WHY I LEFT YOUTUBE / THE FUTURE OF MY CHANNEL

[@ACMortmaine]

Contrary to what a lot of youtube viewers seem to think, you do not owe us anything. If you put up content, then bonus for us, we get to see your awesome face! If you don't, then we should all be respectful. I do not understand the sense of "ownership" viewers seem to feel over youtubers when they subscribe to a channel. So, please do what makes you happy, only make videos when you want to, and also, your hair looks amazing in this video!

[@BORNIN199X]

Brittany Knowles Preach 👏

[@smallkrall5367]

Yessss

[@mercysegen9453]

True, for us it's free anyways. It's a bit weird to feel "ownership" of a youtube video. It would be like having a conversation with someone and saying "no please stop talking about things the way you do, I don't like it".

[@sarahlippy3361]

This was so brutally honest, and I think that's what this community needs. Props to you for being able to overcome all the anxiety and emotions surrounding what you do. Can't wait to see what the future holds for you, lots of love xx

[@fiftyfive16]

Thanks for the honesty! You'll always be a legend Steph. Do you!

[@livingrosa]

Love this video! I have a lot of the same feeling lately about our channel. ❤️ Post What makes you happy!

[@respectvriendschaprelatie2922]

Living Rosa It's the same for you girls! Be who you are and stay who you are! Every youtuber should be who they are, i hope that one day everyone will comment with love and not hate.. 😘

[@geema2281]

I love you ladies so much!

[@brandybird9941]

love your channel the way it is!!!

[@larcballet1349]

Living Rosa you ladies are the best kind of wired and wonderful that I see a lot of myself and my partner in. Real truth is better than fake reality tv

[@carolinevel94]

[@thatkierstyngirl]

Girl we are here for you no matter what! 💕

[@arianacutie25]

Kierstyn Wiandt yea we are

[@anthonyramirez2576]

Xoxo, Kierstyn wet

[@ashleym2141]

I really needed this. Today I walked out of a job I was scared to leave because I’ve always been scared of taking risks but I realized I had to make myself happy before anything else and I did it ignoring every ounce of anxiety in me.

[@trombone5677]

This is my favorite video of yours hands down. I love it when creators are themselves. I like the character in your other videos but I LOVE the person in this video. Please be yourself and I love the idea of sharing underrepresented voices.

[@annabelle7969]

You are so right your old videos are awsome and if you feel like you need time out of yputube take you are more important

[@anewelement]

Thank you for the honesty you gave in this video! KZbin and the Internet has changed so much and there definitely is a lot of pressure to be a certain way or do a certain thing for followers and likes. Watching your video has been so refreshing and it’s great to see someone who sees this trend and is deciding go their own path despite the external pressures. Thank you for being honest and being true to yourself!

[@JSandwich13]

Know that I support you in whatever you choose to do. You are brilliant and talented, I'll support you in however you choose to share that ❤

[@josep9016]

[@Amae33]

Calvin McLaughlin I love your comment ❤✌🌈

[@JSandwich13]

Pixie Girl 333 thank you very much :) you're really sweet!

[@Amae33]

Calvin McLaughlin awe you are so welcome ☺ 🌻 as are you,clearly sweet and lovely. I hope you have an Amazing Day xox ✌💞🌈

[@daniellemcneil4923]

Do you Steph! Just be happy with who you are and what you do! We’ll be here❤️

[@MunchieCrunchie4E]

This is so real. I love you dear

[@ariesgalindo4547]

I can appreciate another social introvert. Yay for personal space! Thank you for sharing. I started following a while back because I appreciated and still do appreciate your approach.

[@KSparis911]

You are a motivator. The episodes were you talk about your feelings and make points are your best and you are an amazing person! I maybe older but you have inspired me many times, including some of my dark times. As a counselor I congratulate you for this episode as a fan I thank you for it. And as someone who’s developing a podcast with a friend I appreciate the lesson in this. Keep focusing on you the world will be better for it!

[@ONE_shot_GURL]

100% agree.. you can never please everyone, but as long as you are happy, that’s what matters! Glad to see you’re going to do what makes you happy Steph :)

[@erinwolfe3602]

I can understand and relate even though I don't video blog on KZbin. I love watching your videos. You should always be comfortable and confident in just being you. Trust in your heart and be fearless when it comes to those who judge or criticise you. I have been watching a lot of your videos and I have never thought bad of you and I never would judge you. Accept I absolutely love your hair. You have beautiful hair.

