We’re All F*cked Up-Savannah

Soft White Underbelly update interview and portrait of Savannah, an alcoholic woman in Los Angeles. Here are links to Savannah’s previous videos:
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[@Bizarrebarbie]

Thanks for having me again mark, much love ♥️

[@NoMercyforScammers]

This is just a moment in your life and you will be successful and happy. Thank you for bringing us into your world and giving us hope

[@colby8104]

You're a self-proclaimed honored war vet cause you don't put poison in your body anymore like normal people? You're playing the sociopath card people handed out to you just perfectly. Maybe think twice before saying that phrase out loud again.

[@Donlewis4683]

Philadelphia checking in. Good luck in your battle. You are well spoken n sound real smart. Heal up n do great things!! You got this!!

[@mrhappy8966]

Should change it to bizzarbie your welcome lmfao edit - almost a year sober relapsed on alcohol found out I have a tumor on my pituitary gland.

[@NoMercyforScammers]

@@mrhappy8966 praying for you bro.

[@Lastman737]

I'm 7 years sober. I decided my son doesn't deserve an alcoholic dad like I had. I'm breaking the cycle.

[@saphiralaetitiachloe]

good job! :) 🍀

[@slide5039]

Shout out to Heiro

[@Makszi]

That's amazing. My grandpa was an alcoholic. My dad died from alcoholism. I'm breaking the cycle with you.

[@Lastman737]

@@slide5039 ✌🏻 love 'em

[@sarahhitchcock3786]

@@Lastman737 amazing!

[@thorbeorn4295]

Alcoholism - You give up everything for ONE thing. Sobriety - You give up one thing for EVERYTHING. 1 Month sober and this quote helped me a ton.

[@walterbradthau9525]

I'm glad I read this. Thank you.

[@LaneSims]

Love this

[@zweij]

Congrats!!! To many more months sober!!!🎉

[@wilcoxtam810]

Substitute alcohol for porn, weed, junk food and its the same. Thanks for the share

[@InkaPley]

❤

[@BeBoppin2000]

The best part about being sober is you get your feelings back.The worst part about being sober is you get your feelings back.

[@BullMarketBandit]

Truth

[@rachaeloswalt6402]

Amen

[@emilyjones3416]

Very true

[@maxmtr5132]

“The longer you fuck around … the more you create your own trauma “ I love that line

[@bizybee8192]

Legitimately woke up this morning seeing Savannah's follow up thumbnail and was super happy knowing she is probably sober now. Congratulations on a better life.

[@magyarmainer4692]

I remember her face but not her story. Was she the girl that had sugar daddies ? Anyway, she seems genuine and kind .

[@jennross6466]

@@magyarmainer4692 You got genuine and kind. I got empty head and plastic emotion.

[@ooo-potqtoe]

@@jennross6466why

[@macance]

Just from listening to Savannah's interview, I could physically feel the turbulence she is going through. I hope she finds peace and balance someday.

[@FLBeautyQueen]

🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ All lies, manipulation, self destruction, man eater, needs serious help ⚠️

[@CE-jl1lv]

Being sober is rough and it takes a long time to adjust. And she just went through a breakup not even 24hrs prior

[@belindapoplin5439]

Love how when Mark asked her about herself, she kept bringing the convo back to sobriety. That's a young lady who I can take seriously. Well done getting sober and giving sobriety a chance to resonate, Savannah 👌😊

[@ericw6081]

Agreed! It came off a bit like he enjoyed her living a hectic life, her sex stories, etc. It was cool to see her redirect those lame questions about a difficult time in her life. She’s come a long way and very self aware. Wishing her the best!

[@danettecherry5003]

She's very honest, self-depreciating, and realistic about herself. I appreciate her ability to be so introspective in her work to survive well in this crazy life.

