WHERE HAVE I BEEN!?

[@tutvid]

Thanks for all the kind comments! Can't wait to show you what I've been working on.

[@voidsh4man]

I almost thought I was unsubscribed... Glad you're back

[@rikkyun04]

Well at least... You pressed that upload button

[@jumjam234]

Not first this time. Wuuah happy to see ya back.

[@charlespearson5268]

Glad you haven't cancelled me 😊

[@PowerBiWithVivek]

,you know ,I have been waiting to learn something new, You gone but I was watching your photoshop tutorials and now I have become so much familiar with photoshop

[@MarkDenneyPhoto]

Glad to have ya back man! You just finished the hardest part - congrats!!

[@bilolravshaniy1326]

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[@Ki11ersix]

YOUR KID IS SUPER ADORABLE!!! Welcome back dude!!!

[@tutvid]

I like him. Thanks for being here! :)

[@Jeff_H_the_Guitarist]

So cool that someone with super human video/photography skills is also a human. Thanks for letting is see you like this. You just moved more to the forefront of my mind after this. I look forward to all you have for us no matter what it is and no matter how good you think it is. Welcome back!

[@sivasankarant9195]

You're here, you got this🔥🔥

[@PremiereGal]

Nate, good on you for taking the time you need. This type of work is all consuming. No shame at all! One thing I try to do myself is to set realistic goals by writing it out. I often try to bite into too much that I can chew, writing ✍️ it down helps me see if it’s realistic and if I’ll make that same mistake again. At the end of the day, I’m sure viewers want to see your quality content, even if it’s 1-2 videos a month. Quality over quantity, authenticity over perfection 😀

Talk everything. Well come back Nate. From Brazil.

[@NickHillMakesMusic]

Nate, your channel, teachings and work have helped me grow in my work and my personal channel by leaps and bounds. I appreciate you so much. Im glad you’re back.

[@PowerBiWithVivek]

Your are my first Illustration Mentor,I have learnt so much from your old videos ,I even watch them to fill my head with new tricks and tips ,Thanks for being on KZbin ,

[@HalfAndJai]

First off, I’m sorry to hear about your grandmother. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Secondly, welcome back! I felt this entire video and can relate in so many ways. Thank you for being such an inspiration. Much love and respect!

[@skytechbits]

Everything you mention about not making videos sound like my own thoughts for years too. The pressure of producing great videos which cost lots of unpaid time over and over again really is too much for any one person to handle. You already have an audience so enjoy having fun your own way in your videis. Thank you for sharing.

[@RedSmithWorkshop]

Over the past few weeks, i watched all your Premiere tutorials, all your Illustrator tutorials, and most of your Photoshop tutorials. I love them and learnt so much. Thank you for doing those videos for guys like me, with a small channel, wanting to improve the quality of their videos. I'm glad to see you're back after a break. Similar story for me. I was glad to hear I wasn't the only one. Can't wait to see more. Welcome back!

[@Redragoon189]

Glad you're back! love your videos, be amazing, supporting you all the way! Excited to have you back and learn from you! Been subscribed to you for a few years now and you inspired me to do more creative stuff, Thank you for coming back and I cant wait to see more from you! Get it? Got it? Good!

[@catalystbookings916]

Congrats on getting back into it man! Don’t be too hard on yourself, life happens and you’re still kicking goals. Great stuff

[@TyroneLT]

So glad to have you back man! Honestly, there have been times where I was looking for a tutorial on a subject and I'd type your name as part of the search hoping your content would come up because it's so well done. Looking forward to seeing you back on the platform. I appreciate your honesty and transparency with everything that's been going on. I can empathize.

[@leshopkinson]

All the way from the UK - Welcome back! I've missed your videos- Looking forward to seeing what you've got coming up.

