When I Wanted To End It All... | My Journey With Depression & Anxiety Pt 2

[@officialalexeubank]

This video might not perform the best but I believe it will reach the people who need to see it! Love y’all

[@CalebtheMagymcian]

this helped so much! thanks man!

[@colinfoust5667]

🙏

[@777Blest]

IT WILL‼️

[@michaelconeys3843]

God will bless you beyond the number of views, likes, and comments. His grace is far more important and valuable. Amen 🙏 and Alleluia!!!

[@dillonck7]

Alex, I’m so proud of you. You are spreading the gospel to your audience. Love what God is doing in your life brother. It’s so inspiring brother. Keep God first brother. Can’t wait for all the things that God is going to do in you. ❤

[@thetrentwins]

The most open influencer on the internet. Love you bro

[@officialalexeubank]

Love you bro ❤️

[@aidenbayle3369]

As a 13 year old Christian who really looks up to you this is great to see you spreading your faith and it really encourages me to see you so open about it so thank you

[@future9706]

It is great that you have found faith in christanity so quickly. Hopefully you stay with it for the long haul. God loves you and forgives you.

[@djnate04]

we're the same person

[@gempower8029]

As a Muslim, don't be embarrassed to share or express your faith. It's nice knowing people find peace in this life. It really shows in the comments that you're helping change life's keep it up.

[@future9706]

Thanks for sharing this it was probaly hard to do but your did it anyways. I appercaite that. Hopefully you find faith in Jesus Christ.

[@628heem]

@@future9706 tf is wrong with you? also, we muslims do believe in jesus. Hopefully you find some kind of morality.

[@platonbelyalov8267]

Turn to Jesus Christ brother, he is God and he wants to save you

[@landonliftz]

Biggest inspiration of the fitness industry. God bless Alex and everyone who watched this video ❤❤

[@Phewwwsofast]

he said dont praise him 😂

[@itsjackcraven]

I’ve always been a loose Christian, but more recently I’ve started reading bible verses and applying them to my every day life. After watching this video, I can confidently say that god used Alex as a medium to convey his message to me. I just said my first prayer in a very long time. Quit smoking 2 days ago. Time to hit the gym and get my life back through god. Thank you for shining the light, Alex.

[@ncgisaiah1965]

stay encouraged in your walk with God bro!

[@itsjackcraven]

@notcarbon6183 still not smoking, took up Muay Thai & still living through god. I’ve taken it to another level by practicing healthy eating & NoFap. I honestly feel like a different man is emerging.

[@papachazzz6012]

Very impressed man. Just listened to your new song and was blown away. Can see the difference in you life from another old music video I watched. Keep it up brother. God is moving mountains with you👊

[@itsjackcraven]

@@papachazzz6012 love bro thank you 🙌

[@calebwatson9077]

That’s awesome bro I’m happy to hear that. I encourage you to read your Bible every day, you will be able to understand God and get to know him on a whole other level.

[@finesse12k47]

Dude i literally cried hella becaust this hits so close to home for me. I always felt like I was the only one dealing with the fear of throwing up or my stomach feeling weird. I can't tell you how many times I was late to school and got detention because of it just because I had the fear of throwing up. I couldn't eat in restaurants because I would feel like I couldn't breath and I wouldn't be able to eat anything. Last summer, everyplace I went, everytime my family wanted me to go out to dinner, I would have a panic attack and feel like throwing up and I couldn't eat for so long. Highschool also really sucks and I don't have any true friends and I feel like I can't be myself anywhere and I don't tell anyone about it so sometimes I just cry and cry and cry myself to sleep. I started listening to worship music because of you and it has changed me so much. I've never been religious and i don't know if I'm going to get baptized but I truly believe that Jesus has saved my life. I've also had suicidal thoughts and never felt like I even had a purpose. But you inspired me to start going to the gym a few years ago and now I've discovered I have a crazy v taper out of nowhere. But that's not the point. I want to thank you Alex because I can see me in your younger self. And for the first time in my 15 years of being alive, I've finally found someone who I've actually connected to truly. You've changed my life and I praise you for that. I still deal wth deppression and anxiety on a daily basis and its pretty bad but the worship music and the gym helps me block it out for short periods of time. I'm still going, and I wont stop, but the walls I've built up against it are starting to break down. And I hope that Jesus can kill it, and I can be saved from my demons. Thanks again bro, I love you dude.

