what I've been trying to hide the past few months

just like so much stuff involves hormones thyroid...i didnt even realize
BUT
I am gonna remain positive and the first step is admitting whats been going on
symptoms:
tired all the time
muscle and joint pain
dry skin and eyes (cant wear makeup or contacts for a long time)
anxiety
heart palpitations
no energy
trouble remembering (makes doing simple chores hard )
trouble doing simple tasks because im so fatigued
foggy brain
weight gain
swollen legs and face
feel sick all the time
feel like im gonna pass out often
not acting like myself
feeling down to an extreme level
metabolism dropped
throat hurts

[@RaeDizzleExtras]

The comments are SO INCREDBLE. Guys I cant appreciate your love and support anymore. ❤

[@kaitslame]

the weird side of rae we all love you and we’re praying for you #prayforrae 🙏🏻 🙏🏻 😭 😇

[@ellashawn]

Hope you feel better!

[@PolarBear-rc4ks]

the weird side of rae hope you get better soon!!! ❤ we are here for u!!

[@isuf321]

Were here for you rae We love you alot

[@nelisalas3197]

#prayforrae

[@KirstyPartridgeArt]

I really admire you Rae for making this video. I am sorry your having to go through this you really don't deserve it! I hope your new dosage will work for you and you get back to normal ASAP. Don't worry and stress about your upload schedule too much, just do what you can. It isn't worth risking your health over. Mainly the people asking for more content from you wouldn't of had any idea about your personal circumstances but now they do I am pretty sure everyone understands your reasoning for having less uploads. I really hope you start to feel better soon

[@SuperRaedizzle]

Hey, thank you. It means a lot for you to reach out with the well wishes. I appreciate all the positivity girl!!! Thank you!

[@johnerraez4337]

Love both of your guys art

[@user-dr6ol5vf9v]

I like both of you guys your art is so good I didn’t know you guys know each other

[@shreyachoontharu3556]

Ya Get well soon

[@HulloAlice]

Rae, that sounds so tough to deal with, I'm so sorry!! :( Sending you all the love and kind thoughts! Definitely focus on getting better. You are a person first, before anything! Your health is so, so important!

[@dannytries]

HulloAlice ❤

[@lydiaderooij5085]

HulloAlice yesh

[@cinnamonflan1412]

I love both of you!! Rae and Alice😱 I’m suffering a loss and I have been watching both of your videos to make me feel better. Thank you so much for your amazing KZbin videos. I feel less lonely. Rae you are inspirational... I’m addicted to your videos but your health comes first. You look beautiful and I love your voice.

[@notabbywdym]

it really is

[@breannasprouse281]

So true

[@fakenamefakesurname5005]

I'm sad when youtubers feel to apologise for not uploading, i mean it's not as subscribers are paying a subscription to your channel. There's no obligations, this is a biunivocal relationship, we watch cause we like, you upload cause you want to share something. If you don't feel like uploading because of your health itls ok. Take care

[@mont.gomerie]

I totally agree. You should never have to feel this bad.

[@claire3976]

Rae, don't worry about your schedule for uploading... just take a break from it for a bit... you don't wanna make anything worse ya know?? I hope you feel well enough sooner than later, but your health is what's most important... We your true fans love you, and will understand that your sick, people who are mad about it aren't real fans, and I hope you can understand well stick by you through this whole thing ♡ (Thanks for all the likes, make sure you comment good wishes for rae as well, show as much support for her health as possible! We have to let her know her health is more important than giving us content)

[@remy5926]

Yes

[@VioletEyedSoul]

AMEN! I agree with you entirely! I especially like the part where you said, people who are angry about Rae not uploading all the time are not real fans, Totally True! Thank You Big Time for saying this! I think more people should realize this and say this about ALL people and Celebrities. Thank You So Much for putting into conscious thought and succinct words thst which I could not express. =-)!

[@KatyVaughanArt]

You were so brave to make this video! Please concentrate on getting better and don't push yourself! Your health is your number 1 priority! You are an incredible person and an inspiration to so many people!

[@girlie294girlie]

Couldn't have said it better

[@superdog2323]

Safety is #1 priority.

