienash8585]

Remember it's OKAY not to feel okay.

[@diva_doll_nik_e8364]

I can totally relate. I have anxiety with panic attacks and depression. It’s so challenging. You can’t plan for flare ups. But take time to heal and to find yourself. Never give up that hope. Sending love and light. 💖

[@vashtiramsaroop5410]

I see your strength! I see your humanness, your vulnerability, your tenderness, and your strength. You are a blessing, and you inspire in ways that you will never know. May you, in the depth of your heart and soul, recognize that you have a community that loves you and supports you in all facets of your strength and vulnerability. I can relate to what you shared about your family pet. Our pets become our family. I lost my father last month - standing above his head, whispering in his ear - while 12 nurses and doctors worked on him for 35 minutes. Loss hurts, because you feel like language fails to articulate the depth and variety of emotions that we feel. If you need to talk, please feel free to reach out - and know that anything that you share remains confidential. Please take care of yourself. Be kind and gentle to your spirit and to your body, in the way that you would to another person standing before you in their vulnerable state. You are a blessing! You are a blessing! You are a blessing! Bless you my love!!! :-)

[@amberjgreaves]

Thank you Manny. It feels like you went in my brain and understood everything in there. There are so many of us that can relate. You don't have to be strong all the time. We love you Manny.

[@rachelgascon]

To anyone reading this, you matter. You absolutely matter. But sometimes you feel not yourself and that is okay. I want you all to know and Manny you too, that there are people in this world who literally spending years going to school in order to help others and listen (me and countless others!) We don't do it for the money. Trust me - we aren't paid a lot, but we do it because we want to be that support for others. Counseling and therapy is not "for the weak". It's for people who feel - people who have emotions. You don't need to be sad, mad, happy etc. to go to therapy. You come on your time and build that rapport with someone you can trust. Sending my thoughts and love to you Manny.

[@Gorillaspawn414]

Rachel Gascon Thank you, I needed this today :)

[@Jacqueline_R]

Thank you so much for this, for being so honest and encouraging when you are feeling depressed. Prayers and love❤

[@lallibeh560]

Having depression and anxiety feels like you're constantly trying to keep from drowning. It's such a constant battle that leaves you not only mentally but also physically exhausted. When it gets really bad i just want to hide from the entire world. And that makes me feel like a total failure.. Knowing that the people l look up to deal with it too, and can succeed and thrive in life, gives me a lot of hope for the future. Thank you Manny ❤️ stay strong

[@janedoe8045]

I know the feeling..sucks

[@xoallison12ox]

Well said! I finally decided to seek therapy after years of having pmdd. Best of luck to anyone who is struggling with these issues

[@Tortula2]

So true. It’s a daily battle to stay afloat. It’s hard when others don’t understand. It’s sad but also good to hear that we are not the only ones. Stay strong and know it’s okay to seek help. ❤️

[@lhernandez3352]

Allison I'm so happy for you! I scheduled an appointment, but then I cancelled it because I felt it was a thing I had to get through on my own, But you go!! I'm glad you're seeking help😊

[@melinasvlogs6387]

Lalli Beh ❤️❤️

[@stevensushi]

Thankyou so much manny for this, I have NEVER SEEN this side of you, you’ve always showed us MANNYMUA, but I’m so glad to see who Manny Gutierrez is. This legit made me 😭. I needed to hear this in my life right now. I’m glad god has blessed u with this platform to impact lives. You truly inspired me. Thankyou ❤️👍🏻💪🏼

[@Tommytommy143]

Steven Sushi

[@DebDeville666]

Seeing real raw videos are what make me see that you are like me.. when I see all these celebs and youtubers etc posting these amazing pictures making life look so amazing I sit and pick at my own life thinking why can’t mine be like that and so to see your real feelings helps me. I’m suffering with depression from various things, health and most recently being a mum. I’m so thankful to have my children don’t get me wrong but it’s so so hard. Thank you for this video xxxx

[@amberlucille8445]

Deborah Liptrot stay strong & hang in there.. No ones life is perfect no matter how rich & famous they are they have problems just like the rest of us. But just know it will get better with time! Hope you have a good day/night 😃

[@jordanwells3129]

Manny this is so beautiful and touching. I myself suffer from anxiety and depression and hiding it can drive u up a wall. I’m so proud of you for this video and ur bravery and honesty. I’m proud to be a fan and follower of yours. Stay strong. Many prayers and much love!