[@mnkmnnm]

Thank you Steph. Thank you for sharing your stories and experiences through out the years. I have been following you since I was 16 years old (I am 24 now) and I have always supported your choices. Just keep doing what ever makes you happy. You go girl!

[@DelilahDaDog]

I’m sad that I didn’t find your channel sooner but after binge watching for several hours it is clear that you are hilarious but also a kind and beautiful soul and you deserve to be happy just like everyone else you strive to help. It’s of course easier said than done but you need to do what is best for you because of course you matter too. Your true fans will still be here at the end of the day. All we truly need is a place to find you when you are ready to start showing us the new content regardless of what it may be. I can respect your views and opinions that I have seen from your previous content and I’m excited to see what you decide to do next. Being a positive influence is an honorable endeavor and I truly wish you the best.

[@KriszEdvi22]

You're amazing Steph!!! Don't give up, you got this! Were behind you no matter what

[@bowlingbabe1517]

You are truely a great soul and deserve happiness. So I will be watching for that amazing smile and keep discovering you! Much love.

[@MeiMeiMartin]

i will support you no matter what. i love u so much steph u are so strong and u are such an amazing person. keep smiling ♡

[@More8Than8A8Woman]

I just found your channel a few weeks ago and was so excited to find out there's a new video online. And now I'm really looking forward to the following ones. You say that you are not the inspiring person some people see in you, but I think you are - no matter if it's the “real“ you we see or not, you do inspire us! Do what you love and the people who love the same things will support you. And that's the only support everyone really needs ❤

[@kaceydryden8176]

I love your channel and you because you're realistic and you are true to yourself. I'm looking forward to the changes to come and will always support you as a PERSON . You're a human with real emotions and feelings and you gotta do whats right for you. Your true supporters will see that and stand by your side.

[@alexandrarider1366]

I absolutely love and admire how honest and true you were in this video. I started following you in 2013, I am truly looking forward to see what you bring to the table in 2018, thank you for not making me feel alone!

[@lovemusicbandchorus]

I subbed something like 5 years ago, and I've always admired you, and even more so now. It's hard to be your own person when you are a product to sell, and I'm so happy you're doing what's best for you. I'm just thinking about all the confused teenagers (like I was) looking for some guidance on KZbin, and yet again, you've been a great example to them. Thank you for the years you've put into this, they helped me a lot, and thank you for calling out KZbin.

[@Beepb00p27]

You're incredibly insightful and I kinda got the vibe that you weren't super bubbly but more laid back and chill(I first saw you in one of Anna's videos). I think you're both so beautiful inside and out, as cliche as that sounds. If you're comfortable with it, I'm sure so many ppl would love to see you unfiltered and pursuing the things you want to do💖 All the best in finding your own path, cheers

[@johanna____8462]

You’re videos helped me to well.. feel normal. Thanks for being here. As long as you’re comfortable and happy I’ll be happy for you. I’m so sorry you felt pressured to stay here in a negative space. You’re beautiful smart strong and inspiring for me and many others. So you do what feels right for you. We’ll love you no matter what.

[@mcdoucheybag]

You're amazing. I remember the time I first watched your videos in my early teens. You're right. I was lonely back then too, and you made me feel less lonely with your advice, your opinions and your story. I'm looking forward to anything you're going to post.

[@zuzannababicka2208]

I am super excited for the new content! “Taking care of ourselves isn’t being selfish” maybe you could address this problem or way of seeing this by many people in one of your advice video. You were brave enough to say this online maybe you can help people who struggle to believe in it in their personal life. I am learning this lesson now. Good luck Steph! ❤️

[@marissajohnson4809]

Steph, this video was SO great! Thank you for your transparency and authenticity, it means a lot because it shows that you care. You care about your fans, but more importantly you are taking care of yourself and what you really want first. So thank you for being open and honest. As always, I am really looking forward to the future of your channel and know that it is going to be the best!

[@natashapendergrass8687]

Girl I love how real and honest you are.., You was the first KZbinr I ever watched.I love how real and open you are. You are beautiful and never settle for anything less!