[@HildaLou]

YOU HAVE BEEN MISSED! Your videos have always been jam packed with info and I can't wait to see what you'll do next. Doesn't have to be on a set schedule, or a deep dive - just get publishing! And if the first few aren't your usual brilliant self, I promise not to notice. Thanks for coming back!!!!!

[@dmadrid689]

Missed ya tons! ❤️ Welcome back 😁

[@leatherface4133]

Glad to have you back! Love your tutorials & composites! Looking forward to your vids. Glad you’re okay.

[@TheeKamHess]

Your videos have helped me out a bunch! Take your time!

[@MurrayFrost]

Hey man! Much love! Good to see you back! Been cheering you on!

[@tutvid]

Thank you, man!

[@NateSchoell]

No joke, I had not watched anything from you for YEARS. So much of my interest in digital design has come from your great TUTS! I stumbled again on your channel in the last month as I was working on some new projects and was sad to see you had not made videos for awhile. So this video popping up made me really happy. I am sorry for the tough year+. You got this. Welcome back!

[@jonathanperucho8862]

Much love and respect for putting this out there, Nate! Like most, been wondering what happened. Glad you were able to push through, stay grounded and keep safe!

[@richardsteinbergmakingknives]

You are really really good at this! Take it from this old man, you put your head down and move in one direction. Don't drift, be deliberate and you will be happier and provide better for your family. Oh, and you've got great hair. What else do you need? Looking forward to more. (and the kid is adorable!)

[@leemee7538]

Genuinely pleased to see you back. I have learnt so much from you over the years. As long as you still enjoy making them, I will enjoy watching them.

[@davegetssocial]

No joke, I checked up on the channel last week and so happy to see you back. KZbin even put the vid in my recommended so don't be too worried about the algorithm squire. Exciting times.

[@kazmi11111]

Welcome back, love you!

[@UnduMedia]

Welcome back, Nate. You've inspired, educated and influenced me... and obviously many, many others... for many, many years. And I just got as much out of this personal and authentic video as I've ever gotten out of any of your technical tutorials (which have always been great). We're all human. We're all just trying to express ourselves creatively and find joy and satisfaction in our lives. And sometimes sharing those challenges and struggles (or having someone else share theirs) is more helpful than any tutorial could possibly be. Looking forward to what comes next!

[@scottengelhardt9611]

Right there with you in the creative head space of overthinking to the point of not actually doing anything, being too afraid that whatever I’m going to do isn’t going to hold up to my standards or idea of how it should end up that I don’t end up even starting. I’ve got the ideas, the tools, the time but the same kind of mental barriers. Honestly, hearing you talk about this is a huge thing. Thanks for taking such a big leap and trusting yourself again.

[@j.i4703]

Been subscribed for a while, glad to have you back!

[@MrHale]

I was just thinking about your channel and you yesterday and was wondering what you've up to. And now after watching the video, welcome back! We've missed ya.

[@AnaGonzalesArt]

I'm so glad you're back and no worries for the absence. Your videos are so helpful I would never unsuscribe. Your little you is adorable! Welcome back

[@cmptrman]

Hey! KZbin finally pushed one of your videos to my feed. Welcome back...and thank you for being vulnerable and sharing the struggles you've been having. It's super refreshing to know that we're not alone in all the struggles out there the past couple years. I'm sure it wasn't the most comfortable for you, but I personally appreciate the candor.

[@coelho2825]

I never quited subscription. Your biggest fan from Portugal. So glad to hear from you. Stay strong!!

[@jeffhaynesii2400]

You have been an inspiration to me! Your knowledge on photoshop and the way you deliver tips and tricks have sometimes left me like a vegetable staring at the screen realizing I had several mountains to clime. This video might have been for you but I know you are speaking to so many right now. Just keep hitting upload. Your flexing and don't even realize it. 💪😎

[@TheWhiskeyDictionary]

Glad you are back! Im feeling pretty burnt too and have thought of stepping away .. everything you said is relatable and understandable. I partially curse youtube for holding us to a schedule but it is what it is. I look forward to more from you!

