Where I've Been

[@VivianOlo]

She is a filmmaker ladies and gentlemen! This is beautiful Maya🌿

[@lisa_and_christian]

The filming, lighting, and editing on this was beautiful-

[@shamelessmaya]

Thank you 🙏🏾✨ Max came thru and helped me on this one 💕

[@brocaaa]

Broc domino effect stop by ❤❤❤❤peace and blessings 😊

[@arielcherie]

I love when people talk about their relationship with God, so thank you for speaking up. I'm in a new lifelong season of accepting Christ as my Savior, and I just finished the Bible today for the first time. I just want to know God and His character, and to also be led by Him because I have spent almost 40 years not knowing who He was and doing everything myself or listening to everyone but Him. It's a new leg of the journey, and I couldn't be happier, even with the uncertainty around me. It's finally time to understand faith and lean on Him to strengthen me in it. Peace to you in your continued journey. Don't feel too much pressure to come back to KZbin consistently. Let yourself be led. 💖

[@513mekko]

That transition from your home to the woods is beautiful! 🤩

[@dudtom7108]

This is so nuts. I've been watching your videos since I was a teenager. I'm now heading into my 30's in a lil bit. It's only now that I truly understand what you mean when you say be shameless. I have a better understanding of it now, at least, in a way that differs from my teenage & young adult understanding of it

[@shamelessmaya]

I mean I was pushing the outwardly idea of shameless a lot but now I’m embracing being shameless with my faith for Jesus ✨

[@dudtom7108]

I hear you ❤ @@shamelessmaya

[@lolaa5762]

I don’t even know where to start with this vlog. This was beautiful. Our OG for a reason. The 12 years shows in your work and authenticity.

[@lblack1961]

💓💓Been following you for a long time. It has been so wonderful to see your growth and transformation. As a Christian, I appreciate and appreciated your authenticity (bumps and all), because THAT is what "the life" is really like.

[@shamelessmaya]

Thank you for your Grace 🙏🏾✨ But you’re right! We’re all out here flawed and imperfect

[@shellaneemarie]

"The birds are back." I say that too, I missed their songs soooo much!

[@KytiaLamour]

I wonder if your seclusion and isolation was an intentional plan of God to help you get to know Him on a deeper level. That happened to me back in 2016/2017, and my life has never been the same. Thank you for being open to talk about your walk with Jesus. We need your light in these KZbin streets. 💡

[@ashleygeorge3003]

You're so special Maya, thanks for just being you! You're only a few years older than me but you're such a role model. Love ya!

[@SorelleAmore]

You're a star!!!

[@shamelessmaya]

Sorelle! You're journey has been so beautiful to witness. We're due for a move from Scandinavia soon ❄

[@DeiiSyDiamond]

I'm beginning my thirties since I'm 31 and getting closer to 32 in november. I'm still not used to the fact that im not in my twenties anymore. but i juste wanted tell you that I'mso happy to see how you've blossomed and how you're searching to stay close to God's heart ❤ I've been watching your videos since you had your long hair and decided to shave it all to start your shameless journey. It's crazy how time flies by and I'm trying my best to enjoy the present moment of be grateful no matter the ups and downs because the joy of the Lord is my strength. I would be happy to meet you in sweden one day 😊 du pratar bra svenska.

[@Mrs.AlbaRamos]

Ahhhh! The creativity though… the filming, the camera angles, the organization of what you’re saying 👌🏾 perfect! So good Maya 🤍

[@beatricesenesie]

Currently fasting and this is all I needed to hear ; God loves me so much, he wants a relationship with me! Whew God bless you ❤

[@hellotherelovely5298]

Girl, I’m in my God era too! The ever lasting era! Walking in love era and renewing my mind. I’ve been following you since I was 20, I turned 30 in November. I’m grateful to have witness your growth! Congratulations on 12 years! 🥂Won’t He do it! 🙌🏾

[@shamelessmaya]

Won’t he do it! I’m overjoyed to here we’re drawing closer to God 🙏🏾🎉

[@missjhia]

Praise God. Good for you Maya! I am in my final chapter of my 30’s and so much has changed in a decade. Next year, I will happily and successfully journey into a beautiful chapter of my 40’s which actually excites me. I feel like this 40’s chapter will unfold beyond blessed and so beautiful and I’m grateful 🙏🏾✨🙏🏾

