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[@lisajligon]

As a single woman, I'm always impressed by how CAPABLE you are and how much initiative you put towards general mundane life stuff. You never sit around waiting for someone stronger or more knowledgeable to show up and help you, or do it for you. You'd be surprised how many young people would not be able to figure out how to assemble their own workout equipment. You're my hero, Bea. Love from Missouri.

[@MarieKyriney]

i mean putting together something like that isnt the most challenging thing in the world, but your right! She's very initiative about so many things in life (or what she decides to show us anyway ) and i know personally that this is very hard lol

[@lhmccool67]

Yes 👏 yes 👏 yes 👏!! All of this! And, I'm glad I'm not the only one who wants to buy all the tiny container thingies at Michael's! I choose to view it as an appreciation of tiny things than a sickness. 🤪

[@BooksToAshes]

That's how I've lived my entire life as a woman. I was obese as a child (13) and had no support as I successfully started to lose weight at 15. I took wood shop for 3 years in school so I know my way around machinery (table saws, sanders, etc.), can work a drill, put things together, hell I even know how to hook up a light source using wires (I'd be a bit rusty since it's been a while since I learned) and built my own furniture when I took that class in high school. The most reliable person is yourself, it's always best to learn things yourself in case you can't rely on others (like myself 😅)

[@intrepidtomato]

@@BooksToAshes I'm like that, but there are still things that Bee tackles herself where I would probably call a handyman. There are only so many hours in the day... I am amazed she has that energy

[@Nemishysteria]

I'm like that too, I never call anyone for help because that gives me huge anxiety, but in a weird way it's helped me learn a lot of things and I rarely need help with anything anymore. I actually enjoy learning new skills and learning how certain things around the house work, and I feel so much pride and accomplishment for doing it all myself so it actually works out perfectly for me

[@chantalp.3374]

Anyone else feel like Bea is your friend and seeing her doing well just makes your heart so, so happy? You inspire me, Bea. Lots of love from Trinidad & Tobago 🇹🇹

[@ChopsWorldUK]

100% I get so happy when I see she has done a new video 😊 love her!

[@SophiaTellman]

Caribbean love! 🇩🇲

[@srat5]

I second the love from Trinidad & Tobago 🇹🇹

[@jmalette907]

🙋‍♀️💚

[@ot7bg]

YES! gosh she is like a mix of me and my best friend and I love love love relaxing and keeping up with her:) i get that warm, safe feeling

[@torifielding2008]

Beatrice coming in and making Monday so much better.

[@sierrasplace4078]

Ikr all this f'ing work my teacher gave me

[@tamara293]

AGREED.

[@Mom2annie6]

Exactly. ❤️

[@kayliemcintosh7841]

How was today this bad for everyone? Like, my entire department was like, "Nope!" All day. But Tori is correct, Bea made Monday better.❤😆

[@Nebulousss]

IKR! on friday I was like "it's been so long since Bea dropped a video... gonna watch the last one again because I miss her vibes"

[@CompliKaty]

PSA - We are on team Bea, regardless of what the content is. I love being a small part of your journey. You've honestly taught me more about self love (in an honest, real and raw way) than any book/person/life coach. How you react to your shortcomings and challenges is quite frankly inspiring and helps all of us who are attempting to do the same. So don't worry so much about being a graphic designer and having content that you consider less-than-adequate. I am here to virtually grab you by the shoulders and shake you - We're here for the real, whether it's pretty or ugly.

[@kaitlynfisher5526]

Your lack of transition to “fully ready Bea” just literally made me laugh out loud at my desk at work. Omg you’re so fucking relatable!!

[@dntcallmejessie]

Same 😂😭

[@hexxisnexus5312]

Here's your sign you might have A.D.D. lol... squirrel!!

[@rk1145]

It was perfect and spot on to how I am also “fully ready” kinda like hey is this the truck that gets me 😬

[@AB-zr8pu]

And yet, the next actual scene was in her car and fully ready.

[@plumdutchess]

I know. She could have just left it out all together. But she just ended up being Bea and being real about it.