[@waynelytton7517]

Glad to see you are starting to get back ,you are one of my favorites. Having worked at one place for 40 years and now being 74 years old, I can assure you that there are those times when one's creativity tanks and one just has to kick themselves in the rear end to get going. Looks like you are doing that.

[@jimbembinster]

Thanks for the update and glad you are going to be back soon. No video is perfect and every video could be better, but I have always felt yours were head and shoulders above the rest of the photography videos. Looking forward to the first video from the new studio.

[@SipandFeast]

Good stuff man! Glad you're back. I learn a lot from your tutorials.

[@adambennett351]

You helped me so much with photoshop! You don't have to apologize to any of us! You don't owe us anything as you've already provided us with such wisdom on design and creativity! Great to see you back man!

[@vmaxdani]

So super good to see you back on screen! I'm looking forward to super high quality content from you. That's something you always flashed me with. Big thumbs up!

[@badbackben]

Bless you mate.. you worry so and put far too much pressure on yourself. It’s gonna be ok my friend. Just do what makes you happy and as long as you’re being creative you are on the right path :)

[@travelcanada8817]

Sorry to hear about the rough times brother. Life can suck somedays. Thank you for sharing! And happy you are back!

[@shonthelawn]

Thanks for coming back! Your tutorials rule my dang butt off.

[@NEVERGIVEUP-kb8om]

Welcome back. Sorry for your loss. I've watched most of your tuturlias on the channel. you are so creative bro and looking forward for more in the future. Good luck 💪🏻

[@borgtundag]

Finally you're back! Keep up the good work!

[@HoH]

Hey man, just saw this video after watching your Audition tutorial. Hope you are well, have a good and healthy 2022!

[@gmcubed]

Dude, you were my fav tut guy, it'll be good to have vids from you again, at whatever pace you put them up. Be it 3 videos a week, 1 a month, every few months, it really doesn't matter. We'll see'em when we see'em. I'd love to see what you do with resolve, been using that more these days.

[@digital_who]

I just finished the number 9 double exposure tut and stumbled upon this one. Glad you're back! And glad you took the time to just be. No shame in that. Thanks for making these videos, they're fun and super helpful!

[@brentbrowning]

Way to Cowboy up! I, for one, am very happy to hear the news of your return. You taught me so much in your previous videos. Can't wait to see what you have planned!

[@protonprotonfix5749]

Dude. That was really personal and personal from me to say that I missed you a lot. Thanks for a lot of insights. Good to have you back, keep rolling and rocking good stuff.

[@tutvid]

I appreciate that! Here to stay :P

[@kevinkungu4592]

Good to have you back. I have learned so much about design from you and used it to help so many people. Keep going, you are helping making a difference and you are great at what you do. Congratulations on the 1 million!!!! You deserve it! Staying tuned...

[@Pfoffie]

Oh man I totally feel you. Great to see you wanna come back and to see you’re fine :)

[@debz6110]

Thanks for sharing! So sorry about the death in your family etc. Everyone goes through life challenges at some point. Glad you are back. Stay strong man. One day at a time, right?

[@ShaunZinck197]

I can't tell you how amazing it is hear the brutal honesty from a KZbinr. I'm so sorry for your loss over the last year and a half. I'm definitely looking forward to your next videos. I've learned so much from you!!

[@PS-qn4oz]

Sorry to hear about the hardship in your family, Nathaniel. Your son is too cute!!! Nice to see you back.

[@WRcolor]

I am so happy to see your face again. Understand your pain, glad to know you finished the hardest part. Welcome back!

[@amandamajors101]

I Literally Just found you on the tube a few weeks ago in search of decent Illustrator and Photoshop tutorials. After watching this video, its soooo nice to know Im not the only one who has been in "funk". Keep your head up and the knowledge flowing!!