[@shamelessmaya]

My 40s is feeling like my 30s all over again but with way more wisdom 🙏🏾💕

[@missjhia]

@@shamelessmaya I love it! Thank you. My 30’s journey was definitely jam packed with twist and turns but I made it through 🙏🏾✨

[@mwenditas]

Sounds like you’re coming out of your fallow season. After a summer/fall harvest of abundance, the land needs to go fallow and rest. That’s a critical step. Without it, the earth can’t give anymore. You did good slowing down. Thank you for this beautiful video ❤

[@Native-Kitty]

I love that you’re filming in the forest. It’s very refreshing to see. I’m also wondering what you’re doing with your hair because it’s looking beautiful! May God continue to teach and bless you in bountiful ways ❤❤

[@shamelessmaya]

Thank you! I have an update on the hair in the works

[@keryn.n]

Everything about this video is so beautiful.. the shots, the editing, the message, the way you express yourself, you…🥹. I’m living in God’s Grace now too and I love hearing you share along this journey 🫶🏼. Wishing you the very best sis!

[@zanaleezee]

I love the way you edit video Maya. And I’m a nature lover so seeing all those trees and woods just makes me breath deeper and inspires me to go on a Spring nature walk myself. Thanks for sharing! 🙏🏾✨❤

[@MaxMayaLiving]

So proud of you my love 💕

[@HolaSoyGrel]

I've been following you for soooo long and seen all of your eras and growth and it's been so inspiring. Thank you for opening the doors of your life for us to see

[@GracefullyKaren]

There are many books in me to write but this is the one of many 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾. The birthing season. God is at work. Forever faithful. Maya, glad that you are well. We look forward to the release of your book. Awesome video 🥁🤗

[@galegreenlee5698]

I don't remember how I heard about you or how long I've been following you, but it's been awhile. Thank you for sharing your journey with us for so long: from the beauty videos, the travel, your relationship, moving to Sweden, and now motherhood. Your transformation and the entire journey is beautiful. I can't wait to read your book!

[@ZeeMadison123]

I WATCHED THIS FOUR TIMES ! I’m in awe, the immaculate content , the story telling , the new chapter , the edits , the way you brought me to Christ 😮❤😢- you’re a gem! Let him use you gurl ❤

[@kxdsheldy]

Similar season as you. Message received 🌹

[@colorfulsin]

I never like or comment but .. the transparency is something to celebrate 🎉 thank you. Finally, someone human!

[@tinawonderfullymade]

Absolutely beautiful from beginning to end.❤ I feel like once I turned 41 this past November something switched inside of me. I want to be a vessel for God and do His will, not my own. I too am on this journey I feel to finding my purpose in this stage in life. It’s crazy how u talked about sharing your testimony because I just uploaded mine yesterday. I was nervous but felt the Lord saying it’s time🙏🏽

[@AndreiaKarlsen]

Hi! Wow, my chapter now is: living in Norway (original from Brazil), 40 years old, first time mother with a 2 year old girl born here in Scandinavia, tired of winters, no friends, and lost in identity! Hey yo! Gif saved us! And Hod bless you for your videos that inspire me! Thank you! 🙏🏽🥰🐶 Keep strong girl! And keep growing!

[@hometohem]

I feel you 1000%. I'm an Angeleno that's been living in Sweden going on 7 years. It's been tough, yet rewarding. Community is sooo important! Glad you're back!

[@sboc]

The woods look so calming and peaceful.

[@urban.sheshe]

Mayaaa!!!LOVEEE the editing...exited for the new videos coming up in this channeel!!...much lovex

[@MsNeal2023]

Amen! I have literally watched you for a decade Maya!!!! Oh my. For me: I am expecting my first biological child, in my 30s w/ step teens, and this journey with a spouse i never knew i deserved and a baby i never knew i could carry has truly changed me. I am so here for growth and FORWARD; in life, in love, in drawing closer to God and shedding the old to welcome the new. THANK YOU FOR SHARING ❤

[@slineyam]

It’s so interesting to think that while there are seasons to the weather, more times than not I’ve noticed we have similar seasons in our lives. Sounds like you’ve been in winter season of resting, hibernating, and processing- so excited to see where this spring season of life takes you!

