What is Eating my Mind - BBC Africa Eye Documentary

[@issafula]

May Nella’s mum rest in eternal and perfect peace. What a beautiful soul she was. When I learned her mum died I cried, but when only her dad was wishing her a happy birthday I cried harder. I’m so sorry for your loss. Noella, if you’re reading this, I love you and I support you. Keep going on, love, and may you heal properly 🤍.

[@dorothymate3755]

Shemu

[@issafula]

@@dorothymate3755 Pardon me?

[@maureenmore973]

This is so timely, my son and I are fighting depression and PTSD. I sleep most of the time to escape reality and my son turned to substance abuse to cope. He returned home yesterday from rehab. I'm lost and confused but I pray God brings us out of this so we can know how it feels to live without having to fight the voices in our heads daily. You are so lucky to have such a loving and supportive family, God bless you for sharing. You've given me hope. Anyone reading this, please say a little prayer for us.. thank you.

[@oliveparasi335]

Will be praying. Hugz

[@emgachohu]

Count on my prayer. Behold nothing is too hard for our God. May God turn round your story for his Glory 🙏

[@nomaddiaries9790]

Where are you based Maureen?

[@mathapelongwenya864]

I pray Holy Spirit to rest in your mind and your son’s mind, grant you peace. I declare spirit power, love and a sound mind for your family in Jesus name amen

[@yamayama6083]

Maureen, so heartbreaking reading your story. Do you have family around supporting you? I want to have a better understanding of individuals who hear voices. Are you able to tell us what exactly are you experiencing? And how do the voices appear and what are they telling you? I am so sorry that you and your son are experiencing this. Hold on tight. Things will get better.

[@SuperMapinguari]

Noella is the epitome of courage and resilience,an inspiration for anyone going through a health issue .

[@VeronyProductions]

I have no words for Noella, Nick and their families. I have walked this journey as a caregiver for the last 16 years and I know this journey too well. The day we overcome stigma, that is when 80% of the work will have been done. STIGMA is the monster when it comes to mental illnessnes. Power to Noella and Nick and all mental health warriors.

[@code-king]

Her parents are amazing people.

[@NnamdiNnake]

What a supportive family. Mental health is real. Africa needs more mental help professionals. Good luck Noella ❤

[@NnamdiNnake]

@@justnje thanks for sharing. I wish you and your family amazing grace

[@LUCY-yx3xo]

Her mum was so loving this documentary was hard to watch. I feel so sad that she lost the battle. Keep going Noella God is with you.

[@issafula]

I cried so hard omg. May she rest in eternal peace and may Nella heal and keep going on 🤍

[@LauraSunga]

This is such an important film/documentary for Africa. As someone that's a Christian and has suffered from depression and anxiety it's important that it's treated with both medication and faith. I can say that I took medication for so long but when I gave my life to Christ there was a shift, when you understand the ways in which the devil plays with the mind, you can truly begin to fight it. Although bipolar is completely different. I'm so grateful for her vulnerability, this will truly have such a huge impact. To all these suffering from mental illness, you're not alone. God loves you, keep fighting and get help where it's possible. 🙏🏽❤️

[@monicadantata]

Heyyy hope u r fine. Which medication helped? Please

[@naolee2730]

Wow. You are write sis love from Ethiopia

[@thechessdungeon]

I understand that mental health is not something the Devil causes but just how our minds navigate this world

[@sweetchinmusic801]

BBC (Broadcasting British Colonialism) has completed its metamorphosis from a cruel Colonialist Channel to a jihadi Channel. The mouth piece of a thieving robber of a country which oppressed and killed millions over the centuries is now lecturing other countries on human rights. The colonial white man arrogance on full display

[@Yesthatstrue]

Amen 🙏 what u said is so important!