[@noahsmall5552]

It’s hard to get better from this you can’t put your full attention on it otherwise it’ll run your life and I’m very prone to getting so

[@JenniferCharleeArt]

I'm so so sorry you be been going through all this...thanks for being real with us and letting us know. No need to apologize for anything. As for diet stuff...it may be worthwhile to look into a high fat low carb diet like keto (what I have been on for just over 2 years) as it can help your body heal a bit and it is a lower inflamitory diet so that could help too (plus it's delicious lol). My best friend has dealt and has been overcoming thyroid issues (and cancer actually) so I have at least a tiny bit of knowledge in the area. Feel free to reach out or DM on Twitter if you want more diet info or just a friend to listen to you complain haha 💕 Much love and healing being sent your way!

[@virginiadias9094]

hoping in on ur comment u can also try intermiten fasting which has been known to help balance hormones

[@SoCraftastic]

I'm so sorry to hear you're going through this, Rae. :( Hopefully you will be able to feel better in the near future. Try not to stress too much about an upload schedule - it's difficult enough during times of good health. Your body is counting on you to stay as rested and relaxed as possible to help it recover. Sending love.

[@simratablet4325]

SoCraftastic yeah. Btw I love your channel!

[@leetp1928]

Don’t apologize take as much time as you need. Your health means more to us than anything.

[@ladykiddo7867]

Dontforgetaboutboutboutboutboutbout Me TØP |-/ 😂😂😂

[@emilychey5381]

Yeah nice name and profile picture! 👍 |-/

[@MalachiTheFallen]

There are always challenges in life, but I have faith in you. You got this Rae Rae! YOU WILL GET BETTER!

[@moriganna67ify]

Oh dear Rae I feel for you. I did look up information on some Thyroid related diseases and yes it seems you may indeed have Hashimoto's Disease. Here is some info I found and please forgive me for this long comment. I want to help as much as I can. Symptoms of Hashimoto's Thyroiditis Hashimoto's symptoms may be mild at first or take years to develop. The first sign of the disease is often an enlarged thyroid, called a goiter. The goiter may cause the front of your neck to look swollen. A large goiter may make swallowing difficult. Other symptoms of an underactive thyroid due to Hashimoto's may include: weight gain fatigue paleness or puffiness of the face joint and muscle pain constipation inability to get warm difficulty getting pregnant joint and muscle pain hair loss or thinning, brittle hair irregular or heavy menstrual periods depression slowed heart rate Because the symptoms of Hashimoto's thyroid may be similar to those for other medical conditions, it is important to see your doctor for a diagnosis. Diet suggestion: Lots of vegetables high in Iodine, Selenium and Zinc.( careful with salt as it can cause bloating in large doses.) Optimal diet: Vegetarian diet Gluten Free Diet Paleo Diet *disclaimer* I got the diet ideas from a site called : Healthline.com Got the Hashimoto Disease info from a sit called: Mayo Clinic. (hopefully got that right as I did look up several other sites for the same info) I hope this helps. The proper medication is really important and also the proper diet so you can begin to feel better. This is an autoimmune disease as well so explains why you have not been able to get better. Please get the flu shot and find ways of eating foods high in antioxidants such as Gojo berries, Pomegranate, Cranberries (juice is an excellent way) blueberries and other berries. Ok So I too have a lot of medical issues and several autoimmune illnesses. Oh and Honey with tea is excellent anti coughing and sore throat reliever. Honey is a natural antibiotic. Feel better soon hun and I do hope this was helpful! Some cases require the removal of the thyroid glands. It is a hormone regulator so depression, chronic fatigue and chronic insomnia muscle aches and pains and moodiness are all symptomatic. Please fee better and take the time to rest. We will be here cheering you on Rae. Remember you have a Super Power: Being an artist and also you are after all SUPER RAE! You got this girl! xo Love you.

[@bunnyinvasion8108]

Moriganna Brown that's alot

[@moriganna67ify]

Bunny Invasion. It is however it is worth it if it helps her. :-)

[@mistywolf1080]

Moriganna Brown tysm!!! That is so kind of you to research for Rae!!!

[@moriganna67ify]

Misty Wolf10 It is what I do for people who are sweet and need help. I want to just fix her but I can't. SO I did as she requested and gave her as much information I could fit here. I hope it is helpful to her. It stinks she is so sick.

