What Happened To Me???

All is very well over here as of yesterday (5/30/20). Man was I depressed and feeling like crap that entire month of not uploading!!! So what happened to me? In this video, I explain that. As of 5/29/20 a local gym reopened and I signed up immediately to squash this bs depression that I had been going through. Once I got into the 3rd month of being away from the gym, it really started to wear on me mentally and crippled my motivation to want to do pretty much anything. You guys will see once again in this video, that I get emotional talking about how much training means to me just like the gift that Ola Englund sent me back in the beginning of April. It almost felt like a dream walking into that place and then feeling those weights and being around nothing but happy smiling people. That hit me really hard!!! Bodybuilding and training will always be such a main driving force as to who I am and what makes me the person that I am, and to have that back was/is so powerful! I'm so as all holy F***, but it never felt so good to have this pain back!!! I'm super monotone, exhausted, and really just in a state of disbelief in this video, but I owe you guys who give a crap this upload and I'm just as vulnerable as anybody else with a heart. I really appreciate those of you who reached out, checked on me to see if I was ok, etc. That's metal ASF!!! I'm so much better and ready to move forward with what I've been doing and want to do. Be safe out there!!!