[@tiswhatitiz]

7 years sober life is still not the same. Sometimes I wonder why I quit drinking. I lost all my social life and became anhedonic/agoraphobic. If you’ve consistently used in your teens into adulthood your brain hasn’t completely formed and it is forever altered. Rehabs, therapy, meds etc are merely crutches not cures. You will never be what you would or could have been. Don’t deny it. Just one day at a time is all you can do. Just try to be better than you were the day before. Things that do help mitigate the stresses - anxieties from this massive adjustment hands down is regular exercise - healthy diet and gut health is huge. Not many realize that most serotonin is produced in our gut microbiome. Focus on you because when it really comes down to it you’re the only one that has your back. Every day we have choices and those choices no matter how big or small have consequences. Make the right choices through being mindful and your path will align in such a way that is manageable. Best of luck to all that struggle with addiction. It’s not easy, you really have to want it. Without that you’re pissing in the wind.

[@Xoxotaybabe]

This 💯 💯

[@talulatree5297]

Oh my.😢 I'm almost 1 year sober. This is happening to me. I just do not want to go anywhere.

[@haleybonell5314]

Gut health 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

[@Toonces666]

@@talulatree5297Me neither. You are not alone. It’s like pulling teeth to make myself go to work and then I just want to get back home. I sit in my backyard alone a lot. I understand and wish you the best.

[@pfossful]

Social life outside of the rooms fades away unless it’s a wake, funeral, wedding etc. How true

[@A-Boogie-uw9hr]

Drugs and alcohol make bipolar disorder worse. She’s doing a good job by remaining sober. Emotions are best managed by feeling them. I wish her well.

[@ashleyvampyre7469]

Damn right!!

[@kurt4528]

I have bipolar 1 disorder and was an alcoholic for 15 or so years. I've been sober for 7 months and I don't miss it.

[@musicandpoetry_8]

Lamictal helps well with bipolar

[@A-Boogie-uw9hr]

@@musicandpoetry_8 let’s not give out medication recommendations. Lamictal might not work for everyone. People have to find what works for them

[@refusefntk]

Couldn’t agree more, sometimes life can be more unbearable sober. However, eventually life gets better

[@potted-mint]

The thing is, if it's unbearable sober, it is unbearable under the influence,, you just don't notice it

[@Nmh86]

Yep, things don’t change overnight. Anything that took time to get into takes time to get out of.

[@leej-wp9ft]

Emotional sobriety doesn't happen when you put down the substance it takes years to cultivate. Just depends if you want to die or live.

[@FLBeautyQueen]

🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ All lies, manipulation, self destruction, man eater, needs serious help ⚠️

[@FLBeautyQueen]

🛑 Does anyone remember her from Dr Phil Show⁉️ Hot mess, all lies, manipulation, proud man eater, just look her up ⚠️

[@Darkbluedevil]

"have people go feral over me" had me cracking up. I like her, super chatty , intelligent and honest!

[@sciencenotsrigma]

Plenty of people are feral, all on their own. I had to realize it’s not a compliment. I know what she means, because this happened to me a million times. If you have some type of empathy and/or nurturing qualities, or you resemble the beauty ideal of the day, partners instinctively act like you’re necessary for survival. If you have both, watch out! You see how people with substance use disorders can act when we think drugs are necessary for survival. It’s some By Any Means Necessary shyt.

[@user-kb7ue7hg2y]

@@Darkbluedevil honest ? 🛑 it. Jesus you people are so dumb. Addicts are not honest. She is not sober. Grow up.

[@southern-sass]

Savannah, your candor is refreshing. Honest, open, no problem speaking your truth. You’re doing great! Wishing you continued success.

[@livelovelaughforever2131]

Congratulations on sobriety. Life does get better. I promise. I cannot suggest enough to get into a program that will help you deal with your past shame and trauma. 6.5 years sober here through AA and of course, God! I don’t believe relapse is a part of recovery. It does not have to be.

[@s133p3r0]

Been longer for me, and it's just gotten worse but now i'm bored all the time.

[@Telechronic]

Been longer for me and life is awesome. Better than when I was drinking/using. I have hobbies and I don't live in fear and stress everyday. The Promises are real. For me they took longer, but they did materialize.

[@firstlast8258]

Gawd

[@stevenmcbride9773]

Listen, my friend you are so right. Relapse is not a part of recovery. It’s the complete opposite of recovery. Relapse can be a part of someone’s testimony and it is a part of mine. It does not mean it has to be in every testimony and someone who is trying to get clean this belief that relapse is just a part of recovery could hurt them.