[@equesdeventusoccasus]

My mother went the same thing for years, so I feel for you and understand. as far as the feelings that you are less attractive due to this, your beauty shines through everything. Dandelion root tea is a far better diuretic than coffee. It's so good that many medicines that act as diuretics specifically warn not to use both together. Just be careful with the diuretics, as chronic dehydration can also cause many of the same symptoms you are having. You are and will be in my thoughts and prayers. In this last bit I probably speak for most of your viewers, when I say: stay positive, because we are positive you are and will stay beautiful.

[@nemesis4365]

Yeah my mom too

[@lauxo36]

This sounds absolutely horrible to deal with. Please try not to feel guilty for not uploading as often ❤️ I hope you get well soon

[@marteeee]

Whoever is the one person that disliked this has no soul

[@xanna957]

marte lel Ikr. I wish we could at who liked and disliked videos so we can go make them feel bad!!

[@bananakitofinternetclan8350]

Look *

[@xmads132]

I did. I disliked this video.

[@ridashahzad2851]

marte lel well only 19 people disliked this video

[@adriantanner2598]

@@xmads132 your mean

[@isabellaobradovich7340]

Aw rae hope you get better. Don't worry about sticking to your uploading schedule... just work on getting better because that's what really matters. much love from VA! -isa also REMEMBER MEEEE

[@mister.beaver2191]

isabella.drawsss on Instagram ☺

[@caseywatts7410]

Hey Rae. I understand what you're going through. I got sick in September of 2016 and I'm still battling it. I used to be in a wheelchair because I was too weak to walk. I've gotten a lot better, but its still there. It's okay to be sad, just know that you aren't alone. You're right, it IS one step at a time, one day at a time, take your time. Focus on your health, your body will thank you. Don't feel guilty for sleeping and taking naps. Don't let KZbin stress you out, stress makes it worse, in my experience. We all love you and want you to get better. You got this!

[@TheGamingPandicorn]

It's fine don't worry hope you get better and don't stress out about uploading I know how it's feels stay positive

[@logiccino]

The Gaming Pandicorn 

[@Jzizzles]

Aww Rae :'( Take as much time as you need to recover. Your health is more important than making videos.

[@MissPoppunkbarbie]

We love you Rae! Hope you get better soon!

[@crystalfranklin2583]

I'm crying right now. 😓😓😓 I'm so sorry for your health issues and hope they get your treatment and meds right for you and you feel better soon. We love you so much and I know what it's like to lose a sibling. I lost my only sister 13 years ago and some days, even now, I sit and just cry my eyes out and miss her so damn much. I also have health issues, anxiety and depression, severe anemia and arthritis in my knees, so I can really relate to a lot of your issues. You're not alone, sweet girl! Take care of yourself, ok? Those of us who love you will be here sending out prayers, positive thoughts and goid vibes for you. Don't worry about the videos. When you feel well enough to do a video, do a video. Otherwise, don't worry about it. Just focus on your health and wellbeing. Sending lots of love, hugs, and encouragement your way.

[@savannah3652]

My mom had the same problem in 2015. But she got better around a year later! Please hold on Rae just like my mom did! 3 years later and she is so much better!

[@Catsoupvlogs]

It sounds so horrible I really hope you get better 😢😢😢😢 make sure to rest a lot 😢😢

[@kaitslame]

#prayforrae #prayforrae #prayforrae

[@myamason7728]

#prayforrae #prayforrae #prayforrae

[@QbinFacha]

#prayforrae #prayforrae #prayforrae

[@sushiTM]

#prayforrae #prayforrae #prayforrae

[@tteoke]

#prayforrae #prayforrae #prayforrae

[@asthesia7983]

Praying won’t do anything.

[@adultingonhardmode3400]

You just described how I've been feeling for the last 2 years. Except my immune system is also shot. I've been sick literally all year with various viruses and flu strands. My sister actually told me on Easter she thinks I have a thyroid problem. Trying to get in to see doctors as been a huge issue for me. I hope you feel better soon. Don't worry about uploading, just take care of yourself.

