why you always feel so out of place

[@BushcraftAdventure]

↟↟Home is not a place..This is the state inside🙌🏻✨

[@sammyakmohite]

I wanted to say a lot of things after watching your video but at the end I just want to say Thank You for helping me to be at peace with myself. At the end it's not about finding a home or finding yourself but to just let the Human inside us live, laugh and cry. Embracing the self as it is what makes life a little bit easy.

[@RescueGirl]

I'm 45 and in my life, I have never fit in. The interesting people I've known in my life didn't fit in at various times in their life. The most interesting people I've known in my life are those much older than me who have never fit in.

[@solowithavril]

💯 agree! It’s just about finding the ‘right fit’ 💃💃💃

[@elisspie]

You can't run away from yourself. The inner me is always with you and if he feels bad, it will be bad in any beautiful place

[@tejaspatil28]

Hey! I'm new to your channel and I'm very happy that I started getting your videos in my feed.Your words really hit hard and yes I'm being totally honest about it they just literally hit the heart , and I wanna thank you because I'm also a filmmaker ,it's been a while I've made some stuff i keep shooting but as you said in the your other video of documenting meaningful life, seems like your videos are gonna help me a lot. having a lil tough time in life but thankyou so much. You're definitely gonna be a reason for me to start again. Thankyou ❤

[@EmmaaNilss]

It´s funny cause I'm also 25 and feel like I've just recently learnt the same thing, one of my very good friend (older than me) said "no matter where you go, there you are" and for every day that goes by I feel like a get that more. Thanks for creating such insightful videos

[@kngpse-d5590]

Mannnn i so love your content. Im addicted to it. And its so relatable 😢

[@andrewtesch8557]

found your channel and was excited to learn about how to be the main character in my own life and how to not be lonely when i am alone. They you triggered this massive existentialism in me, and now I am contemplating quitting my job, leaving my relationship, and completely uprooting my entire existence. Really really good videos!!

[@solowithavril]

Beautiful video and sharing ❤ I’m 38 and when I was your age, it was never a fit in but finding that ‘right fit’. You are still growing into those BIG shoes and will become comfortable in wearing them. Trust me on that 🌈🌈🌈

[@a.t.h.art.]

Huge fan of your work! You put so much love and care into your videos. Each shot is absolutely stunning. I am also guilty of thinking that a beautiful place would cure my problems. Even when watching your videos, I'd envy your living situation. Thank you for providing a new perspective and reminding me to stay present :) Best of luck on your new journey!

[@OttiIie]

thank you 🤗 grass is always greener on the other side!!

[@innesdunbar]

We moved from our house of 25 years to another house a 5 min walk away a few years ago. The new house has a better layout and it allows us space to be together as a family in ways our last house didn't, so it made this new house feel like home immediately. Something simple like a larger kitchen / Living room makes family meals so nice, where we all can be together. We walk our dogs past our old gate twice a day, and from the day we moved, the dogs have never even looked at the gate, they decided from day one, our new house was their new home, we can learn a lot from dogs. I hope you are happy in your new house and it quickly becomes your home.

[@joanieross]

This was such beautiful storytelling. I'm very glad YT recommended it to me today. Thank you for sharing!

[@NatePunzalan]

Just moved to a new country for the first time last year, and a new city last month. This video (and your entire channel 😁) resonates so much with me. Thanks for making such beautiful videos

[@OttiIie]

thank you!! and good luck 🤗

[@Thiago-o7j5v]

Home is where the heart (and coffee) is.

[@aidenjwalker]

This was a beautiful piece, thank you for sharing. I’m 23 and very much resonate with what you’ve been feeling

[@windflowerrocket]

Our purpose drives our lives. How we define ourselves makes every cell in our body move with impulse. "Action" Still at times we wonder . Our purpose among the waves of time. Reality. A home is just a place. It wouldn't be called a home. Without you. Much like life. Life is nothing without you. Of course death is reality for everyone . Yet we still persevere even with the knowing of it. That bit there is a miracle in it self

[@nyerenny2687]

resonated with this big time, feeling at home within is so freeing, like that missing piece of the puzzle was always me. thanks for sharing :)

[@TheLoneCreative]

Amazing film! Thank you Ottile! I’m 19 and I’ve decided that if I want to be included and belong, I need to include myself. The world can be brutal, and it won’t include you accidentally. 😢 I suppose you can learn to be home anywhere then.

