what it’s like to be me

Jupiter just went into my 12th and Saturn follows in a couple weeks 🌌

[@comfortlover4245]

dude i don't have many words. absolutely beautiful.

[@brianasyville7021]

Thank you✨🙌🏿🙏🏿💙

[@shadowworkart4984]

Thank you for your honesty!

[@andreamullins7359]

Sending love to you

[@All_things_lissa]

Thank you for this 🙏🏻

[@jadekaanik2107]

About 5 years ago when I was 15 years old I felt so burdened about this existencial doom that was looming over me. I am extremely sensitive so it was very easy to "get high" on metaphorical/phylosofical thinking, putting everything in symbols. I was so far from reality, I felt like I had uncovered the truth-that dark side of psychology of human excistence, that nothing has meaning or purpose. It was so intoxicating because I was so in deep romanticizing escapism and doom. Everything about rejection and loneliness felt like a heavy undeniable truth. Now as a 20 year old I am coming out of that cloud of dissociation. Every negative emotion has a real practical reason, it is not an excistencial doom. It has to do with the real causes of chilhood trauma. It relieved me that I am able to look at everything in a grounded way. Everything goes back to the Mother wound. We were never meant to feel pain like this in this universe. The reason we don't look at excistence in a positive way is psychological trauma. It is very sad that this is the ascension progress on this earth but there is a way to real practical relief, healing, happiness-feeling like home in your body, with others, on this earth. My mother experienced childhood trauma, losing her parents very young, assault, domestic violence. My mother was deeply dissociated from reality, from her body. She was emotionally cold, distant and critical. That had me fallen from grace. To heal this part of you is to find practical meaning and purpose. Excistence can be what we always wanted it to be as child.

[@spiritualwannabe]

Thank you for sharing

[@jadekaanik2107]

@@babedelabyss thank you.