[@ellashawn]

My mom deals with thyroid (low thyroid) and migraines and dizziness. I know how it can be.... sort of, I'm just really close to my mom so I can feel how she is,she has the same symptoms. She has been dealing with it for years. What I'm am really saying is I understand what is happening to you, and I hope you feel better!

[@WateryStar]

My mom also has hypothyroid issues(since her mid 20's I think). Even though she has been on meds for it for years she still struggles some. I have fibromyalgia and some of the symptoms are very similar. I hope your dosage gets sorted out ASAP and it's nothing more serious. Do what you can and don't worry about what you can't help.

[@kbaez1978]

Rae I’m a new subscriber and I understand how you feel. Just take time for you and heal yourself. You only have one life and you need to take care of yourself especially.

[@iloveghibli9608]

I’m sorry that you have to go through this Rae :( hope you get well soon

[@MangaAndSkyrim123]

I was diagnosed with hypothyroid 3 years ago, i understand what your going through. I slept 22 hours yesterday, i have to sleep at least 12 hours to get anything done. I understand the emotional problems too. stay strong

[@tristafleck3274]

Who disliked it ??? There is one dislike and it upsets me very much because she is struggling so much and it's so sad that she is going through this. Love you and your videos so much Rae !!!!!!!!❤️❤️❤️💚💚💚💜💜💜💙💙💙💟💟💟😻😍🙃🙃💖💖💓💓💞💞❣❣💕💕💕💘💝💝💛💛

[@christineschmidt1025]

Trista Fleck maybe they were sad for her? Who knows.

[@elenaayseli9666]

Trista Fleck maybe they thought that it's so sad that she needed to upload this video that they disliked?

[@EclecticGreyWitch]

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I have hypothyroidism too, but I'm 50. I like my doctor for the most part, but I feel I'm not getting the care I need, either. Don't apologize. We understand, and we'll wait for you. I don't know what, if any, of my symptoms are related to my hypothyroidism vs. other problems I have (such as OCD, panic disorder, and depression), but I sleep a lot, too, and share other symptoms you have. I slept about 23 hours the other day. I think it's more about depression, though. I understand your concern about weight gain. I'm overweight, and it's frustrating. I'm also out of shape. You're beautiful, though, Rae, so remember that. I hope you find the right dosage soon. I know what it's like to want to be accomplishing things, but you can barely function. And, while I'm glad you shared this with us, don't feel guilty for wanting to keep parts of your life private. You don't owe anybody your privacy. We love you, Rae, and, again, we'll wait for you.

[@raiqrose]

Sassy Devil Hope you start feeling better as well xx

[@EclecticGreyWitch]

AgentGreystripe Thank you!

[@Luca_Schilt]

Rae, I will try to support you, and of cours you wont notice it (also because I live in the Netherlands). But remember me and many others will support you en will try to get you through this time.

[@ArtByEsterA]

I’m so sorry that you’ve been so sick and suffering so much. I completely understand! I was 15 when they discovered my thyroid problem, but it got so bad that they had to remove it when I was 18. The sheer level of fatigue and pain has been horrible. I have been taking my Synthroid to live, for 23 years. If you need any support or have any questions, please please message me. I’m Art By Ester A all over my social media, except Facebook. There is so much involved in the thyroid that effects your metabolism, hormones, and ovary function. It’s so hard to explain how much it affects your life, ability to function, and how it impacts every single aspect of your life. I’ve been sick with other medical conditions ever since they took my thyroid out. So I TOTALLY understand sweetheart. My channel, it’s so hard to upload and keep a normal persons schedule. I haven’t been physically able to upload for over 4 weeks now. Please, please know you are not alone. I felt so alone when this all happened to me and I really want to offer you my support. I’m here for you sweetie.

[@ArtByEsterA]

P.s. there are some medications and vitamins that you cannot take with or near the Synthroid. Things like a multi-vitamin, vitamin c, and even stomach medicine for acid reflux. You can’t take them within 3-4 hours of taking the thyroid medication. It has taken years to acquire all this knowledge. And now that I live in NC, I don’t have a thyroid specialist anymore. So I too feel like no one cares or understands how severe the symptoms are. My pharmacy is the one who told me about the stomach medicine. So frustrating.