[@thabang5041]

Thanks for sharing this. We need more awareness in the African/black community that mental illnesses is real. It's sad enough that we're struggling to solve our economic issues, now our citizens have to deal with mental health issues that are perceived as a myth here. Please don't lose hope if you're dealing with something this severe. You're not alone

[@markdoolittle7183]

You may not know it but it’s people like you who will save this world. Your a wonderful human being.

[@vivianuwakwestudio]

I do hope and pray that Africans would not just watch this documentary but would open their minds to see mental illness as a disease that also needs doctor's consultation, medication, and the love of family members like yours and Nic's grandmother. Thank you for such a labour of love. I am saddened by the unexpected passing of your mother. May she rest in peace. Amen.

[@marcusjahn4956]

Alot of people suffer from this but never Express themselves You are Brave

[@brianjuma7110]

I have just watched it for the first time today it's disturbing and inspiring at the same, you soldered on Noella

[@skaringi]

So courageous of you Noella. Speaking up about your journey with mental health and putting a face to it. May your voice be heard. So sorry for the loss of your mom

[@jamesnderitu1681]

I really needed to see this.I was diagnosed with schizophrenia a few years ago and the journey has not been easy, even loosing jobs because of my diagnosis.And the side effects of the drugs - I can totally relate. Noela you are a true inspiration.Keep telling your story.

[@shikukimani4443]

This is brave.. schizophrenia is so stigmatized

[@kennyvstheworld]

This is one of the best BBC Africa Documentary I have ever watched.

[@tugbacavusoglu340]

It is comforting to realize that individuals have similar problems and that they are the same no matter where they are. I am really sorry about her mother , she was a great vibrant woman who never stopped advocating for her daughter during the entire process. I am sure that throughout her life everything was the same. Rest in peace Nella's mum. These documentaries brodan end expand my perspective on people and the world. Respects and heratfelt affections ....

[@lea333]

This is so inspiring yet heartbreaking. May the soul of your beautiful mum rest in eternal peace. Sending you, nick and both of your families light, prayers and hope. You guys are very courageous !

[@mercychemutai751]

That was courageous of Noella to share her story, may it be an eye opener to those stigmatizing those suffering from mental illness. Educative documentary!

[@joelmuthee]

Wow! I'm proud of you Noella. You've done a fantastic job of raising awareness and understanding of mental illness. The personal stories shared in this documentary are moving. My heart goes out to you and your family for the loss of your mom.

[@esteltante158]

Noela, thanks for sharing your story with the world. I laughed, cried and celebrated your wins. I pray many more people with mental health illnesses can be inspired and get the help they need

[@mayamgwadira5301]

So inspiring. Mental health is real, we need to start talking about it then eventually people will understand

[@stevenmutumbu2860]

Mental health is not a Joke when you hear some naive people out there say there is no Mental Health its Just on the Brain unfortunately its like telling those peoples with Asma that its all in thier Lungs more Education surely needed whicg can atleast lower that Stigma which comes with Mental Health .

[@jeffkoveti4377]

I'm sorry to everyone whose mental health struggle I undermined. This thing is serious, often assumed it's a millennial way of attention seeking.

[@VeronyProductions]

Jeff, just go easy on yourself, you are not alone that is what almost all of us thought until we came face to face with mental illness. As a caregiver, I know how hard the struggle is, if we can overcome the stigma, the work will be 80% done. Bipolar Disorder and all other mental illnesses requires a wholesome approach from psychiatric care, psychotherapy, family support and even spiritual support.

