Wiping Your Butt is Hard When You're Fat

[@bethwasserman8114]

Wow. Thank you for being frank and realistic.

[@JennwithTwoNsWasTaken]

I am speaking unscripted from my heart. Thank you for watching and commenting! It's greatly appreciated!

[@barbienut75]

A&D Ointment, not the cream is amazing, I get chaffing and rashes under my fat rolls. I put it on at night and most of the time it is better by morning. Lume is a miracle thing. I use it in the cracks and crevices. It really does control odor amazingly well. It is like you've said all my issues and fears. I basically have self isolated myself because of my size. I's really enjoying these Vlogs. My issue is my mother, she eats sugar and carbs and salty snacks. I think if I lived alone, I would get into a routine and restrict. I would probably eat everything I wanted when she is gone, but eventually I would. I've been exsposed to Weight watchers and weight loss stuff my whole life. I started drinking TAB when I was 6. I would swipe my moms because it was pop. I also don't believe those big people are lying about being healthy. I didn't start getting sick until I was 36, and then crap started messing up.

[@JennwithTwoNsWasTaken]

I'm glad you're enjoying them and can relate, Toots. I'm using penaten cream for my rashes and to prevent infection. It works great with my skin. It can get everywhere though LOL. The routine is what I'm struggling with. I figure it'll take me a bit to get into one that will work consistently then I'll look at my next steps. I think that anyone who says that obesity is healthy is lying. To themselves and/or to others. It's like smoking. Is smoking healthy? The answer is no. Can you be healthy and smoke? Yes. Will you always be healthy as a smoker? No. Obesity is the same. Leads to a pile of other issues as you age. I literally had no issues carrying this weight until the say I said it all felt different. That was the day I had a hard time getting up off of the floor if I got down there. That was the day that my knees started hurting all of the time. That was the day my breath was laboured when trying to walk on a slight incline. That was the day I had trouble walking up a single flight of stairs. It's different for everyone, of course, but there is a day where it all sort of falls apart.