Why I Had to Quit YouTube.

0:00 Stupid Creator stuff.
0:30 Actual Into.
1:09 Mostly dead (My heart stopped).
3:10 ˙uʍopǝpısdn pǝuɹnʇ pןɹoʍ ǝɥʇ
5:36 Grandpa.
6:25 That Dragon Cancer.
8:20 What happens next?
9:47 Dancing Monkey (No More)
11:14 "If you can live your life without an audience..."
12:43 "...Do it."
13:15 Closing thoughts.
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[@TrailFeatures]

*Homework:* Call someone you haven't talked to in a while, or call a therapist today. *_Extra credit:_* Do both in any order you'd like.

[@SkillsWithPhil]

I know when I lost my Dad, and then the following year I nearly lost my mom, it had a very long lasting effect on my drive. It really messed me up emotionally and that whole situation has really effected how I do KZbin to this day. Much of what you said here resonates with me big time.

[@TrailFeatures]

I can only imagine what that must have been like, Phil. 😟

[@trailladymtb7700]

This sounds exactly like my story this last year Phil. My dad just passed this last July. Almost lost mom who dad was taking care of. Dad had cancer and went quick. Etc. Mom barely survived. Etc

[@martinduplak3205]

Can't ignore the massive bawls you have for talking about this stuff. Highest respects to you bro

[@B1KER]

Sorry for you loss dude. Just do you. If you want to make content, cool. If you don't , cool. Either way, you've made a bunch of new friends and have had some great experiences because of it. I wish you the best man.

[@WOLFTICKVIDEOS]

I appreciate that you decided to make this video, and can relate to your unfortunate situation with your health and loss. If there is anything that we can do for you, please let us know.

[@TrailFeatures]

Thank you. ❤

[@TheCrashingDad]

If I’m 100% right there with you on everything here… then I’m sure 90% of all other creators will be right here with you too man 💪🏼 Thank you for this 🤘🏽

[@TrailFeatures]

60% of the time, people are there 100% of the time. 🧮

[@MattyActive]

Thanks for sharing, glad to see your spirits are back up! I recently lost my grandparents too so I can definitely relate.

[@TrailFeatures]

Sorry to hear that, Matty. It's really tough losing Family, especially these days.

[@oldshovel]

Thanks for sharing your story. All the best in whatever you have in your future.

[@ThePetejames]

This type of transparency is what everybody's craving in this world right now whether they realize it or not. I'm on board with you for letting the world see you as you are. I've been working on just this thing for several years, starting more fervently in 2018 when I underwent six months of chemo treatment for Lymphoma Thank you and bless you brother.

[@CaliradoKid]

Great video Joe. I'm especially impressed that you were able to get the chapter title at 3:10 to be upside down. It's moves like THAT that'll keep you at the top of your game.

[@TrailFeatures]

1337 h@x

[@themtnbikegeek]

Thanks for this video Joe! It can't have been easy making this video, but it spoke to me on multiple levels

[@TrailFeatures]

Thanks, Jon!

[@SemiSendy]

Not a pompous or arrogant tangent or rant at all. I feel like this was the most important 14 minutes I've given to KZbin in a while. I'm just shy of a short two years of being on this platform and I can already relate to much of what your saying. Lots of great advice and a solid warning to heed, and I want to say a sincere thank you for all of the support and advice you've given to myself and others even during this much needed health hiatus.

[@TrailFeatures]

The pressure to keep up with other channels is always there if you don't keep it in check with your enjoyment of what you're doing.

[@TheShredist]

This hit me pretty hard, and I can relate in every way. Hoping things look up for you this year, personal happiness is head and shoulders more important than anything else!

[@TrailFeatures]

I think a lot of creators feel this way but worry about how people would think of them if they talk about it.

[@NoahMagBratwurst]

dude as long as you're happy with what you're doing, If think we as an audience are also happy.

[@BlacqueJacqueShellacque_]

I actually like channels that completely randomly release a video...especially when the content is extra good because of it. Singletrack Sampler comes to mind. Who knows when he will upload a video, but most of the time the content is great. Life is short. Do whatever you need to do to enjoy it to the fullest.

[@taunir713]

You are a cool dude, just take your time have fun with whatever you do. We will be here when you feel you want to share with us.