[@deborah460]

I'd love to be interviewed on mental health too. I battle bipolar, Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and ADHD. Life is not easy, but am resilient. Not giving up on myself. Sending love to you Noela

[@Aeon1019]

I KNOW HOW YOU CAN BEGIN YOUR HEALING JOURNEY- SEND ME YOUR CONTACT. MENTAL ILLNESS ROOTS FROM A SPIRITUAL TRAUMA, that stemmed from 'Religion' - you saw the young man being Chained??? ITS deeper

[@Evaselfmade]

Check out the work of dr Joe dispenza and dr Bruce Lipton. They have helped many people heal from mental and physical illness. Also, cold showers or ice baths are great for mental health! Wim hof gives great guidance on cold exposure benefits. Pls do not take cold showers or ice cold baths until you learn the breathing technique required

[@ZeeJewel]

Having such a supportive family who wants to see you get well is such a blessing

[@bossb8989]

Noella and everyone else who is fighting and surviving mental health issues, you are all together beautiful.❤

[@wanscal]

There is something bout this documentary that quickly brings you to the reality of mental challenges. I have a friend who continues to struggle with it. The agony and pain they go through and still manage to work, to love, to care for others and to look forward to better days is a story of resilience in its rawest form. Ohh and that old school Toyota DX station wagon is so cool.!

[@2010Bangie]

This is so touching. Having lost my sister to cancer and no longer in touch with my best friend due to bipolar - her mom and partner weren't supportive in following up on treatments - I relate. Sometimes faith is just the only thing that keeps one and one's family members hoping, going and strong to some very complicated diagnosis. It is not a replacement for other care and must always be compassionate. I would love to see more of your work and wish you peace.

[@Bhappi137]

Noella , Nick and your wonderful supportive families thank you for sharing something so personal with us your stories moved me to tears , I pray you stay well and happy all the days of your lives ❤️

[@sylviakemunto8785]

Noella's mum reminds me of my mum. She supported all of us no matter what we were going through. Personally she helped me through my depressed state. It was tough losing the one person who holds all of you together.

[@paulgitaukinuthia3916]

A highly-educative, timely, concise, sympathy-inducing, and professionally documented Documentary. Well done.

[@andrewkamau8502]

Her family really stood with her and she has an amazing heart

[@harrietbosibori]

I feel Soo heart broken 💔 from this story,it is Soo sad but also hopefull the way Noel is resilient and supportive of Nick despite her own struggles. Mental illness is no joke, having been depressed before and had anxiety....we keep praying and hoping for the best. Life has it's ups and downs but we move. Hugs to noella,thanks for sharing

[@niasworld27]

A supportive family is everything!!. You're blessed to have one Noella.. May you find the help that you need in the midst of all these crisis....

[@nursemaggie2321]

As a Psychiatric nurse, this breaks my heart into pieces. I have been asking myself how I can be of help to the people back home, still do not have an answer. To even know that managing a Psychiatric condition is hit or miss, in other words, just trying different combinations of medications until an ideal one is found for the specific person for a while adds to my frustration. And just for a while before a readjustment of medications have to be done, again. Then, the costs of medications and the lack of the health insurance system....

[@geeglow8269]

I want to help my people as well but I don't know where to start.2 minds put together we can hack this

[@moveone9013]

@SEEK THE TRUTH! no! Islam is toxic, we don't need more division. Africa must unite. Religion is not the answer

[@sweetchinmusic801]

BBC (Broadcasting British Colonialism) has completed its metamorphosis from a cruel Colonialist Channel to a jihadi Channel. The mouth piece of a thieving robber of a country which oppressed and killed millions over the centuries is now lecturing other countries on human rights. The colonial white man arrogance on full display

[@ashleyhearts8561]

@SEEK THE TRUTH! Jesus Christ is the way the truth, the truth and the life John 14:6// John 3:16For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

[@rebeccadubarry8523]

Look into cognitive therapy DBT and others, many people find help, success and sometimes healing from these therapies. A pill is not necessarily the answer for everyone

[@cpamaureenchela]

Thank you Noella for sharing. I shed tears about losing your mum. She loved you so much and believed in you. May her soul Rest In Peace. Thank you Nick for sharing your story as well. Thank you for being there for each other even when the world seemed so dark. I hope one day all these will be a testimony of how and where God brought you from.