[@heavenlycute]

"I'm a graphic designer and all my shit is... bad." Well, I'm a professional housekeeper and my apartment is a mess :)

[@meighanlong2412]

Thank you Bea for not killing the spider!! They have such an important role in our ecosystem. They eat mosquitos and I absolutely hate mosquitos. The enemy of my enemy is my friend!

[@musicfeedsme100]

I, too, hate mosquitoes more than spiders and agree!!

[@wordvendor1]

Unless it could kill you in your home.

[@musicfeedsme100]

@@wordvendor1 I won't know if I die! But I certainly will know that I've been bitten by 35 mosquitoes 😤

[@amberc9053]

I am more afraid of spiders than I have a hatred of mosquitoes

[@HannahCobana]

I’m trying to adopt this mindset and I was doing so well until a 6inch cane spider was creeping in the corner of my room in the night. I cried after I killed him though, I thought it was a wolf spider which spurred my terror

[@avril.227]

The whole ADD meds: eating enough, and sleeping peacefully is definitely a “thing” in itself. I’m impressed by your self-awareness and diligence! On another note, your cabinets are gorgeous!

[@joanagomes3097]

i guess some people get so invested on your weight loss journey that they forget its yours, not theirs. they start to push their goals on you and get super stressed if you're not meeting their expectations. honestly, i super understand not wanting to share numbers, but i believe the best thing to do is just ignore those people. its your life and your chanel. if they dont like it, thats their problem.

[@nikkibleh8045]

Amen

[@flibbertygibbette]

Re: ADHD meds, you know pretty quickly if they work or not. It's not one of those things that requires building up in your system, they act immediately. If you aren't noticing an effect in your executive function capabilities after a few days (because sometimes it can take a few days to notice even though it works immediately... but it should be noticeable) then you need to try a dose adjustment. Also sometimes it takes a while to find the right medication (and the right dose of the right medication), and for some of us the meds don't work enough to deal with the side effects. Concerta is like a slow release ritalin, and ritalin is the mildest of the ADHD meds because it increases the ability of your body to process existing neurotransmitters rather than stimulating their production. Slow release doesn't work for everybody, some people need the regular release meds. So hang in there!

[@everythingsbetterwithbread]

Yup! Took me going to the Dr every 2 weeks for about 3 months to get my Vyvanse dosage right

[@plantyrae]

^^^^ so true I was hoping I would see this comment here. I tried concerta and felt nothing, nada. I had been on adderal instant release for a while, and I just swapped to adderal extended release, but I'm not feeling anything these last couple days which is very much not the goal. Gotta keep getting those adjustments!

[@corey.c]

Honestly tho Bea seems to be doing a lot better in this video (and I think the last one?), she says she doesn't notice any difference but as an outsider it looks like things are on the up for sure.

[@caitlinocallaghan4349]

That isn’t the case for non-stimulant medication, just fyi. Non-stimulant medication like Strattera (which i’ve taken for ADHD) does require building up in your system.

[@flibbertygibbette]

@@caitlinocallaghan4349 Thanks for the clarification! You're right, Strattera is like Wellbutrin, both are antidepressants that are also used for ADHD. Both take a few weeks to build up in the system. And folks should also know that both can cause suicidal thoughts in folks with ADHD (especially younger people) so anybody taking them should be mindful of that, especially in the beginning (hopefully one's psychiatrist or doctor will mention this).

[@Ariadna_Vega]

Depending on the size of the arachnid I consider it trespassing, so I will defend myself accordingly (or give them the keys of my home and run away, tbh)

[@hibaaqahmed9099]

This 😂😂😂

[@dashamccormick4088]

Raid in one hand fly swatter in the other

[@demiyvonne982]

Definitely this 🤣😂

[@a697ag]

My rule of thumb is "if you ain't pitching in for rent and household chores, you gots to go". This applies to arachnids, family members and significant others

[@Ariadna_Vega]

@@a697ag 🤣🤣🤣

[@jonnivaldes5597]

"If you all wondered how stoicism was doing for me...it's not going well!" LOL SAME THOUGH! I'll always be ok but first I need to be dramatic. I seriously look forward to Mondays so much. Thank you, Bea!