[@deerheart87]

Do service ❤​@@s133p3r0

[@kalikoda7648]

Her transparency is so endearing. most people would expect to click on a video of a recovering addict whose 8 months sober & probably expect them to have done a full 180 & be raving about how amazing they feel being sober. Savannah is so raw and thats why i like her. Shes like, "nah.. it sucks. its unbearable." And thats a feeling thats always a part of recovery. Im hoping she stays sober and finds peace with her mental health. Shes naturally a chaotic person but that doesnt mean she cant find a balance in a crazy world. We are all rooting for you Savannah, youre doing great ❤️

[@777MAG]

I love these interviews, real life and real people in REAL situations…shows u that everything isn’t what it looks like. 😮

[@DubElementMusic]

i would say, it`s not real when you know, millions of people watching it

[@justyne8627]

@@DubElementMusic But you still get an insight on what makes people tick. And how they came to be the person that is speaking to millions. Being human is a wild ride - more so for some

[@DubElementMusic]

@@justyne8627 Being a human is what a human makes of it. Nevertheless, of course it is not an honest 1-on-1 conversation with the psychologist, but rather an exhibition because everyone knows that countless people see this. I would therefore never say that this format is the pinnacle of honesty. On the one hand, it's nice to see that people are given a platform to express themselves, but on the other hand, it's often like a freak show or a human zoo, depending on how you look at it, I wouldn't prefer either of these extremes, it's just interesting and superficial

[@DubElementMusic]

@@justyne8627 ofc, totally agree

[@justyne8627]

@DubElementMusic Have to differ on its being superficial. Some of these stories have opened my eyes. Others, I wonder if they're paid actors. A good ? is: when is anybody being real? We adopt a persona with different family and friends. We aren't necessarily the same person alone moment to moment. Some lie to psychs and at confession. Life is so faceted, you can't capture it. This is as deep as it gets. Hope the comments don't get axed cause I appreciate all those too. Even for mine, in an hr or so, I may thnk: wait, I didn't really mean it that way. Not shallow. Just human.

[@still_becoming]

Savannah, I hope you realize how smart, strong, resilient and beautiful you are inside and out.

[@countrymousejewelry]

She is an exceptional person that's obvious❤

[@countrymousejewelry]

Except maybe to herself..

[@miszmoreno]

Im 5 years sober and its absolutely been the hardest thing ive done in my life Recovery is not about giving something up, Recovery is about taking everything back. Good job for you for getting sober keep it up you can do it 💪🏽❤

[@MayaMaya-pi4vm]

I can totally feel her. If you are depressed there is no way that you can be happy sober. Sobriety is reality.

[@christinemontgomery3752]

I struggled with alcohol abuse in my early 20s. I was also in an abusive relationship he was also an alcoholic We went our separate ways. I'm currently almost three years sober I never struggled with Depression and anxiety Until I started drinking. I haven't touched a drop of alcohol in three years or drugs and I still struggle with Depression and anxiety I finally just got my license which took me. A very long time to get I finally got a job last year But my anxiety was too much Thank you for sharing your story you're such a beautiful woman People don't realize everybody has problems no matter what you look like

[@sequentivero3060]

My brother died too early from alcoholism. Hang tough, Savannah, you're doing all the right things.

[@huckthomas7231]

I'm impressed by her: she's smart, self-aware, honest, and articulate.

[@georgiabulldog7671]

And hot

[@sarahhitchcock3786]

As a fellow BPD gal I relate so much. Life is ridiculously hard.❤

[@TXNAT1VE]

Good vibes to everyone out there

[@kadv2172]

To you too ❤

[@beccaa5086]

I'm two weeks from 7 years sober and it was the best thing I ever did. But as the saying goes "the best thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings, the worst thing about sobriety is feeling all the feelings".

[@talulatree5297]

❤ I'll have 1 year in September. I've cried soooo much! I feel crabby alot. I pray that goes away. It's affecting the way I treat my co workers. 😢

[@Toonces666]

@@talulatree5297Again, me too, Talula, and I am just beginning to be sober. I can totally relate. I am (laugh) just focusing on trying to hold on to my job and keep my mouth shut currently.