[@lesngugi]

Wow, so moving, noella , my heart goes out to you, half the time i was holding back my tears seeing what you were going through, your dad and your late are true heroes for standing by you and remaining all the same, kudos to your brother as well, I believe their strength and encouragement helps you encourage others like nick , God bless you, with people like you sharing your story half the battle is won , thank you and God bless

[@mm.4562]

Wow!! Thank you for sharing your world with us, Noella. I am so sorry about your mom’s passing and your struggles. You’re in my prayers. God bless you!

[@josieisrael5457]

I learnt something and I will be supporting people with mental illness,my cousin committed suicide and we had no idea of what she must have been going through 😭😭,keep going guys you are in our prayers

[@habari254]

The story is so touching ,I love the courage in her to tell her story and her supportive family 🌺🌺😍😍😍😍

[@Perfect_Vik]

I've watched this documentary on KTN today and all I can say is that Noella is very strong. All the best to her. She is an iron lady.

[@jeremiahkiwanuka6361]

You have a strong spirit Noella. This is for a reason, as you are and will touch many lives, by sharing your story very intelligently - clearly your mind despite the challenge is very beautiful and focused. Thank you.

[@TheMsChrisie]

What a documentary. So sorry for your lose Noella if you are reading this. Amazing how you've kept your smile. You and Nick are such inspiring people. May God heal the wounds of your souls and grant you peace.

[@cookingwithnimoh]

Fighting tears as I watch this.. this is truly touching and informative. I pray for strength, health, and resilience to everyone going through or dealing with mental health issues. 🙏🙏🙏

[@akinyiokulo8750]

Hugs Noella🤗🤗. Thank you for sharing your story. My teenager has ADHD and CD. There is no shame in seeking help for mental health issues. And this documentary will go along way in lifting the stigma.

[@ahronrichards9611]

Would love to see more of your journey. You opened up yourself in such a way that I could probably never do during my battle with a physical illness. It is so important to have a support system, even at least one person to hold your hand and be there for you. I'm glad that your family is very supportive Noella. One thing I've learnt: life is a struggle, but we should never try to give up. There would be times you feel that you can't make it, but try not to listen to those feelings. Sorry for the loss of your mom as well. Just keep on being awesome everyone.

[@virtu_ri]

I love this , as an Africa I can say mental illness is not taken seriously. I personally struggle with something but have no idea what exactly it is and I’d be lying if I said I’ll get help any time soon . I’ve learnt to live with myself but it hurts sometimes thinking your brain is broken in some way and not being able to get the help you needs because people don’t take mental health seriously.

[@timothywanjohi2604]

Plus it's very very expensive to get treatment in Kenya. Good treatment.

[@virtu_ri]

@@timothywanjohi2604 very very true , I just hope one day a lot of people will be able to get the help that they need without having to worry about expenses

[@timothywanjohi2604]

@@virtu_ri my hope also

[@shikukimani4443]

This is unfortunately true. I will admit that even as medic who is in the mental health area, it’s failing a lot of people. I discovered my own mental health late despite being a doctor. PTSD is real. Trauma and mental health issues is real. Being diagnosed with ADHD at 33 years and high functioning autism at 35 years . The stigma and confusion that comes with all this in a country like Kenya is heartbreaking to say the list. Am training to be a psychiatrist, but I honestly don’t think we are anywhere close to helping Kenyans the way we should. Most of us survive through alcohol and cycles of abuse and toxic relationships. It’s the only thing available to us. For those of us who go for religion, we find it’s comforting but we still have to face the reality of mental health. My mum was so religious but still died secondary to mental health problems after her retirement. So as a person on the forefront I understand the frustrations of Kenyans. Even when you listen to citizens of US, their mental health care system ain’t better.

[@virtu_ri]

@@shikukimani4443 very true and normally when you exhibit any symptoms of mental illness most Africans jump to the conclusion that you must be bewitched thus the church will save , it’s harmful and has really messed up a lot of people.