[@Waeva777]

Get the fanny pack, I felt self conscious about it being around my waist and added bulk too at first, but it's too convient of a bag to have to not get one, absolutely worth it.

[@RisaBeesa]

This right here! 💚

[@xxcatglitter]

I also love wearing them crossbody when I’m feeling self-conscious! Perfect for carrying just your phone, keys and wallet.

[@karapwns]

Fanny pack gang unite!

[@alyssondyer2of3]

I had the same concern but I wear my fannypack across my torso! Helps so much on dog walks! 👍👍

[@kamym4645]

It seems a fashion thing where I am to wear a(in the UK we say bum bag🤣) crossbows instead of horizontally

[@lizcartojano9549]

"If you're not on that sweet and savory bandwagon, don't talk to me." Bea talks about stuff that ACTUALLY matters!

[@danieleatesia12]

I love your warning and every second between 0:00 -1:12. Also, get that dang Fanny pack. It’s a game changer!

[@brandi4164]

My hubby was diagnosed ADHD at age 38 and it changed his life. Finally things made sense to him and he understands why he does certain things. He has had to adjust the dose of his meds a couple times, which is normal, but overall he is much happier. The meds do no make it go away they make your symptoms much more manageable. He is less anxious, has fewer angry outbursts, is less depressed, better at staying on task and is more productive overall. Good luck!

[@seanaepley3180]

I just wore a fanny pack for 3 weeks while out of the country, and now that I'm home, I'm never going back to a purse. It was so flipping convenient, and I never had to worry about leaving it behind, or it being stolen. I'm now about that fannypack life.

[@rbella5343]

Yesssss!!! Came here to yell about how awesome fanny packs are! 😁 They're the bee's knees, and so hella convenient, even as a large lady who carries weight in their thighs, hips, tummy the pack is clutch!

[@nixi7688]

You get ultra slim ones for under your clothes, perfect if you just want somewhere to put keys, cash, phone and headphones. You know, since it's positively illegal for women to have pockets

[@honajiumen]

I love my fanny pack. U can always wear it across ur chest or behind ur back, super convenient.

[@juliecampos9842]

Bea, your original journey has turned into a positive progression in you. Change does not happen overnight. I have enjoyed watching you through this progression. You have brought a lot of Hope to so many. Just take one day at a time. I am happy for this place you are in. I look forward to your videos. Take care!

[@cassidyshaffer4423]

It's actually mating season for spiders right now, that's why they're out so much right now. They are everywhere near where I go for walks

[@ustjayenjay]

😲🥺🤢💀

[@sarahp6205]

😰

[@eviciousthetalon8608]

Yep! They're either actively seeking a fellow 8-legged love interest to make ze bebes with, or they're looking for a safe place to have ze bebes. ^_^ Also, with as hot as it's been, some of them are honestly trying to find more comfortable - aka, "not as hot" - place to live.

[@QQBKMH]

Thank you for that information, I was wondering why I was seeing more of them recently

[@TaylorErins]

I found this channel a few months ago when my mental health was crap (cue getting kicked out of nursing school 5 days before graduation for a C-…)…anyways! You help me decompress at the end of a long day and I rewatch your videos constantly. I suffer from binge eating and adhd so watching you makes me feel like I’m not alone. So, just thanks Bea ☺️

[@Lily-bj2ne]

You’re right Bea!! I would watch your videos even if the thumbnail was completely blank 🤣😃😄

[@lovefaith6285]

As an artist/designer I also struggle with designing for myself and even decorating. I absolutely love your channel and just keep being you. Don't stress about anything else, we are here because you are the most genuine person on KZbin. 💪💜🖖

[@gennyd2307]

You seem so much happier and more energetic now than you have in previous vlogs. We love to see it!!✨

[@CAS120]

It’s been 3 hours and I can’t stop thinking about this, Bea should totally design Fanny packs. She did great with the t-shirts a while back. Why not Fanny packs????? I do hikes with mine cause leggings are not for storage

[@hilaryemigh1433]

