UNHhhh Ep 88: "Self Esteem" with Trixie Mattel and Katya Zamolodchikova

Trixie and Katya talk about self esteem. It's all about knowing that you're not the ugliest, but also not the prettiest. 'Cause it's their show, not yours.
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Produced by
Pete Williams
Edited by
Jeff Maccubbin
Ron Hill
Kurtis Meyers
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[@harrisonmasten1423]

literally i cannot stress enough how much these two women are helping me through a bad time 💗

[@fvllreal]

Harrison Masten same

[@linlovely4207]

Same

[@jellyanpu5661]

You know there men right

[@skimblebanks]

Nala Fang no they're biological women

[@villedesucre1]

Sameeeee

[@tiagocosmos]

The editing has gotten progressively crazier as of late and I'm living for it. This episode is insane. I love these two idiots.

[@bentoohey1633]

its to compensate for katya not being on 8 red bulls

[@jordanallen3078]

How dare you🌈

[@solarprogeny6736]

It's pretty funny, because now the editing here almost seems mild in hindsight, compared to nOW

[@ofmicehorizons8058]

You guys save me

[@BangleWish]

"We are all equal parts fierce." Being embroidered on a pillow as we speak.

[@dylln02]

Can you do "I don't have to fuck me" next

[@davedavis1974]

all the same parts fierce as you do

[@katarzynawaraksa4962]

@@dylln02 I'd buy it for me and my friends

[@Claire-rg2mn]

“I’m young, I’m beautiful, I’m rich, and I’m famous... and that’s enough for me” A skinny icon

[@MusicRosie]

She added ‘and educated’ just to not sound that shallow 😝

[@broadway_blonde1277]

*Room capacity: 99 people* Katya & Trixie: *hold my weave*

[@slidolized6639]

Katya giving us communist cowboy realness

[@leiram8833]

She's dressed like the red flag she is

[@andreluizbarbosa9740]

*cowWOMAN

[@ajhasarrived9865]

Being the 666th like on this seems appropriate

[@Djoodibooti]

Mitski - Be The Cowboy

[@pantheracanis]

bold of u to assume they werent already communists already 👀

[@athenas5959]

this video raised my self esteem by 85.7%

[@xxmarshalleexx9403]

Everyone is gorgeous in their own right and I bet your no exception

[@alexiaasf]

does anyone else watch trixie and katya after they've had a breakdown because them talking is comforting as fuck

[@briesings8895]

yes

[@Robin-uu6eg]

yeeeees!

[@fallyneprinciotta9058]

As I'm writing this going through some bullshit now!!!!!

[@cristianalaura481]

Everyday is a breakdown so yea

[@marinamiguel3504]

Are you telling me that they put a bus full of clowns and none of them were Bianca del Rio? BALONEY!

[@SakariWolf13]

I WORK ALL THE TIME!!

[@Tipchune]

"Whatever you tell yourself about yourself is kind of, like, a lie. So might as well tell yourself a good one." Does Katya know she's the greatest philosopher of our time or

[@RLybarger1986]

"I am enough." Repeat this phrase until it sinks in.

[@emilioarena8266]

Hello, Marissa Peer

[@jameslopinac2921]

Dear Evan Hansen, today is going to be a good day....

[@solarprogeny6736]

True. There is nothing to live up to. No expectation to be lesser than. You are enough as you are because you don't need to be more

[@socialreject9631]

Katya is the friend we all need. Fixing up Trixie...with no words spoken. Also..love Trixie's disco bat wings.

[@songminosmole5092]

Queens teaching me more about self esteem than my therapist ever has

[@oceandelver]

I started binge watching this series and haven't watched anything else for the past three days I love UNHhhh

[@skullyknight_5943]

Trixie: I would kill a person to sit infront of a green screen. Alyssa: falls. * DEAD

[@jojodunn835]

Read this as it happened. ×D

[@d_c_C]

I laughed too much at that scene 😂

[@whitejadin7157]

1:09 TRIXIE'S WHEEZE!! 🤣🤣🤣 I CAN'T

[@sweatpantsprincess3239]

Can we have these two twisted sisters give us an episode on zodiac signs? Because Tracy is giving me major leo

[@MK-dn8oq]

She is a LEO that claims to be a Virgo...

[@MK-dn8oq]

Katya is a Taurus.

