What Depression Looks Like, Revisited

[@margueritepeaden3445]

I had depression for years and ended up taking antidepressants for several years and then weened off them. It’s been a long time, but a few months after my husband’s death in February I went back on them. I hope to get off them again at some point, but for now I’d prefer not to spend all my days crying so they’re with me for a while. The last three years held so much loss for me that I could not deal with it anymore. I wish you well in your fight.

[@cherylcoyote]

You've endured so much this past year. Your depression has a cause and a meaning. I have nothing to point to and say, "Look! That's why I feel this way!" It simply decided to stop and sit on me, like a bully in a demented game of musical chairs. You've held up so well, and I'm proud of you.

[@Chris.Swearengin]

This is some true information. And the way you used the pumpkin was a perfect example and way to show others the facts around like that. You take care Cheryl.

[@cherylcoyote]

This can be a challenging time of year. I thought about you yesterday when I noticed the pole inspectors out and about. I hope you're doing well and enjoying life. Take care.

[@wandamyers2690]

I totally agree. Depression would like to swivel us up like that pumpkin, enabling us to be happy and enjoy life. I'm glad you got rid of it.

[@cherylcoyote]

Thanks, Wanda. I have been sifting through my life lately, plucking out the depressing bits and consigning them to the fire. The best part is when you leave a comment telling me that you understand, and that you felt the same things. Community is important medicine.

[@caseyf9697]

Hey Cheryl, you really helped me today! I watched this video and then watched the original depression video...I didn't really realise it but depression had creeped up on me....I thought it was just post holiday blah....but when you said about not having the energy to do anything...I realised I was going through a depressed time. Anyway...I jumped up and started cleaning my house...I mean...really cleaning it...I feel a lot better tonight! Thank you!

[@robinturpin6823]

I love listening to you talk and tell stories Cheryl. I've been with you a few yrs now and I love seeing new vids pop up. I'm so happy you burnt that ugly symbol depression,I loved your description of it all. ❤❤❤

[@cherylcoyote]

Thanks, Robin. I have appreciated your comments over the years, and I continue to appreciate them now. I'm clawing my way out of this new bout of depression and it honestly helps to know you're on the other end of the video, watching and listening. Thanks for being there.

[@robinturpin6823]

@cherylcoyote I think you have quite a few of us that are always thinking of you and are here to listen any time you need to talk. You got this hon. I'm snowed in here in ky. It's beautiful

[@cherylcoyote]

@@robinturpin6823I've been watching the storms out your way. We've got family in Nebraska but snowmageddon bypassed them, thankfully. I hope your snow is gentle and magical. Winter is leaving us alone so far, with very little rain and relatively warm days. Praying for rain out here in central California.

[@rachelgrinnell]

The original depression video is how found you. I thanked you for posting it and meant it. Much like you, my depression has faded since then. I have more control over things I needed to control and let go of the things I couldn't. I've learned a lot about myself. I returned my depression to soil, and I grew from it much like you. Cheers to us, Cheryl. The journey is always worth taking

[@cherylcoyote]

I was thinking about you today when I found the desiccated pumpkin. You made a comment recently about having found my channel through my original depression video. I felt compelled to talk about it today because it has reared its ugly head again. I was so hoping you would see this video and know that you're in my thoughts.

[@carolinen5396]

Cheryl I wish you a Happy New Year, filled with good health and much happiness. I hope things get better for you 💓

[@cherylcoyote]

You know, thing are good with me, relatively speaking. I have shelter, food, water (sort of.) I'm on my feet, my car is functional, my bills are paid. Depression has a way of creeping up behind me. It squats on my shoulder, claws gripping my skin while whispering guttural threats into my ear in an unknown language.

[@CarrieRay]

😔 take care of yourself ❤

[@cherylcoyote]

The early days of a new year are often the time I make assessments, and sometimes changes. Depression is like black mold in your house. It takes vigilance to identify those little black specs when they're still tiny, then Clorox the crap out of them before they grow. That's what I've been doing since Christmas, examining and disinfecting, both literally and figuratively.

[@prudiefox9235]

Good move, Hun. We sure don't need anything to remind us. We definitely know when Black Dog comes visiting.Sending love and hugs your way.

[@cherylcoyote]

@@prudiefox9235 Thanks, Sweetie. Love and hugs right back to you.

[@priestessbrenda]

I am sending you so much love and hugs right now. Love you

[@JustMeOutHere]

I need to do that very thing, sistah. ❤

[@cherylcoyote]

We do, from time to time. I'm shedding layers of things right now, physical and emotional, and it's difficult. But the more I shed, the better I feel.

[@BreysWays]

Yes, let it go!!!

[@ShelbyreviewGirl]

Nice

[@cherylcoyote]

I was feeling reflective today. It's the deep, dark winter, we've had almost no rain, and I'm uneasy about our immediate future. I needed a little fire magic to pry me out of it.

[@aemummie1]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@ShannyShanLV]

") You can plant those seeds..

[@cherylcoyote]

Depression always leaves a few seeds. Keeping my life garden free of poisonous sprouts is a constant job.

[@syrenamilani3115]

I have Anx & depression , so I send you comfort hugs ,& hopes for a healing 2025. 🫶

[@julie-joywilliams7280]

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