[@officialalexeubank]

Love you man

[@Manny_1514]

I thought I was the only one with a deathly fear of throwing up. I was always worse getting sick than my siblings. I would cry for hours when I got sick, and I would just want to die. But it wasn’t until around 2020 when that fear became very damaging. I didn’t eat anything for 6 months. I barely even drank water. It got so bad that I wouldn’t change anything about myself. I thought that if I didn’t get sick the other day wearing a outfit I thought that I would get sick if I changed my outfit. I lost 10-15 lbs. my parents were worried. I barely even grew that year and I was around 11. Ever since then I’ve been working hard and eating more food. I am bigger than most of my Friends now and I have grown 6 inches.

[@vicskevdh9111]

@@Manny_1514 i love you man

[@V1nN413]

Alex, I can't tell you how badly I needed to hear this. When you got to the puzzle part, i broke down crying. I've been raised in a Christian household and have always seen myself as a Christian. But I've felt I've been slipping away from it for the past year or so. I sat down and watched this video, and I can't even explain the comfort and confidence I've taken away from it. I just re-dedicated my life to Christ. I love you man. (You have a great voice btw bro). God bless.

[@future9706]

Im glad that you have came back to christ. Hopefully you stick with him because he is a great and holy God. God loves you and forgives you.

[@V1nN413]

@Future thanks man. Godbless

[@HECTORTHESONOFGOD]

@@future9706amen 🙏❤️

[@micahhoving]

So thankful that there are people in the fitness industry who are willing to openly talk about their faith even through the scrutiny they might face. Love your content Alex!

[@prime9048]

Alex is a Muslim in disguise

[@dawsonlawrence583]

Currently I am laying in my bed at 12:10 am at 15 years old realizing how far I’ve drifted away and just got done watching your part 1 video and it changed me in 30 minutes that testimony put something in me that I was missing alex love you man thank you so much for changing my life

[@dawsonlawrence583]

Praise the lord

[@future9706]

That is great hopefully you find christanity in your life. God loves you and forgives you.

[@777Blest]

My only older brother took his life on May 4th, 2017 he was 22 and I was 19. It led me into being heavily addicted to Xanax. When my mom found me having a seizure on the floor in my room, I knew it was time to change everything. I went into rehab and a sober living home to get clean & I have dedicated my life to getting my story out there & promoting mental health. 2019 2 years into being sober from Xanax I suffered a bacterial infection from cutting meat as a butcher that almost killed me. I had a 10 percent chance of living Having gone through 7 surgeries I know god is keeping me alive for a reason! I WILL NEVER STOP PROMOTING PEACE & LOVE 🙏🏽

[@Huth_Jonah]

i’m in my kitchen just making a smoothie and now i’m just crying at 10:00-12:00 in the video, just wow

[@ImmaculateMemes]

Dude I’m 14 and currently going through some difficult things mentality and physically in the gym and other places. And just wanted you to know that you are a huge inspiration to me and that you are keeping me motivated mentally and physically.❤

[@Humanoid_burrito_24]

keep going bro u cn do it. never give up✊✊✊

[@michaelconeys3843]

May God bless you 🙏 always.

[@micheleantichi8416]

Don't ever quit.