[@mattj6676]

I can tell by the high production value in the way you've always made your videos that you're a very meticulous person, which 90% of the time is a huge asset. The problem is that it's not always easy to turn that off when being perfect with everything isn't necessary. Doing a video is a lot of work, especially the way you do it, with several camera angles, lots of tight editing, good lighting, music, sound, everything. If going for a ride is messed up by that, then going for a ride isn't much fun, which defeats the purpose. If you want to keep doing videos, consider doing just one per month, and/or join up with others you know like Matty Johnson and share the burden of filming and editing a ride and reviewing products. He can review the product and give you the video from his channel which you can "feature" and add your own two cents at the end, which is simpler and the folks sending the stuff will appreciate. They're just looking for word of mouth anyway. Find a way to make it fun again, and if it's not fun, just leave the camera at home. Remember, BIKES ARE FUN!!!

[@kevinhodgins9071]

Sorry for your loss and appreciate your honesty! Stay strong, life is full of up and downs. Here to support you in whatever you choose to do or don’t do!

[@adamdavis354]

Man, this is tough. I of course knew bits and pieces but laying out the full story hits hard. I’m glad you’re able to get the space you need to recharge. The videos you put out are super cool and the people are lucky to get what we can when we do!

[@iffy_too4289]

Thanks so much for the update I often wondered what you're up to and where you went, I dont do socials. I really do miss your content as I love your approach and style but as Im sure someone said sometime "You do you". I look forward to seeing what you put out next, whenever that is - no rush. :)

[@mtb_alan]

Big-ups for posting this, Joseph. Imperfect, mortal, vulnerable, and deeply human. 👊🏾🖤

[@BogartBikes]

Appreciate the video Joseph. Totally agree with your advice. I recently lost my father and will always regret not spending more time or at least talking more to him on the phone.

[@TrailFeatures]

It's very hard to lose someone. But don't let your regrets make you forget of all the times you did share together.

[@BogartBikes]

@@TrailFeatures Thank you for your kind words, it has been a hard couple of days and yes, ive been trying to focus on the happy moments we had. I hope you do keep making videos, in whatever pace youre comfortable with. Your health is def a priority and I hope you overcome your current difficulties ❤❤❤

[@tomshigoka4386]

Sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story with us man.

[@porterdallenbach1639]

This is your best video. I can relate to keeping my priorities straight and deciding what's important in life. This past year has been rough for me and simply admitting to having mental health challenges has been a big feat of its own. Then there's dealing with them. Thanks for making this.

[@boustrisservice1868]

Thank you. Am sorry to hear about your loss. I missed your videos, am a beginner biker and you are one of the 1st channels i found. This video is perfect. Thanks again. Sending my love and symphathy from Boston,MA.

[@adammacer]

Oh man, I literally just subscribed after watching your brakes video and then this came up.. So sorry for your losses and a huge big up for talking about this and yourself in this way - WAY more impressive than being some bro toughing it out - we all, but guys especially, need to talk about this shit and support each other. Glad you came thru it and are feeling yourself again and I couldn't agree more about forgetting about the hustle - do what makes you happy not what the system is telling you you should be doing, because that system is constructed to wring every last drop out of you for the benefit of someone else.

[@rogeriocosta1035]

Thank you, for this video man! I lost my dad for a cancer before the pandemic. There is this feeling that I could not do anything for my dad but, as difficult it can be, I can make some sacrifices to give my mom the best chances against the covid. It has been really difficult for everyone who cares, but we are not alone. Hope it will be over soon. Best regards!

[@fairlyfunctional2236]

sorry to hear about your problems,that sucks. i think you are absolutely correct about many utubers making content they don't care about to appease an algorithm. i totally respect your decision to make the content that's important to you,that's great. hang in there brother.

[@TegFilatov]

Dur... Hope you a good 2022 and hope to see you soon on video with good pleasure and authenticity.

[@RealDorianGray453]

F*** expectations! If someone likes your content they're willing to wait. Maybe eagerly but they'll wait. Your health especially your mental health is way more important than any expectation of some random person. I learned that the hard way when I lost my dad to cancer some ten years ago. Look out for your health and for your loved ones. Everything else comes second! Or third. Loved your video and your honesty! Thank you so much for that!

[@playgroundchooser]

Damn man. Things like this are the reason I'm missing your vids. I could always tell how much of a good person you are through the videos, and this just reaffirms it. 👍 Happy trails friend!