[@zoe_dawg]

I hope u feel better now. I'm so srry for u guys

[@Tippel3]

Hi Rae, I'm very sorry to hear that you have such a severe case! There's nothing to be ashamed off and it's one of the most common things where I live. People who have "just" hypothyroidism or they have it because it was the other way around and they've had a surgery to remove the thyroid gland or hashimoto... there are many options and reasons for it. But you'll get better, I promise! And many or most of the symptoms will dissapear or less severe. Yes, it can take time to figure out the right amount of hormones you need to take. Be aware that lastly your feeling is more important than any blood test results. As you said, there is a "normal range" and the specialist will bring your hormones in that range but where is the right level for you, can only be answered from one single person on this world: yourself! Take a break, just do what feels good and try to stay positive! *PS: My advice as a pharmacist: Make sure you take your medication correct! Failing here is the most common problem, that causes side effects, trouble to find the right dosage and how fast or slow the progress is. Because it makes a huge difference in that case and you'll still have very fluctuating blood levels with all of the problems, instead of a stable one, if you take them not correct. If you are treated with additional hormones (like L-Thyroxin...), make sure to take them every morning on an empty stomach and wait at least 45min until your breakfast or other drinks than water. That's the most important! If you are treated different, ask your physician and pharmacist for advice how to take the medication.

[@biancaaloisi-hebert9416]

I'm so glad that you spoke up about this issue. As someone who also struggles with an under active thyroid condition I total understand what you're going through. It can be really tough at times but you gotta do the best with what you were given. The videos can wait, but your health can't.

[@rfoltarz1312]

It’s ok gurl. You’ll get better. We all will be ok if you need to take time off KZbin . I’ll always love your vids . Life will get better. 🙂sorry for not proper grammar and so many sentences🙂

[@Beanathan]

Eyyyy same thyroid I have Hashimoto’s. When I first developed it, my doctors said they were surprised i was still alive. I was (and still am to an extent) suuuper depressed and suuuper exhausted, so I understand first hand how that feels. Unfortunately I don’t have that much advice besides keep plugging along with what you can do, go to therapy if you’re struggling with the mood stuff, and stick it out till you get the right meds dosage. Once you get there, it helps a TON with the energy and the weight gain and the mood changes. Also, know that you are not being lazy. Hypothyroidism is mostly an invisible illness, but it’s just as frustrating and limiting as something more visibly impairing. The major difference is how other people perceive our illnesses. Lots of people tend to jump to the conclusion that because we look normal yet we need to rest constantly and gain weight that we’re just lazy people. Don’t let that assumption slip into your own self image. The fact that you’re persevering and still uploading at all goes to show just how incorrect that assumption is. IDK how much of the symptoms are still ongoing for you since I’m a bit late to the party here, but I hope you’ve gotten a dosage that works now or has at least started helping. 💚

[@nadined9185]

why would you need to apologize to us if its not your fault? we love u dont think we'll reject u if u dont upload as often, especially after now

[@oluminum_foil]

Awwwww I feel so bad... I’m so sorry that you have to go through this... Ilysm Rae you’ve been a huge inspiration of mine! I’m so glad you keep doing what you love! Tysm for being a great person and a huge inspiration to a lot of people!

[@lauradains2734]

Rae, Hashi's is rough. I'm glad you got diagnosed fairly quickly. I've been on the road and you feel like you're losing your mind and you don't know why. You owe no apologies for being run down from your body attacking itself. I hope you can get your answers sooner than later.

[@alithegrape1696]

Rae, if you need a break please take it, your health is more important than anything else right now, we understand what you're struggling with so please don't force yourself to do something that is not good for you right now...

[@Maijorsam]

i really hope the that next time you get your medication it will work. Thank you for carrying on with videos! Just please, take a break from videos if you'll need it, it's ok if you're feeling too sick ;v;!

[@TheCookieArt]

my mom is also 62 and she no longer has a thyroid because it didn’t work at all and she was gaining too much weight super fatigued amount other things. now the medication she takes mimics how her thyroid is supposed to work and she’s doing a lot better. it will get better once they figure out your perfect dose. don’t worry rae

[@AG_19]

I love you Rae, you are such an inspiration, I love love love your art and your beautiful dogs! I hope you get better soon ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 😘😘😘

[@pianoman6863]

Anna Wolf19 I

[@kaitlynportugal6421]

My sister actually has a problem with her thyroid. I understand how bad it can get. I hope everything goes well and you get better. Sending love and prayers from California! ❤️

[@keren211200]

I really hope you'll get well soon!!!