[@ImmaculateMemes]

@@Humanoid_burrito_24 thanks bro

[@ImmaculateMemes]

@@michaelconeys3843 i appreciate it brother 🙏

[@thehxddy]

Praise the lord, I also grew up in a Christian house hold but never really understood what I was learning about. But in 2020 I gave my life to Christ and now have a great relationship with him. I also have anxiety but I don’t really have someone to talk to about it. But everyday I push through it. 2022 was a hard year for me. U are my favorite KZbinr because of ur faith and ur journey. I look up to u even thought u have no idea who I am. I genuinely appreciate you and what u have done for my life and for others. So I really just wanted to say thank you.

[@pdog_for_prez]

Bro I’m a teen who’s been going through some real hard stuff the last couple years and my relationship with my dad has completely deteriorated and I’ve just been depressed and I’ve been watching you for the last year and you have inspired me to go to the gym and take back my relationship with God and for that I thank you.❤

[@sethhensinger-ws8fp]

i’m already a christian alex but this just made me cry in my room thinking abt this. you rly j helped me and i’m happy the lord led me through everything in my life. he is great and he can show me everything and i’ve realized that. he has refined my life and everything was for a reason. thank you alex i feel like the lord has called me out of hiding and i wanna share the word and the work on god. amen lord.

[@CalebtheMagymcian]

I just wish that Alex knew how much he changed my life, looking back to where i was and where i am now he’s been such an inspiration for me. Even though you’ll never read this i just wanna say thank you!

[@vinny_haze]

@Caleb The Magician, he read it, he loves you man, he cares for you, and so does Jesus 🙏

[@CalebtheMagymcian]

@@vinny_haze this means so much!

[@vinny_haze]

@@CalebtheMagymcian your a good man, no matter what, just remember to slow down, time can be your worst enemy or your best friend, and that's what you decide, make the most out of life in all you do, do It 100%, Gym, your passion, helping others. Anything and everything, and it will always come back, God will give you in fold 👑🙏

[@lolganjoj5662]

Hearing someone else got anxiety to the point of derealization besides just myself, is extremely comforting. I thought I was an oddball and nobody believed its a real thing. I've done so many stupid things I regret, including now, I am out on bail for a crime I didn't have any intent of committing. It's terrifying. I don't wish it on anyone..

[@dionysoss]

Repent, turn to God and I promise your life will be 100000x better. You will be a new person. God can change your anxiety into joy. God bless you, brother. I hope you are well

[@lolganjoj5662]

@@dionysoss I'm going to church this Sunday for the first time. Wish me luck, is there a specific way to repent?

[@HondaPilot-rs8lz]

I feel you man. I was struggling with severe anxiety, and so I hopped on Zoloft and I didn’t realize I was fully disassociated from reality. I committed a crime and ran from the cops without hesitation. I am off my medicine now, and absolutely shocked at my behavior.

[@lolganjoj5662]

@@HondaPilot-rs8lz Was any of this used in your case? What have therapists said about derealization if anything? It's been terrible for me, my first therapy session is on the 9th but coming back from Church I've been feeling a lot better.

[@JRHaywood_]

I’ve not been following Alex for very long, but he has become a huge inspiration for me. Even though I am not a believer in any religion, I find it really heartwarming that Alex is so open about his faith and feels comfortable sharing it with us. We may not have the same beliefs but Alex is still an incredible human that we can all learn from.

[@petier184]

bro that's heart touching He definitely knew that you are this kind of person who would talk about this topic after getting successful

[@northeastyoungin8836]

Been going through a lot recently and your videos have inspired me to get back in the gym. I used to be 160lbs after training for 3-4 years, I was 17. Then I started to make some really cruddy decisions and ended up in juvi, having withdrawals from opioids and alcohol. I dropped to 90lbs and was in the worst shape mentally and physically. And after years of recovery and I've gotten back into the gym. Im currently 130lbs and am shooting to be your size. I appreciate your videos more than you know. I hope I can meet you someday and pick your brain. You seem really intuitive, outside of the gym and in it. Much love man, stay well!