[@mokangy]

What a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing so vulnerably, so sorry for the loss of your mother. You are a hero in opening up this much needed conversation. How can we help?

[@joshuaakrofi-ansah4717]

God bless you Noella, Nick and the entire team for this.

[@satielsie]

Thank you for sharing your story❤️ I also have bipolar, diagnosed last year. I'm really struggling. May Allah make it easier for us all. Ameen.

[@sapyukha525]

Aameen Yaa Rabb!

[@mimiluau]

Such an important story. Grateful to Noella for making and sharing this!

[@bnjunie]

This brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for such a documentary, when you mentioned seeking help requires vulnerability, I felt that. I wish every one who is going through it a lot of love, you are brave for choosing to get help. So sorry for your loss. Wish you all the best in life.

[@SeptMMM]

I've watched the Instagram 5mins snippet and had to watch the whole documentary. Thank you Noella for telling your story. My condolences my mum keep shining with the angels 🕊

[@AlwaysCarolyna]

Noella,when you see this, thank you for letting us into your life. You are an amazing soul and thank you for the noble work that you are doing. Please share your socials, I would like to follow you!

[@tonamie211]

This was everything 😭 I’m so sorry for the loss of your mother. I hope you can find a way to cope better going forward. And Nick too

[@jacksbrownskin1]

Noella I went to school with you, i would love to reconnect if you will ever read this. You are amazing and a bright light shining.

[@daniella3116]

This is such an important documentary. Good job Noëlla.

[@annies_little_world]

To imagine the pain your mum must have felt to know that she will not be present to see you thro the healing process. RIP mum. God be always present in your life Noella. #Hugs

[@buyanzidolphine5589]

Seeing her mum dead just broke me completely.. Praying for love and light to this family💖

[@farasi254]

I was in the Seminary with Nick sad to see his dreams of being a priest shuttered hope he can one day live his dreams.

[@kevineotieno3194]

Such a beautiful story of hope, lets all stand up and speak about mental health, tying people with chains is not the solution. Good job Noella,Keep checking on Nick ,he is such a gentleman who deserves the best.

[@waimbuthia820]

What an inspiring, touching, informative and enlightening documentary! Unfortunately, I know only too well the devastating effects of mental illness on a family such as mine. I lost my dear beloved first born daughter to bipolar disorder (May she rest in eternal peace). Thank you very much, Noella, for your heartfelt work and selflessness. You and Nick are an inspiration. Good luck to both of you and all those who are struggling with metal illnesses. May there be a cure soon. Also, may your mother rest in eternal peace and continue to guide and watch over you. I know she must be proud of you still. I send you and Nick lots of love, big virtue hugs and wishes for continued healing. Keep up the good work! Thank you, also, to BBC News Africa for this timely episode. I see you have another documentary on suicide in Kenya, another extremely important subject that needs high lighting. Mental illness and suicide (AND addiction) often go hand in hand. For the sake of the horrible suffering of the victims and their families, we need to seek and implement solutions.

[@BBCAfrica]

Thank you so much for sharing and taking the time to watch our documentaries. ❤

[@muthumbzzz]

"I'm glad you came" Ah my heart🥺🥺🥺

[@Bestfix_Edits]

this is the first video on KZbin made me shade tears ..thanks for sharing your story it will really help someone ,and one thing you forgot to inform people where to find you on social media

[@saidalhamdey]

The biggest blessing that you deserve to thank God for is your mother's voice at home . My Lord, have mercy on them as they raised me when I was young❤ We Love You NOELLA

[@wanjiruhungi5358]

I thought the mum got healed. My heart sunk when I saw the coffin. Mental illness is even harder on those that love the infected. They are the most affected, I have two close family members suffering from bipolar disorder and multipersonalities. I am glad that Noella and David have families that have their backs. My prayer to you is that you continue seeing the light at the end of the tunnel especially on the darker days. Sending virtual hugs🫂🫂🫂🫂 RIP mama Noella, you are appreciated!🕊🕊🕊🕊

[@zenanikibiku2203]

Each brake down is an opportunity to grow stronger and heal another layer of what's been hurt. The healing that occurs isn't just self healing, but generational healing. Thankyou for sharing your story..🙏🤍🤍

[@ogeto381]

Damn! This is well documented may her mum RIP.