[@linuhhhale33]

Honestly , I love you and I look up to you so much! We all love and appreciate you, no matter what! Even if you don’t post as much we will still be here by your side. We support you 100% and we all hope you get better

[@09splashball6]

I really hope you get better! ❤️❤️ik you are strong! ❤️

[@ellieheath2479]

My 10 year old sister has hypothyroid. Whenever she has energy, she can do anything but as soon as she feels tired, she just breaks. It’s not as severe as yours but I know what you are going through.

[@rayish2056]

Rae your health is more important to us don't worry about your upload schedual take a bit of a break love yourself I know it is really hard but enjoy your life while you have it and make sure you always stay positive

[@salem4219]

In a few ways I know how you feel, my doctor had done blood tests on me months ago coming back to me with borderline hypothyroidism, and I have to keep getting checked to make sure my levels arent getting worse. I get mild symptoms but when its paired with a lot of my mental health issues it takes a lot out of me and I know how horrible it must feel for you, I hope they find you the right dosage and things start feeling better, and I for one think your health and well being takes priority over uploads, take care of yourself. We will always be here. :)

[@sedboihours8648]

Hope you get better

[@laurakenney100]

I'm so sorry for your health issues. I hope your medication can get your levels regulated so you can feel better. Hormones control everything in your whole body. Condolences for your brother passing. That is soooo much to be dealing with. If course that would be hard. Give yourself a break. You are beautiful. ❤ Treat yourself as you would your best friend. With kindness, love, acceptance & support. Hugs. No apologies.

[@amberrohrich5440]

we love u no matter what rae xoxo

[@laurakenney100]

My friend has the same & peanuts totally inflame her thyroid. Get another doc if you don't feel they are a good fit for you. ❤

[@chloejohnfroe4496]

I’ll pray for you Rae, I wish I could help u this is awful love u rae stay strong! And don’t force yourself to upload a video or anything you take all the time u need!!

[@amadamia9027]

Rae I love you. My mom has the same thing... She made it through and I know you can to because you are very strong. Please just make sure your health is your #1 priority. Its okay if your not posting all the time i get that completely. Stay strong 💕

[@jessicaranu9102]

please take a break!!! we all love you so much and I will respect every decision you make!! love you xo

[@oliviachilli7741]

I'm sure everyone has already said this like yesterday but... you're amazing and we all believe in you we will all get through this with you and I'm so glad you've told us. Don't worry at all about upload schedule because your health is more important. I hope you feel better xxxxx edit: And positivity is most important. This is what always affects health so just see the silver lining. So sorry about your brother sending you love ❤❤

[@JimmyinGA]

Rae, thank you for sharing what’s been going on. Your health is more important than how many videos you make. I hope your doctors can get your dosage figured out and that you start feeling better soon.

[@shannyn7404]

Rae, don’t you dare apologize for something you can’t control. I love you, we love you. And now that we understand why you haven’t been able to upload we will make sure you take all the time you need. Love you, Rae. Hope that the next dosage works out. ❤️

[@aria7o7]

Rae you can take the time to feel better it's okay, you don't let me down you r amazing and you don't have to apologize

[@hillfamily3906]

Honey, you don’t have to apologize for not uploading allot! You need to take care of yourself, that’s much more important than keeping a steady uploading schedule. What your going through seems really tough and I hope that you feel better very soon. I feel so touched that you were willing to share this personal information with everyone, you really do deserve the time to get better. Anyways, I love you 💗

[@evelyncohoon111]

Hey! I'm so sorry that this issue is happening! I can relate to a level. I just got over mono. .. ya know,.. it's a part of the barr virus and again I'm so sorry that this is happening to you! I hope that this all gets better soon!

[@matti2882]

It sounds like you have Hypothyroidism, I have many of the same symptoms and I have thyroid issues. Hope you feel better, and don't worry about your uploading schedule, I think your health is more important than videos tbh.

