It's very difficult n convince myself that I can not drink,but now I'm convinced that I can not drink, it took many years to admit my powerlessness ,my craving is different than my friend.
@1Sober2Another2 жыл бұрын
I completely understand that! It took me several years to figure out that there was never even a close ability to have just one, or a couple..it was all and everything else that came with it! I'm proud of your insight friend! ODAAT
@muzduza44 Жыл бұрын
That's one of the huge baffling aspects of it.we watch others drink and carry on managing their lives.at a deeper level I really wunder what created me? Am I an odd one out? Like Pinocchio? Or am I really in some false illusionary reality that my only signal to path is thru the manifestation of the alcoholic allergy? It's tru that even with out chemicals my life is a puzzle of unmanagablity.
@muzduza44 Жыл бұрын
Today I am adding to persons harmed, animals I ate from slaughter. I feel alone in this.i don't hear this in meetings or fellowshipping.
@bebravebeauty5990Ай бұрын
Likely because it is not part of the program? You can have that ethical "awakening", but that isn't for everyone.
@Lindylishus10 ай бұрын
You probably need to learn traditions, this is a awful example of breaking anonymity. People who do this get drunk again.