[@HungNguyen-kp8yu]

Your accent is so calming and soothing

[@orbitforcreators]

Ottilie - your videos always stop me in my tracks and create a calm space I can stay in for a little bit. You talking about home and a sense of belonging in this one cuts even deeper as I've been on a journey to build a home for creators, like you.

[@OttiIie]

appreciate it! 🤗

[@Quntah888]

I guess only heaven will feel like home 🤔 being closer to God than ever

[@eelamsa6341]

i think close friends or people are the ones who make the feeling of home in a place and help finding out yourself.

[@adreaminfocus]

Gosh. A video of yours just came up in my feed and now I’m three in. this is a wonderful journal. Thank you so much for sharing. I shall subscribe and look forward to watching more.. ❤

[@REALFLAMBO]

Just starting out with youtube again after a long break, you and other creators in this manner are really inspiring to a new way of storytelling. It is not vlogs, its not a blockbuster movie, it is something in between!

[@OttiIie]

love this!! 🥹

[@REALFLAMBO]

@@OttiIie Since im new to this genre, do you know any community? like reddit thread or discord community for this? I feel like I can find the great top 10 creators (you included) but I can not find the big forum.

[@OttiIie]

hmm while I’m sure there’s discord/reddit groups out there, I’m not really familiar with any :/

[@Amirabbaskrs]

I cried with your video❤

[@evenfurre9147]

Life is a journey in which the road is carved as we go. Wonderful little reflection of life on a Sunday 😊

[@Yash_Tomar]

3:06 wow the shot!!

[@unusualcupoftea]

Home is where the heart is :)) and good to see the piano back again ❤

[@OttiIie]

❤️

[@TechEvoHQ]

you teaches us Spritual life

[@LS_659]

Wow, such a nice and meaningful video. I really enjoyed it and needed this message.

[@danielkvores]

Oh my, this is the first video that I've seen from you, and I have to tell you the quality, framing, and coloring of the shots/b-roll is ABSOLUTELY PHENOMENAL, it's clearly visible that you've put a lot of effort into it!

[@OttiIie]

thank you so much!! 🥹

[@heartasarena]

So beautiful and well done!!! 😍 The cinematography was top. Do you know Kariza (Life of Riza)? Your vibe reminded me of her a bit

[@OttiIie]

I do!! appreciate it :)

[@robot7759]

At your age you're supposed to feel like you do. You're doing fine. At the end of the day you only belong to yourself. It will probably take you another 10, 20, 30 years, who knows, you will get there. Bon voyage 🙏🏻

[@Flloronatto_Foucaulte]

Yes. Until you figure out your purpose. Everything else will fall away and the sacrifice will be worth it all. I’ve moved almost yearly. Spent 26 years in two separate houses. Home can be anywhere. Family can be so you’re with. Enjoy your journey. Human nature of ego, especially for a lot of women is hard to be satiated. Until you do the work on the heart/soul/feelings you won’t know. Change is constant. Get used to it. Expectations are motivations. Rationale keeps us honest with ourselves. Ego and identity are the same thing. Stay safe. Not overly safe so you become complacent. And perfect is the imperfect. Individuals

[@EricMoore790]

She is beautiful

[@LoulouOfficiel]

Hi there! I just discovered your channel. I've watched a few of your videos, and beyond the writing, which I really like, I'm very impressed by the visual quality. What do you shoot with? Is there an image profile you like in particular, and do you have a special way of color grading your rushes? Well done, your work is very relaxing to look at, and very satisfying too.