[@WithloveTrinize]

I remember being in the goodwill in Harlem and watching you donate stuff...now you're here!!! love

[@ElroiTruth]

Oftentimes, I've felt bizarre because my life seemed so strange. Then I come back to your videos because for some reason God loved me so much, that I discovered your channel years ago, and now we are going through similar things. I see that my life is not so bizarre. Perhaps a small thing, but to me, it makes such a difference. Like you, I've also married and moved to Europe. Had to learn a new language at an older age. Had kids, a few months older than your one, ‘left’ Christianity cause dived into videos like Zeitgeist etc. God had mercy and I'm back. Now we are in the process of moving to the north in Sweden countryside. We've been in isolation for long as well. Going through motherhood in isolation, even in the beauty of nature, can be taxing. Add onto learning a new culture, language, having to learn how to do familiar things in a new country, craving consistency etc. I cannot tell you enough how grateful I am that you vlog and are so honest about life. Like someone else said in the comments, it's really important that 30s & 40- something's vlog because we need to see real helpful conversations. You are doing that. God is using you in His way. I’m a writer and I see that you are writing. I pray that your book is successful. I know it will be good because I've been watching you for years and the way you put your projects together is always organized, good quality and detailed. God designed you with those capabilities. And it's awesome to witness. Your life is a testimony, and I'm excited to see where God is taking you next and the lessons you learn along the way.

[@Tallisbeautiful]

This was beautiful and vulnerable. Thank you for sharing and inspiring us. Right now I’m pregnant with my first child and remembering who I was, who I am now, and looking forward to welcoming who I will become

[@Dijarenuka]

I’ve been watching your journey since the Shameless Maya days and it’s been so wonderful. I actually struggle with wanting to make slower longer video content and find these types of videos helpful to reflect. From your fellow 40’s sister in Christ - I’m in a new place too.

[@walking-in-heals]

Beautiful video! This is definitely a season of rebirth for me as well. Looking forward to seeing more of you. You’ve always been so inspiring and real.❤

[@keypeace2466]

I watch cooking videos when I’m fasting as well. I was inspired as well do cook so many things when my fast was over

[@shamelessmaya]

I can’t believe I’m enjoying baking especially while fasting

[@aimeeb6954]

Similar season, I use to watch your channel when I was younger and it’s amazing to witness your growth. You’re living in your purpose honeybee.

[@kaylaelizabethlopez]

That thumbnail!!!😍👏👏👏

[@fabric.soundz]

Lady, you are magic! You’ve come so far and I’ve been catching up on your channel. That light and eagerness to learn and grow. Can’t wait for your book 🎉

[@akalady03]

Yes! We miss Shameless Maya. Life is too short to live a life you don’t love. You taught us that. I wish you true happiness.

[@mrs.liztomasi4120]

God loves you and wants a relationship with you! For real! I love that and it’s so true. I turned 42 in December and my eldest son (I have 4) turned 18 in November and will be graduating high school. I’m a little further ahead in the age group than you but I’m still learning so much everyday from him and his brothers. It’s a lot of watch and wait. It’s hands down my favorite thing I’ve been called to do. I’m quite literally obsessed with my children. Looking forward to your book and videos Maya! God bless you, Max and Saga!

[@StyleNina]

Same. Having a baby overseas with no community, your family and village. Super hard and living somewhere where the winter is dark, cold and dreary is even harder. Thanks for sharing this Maya. 🙏🏾❤️

[@NatalehNicole]

Loved this video ❤ So raw, so needed. I’m in a similar season. Rediscovering me but now even more in Christ than ever before. God is truly refining us all ❤❤

[@cshawdie]

I've missed seeing you, Maya! Been here since the days of you and La Toya in Canada.. enjoying your growth in Christ!! Keep going, girl!🎉

[@missachickapee]

Wow Maya, I have been rocking with you (and Jackie) a long time. From NYC self discovery and hair care videos (shout out to Vatika coconut oil), to LA Boss and creative Maya to life reflections in the Swedish countryside. It's been a pleasure.