[@RomansDowntime]

Its not easy being honest when something is bothering you. It takes alot of courage to be open, honest and or to seek help. More power to you brother, I hope for nothing but best to you and your family.

[@TrailFeatures]

Thanks!

[@charliehicks2554]

That's a tough go of it Joe. Appreciate your openness and ability to talk about this. Mental health should be nurtured, not stigmatized as it is now. Hope your health is good now and look forward to anything and everything you put out. Cheers!

[@luvjazz22]

Joseph, thanks for sharing some personal stuff. That was not easy. Your loyal subscribers look forward to any and all content whenever you put it out there, period. Your health and family comes first for sure. Hope to run into you some day to personally say thank you for what you do.

[@mrpercussive]

Thank you for sharing. It's really comforting for everyone to know that it's okay to have feelings and be real and not have to put up a facade. It's especially good to know as well that everyone could use a little help and there's no need to feel shame or whatever to ask for it. Thank you

[@mobilemootykuh3929]

Hi, thanks a lot for this video. It was good to hear your insights and you are totaly right..Unfortunately it is very common and completely normal to go to dentisst, fix your bones in a hospital etc, but if it comes to mental health a lot people place you in the crazy-corner. Hope tht your video encourages people to change their mindset. All the best and carry on.

[@huntstyle]

Man, sorry for all that you've had to go through. That is rough. And I'm totally with you on the burnout, and not having to document everything, and just creating whatever content you feel like creating, whenever you feel like creating it! My channel is slowly dying, but whatever. I'm over the stress of "having" to put a video out every Thursday. If you ever make it up to Idaho let me know!

[@kevinhunt7434]

Truly valid points well put. Thank you for your open attitude and kind words. Be well and good luck mate. Cheers from Kev.

[@qcjeremy]

Stumbled on your page while searching for Marin Rif Zone info. Love it. Keep it real bruh. Take care of yourself first and foremost.

[@tonyhruzek4250]

Joe, I have been following you since you were in Austin and I always look forward to what you put out there. I have no expectations for what you want to produce, I just like your prospective! NO BS!. As fare as you doing what ever you want that is what life is about. Don't worry about the garbage from the trolls. Hell they can't really affect your life anyway. Keep it real and be well!

[@stefanglad3583]

Condolences for your losses, nothing but boatloads of respect for that statement. Great so see you back, even if it isn´t as frequent as before.

[@ElevationEveryWeekend]

I hear ya man, also challenges in life here too. I got caught up into feeling the need to document everything and post on a schedule and the whole aspect of staying in your niche. I have decided I am going to make videos on the stuff I want, when I want.

[@jgarbutt1378]

Fantastic that you are opening up about the stresses of your life. The easiest way to to feel better is to tell people and get it off your chest. It takes something to talk about those things. Well done.

[@chrisjohnson4733]

Sorry for you losses had to have been hard. I lost my uncle in 2020 and wasn't able to go to his funeral because I had covid. Your mental health is very important. Take care and we will see you around or not do what's best for you.

[@_CrankZilla]

✌🏾❤️ Bro. Thanks for sharing these stories and all the rad adventures / content over the years.

[@SLONish805]

Love all your stuff whenever it comes out. Keep being you Joseph.

[@aaronhamlin8366]

Glad to hear the update and that your doing well.

[@ericpeysar2593]

Being that real takes courage man. I always said if someones life looks too good, you just dont know them well enough. I really appreciate what you said about talking to someone. Id add that if you dont click with a therapist, no big deal, try another one. Just like friends, you dont click with everyone. Thanks

[@TrailFeatures]

This is a very good point!

[@keosoutdooradventures]

Condolences to you and your family, thanks for the video

[@grn9209]

Joe opening up and sharing is admirable and healthy. The last 24 months have been as you said tough on everyone. As a counselor who works in education mental health is extremely important. This subscriber will be here🤗👊🏼

[@ivanferenac]

Great video Joseph, thank you so much for sharing. Mental health should be something we talk about more.

[@WalkerBikes]

Wow dude, I had just started watching your channel before your break, that was a really genuine and insightful video. I hope you are doing better and those around you. I have a full time job and do a TON of bike stuff on the side, I've debating making a channel, as people around me have recommended it, but I always have the opinion the in back of my head that I just like doing the stuff for my own pleasure, I would fear feeling pressure to upload everything. Thanks for that perspective. I'll certainly continue as an avid viewer regardless of upload schedule and content.