[@madifrausto4210]

IM SO PROUD OF YOU STEPH!! This is what I came to KZbin for, to find real people who share who they are not the ones who are doing crazy random stuff to get views or to be popular. I can’t wait to see every single one of your videos to come! I love you!😘❤️

[@speeeee35]

So true, like the old school YTers like Shane or Jenna Marbles, I actually feel like I KNOW them, like they're my friend. I can't explain it, but I know anyone who's been into KZbin and KZbinrs for a long time and especially since before the change knows exactly the feeling I mean. You don't get that same feeling from someone doing shock value stuff or crazy stuff for views.... even if you DO like the person who's making the videos, it's just not the same. Although, I don't know that she's going to be showing who she is necessarily.... sounds like she wants to keep herself (meaning everything going on in her life) private, and make Q&A and tell other peoples stories and stuff like that... Regardless though, it'll still be more authentic and honest then her giving up information about your private life, against your will, even though it makes you feel uncomfortable, just for views!

[@MammaMea99]

All love and support for what is to come! (Side note: I love how Nugget came and looked at the camera at the end there like "don't hurt my momma, Imma hurt you back" so precious and adorable!)

[@kjones7582]

Steph you are truly an amazing person. Screw what people think. Don't be afraid to be yourself. If people don't like how you are then they can go somewhere else. I will continue to support you no matter what you decide to do. I love you and just remember to keep your head up. You are a very strong beautiful woman. Just be you!

[@JenBales]

This is possibly my favourite video of yours. As someone on a similar journey myself, it is awesome to see you flipping off social pressures and just being you. Also, seeing the new found confidence you have by owning who you truly are is incredibly appealing to watch. I’m excited to see how your next chapter unfolds 😊

[@carriedail6760]

I hope that you get to do everything you want this year. I will watch whatever you want to share so don't stress too much. Everything is going to be fine.

[@peterj.1960]

I've been following your channel for about 4 years now and I've never been happier to see a new post from you than this one. Good for you! I'm so happy that you are doing what YOU want to do again! You be you bc no one else will ever do it like you can. Unless they get a really good actor to play you in the biographical movie of your life and how you helped change the world. Well, I think they need to make one some day. 😊 Thank you for continuing to post videos and not giving others the satisfaction of getting you to give up. Much love and respect Stephanie. I'm looking forward to your new content and hope your stress goes down a ton!

[@sophietully1580]

Thank you for coming out and voicing what I’m sure many youtubers wish they were brave enough to say. You go queen! Do whatever you want with your channel because, at the end of the day, you are what matters. For real though, we’ll still be here, loving whatever you put out because you put it out. You do you girl! be authentic and be you! Slay queen

[@annavanvoorst7400]

I usually don't comment on videos, but this time I wanted to. I think it's very important that you do what you love and I totally support it! I don't know you personally, but know that I love you and you have inspired me and helped me understand things that I had trouble with.

[@alyssabelmares8734]

I subscribed because of this video! Creature of habit and only watched the people I originally started watching on KZbin. But as I’ve been venturing out , I have yet to find someone so real and down to earth ! I myself and going through a transition phase where I just don’t want to be the person people think of me as but I want to be all of my whole self 100%. Loved the video. This hit home!

[@crystallovingfairy1]

much love and support. I'm so happy for you standing up for you. I'm excited to see what's to come

[@bandgirlcg]

You do you!!! We all started making videos on youtube because it was a fun outlet, but once youtube started making it about the money is when this platform started to decline. I am glad that you are going to make it about what you want to do and what makes you happiest because in all honesty, that is what makes content more genuine. I will be behind 100%!

[@lucagrace4519]

Dude I love how real and honest you are😆Your content deserves to be seen and I support you 100 percent, keep at it!!

[@magicalunicorn1439]

I'm sorry that you went through all that, and I'm glad you're putting yourself first and just being who you are. No matter what you've got thousands of people backing you myself included.

[@ruthsdyspraxiacontent]

Thank you for the honesty. I feel like I could see you not enjoying it sometimes, and it's sad but understandable that the LA KZbin scene got a hold on you. It has to so many! Such an important point about the internet becoming more of a negative place and it can be so hidden! I've watched you since close to the start I think, and I could see that advice side of your true self as well as the book lover. Your apartment shows your personality too! Looking forward to any future content, and even if you gave up altogether, you have still made a positive impact on my life. And that's not because of your relationships or much personal stuff, it's because of the way you help people and the world. :)

[@anicaharris4376]

Love you so much. I can't imagine how hard everything is. You do what you have to, and we will all be here cheering you on in anything and everything you do!