[@salmasky9739]

You’ve been so helpful to me in the last year. I’ve struggled a lot. But it’s so comforting having other women chime in about this phase that feels like an existential crisis but is actually an opportunity to connect with ourselves more and for the believers, recognize and strengthen our relationship with God. You’ve been a sister. Thank you. 🤍 This was beautiful.

[@AbrahimHoyteTV]

Always good to see your journey Maya. I am in my reaping season. I done did all the work and now I am enjoying the fruits of my labour.

[@shamelessmaya]

I’m so happy for you 🙏🏾💕

[@Finestgirleva]

May He grace you with more in this season of your life.

[@JAMlight702]

This video resonates with me so much. I think as creators, we continuously grow through cycles, chapters, frequencies. You finding any time at all to share where you are on your journey is such a gift. This video is a great reflection of just how deep you are in your creative process, how much you are truly growing. To be so vulnerable (as a mother, partner, artist, human) is a whole new level of shameless! Rooting for you. May the birds of the new season carry with them clarity and wisdom.

[@blueblackyellow]

Wow Maya, I have seriously grown up with you as I began watching you a long, long time ago and to see you here today as a Godly woman, wow! you have really grown beyond and above your peers from youtube. God bless you more! never stop inspiring us.

[@DaphneValcin]

This video was so absolutely warm, peaceful, personal, and authentic. You have a gift for connecting and encouraging and I so appreciate it! And I'm where you're at--loving God and navigating life's fascinating twists and turns :)!

[@Whataboutmommys123]

Your growth, sincerity, transparency and to simply witness his knights hand upon you is pretty amazing Maya! As you know I have been following you for quite some time. I would absolutely love for us to connect in this chapter. Praying for his perfect will. Congrats on writing and this bomb editing.

[@jaz1elise]

This was a beautiful video, Maya! I'm glad that you're back! God has me in many different seasons which include the season of transition and the season of purging.

[@SoniaBDorsey]

So glad to see Dr Munroe’s work has made an impact on you….beautiful video. Thank you.

[@KimmieKerney]

This video was so relatable! I find myself always saying “ life just be life-in” and “ life happens” when crazy things get thrown at me and I’m trying to stand on business as a mother, wife, content creator and still an employee because I have a full time job. Isolation is not joke but sometimes it’s comes with growth.

[@npnarratives]

I am in my "coming back to Jesus/God" season, and it is beautifully and makes me question how I managed to get this far without my connection with Him. Also, I am writing and educating others through the act of journaling /writing therapies. Life is good right now. My children are healthy and my partner is amazing. Overjoyed with gratitude and love. Blessed 🙌🏾. I hope you are all well

[@PatriciaMoonn]

I love how you always keep it so real. Every single time. I am currently fasting all social media (besides YT) because, like you said, socials are super distracting and I feel like all the noise is blocking me from hearing God more clearly. Im in a very vulnerable season of my life, a "chrysalis" phase where I am deeply reconnecting with God and myself. I have no idea what is to come and I'm rediscovering me. I'm ok with the unknown, though, cause I surrendered my life to God. Every thing you said resonated deeply. Thank you

[@rachelraquelRandR]

I wish I knew how to edit like you OMG sooo good! but yes im the same when fasting, I find a joy in creating meals for my family and have a different perspective when cooking. Love the videos, keep them coming as you feel led to ❤

[@summerangel107o]

I’m going to be 30 towards the end of this month and this is a weird season for me. I was teaching but I quit - and now am long term subbing. I’m not sure what I’ll do next. I will be finishing my masters in a few months, so I’m excited for that! I’m used to having a plan, but everything I grasp at feels wrong. So I guess you could say I’m in a season of uncertainty, but one thing I am certain of is God’s love for me and His faithfulness. It’s amazing what he’s done in your life, and just thank you for putting yourself out there and allowing us to come along on this journey with you for so long. You’re a blessing Maya!

