What If Nirvana Played: I Hate Myself and Want To Die LIVE?

All instruments are played by me.
Lalalai used to separate vocals from the studio recording of "I Hate Myself and Want To Die"
Mixed by me, using the 30th Anniversary In Utero live shows as a reference.
Credit to KickNitOldGrunge & Different Nirvana for the live footage used as a visualizer in the video
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Made to sound like the soundboard recordings of the USA In Utero tour using the most accurate live guitar tones I could create using my budget gear.

[@Brannington]

this is fuckin tremendous, well done!!! i gotta commend you for not leaning on AI as a crutch and actually using it as a tool instead!! most people miss the point with it way too often

[@RadicalSharkRS]

Wow the added reverb to the vocals actually makes it sound live and raw

[@alanmurray5963]

This song, Sappy and MV should have been on In Utero.......I'm sure there are others............... 🔥

[@soulslip]

Those three are my all time favorite Nirvana songs alongside Aero Zeppelin. Especially MV

[@small6248]

Very late response here, but that is next to come, I just slack a lot between uploads lol.

[@soulslip]

@@small6248 when i make my in Utero playlist(s) I usually add in those b-sides: I Hate Myself and Want to Die, Sappy, MV, Marigold, Lullaby, and also Oh, The Guilt, as that song was released around the same time even though it was recorded earlier, it has an abrasive In Utero like vibe to me. In Utero will always be my all time favorite album

[@keyd33]

Incredible job, interlude at 1:23 gives me endless and nameless nostalgia

[@Vacilandia]

Man I have so many requests! Hairspray Queen, Son of a Gun and Beeswax in In Utero Tour!

[@CamInABand]

I love Tourette’s, but I Hate Myself And Want To Die should’ve taken its place on In Utero. It probably would’ve been played more live, and it would’ve been great!

[@DrollMagnum6720]

Not really. Tourettes was barely ever played live either. They would have focused on the same songs they did.

[@tronntrash3989]

@@DrollMagnum6720 yes that's why he's saying it shouldve been in place of tourette's, because it definitely would've played more live!

[@design1of470]

The label hated the title, I don't think it would've ever made the record.

[@mydarkness]

Nirvana live at BRIXTON ACADEMY 5th April, 1994, London, United Kingdom

[@praqueisso4892]

Link??🙏🙏🙏

[@Savior-GuitarVocalDemosCovers]

@@praqueisso4892you dont get it do you...

[@thedeviouskid420]

@@praqueisso4892 some of the video here is from the show. try to find the show on live Nirvana.

[@praqueisso4892]

@@Savior-GuitarVocalDemosCovers oh, i think i get it now…

[@Betrayerslayer]

I was there n nobody came

[@baskah]

Would have been so good live

[@ArturoLugo-n8b]

This is incredible Sounds awesome Makes you get lost for a moment

[@FreedumbFighter29]

you are really good at this

[@codymeyaard8732]

Maybe do Exhausted or Alone and Easy Target if Nirvana played them live? Those 2 songs were originally supposed to be Nirvana songs...

[@Guyvermectin]

Easy Target is my favorite non nirvana song

[@khem_kid5299]

Exhausted would have made such a good Nirvana song

[@alexandermalkov683]

Great song! Masterpiece. It's a pity it was taken off the album.

[@KurkyMurkyLurky]

Im still not crediting😹😹

[@MakerAlanMusic]

Lol

[@Dontbeafraid2]

Can you do marigold if it was played on MTV unplugged?

[@Martynolsyak]

Daaamn amazing work!!! Greetings from Slovakia

[@Anti-You]

Kurt said in his journals that his favorite Big Black song was "Crack Up"; I always wondered what it would sound like if Nirvana did a cover of this. kzbin.info/www/bejne/pYecoKx5fruYg7c

[@robertgodlewski8553]

No clue at all with the song title. And people still believe Kurt did not commit suicide.🤦

[@steevieleelawless]

Amazing job on this 🤘

[@moxie7255]

It would go over peoples heads

[@RhysIsAhuman]

hey can i ask what gear did you use for guitars, pedals and amps? this sounds great!

[@small6248]

@@RhysIsAhuman Any clean amp would do honestly, I specifically used a line 6 Spider V: Plexi 45 amp, with custom GEQ. and for pedals and guitars I used a behringer tm300 (sansamp gt2 copy) and my mustang fitted with humbuckers most importantly I use IRs of V30 speakers miced with an SM57 and Sen441, mixed with a “room mic” for ambience

[@guilhermea.9415]

😮 Very goood!!!!!!!

[@MakerAlanMusic]

Very good!

[@shadows631]

if he hadn't had this unfortunate suicide I'm sure he would have played this song in 1994

[@Muďð]

Why does The Ai Make Kurt sound like he's fucking named Justin or some shit like that?

[@small6248]

idk where you’re hearing this but it’s just his voice isolated 🤷‍♂️

[@Muďð]

@@small6248 Idk Know It's prob just me I've always found Isolated voices Off for some reason but Your cover was still really good you nailed that guitar tone perfectly!

[@mr.fingers]

that crash cymbal sounds like something from a NIN song.

[@mirkomedjed9845]

Wooooow ❤❤❤

[@DSPHistoricalSociety]

This is incredible

[@everandeverfilms1560]

This put a big smile on my dumb face!

[@dorkytall]

real

[@Kevin-fg6jj]

LIVE! at the greenhouse club! Seattle, washington. April 5th '94! A mindblowing concernt for all ages !

[@SYN208-bi2hx]

❤❤❤

[@BrunaHera]

This is very impressive

[@damian.garcia96]

Great job, love it! 🙌🏻

[@dmitriy21rrrr]

Great

[@RegisVA]

Its amazing!

[@cow420-mi7eo]

So sick 🎉

[@clintjones9848]

Sick bro

[@Rugz-smoke]

I don’t

[@dalemcclinton7409]

Yaaaa

[@steveokingdom5883]

sounds great! just need to hit the drums harder

[@EstebanRodriguez-lr6oo]

cool

[@davidqlo1377]

stop stealing content 🤮

[@small6248]

never!

[@Clebersla]

Bro thinks he's stealing content 😹😹😹

[@heightenedsenses9605]

"In the someday, what's that sound" April 5th...a gunshot 😢😮