[@christyreichardt2004]

Bro I love you Alex you don’t so much to my life man

[@joekupczyk3588]

3 minutes in and Alex already makes an amazing point. The way you just put spreading the word of God isn’t like anything I’ve ever heard. I love all the content you make

[@WillZee05]

We need more people like Alex, a true inspiration to a lot of us and an amazing role model. God bless you Alex and thank you 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@JCNoCap]

You are so inspiring and thank you for making me take my Christianity more seriously and embracing it you’ve definitely changed my life

[@Justwassim]

Need more of this, Alex! You said some amazing stuff in this video and I'm sure this will bring glory to His name, Amen. God has blessed you bro, so don't hold back especially when it comes to His glory. Let His light spread!

[@gm836]

This sets him apart from other people in the fitness industry. God bless you Alex.

[@erickmorales1703]

It’s been a little over a year now and everytime you post one of these it’s more and more inspiring and motivational. God has put something special in you to do what you do. So keep doing it bro!

[@nathanmendesss]

I appreciate you sharing your story and feeling comfortable enough to go in depth about your past family life. The part about your parents’ nasty divorce and how you dealt with it in the beginning really hit close to home. It only goes to show how genuine you are. Keep doing you Alex, don’t let your goals and aspirations get stained by other people in the fitness industry.

[@jaksn.4475]

You are the real deal, man. I have been a Christian for my entire life and seeing people that I look up to be raw with their faith is so encouraging!!

[@Mxtalcore]

Hey bro ive been suffering with severe panic attacks, anxiety, and derealization for a couple months and its gone to points so bad i felt i couldnt deal with it anymore, then i found this video and ive started my journey toward faith and christ. Ive have always lived in a christian house hold but never believed in god and when this hit me it was the first time i felt a connection and a pure belief in him. Thank you alex connecting me with god saved my life ❤.

[@Vsasquash-vq7oj]

I really haven’t been my bast self and this video has brought out the good in me thank you for everything

[@Steve-ku8zm]

8:45 i was so glad when you started talking about grace. Thank you for spreading the gospel to such a different audience than most Christians

[@RedfishCarolina]

He said it quite well, I am so very encouraged to hear this from him.

[@tonyseahawk4458]

I’m a believer and it’s so great to see how God has grabbed your heart. Thank you for preaching the truth and giving me and some many other this encouragement. I commend you for your boldness in your faith! It’s so encouraging and the Lord delights when you fear God over man. Keep Going strong in your faith man!

[@igorbittner8483]

Damn bro, thanks for taking the time out of your day to speak to us. You’re a real one ✊🏼 Most humble guy in the industry, you’re making such a big impact on others to grow spiritually. I’m a recent founder of faith & I’ve also been through similar struggles as you bro. Hope we hit a workout someday 💪🏼

[@jacmac1111]

thank you for making this video i needed this. your analogies were perfect especially the puzzle piece one (15:36) i've been feeling and understanding that i haven't been living right for a while, i couldn't put my finger on why. i've been feeling like i need a relationship or certain things like more money and stuff to live good and feel good again, today/ recently, the idea of what can i do for others, not for myself, has been coming up. the puzzle piece thing is a perfect way to put it... surrender and ask god for strength. you got this whoever is reading this. love💙

[@angelobowden]

Thank you for being so open & sharing your story with us bro. A lot of people needed to hear this. BIG INSPIRATION 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[@rahulbaskar4160]

I usually never drop comments but It’s extremely rare to find someone like Alex genuinely trying to make a difference and not be fazed by the fame, money, clout etc

[@Greeks332]

Thank you for replying on my comment on the last vid man made my day.

[@Charlie-rb5wo]

Bro shits just mental how Alex is able to open up about his past experiences and how hard it was for him just for the reason of wanting to help us bro. God bless man.