[@thejonesbunch1940]

Love the raw video! Sorry for the sad moments over the last year! Glad to know you're in a better head space and I'm glad to see you back!

[@Memphiz13]

DUDE! Great having you back. Great video, super strong! All the best and cant wait for more to come!

[@Dmogul]

Awesome, welcome back

[@StrongInHeart]

I came across your videos in the past couple of months while trying to improve my own video editing skills. Thanks for your honesty and look forward to seeing what you create :) But also, all the stuff you've already created is still really useful!

[@sterlingdavis2933]

This was a super refreshing video. Your honesty here is really appreciated. I have no doubt there are so many people who feel the same way. Welcome back, and get crackin!! Got it? Yeah.....you got it!

[@blenderdad]

I'm really thankful for your channel. When I first started Photoshop in early 2008 you were one of the people who tought me how to use the bloody program and make beautiful art. Thanks man, hope you are better now

[@TheTrippleTKA]

i found this channel while searching for tutorials (ofc) recently and you looked familiar. Then I remember when I used to actively design stuff I'd often stumble upon your videos. I'm starting up again, so I found your channel again. And then I see this video. And it's funny that I'm relating to this, and a creator with over 1 million sub and his youtube gold badge is relating to me, in terms of starting over again, and lacking confidence and facing doubt, dealing artistic rough patch. This video will prob not get as many views as your other videos, however, this might be the best tutorial video I'll watch all year. It's a tutorial on life and more. I can't wait to see what you teach us. Welcome back. It'll be a good journey to take together to get up and run again

[@durdlewanger]

Thank you for your honesty & integrity man, we are all glad to see you again. Your teaching style is awesome BTW...

[@tutvid]

I appreciate that!

[@donvitocorleone187]

Welcome back! a perfectionist like me i understand the times of feeling like the works isn't good enough so you hesitate to show it. What got me over it was something an old man told me (family friend). He said, "perfection equals paralysis." And that hit me and snapped me out of my funk

[@pttrro]

Man it's so good to see you back, you inspired me A LOT in learning design programs, and you helped me crazy much. Just hope you're all right and your family is fine. Hope to see you around more often now!!!

[@jasonksmith]

Can't wait to see what's next, always learned a lot from your tutorials! Welcome back!

[@vickhalroopram1083]

Happy your back man. I love that you're ready to go again. Just take it day by day.✌

[@marcoellivera2948]

Great to see you back Man! I'm a huge fan!

[@badbackben]

Holy crap ! You have always been such an inspiration to make me create artistic stuff. You’ve been missed my friend, it’s really, really good to see you uploading to this channel again.

[@danielscircusadventures998]

Welcome back! Thanks for coming back, and I'm excited to see your new content. I know it's gonna be awesome! I'm also grateful that you seem to be in a good place if this video is any indication. Congrats on one mil! Hang that plaque where we can see it! ☺️

[@chrislopez7099]

Welcome back!!! I'm sure you needed the time off. Glad all is well with you and your fam despite all the crazy things going on. Mini-Nathaniel is so cute! haha Thanks for this video!

[@aaronnord1949]

I've been checking back every month, looking for your clips. Good to have you back. Appreciate all your videos man!!

[@katycollins5914]

What a good father you are! Re: inaction- "So instead of risking failure, you condemn yourself to the failure?" That's a powerful wake-up call and reminder for Type A perfectionist personalities!

[@earlglass6328]

Many of us are caught in that same rut. You know...we have to just put on a happy face and get back up on our horses and ride! And you know what? The horses are happy too! Thanks for sharing!

[@krissyrichmond5620]

welcome back. We all have a bad year from time to time and mine was last year- this years started off betterish but make what you can from what you can etc. Glad your back

[@crpatil1901]

Glad you’re back!! Missed your tutorials...

[@jennygw1883]

Great to see you back. I know exactly how you feel, you are not alone. Best of luck on your return, looking forward to your next chapter.