[@MouseRata]

T I she says that’s because some horoscopes say she is a Leo and some say she’s a Virgo, because of where her birthday falls.

[@jailenepuma5322]

@@MouseRata Exactly!! She’s at the cusp

[@saturnxlr]

*we love Katya giving full Lady Gaga Telephone realness*

[@bsg549]

"'Cause I feel like I'm the worst, so I always act like I'm the best" - The Family Jewels, Marina and The Diamonds

[@angelangelvr]

if u are not very careful, ur possessions will possess u

[@SaraxAdam]

the venn diagram of marina fans & unhhhh fans is basically a circle. a gay circle.

[@alexandrashahid8059]

@@angelangelvr tv taught me how to feel, now real life has no appeal

[@angelangelvr]

@@alexandrashahid8059 IT HAS NO APPEAL IT HAS NO APPEAL-

[@unclegoose3864]

This topic needs more than one part. They really need to speak up on how the gay community treats each other with its unrealistic expectations and standards.

[@rowan4308]

Yeah it shout be

[@lv6271]

So true. One of my friends suddenly lost a heap of weight when he wasn’t overweight to begin with. I asked him why and he said “straight skinny is gay fat”. I don’t think he meant it to come across so dark and sad but it did.

[@brittneycarlin1370]

By the way, the rats name was *Splinter* 🐭

[@tebsaho]

You just saved me some googling, thanks girl!

[@kattykit139]

Fucking thank you I couldn’t think of it

[@shayshayMUSICA]

The editors said

[@koleramone4088]

Thankyou!!!!!

[@vantuirfreitas]

When Trixie asked "Did accutane make u crazy?" I was expecting Katya's answer to be "Do I really need to answer that?" 😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@mj-yo7vt]

Vantuir Freitas what's accutane? Never heard of it

[@97lpreston]

Marry Goround prescription acne medication

[@mj-yo7vt]

@@97lpreston why is it prescribed? Do you need drugs to get rid of acne?

[@97lpreston]

Marry Goround it’s for very very severe cystic acne, it’s a last resort when nothing else worked because it has bad side effects (extremely dry skin and lips and psychological problems are the big ones). But yeah, they only prescribe it when the acne is realllly bad and painful. You can google image search “accutane before and after” to see what I mean.

[@maryAyable]

@@97lpreston and liver issues.

[@Ryprovis]

I'll be asleep and when I wake up, I open my eyes...and I'm already smiling AHHHHHHH

[@kerrir2343]

KATYA IS SO RELATABLE AND HUMBLE DESPITE BEING ONE OF THE BEST BEINGS TO GRACE THIS EARTH AND IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE MAYBE I CAN BE A GREAT BEING ONE DAY. Love you too Trixie xoxo

[@edward3591]

LIVING for these looks! AMAZING! Yes Katya giving me 80 year old Lady Gaga realness! Tracy giving me barbie pepto-bismol abortion realness yes GAWD!

[@milk-9706]

"tracy" LMFAO

[@Prince_the_One]

I saw gaga right away and I'm glad many other people did too lmao

[@lasarandongy3500]

literally every episode

[@keileallen274]

These two are just both of my last two brain cells mixed with the demon on my shoulder, that are actually funny and are in drag.

[@alexandriaanderson4398]

I love them too much, its a problem.

[@abc-4166]

Hey hi I would love to see a self esteem / self compassion retalk for personal topics like these, they’ve kinda grown 🥺😌

[@JC-yy8iv]

I've really been enjoying them branching out with their looks, but it's nice to see them both head to toe in their signature colors!

[@izzy_3282]

You can’t grease a wheel without a tube of butter

[@zoekang6905]

i see a pattern in the intros. trixie always does a clever play on words or reference to something. katya is just... wonderfully weird katya.

[@Miss_Brady]

The editors are so good oh my gosh

[@jamietallstone2646]

lmao my mom forced me to take acutane it was the WORRRRST

[@victoriams2012]

mitski said be the cowboy and katya took it as a challenge

[@tasha5048]

I can't believe they couldn't remember Master Splinter. 😂

[@JC-yy8iv]

They were so close

[@weird2928]

Honestly, This is one of my favourite episodes of unhhh. this feels so heartfelt tho.

[@rachelg9873]

"...but I also think we should ALL feel that way." Oh Trixie is so sweet.