[@kristen9641]

Hey Raé I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE MY IDOL CAUSE I LOVE TO DRAW BECAUSE OF YOU!!😘 P.S. it’s edited because it had the number eight in the middle of the sentence

[@semisafk]

You don't owe us anything Rae. Your personal health and well being is far more important than providing people with videos. All we care about is you getting the help you need and taking care of yourself. Don't feel sorry for something out of your power. We care about you as a person, not just what you upload ❤

[@ifjiminhasjamsthenimpopefr2228]

OMIGOD Rae I read the description this is serious😮 but take it one step at a time you got this boo😉

[@aniskassissieh8650]

I always watch your videos and it is always amazing

[@bace914]

Besides the sad stuff, I learned that you can use a cereal box for a tripod Ps: I'm just trying to lift the mood

[@kenziggy1969]

I've had hypothyroidism since birth. Once they get your thyroid regulated you will feel better. I promise. You'll be back to your lovely self. I was stubborn and didn't do it right for awhile. Now, I'm good. You will be too. I feel you...really! Please, just take your thyroid therapy as the prescribed. Love ya sister! Take care!

[@raynaj5151]

I fell so sorry for you and I want to tell you that you can never give up you are so strong and so nice KZbinr and you have learnd me VERY much of art and you are so beyutiful and I love you so much like a KZbinr and you always look so beyutiful and don't be sad that you are not upploding videos we know now that you have this symptoms and we accept this right now so when you feel good do a video and try your best and try to feel I hope you will feel better one day 😚😄😢💝😮

[@avajayne2113]

I can't imagine what you are going through, I hope you get what ever help you need. You are my favorite youtuber and I love you.😢😥😞

[@elijahdavis5548]

Sorry about the things your going thru

[@revosalas993]

WE ARE HERE TO SUPPORT YOU RAE DONT LET THAT SICK RUINED YOUR DRAWING CAREER WE WILL PRAY FOR YOUR RECOVERY THE DRAWING ARTIST COMMUNITY IS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT YOU

[@darbiepearson4673]

I know it is hard but you can get through it my cousin has low hormones too and it was really hard for her but she new things would get better

[@Liesymar]

It's okay. Now that we now what's going on you can take it easy. Take whatever time you need to recover. We are there for you when you need it.

[@machineoflememe8020]

We're here for you! 💙💙💙 Stay strong! 💪

[@jewelart1703]

Rae don’t worry we will always always have your back. Hope you get better soon but don’t worry about your uploading schedule it’s ok take a break it’s not like we will come to your house and attack you we are going to support you no matter what you will always be my idol it’s ok love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕💕💕

[@mmhhnnnnnn]

It's fine we still adore you ♥️ and your sooo brave to record this vid ♥️♥️

[@alysonwitman]

Rae you are so strong and amazing, but you are human too and you definitely need time to heal! I feel so terrible and I really give you all my support and hope that you begin to feel better soon! You have NO reason to apologize. Being healthy is way more important than social media and you truly aren’t letting anyone down for just taking time off to care for yourself! 💖💖💖

[@michelleclifton8868]

Please don't be sorry for keeping things private, for uploading less or anything else. You do you BooBoo 😁 I really hope you get your illness under control soon. Don't worry about us. We'll be here when you're ready. ♥️♥️♥️

[@birgithe4161]

This is so upsetting, I really hope you get the right dosage and get well soon.

[@RipleyBeann]

Yoooooooo I had Epstein Barr years back and haven't gotten better. I'll bring this up with my doctor cause I thought I was just imagining it

[@RJHail]

Eloise Read-Watson Epstein Barr causes so many problems. I had it 5 years ago and I developed ME/CFS shortly afterwards. I really think you need to push your Dr for tests and if they won't do it find another Dr who will.

[@brwneydgirl418]

Rae, I had Hashimoto Disease. I ended up having my thyroid out and it took about a year to get my dosage right. It gets better! Definitely keep the lines of communication open with your doctors...I had to push to get mine out, but at the end it was really the very best option! You got this girl!