[@toby16390]

Oh my gosh Steph please do what you feel is right KZbin has changed a ton in the last 5 years or so when I started watching you I was so young now I’m turning 23. Thank you for not leaving KZbin all together but I wouldn’t blame you if you did. You got this girl!

[@kincy0409]

Steph, i just want to say. i've been watching your video since way back. And i have to say, you are one of the most genuine, good hearted person i've seen on this site. So you do you. We'll love you no matter what :)

[@dawnwashington9647]

OMG Steph you are so brave! And I am so proud of you for doing what you want to do!!! I'm excited

[@Cami_Kaze_]

We will always support you, no matter what and I am so thankfull about all the things you have did for helping other people. Thank you so much

[@jadawnjennings784]

I'm excited to see the content you want to make. Thanks for still deciding to still share with us. Though it's true, I don't know you, I think you're pretty brave. Keep learning to do what makes you happy. ♥️

[@heckticbeck2985]

im happy you're following what you want and changing things up. this is very honest i feel a lot of youtubers feel this way. looking forwards to whats coming next it sounds grand!

[@unspokenvoices3399]

I respect & understand your decision Steph.I've followed you for so many years and I love you no matter what you decide to do for you and your well being 💗💗 and I love you in general.Your videos have helped me so much when I was trying to express my feelings & decipher what they meant...you made me feel a little less alone

[@seniorsunshine11]

Here for you from the beginning to the end. Love and support you 100% of the way!

[@peytonudell9224]

I love you so fucking much Steph, you are the most amazing girl I’ve ever met online, and I am so proud of you for standing up for us in regards to KZbin

[@julezduvall5855]

You were one of the first KZbinrs I ever watched when I was questioning and you helped me so much. Now I am out and living a life that I love. So just know that I will always be here for you because you were always there for me. Even if you didn’t know it.

[@ElloSteph]

Julez Duvall thank you so much for sharing with me. That really made this video worth it. So glad you found happiness 💜

[@eternalserenex]

Julez Duvall I

[@GREENSTARS05]

You're sooo... RAD Steph!!! Thanks 4 being u!!!

[@earthcrosserr]

I'll always support you and your videos no matter what, Steph. I love you!

[@kathrynrhodes7785]

You are not selfish! I love your videos and who you are as a person for you not the filtered version you were trying to be. I love steph for steph and I’ve always loved when you talk about things authentic to you and just trying to make the world a better place! I’m so happy for you that you are doing this! I’m excited to see what you are working on and more importantly, content that is true to you as a person and just what you value. Anyways I just wanted to say that, long time viewer. You are such a sweet and wonderful human being and I’m happy you are doing what you need for you so you can enjoy KZbin again because that’s what you deserve. ❤️

[@s.kinchlea8253]

This is great to hear from you, I'm very proud of you Steph! I've been watching you since I was 12 and I'm turning 17 this year. I know I speak for thousands of us when I say I will always support you in every decision you make. Xo

[@JessicaFrameMusic]

Love the honesty and I'll be sticking around. Thank you for being who you are and I'm looking forward to your future videos.

[@love4musicuk]

I’ve felt just like this, and ended up taking a break from my Chanel for a few years. KZbin can be tough! Like you, I’m just gonna be real, and do the things I wanna do. People will either love it or hate it, but what matters is that you’re enjoying yourself and creating content that means something to you. I’ll still be watching.

[@brandyaspinall9822]

My very first video I’ve ever watched of yours and I’m willing to bet it will be my favorite one! Can’t wait to see who you are and get to know you.

[@sarasky9400]

I love this video. It's literally you being you. Please please please be you. Those of us who love the content you started with and still make will stick around. Much love from someone I think you saved with your advice. X

[@GojkoGojkovich77]

Positivity! Love the direction you're going to take your channel

[@xxxmeistidepodcatxxx1235]

I will support you because I want to see what you want to do and I want you to be happy. You were one of the first youtubers I followed and I'm excited to see what you have coming. ❤

[@childofthemosthighgod7040]

Do you! And your honesty is very much appreciated!