[@ibrakeforbirds]

I... I think this video changed my life 🥰

[@Snowquin8]

Same!! Smile and have a wonderful day

[@maryy.angell]

I've literally had depression like all week but kayta and trixie always manage to make me LOL.... i love them

[@justinejordan5178]

TRACY you're talking over katherine again!!!

[@arcie3716]

I came here for a laugh but then I actually felt better after I watched this ❤

[@yekaterinapetrovnazamolodc8675]

8:25 "Are you RED E for me?" Is everyone talking about Miss Vanjie's runways or what

[@Akashadon]

That is an Alaska reference though...

[@sebastianhames7314]

Katya kinda looks like a red plague doctor without the mast this episode lmao

[@chloestyles8996]

I laughed way to hard at 10:35 😂😂😂

[@JoniWilliams11]

Katya: I am constantly impressed by the mind's ability to find fault with any particular situation, no matter how dazzling.

[@P4r4m0r34ever]

The random end about the hummingbird and Katy’s laughs but then gets confused about what she just said!

[@kosmoboi]

I believe the actual quote is “your mind is like an unsafe neighborhood; don’t go there alone” Augustin Burroughs

[@ChipWhitehouse]

I was FUCKING DYING when Katya was talking about peeling her bottom lip off. OOOOOOMFG SO GOOD HAHAHAHAHAHA Trixie's face is EVERYTHING

[@gisellef.9664]

Thank you for bringing this two on my recommended.. they always makes me smile whenever i watch their shows after a very shitty day (which is always since 2021)

[@clovrmay3104]

Trixies wig is so fire. Hair goals.

[@aprilwilson102]

Trixie giving out some damn good advice!

[@sanaelleglisenia6404]

6:29 explains why everybody going crazy right about now XD

[@JE-qo2ws]

If I’m feeling shit about myself I remember this video and put on my Tracy level confidence

[@derryair9419]

Katya looks like a character model in a video game where their hair is clipping through a custom outfit

[@tiredoreki]

5:20 my daily routine OMG

[@dannyyspencerr]

idk if its just me but this was one of the funniest episodes ive ever seen of them and i have no idea why

[@ambercastro2887]

That exorcism edit is everything

[@urbanendling5526]

"Nobody is THAT fierce" 😂

[@ileahwallace53]

I feel like there is like the tiniest bit of competition for the funny intros and but Trixie's are like generally clever & Katya always preserves the odd humor so its the best balance.

[@mechezombie]

All i kept singing in my head whenever Katya spoke was "🎶you don't impress me much🎶"

[@ge2827]

Trixie and Katya has always been there to make me realize I might not be able to finish this PCR thingy thing, and that is the tea.

[@kellyhunter3990]

I have the weird self esteem where I absolutely hate myself and im awful but also I think I’m the best person in the world

[@danieladominguez7291]

9:42 ACCU-TANE???

[@IAMASELENATOR92]

I love Katya's laugh

[@liv.c9554]

The edit is immaculate the advice is priceless

[@XYZ._ShayTV]

Katya : FUCKIN ICON Trixie: FUCKIN ICON (Dolly Parton edition)

[@kadinmay]

Being drunk has made me see this editing in a whole new light... please like this comment.

[@wolfmoon9816]

Trixie looks rly good here Love that pink dress wonder where she got it

[@hollyken3]

Katya is SERVING a LOOK this episode

[@BlueTulipe]

Who ever is doing the editing is genius funny... he/she should get a raise. 😆

[@MrDaydreamer64]

Hearing Katya took Accutane, as someone who took Accutane, makes so much sense in terms. That shit DRIES👏YOU👏OUT👏.

[@volcomgurl1989]

When im down i watch these ladies especially now with the quarantine..they make me laugh when the world is falling apart.

[@Starlightean]

I'm grateful about Unhhhh but I'm disappointed that I don't have a friend like Trixie&Katya.

[@meganrmt]

Katya giving us Casper meets Wendy drag vibes.

[@averymartin1222]

How many times will I watch this video just to look at Trixie, the dress the hair the PINK her feeling herself, beautiful

[@coreneworthen9243]

trixie's wig game since she won all stars = 10000000

[@lily-bk9yb]

YOU GUYS UNH IS COMING BACK IN 3 DAYS 😭❤️

[@maddisong6846]

lesbian moms teach me your ways on how to not hate myself every waking moment i’m alive

[@milljonabishruiz5920]

I love how Katya fixed Trixie’s dress

[@flamingowilliams9664]

Whatever you're paying the editors, they deserve double.