[@alyjojo510]

You’ve inspired me to make changes man and I’m so excited to see where they lead, love you and god bless

[@polar707]

I’m 15 and been following God for about 6 months because after I started lifting I’d still just be so sad and crying and I didn’t feel right I felt like I should feel different and deep down I knew that I just needed God and I’m so proud of it and I’m proud that everyone around me knows my relationship with God. Sometimes I get excited to be persecuted in some ways because that shows that it’s almost time yk? Like Mathew 10:22 says ““And you will be hated by all because of My name, but it is the one who has endured to the end who will be saved.” And everyone around me knows me as the Christian(especially my school almost completely filled with atheists) so it’s really refreshing hearing Alex talk about God especially because it merges my 2 most life changing decisions. THANK YOU ALEX and THANK YOU GOD

[@Juan-sl4pe]

I sometimes feel like life isn’t fair, but sometimes I find motivation to keep going in the hope someday its all going to get better. You are one of that motivations, so thank you for that, really.

[@thergbcowboy9817]

I know I’m late,your spot on brother keep going and making videos like this.

[@coopermullins2202]

Bro im 15 and struggling with my faith and my mental health and everytime i feel like i would get at my lowest i would watch your videos like this to help me understand. You are such a big inspiration to me and have inspired me to get in the gym and to go to church more and try to find my faith back in jesus and i cant thank u enough. You have taken a role on so many peoples life and we cant thank u enough bro.

[@ethanleoo]

Bro 14:40 is literally what I did 2 weeks ago and grabbed a bible because of your content. I have and always will believe in God, but I never really had a close relationship with him. Being on this journey with you allowed me to open up more to God and be able to speak to him. He is my father figure in life and always will be and I just want to say thank you to you Alex for opening up my faith and thank you to God for welcoming me back in with open arms.

[@ethanleoo]

Wow, "You take one step closer to God, he takes 1000 steps closer to you.. God lets bad things happen so you can get closer to him. " that hit...

[@ethanleoo]

No glory to you Alex.

[@jacobalcantara3159]

Thank you for sharing this Alex you have touched both my life and many others. I can appreciate the transparency and vulnerability of this video. I can’t say thank you enough times just seeing this type of content allows me to truly be myself. Again, thank you and I hope you live a long blessed life both in this life and in the kingdom of heaven.

[@C_perez]

I had to stop this video not even half way through just cause I felt like crying. Alex thank you. You have showed me how to have a relationship with god and everything else will be okay. I feel as if I owe you so much. I just want to say thank you for helping me when no one else could.

[@RedfishCarolina]

Christian, I've been a follower of Christ since my early 20s (23 years ago) and Alex spoke the truth here on-point. My prayers for your new faith my friend and brother in Christ!

[@instrong]

Bro you are the greatges motivator! Thanks to your example i started working out and created this fitness channel to just try...but damn i really loved it and i think i found my passion! So keep it up Alex! You are the inspiration for milions of people! Hope one day to become such a great fitness influencer as you! Huge thank yu for the motivation and hello from Ukraine!

[@qtzapzz8762]

the fact that this was me and now I'm trying to build muscle and live a better life really felt the life story

[@wolfg2838]

You have no idea about how much you helped me in my life and through my journey

[@kyleschrader5517]

Your testimony is beautiful. Thank you, Alex. That is all that comes to mind - Thank you. I have felt so far from Him recently. Not anymore - You helped bring me back. One thing that absolutely resonated with me is when you opened up the video with: "If you clicked on this video God is working in your life. Somehow, some way." God is using you in so many ways - Thank you for working to be the hands and feet of Jesus. I love you, Alex - God bless you, brother.