[@wickedlette772]

I love you, Steph! You be you and I’ll always support you no matter what and I’m so proud that you were able to talk about this and be honest with us! You don’t owe us anything and I’ll be here whether you post everyday or if you post once a month. Take time for yourself and I’ll be here when you come back and feel better. I’ll always be here for you and support you. You gave me someone to look up to when I was younger and so damn confused about myself, and when I found your videos it made me feel better about my sexuality and who I am. I lived in a small town in the bible belt and I always felt alone, thank you for making feel like I wasn’t the only one. I’m 20 now and feel so much more open and comfortable in myself because I found your video when I was like 12-13. Thank you so much!!

[@cassiemaayzombiesceks2256]

I will support you with anything you do. And I’m so glad you did this for yourself. I love you girl. Be happy, take care of yourself. That’s what truly matters.

[@ItsTheCess]

Haven't been around too long but I love your genuineness here. Once you start being yourself more in videos, you're gonna see how much happier you'll be. I guarantee it. I plan on sticking around to say I told you so. :)

[@lalacameron170]

Just be you because your an amazing person. Be who you want to be for yourself. I love you and will always support you!

[@mckaylacrosby8331]

Yesssss you do you Steph! We love you because you are amazing! Doing what is best for you is all you can do in this life and that’s is what my focus is this year!

[@roy_1992]

Whatever you choose to post I will watch because honestly since I don't know exactly how to come out just watching your videos and your channel among others has been very helpful. And you bringing back your advice videos is the best thing ever because you're still helping many people and I love watching your advice videos along with all of your videos. But Steph just post whatever makes you happy don't do it for the views. Do it for you and no one else

[@jellyrcw12]

I met you at pride once and you are such an inspiration. Your videos helped get me through difficult times in high school. I will always be thankful for your message

[@scleogrl82]

You are great Steph... been watching you for years... just be you and don't worry about others!!

[@settheworldonfire94]

I'm glad you posted this video! You've been a huge source of encouragement and inspiration for me. I really identify with the struggles you had growing up as a gay kid because I faced a lot of similar struggles, and finding your channel honestly helped me grow as a person. Thank you for being so awesome and kind!

[@medalet]

Really appriciate the honesty, being ourselfs, in every shape and form will bring us closer as people... Also it´s waaayyy more fun !!

[@stardustedskies101]

Proud of you for having the strength to take care of yourself even if the decisions are hard. Can't wait to see what awesome things you get involved with next. Best wishes.

[@Ohtrisarahtops0]

I'm so proud of you for always being unapologetically you. I'm sure sharing most of your life with the Internet can be difficult. However, I'm so happy that you don't allow fear or opinions diminish your voice. Thanks for always being authentic and not afraid to share yourself, as well as your heart with the world. So incredibly proud of you love and I'm looking forward to what this new year has in store for you. Also, I think this new video concept is brilliant.💜

[@taliam7267]

Steph you are incredible. Really wish more people would share the same perspective as you. Thank you for all that you share.

[@meganrose9871]

Inspirational video Steph! Don’t let others define who you are! your not here to live life for them your here for you that’s all that matters so stay strong and hold your head up high because your awesome!

[@candinichole5506]

Thank the stars! I am glad to see that you want to be true to yourself. It is so difficult being on youtube these days, especially with a large following, and you are so right. If they ain’t payin you, fuck it!

[@benscrafton696]

We will support you no matter what, your personal life if your personal life and ur content is amazing and obviously about to get better ❤️👍🏽

[@xodancerxo312]

We love and support you no matter what! I'd love to see new projects from you, please just do what feels right for you.

[@ciaraduggan8233]

As long as you are going to be happy I will always support you...I love you Steph💕

[@dorotheaschofield629]

I have so much respect for you and all you should be doing is something that full fills your life and your thoughts!!! Keep on going. You are an inspiration ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@marisapadilla3838]

I don't usually comment on videos but what you said was very powerfull and moving. You're such an amazing person and i respect your decision. Being who you trully want to be is important and im looking foward to seeing your new content.