[@LeannSerao]

I'll be honest I don't think you'll even see this comment, because I feel like big youtubers, never do, but you are human and vulnerable and we forget that sometimes.. sending hugs

[@MannyMua733]

Leann Serao I did see your comment and appreciate it babe

[@ahmedameer9674]

Truee we are humans but some aren't awaken yet 😊 when thy do they'll understand that life is a test

[@maddie1162]

Manny Mua don’t worry, it’ll get better. Love you!

[@AndreaRenee00]

I just want to hug you. 💗💗💗

[@JA-dc9gx]

Andrea Renee same! 💕

[@BeautyBanter]

Take your time Manny, take a step away from social media, heal and focus on yourself. Go on vacation, reconnect with nature, meditate....I have been in a very dark place too and it just really f*ckin sucks there is no way around it. Sometimes time is the best healer, but I also totally agree with you that finding an excellent counselor is SO important. EMDR therapy has worked well for me with some of my traumatic memories. Love you Manny, we are all here for you.

[@caitlinmarian5258]

I completely understand everything that you saying... I always feel sad and depressed even when I'm happy and I'm always questioning whether there's something wrong with me and this video just made me feel motivated and showed me that I'm not the only one... You're such an inspiration Manny! We love you so much! I love all your videos! You're amazing ❤️❤️❤️

[@missxvincent]

It takes an incredibly strong person to open up about their struggles. Opening up lets others know that they're not alone, that life isn't glamorous and perfect, and that talking about it is not only okay but healthy. You have to be brave with your life so others can be brave with theirs. Don't be sorry - be solid in the knowledge that you're not alone, either.

[@GirlsOfAqua]

This was such a great video for you to do, Manny. I can see you’re really trying to understand yourself and also try and be open about it. Which is so lovely to see. Especially coming from someone who is as successful and driven as you are. I remember going to one meet and greet of yours and as you passed by I gave you a painting I made of you. I don’t know if you remember but that made my entire day. The fact that as you were walking by, you stopped and acknowledged someone who wasn’t able to get a ticket. Even with the all the craziness. Thank you for being so sweet. My heart hurts knowing you’re feeling like this but I’m sending you good vibes. Maybe take some time to write out your feelings? I think it might help you. 💕💗💜 stay strong love

[@zanaleezee]

You have nothing to apologize for Manny. Nothing. You are not alone and your feelings are valid. Thank you for sharing your feelings.

[@Tigergirljones420]

I'm so sorry for your loss. Family pets are so special. I also struggle with anxiety and depression. I have a cat, Steve, that is everything. I can't even imagine how bad it will hurt when he's gone. Thank you for sharing this raw view of Manny. Just thank you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@MsLovelylana]

I just saw you at Vidcon, so gorgeous, so radiant, so happy and your charisma was outstanding. No one around was surpassing you. You have to preserve your beautiful soul and your image. You have a close and extended family, you have to be strong. God loves you and your purpose in life is ahead of you, look for it. Travel, read, pray and you will find serenity and happiness. Please stay strong 💪. We love you ❤️

[@kaitlynsmallwood3987]

Manny you made me cry, I just wanna give you a hug

[@marilynedwards9938]

People NEED to be more open about mental health and mental illness. You feel so alone when you’re dealing with it - whether it’s you personally or someone you know. It’s exhausting, it’s scary, it’s painful and it’s lonely. Thank you Manny for being so open. I am so so sorry to hear about your family Yorke. Pets are family and it is devastating when they have to leave us. I’m so sorry for your loss♥️

[@lindseyw30]

Oh Manny 😘 I have the utmost respect for you for doing this video. Watching this made me feel- not so alone. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression forever and I feel like you understand. So many people don’t get it and don’t realize how hard it is and perceive those with mental illness as weak when really we are so strong! I struggle with this crap every day, but I have a 12 year old son and I refuse to let this break me-it’s come close many times. I just love you for making this, I kept thinking “yes! Yes! I can relate 100%”... So thank you for posting this!! Much love! ❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

[@MsCoconutconjurer]

Take breaks from social media and yoga,walk, create art,do a long pushed aside chore, visit your family, plant your feet into earth and go to the sea ... it will help immensely 🙏🏽

[@didi9220]

MsCoconutconjurer yes!! Amen!