I love mine! Ill wear mine even for little neighborhood walks because i want to bring my house key, cell and chapstick. I dont want to carry that for a leisurely walk 😁

[@journeywithrosie]

I'm very impressed that you were able to go to the grocery store and only get a mango... i always end up leaving with 40$ worth of groceries i didn't need lol

[@phoenixgarcia5540]

😂 I was sitting here thinking the exact same thing as she is showing her Michael's haul 😂 all I can think is how did she just only grab her 🥭 and just leave I would have never been able to 😂 I now have a new life goal 😂 😂😂....hope you have a wonderful week 🤗

[@fernebrown8083]

She got that pumpkin/gourd too! 😅

[@sarahtyler4592]

In a pinch- dustpan always works as a flat surface to catch critters in jars!

[@karissamathews5941]

Hey i hope you see this. Dont mean to sound creepy or anything. But i watch some of your old videos almost every day and wait on new ones. Your channel has made me become more aware that i am not the only one that feels and deals with this kinds of issues you talk about. From depression anxiety not knowing how to deal with life and make friends. You have inspired me not to look at the number on the scales but to become more spiritual and mental aware of what i need to do so i can reach my health goals. I love your energy and your authenticity. Love from Georgia

[@a697ag]

Absolutely nothing creepy about your comment. You know what's creepy?! One of my co-workers waiting for me outside the ladies' room when I haven't even told him I'm in the office. Why is he there waiting for me, you ask? Just to say "hi"

[@MissM007]

I so love the bongos in the beginning of your vlogs. I also love the quirky busy music you have in the background when doing things. I've come to recognize it with your content. Just love your openness and honesty. Keep doing what you are and we click on your content no matter what. I so look forward to Mondays. Wish you had more than 1 day of uploading.

[@kellibunny]

I have embraced messenger style shoulder straps. They’re my answer to “i hate purses, my bag slips off my shoulder constantly, my pockets are too freakin full, etc” problems. :) Love watching your journey.

[@dogdonut3]

When weather is cooler, vests or sweaters with pockets are awesome too. But I use them in addition to a bag.

[@alixf3227]

Same here! Ive seen people wearing their fanny packs across their chest/ off one shoulder too

[@pk4ng]

Bea I have also been off my game/ out of routine the last few months, but after watching this, I also weighed myself, took my ass to my Bootcamp (that’s been paid for and unused for a month) and done a grocery shop for all the fresh goodies for the first time in ages- so ready for this fit girl fall 👍🏽 thank you for the regular ramblings girl they really help!! Love from the U.K. 💕

[@aliciar2455]

I love when you do art on your channel. It's always great to see another artist do their stuff!

[@luvlui3]

You make my mondays better! You’re the best friend that doesn’t know I exist, and I’m okay with that. Because you still make my day. ♥️ have a wonderful week Bea!

[@anellelorquet7730]

This is part of the process, friend! Personally, I love your icon. It’s unique to you; you can always keep the color scheme and keep the icon. In addition, never remove the bongos in the intro! Love it!! 💕🧡

[@thesoapcrate596]

Ok, I need that machine and a space to put it! I love that you are getting so much back into home workouts. I suck at them because I don't have a dedicated space for them.

[@driftingofftosleep]

Absolute yes to the fanny pack! I have 2 and they are a lifesaver. Just wear it as a crossbody instead of around your waist!

[@christinemercado8706]

Loved the music when you showed the spider. Had me laughing.

[@StillNotMarble]

You should check the weatherstripping on your doors and windows. If the weatherstripping is old and cracked, the bugs get in.

[@summerkittycat1981]

I love that you let us see your creative process and let us be a part of it. 🎨🖌🥰

[@lovetolove011]

Hi B! I love you and your personality! Thanks for sharing it with the world! 🧡🧡🧡

[@BeatriceCaruso]

Aw shucks😅🦕💛🦕💛

[@TheMorriganCrow]

Fellow Coloradan here and yes - the spiders are everywhere. I happened to shower with a grass spider the other night and only noticed it when it darted across the shower curtain near my face.... So much for a relaxing shower.