[@SwahiliSpicE]

That thumbnail though 🤓. Production quality is chef's kiss 👌🏽. I learned about studio lighting from one of your videos way back in the day. Still use my iPhone under a blanket to do voiceovers. I appreciate the work put into this. Love ya girl! ❤

[@healwithmare]

Social media is such a blessing and a distraction. I never know what to do about it 😅

[@tosha904]

I love this!! Been watching you since you dared to be Shameless and I remember when you shaved your beautiful hair. You have inspired me and continue to do so. I'm loving the evolution. God is so good! Btw, when are you making your 1st film because this was beautiful❤❤

[@Tiffany_14]

I got a little emotional watching this 🥹 I was just telling my friend about you and how much I’ve missed you. I’m in my season of motherhood as a mommy of two now and balancing my multiple creative sides and being a wife. Can’t wait to hear more about your book 😊

[@Omega7ish]

Maya you were missed welcome back!! Loved the video. Editing, lighting, sound and Gods beautiful forest. I LOVED the transition from the bedroom to the forest. I’ve been keeping up with y’all over on Max and Maya Living☺️👋🏾❤️

[@shamelessmaya]

Thank you beautiful for staying up to date with us and supporting us!

[@nathaliasimone_]

I love it !! You already sound carefree, beautiful, and shameless. I love it 😁🤍& thank you for the reminder about our relationships with God 😁🤍

[@diyata]

You don’t post often here but each time you do, I feel energized. Just as I was 12 years ago. ❤❤❤

[@thequeenv83]

You’re so wonderful! Thank you for being you and showing up and sharing your life with us. Greatly appreciate you.❤ God bless you.!

[@PumiNxumalograce]

Hey Maya I’ve always wanted to tell you, you inspire me. I admire your freedom and boldness. Your journey of fearlessness and authenticity is encouraging. Watching you do it with God is the cherry on top. All the best on the next chapter.

[@AnjoliMonae]

Yes! Yes! Yes! Fasting brings forth many breakthroughs in creativity, relationship with God. I love James Phred and Myles Monroe wisdom teachings!! You are in the deep!!! So awesome!!

[@shamelessmaya]

I’m ALL IN!!!

[@heatherpizano6410]

i love you maya, been watching since you shaved your head! so happy about this update, you are amazing!!

[@Blahgirl283]

It’s always so refreshing to hear your insights Maya bc there’s a joy and a hope and a grace that comes from it and it just reminded me of how important it is to give ourselves grace. Life is going to life, but when our soul settles again - oh There’s such a joy and a hope we find. And such a Joy and a Hope when we rest in Him. Thanks Maya for sharing your insights and the lessons you’re learning along the way, it’s always encouraging! Happy return to Spring!

[@poshglampristine4044]

I loved everything about this. I noticed towards the end of last year I was ready to step into slow living and leave the need to hustle…it’s a work in progress and I don’t think I ever realized how much society pushes you to keep going, be a boss…I look forward to walking with you on this faith journey ❤❤

[@LauraSantos-nx3io]

This is awesome! I'm so glad that you are back! Always loved your way to see the world! Can't wait for another video!🎉

[@shorteelan]

Maya! I’ve been with you on your entire journey. At first when you spoke about being gone, I thought you were talking about trip. You have taught me so much over the years and I’m about to turn 40. I see you as an inspiration. Black lady, with a little dog living life unapologetically. I love every moment of it. I thought I’d drop off once the baby came, but I didn’t. I needed to see those struggles too. I don’t have kids, but I need to see you parenting in order to see you being authentic. Motherhood is definitely not all about cute baby clothes and smiles. Shameless is how I lived. I bought your recommendations, hair tips and attempted to improve my social media through every video you made. I look forward to your books and reaching back to the Shameless days. God gave you skills and those skills are a gift!

[@nicolegrayson5301]

Hi I’ve watched you years ago would the time you shaved your head lol but to see you on your Christian journey like myself is confirmation for me ! God bless you and your beautiful family!!

[@michy2491]

It’s so refreshing to have witnessed your evolution over the years. In my current season of discovering who I am at this stage of my life, your videos are a reminder to embrace and navigate every season with grace. Also, in each season God will teach you a lesson that will help you grow.

[@sharlaamysamuel]

This video is simply beautiful. Appreciating the past, looking to the future and trying your best to be content in the present. I hope all goes well with your book. God is good.🙌🏾

[@Neonstarzz84]

I follow you on all platforms and am still thrilled to see this video pop up. I love your positivity and transparency and really did miss these videos! I am in a very similar season, I'm turning 40 this year, writing my first book and beginning life as an artist...at 40! The journey is so hard and sometimes I feel so lost and defeated, but then something like this pops up and I just see it as a sign that I'm on the right path and I need to just...power through. Thank you for uploading! Love you so much!