[@toaster19_32]

my whole life in one(1) katya relatable moment 3:56

[@liviabregg4446]

I have watched this episode WAY too many times ...... way too many

[@freakymadafaka]

This is the 6273749 time i see this, is my favourite, this message so empowerful. My basic drag kit to share to people is this video and juno birch playings sims.

[@Sonsbitchesall]

ROTFL not Katya as the exorcist rising !!!!?

[@helenagrace3733]

Why pay for therapy when this is free

[@cecilyerker]

2 meirl 4 meirl

[@carlosrosado5861]

After I left my physically abusive ex this show kept me smiling in a really dark time. Katya and Trixie really are so amazing

[@OpheliaCyber]

Every day I feel horrible a new episode of UnHHH comes out

[@angelangelvr]

my serotonin levels literally elevated after watching this! my psychiatrist? idk her.

[@1alaescapada]

And this is better...

[@3535hannah]

“Count Katya” should be a cereal and when you buy it, it’s just an empty box with a slightly scratched Contact DVD

[@ViolentMuffin]

No, when you open it it pours blood and releases a scream.

[@aribachy4628]

Or a small Russian flag or crack pipe collect them all!

[@3535hannah]

Or a baby doll hand

[@demetrialexander3358]

Or a rubber chicken that is slightly and alarmingly wet.

[@aribachy4628]

Hannah Hopkins lmao

[@dizzybooth7284]

Katya reaching over and fixing Trixie’s dress automatically was cute af

[@rendain]

i was just thinking that ahh

[@illneverbeyourdreamgirl]

Such a mom thing to do...

[@DiranKahn]

rewatching this thinking the same thing, I think what's cuter is the fact she doesn't even acknowledge it because they're just THAT close :')

[@biborkabatki6320]

time stamp???

[@rubyflavoredicecream7266]

@@biborkabatki6320 3:23

[@Bee-if2tc]

Katya: *touches trixie all the time and it’s fine* Trixie: *touches Katya and she winces*

[@micaellapeterson2191]

does anyone know why???? she does this in so many of their videos

[@AvaNightingale]

Touch👏aversion👏is👏valid

[@simranbaveja3913]

@@micaellapeterson2191 its just a running joke that it hurts her when trixie touches her

[@joshblack67]

@diet coke for me, im so used to being the one that shows affection, that when someone shows me some, I get so confused and dont know how to act

[@joshblack67]

@diet coke omg we're probably related :)

[@izzy_3282]

I don’t think I’m gorgeous but it’s not really my business

[@Anthro777]

That is seriously fucking life changing.

[@tyhokan]

@@Anthro777 I 100% agree that revolutionary thought blew my mind and honey, let me tell you something about blowing honey. Blowing? Honey, I've got more skill at blowing than an air compressor honey.

[@niceshoelaces808]

Exactly x2

[@davfb8622]

I don't see me, I don't bother me. What do I think of me? I don't think of me. - Whitney Houston

[@ivydivine8722]

Mind blown ....this is tru nirvana people

[@kemadu7381]

I’m halfway done with this video and only just now realized Katya is ACTUALLY wearing that hat. I thought it was an edit honestly

[@trekadam30]

LOL! It took me a couple seconds to figure that out too.

[@rekacsala1749]

Kema Du *does rap pose*

[@chartocquer4044]

666 likes oop

[@rileymeyers3266]

HOW RELATABLE! Omg meee

[@CH-vs4jv]

I watched this not on acid what a waste

[@josanchez3080]

To the team that edits these videos and adds all of the wonderful background: I love you. You take their banter to the next level and I notice it weekly.

[@zephyrjet122]

I think most of us were having this very thought simultaneously and I'm here for it, Deborah 😊

[@tiarraisom5188]

Katya looking like that new red crayon when opening a box of crayola and I'm *_L I V I N G_*

[@zillailluhr]

Nice and sharp lmaoo

[@aidanburress9286]

Katya serving Gaga from the telephone music video

[@unclegoose3864]

Katya wears it better

[@jeppeaksrensen8316]

With a lil bit of Joanne thrown in there

[@andS7]

Or more relevant Iggy from the Sally Walker video even if most still hate for no reason 🤣

[@patakdaca4411]

Dipped in Tracey's periodT

[@reganmahuika384]

Shes also the embodiment of offred from a handmaids tail

[@Spongebobs4Life]

UNHhhh was lightening in a bottle. I don’t think there will ever be another series to come from Drag Race that will come near to this. 😂

[@shutitdown1026]

1000% agree

[@robelliker119]

Agree 💯 trixie & katya are the 2 funniest kweeens

[@genuinedelusionsmusic]

It may outlive the legacy of drag race in it's own right.

