When a boy tells you he loves you.

[@iza3275]

Damn, this hurt.

[@COZYTW]

I dread to remember the first time I said "I love you". They don't smile back. And I am thrust into a whirlwind, a withered leaf moving fast enough to blind, unsure of whether the faith I've had would be returned. It never did, so it never will. For I am judged as a boy, to be unable to provide, to be forevermore shamed and shunned as someone who wasn't serious. But how can people hate me, when they do not even know me? To make judgments of me based on what others are like or what others think, instead of trying to find out who I was? Then it hits, like the pulse of a heartbeat, like a drop of dew from the tallest of trees plummeting down from the gentlest winds right on the dome of your hat-free scalp. Truth and love never existed in the world, and people only ever pretend to want it, to use the flowery words as a way to treat others as mere means, as disposable notes in their own chapter of life. That made the second time I said "I love you" so much more guarded, so much easier to lie, to hope and to fantasise for a future I want, a world of vanity where people are always out to take and take without end in sight, and never to give. It all comes to a head, and I ended up being the same scum of the person that rejected me. Part of me wonders if it's their everyday, or if I was their first. The cycle never ends, not as long as we continue to deceive.

[@JPXFR1D]

Anyone else got the adventure time playlist on loop? Just me ok😌

[@eeee2039]

meeeeeeeeeeeeee

[@sleepy92102]

mee

[@hermelamoges5170]

I did🙂

[@mirjamsophiagroi6313]

You‘re not alone bro 😌

[@ItsNashii]

Bruh it’s 7:49 am and I haven’t slept yet skskksksks my brain is dead

[@saishashank360]

Well, have a good day?

[@LeønardoHimself24]

*Silent oof*

[@thatonerat3752]

"When a boy tells you he loves you," Me: Soo... when's that gonna happen?

[@syk1534]

It probably already has. It's just that you didn't hear it

[@macius1886]

I love you

[@D-Wayne_Beat]

Happy Birthday classmate, have a great day

[@comiukat7w7]

Happy birthday

[@tolate9075]

When i say that i love you i fucking mean it

[@nnueoce]

happy birthday qt

[@asadullah4830]

best musics here : )

[@depressionobsession857]

This hit diffrent when u relize its true

[@sairahduncan8246]

Ya this is the reason why boys get hurt 😒😭💔

[@axewpew7439]

Idk what I'm feeling. I have no idea what I'm doing. I'm probably killing myself. And hurting myself. But I know I can take the pain. I know she's afraid. I know she doesn't trust me. I know she's staying distant for a reason but I can't help it. I want her. So much. I like this girl so much. I don't care how much I get hurt. People tell me that it's toxic our relationship. People tell me to fucking let it go or I'll end up in the pshyc hospital for attempting suicide again. But I can't. I want this girl so bad. I don't even know why I just know my heart wants her even tho it knows she doesn't want me back. In the end my heart just wants her happiness with or without her. In the end I just want her to be able to smile and be proud of herself and laugh like she used to before she was broken. What hurts the fucking most tho is I'm the one that hurt her.. I'm the one that destroyed her. So I know I have no right to have feelings. I know I have no right to get heart. But I keep dreaming about her thinking about her having these thoughts about us being together. And idk. I'm so fucking confused. I know that if I have to let go I will. But I'm also going off of hope that one day she'll realize that I fucking changed. For myself and for her. For the better. I want her so badly. I'll take so much pain and that's fine because in the end it's a way for me to atone what I did to get. But I know I don't like her just because I want to fix what I broke. I genuinely just like this girl. Those rare times were we called till 8am those times I got to hold her and hug her talk to her hold her hand it all made me so fucking happy. I got nervous seeing her I wanted to go for her I found myself looking for her. I know I like this girl. I genuinely do. It just.. sucks and hurts. But it's okay. I'll keep going. I won't stop. I wont look back. I want her. And only her. If I can't have her so be it. But for the rest of my life I know my heart is hers. No matter were she goes or what she does

[@mbl1154]

You talk from what i feel

[@ayomideallinson9730]

thank you😇💜and happy new year

[@sloppydog2378]

Happy birthday 🎉🎉

[@simplyonyx740]

This is so relatable for me...

[@sangam65281]

Background music name

[@ashlyn6148]

he never meant a single word of it. he is just a boy, remember ? a silly, sad boy, remember?.........

[@lelandmugashe8494]

This is no where near true for me anyway if I tell a girl I love her I mean it but it's not the same for her she doesn't mean it 💔😢 she just wants a distraction from life or something do someone to talk to for a while but the sad boy part is right 💯😓🖤

[@stephaniephilip8995]

I was once in a similar situation, just thought maybe you needed, well I can help you

[@stephaniephilip8995]

Message me on whatsApp.

[@stephaniephilip8995]

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[@darajinaybaldwin1036]

If a boy says he loves you and he doesn't mean a word how do you know when he does 😟

[@williambigbills-9665]

Because he won't have to tell you, he will show you.

[@stephaniephilip8995]

I was once in a similar situation, just thought maybe you needed, well I can help you

[@stephaniephilip8995]

Message me on WhatsApp.

[@stephaniephilip8995]

[phone]

[@Kayde2x]

Hi nashii

[@ourcussplayz3457]

Ugh hmm ✌️😑👿

[@lukesainthippolyte3456]

Do you sub bot? Genuine question.

[@ItsNashii]

No lol, I’ve had this channel for 4-5 years now so it builds up over time from old videos that get recommended on peoples pages

[@lukesainthippolyte3456]

@@ItsNashii Well yeah but usually people who are about your size get more views immediately. (No offense)

[@lukesainthippolyte3456]

@@ItsNashii Acc wait, I'm so stupid I was thinking of another yter sorry!!

[@lukesainthippolyte3456]

Either way love ya content keep going broski!!!

[@jaydoncullen1815]

I'm single 😥😥😥😥😥

[@CalvinHub]

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