[@The_Christian_Saiyan]

Feeling all the negative feelings sucks

[@rhiannoncollins8054]

Hi Savannah, I feel like you’ll probably be checking out the comments and I just wanted to say congrats on sobriety, that is something to be really proud of. Also I find you very inspiring ❤

[@roy_eappen]

I'm so amazed at how insightful people can be on these videos. It is always the people you least expect; I wish her well.

[@iAmiSaid]

Oh I love what you said, it's always the people you least expect Mark has a way of interviewing his subjects that illicit something raw, not fluffy, not for the cameras, just genuine interviewing

[@bloomthyself]

IM SO PROUD OF YOU SAVANNAH! I’m 6 years sober and it’s been truly such a blessing. I’m so happy to see your follow up!

[@riley-ferguson-]

Great to see you again Savannah !! CONGRATULATIONS on being and staying sober this long !!! it is hard ; it is a looong road but doable !!!! Wishing you the best !! ~~AMANDA lots of love and support from the Winnipeg , Manitoba, Canada 🇨🇦 🇨🇦🇨🇦

[@lastnamefirstname6035]

The level of awareness and strength Savannah has is impeccable. Yes, there are struggles underneath, but she radiates that she want to live her best life. As soon as she finds her potential and sees a clear path (perhaps with the right therapy), nothing can and will stop her! All the best Savannah.

[@BettyFL]

😊❤❤❤❤💯

[@daniellekay1810]

It's true, who wants to be a slave to addiction and relying on people. Life is hard but that's life

[@silentaction]

Yes, she's like shaoling monk or some buddhist lama

[@embiggens1]

Savannah is a sweetheart, I can't help but like her. Very raw, very real, seems like she has a lot of introspection and knows what she needs to do. Good update.

[@theglobalnomad]

Hi Savannah. I just watched your video. I just want to tell you that, despite never meeting you, I am proud of your outlook and accomplishments while on the path of sobriety. You have a lot of self awareness and your honesty is refreshing! 🎉

[@iloveyouyas]

She’s so smart

[@jamesjames5715]

im 48 years sober

[@lindaheath779]

Savannah actually has great knowledge on addiction and sobriety. She has such knowledge. Keep going and coach others.

[@StormyLynn724]

I’m 41 yrs clean of H. You can do it. Best of luck ✌️

[@rebeccahinton8848]

It was so good to have an update with Savannah. She seems so smart and sweet..I was really hoping that she would decide to get sober. ❤

[@kesss97d]

I love Mark and his work but I always laugh at how talkative and complimentary he is to the pretty females

[@evasakura9168]

it's cringe!

[@life_withl]

Great to see an update, I’m w/ you girl. Not on the BP, but other mental health things. Along w/ prior substance / alcohol abuse disorder.. Hang IN THERE!! 🙏🏻

[@itswhatever6950]

Shoutout to all the saddies that are actually baddies . We will make it out of these hard times all by ourselves ❤

[@talulatree5297]

❤😊

[@Toonces666]

Shout back at you!

[@christostatewide6843]

Amazing. Super relatable I know that clarity and beam of happiness from beating what you always assumed you never stood a chance against. I'm not sober in the same way but in regards to my demons I'm 5 years with 1 relapse so unfortunately I'm back to three months. I'm glad I relapsed , it showed me what I was and reminded me of the price of it all and remotivated me. I'm looking forward to feeling the feeling this interview gives out. Best content Ive seen here

[@sunflower0nthemoon]

You are so very likable, Savannah. I’m delighted to see that you’re still sober. You’re beautiful inside and out. Wishing you all the best.

[@Telechronic]

So glad you're sober today Savannah! Congrats on 8 and a half months! It DOES get better! Hope you keep coming back!

[@user-li7lt4xq2t]

Congratulations on your sobriety! I have 24 years and would have been dead a couple of decades ago. When it gets challenging, just remind yourself it's one day at a time. I also did it without AA because I didn't want to hear about alcohol all the time; it's a personal journey and don't let anyone tell you that you're doing it wrong.