[@sashawalker6606]

MsCoconutconjurer yes I agree Manny, I think you need a break. I feel like if you took a real vacation and left your phone at home or even turned off the social media for the entire trip and just logged out. Who cares about pre-filming? You need to take care of you. You need to unplug and recharge.

[@MsCoconutconjurer]

Sasha Walker it’s so key because we all get so much negativity from media outlets detox is needed at times

[@honeylea88]

I just took a 4 week hiatus from social media and it was incredible!

[@MsCoconutconjurer]

Honey Lea I post about my business daily and then I log off and I am so productive 🙏🏽

[@trinityvessells7521]

I cried watching this because it breaks my heart to see you upset. You’re always so bubbly and happy on camera; I never knew you were going through this. We love you Manny and we’re here for you💗💖

[@alexiagomez1119]

don’t apologize for crying, it’s okay you need to let it out, you will feel better. everything will be okay. 😩❤️❤️❤️

[@TinaSoup]

i sobbed like a baby watching this. thank you for opening up to us like this manny. i feel a little less alone today.

[@kuro.hitsuji]

Thank you for sharing, Manny. You're not alone, and this is a great place for you to share your feelings because plenty of people - like myself - have been in your place. Remember that trying your best is all that you can do, please don't pressure yourself to do more. We love you, Manny 💖

[@jasminsolis1722]

Hajira S. HI subscribe to my channel I will subscribe bak 👍

[@liivotw7075]

Hajira S. i have been there too and i still kinda am

[@emilynmax]

Depression isn't logical. There doesn't have to be a reason. Take a step back, a mental health break if you need to. It's so important. I know this is your job, but even in "real jobs" people take vacations or sabbaticals (is that the right word) if needed. So sorry about your loss. The loss of a pet effects us deeply

[@rebeccamolina3822]

I really needed this video. I lost my brother to suicided in February and since then I’ve sunk into depression and anxiety. And I can’t describe why or how or even what I’m feeling but to see someone else go through the same thing is somewhat comforting. I used to think depression targeted people who weren’t strong minded and I never understood why they couldn’t just snap out of it but depression doesn’t discriminate. Thank you Manny for being vulnerable and opening up to us because it helps a lot of us know we aren’t the only ones going through this alone! ❤️

[@officerk1693]

rebecca molina I hope you can feel better soon 💛

[@MsSiReN87]

rebecca molina I'm so sorry for your loss

[@IDAHOmag]

rebecca molina we lost lost a family member to suicide as well in September of last year. He was serving in the military. There are so many families affected by Suicide the only thing is we're not alone and can reach out for its going through the tragedy.

[@andreadegomez6059]

rebecca molina OMG girl. Best thoughts and vibes for you and your family. I know you will be with your brother again. Families can be eternal.

[@claudisc1344]

I'm so sorry Rebecca. I can't imagine what you are going through. you are not alone

[@missclareyb]

I’m so sorry to see anyone this way it’s a horrible debilitating illness. I’ve never watched any of your videos manny I saw this and instantly felt compelled to watch but I understand what you are going through and the suffering I’m going through a rough depression myself at the moment. I struggle everyday with it but there are times that it flares up more so than normal just keep yourself as calm as you can. Don’t pressure yourself into becoming better it’s not about being better we are just like everyone else it’s about finding the right coping mechanism. You will feel better when your ready to let go. My genuine and sincere empathy for you my dear I will be thinking of you and your road to recovery alongside my own. You can be my inspiration your very brave to video yourself your stronger than you think. Much love and kindness Clare Cooper X

[@adriee1000]

*Seeing him cry just makes me wanna cry I wish I could take your pain away 💖*

[@boringgsam]

Adriee Xo same 😭

[@rajhmecamara3019]

Adriee Xo right I fdel so bad

[@iwasdifferent8795]

"Life's so fragile" -Manny, 2018. It's amazing how you can open up to millions of people. I basically, always want people to see me smile. I know how hard it is to pretend to be okay and stand strong. I feel you so much. I feel you. Remember. *When your days are fucked up, close your eyes and put your hand on your chest. do you feel that? That's the sound of a reason you're alive.* Keep going! And you don't always have to be happy, life's a roller coaster, but you have to make the best of the way up.

[@MsSimoo95]

"You feel like there's something wrong but you dont know how to fix it" ... thats it.

[@tarapolzin3252]

Simona S.i I said that exact phrase in my head today.