[@TrailFeatures]

I think it fine sharing things you're passionate about, but don't the pursuit of views take over your life.

[@BrianVaughn]

I went thought the same with my uncle. He died from COVID in 2020 and we didn't make that trip to the funeral. You just gotta do what you can and make the right choices for you.

[@copdwarriormcdonald7968]

I hear you 1000%! As a Combat Veteran and medically Retired LEO, I have been doing Mental Therapy and suffer from severe Sleep Apnea! Keep Going and Make sure you take care of number 1 first Brother! OORAH See you down the trails!!!!

[@blink3790]

I bought the gt avalanche, just because you made a review of it, and i was really stocked. then depression hit, and when you weren't uploading vids, i wasn't riding. mental health is a serious problem. go talk to someone about your problems, it dont even have to be a specialist, just a friend or someone, who listens to you. it will makes you feel a lot better... Im happy youre back Joseph, im sorry for what you've went through, and i hope you stay strong, friend!

[@TrailFeatures]

Life gets rough at times. It can help to push ourselves to do something we once enjoyed to break though that depression barrier and remember why we got into it in the first place. Try to get out on your bike soon!

[@blink3790]

@@TrailFeatures thanks brother, much appreciated

[@JCozzyphotos]

i have seen your chanel but this upload made me subscribe. My family is much like yours and currently my baby brother has aggressive cancer. sadly it has touched my family on several occasions. I have great respect for you mate.

[@TrailFeatures]

I'm so very sorry to hear that. Hoping for the best possible outcome. ❤

[@jorrelrivera1460]

Thank you for this video. I also started my own youtube channel and you are one of the creators that I look up to. I was able to monetize it in just a few months. Life took over and I stopped uploading videos.

[@TrailFeatures]

There are a lot of great things about creating content, but never feel like you "have" to make it.

[@jenovaizquierdo]

Thank Joe for making this video, sorry for your lost, I will keep in mind to call my relatives. I will support you and cannot wait to see more of you content man. 👍🤩

[@slavikamex]

Very sound advice. Great video. Keep on keeping on!

[@Hanmieson]

Your gt sensor video helped me alot in deciding to buy it 3 years ago.Thank you.

[@rgmtb]

Yeah man, after getting the big C my my mind was messed up. Talking to a therapist was golden for me. All the best to you buddy ❤️

[@TrailFeatures]

Glad you're still with us, Gene.

[@Elena14204]

I feel for you man.. i lost my grandma in November to cancer She died in the same hospital i was born in. It was heartbreaking. Ever since then ive lost all motivation. Im still in high school but i think im going to drop out because the stress is too much. Im already pretty mentally unstable and my only getaway is bikes. Its the only thing i have motivation for. Anyways I wish you well. Im sorry for ur losses and im glad ur still alive.

[@TrailFeatures]

I’d urge you to stay in school. Life can be really fought at times, but it does get better. Talk to your school psychologist. Not only can they help you deal with the emotional weight, they can help work with your teachers to give you some extra support in class.

[@thesouthernwoodsmanuk216]

For some reason your video came in my watch list. What you said moved me. I have put editing on the side and just getting out and filming. And at times just enjoying being out. I decided a month ago. I will just upload the clips as they are . Getting out is my priority. I like editing but I need to be out of the house due to working in a hospital and my way of winding down is being outdoors. And I live making videos and practicing. When I am ready I will edit the mountain of footage eventually. Thanx dude. God bless . Sorry about your family losses. Take care .

[@iamme3364]

Thank you so much for your insight. I am so happy and proud of how you peresevered.

[@rogerarmendariz7633]

I agree the last 2 years have had negative impacts on a lot of people including myself. I hope life goes back to normal for you , I enjoyed your content . Take care ✌️

[@arandombeeintx3929]

Hey man. This is awesome. My heartfelt condolences for your losses, and my gleeful cheers to your health! Never think that you are obligated towards an audience or any algorithm. [/insertmatrixjokeherelater]. Hugs, lubs, and tire rubs!

[@RLSteffler]

I'd rather see a post about some art that you like or a side project you did than see a 10th review on the latest Bluetooth dropper post, so I like this. It's nice following normal people who have personalities outside of biking. I hope you're doing well.