[@nancymuchiri6853]

Thank you Noella and family, Nick and his grandma are an inspiration too. I hope you get better every day. Keep the appointment dates,visit the doctor when you feel unwell. Have the members of the support group close,they mean a lot to everyone. Will keep you in prayer 🙏

[@xxxyz326]

Noella you’re brave and what you’re doing it’s actually been one of the innovative changes in MH here abroad. Involving people with lived experience as employees or volunteers in crisis support centres. So well done!! And my condolences about your mum. We had a glimpse of the wonderful woman she was🙏

[@shikukimani4443]

The reality of mental health issues is too real. I lost my mother to mental illness. I was diagnosed with ADHD and High ASD at 35years. I have been a doctor for 9 years and just joined my masters to be a psychiatrist. I don’t think we are anywhere helping our people. The healthcare system especially mental health needs a lot of help and awareness. One thing I have learnt is that in Kenya, people run mainly to religion or alcohol and toxic relationships. That’s how I survived for so long and that’s how most of my patients survive for so long. Thanks for creating awareness

[@BBCAfrica]

Thank you so much for sharing!

[@Aeon1019]

The ANSWERS will NEVER BE FOUND IN SO CALLED HEALTHCARE INDUSTRIES thar intentionally want you DEPENDENT ON DRUG USE. THIS IS A SPIRITUAL WAR, WHOMEVER WANTS THE TRUTH SEND ME YOUR CONTACT

[@jeanettem9674]

Thank you for sharing a part of your life, I have learned a lot in this video and I pray for anyone fighting mental illnesses. You’ll see so strong. I’ve been holding my tears but tonight I go to bed feeling sad because there are people out there fighting so much.

[@maasaimkisii9089]

*KENYA WE PROUD OF YOU GIRL* 🇰🇪🇰🇪🇰🇪

[@kangethejr722]

I have cried multiple times. Thank you for sharing this story. Thank you Noella for your existence, your creative prowess for coming up with this project, for the courage to push it, and have it here for us to see. Thank you to your family for standing by you and setting an example and an appreciation to all the supporting families. They are full of life, And thank you to your parents for bringing you all to these world. May your Mother, Cecilia, Rest In Eternal Peace.🙏 Thank you Nick for allowing to be an integral part of this film. I appreciate you all. We journey on.🙌

[@shailinemasheti5366]

Keep driving the conversation Noella, watching your film has been inspirational.

[@marymine7852]

Thank you for being so open. ❤❤❤

[@junekawinzi7907]

Sending you huge hugs to you Noella. Just watched your documentary, so so emotional😢! So proud of you for sharing your story. Praying for healing for you and Nick. Pole sana for the loss of your mum too.

[@eebonyannajonesf8367]

Great docu Noella There are a lot of us here who are going through mental health issues abroad und we have nobody to return to😢 coz the family dont want to accept… “jikaze mama ufanye kazi..”that what they always say… i feel so alone in my beautiful apartment in one of the biggest city in europe, its hard to come out of this being alone. am so happy for you darling that your family is supporting you. sending you much love

[@annwangari6118]

Are you in contact with Mental Health Team?

[@eebonyannajonesf8367]

@@annwangari6118 yes, i have the medical support , in and out of hospitals no friends or family support.. there is still big stima here , same motherland people are the one stamping me””” yule dame wazimu”! it’s lonely to be in hospital for months without even one visit. everyone is tooo busy… but anyway i don’t want to complain God is faithful that we are still here

[@annwangari6118]

@@eebonyannajonesf8367 could I ask which country you are in please? If you are in London, we could arrange a visit.