[@Doloresntheforest]

Speaking in nature is literally my “start my KZbin “ idea. So I love to see that your in nature and speaking, updating and being vulnerable, love it. ❤

[@heycurlylox]

Can I just say 2...maybe 3 things lol. 1. I've been watching you since 2012 because you had some videos that helped me get my curly hair journey going. Loved you back then and love you now! 2. THIS video spoke to me. Im in my 30s and have a 1.5 year old son. The struggle just being a parent is real. Really real lol. And to parent with your partner in not only an isolated or small town but without any familiarity support, that is HARD. I moved from the Los Angeles area to a small town in Texas during the height of covid to live with my now husband. His family is in Texas. I first saw it as an adventure, a journey. But it soon got to be too much for me. ME, someone who has been adaptable. All to say, your story is so relatable and I appreciate you putting these experiences into words that some of us didn't know how to verbally express! ✌🏽💕

[@RickiEditsLifeMedia]

You have been such an inspiration for me ever since I found you on KZbin and followed your journey! I am in the season of doubt but I am not letting that happen! This year I have named my “What If” year! What if I take that Chance and fight through that fear that’s holding me back!

[@khadiaba9906]

Your messages always come right on time! May God continue to bless you and keep you aligned on your path! 🩷🙏🏽

[@rubyregiste]

Beautiful message Mya. Pure words. God loves us indeed ❤! I can’t wait for that book. I’m a momma in remote Alaska, moved from the sunny Caribbean so I get you! ❤❤ God bless you and your family and all what you’re pursuing. He will help you!

[@caraalana4478]

You learn so much as a new Mom, it is good to remember that what you found to work for you may not work for others. Keep doing you boo

[@Chocaz]

Hej Maya, du är en av mina favorit personer på KZbin! Underbar video. Jag gillar att du pratar om betydelsen av att komma närmare Gud🙏🏿❤️ just nu är ert ramadan, fastemånaden, och denna ppminelse är viktigt. Ser fram emot fler videos fr dig, och att läsa din bok 😊🤗

[@Theeantisocialextrovert]

Omg I just found one of your old videos from 12 years ago! I used to love your content so much

[@JIJII420]

Arrgh 😍😍. Just watching Maya grow and evolve is so beautiful. Like all chapters in her life, I love this one she is on.

[@knowtice_b2b]

Such a beautiful video diary.

[@PortizoMedia]

Aggghhhhh, the story telling and editing. SO GOOD!!!

[@CandiWare]

Love seeing you and follow you on your max and maya channel. I'm in a who knows season of life haha I have a 2 year old still sorting out what it is to be a mother and being an artist

[@WilliamsPinch]

God bless you and your home.

[@AnjoliMonae]

Love you! So true! God Loves us and wants is closer!

[@kinilofeamaetala5388]

I just want to say im turning 24 in a few months. I feel like I've been going through an identity crisis. I'm outgrowing things and people but im starting to realize that there is fulfillment and beauty in finding yourself without distraction or compromise. I've been watching since I was in high school and it's been so beautiful to see where you are now. Love to you, Maya!

[@angelyoung3140]

I love the person you have become

[@imnkeh101]

I heard your story of coming back to Jesus from new age. And so many things you went through i too did. And ive been watching your videos through out my ”awakening” over 10 years ago. Feels cool to come back to Jesus aswell. The enemy brought me back to Jesus. It was the only thing that eased spiritual attacks. I would never had let go of new age. Its kind of hard to let go of yoga and meditation but it was all a lie. It only had me addicted to the promise of becoming healed and bonding with people over trauma and excessive vulnerability.

[@Kymba30]

Good to see you Maya, and even better to HEAR you! I love where you are with your walk with the Lord. I am right there with you and could not be happier about it. I recently finished a 3 day Esther fast - just water and it was one of my toughest fasts to date. I too, was watching all kinds of cooking videos, however they just made me want to eat therefore I had to stop !😅 Keep being shameless for the Lord and you'll be fine. See you on your next video!