[@hayleegraham6989]

Manny!!!! I love you so much, I found you about 3 weeks ago and I’ve BINGE watched you. You’re amazing and incredible and such a beautiful soul. I have major depression disorder and PTSD and anxiety and I’ve had two miscarriages in the last 6 months and my ex totaled my car because he’s a drug addict and it’s been hell. You literally make my day every single day. Chin up honey!! It’s alright to hit a rough spot emotionally and I’m so sorry for the loss of your family pet. I believe in you!! Love you 💕💕

[@hannahwood3280]

I literally cried through this whole video. Thank you for opening up to us. You’re amazing and so strong. Don’t forget that ❤️

[@karlierenee6613]

im so sorry manny stay strong and I love you so so so much! please stay strong

[@manuelterriquez5009]

You’re the biggest reason I love the name my parents gave me. I love you. We all do. Take a moment to love yourself babesss.

[@karlacalderon6529]

I definitely know how you feel, I’ve felt this way since I graduated HS and it’s been 2 years. It’s been one hell of a battle but I always make myself believe in my worth and know that this will pass. Just like you. You don’t know how much comfort your video has brought me. I wish you the best Manny! 😘 btw I love your personality & videos ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@shelbyviars166]

Sometimes allowing yourself to cry is the scariest thing you'll ever do. And the bravest. It takes a lot of courage to face the facts, stare loss in the face, bare your heart, and let it bleed. - Barbar Johnson We love you Manny, stay true to yourself.

[@Courtneyldyerrrr]

I CAME HERE FASTER THAN TANACON BEING ENDED

[@peaceandlove5129]

Jihyo’s SugaCane i feel that

[@abbytrottier5250]

Jihyo’s SugaCane wdym?

[@MannyMua733]

WOWOWOWOWOWO

[@rachelquartz5744]

Jihyo’s SugaCane Too soon bruh too soon😂

[@lucymorgancountry]

Jihyo’s SugaCane 5+ hours waiting in line?? 😂😂

[@ZoeRiches]

I pray that God hold your heart and protects you from the darkness, darkness will come but it won't defeat you 💪🏾 your still here and that's Good enough your awesome and everyday is a new chance, one day at a time sending my love love love 💕💕

[@elizabethg2062]

Tayo Arts Amen!!

[@TheShepichs]

I have also struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life. The darkness is real and scary. But with a solid support system (family, friends, therapy, medication, whatever), you can find a way through it. I love you and I wish love and light and peace for you!

[@anonymousunnamed3026]

To be honest, I am not a fan of yours, or a sub. You probably will never read this, but on the chance that you do; I want to wish you the strength to get to the bottom of your anxiety and depression. As someone who suffers tremendously with both to the point of debilitation, I hope you can figure out a way to tackle your mental health "demons". You seem like you have a big heart and no ill intentions toward anyone. I applaud you for showing a more vunerable side to your fans as this can help them to know that these feelings aren't uncommon and even someone you look up to goes through the same thing. You never know, it could save a life, so I commend you on this. I hope you can get through to the other side unscathed, and I wish you nothing but the best.

[@allieg6401]

Pdx Paula that was such a lovely comment, I'm subscribed but don't watch all his videos, and just this comment coming from someone 'who isn't a fan' made me a bit happier. I've been depressed lately and your comment just lifted the ed from depressed. So thank you.

[@shaynamartens662]

You are a wonderful soul! What kind words!

[@anonymousunnamed3026]

Allie G Wow, that really touched me! Thank you!

[@anonymousunnamed3026]

Shayna Martens That was nice of you, thank you!

[@allieg6401]

I try to tell it like I see it (even criticism but very politely) and I just felt like I needed to tell you. So that 1. you know that someone read your comment and 2. It ment something and was worth taking the time to write even if Mann doesn't see it. Once again thank you and I hope you have a lovely day/night.

[@grandmanancy9654]

We all love you! And we’re all here for you! ❤️❤️

[@josiebuboltz6665]

I saw you on Laura's video

[@rachelquartz5744]

Jet Packinski I have seen you everywhere 😂😂😂 We have the same taste .

[@monz]

Manny, it’s okay to not be okay. I promise you things WILL get better - they always do. Just keep trying even if you can’t be at your very best right now. We love you and support you and totally understand. Stay beautiful. ❤️

[@caitlinkelly8609]

I’m so sorry you have to go through this Manny. I suffer from severe anxiety and depression as well and this video made me cry because i know how you are feeling. Its the worst feeling in the world but it does get better. Im sending you so much love ❤️❤️