[@drippyeyesarelegendary5356]

Mark I gotta admit I love this video. Clean from ice since 2/17/23 so seeing this helped me. 1 U

[@ChristinaNJFree]

Savannah, I like how you said , “My mother’s not important “. I feel the same about mine. Deflect negative comments. They don’t define you. God Bless you in your future endeavors❤

[@justyne8627]

I'm old and I'm just getting to that point. Instead of letting her remarks hurt, I say, 'what she said wasn't important.' But at some point, you have to free yourself of the whole thing. Savannah is right.

[@ArdentNotary]

Sobriety is so fuckin boring. I choose sobriety for myself and for my family but to keep it a buck, its so god damn boring! lol..

[@rayelee1301]

if you're bored then YOU'RE boring

[@ArdentNotary]

@@rayelee1301 lol...

[@jeff1130]

Life is rough... A lot of people, if they're not happy they don't want you to be happy..... Keep on being strong and take One Day at a Time.... I am proud of you.

[@BettyFL]

This 🎯💯. Even in unextreme circumstances, people still criticize and want to drag another person down due to their own unhappiness.

[@christinemontgomery3752]

Thank you for sharing your story I'd love to see a part three 🙌💕🙏

[@elanorhaynes1769]

Time to heal those deep wounds girl. It’s a huge work but quietly in the background stability starts to build till one day you find a true and deep balance.

[@ckh2815]

Savannah is a classic and very intelligent woman. Her potential is off the charts. Please keep in touch with her. She deserves great respect and admiration.

[@Its_Daniel113]

Why is she different? You just find her attractive. I get it she is 😂

[@ckh2815]

@@Its_Daniel113 Her insights and analyses are significantly better than those normally interviewed.

[@Wormpooper-ym7lv]

@@ckh2815 And, she demonstrates her exceptional intellect by spending her entire life bouncing from one abusive pimp/drug dealer to another 🙄

[@Acemechanicalservices]

She seems to have serious mental issues. I pity any man that gets involved.

[@agibitable]

@@ckh2815 Yeah, she definitely sees the forest while most of the guests are focused on the trees.

[@mikeautry2271]

Be strong my lady...never turn back..it beautiful over the mountains

[@SuperPushistic]

I do not drink for 5 years. In a beginning it is super hard to forget the habit, but month by month everything is getting easier. Sometimes I still have panic attacks. My rule: If you can't drink, don't drink at all.

[@pjviitas]

"We’re All F*cked Up"....well put

[@Collageartist69]

We've all been raped.

[@thatsomoe]

Hey Savannah! I remember your last interview and wow! what a difference I see now. It’s really amazing you’re sober even when you were in an abusive relationship. Mark is definitely right. You are a lot of guys dream girl and don’t let anyone say otherwise. I hope to see another interview with you soon. Much love ❤️

[@persephonemaeve2704]

Watching these videos make me so glad I can moderate. I have the same issues as she does but far too many responsibilities to not be present the next day. Almost 50 years old and feel a lot calmer. Less anxiety but adhd is always a struggle. Wish you all the best my dear ❤

[@stephaniepapaleo9001]

Congratulations on your sobriety! Real life is hard but you’re here and you matter.

[@ashleyseabolt9054]

Thank you for this interview! I love how honest you are Savannah. Please don’t give a second thought to anyone being unkind to you. Congratulations on your hard work and keep it up!!!!! You are a smart and beautiful person inside and out.

[@krazydave1981]

We all have our faults but it's all how you handle trying to correct them 💪Much props on her 8 months of sobriety!! Savannah seems like such an awesome person!! 😍

[@beeelllaaa1234]

Pretty privilege is a double edged sword. People assume we have it easy while also projecting their own insecurities on to us. We got to work so much harder to prove we are intelligent, down to earth, and caring. Our struggles aren’t taken seriously

[@marekopowiada]

because hardly ever it's a struggle to survive. that's the difference that makes most of us envious and we don't take your struggles seriously. I hope you don't take it as hate. Just trying to state my perspective.

[@Wormpooper-ym7lv]

Who told you that you are “pretty”? Your meemaw? 🙄

[@al_sprays_paint8669]

I'm a very high functioning alcoholic and sobriety seems like a fantasy to me too. I don't think that I'm ready to get sober but I'm grateful to know that there's a medication that might help me if I decide to go that route.