[@evanschalte5321]

Alex is dope for opening up about his faith. Pls do more videos like this

[@josh39617]

Alex you’re doing the right thing ❤ never stop sharing, you’re changing my life and others

[@jacobgiangreco3658]

You are a special person Alex. Truly “a gift from god.” This video and others like it beats all other types. The fact that I cried from a video from this because of how true everything you say is about faith, is amazing. Love you bro for real🙏

[@stephensnellgrove9431]

Hey Alex, i’m turning 18 this year and I feel like i’m not where I want to be, i have a job and i’m in a happy relationship and a good family and i always feel like i’m missing something. I always believe that i’ve gotten through the dark time by myself for the past few years. My mothers a Christian and follows god and i’ve always thought it wasn’t real. Your video made me realize that it has been her praying for me day after day and god helping me through things even though i have been ignoring him. This video made me feel something I have never felt before and I just started crying. You and your faith in god has made me want to start following god now. Thank you so much man.

[@FitnessDomainOfficial]

God bless you man ❤ every single time you make one of these videos I feel like I know you on a personal level and I genuinely believe I can relate more to you than almost anybody my age. I really appreciate everything you do and you are making a huge difference in so many peoples’ lives. It’s really something to look up to

[@kalebwebb2241]

at 15:38 I really liked the part about "Life is just a huge jigsaw puzzle".

[@justalex2x266]

Currently dealing with the same shit you dealt with (derealization, anxiety, depression) I tend to self isolate a lot but I just recently got a gym membership at crunch fitness with my friend and plan to go 4-5 times a week to fight my depression. I relate to this video so much and I appreciate it much love bro

[@Christianjfit]

Alex is the most genuine guy I’ve seen. I have been through a lot as a kid, especially when my parents got divorced it wasn’t easy. It was kinda like your situation it lasted a very long time, none stop back and forth. I’ve always struggled with self confidence and anxiety, these past few months have been extremely hard, I’ve felt like ending it all because I couldn’t take it anymore. I felt worthless, alone and like a failure. When I found the gym it helped a lot but I realized it wasn’t enough. During that time when I felt like ending it i got very close to do it, but this past month or two I’ve been trying my get closer with god and it has been opening my eyes so much. Thank you Alex for sharing your story and making us feel not alone on this journey

[@oskarsupecki9985]

This video actually flicked a switch in me. I was a Christian since I was born but during lockdown I lost my connection to God and since then everything started falling apart. Now I do feel like I might get back on the track. I really miss enjoying sundays like I did back then. Yes Alex, You are right. This video might have changed someone's life.

[@asadosty]

Thank you Alex god bless you and everyone watching.

[@dexyl7441]

I've been a christian my whole life, and I know exactly what you are talking about. From other peoples perspective, its just a religion, but its more than that. It is a relationship, not a religion. All the time until maybe 2 years ago, all I saw was this person looking down on me with all my flaws, but ever since I gave into our relationship too, my life has changed. Also I just want to thank you for motivation in the gym and also in my faith ❤

[@lazervader9996]

I was going through the worst part of my life and I wasn't going to make it then I saw your first one of these I saw it and realized I'm not alone. You helped me with my faith. This means more then you could ever know. Thank you so much.

[@missedPAT]

You are an amazing role model and your courage to proclaim your faith is great. ❤

[@christianc397]

Alex, thank you. I’m 20yo and also struggled for years with bad anxiety, derealization, agoraphobia. I had no quality of life thinking about it. When i hit rock bottom i was so nihilistic i’ll be honest. I genuinely thought there was no meaning to anything. But over time, God guided me back to him. I did the research. I researched every category if science you can think of and it all led me to God. From there, randomly my closest friend shared your video on the lions den channel and said this sounds like what you had. I couldn’t believe it. But since then, i have been recovering from the anxiety, getting into the best physical shape ive been in, training for a marathon and most importantly my faith is stronger than ever. Once i fully researched the bible and Jesus, i found my way to him. I’m watching this video now and honestly it made me cry. Thank you for everything you do, God bless.