[@jjr1314]

Thanks for the update. Takes guts to talk about stuff like that. Even though I miss your content, I totally get it. I want nothing but the best for you so do what you gotta do to make it work for you! Maybe one day we will catch a ride together. That would be cool.

[@TrailFeatures]

For sure!

[@mackyoring8927]

Praying for you sir 🙏

[@Nachimir]

Doing videos in your own time, on your own terms, only when you feel inspired to, makes you *exactly* the kind of person I want to watch stuff by. Well done for going against the algorithmic grain, it's one of the things that's chewing us all to pieces

[@FreerideQuebec]

Thanks for being honest and truthful with us, but the most important is being honest with yourself, thanks for everything

[@workhorsemtb7075]

Great stuff, man. I aint going anywhere. Sorry, you had to go through all of that.

[@JGooden762]

Hey, from one Joseph to another, hang in there. I lost my grandfather during the pandemic too to dimensia and I couldn't go to his funeral. It's rough. Thanks for talking about therapy. It really does help. Even virtual therapy visits have helped me a lot. It seems to me that you have gotten to a very wise and mature point with your content creation philosophy. Keep living your life for you, man.

[@TrailFeatures]

I know a few people who have family members suffering with dementia/Alzheimer's, it takes an incredible amount of strength to go through that. My Best to you and yours.

[@JGooden762]

@@TrailFeatures I appreciate that, thank you and likewise.

[@kevjob1]

Props to you for doing this video. It is very hard to admit we need mental help. I lost both my parents 6 months apart in 1995, it took me forever to get back to feeling normal. MTB is what saved me, I used the little money I got and bought a Zaskar GT and rode the hell out of that. Just got back into biking last year after 15 years off the bike. Hope you get back on the bike soon! I am in Lakewood and would love to ride with you if you ever wanted to, White ranch or Lair o Bear or whatever!

[@gregstevens2917]

Great message, couldn't agree more...

[@kaseykohler1490]

My brother in law attempted suicide a few times in 2020 and unfortunately suceeded in 2021. My grandma passed away in 2020 as well. I also had heart issues and was dealing with that as well. It sounds like life really wants to test us these past few years. Hopefully you are making progress towards keeping your mental health a priority. My only recourse for all this bs is that happiness is not the only goal in life nor should it be the default. We have all these emotions and it is okay to feel mad, sad, or glad.

[@dougbikescle5405]

I’ve been dealing with mental health issues my entire life. Getting back into bikes as an adult has helped me immensely. Even if I’m stressed about a feature, I’m no thinking about all of the problems going on. It’s my escape. Yes, I see a therapist & take medication. But finding my zen in the woods is the needed addition that can’t be prescribed.

[@TrailFeatures]

Biking is not a replacement for professional help, but it is a fantastic addition to it. 👌

[@mikesimms1]

Good video! I'm hoping the turmoil of the last few years will finally get society to appreciate the importance of mental health. The analogy of the injured athlete is spot on. BTW, I know the algorithm prefers regular content, but I personally prefer quality over quantity. Random videos delivered at random intervals will still show up in my Subscriptions list. I also have people I haven't talked to in a while and should probably work on that.

[@ThePedro8-25-78]

Hey man,long time sub first time commenter!! Thanks for sharing your story and I hope you are doing well with your health and mental hurdles(no judgment,we all have them)! I think most of your viewers will watch damn near anything you create,I mean Seth made avocado toast a few weeks back and I think I watched that vid twice lol! Most of us are here for the entertainment and the information delivered weather it’s mtb or geek stuff,which most of the mtb’rs I know are geeks including myself!so make what you want and run it up the flag pole and if people don’t like it….F em, those aren’t your true fans! Cheers man and stay well during this winter and Covid nonsense!!!👍🏻

[@michaelmechex]

Wow, you really had a rough couple of years. I'm genuinely sorry about that. I think it's completely acceptable to have youtube as a hobby. Many people pursue youtube fame in search of profits, but only a few get there, others get burnt out and frustrated. You obviously don't need it. Post as many or as little as you find enjoyable, take care of yourself first!

[@TrailFeatures]

The fastest way to be miserable on KZbin is to only do it for fame and money.