[@donnakeeney8204]

What a gem she is!! Sending you so much love, light & healings and 🙏 for you!!!🩷🤗

[@youvuzz]

Barfing in a Ralph’s bag with a beer in your hand had me laughing crazy.

[@fictionaltruth8177]

For being 29 and been through addiction she looks damn young. She could pass for a 18 year old. She must have some to good genes.

[@gdash4187]

Savannah you are doing awesome being sober for 8.5 months and I am very proud of you. You are my absolute favorite person on Soft White Underbelly. Do your best not to relapse, but if you do, that is just part of getting sober and not the end of the world. Start over and get sober again, trying to go longer than you did before the relapse. That's how I did it and now I have almost 9 years sober. I can see you are fighting back a panic attack during this video, and I am sorry you have gone through so much the last few days before this. By not already relapsing, it shows how strong you are that you went through those things and remained sober. Ignore the people that call you names and say mean things. My Dad called me a piece of sh*t to my face every time I saw him while I was addicted, and after I was clean. All while he was calling me that for being addicted, he was a raging violent alcoholic. So the people calling you names, have no right to do so. Most are sh*tty people themselves.

[@NailsJamieBeeReSeller]

8 months sober from alcohol. I also have borderline personality disorder, and struggle with it exactly like her. I did watch her video last time and it’s nice see her sober and free from all of her demons! My friend, please heal and be positive with yourself! Life may be hard sometimes, but never give up and live your fullest life! Many blessings and love and peace your way! Love Jamie

[@forevermarcia]

Girl you are a shining star and I am so proud of you. Turn to God, you will not be let down. Keep moving forward. You are a beautiful soul. You inspire me.

[@antewehlen4236]

Man, I think my mind is racing at a 100 mph/h, but her speeding mind is at a whole other level. But it's good to see that she's sober and I hope she keeps on fighting to stay that way. Hope she has good friends that can support her. And it's always nice to see when someone is this honest and authentic.

[@sara-daisydygert757]

LOVE this girl. Savannah, you’re amazing. Full stop. In Finland, when someone is incredibly strong, we say you have SISU. That’s the highest compliment. So much love to you. Keep going queen!!!!! 🇫🇮 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[@slilb923]

I love this girl. shes so me. thank you for being so vulnerable❤️

[@janetheard4357]

Thank you for your honesty. I thought it was the most beautiful thing about you. ❤

[@user-em6po2yx1v]

I related to her in every possible way...this was an excellent video.

[@MsMoonMagic]

I can relate to this girl so much!! I have BPD and I'm in recovery as well! Never went to rehab. It's so crazy to hear someone else describe how you feel. Much love to you sweetie. Continue to stay sober, you got this for sure!!💯❤️

[@davetaddeo]

savannah, you're well spoken, thoughtful, self aware, and obviously smart. keep up the good work.

[@tylersrevenge]

If it makes you feel better, I’ve lived my whole life sober and it’s still pretty unbearable

[@nightfangs2910]

Same here, but that's life , good times, bad times other times

[@rlzm_]

Keep pushing Savannah 👊🏼

[@sciencenotsrigma]

Yes! It’s not going to stay this hard. I hope you find something you love doing that has nothing to do with a partner. Something that will always drive you, no matter what! That’s what really helps me. I have seen some comments, by people white knuckling it, after years. I don’t feel depressed and agoraphobic, and I’m in long term recovery. If you find something you love doing, it helps so much. It’s possible to get the needs met that we used to fill with chemicals, in other ways!

[@kaylabandurovskaya9326]

I relate to you and your story so much Savannah! Love this update!Proud of you and your sobriety ❤️❤️

[@917mary]

Sweet young lady that’s lived and experienced a lot in life and she still is able to smile and be kind❤😊

[@Melissaxorenee]

Girl your energy shines so bright in this video GOOD FOR YOU ❤ keep up the amazing work xoxoxo

[@joeygirl_]

Really respect her after all she’s come through.

[@baileym946]

"even if you're not drinking, you're still gonna be nuts" so encouraging mark 😂

[@GuitarType01]

All people who are fighting a fight, keep fighting and don’t give up. You can make it out of whatever dark place you’re in.