[@nickythesenvitz4420]

Thank you so much alex for this type of video, i’m 14 and dealing with some mental problems while going to the gym 6 times a week and all i want is to fulfill what god put me on this earth todo. i’m gonna keep following in his footprints and one day spread his word similar to how you do. much love❤️💪

[@Bscig]

I watch and listen to all these videos of you talking about faith, your life, and everything you talk about and it motivates me and inspires me in such a crazy way. I’m dealing with so many issues within myself right now and you truly help me. You help me with my faith and understanding it, and a lot with my lifting career and everything. And it goes all the way to me watching every lions den video. But Thankyou, your saving my life.

[@leoanderson4253]

Moved me to tears. I’m struggling with bad habits and growing up, and you inspire me Alex. You are a beautiful person, and I can feel the Holy Spirit working through you brother.

[@JamesMauritho]

Alex everyone is so proud of you and youre so amazing you change peoples lives every single day and changed your life with God everyone loves you and you deserve all of this youre truly the best

[@peggyrose6826]

Idk how bro but I just watched your video and managed to actually stand up off the floor after hours of just weeping. Sometimes I struggle so much I feel paralysed in sadness and can’t get up but something just switched and I’m standing up. And I’ve realised how much more I need to press into God in the good and bad times. Anyone reading this just know you’re not alone, people are going through it right now even if it feels like just you.

[@DanDoesGame]

I just came from the other 2 vids and you sharing yourself recording talks because you felt so alone made me cry because I also do that and felt wierd. Tried ending stuff once by crashing my car, but air bags saved me and ever since then Ive just felt like an absolute failure, not understanding why or how I lived a 90mph crash. Still have tears in my eyes because I have been struggling a lot with wanting to be gone. Appreciate you so much Alex, thank you seriously. That vid of you sharing the recordings, for some reason that just strikes a resemblance, i felt alone with that and like a wierdo. Take care man, gonna go to a Christian church sunday and speak with the pastor and explain my situation. I will mention you so he can understand how and why i am starting to go

[@DanDoesGame]

The end makes me feel special... I genuinely feel like the reason you posted this instead of the other vid is for me. I wish words could explain how much this means to me man. Thank you

[@nyk7418]

gives me the chills watching this. Alex thank you for sharing you journey of getting out of the deep. So inspiring.

[@josiahbholahillaire3574]

Thank you, Alex for your videos. You helped me reestablish a relationship with God and I wanted to say thank you. I too battle with depression and anxiety and also derealization and it’s videos like yours that give me hope. Thank you for helping me reconnect with God.

[@matthewgainz285]

From what you described yourself growing up you sounded similar to me 15, insecure, angry, depressed, ungrateful and searching for something to fulfill me in life. You’ve really inspired me to work harder in life and care about others through your videos and for that I just wanna say thank you to you and God for helping me through life’s storms

[@clsmooth211]

Powerful and spirit-filled message! Love it Alex! To God be the glory! 👏🏾🙌🏾🙏🏾♥️

[@theblissfulbeliever]

Powerful Stuff bro 😎 I really admire the way you describe your experience. There is so much power in these details. Thanks for being BOLD 🙏🏻

[@theraydenbelville]

To God be the glory… Shed a few tears during this not even gonna lie. I genuinely love you Alex and am so glad God is working through you to help bring thousands to Christ including myself. From my past trauma I struggled with crippling anxiety and had no one. I can’t thank you enough for changing my life for the better. Love you bro and thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼❤️

[@TheColdFlame13]

I needed this. Thank you Alex and thank you Lord

[@PLAYFORBOOYAHGAMING]

I am a Indian Christian 🇮🇳✝️ and all of those words you said in your video I can relate with it. Jesus is our father He is the one who knows everything about us Who genuinely cares for us. Thank you so much big brother Alex for this video Really helpful and motivating 🥺❤️😍

[@connorsalisbury7007]

bro you got me crying i havent cried in like 3 years , thank you so much!

[@krist9998]

I completely relate to how you feel when you talk about him Alex,I've been fighting my own struggles but have never been alone as Christ has always been there to guide me.Thank you for making these videos and god bless you.