[@TheNinnyBug]

Yayyy immediate smiles whenever a Bea notification pops up!!! 🧡😁

[@nikkibleh8045]

I like decorating for holidays/season in a way because it makes the year feel ever-changing in my house as well, but I don't go overboard cause I practice minimalism and just don't like over cluttering my place. I love that you stick true to yourself and don't do it just cause you are a content creator

[@rebekkahhollister]

Definitely a person who needed that time stamp 😅 Thanks for looking out for me, a weenie 🙈

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I got you!!💛🦕💛

[@margaretthym8234]

I will never not watch a video of yours at this point. You could have a blank screen and a 'no title' video and I'll still click! I am devoted because of how real and relatable you are. I appreciate so much that you are open about your mental heath struggles, that you are honest about this process of physical health and wellness, etc. And even though I am struggling with my own process, I know that there is always tomorrow and you've been a huge part of that revelation. Much peace and happiness to you!

[@sarahhanchett7964]

Get the Fanny pack and then wear it like a cross body bag! It lets me carry everything I need on the dog walk without the weird looking growth around the middle style.

[@mhirhcp]

Use the jar for either activity ideas or diary ideas. I did that and it's cute but also helps when you need help deciding and you just pull out an idea :)

[@hopegonzalez40]

I just got the notification...yet still gave a thumbs up first. You're awesome. I love all your videos. They help me get through my days...🖤😊 Thanks for being you

[@gencox1107]

Pop some garlic and rosemary on the little mason jar and pour olive oil on top. Then drizzle it on pizza and pasta and salads. Or do the same with a vanilla pod and some sugar to make flavoured sugar for baking :)

[@BJ-ds9wv]

I was drinking my coffee when you said the candle smells like a boody hole and I nearly choked on it from laughing. You made my day and I enjoy watching your videos.

[@mpeacock7696]

Your spelling of boody has me dying.

[@deendrew36]

@@mpeacock7696 the spelling also has me dying! 🤣

[@desertmama98]

As part of the witchy community, you can use the little vial for self love or positivity and just shake it every now and then. Whether it works or not, it's all about intention and it just makes you feel good.

[@MarkandMarie]

Okay, the water inky swirls were waaaaaaay more satisfying that originally anticipated.

[@mcbrown95]

My everyday bag is a fanny pack! I extend the straps all the way so I can use it as a crossbody shoulder bag most days but when I’m on my bicycle or go for a hike I can easily adjust it to be a more close fitting crossbody bag or a fanny pack! It’s perfect!

[@ryunabloodmire]

Bea’s transitions are just amazing.

[@HappilyCarnivore]

You're the highlight of my day when you post. You're a gem. Thank you for sharing yourself with us.

[@janeto962]

Hi Bee!! 😂💀 “those bitches ain’t cold!!” I just love you!! ❤️ You are so freaking hilarious!! 😂😂. On a more serious note I get annoyed with inconsiderate people too, my thing is when people use the handicap spaces that AREN’T handicapped 🤕 I’m like do you want to be 😈🤣🤣

[@lozetriley6955]

Aww look at you Bea doing the art thing so we can see. You may not know how relaxing it feels watching you mixing the pretty colors and just getting prepared. One day I hope you show the whole process and maybe some new art. Id love to see your creative side in action. Thank you I enjoyed the video, Enjoy your day girl stay safe and stay well.

[@heatherlosey5532]

Happy Monday! Hope you're having a fabulous week so far!

[@samanthaguzzi1319]

Relatable, funny, down to earth, real. Always enjoy! You go girl

[@emilyambriz1428]

I’m gonna watch this as soon as my lecture is over!!!! So excited 💕

[@BeatriceCaruso]

Hope you have a good class!💛🦕💛🦕

[@artistic_spaz3724]

Thank you for your honest, good-natured content. You help to provide me with motivation to try to be healthy myself. I appreciate the work you put into the channel. 🧡

[@JeffinerM]

Thank you, thank you, thank you for being so patient with your unexpected house guest and releasing it outside 🖤🖤🖤

[@POMOnkey1]

Your creation with the ink and water is so inspiring

[@Eve_36963]

I've been a graphic designer for 20+ years and always had difficulty designing anything for myself also! I thought I was the only one! 😅

[@bluedutchess6656]

honestly, I've been going through a bit of a creative funk, haven't done anything creative in about 2 months now, but seeing you trying stuff with your ink, made me want to do something artsy right now, so thanks!