[@MelissaWilson96]

This is exactly why I have drifted away from watching certain youtubers, the community has changed so much and your right in everything you've said. You should post what YOU want to post, at the end of the day it is your channel and if people truly do support you and want to be there for you they will stick by you. I'm so glad someone was finally honest about this, it is really something that needs to be talked about more, I'm sure there must be other youtubers/people on the interwebs that feel the same, but there is so much pressure to portray yourself in a certain way to make everyone else happy. Be yourself, be happy and that is all that matters :) ❤ we all love you and support you.

[@mariskeh3217]

I love this. I miss videos about things that are real, and things that matter. I've noticed the change in KZbin content over the past few years and I think that what you are planning is going to be great! It is hard to be what everyone else want you to be, just being yourself is the best thing for you as a person. It's a lot less stressful and it makes you a lot happier. I recently started doing that and I can honestly say I am in a better place. Sure you lose some people, because they don't like the "new" you, but I believe that if someone really cared from the beginning they would have known this version of you. PS. I'll be sticking around for this new chapter.

[@sabinecervenaka7359]

I love how your cat protects you! You're so smart, open-minded, honest and just nice! Make the best decision for yourself and at the end there will be people who will listen, who will help and who will protect and respond! ;) You're awesome, stay there! :))

[@stephaniemay5895]

Steph, you have more strength than you seem realize. You have a beautiful spirit and have been a pillar of strenth to your audience. Please dont let the negativity that has been clouding around you stamp out the positive light within you. Life comes with both good and bad but they can be transformative. Always remember who you are and what you want to be in the world. Leave your mark and you will impact others.

[@juliannabomba5409]

hell yeah girl! you do you. at the end of the day, all that matters is that you're happy. definitely gonna keep watching your stuff, cause its AMAZING!!!!!!! sending love

[@gabriellemartinuzzo9669]

I just subscribed, I did come here from Anna’s channel. I’m not going to lie. I missed nugget. But I never subscribed because I wasn’t really interested in Anna and your relationship. But this direction you want to go in is what I want to see. I can’t wait to see where you go lady! I’m glad I’m jumping on this train now. Can’t wait to see your new stuff xx and learning more about you. You have my support

[@Bodydumper10]

We support you steph and we love you. We’ll be there for you ever step of the way. All that matters is that you’re happy. 💕💕💕

[@dawngilstrap8505]

Steph, i really get where you're coming from. Although i am not a KZbinr i do know what it's like to constantly feel the stress of being accepted. You are taking the right approach in my opinion though. Just do what makes you happy. From one outgoing intravert to another, i know this video will speak to more than just me. ❤

[@laurakichler7107]

You truly have a pivotal voice of change, and it will be heard no matter the format. Someday, I hope to become an author and will be publishing my memoir soon. I am 16 now, but I have watched you for a long time, through Buzzfeed and here, and regardless of what you decide, the impact your videos can make on people is amazing. You have made me able to write about my lesbianism in my book, and for that, ​I am extremely grateful.

[@shaysmith9182]

I haven’t watched any older videos of yours but you seem pretty badass. You do you girl!

[@Roxifer1]

This was incredible and I agree with a lot of your points. Even as solely a viewer, I've noticed so many things that has changed with KZbin... I kind of miss the old days of KZbin when I switch from makeup videos to gaming channels to funny movie sketches, however life changes and companies evolve, and that's okay sometimes. I'm not as keen with some of the content other users put up but I still have my favourite KZbinrs I've been consistent for over 5 years now... You're definitely one of them. I've seen you go up and down through your. We all have to grow and learn as humans. I'm glad you're giving this time to self reflect and re-evaluate what you want and need. That's very important. Your life is important and needs to remain balanced. Be happy. Don't worry too much about your audience. You'll find your calling soon (: Thank you very much for giving us an update.

[@emersonstamper6084]

I think if you want to go back to your old ways when you first started KZbin that’d be amazing!!! I first started watching this channel 6 years ago! You along with Arielle scarcella and Bria and Chrissy helped me so much! You guys helped introduce me to other youtubers like ash hardell who go through things like I am. I don’t expect you to be perfect. Educating and helping by telling life stories has been enough for me! Can’t wait to see you soon! ❤️❤️

[@expellingpoison]

Way to go! I thank you for being so honest. Also for working to make this world a better place. I've been struggling with some similar issues (not about KZbin obviously) but about how people see me. Your words helped me with a very hard decision. This world really is getting negative. Thanks for inspiring me to keep going even when the darkness does not seem to lift. Prayers and good wishes to you.