[@Kellen.Glassner]

Hay Alex, one of one of my favorite verses is romans 5:5, “And hope does not put us to shame because Gods love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us”.

[@savannahmiller5385]

You saved my son! He is almost 15 and he is now reading his Bible and prays on the daily! God Bless you and Thank you so much for sharing this with the world. Between the gym and you and most important GOD he is feeling amazing and feels like he found his purpose!🤟🏻❤️

[@michaelconeys3843]

May God bless you and your son and family always 🙏. Just continue to be a good father.

[@Mr._Leeeeb]

Chills the whole time….I don’t even really know you, I watch you all the time…love you…thank you

[@Itsdreee.0]

Love this type of content Alex. You being vulnerable and so open with your faith is genuinely the most inspiring thing to see ❤ you’ve truly truly helped guide me in the right direction especially through God 🙏🦁

[@nyrowastaken]

Your story hits very close to me.. ive been suffering from that too that made me completely different and more cold. And now that i decided to finally battle it and feel good for once. Its an hard journey. But having faith is the light at the end of the tunnel.

[@Jake_Slivinski]

Going through rough times right now myself but watching you has helped my relationship with Jesus grow and I can’t thank you enough for that. Thank you for blessing us with your content❤️

[@jadenbreuer2467]

You have completely changed my perspective on how I view the world and you have inspired me to start to pursue my journey with God

[@michaelconeys3843]

Thanks so much, Alex, for sharing this truly inspirational Christian ✝️ message. May God bless you, Abby, your family, your subscribers, and your employees 🙏 always.

[@nicolasarellano05]

bro.... thank you, always be the best human being you can possibly be

[@Danny34_]

Todays Fun Fact: This is the 2nd part of Alex’s Life Story

[@TateMcG]

I've been praying out loud the past couples' weeks and it just hits differently and hearing you talk about worshiping with your guitar was beautiful, I'm loving this side of you!

[@seezn.]

Thank you so much man, I'm going through a breakup right now and I honestly didn't know what to do, I'm glad I found this and I'm actually starting to have faith in myself to change for the better and not hold on to the past.

[@kylercampbell985]

Alex out here changing lives. Thank u so much bro

[@Pxild00]

I'm new to your channel I've been watching you for about a month or two now and since I clicked on one of your videos it honestly changed my life, I was close to giving up on my faith because life has been really rough recently with my parents splitting up and losing my job and has caused my depression to become really bad lately but watching your videos gives me hope that everything is going to be okay and since I've started watching you I've quit smoking and vaping entirely and I've started going to the gym as of February 1st and have made it a goal of mine to go from 225 lbs to 175 by summer at the latest, but anyways I just want to say thank you for everything and hopefully God puts you in my path and I get to meet you one day and be able to thank you in person because you truly saved my life just by being you and doing what you do.

[@percysalvatoree]

This year has been horrible for me , my panic attacks , my anxiety and my depression few weeks ago i asked god for a sign if hes out there and only in the past few days where ive been seeing many signs , on my fyp people talking to me abt god and i was somehow brought to this video , when u started praying i js started breaking down in tears idk what it was but it was something , im gonna give god a shot , thank you for this alex

[@RedfishCarolina]

Alex you're a man's man here. Thank you for being honest with the struggles and honest on your faith. Mercy triumphs over judgment.

[@harryfieldson]

I never moved through life as a religious person but Alex explaining how his feelings all manifest when he sings these songs and takes time to give himself away even though he doesn't feel worthy is relatable no matter what you believe. Opening up to your subscribers to try to talk to their struggle and help the younger kids who are lost like you were is a really admirable thing to do. Much love and stay up

[@Waldronn03]

Alex keep spreading the good news and the word, people need to hear it and see it every day. It's crazy you went from my physique goal a year ago to then me seeing we had things in common and you being a life goal and I've since been saved and now your just a perfect example of Gods power and your another brother in christ and in iron. God Bless.