[@joannadavis1881]

Congrats on your weight loss. Your doing such an amazing job working out and exercising and counting calories. Your meals always look AMAZING.

[@MamiFilipinaa]

Seriously love your humour and personality! Your not like the other KZbinrs. You seem so genuine and authentic. It’s literally refreshing! Please upload more!!!!!! pretty please

[@Nesha1994]

They have thin fanny packs for runners! They expand to fit your stuff. Think it’s called a runner’s belt.

[@HudaQashqary]

I just love your videos so much, it makes me sad when they're over. Thank you so much for making us a part of your journey.

[@starlosong]

I love seeing you in your element re: graphic design :) You clearly know your stuff and are so confident in your art

[@maisiegibson9478]

I use those mini mason jars for salad dressings! Like if I just want to make a little bit and take it to work. It's so useful

[@katherinestclair7607]

YES! The calories in vs calories out is so hard for me! I burn a lot of calories at crossfit and don't eat enough so I've been really trying to eat more and SURPRISE! I broke my plateau and started losing again! Crazy

[@elizabeths8416]

Thanks for being so kind and patient with the spider and with animals in general.

[@avishajain170]

The warning ahahahah 😂😂😂😂😂 it's so informally formal 😂😂😂 WHAT THE HELL AS SOON AS I COMMENTED THIS AND WENT TO THE KITCHEN TO GET SOME WATER THERE WAS A HUGE-ASS SPIDER ON THE COUNTER {•_•}

[@bevegriffith9858]

I started watching you per WW. But your channel changed as you said. Others I started watching I have since stopped per their changes but you are so articulate and knowlegeable, independent and identifiable. Keep up doing you. Love it

[@mariahashimoto2053]

The music during Alfredo's performance was the best. Happy you set him free. He should have his own YT channel. maybe some dancing workouts would be a good start for him.

[@kdlhome]

Bea, I think the meds are helping. You are being super productive. : )

[@kaylaplumb7502]

Haven't even watched everything and I just wanted to say, love the videos! Love your personality and I just find you wonderful!

[@vonneblazier814]

Grow some mint and basil plants. Use vinegar to clean. Lemon or citus scent will also repel the spiders. My sister is allergic to bug sprays a d we've always had pets. So Mom did a lot natural methods. Spiders - mint. Ants - cucumbers Bees - vinegar

[@DisturbedLunchBox]

I started Concerta last week! (I'm 29f). I've been dreaming a lot more too and it was so strange at first. So far I don't know if I'm actually feeling anything or if it's just a placedo but I definitely find it easier to get things done in the day. Like, I can focus on something for more than 10 minutes, which is a new experience.

[@ayayan2875]

Does the concerta make you not as hungry?? I think i want to try some but im worried it may effect my ED...thoughts??

[@DisturbedLunchBox]

@@ayayan2875 It does! For me though, the main this is that I'm getting easily nauseous when I eat - I'll have two slices of toast and feel like I really over ate. It's pretty frustrating actually because I think the lack of calories is making me a lot more tired. I'm only about 2 weeks in now so I'm hoping I can get that under wraps, eating smaller meals more frequently seems to help

[@HellaBella]

I came here to laugh and you did not disappoint! Really related to filming half a transition and never filming the other half. I have so many videos where the idea was there, but the execution was not. Love seeing you thrive woman! The ink art was mesmerizing. Can't wait to see what you come up with.