[@AfshanCKArts]

Raeeeeeeee!!!!! 🛑STOP. Take a deep breath and let it go🤗🤗❤️. I know two people who live life on their own terms. They live life on their own terms. Upload whenever they physically can. And take social media breaks for upto 3 weeks for the sake of their sanity. Robin Clonts and Sunny Lenarduzzi 😍 Don’t worry about the schedule. We will still be here for you. Take a break. 😍😘😘😘

[@norotic]

This video has inspired me so much. I deal with depression, severe anxiety, and a few other mental illnesses. Some days definitely bring me down, but hearing about you has inspired me to still thrive for my best - how much, or how little it seems. Sending you lots of love, and hoping the medication starts working in your favor!

[@Unknown-tk7sk]

You don't have to apologise for not making videos your health comes first

[@Spudsbottom]

I found out I had Hyperthyroidism nearly 5 years ago. The beginning was extremely difficult, the trial and error of trying to find the right dosage of medication disheartening. Keep your chin up girl, you will eventually find the dosage that works for you and your life will improve drastically.

[@tripthelight2]

I'm so sorry! Please relax, and focus on getting better and relaxing instead of making videos. We can wait, and rather you not make videos than have you be in more pain.

[@katlynfeurino6912]

hi rae I totally understand and can relate because I had a similar experience when I was 11. I got a virus that made me go back and forth from hypothyroid and hyperthyroid for a few months and i've been struggling with hypothyroidism ever since (I'm almost 20 now) and it can impact you in so many ways it is crazy. don't be too hard on yourself because it is something that takes some trial and error to regulate your perscription dosage and eating/exercising. it can definitely take a toll on your emotions too so keep your head up and we are all going to be here for you during this tough time!! we love you rae!!

[@trafficcone2654]

Me seeing title of this video: "is she pregnant???"

[@littleboybilly4143]

It’s ok if you can’t upload it’s not your fault. Your fans will get over it and you will eventually get better. I’m extremely sorry for your brother I don’t know how hard that would be but it will get better you just need to remember to be positive. I don’t know if he was suffering or if it was an instant thing, but you need to remember he wouldn’t want you to be sad and if he was suffering as bad as it sounds it’s better for him to be there watching over you instead of here suffering everyday. We all love you ray and are with you through this. If you need any help just ask your friends and if you need to cry to them, do it. I know they will support you as all of us will and as will your family, love ya Rae I BELIEEEVEE IN YOU :)

[@kindaakaii867]

Can’t believe I missed all this

[@aleksandratosic4536]

Me to

[@artographic44]

Me too :(

[@delaneyhausch5082]

girl I have Hypothyroidism along with many other things and I know how hard it is. I am proud of you for uploading this! please remember health comes before KZbin! we

[@amberrohrich5440]

u will get thru this =)

[@maggiebryant8208]

DO NOT BE SORRY!! We subscribers are still here for you because we love you, not just the content you post. We want, or at least I do, for you to get better and if that means you take a break from KZbin, by all means, please take a break.

[@luminous3087]

please read medical medium's latest book "cleanse to heal" it has changed my life! and many others! definitely worth looking at x

[@luminous3087]

also one of his recent insta posts discusses thyroid/hormone issues

[@VioletEyedSoul]

THANK YOU SO MUCH for having the guts to post this. I've been wanting to post a video like this my whole life and because of the caustic disbelief from my own family members I have not been able to. This helps a TON saying what the symptoms are. THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN!

[@ragdollrose2687]

Hey, I know it’ve been more than a year but I want to thank you for talking about it. I’ve been going through very similar symptoms in the past year, without explaination. Specialists can’t seem to find anything with tests and scans, so they kinda settled on chronic fatigue syndrome. I’m super lucky to have a doctor that cares a lot about my case, but I definitely sympathize with the struggle of not having answers or not being taken seriously. It makes me feel validated to see an other artist going through something similar to my experience while still being successful. I really hope you’re better now, or if not that you’ll get better soon. One major thing I’ve learned through that is how to prioritize and make choices based on passion and happiness instead of expectations, cause my energy is so limited that I can’t waste it on things that will not make me happy 😌 I wish you well, and thank you again for this video!

[@hannahthoms4246]

You don’t need to apologize Rae! We can wait for you, your health comes first, we love you!