[@eebonyannajonesf8367]

@@annwangari6118 Thanks for your love gal,unfortunately i am in Germany

[@lucie_shiveka5322]

Sending you lot's of love,may it carry you through the pain and struggle.

[@nancy41064]

This is really good to share, lots of people have lost loved ones because of mental health illness.

[@juliecarroll]

Noella, you're surrounded by sooo much love. Your family is beautiful & amazing. You're strong and resilient, and I wish you all the best! Don't stop searching, I'm sure you will find the answers ❤️❤️❤️

[@leroy44]

Oh Noella I hope you are doing much better now.

[@wangarirenata8313]

I am bipolar 1 and raptured my own tendon at Mathari. I hate being manic I hate being depressed.i hate the relationship I have lost . Mental health stigma in Kenya is real

[@Aeon1019]

I know how you can begin to heal IF you have a contact I can reach you.

[@perisnjoroge1028]

What a great documentary and an eye opener filled with emotions. thanks for allowing yourself to be vulnerable as many kenyans can now relate to mental Health issues.Keep the good fight girl and keep your faith

[@jenmar9428]

This is the same in the Caribbean. My aunt is schizophrenic and my mom once told me that there is nothing wrong with my aunt. My mom is very religious and does not understand mental illnesses. Not only my mom. Mental illness in the Caribbean is a taboo.

[@TARRIQUE_KIDS_DANCE_ACADEMY]

Big shout-out to all participants in this. Y'all Amazing

[@igihozonshuti2163]

We also have a big community in Rwanda that has the same issues,MAY THE LORD HEAL AFRICA

[@Chef_Steve]

Noella and Nick the duo, I love you guys. I understand your situation better because i am currently at that point in my life.

[@monicascott2354]

Wow. This was an incredible piece. I'm in awe.

[@clairekaruga6637]

This one for the books!! Such an amazing piece. I love it.

[@bettyoyugi7859]

This is really touching...I have shed a tear. May God uphold you Noella

[@irenekabithi]

Noella thank you so much for this documentary... I really hope it will change a lot of people's mentality on mental illness

[@rufusnganga1118]

Thanks a lot for sharing Noella, I have learnt a lot from this film....may God be with you and your family

[@loughrey101]

Same thing happened to me when I moved to America. It really damaged my mental health and that in turn affected my physical health. The best decision I made was leaving America. A big waste of money but a great decision

[@phillipsidhojapap1461]

One of the most brilliant documentaries on BBC. Congratulations Noella.. keep moving forward ⏩

[@maggienielsen3945]

I wish I could get in contact with Noella - such an important documentry!! Thank God shes blessed with such loving family❤️

[@lorrainelollio9071]

Oh Nick 💔he's had it worse. BBC we need a follow up on this wonderful piece by Noella

[@sylviaaddo1300]

Thank you for sharing your story and struggles. Seeing your mum pass saddened me so much. I pray the Lord’s strength for you, your dad and siblings. Also for that young man you’ve become friends with due to your shared struggles with mental health. Always hope in the Jesus, he’s the anchor for our soul.

[@kwameoseiowusu5975]

As an advocate I am happy to see a coverage of how our voice can make a big difference

[@martinwathika251]

Am happy to see you and Nick. Very encouraging.

[@trendingtiktoks5246]

I'm a Kenyan living in Kenya. I have been turned away four times trying to seek medical help for depression and anxiety and resorted to self medicating. Please don't follow my route. Be brave and seek help. Don't even tell family and friends, they'll either downplay your feelings, mock you, tell you religion is the answer or offer other ways to resolve your depression other than medical help.

[@Aeon1019]

I CAN HELP YOU, IF YOU SEND ME YOUR CONTACT.

[@MidNovembersDreamaugnov]

Bless you beautiful. You are not alone and may the happiness Gods and Goddesses cure our hearts and minds someday.