[@FoCoFlowShow]

Thanks for posting… life is fleeting but you are not alone. Finding our identity in our work/art will always leave us unfulfilled. I find my identity in the Lord, I hope the same for you … doesn’t mean life is perfect but it does mean you have hope in any/all circumstances.

[@BuildBreakFix]

Heart Block/stop depending on where ya from is not anything that will kill yeah. More so an uncomfortable thing that happens few seconds and sucks. Had it for 20 years now. I know people will look at that comment as WTF. Honestly I say it as a person had to deal with it for years now. Many don't realize fear you get over it and when you realize it's not deadly it's not so hard to deal with. Even with that said! I would hope ya come back some time make more videos one day when your up to it! I use to enjoy watching them! Wish ya the best of luck with everything man! Can't take back the past only move forward with life and make the best of things to come!

[@Wannaridebikes]

I went through a issue. With my health. Being I help people with mental illness and addiction I understood what was going on but being I can help some one else I did not help myself. When I had learn to speak about what I was feeling it became better in life and myself. And I was at my worse I had to relearn how to walk and even feed myself. In rehab I had to climb 8 steps I could not. A nun told me the pain is getting to the top your passion will get you to the top so I know about a brain tumor….. so me I am a motivational apeaker as well. And you are correct people with any mental health. Your afraid to speak because you’ll be out casted. I help people because someone helped me. Stay strong. And just remember to speak how you feel. ..I’ll be there for ya

[@MarkLargo]

I needed to see this. Thank you.

[@toby9999]

Just discovered your channel, only to discover your loss. I can empathise. I've lost my grandparents and I lost my mum, dad and my sister a few years back. It's tough. Look after yourself.

[@Andythebrush]

Just do what makes you feel happy and to hell with expectations of others, good luck with your future adventures. Big thumbs up to you and all the best .

[@olaeriksson9714]

Not everybody loves consistancy. What ever is interesting is interesting... In the moment. BTW... You are are an interesring person that express your self in a nice and coherent way about interesting stuff... And what is on your mind. Looking forward to when you feel like releasing a new video and enjoy doing that. Enjoying life it seams is the thing to do with your days... So...please do so.

[@forstreaming4210]

Hey, first off sorry for your lost.. Welcome to the sleep apnea club, it sucks I know but its growing more and more lol. I've been watching you for over a year now, I was first interested in getting a giant talon but then got interested in a Vitus, I ended up getting a northrock fat bike from Costco (funny how that worked out lol), I'm still looking at the Vitus nucleus vrs 29.. Anyhow do whatever brings less stress to your life, be well and happy as can be..

[@downtoridemtb]

How’s the heart doing now? Hopefully at least you’re able to still get out and ride. I’m going through something similar. So far we have figured out it is going in and out of A-fib. More testing to figure what’s causing it but for now it’s under control with meds. Anyway between that, an injury, and getting covid, I haven’t ridden in a month. Anyway, I know better days are coming and I hope the same is true for you.

[@anzaborrego399]

Prayer sent. Oh, yeah. Nutrition is powerful. Look into keto, intermittent and long term fasting, maybe even carnivore diet. I'm down more than 20 pounds and feel so good both physically and mentally. Healing has accelerated.

[@Veionacycling-kw7sg]

Thanks for your video, waiting for you back here, keep healthy.

[@THEREALVICTOR1]

Welcome back all the best of health

[@justjoe1071]

That heartburn issue is no joke when it really hits you. Relieving to get that results from doctors, but a mind screw.

[@jessgorman7896]

Im down to watch whatever you want to put up. Into IT an printing as well as biking.

[@TheMediocreMountainBiker]

I think we can all understand taking a break after the world kicks you in the nuts several times. I hope your health issues get sorted out soon. Taking care of ones body and mind surely doesn’t get easier as one gets older.

[@TrailFeatures]

Nope. Not at all. 👴

[@danielsal5442]

Thanks for this video!

[@THEREALVICTOR1]

You got me to purchase the Axum before you left Thank you

[@RichardsWorld]

Stay strong. Livestrong

[@k1ghz960]

What did you do about the Sleep Apnea? Many of us have it and surgery is something we should try to avoid. Thanks much. Without good sleep nothing works right.

[@TrailFeatures]

Got on a CPAP. Took a bit to get used to but now won’t sleep without it.

[@varrunningtrains4112]

Do you still have the footage from this by chance? Would love to see it!