[@archiem6323]

Welcome back. I have always been a huge fan since you used to make tutorials back in the days and learned a lot from them. Great to see you again 😃

[@timothydriskill8479]

So happy you’re back! I’ve had a few rough creative months & year as well. Can’t wait to see what you make!

[@jaywalker.]

Helping people reach their dreams and change their lives, and meanwhile being a really relatable dude. I feel like that's a great way to spend some years. But I hope you'll stop when you're ready for something new. Glad to have you back-you're a truly amazing teacher.

[@anoojjangid8776]

Hey man...so so glad to see you back...no doubt I've been wondering where were you but I always presumed you working in some big studios with bigger projects and not finding time... But when I watched this video completely, I realise you've been through a lot. Continue to stay strong the way you are and just find happiness in whatever you do... Tc and looking forward to creative stuff from you 🙂⭐

[@shaped-by-design]

Hey Nathaniel, good to see you back fit and well man. I think a lot of people will be inspired to see a successful creator being honest enough to say they needed a creative break. All the best!

[@JamesPullman]

I’ve been watching you for a VERY long time and you were part of my very early on development. I appreciate your effort and video quality. I’m glad you’re back. Don’t sweat the sabbatical. KZbin is a better place with you involved.

[@tutvid]

Thanks, James!

[@JimmyConover]

I still reference your videos all the time and really appreciate the work you put into making them. This can be a thankless industry but I do appreciate the videos that I have found value in. I choose your videos over others because I enjoy your energy. Glad to see you back!

[@danielemerli9781]

I'm glad you're back! Your tutorials are the best and thank you I've learned a lot!

[@rezoundinggamers3003]

I know this is late, when compared to when you posted this video, but thank you for all the amazing videos you have posted. I just came across your channel and the videos have already helped me with relearning, understanding, and expanding my knowledge of photoshop. I am just starting to get back into the world of photography so your videos are helping me on the editing end a lot. I hope this new year finds you and your family well.

[@francescodefanti1871]

It's a pleasure to see you back, man. Your work has been an inspiration in the past. Glad to see you.

[@rondypondy]

Welcome back! This is exactly how i feel right now. I normally make videos for instagram but I have been dwelling so much on making videos for KZbin. I have the footage shot but I am struggling to just make the videos. I do kind of feel scared or that the videos have to be perfect before I upload. I just need to make it and upload, move onto the next. Again welcome back!

[@backstabbergaming8149]

Thanks for coming out like this to us. It really means alot that you are sharing your genuine problems, i can see how you are feeling man!!

[@AnnaKincaid]

OMG you made it to 1 million and I missed it I have been watching your tutorials since you started your channel! Congratulations!!!! Also, I too had a funky year! I haven't uploaded a video in over a year! I am so glad your back. It's really hard to make youtube content when your in a funk. So glad your coming back we have missed you but so glad you took that time off to refresh! :-)

[@justinheilmanart]

Hey! Great to see you again! I totally understand what you mean, I haven't been drawing near like I used to, but I keep telling myself this will be the time that I start again! I also left Instagram...

[@anothercharacter]

I’m glad you’re feeling better. The most important thing is to be doing good, and no video is more important. 2020 was a crazy year for sure. I’m glad to see you back. 🌸

[@joedeering9525]

Glad to have you back man! Been missing your tutorials, but glad the spark is back!

[@taft9746]

Much love, so happy to see you back! Your videos have taught me so much as an enthusiast of graphic design.

[@TheRealJasonVazquez]

Glad you are back!! Thanks for the transparency!!

[@bristowfilms4505]

It's great to have you back man! I'm sorry for all of your recent misfortunes and wish you nothing but the best in the future!

[@sharonb5812]

Authentic and human...love it. Thanks for your honesty and transparency. It's important to reset at any point in your life.

[@paulh4943]

Finally the master has returned!!! You have been a great source of inspiration and I'm almost finished with my Graphic Design studies because of you!