[@heyphi6]

Vivid dreams are so frustrating. It’s like your never fully rested and you’re frequently processing. It’s so interesting how medication can impact your dreams like that

[@Quossum]

Hey there! Person who would watch each video even without a thumbnail here! *waves* Glad to see you getting your groove back. Love the inky background experiments! I’m so with you on using the scale as a data point, just one of many. The Happy Scale app really helps with that, too! Much love and support at ya’ from Texas! ♥️

[@joannainperth]

I love that you saved the spider. My mom always taught me to do that. Except now I live in Australia and my husband says to kill them all. I don’t wanna die… so 🤷🏼‍♀️

[@wordvendor1]

Exactly. There are spiders in the US that can kill you too.

[@melissahoneybee8493]

I’m in Australia. Please don’t kill the huntsmans. They’re big but they’re harmless. My husband is also a wuss when it comes to spiders and I’m the one who catches and releases them. Redbacks and white tails and funnel webs etc are another matter and have no business being in or around the house.

[@joannainperth]

I would love to not kill them all. I spare the daddy long legs because I’m SURE they’re ok. I’m not as sure about my ability to identify a huntsman vs some other deadly spider. They need a deadly spider course for all immigrants.

[@kezzybear86]

I love watching your videos. Even if you ramble on. It makes my treadmill run much better ❤ thank you for your enthusiasm and entertainment

[@RandomFandomDragon]

While I did not shit myself, I did yell "honey bunches of NOPE" at the screen this time, lol If you need the fanny pack, I vote get it. Also, while I'll watch your videos no matter what, I understand wanting a change. Good luck with your art project!

[@patriciasykes1487]

Way to go Bea ! Great to see the sparkle returning . I watch all of your videos always I interesting but I'm glad your feeling better .

[@Spiroffd]

The small “mason jar” makes a great spice jar for those spices that come is ugly packaging. :)

[@AdrianJade]

I watched this whole thing on the treadmill to warm up the workout I was dreading. You're great company, thanks for being you ♡

[@asacor9435]

If you're on your meds during this filming .. you seem to be doing fantastic on them. Happy for you. The weightloss amount is good because its in relation to your initial weight for the week. The percentage compared to your weight. Ask your doctor and you will see. Later on when your BMI is lower, of course the amount you lose a week should be lower.

[@daniellemorningstar9515]

Thankyou for making my sixth hard Covid lockdown more bearable :) I just love your soul. Truly, thank you for all your effort and the laughs, you are appreciated xo

[@lauren-pz4ju]

Love those mini jars. Might have over 70 to hold my spices on a floor to ceiling wall of acrylic shelving…. No self control over here

[@Cha-Llin]

That actually sounds pretty cool. I got a mental image and yeah I'm here for it.

[@alil7348]

Ha- yes! I have my spices in those mini jars too 👍

[@wendywelsh8729]

I love watching any of your content, whatever it's about, because you're funny and entertaining and very real!😊

[@asana_awakening]

That kind of looks like a hobo spider 🕷 no pun intended since he’s squatting in your house 😂 but they are sorta “aggressive” as far as spiders go lol my least favorite to find in the house next to the poisonous one. I appreciate that you also catch and release though. I also had an infestation once so I became obsessed with finding out all info about all spider species 🤓 (thanks hyper fixation).

[@gabyslifeAsYouKnowIt]

Love the growth in this video, you are on another level!! The look on your face during your walk in the beginning of this video just radiates the self love in you!!

[@julietijerina8176]

I wonder if lack of calories was also playing a part in the lowered mood you were dealing with before? So glad you recalibrated and upped that number!

[@_ericakathleen]

fanny pack alternative - VIVRA I absolutely love mine, holds so much and looks way cuter than a fanny pack!

[@tessar.p453]

No one is safe from the spiders, EVER! They scare me so much lol. Love you Bea, happy to see your notifications pop up every week! 💛💛💛

[@karengatchell7080]

Glad you are feeling better. Life is a series of ups and downs. You are one of my ups. Thank you. Xxxxoooo

[@innnak1]

"Lunch is turning into linner" is absolutely staying in my vocabulary forever.

[@karlaamory3328]

I think you are so in tune about what you want your path to be in regards to your health. It's super healthy that you are not taking the number on the scale seriously and that this number will provide you a guide. I love it that you keep it real, your meals look amazing!!