[@nemexisto]

It’s so good! But also have you seen/heard Bob and Monét’s podcast, Sibling Rivalry? It’s awesome too

[@razu_gif]

tbh unhhhh > drag race

[@m1ssbeliever314]

When I was 13 years old i was diagnosed with depression and schizophrenic personality disorder, I never had a good self image, I was always sad and I hated myself, I never saw myself as someone intelligent, pretty or anything good, I thought of myself as sick. That was all I was, sick. When I was 16 I realized I was bisexual, and everything just got worse, I felt different and gross and stupid. A year later, I started watching drag race, and even though I never watched the whole show, Trixie and Katya stuck with me, and I started watching UNHhhh... Thanks to these biological women I really started to see a different side of me, I started wearing make-up and picking more extravagant clothing that made me feel good. I learnt I can make fun of my illnesses and that they never define me. Katya has been an inspiration for my recovery, and I can say that six years later (19) I'm not only better mentally, but I also feel better about myself, and I think these gals really helped. Thank you so much for always putting a smile on my face and helping me get through the hard times.

[@rosexing1831]

That's really sweet. These ladies are awesome!

[@milkycow9498]

That’s amazing. I wish you the best hun, this is just proof that it always gets better. :)

[@angelocamacho4248]

Legend things! Good for you💕💕

[@debopriya14]

Hi honey. Hope things are still great for you. Keep being yourself fearlessly, there is only one you out there.

[@agustinbrignolo9513]

This is just beautiful. I hope Trixie and Katya get to read this

[@laurawalsh4102]

On a serious note...from someone getting through depression and mental health issues everyday as best she can...Can I just say that this show gives me the self esteem I need to get through my day. I literally get 5 times happier when I see a new Uhhhhh video is up. Thank you Kayta and Trixie (and Ron) for giving me this gift 🎁 every single week 😘

[@laurawalsh4102]

I’m a girl dude 😅👍🏼 but thanks for the tip x

[@MelissaAnn420]

I’m on a five year losing streak, life wise, but I swear my obsession with these two gets me through the day. Your comment is awesome.

[@ABC-cy6ve]

@@laurawalsh4102 You could be a bio queen! Or a drag king! :)

[@laurawalsh4102]

MelissaAnn420 thank you for that. They really are an addiction I find myself rewatching the old episodes constantly 😅😅

[@zurieljoshua]

Stay strong girl. I've been there a few times in my life. We all have different internal weather patterns. I find that self-love and getting the support I need is the quickest way back to sunnier skies.

[@oliviamalu2802]

This episode topic is actually really important though

[@diegovalbuenactor]

True

[@im_so_bored3896]

yup

[@CorsetedSaint]

Especially now

[@ikcalv]

with their predominantly teen following it’s a really cool episode that a lot of baby drags might need

[@laurengonya527]

“I ain’t saying I’m the best, but I ain’t the worst”~ Detox

[@thursdaycarter4533]

Lauren Gonya d to the e to the t to the o to the hold it X

[@jazzyj7656]

@@thursdaycarter4533 yasssssss

[@haileyberry4989]

@@thursdaycarter4533 x

[@zoegribben2952]

Yes preach honey

[@APerson-be9jr]

I'm Roxxxy Andrews and im here to make it clear

[@MitchellWiggs]

I love that Derek and julienne hough contributed the quotes to this episode

[@kosmoboi]

I believe the actual quote is “your mind is like an unsafe neighborhood; don’t go there alone” by Augustin Burroughs.

[@liznolan391]

Oh no katya knifed Derek Hough someone should check on him

[@creativewriter3887]

@@kosmoboi Or Brooke Castillio's "your mind can sometimes be like a 2 year old toddler with a knife"... now THERE'S a thought!

[@RardTangler]

You know... Trixie and Katya are _really_ getting back into their groove lately, and it makes my heart so happy.

[@JC-yy8iv]

They really are! The editing on this is relatively minimal, they're really shining on their own.