[@machiel5888]

It's wild how similar we all are beneath the exterior.

[@MetalOfAllOwns]

What a beautiful soul! We all change at some point in our life when we truly want it. I pray for her to continue this positive journey and spread the word of sobriety!

[@jessicaballagh0926]

I love this video. Im still struggling and have been clean before, but i relate with my mind going a million miles a minute. Thank you for the inspiration, Mark and Savannah ❤️

[@b1izz79]

Proud of this woman, addiction is a tough war to win that I've lost some people to, keep fighting it is worth it.

[@user-mgc]

Mark proves to be insightful as always.

[@drick2480]

U think when he said she was always going to be nuts that was insightful?

[@googlyeyes9428]

@@drick2480yeah, I don’t agree with him. She just came off of drugs and alcohol and has some pscyhe diorders that need therapy. And she can find something healthier to be ‘addicted’ to like gym, running, hiking, etc and she’ll finally be comfortable by herself and with herself. What bothered me is that Mark previously (I think he was on a podcast) stated that he loved crazy women. It felt a bit cringe how many times he told her that some guys like that, she will find a guy, she’ll always be crazy and have messed up relationships, even though she never expressed fear or being alone/not being accepted or loved. it felt like he was coming on to her😅 but, I could be wrong, maybe he was genuinly happy for her and just wanted to make her feel good

[@Zhanna355]

It felt like Mark was coming on waaay too strong and it felt uncomfortable. He even said 'oh you have more stories to share, let's film another episode' which she ignored.

[@dianakiger3027]

First. So proud of you this is a good time for you to be sober. Busting out of an abusive relationship is just as hard to do as alot of human challenges. Keep going!

[@indicavonhaze9296]

I’m the same way. I can’t believe it but I’m almost 3 years sober from alcohol. If I can do it, so can you! I’m so proud of all your progress. Get excited about all the new ways you’re going to experience old things in a new and beautiful life & now you can make up for all that lost time. ❤❤❤ you got this!

[@traciehough7618]

I love her, she is my favorite. I truly wish her the best!

[@jacquelinecantu9377]

Savannah, you are so beautiful and smart! So happy to hear you're sober❤ I've been clean for 13 years. I can relate to so much of your story. I promise it gets better! Life is beautiful on this side❤May God bless you always!

[@user-wv8ei4bi1r]

18 yrs.sober she makes me remember the bad old days.this lady loves life and I think she'll be just fine.

[@carolmartinez7825]

So happy to hear your sober !!! You got this girl!

[@Cinnamonst1x]

I know pretty privilege exists, but fuck it I LOVE THIS GIRL! By far my favorite on this channel. So beautiful inside and out... intelligent... and honest. She's giving me light Paris Hilton vibes. I wish her the best and brightest future imaginable.

[@Headsup9550]

Very proud of you, Savannah! You're as beautiful as always! Wish you the best and I hope that you maintain the will to stay away from alcohol. It's such a horrible drug & the fact that society accepts it so freely makes it that much worse!

[@alexxerri9619]

ADHD has hyper focus. She’s got this

[@truth-hurts3089]

I was thinking ADHD actually instead of bipolar. Think there's a lot of misdiagnosis among women.

[@nebwachamp]

I have ADHD. Translation: I'm weak.

[@alexxerri9619]

@@truth-hurts3089 definitely. I was misdiagnosed too

[@alexxerri9619]

@@nebwachamp yea it sucks being a looser. Oh well

[@misslove7698]

This is probably why she was addicted to downers because she was probably mentally all over the place and it's overwhelming

[@tksjourney8048]

love love love this episode!!!! so honest & self aware!

[@southernsoulfarm]

Love seeing her back. I was literally thinking of her the other day. Wondering how she was 💗✨ I can relate to her in so many ways. I wish her the best 💞

[@brendanjohanson5958]

Good job happy for you i have been sober just over 4 years did it on my own do it my own way i thought the same thing once i first started never thought i could do it things get definitely get better time heals have to try finding other positive hobbys and interests to keep busy will help keep staying positive keep staying sober hope you everything works out proud of you keep pushing threw life stay true never give up thanks for sharing your story dont let addiction take your beautiful soul !!