[@TrevorSnaith-xl8fz]

As you get older you'll feel more contented in yourself.

[@BlueberryFennec]

I think home is also a decision, what you decide it to be. And therefore requiring your acceptance and making peace with the circumstances that constitute "home" for you. Be it the geographical place you life in, the people you know, your own self or whatever else. Also, is it even possible to find it in the moment? Maybe you can find it only in retrospect and when you are not home anymore.

[@OttiIie]

I like that perspective!

[@Future-Wolf]

home is where your heart is - at least thats what I've learned from Disney's Bolt ;)

[@ms.reezee4415]

My husband and my sons always tell me that i am their home .

[@Orz1001]

Welcome to Finland! Hope you like it here!

[@OttiIie]

thank you!!

[@TrevorSnaith-xl8fz]

You'll find your true home someday.

[@isamarner3818]

i love the cinematography. what camera do you use!

[@trips505]

home is where you feel a sense of belonging like you wrote down. tho the place and people you are around helps a lot. i might even say the people play a bigger impact in feeling at home. but finding those people is hard. when you find them, I feel you will know it.

[@windflowerrocket]

Valhalla. My Valhalla is my life

[@majauskasmr]

Scandi is very happy place to be. But how you both get the required sun light hours for quality mood?

[@BOYIVAN-X]

☺️

[@colinreidcr]

I feel like i never fit in anywhere I go im 35 so just do my own thing

[@evy.h]

Kippenvel

[@shubhamavhad5959]

Which camera you used? Which software you used ? and which is music you used in video by the way your video are really amezing

[@OttiIie]

Canon R6, I edit in Davinci and music is from Musicbed! There's a link for a free trial in my description 😉

[@2inpress232]

Yo I'm getting worried r u ok?

[@OttiIie]

All good!! ☺️

[@AnilKody]

How did you learn all this Film making? are you a film maker?

[@OttiIie]

nope! just find it very fun to learn & do :)

[@Story.1c]

Which is your camera

[@soul_fraktion0458]

Yeah. If even with all these sweetness. I don't know the level of your sincerity. But I know the single spring of eternity. Well, it must be because it is somewhere else. Even if you live in another fancy planet with the riches at your disposal. You will be happy for sure. But to be content with it. Anything and everything, that is you. (I am making this comment along with the video playing) If I tell you that you are God, you wouldn't believe it. And that you are the sole reason for every experience that you have. It is heavy. And most people would be crushed by it. Especially those with lives filled with agony. Loss, hate and decay. I know this because like you i yearned for all the answers wallowing in my hate and fear. Wanting to die but couldn't bring myself to do it. I belong with this people. A vermin It will get better and worse. And better and worse. And it will get worse until you no longer can stand it. Then it will come. Redemption

[@Truthtouch-ke4yv]

Hm.. Your Home is where Your Heart is and House is not always a Home. 🤔☕

[@Imjustken007]

So basically your life is paris,texas

[@RahulMudi]

Happy birthday ottile🥳. But you look like a 20 year old girl filled with ambitions.

[@Waryfuls]

wait you also turned 25 in october?

[@OttiIie]

september actually! :)

[@Waryfuls]

@@OttiIie Oh damn, yeaaa we getting "old" now 💪🏾😂

[@scarlettkhan9667]

Life goes fast after 25 😊 just enjoy it You are still young.

[@Waryfuls]

@@scarlettkhan9667 Young? Have you heard the sound of my back?

[@anshulkumarrana]

what a beautiful video, it deserve more views and appreciations. Love from India🤍🤍🤍

[@windflowerrocket]

I see that you are from Norway. Oooookkh vikings heheh. Well, yeah. People are govern, driven by purpose

[@Bipin548]

you are married right?

[@OttiIie]

Nope!

[@katutasichilongo3057]

love that you explore such a core question through video and music. it speaks so loudly and yet gently. thank you for making and sharing this. 🤍

[@OttiIie]

thank you! 🥹